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  • PSH Free E-Book Exchange December 1

    PSH Free E-Book Exchange December 1

    PSH Free E-Book Exchange December 1

     i am again participating in the Poetry Super Highway Free E Book Exchange.  My book, “Mozart Blues” will be available for downloading from the PSH web page on December 1 for 24 hours (from Mid-night  PST time).  Please consider downloading my book and others on December 1, 2023.

    Acknowledgment

    These poems have been published in the following journals and elsewhere and were written between 2016 and 2023. They were published in.

    Down in the Dirt, Spillwords Poems, Ink Pantry, Synchronized Chaos, Former People Poems as well as on my website, The World according to Cosmos (https:/theworldaccordingtocomos.com) and All Poetry, Fan Story and Writing.com

     

    This chapbook is part of the Poetry Superhighway’s Annual Poetry E-Book Free for All event.

    The mission of the Poetry Superhighway is to expose as many people to as many other people’s poetry as possible.

    What?

    A project in which your poetry e-books will be freely available to all interested humans on Earth for 24 hours.

    Throughout November we will collect e-books from poets and writers interested in participating.

    Then on December 1st, for 24 hours, links to all of the e-books will go live. For 24 hours anyone can download, for free, as many of these e-books as they like…a poetry e-book free-for-all.

    How?

    To participate, read the guidelines below and then click on our Online Submission form. That’s it. It’s simple. By doing so, your e-book will be included.

    The E-Book has to be written by you.

    E-books should be in PDF Format for universal compatibility with anyone’s computer.

    If you have an e-book in Microsoft Word or another format, please convert it to PDF. One way to do this (if you don’t know how) is to visit the website http://www.freepdfconvert.com/. From there you will be allowed to select the file on your computer which will be uploaded and e-mailed back to you in PDF format.

    When creating your e-book file, please keep it smaller than 2 megabytes.

    Once you’ve created your e-book (not before), click on our Online Submission Form to join in!

    Do not fill out the form and then e-mail us your e-book later. Please fill out the form and use it to upload your e-book to us.

    We do not accept e-books or submissions by e-mail. The only way to join in is by clicking on the Online Submission Form below.

    On December 1 at Midnight (the evening of November 30), people will be free to download any or all of the titles and your poetry will be freely, electronically, traveling all over the world. This web page will go offline 24 hours later at Midnight on December 2nd.

    We will also list your e-book and description on this web page along with the link to your website for all to see.

    To submit your book, please go to our
    ONLINE SUBMISSION FORM

    for more information see the following:

    The 19th Annual Poetry E-Book Free-For-All (poetrysuperhighway.com)

    PS I can also send you my chapbook upon request as well.

    Index

    Spillwords Poems  available online

    More Spillwords poems published

    Spillwords – A Place for Readers and Writers, where Words Matter

    MOZART BLUES

     

     

     

     

     

     

    REFLECTIONS ON MY BEER

    STRANGERS SLEEPING ON THE STREETS

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    EVE EATS THE APPLE

     

     

     

     

    JUST ENOUGH FOR COFFEE

    DORA THE INTERGALACTIC EXPLORER

    dora
    dora

     

     

     

    IN SEARCH OF AMERICA – HITCHHIKING TALES

     

    hitchhikers
    hitchhikers

    BUS RIDES IN AMERICA’S UNDERBELLY

    Down in the Dirt Poems  available on line

    More Down in the Dirt Publication News

    Writers from Scars Publications

    Charles Bukowski Road Not Chosen

    charles bukowski
    charles bukowski

     

     

     

    If you’ve been around

    Madmen with Guns Madness

     

     

    My Name Is Nobody

     

    Snarling Cup of Coffee

    ink Pantry available online

    more Ink Pantry Publication

    Ink Pantry | Curators of Fine Words

    Life Among the Shadows

    What Is Love, Tell Me If You Know

    The Market Rules Us All:

    Green Trees Don’t Make It:

    The Communists Are Out to

    charles bukowski
    charles bukowski

    Get You!

     Synchronized Chaos available online

    More Synchronized Chaos Poems

    SYNCHRONIZED CHAOS | Interdisciplinary journal of art, music, culture, science & literature. (synchchaos.com)

    God’s Confession

    Ode to Coffee

    coffee
    coffee

     

     

     

     

     

     

    The Old Man in The Mirror Must Die Old Age

     

     

     

     

     

    Falling Rain

     

    Long Live the Great and Powerful One

     


    Just an Unhinged Lunatic Howling at The Moon

     

     

     

     

     Former People Poems  available on line

    Former People Update

    Lone Foreigner Hiking the Seoul City Walls – Bangs, Whimpers, Arts, Culture, and Commentary (wordpress.com)

    New Year’s Visit to The Oregon Coast

     

     

    oregon coast
    oregon coast

     

     

     

     

     

    Indian Casinos

    Indian casino Fun

    Indian casino Fun//// 

     

    Casino Thoughts

    the End

  • April 23rd, April 24th and April 25th, 2022 Poems

    April 23rd, April 24th and April 25th, 2022 Poems

    April 23rd, April 24th and April 25th, 2022 Poems

      Links to my previous April poems follow:

    April 22, 2022 Poems

    April 21, 2022 Poems

    April 18 to April 20, 2022 Poems

    April 16 and 17, 2022 Poems

    April 14 to April 15, 2022 Poems

    April 9-11, 2022 Poems

    April 8, 2022 Poems

    April 12 to April 13, 2022 Poems

    April 6th, 2022 Poems

    April 5 2022, Poems

    April 4th 2022, Poems

    2022 April Poetry Madness April 1 to 3 poems

    April 23rd Poems

    Saturday Day 23

    How Did I End Up Here? NaPoWriMo

    “How Did I End Up Here?
    You asked me
    How I ended up
    In this place?

    I mean, I look
    Like a reasonable
    Responsible white dude
    Not a violent thug
    Am I right?

    Well, my life
    Went downhill fast
    When I met Maria Lee
    In that infamous bar.

    You know, the Cosmos bar?
    On Telegraph Ave
    Down the street
    from Mc Arthur Station?

    Do you know the UFO place?
    Been there?

    Yeah then you know
    It is filled with hot assed babes
    Looking for a little side action
    If you know what I mean?

    She was a regular there
    Stood out from the crowd
    Just a drop-dead gorgeous
    Korean babe, a real looker.

    And I was smitten.
    Until she laughed.

    I would have happily
    Married Maria Lee
    If it weren’t for her laughter.

    Maria had a horrid laugher
    That was just so annoying
    A high pitched crackling sound
    That filled the air.

    Like the proverbial chalkboard
    Screeching sound
    That got into your ears
    And got stuck
    Like a malignant earworm.

    Her laughter was annoying as hell
    And she was a beautiful gal
    With a bonkers sexy devil may
    Care personality.

    Otherwise
    We got along famously.

    But I just could not get beyond
    Her annoying laughter.
    That sound made me
    Want to beat her up.
    Just to shut her up
    You know what I mean?

    I had to call it off
    Before I was driven to murder
    Due to her insane laughter.

    It was the laugher
    Did me in
    In the end.

    Got five to ten years
    In this prison paradise
    For the wanton killing
    Of Maria Lee.

    Last but not least, here’s our prompt for the day (optional, as always). Hard-boiled detective novels are known for their use of vivid similes, often with an ironic or sarcastic tone. Novelist Raymond Chandler is particularly adept at these. Here are a few from his novels:

    A few locks of dry, white hair clung to his scalp, like wildflowers fighting for life on a bare rock.

    Dead men are heavier than broken hearts.

    From 30 feet away she looked like a lot of class. From 10 feet away she looked like something made up to be seen from 30 feet away.

    She smelled the way the Taj Mahal looks in the moonlight.

    He looked about as inconspicuous as a tarantula on a slice of angel food.

    Today, I’d like to challenge you to channel your inner gumshoe and write a poem in which you describe something with a hard-boiled simile. Feel free to use just one, or try to go for broke and stuff your poem with similes till it’s . . . As dense as bread baked by a plumber, as round as the eyes of a girl who wants you to think she’s never heard such language, and as easy to miss as a brass band in a cathedral.

    Who is My Muse?  Dew Drop-in

    “There is no architect
    Can build as the Muse can,
    She is skillful to select
    Materials for her plan”

    Emerson the House

    My muse
    Is a strange one
    A strange creature.

    That hides deep in my mind
    Coming out mostly at night
    Whispering words of wisdom
    In my nightly fantastical dreams.

    Fragments of which
    Haunt my mornings
    As I try to recapture

    The elusive fading memories
    Of my nightly movie scripts
    That plays on in my mind’s eye
    In my private cinema.

    I don’t dream mere dreams
    I dream movies
    And the director of my movies
    Is the ever-elusive fairy queen
    My eternal muse of beauty.

    As I write my poems
    And stories
    She takes control

    Leading me down
    Dark rabbit holes
    Where I fear to tread,

    Encountering the dark demons
    And the wild things
    Of my imagination.
    Who are waiting for me

    Demanding I pay
    For my entertainment.

    I smile as my muse
    Negotiates a way home.
    And I wake up
    And see that my muse

    Sleeps on in the form
    Of my wife
    The love of my life.
    That is the power
    Of the queen of my heart
    My eternal muse.

    April 24—Text—Use A Short Quotation In Your Poem, Embedded Or As an Epigraph

    Super Nonsense Man Writer’s Digest

    Donald-Trump-Talking-out-of-both-sides-of-his-mouth-Car
    Donald-Trump-Talking-out-of-both-sides-of-his-mouth-Car

    The super nonsense man
    Appeared one day
    In our land.

    He appeared on TV, tweeter
    Facebook and everywhere

    Spreading forth
    Across the virtual universe
    infecting everything with
    One nonsensical conspiracy
    After another.

    Everything he said
    Appear plausible, reasonable
    Even desirable.

    But it was complete nonsense
    Lies based on lies
    Wrapped up in lies
    Hatred and mind-numbing fear

    THEY were after you
    To destroy America
    He claimed.

    All his false words
    Designed to deceive,
    To weaken the mind
    And the spirit
    of the gullible.

    Who soon begin
    Believing everything
    The super nonsense man
    Sprouted forth on TV.

    No one wanted to fact check
    No one believed the truth anymore
    That was so old school it seemed.

    Super nonsense man
    Soon took over the world
    And became what
    Many had feared

    Just another con man
    Off to grift as much
    As he can

    From the land
    Of the free
    And the home of the brave.

    Before leading
    The alien invasion
    Enslaving humanity forever.

    In the end,
    It did not matter
    We all believed

    The lies of
    super-nonsense man.

    And humanity became
    Just another failed civilization
    In a uncaring universe

    For today’s prompt, write a superhero or supervillain poem. It’s OK to write a poem about an established hero or villain, like Thor, Green Lantern, or The Tick. But it would be more fun to have poems about lesser-known (as in, you just invented them) heroes and villains. People like The Recycler, Dr. Dirty Dishes, or the diabolical Pie Bandit. Save the day; wreck the day; but please, write a poem

    Life is an endless dream, my friends

    Life is an endless dream, my friends.
    A dream that has no beginning and no ending
    That flows down the rabbit holes
    Of one’s mind to dark dangerous corners
    Where the wild things do roam

    A Metaphor Write a poem that is entirely made up of one metaphor.

    3 room press prompt (for April 24th)

    The poet dreams lost in memory
    While the secret architect
    His fairy godmother, his muse
    Dances about his head making designs
    The Sun and stars shining overhead
    The poet finds himself alone
    Watching God singing the blues

    3 room press prompt (for April 24th)

    For the first prompt, grab any book at all. Flip to a random page and scan, making a list of ten or more words that catch your eye. Write a single stanza poem that incorporates seven as end words, for a bonus write a sestina (six lines) poem that incorporates all words as end words.

    Prompt words from Emerson ‘The House”

    Poet
    Memory
    Architect
    Muse
    Designs
    Sun
    Stars
    God
    Sings

    I Remember Writer’s Cramp

    I remember it was in September
    A date I shall always remember
    For on that date I met my fate
    Met the love of my life,
    Who soon became my wife,
    With such an impact
    Looked at her every morning.
    Déjà vu moments abound
    her love a mirror image
    Of my love for her.

    Monday Day 25:

    The Mad Woman of My Dreams Aisling

    When I was in high school
    I had my first dream
    The dream changed my life.
    In my fevered imagination
    I saw the most beautiful woman
    In the universe speaking to me

    She was a tall Asian woman
    I knew that someday
    Somehow I would meet her

    It was my fate
    Became my obsession
    To find the girl
    in the dream

    It took eight years
    Before I finally met her
    On a bus in Korea

    I met her
    On the day
    I was determined
    To give up

    To abandon this mad quest
    To find the lady in the dream
    That haunted my nights

    That morning she came to me

    Said

    “don’t worry

    We will be together soon”
    She walked off the bus
    That night

    When I saw her there
    I knew that it was her
    And she knew it too

    Two months later
    She became my wife.

    That was almost 40 years ago
    Every day I recall the dream
    Of how we first met.

    Today’s (optional) prompt is based on the Aisling, a poetic form that developed in Ireland. An Aisling recounts a dream or vision featuring a woman who represents the land or country /in which the poet lives, and who speaks to the poet about it. Today, I’d like to challenge you to write a poem that recounts a dream or vision, and in which, a woman appears who represents or reflects the area in which you live. Perhaps she will be the Madonna of the Traffic Lights or the Mysterious Spirit of Bus Stops. Or maybe the Lost Lady of the Stony Coves will address you. Whatever form your dream visitor takes,

    dental torture blues  Dew Drop Inn

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    mouth-of-native-with-gold-teeth-and-dental-work-central-america-BAWX4K

    Sitting in the dental chair
    Undergoing dental surgery
    While the dentist probes
    And tortures me
    With his instruments of pain.

    The Frank Zappa song

    Plays over and over
    The torture never stops
    The torture never stops.

    And I think of the mad dentist
    In Little House of Horrors
    The Jack Nicolson character
    Who screams Pain is good!

    As he assaults his patients
    Doing root canals
    Without anesthesia.

    And so, I endure the torture
    Of the dentist
    In the vain hope
    I can save my teeth.

    Until the next time
    I undergo mental torture
    The song faces away
    And I slowly recover.

    Then as I leave
    I am confronted with the bill
    And the song roars back to life.

    The torture never stops
    the torture never stops.

    written after seeing

    the dentist © 4 years ago, j

    https://youtu.be/dzc5vW9Ze44

    Flies all green and buzzin’
    In this dungeon of despair
    Prisoners grumblin
    Piss they clothes
    Scratch their matted hair
    A tiny light from a window-hole
    A hundred yards away
    That all they ever get to know
    ‘Bout the regular life in the day
    ‘Bout the regular life in the day

    Slime and rot and rats and snuck
    Vomit on the floor
    Fifty ugly soldier men
    Holdin’ spears by the iron door
    Stinks so bad, stones are chokin’
    Weepin’ greenish drops
    In the den where
    The giant fire puffer works
    And the torture never stops
    The torture never stops, torture
    The torture never stops
    The torture never stops

    Flies all green and buzzin’
    In this dungeon of despair
    An evil prince eats a steamin’ pig
    In a tumbers right near there
    In the chambers right near there
    He eats de snouts and trotters first!
    The loins and the groins are then dispersed
    His carvin’ style is well rehearsed
    He stands and shouts
    All men be cursed (4x)
    And disagree it, well no one durst
    He the best of cause of all the woist
    Best of cause of all the woist

    He stinks so bad his stones been chokin’
    Weepin’ greenish drops
    In the room with the iron maiden
    And the torture never stops, torture
    Torture never stops
    Torture never stops, torture
    Torture never stops

    Flies all green and buzzin’
    In dungeon of despair
    Who are’ll those people
    That is shut away down there
    Are they crazy
    Are they sainted
    Are they heroes someone painted
    Someone painted
    Are they -isms
    Later ornated
    Once they come they have been tainted
    Once they come they have been tainted
    Never been explained
    Since at first it was created
    But a dungeon and his kin’
    Require naught but lockin’ in
    Of any anything that’s been
    Could be a her but it’s probly a him
    Could be a her but it’s probly a him
    Its what’s the deal were dealin’ in
    Its what’s the deal were dealin’ in
    An he stinks so bad it’s hurt
    To the pearl and the piles of blast
    Any dungeon has a trailer
    Were the torture never stops, torture
    Torture never stops
    Torture never stops, torture
    Torture never stops
    Torture never stops, talkin’ to you
    Torture never stops

    April 25—Music—write a(nother) poem in response to a particular song or larger musical work (or to a jukebox situation connected to “drunken barroom layabouts” to quote Harlow Flick)

    Broken Down Souls on the Street PSH

    You see them everywhere
    On the street
    On the bus
    On the metro
    But mostly wandering the streets

    Lost souls
    Broken down defeated souls
    The souls of the living dead

    Dead inside
    Waiting for death
    To deliver them from the agony
    Of the living,

    They make do
    They beg
    They steal
    They con their way,

    Living the life
    Living death
    Broken Souls

    You have two minds
    One part of you

    the fearful part of you
    Conditioned to ignore,

    Conditioned to walk by
    Ingoing the tragic wounded lives
    The broken souls all around you.

    But part of you knows
    That you cannot do  that
    But you can’t save everyone.

    So you do what you can
    You help those whom you can

    All it takes is a little act of compassion
    A little human kindness
    A few bucks or a cup of coffee.

    And you walk by
    Knowing just knowing

    That by a simple act of acknowledging
    Our shared humanity.

    You have made a small victory
    And brought happiness
    To yet another broken down soul.

    And the fear
    that you will be a broken soul
    Recedes away

    Not me never
    Never will happen to me

    But one forgets
    It is a simple matter

    A wrong turn in life
    The wrong place wrong time wrong thing

    And you could be the broken soul
    On the street

    Begging to be heard
    Begging to be taken away

    And so I walk on by no more
    I will listen

    I will talk to them
    I will make a small difference

    And in so doing
    Avoid becoming a broken-down soul

     Entering a Picture (Poetry from Visual Art) by Seretta Martin

    Is it possible for a lesson to appeal to all ages from third grade through adult, beginner through advanced? Yes, this one does! I’ve taught it from elementary through high school, at museums, and senior centers. It stimulates the imagination in magical ways. The picture is a focal point for the poem to develop. The student has selected the image for some personal reason yet to be discovered in the writing of the poem. This lesson teaches attention to images, detailed descriptions, the senses, vocabulary research, and more. Sometimes it triggers memories or uncovers unexpected desires. The student’s imagination is stretched when prompted to crawl into the picture and become someone or something in that world. Start this lesson by using a projector to show and read a few successful model poems and show the pictures that were used. Read some of the poems yourself, then call on students to take turns reading. The model poems create excitement and show students how others have approached the lesson with stellar results. After each poem is read, comment on how the poet addresses aspects of this lesson. After writing paper and handouts are distributed, place a batch of pictures on each table. Give students 5 minutes or so to select a picture for their poem. Collect extra pictures so students can focus on the one picture that they have in front of them. You may want to also leave the lesson projected on the screen. Walk them through these steps:

    Enter into the painting. Let your mind wander. Think about how you would describe it to a blind person. In your poem, you are going to paint a picture with words. As you write, pay close attention to details. Remember, a blind person needs lots of information to visualize the picture. What do you see in the painting? colors? patterns? figures? What do you feel? Write what first comes to mind. Does the art remind you of a memory? Does it remind you of a family member or a friend? Does it remind you of something you lost?

    Describe the place (the setting) that you see in your picture. Is it a meadow? An attic? A candy jar. Your front porch? The edge of a volcano? Think about your five senses and use some of them for rich details in your poem. Describe smells, sounds, tastes, colors, and what things feel like to touch.

    What is happening? Use action words. For example, perhaps the creature in your poem does some of these things: sings, growls, chomps, dives, leaps, flees, soars, glides, races, dances, or slouches. Make your poem come to life with colorful and unusual words. Avoid tired (worn-out words) that are overused and consult a Thesaurus.

    What is not in the picture? Imagine what happened before, during, or after what you see. Crawl into the picture and become a person, animal, or object. Maybe you want to take a point of view as if you are speaking with someone in the picture and use dialog.

    Now, ask yourself questions: Is my first line or stanza so interesting and grabbing that it will make the reader want to read the rest of my poem? Do I want to make my most exciting idea my first line?

    Have I used words that paint a clear picture? Do I want to repeat any sounds or words to make my poem more musical? (lyrical) or to emphasize something?

    How will you end your poem? Will you surprise us? Reveal a secret? Use an unexpected twist? End with a question? Do you want to leave the reader saying ah, or feeling sad, or what? Think of a unique title that makes the reader want to read your poem, but don’t give away too much of your poem in the title.

    Time: 1 to 1.5 hours. More time allows for students to read and share their poem drafts and show their pictures on the projector as they read.

    Materials: Pictures: postcards, greeting cards, pictures cut from magazines or calendars, cards from art galleries and museums, fine arts prints, etc., Thesaurus, projector, paper clips (To clip the picture to the poem at the end of the class session.) Posters of: The Senses, The Emotions, Worn-Out Words, Vocabulary, and Action Words. You may want to look up and print out model adult poems by famous poets such as White Wedding Slippers by Anna Swir, tr. by Czeslaw Milosz, The Starry Night by Anne Sexton, Cezanne’s Ports by Allen Ginsberg, Van Gogh’s Bed by Jane Flanders and Mourning Picture by Adrienne Rich.

    Published in Poetry Crossing – 50+ Lessons for 50 Years of California Poets in the Schools, 2014.

     Response to Watching the War Unfold Writers Digest

    Every morning

    dogs of war howling
    dogs of war howling

    For the last two months
    I and millions of people
    Have tuned into the unending drama

    The trauma of watching the war coverage
    In Ukraine as Russia continues their assault

    Against their neighboring country

    Their cousins as it were
    Who dared to declare themselves
    Independent from their former Russian overlords.

    The world is amazed by the bravery
    Of the Ukrainian people
    And the plucky courage
    Of their leaders
    In defying Putin and his war machine.

    Where this is headed
    No one knows
    But one thing is clear

    In the end Putin and his evil
    Will be defeated
    Ukraine will recover
    And the world
    It will never be the same again

    War has a way
    Of changing things,

    In unanticipated ways
    And unknowable consequences
    follow.

    Once the dogs of war
    Are released to wreak havoc
    Against the people
    Of the world.

    The old song put it best
    War has but one friend
    The undertaker.

    And in Ukraine
    So many people have died
    Becoming war ghosts.

    Joining the corona ghosts
    The gun violence ghosts
    And all the ghosts
    That are everywhere
    these sad end-of times days.

    their voices
    crying in the wind.

    For today’s prompt, write a response poem. Your poem could be in response to a popular poem by another poet, sure, but it could also be a response to a poem you wrote earlier this month. That’s how I’m coming at this prompt today.

    God’s Confession Local gems

     

    I was sitting alone in a dismal dark bar
    In a godforsaken evil din of inequity
    Somewhere on the lunatic fringes of society

    Twenty drinks too sober
    On the dismal wrong end
    Of a Friday Night booze run.

    Ended up in the infamous Cosmos Bar
    On the bad assed wild side part of town
    Over by the abandoned decrepit railroad tracks
    I was surely heading down the highway to hell
    As fast as I could drink it down.

    Enjoying my lonely drink
    Drinking by my lonesome self
    With my partners
    Jimmy Dean and the Walker brother
    And his old Granddad.

    Just drinking and hanging
    With the Jack Daniel’s gang
    Talking with Wild Turkey
    and Evan Williams.

    Yelling at the sweet young bartender

    “Give me one bourbon
    One scotch
    And a beer”

    She smiled as she always did
    Had heard this request a thousand times

    An old washed up smelly derelict
    A crazed bum looking at me
    With a thousand-year-old stare

    Walks up to me
    He begins muttering to himself
    Nutty nonsense, crazy words
    In a lunatic’s voice

    He had the look
    Of one possessed
    By his own demons
    That only he can see
    Or hear

    Possessed by a secret knowledge
    Only he knew,

    Despite myself
    I was fascinated
    By this lunatic’s tale

    So I stopped him and said

    “So crazy dude,
    What’s your game, anyway?”

    The short little dude
    Stopped his insane prattle

    Staring at me
    With that thousand-year-old stare

    Just another washed up
    Crazed lunatic
    Too many drugs

    Some washed up LSD causality
    Leftover from the ’60s
    Too many bad nights
    On the wrong side of life.

    He looked at me
    And proclaimed his story

    He reared up
    And filled up the room
    And lifted the bar
    On his finger.

    And stared down at me
    From the sky,

    And said

    Since you asked

    I am God,
    Jehovah, Allah
    And a billion other names

    The alpha and Omega
    The real deal
    The original dude of dudes

    The Sultan of Swing
    God of hosts
    And the father
    of that Jesus dude.

    But no one knows me
    Any more

    No one cares
    They think I am irrelevant
    They think I am dead

    They think I am a fairy tale
    From some olden, ancient time

    Some say I am dead
    Others think I should be dead
    That my work is done

    I looked at him
    Carefully now
    And what did I see

    An old man
    With that lunatic look
    thousand-year stare

    But there was something else
    He was crazy
    Sure yes

    But perhaps he was the real deal
    I mean why not
    Why would not God be
    A lunatic wandering
    around loose

    Talking to low lives like me
    In a bar on the highway to hell

    So I looked at him
    And invited him to share
    His tale of woe

    God tells me

    “Well, it’s like this
    Many a year ago
    People believed in me

    But one day
    They quit believing in me
    And they went on without me

    As they left me
    My powers got weaker and weaker
    And so eventually I became

    What you see today
    A broken-down drunk
    Hanging out

    Looking for a handout
    Looking for some company
    Or at least a free dinner”

    And he laughed and laughed
    And I looked at him

    And saw the beginnings of the end
    And the ends of the beginnings

    I saw a million planets
    Flash by

    A billion people
    A trillion sentient beings
    Thinking all at once

    Cosmic thoughts filled my head
    Lights flashed

    And I knew
    He was telling the truth

    But it did not matter
    In this day and age
    Of materialism

    God has no role
    God is truly dead

    And so I bought him a drink
    And walked out of the bar
    Profoundly saddened
    by what I had seen

    God was dead
    And we had all conspired
    To kill him.

    Long live God.

    the End

  • Two Drops of Ink Featured Poet

    Two Drops of Ink Featured Poet

    Two Drops of Ink has featured me this month.

    Check it out. Great write-up.

    Two Drops of Ink Update

    Two Drops of Ink Publishes Recent Poems

    the Cosmic Bench in Lithia Park Published in Two Drops of Ink

    Cosmos’s Reading List 2021

    Two Drops of Ink: A Literary Blog

    The Literary Home for Collaborative Writing

    NOVEMBER 7, 2021MARILYN L. DAVIS

    Sunday Spotlight: John “Jake” Cosmos Aller

    By: Marilyn L. Davis

    I suffer from poet envy. I can’t ever get past thinking that roses are red, and then I get stuck.

    One person that I’ve always admired is John “Jake” Cosmos Aller. His poetry seems to reflect many thoughts I’ve had about life, love, loss, and loneliness.

    Touched by Jake’s Words

    We know that any writer who touches us stays with us, and with each subsequent Poetry Break or fiction submission for the Best 1000 words for an Image Prompt, he hasn’t disappointed me.

    Lithia Park
    lithia park

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Take the image of the bench above. Several writers tackled it in the contest, but no one brought that bench to life – literally –  as Jake did in his entry for Best 1000 Words for the Image Contest: John Cosmos Aller: The Cosmic Bench in Lithia Park 

    Excerpt:

    The bench woke up and spoke to Sam.

    “Sam, how are you doing? An old friend of mine, I am delighted that I can speak with you.”

    Sam looked around and could not find out where the voice was coming from but realized that the bench had spoken to him. Sam laughed and said, “Well, bench, if you can speak, tell me what you know.”

    The bench spoke of Sam’s life and of the lives of others in the community that Sam knew. The bench said he knew everything that occurred in the lives of the people that sat down to rest, reflect, or remember.

    And the trees knew, too, as did the cosmic cat and even the squirrels. But people, well, they just did not know how to listen to nature and the world around them. In a way, it was too bad because the bench had so much wisdom to implant.

    I See His Poetry

    When I started at Two Drops of Ink in 2014, I claimed the job of finding images for posts. Scott Biddulph was a great editor, but his choice of images sometimes seemed lackluster. Don’t worry, we had that conversation, so I’m not talking behind his back. His response was, “I don’t have an artistic talent; you do.”

    So I scoured every known site and found Pixabay and Unsplash. If you need images for your blog, these are two free-to-use sites that never disappoint me.

    I loved the job then and still do. Some of Jake’s poetry has been especially fun to the image. It might just be me, but if you squint, I think you can see a little of Jake in the image for Just An Unhinged Lunatic Howling At The Moon

     

     

     

     

     

     

    And finally, I had to say something

    So I gathered up my manly courage

    And walked up to her

    And she looked at me

    And instantly bewitched my soul

    With a devilish grin

    I lost all reason

    And became a raving lunatic

    Just an unhinged lunatic

    Howling at the moon

    Switching Gears

    From a female perspective, we sometimes wish we had that kind of influence on a man. But then, Jake switches things up for us in Howling at the Moon. Our love-struck man transforms under the effects of the moon:

    Excerpt:

    Pink Moon

     

     

     

     

     

    Beneath the lunatic rays

    Of the blood-red full moon

    The lunatic lights of the moon

    Casts a wild primeval glow

    On me

    The hormonal chemicals are unleashed

    The wild beast within

    Escapes it chain

    And I howl with delight

    A werewolf

    Free at last

    Understanding His Characters

    The other thing I like about Jake’s poetry is that he writes about subjects I know, if not first hand, then in the retelling by countless men and women I’ve worked with for 30 years. Addiction either robs us, or we give it away, all the things that some people take for granted – a job, home, children, car, or food on the table.

    Some of the characters in his poetry are downtrodden, not necessarily from addiction, but the sentiments and experiences of his character in Just Enough for Coffee sound hauntingly familiar.

    Alzheimer’s, homelessness, and out-of-work are subjects that most people wouldn’t tackle in poetry, yet Jake does so admirably.

    Excerpt:

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    The homeless man

    Had been on the streets

    For too long

    Barely remembered his life

    Before early-onset Alzheimer’s 

    Robbed him of his job

    His dignity

    His wife 

    His life

    His money

    Now he drifted

    Waiting for the grim reaper

    To call him home 

    Any day now

    He prayed nightly

    To a god

    That he no longer believed in

    Lonely and Laudable Words

    Jake delves into loneliness with wonderful mind/word images in many of his poems. Here are some that express the despair of all humans cut off from contact, friendship, and love in Reflections and One Crazy Day.

    Excerpt:

     

     

     

     

    One dismal night

    One lousy, lonely, loathsome demented night

    In a godforsaken bar

    In the global south

    In a tropical hell hole

    Drinking my way to hell

    As fast as I could

    Drinking alone with my buddies

    Jack Daniels, Jimmy Walker

    Wild Turkey and Old Grandad

    Excerpt:

    I looked up

    Looked out at the window

    At the full moon

    Saw by its lunatic light

    Your face

    Was on the moon

    And I looked up

    At the light

    That crazy light

    And dreamed

    I was with you

    Again 

    And I woke up

    Again

    And I woke up

    Alone in my bed

    Climate Change in Poetry?

    I am so impressed with Jake’s ability to take a hot topic and turn it into poetry. Ten Years After Climate Change Collapse envisions the collapsed world through a poet’s eyes. Excerpt:

    Sam Adams carried heat

    To protect himself

    Against the wild animals.

    The lions, tigers, coyotes, wolves,

    And their running feral dog gangs,

    Who prowled the city streets

    Preying on deer, feral cows,

    feral cats and pigs

    Who grazed among the ruins.

    And the two-legged neo-savage gangs,

    And what was left of the city police

    Interchangeable with the gangsters,

    Battled it out for control.

    The second poem in that group sizes up the situation from the Lion King’s perspective. We’ve spent years killing animals and they finally decide that enough is enough.

    Excerpt:

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    The lion king,

    Addresses the animal parliament

    The question before them

    Was simple.

    Will humans have to die,

    To atone for their sins,

    In almost destroying the world.

    Through pollution, mismanagement of resources

    Subsequent climate  change,

    Fueled by greed and corruption?

    Are all humans guilty as charged

    Will they all have to die?

    Positive Poetry from Jake Aller

    Before you think that all of Jake’s poetry is maudlin and melancholy, there’s a humorous and positive side to many of his poems, too.  Dora, The Intergalactic Explorer, and Dragonfly in My Mind are two that show his playful, positive side.

    Excerpt:

    dora
    dora

    Dora, the intergalactic explorer

    Is traveling to the strangest planet

    of all the known worlds

    she is traveling incognito

    with a video crew

    making a documentary

    the planet earth

    is known as a planet

    of intelligent monkeys

    Excerpt:

    Oh, difficult, negative thoughts

    Be gone

    Like the bugs

    You are

    I’ll squash you like

    The evil creatures

    You are

    The sweet music

    Invades my soul

    Driving away

    The evil bugs

    And I soar

    Like the majestic

    Dragonfly

    Far above

    The chaos below

    Piqued Your Interest in Jake’s Poetry?

    I hope I’ve gotten your attention and that you read Jake’s posts here at Two Drops of Ink. Here’s four more for your enjoyment:

    A Wild Man Sits in a Gilded Cage

    2019 The Last Year of America’s Greatness

    Mocking Faces Staring at Me

    God’s Confession

    I Bet He Could Improve on Roses are Red

    I wonder if Jake could help me with my roses are red? Oh, sorry, I digress. But I just know that with the imagination Jake has, he could do something magical. I might just ask him.

    Bio: John “Jake” Cosmos Aller

    John “Jake” Cosmos Aller is a novelist, poet, and former Foreign Service officer, having served 27 years with the U.S. State Department. He toured in ten countries – Antigua, Barbados, Dominica, Grenada, Korea, India, St Kitts, St Lucia, St Vincent, Spain, and Thailand, and traveled to 45 countries during his career.

    Jake has been an aspiring novelist for several years. He is pursuing publication on:

    He has been writing poetry all his life and has published his poetry in electronic poetry forums, including All Poetry, Moon Café, and Duane’s Poetree and literary magazines.

    He is looking forward to transitioning to his third career – full-time novelist and poet after completing his second career as a Foreign Service officer and his first career as an educator overseas for six years upon completing his Peace Corps service in South Korea.

    LINKS:

    https://kr.linkedin.com/in/jakealler

    http://www.Writing.Com/authors/Jcosmos

    http://www.poetrysoup.com/me/jakecosmos

    http://www.moontowncafe.com/members/view_profile.asp?id=28083

    https://allpoetry.com/Jake_Aller

     

  • “Strangers Sleeping on the Streets”

    “Strangers Sleeping on the Streets”

    Strangers Sleeping on the Streets”

    9/9/2021 update:

    Spillwords has published my poem, “Sleepless on the Streets” .They previously published  a number of my poems, including “Eve Eats the Apple” and “Mocking Laughter.”  They also published an interview and additional poems below. Including a bonus poem, not published called “ I am the Snake” on a similar theme, re-telling the story of the garden of Eden from the snake’s perspective.

    This morning I read my poem, “Just Enough for Coffee” on the Journal of Expressive’s Arts First Zoom Open mike.  They will be hosting it monthly and I hope to read some more of work there.

    More Spillwords

    SpillWords Interview

    poetry open mike reading

    Just Enough for Coffee, Update

    “Eve in the Garden Ate the Apple”

    every day I turn on the news published

    SpillWords Interview

    Just Enough for Coffee, Update

    Chaos Published

    Strangers Sleeping on the Streets

     

     

     



    In these sad days of the pandemic
    We see the homeless people
    Men, women, and children

    The strangers sleeping on the streets
    In the richest country
    In the planet

    Millions were driven homeless
    Becoming these strangers

    Sleeping on the streets
    As rents go up and up

    Jobs disappearing
    Coronavirus spreading
    The strangers sleeping in the streets

    Social safety nets unraveling
    Forcing more people
    Into dire poverty

    There but for the grace of God
    We do not say to the Strangers
    Sleeping in the streets

    As we walk by
    The nameless men, women, children
    The invisible strangers

    Sleeping in the streets

    We seldom wonder
    How they got there
    And whether we can help them
    The strangers sleeping on the streets.

    Eve Eats the Apple

     

     

     

     

    Eve was in the garden
    Talking with Mr. Snake
    Her new best friend

    She was complaining about Adam
    And about the management
    Of the garden

    The snake suggested she eat
    The forbidden fruit.

    She said
    but the man
    Said that I cannot eat
    That fruit
    It is forbidden.

    Yes that is what the man said
    That is what
    he does not want you
    To experience.

    The man and Adam
    Are in on it together.

    I Heard that Adam
    Will eat the apple tonight
    But you need to get there first.

    Do you trust me, Eve?

    Of course, Mr. Snake
    So you know what to do.

    Eve ate the apple
    Called Adam over
    Told him to eat the apple.

    While the Snake chanted
    Eat it eat it
    Set yourself free,

    And so, Adam ate the apple
    And joined Eve
    In knowing everything.

    God came down
    Banished them from the garden
    Telling them.

    Well, you made the bed
    You will have to sleep in it.

    Go away
    You disgust me
    Humans…..

    And Satan
    You won your bet
    You damn Snake,

    Mocking Faces Staring at Me written by: Jake Cosmos Aller

    Mocking Faces Staring at Me by Jake Cosmos Aller at Spillwords.com

    Spillwords.com presents: Mocking Faces Staring at Me, poetry by Jake Cosmos Aller, a novelist, poet, and former Foreign Service officer …

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    Mocking faces
    hunting my dreams
    Hundreds of faces
    morphing into one
    after another

    Faces I knew
    The dead
    and the living

    women I knew
    friends I missed
    enemies, I did not

    One after another
    Marching in my room
    Staring at me

    Tried to run
    They laughed

    They said
    that there’s nowhere
    to escape my cosmic fate

    Time is coming
    prepare yourself
    the grim reaper
    has your name

    and once he has your name
    your fate is sealed
    and you will soon
    join us

    whether in heaven
    or hell
    is not for us to say

    be warned though
    you will be judged
    and no one can escape
    their cosmic karmic fate

    I am the Snake

     

     

     

     

     

    I be just a snake
    Slithering in the woods
    Looking for a place
    To lie down in the sun

    And rest my weary bones
    And soak up some cosmic rays
    And chill out a bit

    Nothing but a snake
    But boy am I a snake
    I am the snake

    That your mother warned you about
    Yes, baby, I am that snake
    And I am ready to get into some trouble

    Looking for some Eve to tease
    Looking for some babe to temp
    With my snake oil smarmy corny BS
    Lounge lizard lines

    So, I am sitting there
    Minding my own business

    When I spy her
    The new kid on the block
    That Eve babe

    And boy is she a babe
    Has an ass so fine,
    It makes my eyeballs hurt
    Just starting at her

    And her breasts
    So divine

    God knew what he was doing
    When he made
    that Eve babe so fine

    Adam man he is a wimp
    Don’t know how lucky he is
    To have the eve babe

    And my snake thing gets snaky
    And I decide I have to have
    Some of that Eve action
    So, I slither and slather

    Put on my cool badass
    Ray Bans
    So, cool it hurts
    And bust a move

    Make my entrance
    To the Eve Babe

    I say

    “Hey, babe.”

    She says hi

    I say,

    “Is that the tree of life?”

    She said

    “Yes, it is forbidden.”

    I say

    “Yeah

    Who told you that shit?
    The old man in the house?

    Man, what does he know?
    He is just the caretaker.

    I am the real deal
    And I know this shit,

    Yes, I do,

    So, babe, it is like this

    Eat this fruit
    And you will have the
    key to eternity

    All you got to do
    Is eat the damn fruit
    It is calling you

    Babe, I got what you want
    And I got what you need

    All you got to do
    Is eat this damn fruit

    So, babe, hurry up
    I got places to go

    People to see
    Things to do

    I will be a busy snake
    don’t cha know

    It Ain’t easy being me
    I am the King Snake
    And I am so bad

    It hurts
    My eyeballs look
    At my shiny face

    So, babe
    Decide

    She says

    “I don’t know, man.”

    I say,

    “Yes babe
    I know

    But you know I love you
    Old snaky loves you

    And only wants what’s best
    And hey you know

    That Adam guys
    What a loser

    I mean,
    I am so much more a man
    Then that sorry assed
    wimp of a man

    You know what I mean
    My jellybean?”

    She smiles

    And I knew I had her
    And I thought of my reward

    From that Satan man
    Man, he is a mean mother
    With cajoles
    the size of the devil

    Shit don’t want to be
    on his bad side

    So, I had to
    close the deal
    I had to get the
    lady to bite

    And then I would
    get my reward
    Might even get a piece
    Of that Eve action

    “Hey babe

    I got what you need
    I got what you want
    All you got to do
    Is eat this fruit

    And then we will see
    Whether you can handle
    The snake King.”

    She smiles

    Oh, so sweetly
    The last smile
    of innocent youth

    And I had her
    She takes the fruit
    And eats it

    Cosmic alarm bells go off
    God knows and Satan too

    God stops me
    Bans me from the premises
    Sends me back to hell

    And I slither and slather away
    Dreaming of my revenge

    When I will slip up on Eve’s ass
    And bite her in the butt

    And oh yes

    I could do a lot more
    with that cosmic butt

    Can’t wait for that shit
    So, I slither and slather
    And hiss

    and move on down the road
    I knew that I would get my award
    And my revenge

     

    JUST ENOUGH FOR COFFEE

    coffee
    coffee

     

     

     

     

    A homeless man
    Stood on the street
    Counting his change
    From panhandling all morning

    Just had enough for a cup of coffee
    All in all
    A good start

    He ambled off to his favorite coffee shop
    Where the owner
    Was kind to the homeless

    Sometimes
    Treating them to a meal
    On the house

    The man said
    I was in your shoes
    Once years ago

    And you never forget
    When you are down
    And out

    Everyone forgets your face
    No one knows your name
    For you are now
    Invisible
    Almost a ghost

    The old man tried to pay
    The owner said

    Keep your change
    You need it more than me

    Have a meal with me
    My friend
    On the house

    He ordered up
    The homeless man’s favorite
    Lumberjack special

    Eggs, pancakes, sausage, bacon
    Cornbread
    Lots of hot black coffee
    To wash it down

    The old man
    Often had just one meal a day
    Usually, a late breakfast

    Sometimes if he were lucky
    He would have dinner

    And on a red-letter day
    He would have three meals

    The homeless man
    Had been on the streets
    For too long

    Barely remembered his life
    Before early-onset Alzheimer’s

    Robbed him of his job
    His dignity
    His wife

    His life
    His money

    Now he drifted
    Waiting for the grim reaper
    To call him home

    Any day now
    He prayed nightly
    To a god
    That he no longer believed in

    SPOTLIGHT ON WRITERS

    JAKE COSMOS ALLER

    1. Where, do you hail from?

    I grew up in Berkeley, California, and Washington DC, and went to College in Stockton, California. After college, lived five years in Korea as a Peace Corps volunteer and teaching ESL. I returned to the US to Seattle for graduate school. Afterward, I joined the Foreign Service where I lived and worked in over ten countries. I retired and lived in Korea and the west coast.

    1. What is the greatest thing about the place you call home?

    I live in Youngjando island, South Korea near the Incheon Airport. I live in a garden city. There is a magnificent park – the world peace forest behind my house and a nice mountain to hike in. Over three hundred restaurants are within walking distance of my house. There are five beaches ten minutes’ drive away, Incheon is nearby as is Seoul.

    1. What turns you on creatively?

    All my work starts with a dream. I don’t dream dreams; I dream movies, filled with action, sound, music, smells many times in a completely different world. I have been writing a dream journal for many years. I write five to ten dreams per day, saving them as stand-alone flash fiction, and also write one to ten poems per day.

    1. What is your favorite word, and can you use it in a poetic sentence?

    One of my favorite words is my portmanteau scumbaggery which I define as the actions of a ”Scumbag.”

    The scumbaggery
    Of Texas Senator Ted Cruz
    Utterly confounds

    1. What is your pet peeve?

    Racism, sexism, homophobia, bigotry, right-wing nutcases, left-wing zealots, Christian holy rollers, gun violence, police misconduct, anti-Asian hate crimes, hate crimes, America Firsters, QAnon conspiracy theorists, neo-Nazis, White Supremacists, Proud Boys, Boogaloo Bois, and the Oath Keeper militia, etc. I don’t like ”gangsta rap,” “heavy metal,” or “country music.” Pragmatist and don’t care about ideological correctness.

    1. What defines Jake Cosmos Aller?

    Grew up in Berkeley and DC. Lived all over the world, visiting forty-five countries and all 50 states. Served my country as a foreign service officer, and Peace Corps volunteer and taught ESL and government overseas. But what is more important than anything is that I married the girl of my dreams who became my wife 40 years ago.

    JAKE COSMOS ALLER·JULY 6, 2020

    Chaos was written by: Jake Cosmos Aller @Jakecaller   the world descends into chaos as our world leaders led by…

    CHAOS

     

     

     

     

    the world descends into chaos
    as our world leaders
    led by the chaos president

    are overwhelmed
    by the smallest enemy of all

    a simple virus
    blows through the crumbling public health infrastructure
    and no one is prepared

    and panic ensures
    with every Presidential tweet
    as people don’t believe
    a word he says

    conspiracy rumors spread
    everyone believes their own reality
    as the world spins out of control

    the chaos king is in his element
    convinced that only he knows
    the deal

    and everyone else
    is just a bit player
    in the reality show
    that he presides over

    and so the rest of us
    hunker down
    just hoping for the best

    as the panic and chaos
    spreads faster
    than the virus

    are we doomed
    can we survive
    will God save us?

    he is silent
    as always

    DORA THE INTERGALACTIC EXPLORER

    JAKE COSMOS ALLER·APRIL 27, 2020

     

     

     

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    dora

     

     

     

     

    Dora The Intergalactic Explorer written by: Jake Cosmos Aller @Jakecaller   Dora the intergalactic explorer Is traveling to the…

    Dora the intergalactic explorer
    Is traveling to the strangest planet
    of all the known worlds

    she is traveling incognito
    with a video crew
    making a documentary

    the planet earth
    is known as a planet
    of intelligent monkeys

    not much is known
    about them
    as very few
    have ever been there

    the inhabitants are described
    as blood thirsty insane creatures
    ruled by hidden sexual and political passions
    following incomprehensible
    religious dogmas following Gods
    that clearly do not exist

    the inhabitants are just on the verge
    of developing intergalactic travel
    and the galactic empire
    is worried that they will be driven
    to try to conquer the rest of the universe

    driven by their needs to impose
    their religious dogma
    everywhere in the world

    the planet is divided into large tribal groups
    governed by corrupt elites
    corrupt businesses destroying the planet
    in pursuit of profit

    and the locals are little more
    than wage slaves
    barely making a living
    addicted to alcohol, drugs, gambling
    pornography and illicit sex

    and their main land
    is ruled by a clearly delusional madman
    intent on poking a fight
    with all his alleged enemies

    Dora assumed the appearance
    of a character from TV
    and will pose as a journalist
    trying to make sense
    of it all

    but she was afraid
    that she if found out
    could face the worst consequence

    her ship crash lands
    and she is outside
    the capitol

    of the non empire empire
    called the United States of America

    Dora gets her crew together
    and walks into the city
    staring at all the strange sights
    as the monkeys go about
    their daily activities

    she stops at a restaurant
    tries the coffee
    the chief drug of choice

    and is instantly addicted
    wow no wonder
    these people are crazed

    she tries the local booze
    and smiles
    perhaps she could
    become an intergalactic merchant
    introducing the world
    to the galaxy

    her thoughts are interrupted
    as a mad man armed
    with weapons of war
    bursts in and starts shooting
    yelling at people

    and she is shot dead
    the authorities
    are shocked

    when they recover the body
    and realize
    that she is not a human
    as she reverts other original
    form

    sort of a giant feline like creature
    two legs and arms
    and clearly from an advanced
    civilization given her gear

    what was she doing
    no one knew
    as all the aliens
    died in the gun blaze

    the world is shocked
    at what had happened
    and fearful that the aliens
    were coming to invade
    their world

    the galactic senate
    decides to contain
    the humans
    declaring them
    a threat to the global civilization

    and the humans vow
    to discover the secrets
    of interstellar travel
    and travel to her land

    to enter into business arrangements
    and spread the one truth faith
    to the heathen space aliens

    thus ended Dora’s excellent adventure
    in the crazed world at the edge
    of known civilization

    EVERY DAY I TURN ON THE NEWS

    JAKE COSMOS ALLER·MARCH 26, 2020

    Every day I Turn on The News written by: Jake Cosmos Aller @Jakecaller   every day I turn on the…

    EVERYDAY I TURN ON THE NEWS

    written by: Jake Cosmos Aller

    @Jakecaller

     

    every day I turn on the news
    nothing but news about the virus
    the virus from hell

    the world is filled with fear
    and my anxiety levels rise
    every time I turn on the news

    oh my god I say
    we are all going to die
    and I am so afraid

    afraid of everyone
    afraid of everything
    dreading the latest news

    and nothing relieves my fear
    I watch the world
    loosing its collective mind

    wondering how much more of this
    can we all take

     

    I scream out
    Dear God save us all
    god is silent as usual

    and so I realized
    we are doomed
    perhaps it is the end times
    perhaps not

    I turn off the TV
    try to stay calm

    hoping the madness
    will not overwhelm us all

    MORNING LIGHT

    MORNING LIGHT

     

     

     

     

    the terrors of the night
    the worst imaginings
    of what might happen

    war, rumors of war
    end of civilization
    nuclear war
    and other horrors
    ripped from the headlines

    fade away into nothingness
    with the morning light
    and the love of my wife
    who is always by my side
    I regain my sight

    and begin
    regaining my smile
    and my life

    until the next nightmares
    consume my dark imaginings

    JAKE COSMOS ALLER·FEBRUARY 12, 2020

    Morning Light was written by: Jake Cosmos Aller the terrors of the night the worst imaginings of what might…

    RAMBLING MAN, WHERE IS YOUR HOME?

    RAMBLING MAN, WHERE IS YOUR HOME?

     

     

     

     

    Where is my home? Where do I belong?
    I really don’t know, always moving on to another place
    Moved every other year it seems the last 45 years
    Traveled to 49 states, 45 countries, drove across the U.S. six times
    Lived in Berkeley, Yakima, Stockton, Seattle, Alexandria, DC, Oregon, Korea, Thailand, India, The Eastern Caribbean, and Spain

    Where do I belong? Where is my home?
    Neither here nor there, nowhere and everywhere
    And so is that my rambling man’s fate
    Never to really belong anywhere at all

    JAKE COSMOS ALLER·SEPTEMBER 7, 2018

    Rambling Man, where is your Home? written by: Jake Cosmos Aller   Where is my home? Where do I

    DARK DANGEROUS THOUGHTS

    dark dangerous thoughts
    dark dangerous thoughts

    JAKE COSMOS ALLER·AUGUST 19, 2018

    Dark Dangerous Thoughts wrote by Jake Cosmos Aller   An old man wakes up Confronting the dark dangerous thoughts…

    An old man wakes up
    Confronting the dark dangerous thoughts
    The demons of the night
    That haunt his dreams
    And his life

    He looks out at the dawning sun
    And his sleeping wife
    And realizes that it will be all right

    And dismisses the demons of the night
    Back to their caves in his mind
    And he gets up
    To take the dawning day

    IN SEARCH OF AMERICA – HITCHHIKING TALES

    JAKE COSMOS ALLER·JULY 31, 2018

    In Search of America Hitchhiking Tales written by: Jake Cosmos Aller   When I was young and foolish Broke…

     

     

     

     

     

     

    BUS RIDES IN AMERICA’S UNDERBELLY

    bus rides in America
    bus rides in America

     

     

     

     

    JAKE COSMOS ALLER·JULY 13, 2018

    Bus Rides in America’s Underbelly written by: Jake Cosmos Aller the Bus – Travels Through America’s Underbelly I…

    the Bus – Travels Through America’s Underbelly

    I am a bus rider
    That makes me unusual
    For a white male
    From an upper middle class family

    Our people are not bus riders
    Though some are subway riders

    Bus riders are other people
    The poor, minorities, immigrants
    People who don’t drive
    Because they are blind
    Or have a DUI

    And in my case
    I don’t drive
    Because I have bad vision
    And bad coordination
    Just never got the hang
    Of the whole driving thing

    Fortunately for me
    My wife does the driving
    But I still take the bus
    From time to time

    I rode the AC buses in Berkeley
    As a child
    Line 67, line 51, line 43 F bus
    Rode them long before BART came along
    And afterwards as well

    As an adult seldom rode the bus
    But when I did so
    I was always impressed
    By the sheer diversity
    Of the bus riding property

    Hundreds of languages
    All sorts of sexual orientation
    Some were white
    Most were not

    Most of my fellow passengers
    Were nice enough
    Some were friendly
    And some were lost
    In their own thoughts

    And a few
    Were scary looking dudes
    With the look
    Of someone who had done time
    And were capable of more violence

    I also rode the bus
    In Seattle as a graduate student
    A lot of fellow UW students
    And the usual immigrants
    Minorities etc

    And some white people
    Commuting

    And in DC
    Over the years
    I rode a lot of buses

    Mostly to and from the metro
    But I got to know
    And love the DC buses as well

    I also took the greyhound bus
    Across the country
    Several times over the years
    All over the U.S.

    From Bay Area to Stockton
    From Bay Area to Clear Lake
    From Bay area to NYC
    NYC to DC
    All over the USA

    Taking the Greyhound
    Was always an adventure
    Met a lot of interesting people
    As people on long distant bus rides
    Tend to open up and talk
    To pass the time away

     

    Overseas I took the bus
    All over
    In India, in Barbados
    In Spain and in Korea

    The Korean buses
    For many years
    Were difficult for foreign visitors
    As the signs were all in Korean

    Most have signs
    Now in English, Chinese and Korean
    And are much more foreigner friendly

    Riding the bus
    In America
    Allows one access
    To the underbelly of American society
    The poor, the marginalized
    The immigrant communities

    That many middle-class white people
    Just never see

    And for that reason
    I am glad
    That I am a bus rider

    NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR:

    Based on my experiences riding the bus all over the world from 1968 to 2018.

    The End