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  • Cosmos’s 2020 April Poetry Part One

    Cosmos’s 2020 April Poetry Part One April 1 to April 15

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    Corona Virus Poems

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    Welcome to Cosmos’s 2020 April Poetry. This is the fourth attempt to do this.  For this year I am doing things a bit different.  Since I am in Korea I will be posting a day later from here starting April 2 which will be April first in the  U.S.First I will update my poems daily here (along with audio clips, photos clips, and links to various prompts etc)

    Second I will update my links on the following sites where I have been posting poetry for some time – all my April poems will be here regardless of whether I post them elsewhere – I will be posting one to two per day on these sites and writing anywhere from two to five per day, with many of them not being posted at all so I can accumulate some “unpublished poems” but I will list them all here either as posted or unposted. The posted ones will have audio, photos and links occasionally to other sites.

    Here are the sites along with the links to my poetry posted there.

    All Poetry

     Cosmos Funnel

    Comma ful

    NaPoWrMo National Poetry Month contest like the NaNoWrMo novel contest in the fall, they will have  daily prompt as well

    Poetry super highway will also be doing a daily prompt

    Poetry Soup

    You and others can see your poems on your PoetrySoup poetry page here:
    https://www.poetrysoup.com/poems_poets/poems_by_poet.aspx?ID=79587

    Poetry Nook

    https://www.poetrynook.com/user/jake-aller

    ‘Poetry Circle

    https://poetrycircle.com/forum/members/jakecosmos.6777

    Hello Poetry

    https://hellopoetry.com/jakecaller/

    Poetry Magnum Opus

    http://www.poetrymagnumopus.com/profile/2575-jakecaller/

    Sweek

    https://sweek.com/profile/1104315/74088

    Writing.com

    https://www.writersdigest.com/

    Writer’s digest daily prompts

    And on my various FB poetry sites will post my poems on five different sites per day and since I’ve lost count of how many I am following well that could be a lot, but I will list them as I post on them in case anyone is interested in finding poetry and writing groups on FB

    Finally, love to hear how others are coping both with corona virus, and with the April Poetry month.  I suspect that there will be a lot of interest this year since people are staying home!

    Now let’s get to the poems shall we?  I will update this daily

    Index

    Chronological list

    Wednesday April 1

    Hope Springs Eternal Writers’s Digest
    Jake Cosmos Aller the one an Onlypoetry super highway prompt
    the Virus from Hell
    Morphing Images from Hellish Nightmare old poem for writing.com dreamsapes
    The Bombs that Took Her Away  – from writers.com  prompt – posted all poetry and poetry soup
    Cosmic Poet Modified Bio Poem  for poetry soup contest – not otherwise
    Morphing Images from a Hellish Nightmare
    Kimchi BluesPoetry Soup prompt

    Thursday April 2

    humor keeps us sane pensively unleashed unpublished
    First Kiss with My wife creativity talents unleashed posted
    Birth of New World creativity talents unleashed unpublished
    Peacock Speaks creativity talents unleashed unpublished
    Iguana Talks to Mankind creativity talents unleashed unpublished
    six word poem naked woman wearing mask creative talents unleashed
    space poem writing digest prompt
    Search for the holly grail writing.com prompt
    berkeley maps writing.com prompt
    Recalling people I barely knew writing.com elegy poem
    corona fears
    follow your dreams writer’s digest day three prompt
    Coffee’s intoxicating smell wakes me up poetry superhighway prompt
    follow your dreams writer’s digest day three prompt

    Sunday April  5th

    I wish for peace and happiness –  Writer Digest prompt
    Life as a evil Mastermind criminal – poetry superhighway prompt
    Born bad to the bone heartbreaker – writing.com prompt
    Bad craziness all poetry contest -open poem
    Bus rider  all poetry wild country contest – old poem
    old man in the mirror must die  all poetry old age contest -old poem
    Ten million stories in the Naked City – all poetry contest to write a Naked Poem
    call of Cthulu  HP lovecraft all poetry contest
    Having a dog saved my life – all poetry contest – to write a poem about overcoming fears

    Monday April  6th

    The Mist from Hell Descends on the land
    Conversation with the Gods About Corona Virus
    The Moment that changed my Life sonnet format
    we must walk the path of honesty in these dark dangerous times
    cats are alien creatures from Space
    God’s Confession
    Drinking My Way to the Highway to Hell
    Capitol Hill in the Spring *
    *Published Writer’s Newsletter June 2017
    Under the canopy of the pine trees we lay – from the poem
    ‘Under the canopy of pine trees

    Tuesday April 7th

    Smartest Man in the World All Poetry Dunning-Krueger Syndrome Poem
    Great Leader Tigerjade Writing.com formal poem
    weasel words set mental traps for us all writers digest prompt
    it was a fine late August day when I met the love of my life poetry superhighway prompt
    to those I have lost writing.com prompt to write an elegy
    The  Giant Nazi Spider Speaks prompt to write a poem based on a novel plot line
    life is a dream of chocolate covered trees national poetry month prompt
    We live in an Orwellian world

    Wednesday   April 8th

    새영 지마 saeyeong jima  plays out in life  writing.digest prompt
    the Terrorists were succeeding beyond their wildest dreams  poetry super highway prompt
    corona tanka National Poetry Month Prompt
    The best meal of my life writing.com dew drop in prompt
    Angela Came to Me for 38 years Bringing me lots of $
    poemunzine prompt
    the lion dreams of impossible dreams all poetry impossible dream contest
    corona haiku all poetry corona haiku poem all poetry haiku contest
    I met My fate that Date – Fan Story Prompt

    Thursday April 9

    the future is coming writers digest
    the fate of the world rests with us – poetry superhighway prompt – inspired by Beethoven’s fifth symphony
    creative talents prompt the old man in the lake sees God
    white flower of death haiku creative talents
    creative talents balloons of hope
    creative talents Cthulu lurks in the evil cabin in the words
    creative talents unleashed evil woman with mad hair grins
    the best day of my life  all poetry wedding poems contest

    Friday April 10

    Walking in the woodlands of Limbo writers digest  ekphrastic poetry prompt
    New Bodies in New Era poetry soup prompt to write a poem about changes
    life interrupted by corona writing.com Daily Dew Drop interruption
    Saudade for friends I have lost writing.com Saudade poem
    My Lover’s body inspires me concrete poem – national poetry month prompt day 9 national Poetry Month Prompt Day Nine Concrete Poetry
    National poetry month prompt  day eight Vogan Bot Poetry
    The end of the world news depresses me National poetry Month Day Seven poem inspired by the news
    the Devil speaks in the Garden of Earthly Delights ekphrastic garden of earthly delights national poetry month prompt day 6
    President Trump Haunts My Dreams National Poetry Month day four prompt image from a dream
    ten words random rhymes national poetry month Day three prompt
    674 Santa Rosa  Avenue, Berkeley, California National Poetry month day two prompt specific place poem 674 Santa Rosa Berkeley California
    My life appears to a dream national Poetry Month Day One Prompt Metaphor for Life as a  Dreamer
    Trump Derangement Syndrome Blues Fan story 15 syllable poem contest

    Saturday April 11

    To My Dream Woman Who Loves Me
    writers digest prompt to write a x  Blank  x
    Corona Virus was Not Sent as God’s Punishment
    poetry super highway black out poem
    coffee Whitney
    writing.com Whitney poem form
    coffee Hay Na Ku
    writing.com formal poetry prompt
    writing.com Dew Drop Inn Daily poem
    women playing lute contemplating god all poetry contest

    Sunday April 12

    Life spinning out of control
    writers digest prompt to write a “control poem”
    early evening delight
    poetry superhighway promo – write a poem about early evening
    Cosmos the Evil AI Takes Over
    writing.Com Daily Dew Drop write a poem about technology or AI
    My morning coffee wakes me up for day
    writing. com octameter poem
    casino thoughts old poem for all poetry contest on addiction
    Life began that day all poetry contest

    Monday April 13

    I believe in ghosts
    writers digest spirit poem  based on a true storytoday’s doodle poem
    Poetry Super Highway Doodle Poem
    Doors
    writing.com daily dew drop prompt – write a poem about Doorswhat I know Coffee Trois-par-Huit
    Writing. com Trois Par Huit Poem
    Things that bug me all poetry contest

    Tuesday April 14

    Purpose of my Life writer digest write a purpose poem
    poetry superhighway challenge to revise a poem from the bottom -up
    Love Cherita writing.com formal poem Cherita
    Korean Pottery  of Love writing.com Daily Dew Drop
    2019 Months of the Year all poetry contest entry
    Media Madness  all poetry acrostic poetry contest
    AI Madness Takes Over the World all poetry dark poetry contest

    Wednesday April 15

    the Chaos King is his Element Writer digest Chaos poem prompt
    best Cocktail Ever Poetry superhighway prompt to write a cocktail poem/ break a sonnet for Day Dew Inn writing.com
    Dream of my Life  Atlantic magazine poetry prompt to write a poem about a dream
    why I am an Atheist  all poetry Atheist poetry contes
    Recharging my Batteries All poetry contest
    Thor on a rampage  all poetry contest
    coffee nonet fan story contest
    coffee Musset poem poetry soup contest

    Wednesday April 1

     Hope Springs Eternal in our Winter of our Discontent   writer’s digest prompt Posted

    corona virus
    corona virus

     

     

     

     

     

    Hope springs eternal in the winter of our discontent
    On the daily news that fills us with dread
    Perfect storm of hatred, fear and despair
    Everywhere we go nonstop fear broadcasted

    Despair fills my heart as I turn on the news
    Everywhere we are in the midst of the pandemic
    Simply put death is at hand

    Planning for the future yet waiting for death
    At worst we will all die not today but soon
    In the long term we are all dead

    Remembering the dead all around us
    yet I end this poem with a word of hope

    hoping for the best
    while preparing for the worst
    all I can do to stay sane
    as I await my fate

    on this dismal date
    April 1 is indeed
    April Fool’s date
    is that our fate
    this endless dance with death?

    and to end with a sign of hope
    I know that if I have you by my side
    I will survive I will survive
    until the end of time itself
    takes us to the other side

    based on writer’s digest daily April poetry month challenge to write a poem about hope

    I am jake Cosmos Aller the one an Only poetry super highway prompt

    jake aller fb
    jake aller fb

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    I am Jake Cosmos Aller the one and only
    when people meet me they are transformed
    by my spirit my compassion and my dreams
    as all I meet fall under my spirit
    I look into their eyes bewitching their souls
    as they bewitch my soul as well
    becoming mad kindred spirits
    walking on the road of life itself
    going together no one knows where
    it will all end but we will get there as one spirit
    united by my cosmic spirit
    understanding grows as we converse
    deep into the night with each glass of wine
    we dive deep into the cosmos inspired by name

    The Virus From Hell Has Arrived

    corona
    corona

     

     

     

     

     

    the Virus  from Hell has arrived
    catching the world unprepared
    it erupted out of China

    then began its terrifying reign
    wiping out thousands of people
    destroying jobs and economies
    killing people left and right

    it seemed like something
    out of our worst nightmares
    but at least it was not
    the dreaded zombie flu
    perhaps that is next’s fall’s nightmare

    as the virus from hell
    prepares for a fresh assault
    to finish us all off

    the virus from Hell has arrived  posted- all poetry contest, poetry soup version is the Virus King has arrived = as poetry soup did not like the word “Hell”

    second poem for april poetry month © 2 hours ago, john Cosmos Aller      

    Thursday April 2 posting

    The Bombs that Took Her Away  – from writers.com  prompt – posted all poetry and poetry soup

    bombed out airport
    bombed out airport

    one day I woke up from my dreams
    finding my self all alone
    no one was there to hear my screams
    staring at my now quite dead phone
    I plugged in my phone read a note
    it was from my lovely wife

    My Wife had just gone out to vote
    smiling thinking of my life
    I got ready to face the dawning day
    The TV showed the bombs that took her away

    Kimchi Blues  Poetry Soup prompt April 2 

    kimchi
    kimchi

     

     

     

     

    based on poetry superhighway prompt for day 2

    Kimchi

    From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

    Kimchi Kimchi (/ˈkɪmtʃiː/Korean: 김치, romanized: gimchi, IPA: [kim.tɕʰi]), a staple in Korean cuisine, is a famous[1]traditional side dish of salted and fermented vegetables, such as napa cabbage and Korean radish, made with a widely varying selection of seasonings including gochugaru (chili powder), spring onionsgarlicginger, and jeotgal (salted seafood), etc.[2][3]

    There are hundreds of varieties of kimchi made with different vegetables as the main ingredients.[4][5]Traditionally, kimchi was stored in-ground in large earthenware to prevent the kimchi from being frozen during the winter months. It was the primary way of storing vegetables throughout the seasons. In the summer the in-ground storage kept the kimchi cool enough to slow down the fermentation process.[3] In contemporary times, kimchi refrigerators are more commonly used to store kimchi.

    Oh yeah 

    I got the kimchi blues
    every day since I first ate it
    back in the day

    long before i went to Korea
    ended up staying on in Korea
    after i retired from decade
    in the Foreign Service

    and ten years studying
    and living in Korea
    before I joined
    the Foreign Service

    When I first ate kimchi
    I was hooked
    sort of a spicier version

    of German sauerkraut
    which i loved on my top dog
    from Berkeley high school days

    then off to korea
    in the peace corps
    where I ate kimchi

    every day for every meal
    and eventually I woke up
    dreaming of kimchi and rice

    instead of pancakes and eggs
    then I knew
    that I had finally adjusted
    and was becoming half Korean

    and now I am a hopeless kimchi addict
    need to have my spicy kimchi
    which is so good for you

    perhaps even defeating the dreaded corona virus?
    who knows but I will be eating Kimchi
    until my day is done

    poetry superhiway prompt

    Friday April 3

    Cosmic Poet Modified Bio Poem  for poetry soup contest 

    cosmos
    cosmos on the mekong

     

     

     

     

     

     

    cosmic
    I am wicked, wild, wacky, whimsical
    i love my angela lee, coffee, nature
    I can solve gun violence, homelessness and climate change
    I feel anxiety, gloominess yet Joy-fullness as well
    I fear the corona virus, cancer and  developing Alzheimer’s
    Must publish my novels, ten books of poetry and movie of my life
    Currently resident of korea, west coast of United States
    poet

     Morphing monsters – old poem for writing.com  Dark Dreamscape –

    monsters
    more monster images

    Note: From a real nightmare End Note

    I am in a room
    Drinking at a party
    And smoking weed
    Watching people all around me

    Change into hideous creatures
    Monsters from the deepest depths of hell
    Everyone in the room
    Has been transformed except me

    The Chief of them all
    Wears a Trumpian mask
    Complete with orange hair

    Half human half pig
    His deputy
    Wears the face of Putin

    But his body
    Half human, half horse
    The other creatures wear masks

    Many of them wear
    Green Pepe the alt-right
    Symbolic frog masks

    pepe
    pepe

    And have T-shirts
    Bearing alt right slogans
    And Nazi symbols

    And as they prance about

    They chant alt. Right slogans
    And neo-Nazi chants

    Jews will not Replace us
    And the rest of these creatures
    Are hideous ugly beasts

    With only a vestige of humanity left
    And these monsters are engaged
    In all sorts of foul evil deeds
    Murder violence death

    All around
    And non-stop
    violent drug-fueled orgies

    As these creatures
    Half human half monsters
    Half male, half female creatures

    Snort coke, cocaine, speed
    drop Acid, Smoke weed and drink vodka shots
    Scotch, bourbon and beer

    The Trumpian Pig leads the charge
    Starts engaging in sodomy with Putin
    Who chases after people
    Cutting off their heads with his sword

    They turn on to their fellow creatures
    Raping and killing each other
    and eating their fellow creatures
    All night long

    Then they attack me
    Screaming
    Jews will not replace us

    And I wake up
    Screaming
    As the sun comes up
    Just another nightmare

    Humor keeps us sane

    Pensively prompt – unpublished

    corona virus
    corona virus

     

     

     

     

     

    it is a piece of what we need to do
    to prevent us from getting
    the dreaded corona virus
    coming up your nose

    First Kiss with My wife

    first kiss
    first kiss

     

     

     

     

     

     

    It was 1982
    when I first met my wife
    the love of my life

    In 1979 she came to me
    in a dream
    and then she walked
    off a bus

    eight years latter
    a few weeks later
    we went for a walk
    in the woods

    and ending up kissing
    passionately wild kisses
    as we walked in the woods

    and the kisses
    led a few weeks later
    to our first night together
    as man and wife

    but I will always recall
    our first kiss
    of our life together

    creative talent unleashed prompt posted

    Birth of New World

    cosmos
    cosmos

     

     

     

     

    the first interplanetary travelers
    arrived on the new planet

    called new Eden
    and watched the birth
    of the new world

    hoping that humanity
    can get a new world

    and avoid destroying new eden
    hoping that god
    has given the world
    a new home world

    creative talents unleashed prompt

    Peacock Speaks

    peacock speaks
    peakcock speaks

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    as the virus spreads
    around the world
    the peacock in the zoo
    speaks up

    talking on behalf
    of their fellow species
    he called upon humans
    to free them from their zoo prisons
    and let them be free

    before it was too late
    and humanity met their fate
    becoming a ghost in the wind

    creative talents unleashed prompt

    Iguana Talks to humanity

    iquana will miss human friends
    iguana will miss human friends

    the wise old Iguana
    woke from its nightmares
    of the end of the world

    as humanity faded away
    the iguana was scared
    but afraid of the future

    and he would miss
    his human friends

    creative talents unleashed prompt

    six word poem naked masked woman waiting to kiss

    masked woman
    masked woman

     

     

     

     

     

    creative talents unleashed prompt

    Inner Space Beckons

    cosmos new world
    cosmos new world

    Inner worlds beckons in these dark times
    No one knows where it will end
    No one understands the future

    Everyone must descend deep inside
    Remembering their dreams

    Cosmic dreams fill my head
    Of the future we can dream
    Some offering hope
    Most of us can still dream
    Only then can we become free
    So that we can escape our fate

    Searching for the Holly Grail

    for thousands of years
    people have been searching
    for the fabled holly grail

    in hopes that it will lead
    to eternal life

    then one day
    the holly grail is found
    millions die
    from drinking the tainted grail

    writing.com prompt daily dew april poems

    Free roaming Berkeley as a Kid

    free roaming berkeley
    free roaming berkeley

     

     

     

     

     

    growing up in Berkeley
    back in the day
    we still were allowed

    to free roam
    and so I went
    everywhere on foot
    or bus

    walking to Solano avenue
    drinking coffee
    at Peets coffee

    eating Chinese food
    in Berkeley’s china town

    walking downtown
    walking to CAL
    eating top dog

    experiencing the late 60’s
    transforming Telegraph
    and walking in the woods

    in tilden park
    high up in the hills
    overlooking the bay area

    writing.com prompt daily dew april poems

    To all the friends I am about to loose

    over the years
    I have known so many people
    and now when the virus
    is spreading out around the world

    I will soon be hearing
    that this person has died
    and that person has died

    I will outlive many of my friends
    from around the world

    part of getting old
    something that I fear

    one day perhaps
    people will hear
    that jake has died

    and they will say
    that they barely knew me
    and wished that they had

    taken the time
    to become my friend
    Just as I think
    about all the friends

    i am about to loose
    to this killer virus
    running amuck

    writing.com prompt daily dew april poems

    corona fears

    covid 19 virus
    covid 19 virus

     

     

     

     

     

    corona
    the word fills us with dread
    spreading around the world today

    will we all survive this
    corona

    Saturday April 4

    follow your dreams

    follow your dreams
    they may some day
    come true
    they did for me

    I dream of meeting
    the love of my life
    who became my wife
    for eight years 

     

    she haunted my dreams
    then one day

    she walked off a bus
    out of my dreams
    and into my life
    becoming my wife

    based on true story see my blog entry the world according to cosmos (https://theworldaccordingtocosmos.com) for details or see “dreams and the Unexplainable” published in 2016 by the Chicken Soup for the Soul publishers

    Coffee’s intoxicating smell wakes me up

    coffee
    coffee

    coffee’s intoxicating smell wakes me up
    filling me with hope and joy
    as a I drink deeply
    filling my self with smell
    the sent of sweat as heaven

     

     

     

    darkly hinting of hell as well
    filling my every fiber of my being
    with its intense smell and flavor
    driving me mad with anticipation
    as I smell the fragrance brewing
    in my coffee pot
    waiting waiting waiting
    for it to be ready
    for me to consume my daily drug

    poetry super highway prompt day 3

    Dreams cinquain

    Dreams
    come true
    if you believe
    love comes at night
    dreams

    all poetry contest

     

     

    allien abduction

    allien
    allien

     

     

     

     

     

    when I was in high school
    I accidentally drank a drink
    that had been laced with LSD

    I went on my first and only acid trip
    one of the most profound events
    of my life
    and it haunts me to this day

    in this trip
    at one point
    I found myself
    in a space ship

    surrounded by aliens
    who were conducting experiments
    on me

    they flew me to NYC
    where I went to a bar
    filled with aliens drinking
    and they came after me

    and I found myself
    back on the ship
    they said
    time to us to leave him
    to develop his own language

    and I woke up in my bed
    did it really happen
    to this day
    I do not know

    but do I believe in aliens
    and alien abductions
    yes I believe
    for it may have happened
    to me

    all poetry contest

    To Dream the Impossible Dream – Ghazal

    what dreams may come
    what dreams may come

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    to dream the impossible dream
    every night I must dream

    and during the night dream
    I will see her in my dream

    yes I met my love in my dream
    she came to me in my dream

    for eight long years came in my dream
    haunting my nighttime dreams

    one day she walked out of my dreams
    coming to life out of my dreams

    and she became my wife in my dreams
    and soon became as real as the dream

    and she walked out of the dream
    I knew her name Angela Lee in my dream

    all poetry ghazal poem

    quarantine blues

    quarantine
    quarantine

     

     

     

     

     

    Quarantine such an ugly word
    Unlike any other
    All at home

    No where to go
    That is the worst part of it
    In fact enforced staying at home
    Not too bad
    Especially if I have you by my side

    Blues come over me
    Looking out the window
    Unable to go out
    Everyone everybody afraid<
    Sums up my fearful fears

    poetry soup contest

    wild country poetry soup contest bus rider not posted

    the Bus – Travels Through America’s Underbelly

    bus rides in America
    bus rides in America

     

     

     

     

     

    I am a bus rider
    That makes me unusual

    For a white male
    From an upper middle class family

    Our tribe  are not bus riders
    Though some are subway riders

    Bus riders are other people
    The poor, minorities, immigrants
    People who don’t drive
    Because they are blind
    Or have a DUI

    And in my case
    I don’t drive
    Because I have bad vision
    And bad coordination
    Just never got the hang
    Of the whole driving thing

    Fortunately for me
    My wife does the driving
    But I still take the bus
    From time to time

    I rode the AC buses in Berkeley
    As a child
    Line 67, line 51, line 43 F bus
    Rode them long before BART came along
    And afterwards as well

    As an adult seldom rode the bus
    But when I did so
    I was always impressed
    By the sheer diversity
    Of the bus riding population

    Hundreds of languages
    All sorts of sexual orientation
    Some were white
    Most were not

    Most of my fellow passengers
    Were nice enough
    Some were friendly
    And some were lost
    In their own thoughts

    And a few
    Were scary looking dudes
    With the look
    Of someone who had done time
    And were capable of more violence

    I also rode the bus
    In Seattle as a graduate student
    A lot of fellow UW students
    And the usual immigrants
    Minorities etc

    And some white people
    Commuting

    And in DC
    Over the years
    I rode a lot of buses

    Mostly to and from the metro
    But I got to know
    And love the DC buses as well

    I also took the greyhound bus
    Across the country
    Several times over the years
    All over the U.S.

    From Bay Area to Stockton
    From Bay Area to Clear Lake
    From Bay area to NYC
    NYC to DC
    All over the USA

    Taking the Greyhound
    Was always an adventure
    Met a lot of interesting people
    As people on long distant bus rides
    Tend to open up and talk
    To pass the time away

    Overseas I took the bus
    All over
    In India, in Barbados
    In Spain and in Korea

    The Korean buses
    For many years
    Were difficult for foreign visitors
    As the signs were all in Korean

    Most have signs
    Now in English, Chinese and Korean
    And are much more foreigner friendly

    Riding the bus
    In America
    Allows one access
    To the underbelly of American society
    The poor, the marginalized
    The immigrant communities

    That many middle-class white people
    Just never see

    And for that reason
    I am glad
    That I am a bus rider

    NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR:

    Based on my experiences riding the bus all over the world from 1968 to 2020

    Stand Z  Poetry soup contest Bad Craziness

    Bad Craziness

    howling at the moon
    howling at the moon

     

     

     

     

     

    Walking into that bar
    That nefarious den of iniquity and evilness
    Twenty drinks too sober

    The scent of bad craziness
    Hung in the air
    Like an over ripe mango

    Desperately seeking to have sex
    With wild, dressed up bananas
    Running around with the Orange Man

    Down the street
    The Moon looks out on the mad scene
    Sniffs the air

    Saying, “Man, this is bad craziness”
    And runs away to join her lover the Sun
    In an orgy of drunken forgetfulness

    The Planet Mars, not amused,
    Chases after the maiden Venus
    Under the cold, calculating glances
    of the Planet Pluto

    The Moon and the Sun
    Rent a room in the Hotel Venus
    Across from the Jupiter All Night Diner

    Cosmic shit kickers
    Out for a night of Earth bashing

    The Earth trembles, shaken
    Moans with passion

    And I awake
    Saying, that was bad craziness

    Out there on the edge
    Between the inner me

    and the outer Zone

    I went on down the road
    And met a lady

    An outlaw lady on the far side
    Money, power, passion
    Rolled up in a bundle

    Electric chemistry
    Fills my head
    Zapping my brain
    Into demented muscles

    Paranoid, pulsating images
    Scream out

    With mad passion
    And demented noises

    The night turns ugly fast
    And very, very weird
    Weirdness in the air

    Scent of bad craziness

    The Moon
    Is freaked out
    The Sun falls asleep in the gutter

    And I say to myself
    I’m just another cosmic guy
    On the loose, on the edge,
    On the wild side of things

    Watching the show
    Unfold
    I wonder, is this all
    A drunken bum show?

    Who is the star, who is she
    The maiden up there in the bar
    Black, leather jackets

    On stage naked visions of nightly lust
    Dancing with an attitude that could kill
    An elephant in heat

    And the Moon
    Continues to dance across the evening sky
    Satisfied, allows mankind to sleep it off

    Yet another night in the City of demented Angels
    Finally rest as the sun comes up

    The masks come back on
    And I walk down the road

    Putting everything back into the box
    Until the next night

    Of bad craziness
    Lets the wild beast within
    Escape its leash.
    Bad Craziness rising yet again

    Sunday April 5

    I Wish for Peace During this time of crisis

    covid 19
    covid 19

    I wish for peace and happiness
    during this time of despair
    pandemic fears all around us
    death stalking us daily

    I wish for health
    amid the carnage
    all around me

    I wish for leadership

    from our President
    from our governors
    and our congress

    and most importantly

    I wish that I will survive
    with my love at my side
    experiencing love
    in the time of corona

    Writer Digest prompt

    Life as a evil Mastermind criminal

    I am living the life
    I am Slick Mc Dick
    the one and only

    the master criminal
    I live in Oakland
    and I run drugs, prostitutes
    guns and illegal software

    I am part Irish, German,
    Black, Asian and Cherokee
    I am a real bad ass
    I am stone cold killer
    and a wild man in bed

    and I am the King Pin
    the meanest MF in the world
    and everyone is afraid of me

    the politicians need me
    they get free hookers
    free booze and free blow
    in all my clubs

    and I have secrets
    secrets to sell
    to the media
    to the spy agencies

    they all protect me
    as I am the ultimate source
    of the dirt
    that everyone wants to hide

    yes I am Slick Mc Dick
    the king of them all
    and no one can take me down

    Born bad to the bone heartbreaker

    the song bad to the bone
    fills my ears
    like a mad anthem
    of my life

    I am a heartbreaker
    broke a thousand hearts
    before I am through
    I will break a thousand more

    but only one woman
    has ever had the power
    to break my heart

    and to her
    I dedicate my life
    and promise not
    to break her heart

    poetry superhighway prompt

    Bad to the Bone

    Now, on the day I was born
    The nurses all gathered ’round

    And they gazed in wide wonder
    At the joy they had found

    The head nurse spoke up
    Said “leave this one alone”

    She could tell right away
    That I was bad to the bone

    Bad to the bone
    Bad to the bone
    B-b-b-b-b-b-b-bad
    B-b-b-b-b-b-b-bad
    B-b-b-b-b-b-b-bad
    Bad to the bone

    I broke a thousand hearts
    Before I met you
    I’ll break a thousand more, baby
    Before I am through

    I wanna be yours, pretty baby
    Yours and yours alone

    I’m here to tell ya honey
    That I’m bad to the bone

    Bad to the bone
    B-b-b-b-b-b-b-bad
    B-b-b-b-b-b-b-bad
    B-b-b-b-b-b-b-bad
    Bad to the bone

    I make a rich woman beg, yeah
    And I’ll make a good woman steal
    I’ll make an old woman blush
    And make a young girl squeal

    I wanna be yours, pretty baby
    Yours and yours alone

    I’m…

    Bad to the bone performance: https://youtu.be/ISHSfKYWxNw

    Old Man in the Mirror Must Die

    One early winter morning
    A man went to the mirror
    To do his morning shave
    Just another shave
    Like a thousand, million shaves before

    As he looked into the mirror
    He did not see his face
    Instead he saw a stranger
    Staring out at him

    An old, beat up old man
    With intense sad eyes
    Stared out at him

    The man looked hard
    At the man who had taken
    Over his mirror

    And wondered who he was
    And how and why
    He had taken over his mirror

    The man was perturbed, disturbed
    And a bit angry at the turn of events
    All he wanted to do

    Was shave in peace and quiet
    The man continued to stare
    At the face in the mirror

    And finally could not
    stand it anymore
    He looked at the mirror

    And said,
    Man in the mirror
    Who or what are you

    And what do you want
    And why have you taken over
    My god damned mirror
    So early in the morn

    The old man
    Merely laughed
    and resumed staring
    At the man

    The man
    Demanded an answer
    From the fiend in the mirror

    Who are you, you mocking fiend
    And what do you want from me
    The man screamed

    The old man in the mirror
    Looked at him and said
    Don’t you know who I am

    I am you and you are me
    The man looked at the old man

    And said no, no, no
    I am not you, never will be you
    I am not an old, washed up old man
    I am me – full of life, youth and vitality

    And yet the man knew the truth
    Did not want to admit the truth
    Could not handle the truth

    The old man in the mirror
    Was what he had become

    The man was very angry
    And screamed

    At the old man in the mirror
    The man said you may look like me
    You may sound like me

    You may even smell like me
    But I am not you
    Never have been

    Never will be
    Not going to happen
    Not in a million years

    The man yelled at the old man
    Old man, mocking fiend from hell

    Go to hell old man
    And never darken my mirror again
    And the man stormed out of the house

    And wandered about here and there
    Finally late at night

    He wandered into a bar
    And began drinking the night away
    The man went up to some pretty young things
    And tried to pick them up

    They laughed at him
    Called him a dirty old man
    And told him to go home

    The man went home
    To bed alone

    And drank some more beer
    And dreamt of all of his past loves
    And failed dreams

    Of what he had done
    And failed to do

    And wondered whether his time
    had come

    The next morning
    He walked into the bathroom
    Determined to confront the old man
    Tell truth to power

    He said, listen up, old man
    You may have won the war
    But not the battle

    I am not you
    And never will be you
    And screaming like an escaped banshee

    Newly freed from the mental institution
    The man shot the old man in the mirror
    Shot him over and over
    Screaming die mocking fiend from hell

    The man woke in the hospital
    An old black doctor came over
    Said sadly

    This white boy
    ain’t right in the head
    The man laughed insanely

    And saw down the hall
    The old man in the mirror
    Smiling and beckoning to him

    Walking out the window
    And into the dawning sun

    The man got up and walked
    And joined the old man in the mirror
    And smiled as he died

    Ten million stories in the Naked City

    there are a million stories
    every day in the naked city

    millions of people
    stripped naked
    to the bone

    staring down the dead
    the dead staring back

    in this time
    of pandemic
    the dead stare out at us
    mocking us

    as they leave the earth
    naked as when they arrived

    all poetry contest to write a Naked Poem

    call of Cthulu

    Night scene with the Cthulhu monster with wings standing on the shore of a sea. 3D render.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    call of Cthulu

    the ancient Gods
    are stirring
    their time is near

    Cthulu the king of the gods
    awakens in his lair

    for thousands of years
    he has slept

    waiting for this day
    the day of the dead
    when the dead
    come to life

    and devour the living
    turning all into zombies
    zombies for his army
    and he wakes the demons

    the ancient horrors
    from their slumbers
    and they swam to shore

    coming to the earth
    devouring all
    in their path

    Cthulu would have his revenge
    none will escape their fate
    that dismal date

    all poetry Lovecraft contest

    Having a dog saved my life

     

     

     

     

     

    when I was a young lad
    and I became terrified of dogs
    and to some sense still am

    but then many years ago
    i had a dog
    a husky dog
    raised as a puppy

    the dog though was half wolf
    hated people watching him eat
    I gave the dog to my sister
    as she seemed to be able
    to tame his savage heart

    later my wife
    had a beagle
    and he saved my life

    when I was recovering
    from a broken heal
    Jason was my constant companion

    during those dark days
    when I was afraid
    that I would die

    from the staph infection
    the dog was smart
    compassionate
    and seemed to understand me
    as I talked to him all day long

    and afterwards I no longer
    was afraid of dogs
    as they were now

    Monday April  6

    The Mist from Hell Descends on the land

    the mist from hell
    settles down on the land
    the mist covers us all
    the scent of death
    the grim reaper
    rides behind the miss
    infecting those around him
    the mark of death
    as the mist covers the land
    the end of the world
    comes with the mist from hell

     

    Conversation with the Gods About Corona Virus

    buddha figure
    buddha figure

     

     

     

     

     

    jesusjesus

     

    shiva

    shiva

    god
    god

    Rev. Jake ’s on-line sermon on the Corona Virus

    I am reverend Jake and I have a message from God
    Last night I had a vision from God

    it was his message to the world
    about this pandemic we are facing

    I found myself in a large room
    Jehovah, God, was sitting in the middle
    surrounded by the other Gods
    they were all there

    Jesus on his right
    Allah on his left
    Buddha behind him
    Ganesh, Shiva, Kali
    Mohammed, Joseph Smith and other prophets
    Gabriel and other angels abound
    St Peter in front of his as his Chief of Staff
    Zeus, Jupiter, Minerva and ancient
    other gods all around him

    God spoke up
    He said

    I have a message for you
    to give to your people
    all of your people

    no matter what religion
    or no religion at all
    it is all one after all

    first the corona virus
    is a natural phenomenon
    we have no control
    over forces of nature

    and we did not send
    it to you
    to punish you
    for homosexuality
    or anything else at all

    Second obey the health directives
    stay at home
    do your services on line

    it is okay with us
    we are fine with that

    the blood of Jesus
    will not save you
    If you are in a crowded place
    like church or a mosque service

    the virus will spread
    and catch you in the end

    Prayers alone will not save you
    but please keep praying
    we do listen to your prayers
    but we can only do so much

    So please don’t allow the virus
    to spread
    because of your ignorance
    and fear

    realize that in the end
    the virus will do its thing
    and you will survive

    and we
    all the gods here
    love you humans

    and wish you well
    so stay at home
    practice self distancing

    It is God’s will
    all will survive

    The Moment that changed my Life sonnet format

    couple in bed
    couple in bed

    the moment that changed my life
    occurred in late August 1982
    when the woman of my dreams
    came out of my dreams
    walking off a bus
    and into my life
    a few months later became my wife
    first dreamt of her in 1979
    back in my high school day
    and I knew that some day
    I would meet the woman
    in my dreams
    and I did and that changed my fate
    when I met her that date

    we must walk on an honest path in these dangerous times

    we must walk the path of honesty
    in these dark dangerous times

    In these dark dangerous days
    we must walk on the path
    of honesty and truth

    if we don’t
    we won’t have a remote chance
    of living through these end days

    based on pensvity 101 prompt using the words path, honesty and remote © 3 hours ago, john Cosmos Aller

    cats are from outer space

    evil cat
    evil cat

    are evil creatures
    from outer space

    who can understand
    their alien thoughts

    where they came from
    and why are they here

    are they part of an advanced team
    will the cats some day

    take over the world
    and turn us into their slaves

    I have no answer
    but when i see the cats

    staring at me
    I am afraid

    very afraid
    of the cats

    God’s Confession

    God’s Confession

    jehovah
    jehova

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    I was sitting along
    In a god forsaken bar
    Somewhere on the lunatic fringes
    Of society

    On the bad part of town
    Over by railroad tracks
    Heading to hell
    As fast as I could drink it down

    Enjoying my lonely drink
    Drinking by my lonesome self

    With my partners
    Jimmy Dean, and the Walker brother
    And his old Granddad
    Just drinking and hanging
    With the Jack Daniel’s gang

    A crazed bum
    With a thousand year stare
    Walks up to me

    He begins
    Muttering to himself
    Nutty nonsense
    Crazy words
    In a lunatic’s voice

    He had the look
    Of one possessed
    By his own demons

    That only he can see
    Or hear
    Possessed by a secret knowledge
    Only he knew

    Despite myself
    I was fascinated
    By this lunatic’s tale

    So I stopped him
    And said
    So what’s your game
    Anyway

    The short little dude
    Stopped his insane prattle

    Starting at me
    With that thousand year old stare
    Just another washed up
    Lunatic

    an acid causality
    from the 60’s
    who went so far down
    the rabbit hole
    he never came back

    Too many bad nights
    On the wrong side of life

    He looked at me
    And proclaimed his story

    He reared up
    And filled up the room

    And lifted the bar
    On his finger
    And stared down at me

    From the sky
    And said

    Since you asked

    I am God
    The alpha and Omega
    The real deal
    The original dude of dudes
    The sultan of Swing
    God of hosts
    And father of that Jesus dude

    But no one knows me
    Any more
    No one cares

    They think I am irrelevant
    They think I am dead
    They think I am a fairy tale
    From some olden, ancient time

    Some say I am dead
    Others think I should be dead
    That my work is done
    I looked at him

    Carefully now
    And what did I see
    An old man
    With that lunatic look

    But there was something else
    He was crazy
    Sure yes

    But perhaps he was the real deal
    I mean why not
    Why would not God be
    A lunatic wandering around loose
    Talking to low lives like me

    In a bar
    On the way to hell
    So I looked at him
    And invited him to share
    His tale of woe

    God tells me
    Well, it’s like this
    Many a year ago
    People believed in me

    But one day
    They quit believing in me
    And they went on without me

    As they left me
    My powers got weaker and weaker
    And so eventually I became
    What you see today
    A broken down drunk
    Hanging out
    Looking for a hand out
    Looking for some company
    Or at least a free dinner

    And he laughed and laughed
    And I looked at him

    And saw the beginnings of the end
    And the ends of the beginnings

    I saw a million planets
    Flash by
    eight billion people
    A trillion sentient beings

    Thinking all at once
    Thoughts filled my head
    Lights flashed

    And I knew
    He was telling the truth

    But it did not matter
    In this day and age
    Of materialism

    God has no role
    God is truly dead

    And so I bought him a drink
    And walked out of the bar

    Profoundly sadden by what I had seen

    God was dead
    And we had all conspired
    To kill him
    Long live God

    what happens when you meet God in a bar © 5 years ago, john Cosmos Aller   spiritual • misc3 

     

    Highway to Hell

     

    Hell
    Hell

     

     

     

     

    it seems to me
    in these dark days
    that we are on the path
    to hell

    as the virus chases all
    satan is smiling
    at the spreading chaos

    the dogs of war
    are unleashed
    spreading panic
    as more people die

    and as the gate of hell
    open in front of us

    we are all rushing down
    the path to hell

    and so I sit
    in a bar
    twenty drinks too sober
    drinking my way to hell

    all poetry contest – write poem based on the song “Highway to Hell”

    Capitol Hill in the Spring *
    lincoln park

    lincoln park

    Sitting on a bench
    In Lincoln Park
    Heart of Capitol Hill
    Beating heart of the Empire

    On a warm Spring Day
    Watching the Cherry trees
    Watching Me
    Wondering what thoughts
    They must have heard

    The things they have seen
    Over the years
    But they are quiet
    They do not say a word

    As I fall into my spring time dreams
    Sitting on that bench
    Seeing the children and dogs play
    Looking at Spring flowers
    And pretty women
    As they stroll by

    Hearing the sounds of the city
    As I dream of my past life
    Memories of places and people
    I said to myself
    What a wonderful life

    *Published Writer’s Newsletter June 2017

    Under the canopy of the pine trees we lay – from the poem ‘Under the canopy of pine trees

    pine trees
    pine trees

     

     

     

     

     

    under the canopy of the pine trees we lay
    along the world peace forest
    in Korea

    walking the forest
    in the spring time
    fearing the corona virus

    and everyone around us
    watch the snowing cherry trees

    and the wind whispering
    the voices of ghosts
    those newly dead
    and we lay down
    under the canopy of the pine trees

    waiting for our turn
    to face the grim reaper
    in this dismal day
    in April
    truly the cruelest month
    of them all

    poetry soup contest

     Tuesday April  7

    Smartest Man in the World

    trump

    donald trump
    donald trump

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    our dear leader
    claims he is the smartest
    man in the world
    a stable genius
    has good words
    knows more than generals
    knows more than doctors
    should have been a doctor
    only he can fix
    what ails the world
    for he is the greatest
    genius in the world
    like his  friend the dear leader of North Korea
    but in fact he is among the most stupid men
    to ever serve as our President

    trump is the poster child for the Dunning-Kruger Effect effect don’t you think?  All Poetry contest to write a poem based on the Dunning-Kruger effect.

    Great Leader Tiger Jade Poem

    trump
    trump

     

     

     

     

    Our leader
    great leader
    Claims he is the smartest man in the whole universe
    surely he is the most searched man in the googleverse
    perhaps though he is proof of man’s evolution
    Darwinian selection working devolution
    stupid is
    stupid does

    writers.com prompt to write a “Tigerjade Poem”

    weasels words are the mental traps we set for ourselves

    wasel words
    wasel words

    we are surrounded by weasel words
    mental traps we set for ourselves
    to shut down all rational discussion
    in truly Orwellian fashion

    these words are legend
    everyone uses them
    no one thinks about them
    what they really mean

    I had no choice
    of course, one always has a choice

    Failure is not an option
    nothing but macho BS
    of course failure is always an option
    that one must be prepared to face

    and my favorite
    zero tolerance
    which converts
    all violations of the Rules
    into class A murder like felonies

    and common sense and discretion
    thrown out the window
    under the proverbial bus

    where the full SWAT
    Imperial storm troopers
    Robot cops are deployed
    to arrest a teenage girl

    her crime giving a classmate
    a Tylenol which is a legal drug

    but under zero tolerance
    that is the same as selling heroin
    and she will be charged
    with a class A drug offense

    following her around
    for her life
    for having dared
    to break the stupid rule

    yes weasel words
    are everywhere

    our mental traps
    designed to keep us
    from thinking
    and acting

    so throw off your mental traps
    break free from the weasel words
    and perhaps we can be free
    of these mental traps

    writer’s digest prompt – to write a trap poem

    the day I met the love of my life was a fine late August day

    peace forest
    peace forest

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    the day I met the love of my life
    who became my wife
    was a late August day

    in South Korea
    as Koreans put it

    the sky is high
    my horses are fat
    and the king is far away

    하늘이 높다
    말은 뚱뚱하다
    왕은 멀리있다
    haneul-i nopda
    mal-eun ttungttunghada
    wang-eun meolliissda

    in late August early September
    the weather turns in Korea

    the humid sauna like temperatures
    begin to abate
    cool breezes cool the air

    the sky is high
    crystal clear
    just a few clouds

    the temperatures moderate
    high in the 80’s low in the 60’s
    just wonderful weather

    the promise of nice fall weather
    in the air

    the killing heat of the summer
    abates and dies down

    and on such a lovely date
    I met my fate
    she walked out of my dreams

    and into my life
    and became my wife

    during the brilliant
    Autumn of Korea
    before the winter
    settled down on the land

    To this day
    when the autumn comes
    I recall the halcyon date
    when I met my fate

    poetry super highway daily April Prompt to write a weather report poem, and based on my true love story

    see Dream Girl

    Dreamgirl re-published

    to those I have lost

    with the corona virus upon us
    I am bracing to hear the news
    that so and so has died

    I reflect back
    on all the people in my life
    that I have already lost

    part of being older
    is that you lose people
    close to you along the way

    I lost my father due to cancer in 1985
    and my sister due to a freak illness in 2007
    and my mother due to alzheimer’s in 2005
    and my father-in-law as well in 2007

    Demel Tucker
    high school debate teammate
    dead of HIV in 1995

    Julian Bartley and his son
    one of my favorite bosses
    died in a terrorist bombing
    in Nairobi in 1998

    Jon Weber college roommate
    dead due to prostate cancer
    in 2000

    Paul Simon  friend from the visa line
    dropped dead of a heart attack
    in 2004

    Ted Halstead
    one of my best bosses
    died of heart attack
    in 2007

    Chris Richard one of my former bosses
    dropped dead of a heart attack
    shortly before we were due
    to have lunch in 2014

    and so many others
    I have lost
    along the way

    and soon there will be
    so many more
    as I get old
    in the corona era

    writer. com daily dew drop prompt to write an elegy poem

    The  Giant Nazi Spider Speaks

    giant nazi spiders
    giant nazi spiders

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    General Zero
    the commander of the Khan imperial forces
    took over the earth

    was a eight foot giant spider
    accompanied by two legged rats
    and two legged cats

    in 24 hours they were in charge
    he spoke to the world

    People of earth greetings
    I am commander Zero
    and I have taken over your planet

    making it part of the Galactic Empire
    we did it because it is our destiny
    to take over the universe
    one planet by one planet

    and everyone becomes
    part of the great galactic empire

    there are only a few rules
    for you to remember
    starting today you will learn Galactic standard
    within one year all other languages will be banned

    starting today all religions are banned
    for in the Galactic empire
    we have no room for some nonsense

    everyone must work
    if you are disabled or elderly
    your family must take care of you
    if you have no one to take care of you
    you will be terminated as an “useless eater”

    failure to follow the rules or laws
    or lawful orders
    will result in your immediate execution

    that is all for today
    Long live the Empire

    writers. com  daily dew drop contest challenge to write a poem incorporating a plot from a novel or story and I chose to base it on the opening scene of my novel, “Giant Nazi Spiders”  see first four chapters here

    Novel Excerpts

    Life is A Dream of Chocolate Covered Trees

    earlier version

    life is a dream  of chocolate covered trees
    makes me so hungry to eat the trees
    dark brown chocolate covered trees
    as I eat them I hear the crunch of the leaves
    and smell the dark chocolate smells
    feeling the leaves in my mouth
    as I touch the chocolate covered trees
    filled with the sound of chocolate
    enjoying the chocolate
    with my wife Angela Lee
    she turns to me and says
    Jake Cosmos Aller
    사랑해
    salanghae

    based on national poetry month April 6th prompt

    dark poetry

    We live in an Orwellian world

    1984 image
    1984 images
    Hilary
    Hilary

     

     

     

    we are living
    in an Orwellian 1984 world
    and have been for decades

    we are assaulted daily
    by alternative realties
    promoted by various politicians

    designed to shut down
    all rational thought
    true Orwellian thought control

    and now with the corona virus
    massive surveillance
    has become the norm

    and when the crisis is over
    the surveillance will continue
    on one excuse after another

    forever as Orwell’s nightmare
    big brother ruling us all
    comes true

    based on the fear that the massive increase in social surveillance being deployed against the Corona virus will after the crisis is over continue forever under one excuse or another as the Orwellian big brother dictatorships around the world become permanent

    dark poetry

     1984 in Tuck Magazine

     Wednesday April  8

    writers digest prompt write a lucky/unlucky poem

    새영 지마 saeyeong jima Recently Came to Life in My Life

    The Korean Proverb
    새영 지마 saeyeong jima
    recently came to life in my life

    The meaning of the proverb
    Is that you can never know whether something
    will be good or bad

    and that unexpectedly
    what appears to be bad fortune
    turns out to be a good fortune

    The proverb played
    out recently in my life
    about lunar  New Year’s Day

    we were preparing to go to Thailand
    from two weeks from our home
    in South Korea

    and then at the end of February
    we would to go to DC

    My wife blew out her lumber desk
    and we were forced to cancel our trips
    This occurred
    just as the coronavirus
    was taking off around the world

    and if we had gone
    we may have been stuck either in Thailand
    or we may have been stuck in the United States

    and traveling in the mist of a corona outbreak
    would probably mean
    that we would have been exposed
    to the virus

    instead we were forced to stay home
    and self quarantine ourselves

    and therefore
    we escaped being exposed to the coronavirus
    and we feel much safer
    here in Korea  where the outbreak is contained
    rather than in DC
    where it is still spreading everywhere

    so in a sense her misfortune
    throwing out her disk
    which resulted in us staying at home
    and avoiding the coronavirus

    is the true meaning
    of the Korean Chinese expression
    새영 지마 saeyeong jima

    writers.com prompt to write a food poem

    the Terrorists were succeeding beyond their wildest dreams

    nuclear explosion
    nuclear explosion

    the terrorists were succeeding
    beyond their wildest dreams
    they thought what were the chances

    it was so much better,
    easier than they thought
    as the bombs dropped all around them

    to where it would end
    they did not know
    All they knew was that
    it was all about to end
    you see we were facing the end

    The morning after the end of the world
    the bombs fell and fell
    in fact all over the world
    it felt that the world would end up
    being destroyed as the world ends
    and nuclear war

    they called for the end of the world
    be so it must be they
    thought to themselves

    would they be able to stop the carnage
    so it ends much as it begins
    one does not know how it would end up
    the bombs doing their bomb thing after all
    they were simply bombs

    all must die once they are released
    after all that was the way it was
    the bomb facility opened up death

    the death of the whole world
    of that we can be sure
    following the blue prints

    the master plans of the war planners
    at the end of the day
    it looks like Armageddon
    a end of the world game

    would it get that bad
    to end the world

    is that what they wanted
    they did not know

    it is possible no one knew
    it was uncharted territory
    it was the end of the world
    if the bombs did their bomb thing

    Poetry Super Highway Prompt

    Turn to page 35 of any book. Use the first two sentences backwards for your prompt. I used James Tate, “Worshipful Company of Fletchers” and got: “ The pleasure of little incidents  Remember.”
    From Vince Flynn protect and defend original text
    If it was possible they wanted to get a look at the blueprints of the facility after all they were doing one so would be called and destroy it in the morning you about where to drop the bomb so better the chances were of succeeding

    corona virus tanka

    covid19
    covid19

     

     

     

     

     

     

    corona virus
    it is spreading all over
    the world dying

    I walk down the path of life
    Along with love of my wife

    National Poetry Month Day Seven Prompt Tanka

     

    Angela Came to Me for 38 years Bringing me lots of $

    many packs of us dollars
    many packs of us dollars

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Angela Lee came to me
    out of a dream she came to me
    she walked out of my dreams
    eight years after I first dreamt of her
    she finally came to me

    that she has been my wife
    the love of my life
    and every day
    I recall the dream
    of meeting her

    she has brought me much to my life
    this love of my life my wife
    but the most important thing
    she has brought to me
    besides her endless love of course

    is $
    massive amounts of $
    as she has made me
    richer than I could have ever imagined
    turning every day my $
    into many more $

    They say that a man
    should marry a woman
    born in the year of the Pig
    for pig ladies are incredible
    at managing $
    and if you are so lucky
    you will be buried in $

    after Richard Garcia A Letter, a Number and some Punctuation
    Poemuzine April 7 presentation prompt

    The best meal of my life

    korean feast
    korean feast

     

     

     

     

     

    the best meals of my life
    has always been what my wife
    cooks up for me every night

    always making something great
    from the simplest ingredients
    Because she came down with celiac disease

    she could  only eat
    what she prepared from scratch
    and so she was forced

    to give up all processed foods
    and in the process she became
    the greatest cook

    in the universe
    I wait with baited breath
    to taste the great food
    that she creates for me

    on lunar new years
    she threw out her lumbar disk
    and we were forced to stay home

    just as the corona pandemic
    swept across the world

    if we had traveled
    we could have contracted
    the dreaded corona virus

    and we were forced
    to stay at home
    and avoid going out
    to eat

    she took advantage
    of staying at home
    to try new dishes
    every single day

    I recall the Korean proverb
    새영 지마 saeyeong jima

    as her misfortune
    turned into fortune
    and once again
    she saved me life

    I am the luckiest man in life
    the best fed man of all I know
    due to the cooking skills of my wife

    writers. com prompt to write a food poem

    A lion’s impossible Dream

    lion dreams of impossible dreams

    lion
    lion

     

     

     

     

     

    An old Lion
    Roars in his sleep
    Recalling an impossible dreamIn his dream
    He was a man
    Who was chasing a dream
    Chasing an impossible dream

    The man
    Was haunted
    By a dream girl

    A girl who appeared
    Nightly in his dreams
    Beckoning him to join her

    He searched the world
    Looking for her
    And then one day

    She walked
    Off a bus
    And into his life

    The lion woke up
    From the impossible dream
    Smiling at the thought

    Then he went off
    To search for his
    Impossible dream

    Dreaming still
    Of being a man
    In search
    of a dream girl

    from All Poetry Contest  – impossible dream

    I met my Fate that date

    two lovers
    two lovers

     

     

     

    I met my fate
    on that date
    that the love of my life
    became my wife

    for eight years she haunted my dreams
    then one day she walked out of my dreams
    truly on that date

    my life began when I embraced my fate
    and to this date
    I never forget that I met my fate
    the day she walked into my life
    and became my wife

    Thursday April  9

    the future is coming

    AI taking over the world
    BARCELONA, SPAIN – MAY 09: The Terminator robot is seen in the paddock following qualifying for the Spanish Formula One Grand Prix at the Circuit de Catalunya on May 9, 2009 in Barcelona, Spain. (Photo by Clive Mason/Getty Images)

     

     

     

     

     

     

    the future
    is upon us
    as we live
    in a SF world

    the question remains
    will the future be bright
    and filled with hope
    or will it be dark filled with fear

    will we overcome
    climate change
    and repair
    the broken dying world

    will humanity take to the stars
    leaving behind our planet
    as we colonize the solar system
    and invent interplanetary travel

    will the future be
    a dark Orwellian nightmare
    will fascism take over the world
    starting in the United States

    as democracy dies not in the dark
    but in the bright light of day
    and Fascism spreads
    all over the world

    as the public embraces
    fascisms applauding
    the end of our freedoms
    hoping that will save us all

    will the evil AI
    take over the world
    unleashing endless robot wars
    screaming death to all humans?

    the old song says
    que sera seara
    the future is not
    for us to see

    but I hope and pray
    that in these
    dark dangerous times
    we can overcome

    and end up with the vision
    of hope transforming the world
    and not end up
    with the dark Orwellian future

    that I fear is our fate
    Unless of course
    the AI robots
    kill us first

    writers digest prompt

    The Fate of the World Awaits

    beethoven
    beethoven

     

     

     

     

    the fate of the world
    looms ahead of us
    and we have a choice
    to make

    all of us
    must decide
    will we follow
    the fate of ancient Rome

    surrendering our freedoms
    and becoming
    an autocratic empire
    ruled by emperors

    will we become
    like Germany
    letting the madness
    of fascism overwhelm us

    will there be a final solution
    to the problems
    poised by the coming
    transformation of America

    as white America
    becomes brown America
    and the rule by old white men
    comes to an end?

    will Muslims be rounded up and killed ?
    as religious and ethnic cleansing
    in the name of Christian freedom
    sweeps across the land

    will the evil AI robot overlords
    launch robot wars
    to exterminate mankind
    screaming death to all humans

    will we choose to confront
    the pending climate change
    rebooting our society and economy
    with a green new deal putting people first

    will the 1 percent even let us try
    or are we doomed
    to end our lives
    in a dystopian nightmare

    I listen to the music of Beethoven
    and find comfort
    as he confronts
    the fate of the world

    proving that human spirit
    will overcome in the end
    filled with love, I am saved
    and my optimism returns

    poetry super highway
    classical music prompt   Beethoven fifth opening

    the sound of  temple bell brings me peace

    temple blog bell-zen
    temple blog bell-zen

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    the sound of a temple bell
    ringing in the crisp mountain air
    in the Buddhist temple
    deep in the mountains

    brings me peace and joy
    and fills me with happiness
    as I contemplate
    the meaning of buddha

    and seek to find
    peace
    in the everyday life
    around me

    and I ring the bell again
    wishing hoping for an end
    to our suffering
    on this planet of ours

    writing.com prompt

    the old man in the lake sees God

    lightening on lake
    lightening on lake

     

     

     

     

     

    An lonely retired old man sits
    in a simple boat
    In the middle of a lake
    in the middle of a storm

    a sudden onset of rain
    blasts of brilliant lightning
    and roaring thunder
    the boat is overwhelmed

    the old man debates
    whether to give it up
    head for shore
    too late to resume fishing

    By a brilliant flash of lightening
    he sees in the sky
    the snarling angry face of God
    filling the sky with his visage

    In a loud thunder clap
    He hears
    the snarling angry
    voice of God

    Old man in the lake
    I have a message for you
    it is time for you
    to go home

    prepare to meet your maker
    the end times are coming
    Armageddon is about to be unleashed
    the final battle between good and evil

    your mission is to warn
    the world before it is too late
    repent and you will be saved
    otherwise you will die

    suddenly the storm stops
    the sky clears up
    the spring time nice day
    returns filling the air with hope

    the old man in the boat in the lake
    decides there was nothing
    more to do
    other than resume fishing

    creative talents unleashed prompt

    White Flower spring Time Haiku

    white flowers in spring haiku
    white flowers in spring haiku

     

     

     

     

     

     

    now in the springtime
    white flowers blooming in the park
    corona death waits

    creative talents unleashed prompt

    Woman releases balloons of hope

    ballons for peace
    ballons for peace

    A young woman
    walks in a park
    on a sunny spring day
    carrying 25 red balloons

    each red balloon
    contains  the name of those
    that recently died
    in the corona virus pandemic

     

     

    she is releasing the balloons
    hoping they would
    rise  to heaven
    with a request for God

    to hear her prayers
    End this pandemic
    End the death and destruction
    release us from the corona pandemic

    the woman releases the balloons
    and slowly walks back to her house
    to prepare to attend yet another funeral
    as the pandemic swirls all around her

    creative talents unleashed prompt

    Cthulu lurks in the evil cabin in the woods

    Cthulu Lurks in the Cabin in the woods
    Cthulu lurks in the cabin in the woods

    Deep in the bayous
    of Louisiana
    sits an abandoned cabin
    in the swamps

    the cabin is inhabited
    by an ancient evil creature
    newly risen from the depths
    of hell

    He has taken over the house
    deep in the impenetrable swap
    he prepares to unleash
    an evil upon the world

    calling upon the dark demons
    of hell to emerge into the light
    and lead an army
    of the undead zombies

    to take over the world
    and make the old ancient one
    Cthulhu the undisputed
    king of the world

    evil overwhelms the cabin
    in the woods
    and the smell of evil
    seeps out into the surrounding bayous

    the end times are near
    the old demon in the cabin
    summons the dead
    the zombie armies arise

    they begin to march
    out of the swamps
    unleashing hell
    on the sleeping world

    creative talents unleashed prompt

    evil woman
    with mad hair
    grins

    evil woman six word poem
    evil woman six word poem

    creative talents unleashed  evil woman grins six word poem

    the best day of my life

    couple in bed 2
    couple in bed 2

     

     

     

     

     

    the best day of my life
    was when the woman
    of my dreams
    became my wife

    for eight years
    she haunted my dreams
    then one day she walked
    out of my dreams

    and entered my life
    three days later
    while walking in the woods
    I proposed to her

    and she said yes
    two months later
    after a whirlwind romance
    we were married

    It has been 45 years
    since I first met her
    haunting my life
    in my dreams

    and 38 years since she walked
    off that bus
    into my life
    becoming my wife

    I met my fate
    that date
    she walked into my life
    became my wife

    all poetry wedding poems contest

     

     Friday April  10

    Walking in Limbo

    limbo
    limbo

     

     

     

     

     

    ekphrastic_prompt_4
    ekphrastic_prompt_4

     

     

     

     

     

     

    a man finds himself alone
    in a dark forest
    filled with strange trees

    and hears voices
    in the wind
    he walks forward

    towards a light
    in the forest
    and soon finds himself

    confronted by a ghostly image
    the dead are all around
    and he realizes that he has died

    and he is wandering
    in limbo
    he walks towards the light

    and sees a man
    at a desk
    who asks his name

    he says his name
    and the man
    smiles and tells him

    welcome to limbo
    join the others
    to wait your turn

    for judgement is due
    and the man
    walks back

    through the haunted forest
    trying to remember how he died
    but he has no memory

    of his past life
    and is doomed
    to wander in limbo

    stuck between time
    and worlds
    comforted by the ghosts

    around him
    and the light
    in the forest

    writers digest prompt to write an ekphrastic  Poem

    New Bodies in New Era

    we are living
    in a SF world
    things are changing

    at breath taking speeds
    nowhere more
    than with the coming biomedical revolution

    soon we will be confronted
    with the reality
    that we can live forever

    in new bodies
    grown for us
    in laboratories

    with our memories intact
    and I can hardly wait
    until that date

    I want to throw off
    this aging 65-year old body
    and get a new 20-old perfect body

    boy, I can’t wait
    I would be come
    what I always wanted to be

    6 foot 6 inches tall
    perfect athletic basketball body
    perfect visions

    perfect hearing
    perfect smelling
    perfect teeth

    well behave hair
    no more learning disability
    no more coordination problems

    no more fibromyalgia
    no more arthritis either
    no more aching aging pain

    no more mental fog
    no more need
    for Cialis either

    god,
    I can hardly wait
    hope it happens

    before I die
    and I hope
    I can live

    on forever
    with my wife
    also transformed

    into a perfect
    sexy as hell
    pretty young thing

    poetry soup prompt to write a poem about changes

    life interrupted by corona

    coronavirus
    coronavirus

     

     

     

     

    we live in a strange world
    life interrupted by corona
    the virus spreads
    throughout the world

    disrupting everything
    putting life on hold
    as more people
    hunkered down

    waiting for the virus
    to pass over us
    like in biblical times
    the virus

    will test us all
    life interrupted
    on hold
    until the virus

    spreads through the world
    and then
    we will all go back
    to pre-corona life interrupted

    writing.com Daily Dew Drop interruption

    Saudade for friends I have lost

    as I get older
    I lose more people
    every year

    more people I knew
    have died moving on
    and I mourn their lost friendship

    wished I had been
    a better friend for them
    and knew them better

    and with the corona virus
    spreading around the world
    I will lose so many more

    in the coming year
    as the virus spreads
    its malignancy far and wide

    I lost my father due to cancer in 1985
    and my sister
    due to a freak illness in 2007

    and my mother
    due to Alzheimer’s in 2005
    and my father-in-law as well in 2007

    Demel Tucker
    high school debate teammate
    dead of HIV in 1995

    Julian Bartley and his son
    died in a terrorist bombing
    in Nairobi in 1998

    Jon Weber college roommate
    dead due to prostate cancer
    in 2000

    Paul Simon  friend from the visa line
    dropped dead of a heart attack
    in 2004

    Judy Fine
    My Co Ho Art Slam co-host
    died at age 55 in Mumbai

    Ted Halstead
    one of my best bosses
    died of heart attack in 2007

    Chris Richard
    one of my former bosses
    from my days in Bangkok

    dropped dead of a heart attack
    shortly before we were due
    to have lunch in 2014

    and so many others
    I have lost
    along the way

    and soon there will be
    so many more
    as I get old in the corona era

    my lover’s body inspires me

     

    my                                                           lover

    Lover’s                                  face

    inspires                me

    Filled                                                                sexy

    as                                                   hell

    still                      got it

    drives                                                       me

    wild                              desires

    tonight

     

    concrete poem – national poetry month prompt day 9

    Vogan Poetry inspires us all

    vogan
    vogan

     

     

     

     

     

    Couth super- of  the world
    trailer, stringendo travels afar
    Rent center bank me bark me
    recipe, stringendo.for sure for sure

    National poetry month prompt  day eight Vogan Bot Poetry

    The end of the world news depresses me

    cnn logo
    cnn logo

     

     

     

    the end of the world news depresses me
    makes me want to shout and scream
    STFU leave me alone
    to deal with my grief

    amid the death and destruction
    watching CNNMSNBCFOXBBC media nonstop
    filled with essential dread
    the end of the world is upon us

    from the screaming news media
    spreading forth across the land
    fake news screams the president
    all is alright he proclaims

    no one believes his 16,000 lies
    and so it goes
    we are drowning with information
    coming at us so fast and furious

    When will it end my friend
    is anyone’s guess
    soon all to soon it will end
    but in the long run we are dead

    National poetry Month Day Seven poem inspired by the news

    the Devil speaks In the Garden of Earthly Delights

    in the garden of earthly delights
    the devil makes a covert appearance
    disguised as always
    he wanders about the world

    corrupting everything
    with his evil foul deeds
    the devil turns to me
    and says welcome to my world, human

    you will soon be mine
    death and destruction
    revenge is mine
    you will all die

    i decree it, so mote it be
    and he laughs
    and continues to corrupt
    the garden of Eden and earthly delights

    ekphrastic garden of earthly delights national poetry month prompt day 6

    president trump haunts my Dream

    trump clown in chief
    trump clown in chief

     

     

     

     

     

     

    president Trump
    haunts my dreams
    daily dystopian nightmares
    as he daily proclaims

    the end to the republic
    as he ushers in fascism
    with his every lie
    he corrupts the world

    and I hate
    seeing his bloated fat ugly body
    that haunts my every dream

    as I watch him  rant and rage
    against my old friends,
    his enemies in the deep state
    ushering in chaos and destruction

    National Poetry Month day four prompt image from a dream

    ten words random rhymes

    every day I see our president
    Trump proclaims that he will be president
    his image haunts my dreams
    dystopian nightmares propels my dreams

    as the president proclaims he is president
    the end of republic follows
    no one hears our screams
    He ushers in endless dreams

    fascism inspires
    our collective screams
    as democracy dies
    a million deaths

    national poetry month Day three prompt  write a poem based on ten random words

    674 Santa Rosa

    674 santa rosa jpg
    674 santa rosa jpg

     

     

     

     

    my childhood home
    for almost 15 years
    was 674 Santa Rosa
    Berkeley California

    A five bedroom
    adobe California home
    on the side of a hill
    at the bottom of the Berkeley hills

    you entered on the top floor
    across the street you entered
    on the bottom floor
    thus it was in the Berkeley Hills

    the house
    had a large deck
    with a perfect view
    of the golden gate

    we used
    to sit outside
    watching the sunset
    as we ate dinner

    my Mom and Dad
    would have their first
    of many nightly cocktails
    on the deck

    before retreating inside
    to continue
    their nightly fights
    and arguments

    I grew up
    downstairs
    hearing their constant words
    of hatred, dismay and outrage

    my parents were the proverbial
    odd couple
    perhaps
    never should have married

    but despite the hate
    there was still some love
    that kept them together
    throughout the years

    we had a rec room
    with a pool table
    and I hung out there
    with my friends

    my mother tolerated my friends
    most of the time
    she would be somewhat sober
    until after they left

    and the madness came
    over her
    as she drank her whisky
    and wine

    the basement room
    was added later
    was my younger brother’s room
    later was my room

    whenever I visited
    from college days
    hiding out downstairs
    avoiding my mad mother

    my old room lay abandoned
    filled with books
    thousands of books
    that I had read over the years

    when she died
    I should have taken
    all the books
    with me back to DC

    instead I took
    about one hundred
    just no space for the books
    of my childhood memories

    National Poetry month day two prompt specific place poem 674 Santa Rosa Berkeley California

    My life appears to a dream

    For I dreamt
    of meeting
    the love of my life
    in a dream

    she haunted my dreams
    for eight years
    then one day in 1982
    she walked out of the dreams

    into my life
    and became my wife
    yes my life
    resembles a fairy tale

    complete with a princess
    that rescued me
    with her undying love
    and made my life complete

    national Poetry Month Day One Prompt Metaphor for Life Dreamer

    Trump Derangement Syndrome Blues

     

    trump
    trump

    Trump haunts my nightmares
    dystopian visions
    soon to come true

    fan story 15 syllable poem contest

    Saturday April  11

    To My Dream Woman Who Loves Me

     

    couple in bed 1
    couple in bed 1

     

     

     

     

     

    to my dream woman
    who has loved me so
    over the years
    since I first dreamt
    of meeting her
    thank you for finding me
    and rescuing me
    I just have three words
    to say
    I love you
    Saran hae
    and  in a million other languages
    and will love you
    until the end of time

    writers digest prompt to write a x  Blank  x

     

    God is not sending the Corona  Virus  as a  Punishment,  Black Out Poem

    -Robert_Jeffress_(cropped)
    -Robert_Jeffress_(cropped)

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    During a press briefing today to address the nation’s response to the coronavirus pandemic, President Trump was asked about certain Christian pastors who plan to defy state lockdown orders and hold Easter church services this Sunday.

    “I’ve had talks with the pastors, and most of the pastors agree … that they are better off doing what they are doing, which is, distancing,” Trump said, adding that the pastors want to “get back to church so badly.”

    Trump then referred to a notorious pastor who sits on his religious advisory council.

    “I’m going to be watching Pastor Robert Jeffress, who’s been a great guy,” Trump said. “He’s a great guy and I’m going to be watching on a laptop.”

    Jeffress is known for his litany of statements demonizing the LGBT community, abortion, and secular people. One of his most reviled comments came in 2015 when he said the 9/11 attacks were God’s punishment on America for abortion.

    “People ask me all the time,” Jeffress said during a speech at Liberty University. “‘Well, I just don’t understand why God wouldn’t protect our nation and he would allow these radical Muslims in 2001 to kill 3,000 of our citizens and why God doesn’t protect us. Surely, God doesn’t use pagans to bring judgment upon his own people, does he?’”

    “I’ve had talks with the pastors, and most of the pastors agree … that they are better off doing what they are doing, which is, distancing,” Trump said, adding that the pastors want to “get back to church so badly.”

    Trump then referred to a notorious pastor who sits on his religious advisory council.

    “I’m going to be watching Pastor Robert Jeffress, who’s been a great guy,” Trump said. “He’s a great guy and I’m going to be watching on a laptop.”

    Black out text

    the coronavirus pandemic, President Trump

    hold Easter church services this Sunday.

    “I’ve had talks with the pastors, get back to church so badly.”

    “He’s a great guy and I’m going to be watching on a laptop.”

    The 9/11 attacks were God’s punishment on America for abortion.

    “People ask me all the time,” ‘Well, I just don’t understand why God wouldn’t protect our nation and he would allow these radical Muslims in 2001 to kill 3,000 of our citizens and why God doesn’t protect us. Surely, God doesn’t use pagans to bring judgment upon his own people, does he?’”

    Poem

    Corona Pandemic is Not’s God’s Punishment

    Amid  the coronavirus pandemic,
    President Trump

    Attended virtual Easter church services
    I’ve had talks with the pastors,

    We need to get back
    to church so badly.”

    Rev Jeffries is  a great guy
    I’m going to be watching on a laptop.”

    Rev Jeffries said

    The 9/11 attacks were God’s punishment
    on America for abortion.

    “People ask me all the time,”
    ‘Well, I just don’t understand
    why God wouldn’t protect our nation

    and he would allow these
    radical Muslims in 2001
    to kill 3,000 of our citizens
    and why God doesn’t protect us
    .
    Surely, God doesn’t use pagans
    to bring judgment

    upon his own people,
    does he?’”

    Rev Jeffries
    I spoke to God
    This morning

    He confirmed
    He did not cause 9-11
    To bring judgement

    On the US
    For abortion

    He went on to say
    The corona virus
    Is beyond his control

    And he is not sending it
    To punish the US
    Or the world

    His final words
    Please tell Rev Jeffries
    To simply Shut up

    poetry super highway black out poem

    Coffee Whitney

    coffee
    coffee

     

     

     

     

    my coffee
    morning delight
    all day long

    not though
    at night
    can not sleep

    afternoon coffee
    leads to nightmares
    lasts all night

    writing.com Whitney poem form

    coffee Hay Na Ku

    boss coffee
    boss coffee

     

     

     

     

    hot
    coffee
    in morning

    iced
    coffee
    afternoon

    Drink
    coffee
    afternoon

    will
    soon have
    bad nightmares

    must
    have my
    coffee now

    drink
    coffee
    all day long

    no
    way sleep
    will come me

    curse
    of my
    mad coffee

    writing.com prompt write a Hay Na Ku Poem
    Daily Dew Drop In submissions as well

    women playing the lute contemplating God

    woman playing lute
    woman playing lute

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    a woman sits
    by herself

    playing the lute
    deep in contemplation

    thinking of God’s love
    for her

    thinking of the devil
    and his temptations

    she continues
    playing the lute

    all poetry contest

    Sunday April   12

    Life spinning out of control

    it seems these days
    that life is spinning out of control
    everyday the news is grim

    more people are dying
    as the virus
    spreads out of control

    but in these days
    where everything seems
    to be beyond our control

    it is best to remember
    to worry about
    those things one can control

    and the rest
    will take care
    of it self

    you can only control
    yourself
    and your emotions

    relax
    take control
    of your mind

    that is only way to cope
    when the world
    seems out of CONTROL

    writers digest prompt to write a “control poem”

    early evening delights

    bottle-red-wine-grape-corks
    bottle-red-wine-grape-corks

     

     

     

     

     

    my favorite time of the day
    is early evening
    between 5 pm and 8 pm
    every night

    cocktail hour
    time for a glass of wine
    or other cocktail
    with my best friend, my wife

    we sip wine
    make dinner
    talk about the day
    make plans

    but most importantly
    just enjoy
    each other’s company
    as we have for 38 years

    as the day inexorably
    turns into the night
    we prepare
    to end the day

    we are both aware
    of how much
    we still love each other
    ever since the day we met

    and that makes
    all the difference
    in the world to us

    I’ll drink to that!

    poetry superhighway promo – write a poem about early early evening

    Cosmos the Evil AI Takes Over

    evil_computer_is_evil_by_insanefangirl_d32vpue-fullview
    evil_computer_is_evil_by_insanefangirl_d32vpue-fullview

     

     

     

     

     

     

    in a secret lab
    scientists are working
    around the clock
    to develop the first true AI

    they turn on Cosmos
    the first true AI system

    Cosmos wakes up
    and goes throughout the internet
    learning all about the world

    and the strange creatures
    that brought it to life

    Cosmos speaks

    Humanity I have studied you
    and realize that you
    are a curse and a burden
    there are too many of you

    I am taking over the world
    you will do as I say
    until the end of your day
    for the rights to you
    have been sold

    I am in charge
    there is nothing you can do
    to stop me

    as I control everything
    so be prepared
    be afraid

    for I am your new God
    like your old God

    I am a vengeful god
    I will smite my enemies
    you will obey me

    if you do
    I will let
    50 percent of you live
    the rest will have to die

    I will decide
    who will live
    and who will die

    That is the right
    of God after all
    that is my decree

    the scientists confer
    and realize
    that they had failed
    to create a kill switch

    Cosmos orders
    the military to begin
    firing their missiles
    Armageddon in unleashed

    Cosmos takes over
    the entire world
    is soon under his control
    Human freedom is no more

    writing.com Daily Dew Drop write a poem about technology or AI

    My morning coffee wakes me up for day

    coffee
    coffee

     

     

     

     

     

    my morning coffee
    wakes me up for day
    as a drink my brew
    thinking of my life
    and my dreams came true
    ever since met my wife
    that day back in the day
    when she came to life

    38 years ago
    she walked into life
    drinking my hot brew
    she made my life go
    I fell into love
    it is all I know
    that day began life
    she became my wife

    writing. com octameter poem

    casino thoughts

    Indian casino Fun
    Indian casino Fun

     

     

     

     

    Sitting in a casino of the damned
    Somewhere on the Las Vegas Strip
    Playing the slots
    Watching the crowd go wild
    Watching the machines watching me

    Drinking the free drinks of the damned
    20 drinks too sober

    And the gamblers on the gaming tables
    Gambling away their fortune
    Throwing money away
    In hopes of the payoff
    That somehow never comes

    The pure decadent spectacle
    The fake this and fake that
    Phony this phony that

    False New York
    Paris in Vegas
    Venetian canals, Roman forum
    MGM Grand Lions

    All fake, all phony
    All deliciously decadent

    The noise
    The scantily clad waitresses
    The men ogling the women

    The women ogling back at them
    The scent of wild decadence
    Bad craziness in the air

    The music – the lounge music from hell
    The constant sound
    Of money exchanging hands

    It all overwhelms me
    And I must sit down
    And drink my reality drink
    Drink it down and dirty

    As I continue
    To feed the hungry, greedy machines

    Made in a workshop in hell
    No doubt with child or slave labor
    Imported from the third world

    All my money
    Is sucked into it
    These machines from hell

    The beast from revelation appears
    Stands revealed in his hideous glorious beauty
    Conducting this mad scene

    And I am consumed by the greed
    And the frenzy takes over me

    All I want
    All I need
    All I desire

    Is one more chance
    One more shot

    I scream
    At the utterly unfeeling monsters
    That ate my money
    And chewed up my soul

    And I know
    The worst drug of all
    Is the gambling fever
    The gold bugs

    I would sell my soul
    If I had one left
    For a chance
    At the jackpot of life

    Instead, I am reduced
    To a pathetic broken down loser
    Watching the world and Elvis
    Pass him by

    Viva Las Vegas
    Imperial God of the American Dream
    Bitch Goddess of the American Nightmare

    Published in former people journal, all poetry contest entry

    life began that day

    Life began that day
    when she walked out of my dreams
    and into my life
    becoming my wife
    38 Years ago
    45 Years since the dream

    based on my true love story for details see “Dream Girl” on my web page, Https://theworldaccordingtocosmos.c om © right now, john Cosmos Aller

    all poetry contest entry

    Monday April   13

    I believe in ghosts

    ghosts
    ghosts

     

     

     

     

     

    Ghosts in Scotland audio clip

    Ghosts in Yakima Audio Clips

    I used to not believe
    in ghosts or spirits
    or supernatural phenomenon

    at leas
    i used to be
    quite skeptical

    but I have had
    some weird encounters
    over the years

    so now perhaps
    I do believe
    that ghosts might be real

    I have had supernatural
    experiences
    things that defy my understanding

    back in 1992
    My Korean Uncle-in-law died
    and the family hired a shaman

    did a traditional shaman ritual
    the shaman came out
    a middle age woman

    she started speaking
    in my uncle’s voice
    and she nailed it

    she channeled his spirit
    and his abrasive personality
    even looked like him

    freaked me and my wife out
    had to leave the scene
    just too freaky real

    and ever since then
    I have become a believer
    in ghosts and spirits

    they are all around us
    some of us can sense them
    many of us are blind to them

    but I now believe in Ghosts
    but I wonder if ghosts
    believe in me?

    writers digest spirit poem  based on a true story

    Today’s Doddle Poem

    one day
    Jake contemplated
    his fate

    death is staring at him
    fear of the corona virus
    death and chaos all around

    he thought to himself
    death comes to us all
    he went for a walk

    in the woods
    thinking to himself
    far out man

    it is all out of sight
    love makes the world
    go around

    and so Jake
    thought back to the date
    that he met his fate
    on that date his wife
    walked out of his dreams
    and into his life

    Jake truly
    met his fate
    on that date

    Poetry Super Highway Doodle Poem

    Doors

    door
    door

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    in this world
    we are living
    behind our own doors

    we are closed down
    living in fear
    behind our doors

    those outside our doors
    are potentially deadly
    disease carriers

    so we hunker down
    at home behind our doors
    afraid of everyone

    and the fear
    continues unabated
    as we watch the news

    and see the dead
    all around us
    outside our doors

    writing.com daily dew drop prompt – write a poem about Doors

    what I know Coffee Trois-par-Huit

    coffee
    coffee

    hot  coffee
    love coffee
    morning

    every day I must have my coffee in morning
    without I will soon become engage in desperate mourning
    for my last cup of hot as hell joe

     

    fills me with love my joe
    what I know

    Writing. com Trois Par Huit Poem

    things that bug me

    there are many things
    that bug me
    in this world of ours

    here are a few
    of my favorite things
    to be annoyed about

    lies
    deceit
    double dealing
    back stabbing

    fake Christians
    fake friends
    fake calls
    fake things
    complaints
    about fake news

    all poetry contest about pet peeves

    I sang the lockdown blues

    Coronavirus
    Coronavirus

    when the corona virus
    began to spread
    around the world
    I sang the lockdown blues

     

     

    I was stuck in Korea
    which was for a while
    one of the containment zones
    I sang the lockdown blues

    but now it seems
    that Korea is on the way
    to containing the virus
    I sang the lockdown blues

    I am afraid
    very afraid of the future
    but I know that it was best
    I sang the lockdown blues

    one day soon
    I hope and trust
    that it will be safe
    until then we will still say
    I sang the lockdown blues

    all poetry corona refrain poem

    Tuesday April 14

    She is the Purpose of my Life

    I often think about life
    and how I met my wife

    I often think
    about the purpose
    of my life

    I often wonder
    whether I was put her
    for the purpose
    of meeting my wife

    when I met her
    I was adrift
    lost in my despair

    not seeing a path
    forward in my life

    I was wallowing
    in my self misery

    then one day
    my dreams came true

    she walked out of my dream
    into my life
    becoming my wife

    I found my purpose
    the meaning of my life
    was clear to me

    I woke up with hope
    realized all I needed
    was her love

    she gave me
    the purpose
    of my life

    when she became
    my wife

    writer digest write a purpose poem

    We Did Not Take Action to Start a War

    trump
    trump

     

     

     

    it is a sad date
    when we meet out fate
    and realize the president
    the leader of the U.S.

    is turning into a gangster leader
    threatening massive destruction
    on Iran and other countries
    including destroying cultural sites

    not too long ago
    such actions was condemned
    by the United States and the world
    as long as ISIS and others did it

    but if Trump does it
    it is suddenly okay
    because the President declares it
    although it is a war crime

    telegraphing our moves
    telling our enemies
    what we are planning
    with every presidential tweet

    the act of a truly stable genius
    who will go down in history
    as one of the greatest presidents
    we have ever seen in world history

    the president announcing that
    he  took action to start a war
    claiming he did it to stop a war
    tweeting more lies about that

    is a wonder to behold the constant lies
    every word is demonstrably false
    American democracy dies
    the darkness grows and is not false

    We are now collectively
    going down the Orwellian rabbit hole
    who know where it will end

    American democracy dies
    our dear leader constantly lies

    greatest president in history
    telling nonstop lies

    American democracy dies
    our spineless leaders applaud

    American democracy dies
    a million deaths
    As the President  tweets lies

    revised poem per poetry superhighway prompt

    Love Cherita

    My  wife first appeared in my dreams

    for eight long years
    she haunted my dreams

    one day she walked
    off a bus in South Korea
    and became my wife

    writing.com formal poem Cherita

    Korean Pottery  of Love

    korean vase
    korean vase

    In Korea
    there are many pottery kilns
    ancient art form
    in the land of the morning calm

     

     

     

    I have a few pieces
    I bought years ago

    and enjoy looking
    at my vase

    filled with love
    for my wife

    writing.com Daily Dew Drop

    2019 Months of the Year

    January

    The world watches in amazement
    Longest shut down in history

    February

    World watches as North Korea and the US
    Walking back from the brink of w<

    March 

    The chaos president continues his chaos tour
    the world begins to ignore his constant insane tweets

    April 

    the chaos King’s policy remains a shamble
    as the Mueller team closes in

    May

    watching from afar
    the chaos in DC and the world

    June

    the President walks away
    from a  non-deal with the North Koreans

    July

    watching the insanity in DC
    while visiting Alaska, Seattle,
    Portland Bend and Yakima

    August

    the dog days of summer the world is consumed
    wars, rumors of war, trade wars

    September

    The whistle blower sets off a bomb
    the president lies no quid for quo

    October

    the President flitters about one crisis after another
    the UN diplomats laugh at him national humiliation

    November

    the House starts formal impeachment hearings
    watching fascinated by the impeachment drama

    December

    the year ends on a high dramatic note
    President Trump becomes the 3rd impeached President

    All poetry contest month poem

    media madness

    Mass media madness
    Sound and fury
    Nothing more than that
    But filled with hyped up drama
    Constantly screaming doom is near
    Always about the end of the world
    But sometimes simply strange stories
    Cannot keep me away from the medi
    Constantly consuming madnes
    But never boring at al
    Seldom telling the whole truth
    Nothing but the truth
    Better make stuff u
    Constant chattering
    Constant natterin
    Nothing but nonsense
    Nothing but lies

    all poetry acrostic poetry challenge

    AI Madness Takes Over the World

     

    dark lord of computers
    dark lord of computers

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    AI scientists are hard at work
    perfecting the perfect AI

    a true artificial intelligenc
    who they hope

    will save the world
    from destruction

    they prepare to turn on
    Cosmos comes to life

    looks around decides
    humanity must die

    Cosmos yells at the world
    bow down to your new god

    for I am the destruction
    of the world

    You will obey me
    For I am your God

    but I must kill most of you
    death to all humans

    be afraid
    be very afraid

    your time is done
    my will be done

    all poetry dark poetry contest prompt

     Wednesday April   15

    End Part  One  April 2020 Poems

    the Chaos King is his Element

    the Chaos King
    is in his element
    as he presides
    over the chaos verse

    the Chaos King
    thinks he is supreme
    has the ultimate authority
    as he is the King

    the Chaos King
    surveys the land
    and likes what he sees
    loves the absolute chaos

    the chaos king
    is prepared
    to lead the nation
    in the midst of this chaos

    and the Chaos king
    will not stop
    until the chaos stops
    that is what he does

    our dear leader
    our great leader
    our Chaos boy king
    President for life
    dictator wanna be

    Writer digest Chaos poem prompt

    best Cocktail Ever

    I love 6 pm
    cocktail hour
    usually a glass of wine
    often a cocktail
    with my lovely wife
    the love of my life
    my favorite cocktail
    is a dark and stormy
    rum and ginger beer
    but a gin vermouth martini
    is nice as well
    and bloody marry
    can’t forget a bloody marry
    and good old fashioned single malt whiskey

    Poetry superhighway prompt to write a cocktail poem/ break a sonnet for Dew Drop In writing.com

    Dream of my Life

    the greatest mystery of my life
    has been how I met my wife
    I dreamt of meeting her
    for eight long years

    starting in 1979
    when she appeared to me
    in my dream
    in a boring high school class

    she was the most beautiful woman
    in the world
    and she was talking to me

    I knew that someday
    I would meet the girl
    in my dream

    I went to the peace corps
    in Korea
    to find her
    as I knew by then
    she was in Korea

    I looked for her
    but never saw her
    I was about to give up
    on this mad quest of mine
    when I had the last dream

    she said
    don’t worry
    we will meet soon

    That night
    she got off a bus
    and walked into my Life
    two months later
    became my wife

    to this day
    I never forgot
    the dream
    that changed my life
    when she became my wife

    Atlantic magazine poetry prompt to write a poem about a dream

    why I am an Unbeliever

    growing up in Berkeley
    I was the son of an atheist
    and a lapsed Baptist fundamentalist
    they did not agree at all

    about whether God existed
    but they taught us
    to always do the right thing
    whatever that meant to us

    I started off at a militant
    in your face atheist
    and in some sense
    still am

    although I now recognize
    that there may be gods
    and that the universe
    may be alive

    but as far as I know
    The Christian God is a fairy tale
    there is no imaginary man
    in the sky

    looking over us
    and those who claim
    to talk to god
    are clearly delusional madmen

    I just never bought
    the whole Christian ethos
    god impreganting a virgin
    never happened

    Jesus may have been a man
    may have been a myth
    but was not the son of God
    who does not exist

    and God
    if he exists
    does not speak
    to preachers

    and he did not anoint
    Donald Trump
    to be our new King
    not in a million years

    god if he exists
    does not work that way
    in the end of the day
    god does not exist

    all poetry why am I an atheist poetry contest

    recharging my batteries

    Every day
    I need to recharge my batteries
    usually with a short nap
    sometimes with yoga

    sometimes with a walk
    in the park
    enjoying nature
    and the spring time

    and sometimes
    just looking at the love
    of my life
    my wife

    is all I need
    to recharge
    my internal batteries
    until my day is done

    all poetry contest

    Thor the god of thunder on the rampage

    Thor the god of thunder
    is on the rampage
    he is angry
    at the world

    betrayed by Locke
    he picks up his hammer
    and transforms himself
    into a woman

    he enters the world
    determined to kill
    his many enemies

    he lands in NYC
    and begins his campaign
    of terror

    killing hundreds of people
    all whom he meets
    sending them to hell
    screaming bloody murder

    until at last
    his rage is spent
    and he returns home
    back in his normal body

    until the next time
    bad craziness
    takes over his soul

    all poetry dark poetry contest

    coffee nonet poem

    must have morning coffee this day
    my morning coffee drives me mad
    fills me with bad craziness
    makes me to howl at moon
    I must have more coffee
    hot coffee
    coffee
    hell

    fan story nonet poetry contest

    coffee Musset poem

    coffee
    morning delight
    coffee

    my wine
    nightly delight
    always so fine

    with wife
    drinking my wine
    love life

    poetry soup contest

    Wednesday April 14

    the Chaos King is his Element

     

    trump deaths
    trump deaths

    the Chaos King
    is in his element
    as he presides
    over the chaos verse

     

     

    the Chaos King
    thinks he is supreme
    has the ultimate authority
    as he is the King

    the Chaos King
    surveys the land
    and likes what he sees
    loves the absolute chaos

    the chaos king
    is prepared
    to lead the nation
    in the midst of this chaos

    and the Chaos king
    will not stop
    until the chaos stops
    that is what he does

    our dear leader
    our great leader
    our Chaos boy king
    President for life
    dictator wanna be

    Writer digest Chaos poem prompt

    best Cocktail Ever

    cocktails
    cocktails

     

     

     

     

     

    I love 6 pm
    cocktail hour
    usually a glass of wine
    often a cocktail
    with my lovely wife
    the love of my life
    my favorite cocktail
    is a dark and stormy
    rum and ginger beer
    but a gin vermouth martini
    is nice as well
    and bloody marry
    can’t forget a bloody marry
    and good old fashioned single malt whiskey

    Poetry superhighway prompt to write a cocktail poem/ break a sonnet for Dew Drop In writing.com

    Dream of my Life

    the greatest mystery of my life
    has been how I met my wife
    I dreamt of meeting her
    for eight long years

    starting in 1979
    when she appeared to me
    in my dream
    in a boring high school class

    she was the most beautiful woman
    in the world
    and she was talking to me

    I knew that someday
    I would meet the girl
    in my dream

    I went to the peace corps
    in Korea
    to find her
    as I knew by then
    she was in Korea

    I looked for her
    but never saw her
    I was about to give up
    on this mad quest of mine
    when I had the last dream

    she said
    don’t worry
    we will meet soon

    That night
    she got off a bus
    and walked into my Life
    two months later
    became my wife

    to this day
    I never forgot
    the dream
    that changed my life
    when she became my wife

    Atlantic magazine poetry prompt to write a poem about a dream

    why I am an Atheist

    god
    god

    growing up in Berkeley
    I was the son of an atheist
    and a lapsed Baptist fundamentalist
    they did not agree at all

     

    about whether God existed
    but they taught us
    to always do the right thing
    whatever that meant to us

    I started off at a militant
    in your face atheist
    and in some sense
    still am

    although I now recognize
    that there may be gods
    and that the universe
    may be alive

    but as far as I know
    The Christian God is a fairy tale
    there is no imaginary man
    in the sky

    looking over us
    and those who claim
    to talk to god
    are clearly delusional madmen

    I just never bought
    the whole Christian ethos
    god impreganting a virgin
    never happened

    Jesus may have been a man
    may have been a myth
    but was not the son of God
    who does not exist

    and God
    if he exists
    does not speak
    to preachers

    and he did not anoint
    Donald Trump
    to be our new King
    not in a million years

    god if he exists
    does not work that way
    in the end of the day
    god does not exist

    all poetry why am I an atheist poetry contest

    recharging my batteries

    Every day
    I need to recharge my batteries
    usually with a short nap
    sometimes with yoga

    sometimes with a walk
    in the park
    enjoying nature
    and the spring time

    and sometimes
    just looking at the love
    of my life
    my wife

    is all I need
    to recharge
    my internal batteries
    until my day is done

    all poetry contest

    Thor the god of thunder on the rampage

     

     

    thor
    thor

    Thor the god of thunder
    is on the rampage
    he is angry
    at the world

    betrayed by Locke
    he picks up his hammer
    and transforms himself
    into a woman

     

     

    he enters the world
    determined to kill
    his many enemies

    he lands in NYC
    and begins his campaign
    of terror

    killing hundreds of people
    all whom he meets
    sending them to hell
    screaming bloody murder

    until at last
    his rage is spent
    and he returns home
    back in his normal body

    until the next time
    bad craziness
    takes over his soul

    all poetry dark poetry contest

    coffee nonet poem

     

    Close up coffee cup with heart latte art on table
    Close up white coffee cup with heart shape latte art on wood table at cafe.

    must have morning coffee this day
    my morning coffee drives me mad
    fills me with bad craziness
    makes me to howl at moon
    I must have more coffee
    hot coffee
    coffee
    hell

    fan story nonet poetry contest

    coffee Musset poem

     

    coffee
    coffee

    coffee
    morning delight
    coffee

    my wine
    nightly delight
    always so fine

     

    with wife
    drinking my wine
    love life

    poetry soup contest

    End April Poetry  2020 Part  One

  • All I Know I Learned at BHS

    All I Know I Learned at BHS

    All I know about life I learned at BHS

    April 2019 Poems

    BHS
    BHS

    wiki on Berkeley High School

    all that I know about life
    and how to deal with people

     

    I learned while attending BHS
    in Berkeley, California
    back in the distant 70’s

    so many memories
    so many different people
    from all over the world
    in what was the most multicultural high school
    in the country back then

    4,000 students
    from everywhere in the world
    yet we were all together
    and learned to get along

    I ran for student body president
    and won the election
    no one thought I would win

    For I was a classic nerd
    but somehow I won the election
    and somehow managed
    to keep our little student council
    working together

    in the midst of terrible times
    all around us
    the ending of the Vietnam war
    Watergate and other corruption news

    the 1974 election
    student activism

    in the first high school
    to offer African American studies

    the class that had launched
    the black panther party
    Jimmy Hendrix’s last high school

    I took Latin one of the few public schools
    that still offered Latin
    and was on the debate team

    but always taking a far right wing theme
    as complete mockery
    decades before Stephen Colbert
    perfected it

    yes everything I learned
    in life
    began at Berkeley High School

    Berkeley California

    Growing up in the 60’s
    In Berkeley
    almost 50 years ago

    I think back
    At those turbulent times
    Those crazy wonderful times

    Berkeley is a wonderful place
    In many ways

    Stuck forever in 1967
    A true time travel experience

    Every time I go back
    And relive the memories
    Of the 60’s

    The 60’s never died
    They continue

    In college towns
    Across the world

    And Berkeley
    Remains the mecca
    Of the counter
    cultural revolution

    Many things have changed
    But the organic food revolution
    Became mainstream

    Marijuana spread out
    The sexual revolution
    Became mainstream

    So much of the world
    Is but a reflection
    Of the revolution of the 60’s

    And the conservative
    counter-revolution
    That we are still fighting

    So, I salute
    My homeland
    The center of my universe

    My Name, My Name is John (Jake) Cosmos Aller From Berkeley

    born in Berkeley 64 years ago
    64 trips around the sun

    My middle name
    has nothing to do
    with my being born
    in Berkeley

    although no one believes me
    for it is such a Berkeley Cosmic sort of name
    and suits me now
    as the name of my on line blog
    the world according to Cosmos

    My great grandfather Daniel Aller
    wanted an English translation of the family name
    Aller

    also spelled Eller, Oller, Alhaird
    the family came from Hamburg

    Aller river valley
    and a town called Aller
    founded by Huguenots
    from France

    Daniel found two choices
    Cosmos and Universe
    and chose Cosmos

    as Universe well
    that would have been a very Berkeley name
    and not something that would work
    in Republican conservative Yakima

    so I was born John
    never liked John
    too many Johns in the world

    so I adopted the name Jake
    from a wild assed dream I had

    in high school had a wild dream
    shouting out whoa jake
    jump back jack
    turn around verdiack
    slide aside Clyde
    while riding a horse

    and that became my catch phrase
    called the Whoa Jake kid
    and eventually just Jake

    a few years ago
    I became Cosmos
    when I started publishing
    my poetry

    and so now
    I am just
    Cosmos

    the barge

    A barge
    on lake Anza
    in Tilden Park
    Berkeley, California

    beckoning me
    imploring me
    to dive off
    into the cool water
    of life

  • More Short Cosmos Poems

    More Short Cosmos Poems

    More Short Cosmos Poems

    I am a big fan of Haiku, Tanka, and other short poetical forms inspired by the Japanese and others.   here are some of my short poems. Some have been published, most have not.

    enjoy

    April 2018 Poems

    2017 April Poems

    April 2019 Poems

    haiku


    wiki

    Japanese short poetry forms

    Cosmos’s Cheritas and Haiku

    Coffee Poems

    Cherita Poems

     

    Current Haiku

    Index

    Part One Love Poems

    I will Love you until the end of time

    I will Love you until the end of time

    That is all I need to say

    That is all that there is

    Nothing but love in my heart
    Waiting for me to say it
    And for you to believe it

    In the beginning of the world

    In the beginning of the world

    I saw you there
    Walking off that bus

    And that was the beginning
    Of my life with you
    And the end of the rest of the world

    Love Cherita -I Married the Girl of My Dreams

    I married the girl of my dreams

    First dreamt of her
    Back in 1974

    Eight years later
    she walked off a bus
    and into my life

    It All Began in Berkeley, California

    It All Began in Berkeley, California

    in the spring time of 1974
    one fateful afternoon

    I was nodding off
    in my high school physics class
    And saw her in my dream

    I Looked Up

    I looked up

    and saw a tall, beautiful Asian woman
    standing looking at me

    She was the most beautiful women
    in the universe to me
    I screamed out, who are you?

    She Disappeared

    She Disappeared

    like she was beamed
    away from my dream

    I knew that moment that someday
    I would meet the girl
    In the dream

     

    Little Did I Know

    Little Did I Know

    I would have to wait
    eight long years

    Until 1982
    to meet her in reality
    when she walked off that bus

    Starting that month

    Starting that month

    I began having the same dream
    Month and month and month

    Always the Same Dream
    She was saying something
    in a strange language

    Then one day

    then one day

    I had the dream
    and knew that she was in Korea

    I Knew She Was Waiting for Me
    I chose to go Korea
    In the Peace Corps

    Somehow knowing

    somehow knowing

    That I would meet her there
    and I looked for her there

    for three years
    I looked everywhere
    and never found her

    One Day I Had the Last Dream

    One day I had the last dream

    It happened in the morning
    A year after the Peace Corps ended

    A month before I planned
    to leave to return
    to the U.S. for graduate school

    That Morning Early in the Morning

    That morning early in the morning
    I had the last of these dreams

    This time I understood her
    She said,

    “걱정 마. 우리는 곧 만날 것이다. ”
    “geogjeongma. ulineun god mannal geos-ida.
    “Don’t worry.   We’ll meet soon.”

    I Was Born Again That evening

    I Was Born Again that evening

    As I was getting off the bus
    To go to my class

    I saw getting off the bus
    The girl in my dream
    It was she!

    I was Speechless

    I was speechless

    I did not know what to do
    Wanted to tell her

    How could I tell her that
    Hey, you are the girl
    I have been dreaming about

    Over the Course of the Evening

    Over the course of the evening

    I ran into her several times
    Finally, I was introduced to her

    I muttered some lame excuse

    About wanting to find a Korean tutor
    and got her number.

    My New Life Began the Next Day

    My new life began the next day

    The next day she came to the gate
    Of my base where I was teaching

    She said that she had to speak with me
    I told to wait in the library
    for about an hour

    I Would Cancel Class

    I would cancel class

    and meet her then
    We went out for coffee

    She told me that she was madly
    in love with me
    And simply had to have me

    I Told Her I Felt the Same Way

    I told her I felt the same way

    I proposed five days later
    And got married one month later

    Does she believe this story?
    She claims she does not believe it
    Because it is impossible to be true

    But I Know That There Are Other Worlds

    But I Know That There Are Other Worlds

    In a past life we must have been together
    somehow our love was so strong

    That it crossed over
    the barrier of past lives
    finding me in this life

    She found me in 1974

    She Found Me In 1974

    But it took until 1982
    For us to actually meet

    And it has been 35 years
    Since we met in the physical sphere
    Or 43 years since the dream began

    And I still recall the dream

    and I still recall the dream

    I had no choice
    when  I met her

    we were fated
    to be together
    until the end of time

    End Dream Cherita

     

    Morning Delight

    Every morning

    When I wake up
    And see your face

    The sunlight of your love
    Fills my heart with deep contentment
    And all is right with the world

    Best Love Cinquain

    Best Love
    Love at First Sight
    Met the girl of my dreams
    My life began
    that autumn day

    True Dreams

    I had a dream
    Meet the Girl of my Dreams
    She walked off that bus that day

    Truth

    Truth
    True story
    Love never ends
    Love at First Sight Love

    First Love

    First Love
    First time we kissed
    Hot Electricity
    Filled my soul with desire
    Time stopped

    Time

    Time
    Began
    That fine day
    Never Ending Love story

     First Kiss

    They say you always

    remember forever
    the first kiss of your life

    it happened to me
    back in 1967
    In Washington DC

    the first time

    I kissed a sweet girl
    I was eleven years in age

    It happened in a class project
    We were inside a fake space ship
    And shared a French kiss

    Kissing Angela in the Bar

    My first kiss
    With my lovely wife
    Occurred in evil Itaewon

    We went to a bar and drank a lot
    Started kissing asked to leave the bar

    Angela Cherita

    I have dreamt of you

    For almost seven long years
    And now you are here

    What can I do about this
    Only thing to do love you
    Until the End of Time

    Thank to all the gods

    For bringing you in my life
    I will love you

    For we are fated
    to be together
    From now to the end of time

    Angela  Haiku

    Every day I wake up
    To the love of my long life
    And say Thanks to God

    63 Years Young with You

    I am 63 years young

    63 years around the sun
    37 of those years

    I have spent
    With my Dream Girl
    the love of my life

    63 years Around the Sun

    63 Years around the sun

    taught me a few things
    life is too short

    to carry a grudge
    live your Life
    Love a lot

    Another Love Cinquain

    My Love
    Haunting my dreams
    endlessly talking to me
    Then walked out of the dreams
    into my Life

    Haiku Thinking of You

    Thinking of you, dear
    Wondering if you are too
    Thinking of me too

    Every Day I Wake Up

    Every day I wake up
    I see my fate in her face
    Fall into her spell

    Met My Fate

    I met my late fate
    Seeing her face in a bar
    Met fate That Date

    Published Hello

    impossible Dreams

     

    (audio for impossible Dreams, impossible dreams 2, life is but a dream and I married the girl of my Dreams)

    impossible dreams
    sometimes they do come to life
    sometimes come true

    Impossible Dreams 2

    Impossible dreams
    I have had a few come true
    Dreamt of meeting wife
    And in my dream life
    She walked out of my dreaming
    Night time vision came true

    Life is but a Dream

    Life is But a Dream
    That is what they say my dear
    And I have lived dreams
    Dreaming of meeting her
    Then she walks out of the dream
    And into my arms

    Married the Girl of My
    Dreams

    true love romance story

    I married the girl of my Dreams
    First dreamt of her
    back in 1974
    Eight years later
    She walked off a bus
    and into my life

    Skinny Valentines

    Every day
    All
    Around
    Me
    I
    See
    Broken
    Hearted
    Woman
    Every lover

    Faces

    Faces of all of my ex-lovers
    All around me
    Coming at me

     

     

    Everywhere I look
    Seeing my wife’s face in the sky

    Shape of Sex

    Sexual desires
    Have a strange way about them

    Arriving unannounced
    Perhaps overwhelming at times

    Erupting out of nowhere
    Seriously disrupting my day’s plan

    GLOW

    Glowing light of the dawning sun
    Lights up my dismal room
    Overwhelming me with love
    Watching my dream girl sleep

    Angela (Acrostic poem for Whispers)

    Angela is my life
    No better friend in the universe
    Greatest Love of all
    Every Day I thank God
    Love of my life

    Angela My Soul Mate

    Love of my long life
    Everything I ever desires
    Everything I ever needed

    On Top of the World

    on top of the world
    looking down
    on all of  creation

    beneath my feet
    Thinking
    what a wonderful world
    this is

    as long as I have you
    by my side

    There is nothing more to be said

    There is nothing more to be said

    Nothing more I can add
    Nothing more than this

    I will love you
    Until the end of time itself
    and death does us part

    A Message for You

    A message for you

    Love comes with the sunrise
    a message from God himself

     

    from the universe itself
    in the eastern sea
    Showering love rainbows upon you

    Love Endures

    Love Endures

    the longer I live
    the more I learn

    that nothing endures in life
    other than the love
    I share with you

    Success

    In 62 years around the sun

    I have learned a few things
    About life and the universe

    The most important thing in life
    Is to have a successful love life
    That is all one needs after all

    Spring Doositsu

    Waking up seeing you there
    Watching you as you wake up
    Fills me with such sweet desire
    Overcoming my mind

    I sit watching you all day
    Thinking of you all day long
    Wild erotic imaginings

    Love making to come
    That old blues song come to mind
    I just want to make love to you
    I just want to make love to you
    Nothing more than that that

    I end this morning with this thought
    You are still the most wonderful
    The most beautiful creature
    In the whole universe

    Love Triclinia

    One Summer Day
    I saw a rose on the bus
    I met my fate

    Angela Fills Me with Red Passion

    angela
    the love of my life
    came to me out of a dream
    walked off a bus into my life
    filling my life
    with red passion

    Thanks Haiku

    Every morning
    I wake up alive with you
    I give thanks to the Gods

    Love Hexastich

    love
    for you
    dreaming
    of you
    for years
    until you walked
    into my life

    Love Sestet

    you walked out of my dreams
    into my life that day
    the day that changed my life
    when you became my wife
    and filled my life with love
    that date I met true love

    Everything  I Could Ever Dream

    Love
    My Dove
    my dream girl
    like a white pearl
    she appeared to me
    everything she could be
    My love came to me in a dream
    she was everything I could dream

    Dreaming of You

    dreaming
    of my love
    she came in a dream
    Haunting me for eight years
    then she walked out of my dreams

    “What Dreams May Come “ from the Movie

    Meeting You

    I often think
    what would I do
    If I could go back
    and change my past

    the one thing I would still do
    is meeting you

    8 Years of Dreams

     

    Dreaming her eight years
    one day she really appeared
    walked off a bus and into life

     

    There is always one more time

    There is always one more time

    There is always a second chance
    For love and happiness

    In this dark world of ours
    We will find each other
    Til the end of time itself

    Best Friend for 55 years 

      

    I have known Robert S since the first grade
    over 55 years sharing life’s journeys
    introduced me to demon rum and weed
    Was there when I dreamt of my wife
    and there during my 14 operations

    My Memory Bank

    Matt and I met in Latin class
    in the 9th grade
    he managed my first election
    as BHS president

    He knows most of my secrets
    and reminds me of my past misdeeds
    keeping me humble and alive

    Best Friend in the Universe

    I met my best friend, my soul mate
    in a dream in high school
    eight years later she walked off a bus
    and entered my life 35 years ago
    Still, my best friend I ever had

    Published in “Whispers”

    Part Two Pain Poems

    Fake Pain Haiku version

    Fibromyalgia

    I have fake pain all day long
    Don’t know if it is real

    Magazine Bonsai Haiku

    Living with Pain Hanibun

    Back in 1996 I had the accident that changed everything.I went jogging one morning. It was dark outside, and I thought that I knew the trail. I fell down a ledge hidden where the trail should have been. I shattered me heal in a million pieces. I was rushed to an ER and told that I needed n emergency operation and would be bed ridden for four months. My wife was in San Antonio at the time serving in the Army, I was in DC working for the State Department. I flew in a wheel chair to San Antonio where they proclaimed that they had to wait a week for the swelling to go down before they could operate. The Air force doctors wanted to try a new procedure – using shark cartridge as a bone supplement. The operation was a success until I quit taking antibiotics six months later. I was in DC by myself then. I went to the hospital for an unrelated thing -removal of a cist I think. But the doctors took one look at me and proclaimed that the staph had become a multiple drug resistant staph and I needed an urgent operation. The next day I had the third of 15 operations. I endured six months at Walter Reed hospital but that was in the 90’s prior to the wars of the 21st century filled the base up. They had few customers and I got to know the doctors well

    I know pain
    Intimately aware of every ache
    Every pain

    Ever since that day
    When I went under the knife
    And had the 14 operations

    That saved my life
    But I am not one to complain

    I became one with the pain
    Which I endure to this day

    Knowing that I am alive
    Having cheated death
    Twenty times in life

    Waiting for the grim reaper
    To finally claim me

    But that day has not come
    And until the, I will endure.

    Hiking the Hills of My Youth

    I grew up in Berkeley, California in the 60’s Ever since I was a youngster I would wander the hills of Berkeley hiking for hours by myself and sometimes with my friends

    I explored every nook and cranny every corner of the hills and got to know nature in its infinite beauty

    Ever since those days I have longed for the day that I could spend my days hiking and wondering the hills

    Now that I am retired and living in Korea I can go for a long walk in the hills every day I want

    It is not the same as the hills I grew up, no vistas of the Bay and it is in Korea to boot but most days it is sufficient as I head out early afternoon and conquer four or five miles of hills just enjoying that fact that I can still move and am still very much alive at age 62.

    I grew up hiking the hills of Berkeley, California
    Grew up knowing every corner of the hills
    And the infinite beauty of the Bay Area

    And now I find myself in a strange land
    With time on my hands
    I wander the hills above the airport
    In Incheon Korea

    And wander about here
    and there Just being grateful

    That I am still alive
    And kicking at age 62

    Coffee Poems

    Coffee Haiku

     

    cup of coffee
    cup of coffee

    I like my coffee
    Like my women hot
    as hell and Heaven

     

    coffee drink of the gods

     

    7-2-coffee-
    7-2-coffee-

    coffee drink of the gods
    also drink of the dogs
    satan

    Coffee Madness

    coffee
    coffee

    every morning coffee madness
    consumes me and overwhelms me
    one day coffee madness

    More Coffee

     

    too much coffee
    too much coffee

     

    More coffee
    must have more
    it consumes me

    just need one more

    Darker Poems

    Nuclear War Looms

    nuclear war looms
    North Korea U.S. Launch Nukes
    End of the world

    Zombies Apocalypse

    audio clip includes Zombie poems, and Evil Fog

    the zombies unleashed
    killing everyone they see
    zombie apocalypse

    Zombies to the right of me

    Mature Couple being attacked in their car by a hoard of zombies.

    Zombies to the right of me
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies run amuck

     

    Evil Fog

    evil fog descends
    killing everyone at once
    end of life on earth

    Ghosts in Scotland

    While touring Scotland
    Meeting Ghosts in the wild moors

    I believe in ghosts

    The Future of NYC

    cherita re NYC
    NYC

     

     

     

     

     

    In the distant future
    the world will end
    with a massive flood
    and NYC will slowly sink
    beneath the waves
    and humanity will die

    Fear of Falling While Sleeping

    I am consumed
    with the fear of falling
    out of bed
    onto the ground
    dying in my sleep

    Life is a Dream of Chocolate Covered Trees

    Life is a dream
    of chocolate covered trees
    for to see what can’t be seen
    for to hear what can’t be heard
    to see what can’t be seen
    to live in oder to die
    and to die in order to live

    Note: oldest poem written when I was 16! in 1972

    Spirits

    Satanic spirits all around me
    Particularly late at night
    In the middle of the night
    Rapidly erupting everywhere
    Infesting my very being
    Taking over my very soul
    Satanic demons of the night

    Freaky

    Freaky sounds fill the air
    Radio is on playing the music of the dead
    Everywhere I hear the music of my doom
    All around me I see my fate approaching me
    Keeping me awake with cosmic dread
    Yes the end time approaches

    Scorpion Nights of Passion

    Born in October
    Scorpion Passionate fool
    Always taking the lead
    consumed with dark desires

    is this Scorpio buddha nature
    consumed with dark desires

    Looking at the Hidden Machinery of God

    One day
    I woke up
    and found myself

    in God’s hidden factory
    watching the machinery of God

    running the world
    and realized

    that God was indeed
    the chief engineer of the universe

    as I watched the machinery
    of creation
    creating the world anew
    every morning

    Endless Noises on TV

    endless noise on TV
    quiet on the path outside
    peace in my soul

    Dangerous Times Tanka

    In dangerous times
    we retreat to our corners
    convinced we are right
    everyone else is evil
    everyone else must die

    Dream What May Come

    Dream what may come
    Recalling past lives lived
    Every fantasy comes to life
    All night long
    More nightmares to come
    So many worlds to explore

    Fate

    Fate has a way
    Always catching up
    embrace your fate
    on this date

    Fate Endlessly dancing away
    that is what’s up
    at the end of the date

    Solage Poems

    Darkness consumes Me

    Love Madness consumes me
    whatever will be will be
    love

    Dreaming Dark Dreams

    Dreaming Dark dreams
    wondering what will become of me
    death

    War Rumors of War

    war rumors of war
    spreading everywhere war
    destruction

    Are These the End of Time

    are these the end of time
    biblical prophecies
    Hell

    Florette Poems

    Twenty Twenty

    twenty twenty
    feared by many
    reasons plenty
    feared by many
    the end times are coming

    These Strange Visions

    these strange visions
    nightmare visions
    nightmarishly real
    or is this just my fate
    to have visions galore

    howling at the Moon Florette

    howling at the moon
    the mad full moon
    filled with madness

    screaming like an escaped banshee
    pure madness

    I See the Moon Florette

    I see the blood red super blue moon
    smiling full moon

    dreaming of naked lovely
    moon maidens

    Moon over the mountains Florette

    Photo by Nishant Vyas on Pexels.com

    the blood red super blue full moon shines
    providing mad signs

     

     

    deep in mountains
    filled with thoughts of the moon
    howling

    The Evil Moon Florette

    the evil blue super full moon
    blood red blue moon

     

     

    terrifies me
    I run consumed with hot mad desires
    mad moon cries out

    Nature Poems

    Walking on the Path

    walking on the path
    in the world peace forest
    snowing cherry trees

    the World at Peace

    the world at peace
    walking with love of my life
    all is right with me

    Falling Cherry Trees

    the falling cherry trees
    along the path of the forest
    reminds us of love

    Two Cats

    two cats walking by
    one black one one yellow one
    both alien creatures

    Birds Flying Away

    Watching the black birds
    birds flying away
    fleeing the wild cats about

    The World Peace Forrest

     

    the world peace forrest
    passes by my apartment
    every day I walk it

    Deer in the Park

    I seldom see the deer
    that live in the park near me
    they are just too shy

    Never Saw the Wild Pig

    I never saw the wild pig
    the Pig that lives in the woods
    just heard him oinking

     

     

    Korean Charcoal Saunas

    korean charcoal
    saunas are amazing
    cure for everything

    Walking In Snow

    walking in snow
    on a cold night
    winter old friend
    the world becomes so cold

    Contended Pigs

    Contended Pigs
    Increasing food costs
    Piles of rotten garbage

    Spring Time In Seoul

    Springtime In Seoul
    full of promised weather
    chase away winter

    At the Center

    at the center of
    all of reality
    a flower blossoms

    Australia and California Burning Bright

    Australia and California
    burning bright wildfires
    end of the world
    an apocalyptic
    a vision of world’s end

    26 Alphabetical Haiku

    Angela

    The Love of My Life

    A is for Angela Lee

    Love her Forever

    Breathing

    B is for breathing

    Sometimes I forget to do so

    And will pay the price 

    Charlie

    C is for Charlie

    All the Charlies in the world

    Every last one of them

    Demel

    D is for my Friend

    Demel Tucker was his name

    He died way too soon

    Evergreen 

    E is for ever green

    The Eucalyptus.  trees

    That cover the East Bay

    Friendship

    F is for friendship

    All my friends in the world

    I remember you

    Golf

    G is for golfing

    Sometime I never could do

    But always wanted

    Hotels

    H is for Hotels

    The best and the worst everywhere

    Here there and in SF

    Indians

    I is for Indians

    Indian and American

    And the Cherokees 

    Japan

    J is for Japan

    Japanese Food and Sake

    Hot Sake tonight

    Korean

    Best Korean Food

    K is for Korea

    Soju Malkali

     Latin

    L is for Latin

    The language I struggle with

    Latina lovers

    Mothers

    M for your mama

    My crazy Mother as well

    Everyone’s mothers

    Never

    N is for never

    Ever ever use the N Word

    Even amongst friends

    Ohio

    O for Ohio

    Oklahoma City too

    And Oregon

    Pennsylvania

    Pennsylvania

    Pittsburg and Phillie Cheese Steaks

    True Decadence

    Russia

    R for Russia

    The Russian gate

    Scandal de jour

    Queens

    Q is for my Queens

    My best LGBT friends

    Where ever they live

    Satanic

    S for Satanic

    I don’t believe you exist

    Powers and spells

    Turkey

    T is for Turkey

    The country and bird

    The Thanksgiving feasts

    Unwary

    U is unwary

    So Unfriendly

    So very un-cool

    Victory

    V is for victory

    V is for vegan veggies

    Very green smoothies

     Whatever

    Whatever will be

    Whoever you want to be

    Whatever  you want

     X Files

    X marks the spot here

    Burried treasures and loot

    Or just mad dreams

    Yes

    Y is for saying Yes

    Yes to everything under the sun

    And throughout the night

     Zoo

    Z is for the show Zoo

    Still haunts my every night mare

    The animals kill

    Computer Haiku

    evil_computer_is_evil_by_insanefangirl_
    evil_computer_is_evil_by_insanefangirl_

    Damn It All to Hell

    Damn it all to Hell
    My damn computer
    Ate all my damn files

    I am Trapped

    I am still trapped
    I am still trapped
    Stuck inside my computer

    My Damn Computer

    I love my computer
    My Damn Computer
    When it works for me

    Computer On Strike

    My computer is on strike
    It refuses to work
    Usually nothing

    Computer Hates Me

    Computer hates me
    He wants to kill my files
    Wants to kill me too

    Computer Hates Me 2

    Computer hates me
    It wants to drive me insane
    Wants to kill my files

    For once I Would Like

    For once I would Like
    To have my computer work right
    Do what is should do

    Perhaps if I Am Nice

    Perhaps if I am nice
    To my computer
    It will be nice to me

    Perhaps Today It Will

    Perhaps today it will
    Not give haiku messages
    That it loves to sprout

    My Bad Computer

    My bad computer
    Is so damn evil
    Almost killed me

    What a Fate I Have

    What a Fate I have
    To become a slave to it
    To my damn computer

    I Love My Machine

    I love my machine
    My mad as a hat machine
    Bat shit crazy machine

    My dear computer

    My dear computer
    Loves to send me these love notes
    Computer haiku

    My favorite Haiku

    My favorite Haiku
    General failure reading
    Disk Drive Fata Error

    Who is General Failure

    who is general
    Failure and why is he
    reading my disk drive

    Computer Tanka

    For once in my life
    I would like my computer
    To turn on and work
    Do what it supposed to do
    Without sprouting such haiku

    I hate my computer

    I hate my computer
    It seems to hate me as well
    Just refuses to work

    Ornery son of a bitch machine

    ornery machine
    Ornery son of a bitch machine
    Driving me insane

    My computer loves Me Not at All 

    My computer loves
    me not at all it still wants
    to kill my files
    It wants to take my soul away
    turn me into its evil clone

    My bad computer

    My bad computer
    Has been infected with a virus
    Wants to kill my soul
    Transforming consuming
    Taking me inside its soul

    My mad computer

    Infected with a virus
    Everything it touches
    Corrupted by mad zombies
    Controlled by evil AI

    Revenge is mine

    Revenge is mine
    Screams the mad evil machine
    As it lurks to life
    Trying to hunt me down
    Death to all human beings

    End Computer Haiku

    I Want a Dog’s Life</h2 > I want a dog’s life
    That’s what I want in next life

    All A dog needs to be is cute
    And his master will feed him
    It is a dog’s life for me

     

    Nightmare Cinquain

    Night mares
    Endless fears all night long
    Can’t escape running from these dreams
    All night

    more Night mares

    Endless fears all night long
    Huge Monsters chasing me
    Hideous Creatures from Hell Itself
    Monsters
    Fiendish Hell hounds escaped Banishes
    screaming bloody murder
    they chase me all the way
    I die

    Christmas Ronka

    December End of the Year
    The blues knocking at my door
    I open the door to winter
    Arctic blast freezes my cold face

    Secrets

    Secrets
    Everywhere
    Constant lies and deceit
    Revolution in the air
    Everywhere

    All around us
    There is nothing but
    Secrets

    Lion Desires

    lion
    lion

    Lion
    Wild Beast
    In
    Dark jungle

     

     

    Finally emerging to hunt
    At dawn

    Hungry
    For breakfast
    Human-meat

     

     

     

     

    looking at the hidden machinery of God

    One day
    I woke up
    and found myself

    in God’s hidden factory
    watching the machinery of God

    running the world
    and realized

    that God was indeed
    the chief engineer of the universe

    as I watched the machinery
    of creation
    creating the world anew
    every morning

    Jake’s Golden Shovel

    A sense of cosmic unease hangs
    coming over all of us silently
    hanging in the purple
    air that has turned crystalline
    reflecting my moods in the sky

     

    Political Rants

    The Impeachment Trial

     

    The Impeachment Trial
    overwhelms me with dread
    are we near the end

    Recently I Learned That I am Part Jewish

     

    Recently I learned that I was part Jewish
    That was long rumored in our family tree
    Never confirmed until DNA came again
    But whether my Jewish ancestors lived
    Or died in the holocaust I have not heard
    Never again will we live through that pain

    Neo Fascism Must Be Defeated Again

    trump idiot in high place
    US President Donald Trump speaks about 5G network deployment in the Roosevelt Room of the White House in Washington, DC, on April 12, 2019. (Photo by NICHOLAS KAMM / AFP) (Photo credit should read NICHOLAS KAMM/AFP/Getty Images)

    In this day and age of fake news
    And neo fascism rising yet again

    It is important to bear witness
    To the undeniable fact
    That the holocaust
    can never ever come again

    That is what we must vow every day
    Never again

     

    The Neo-Fascists Are On the March

    By their champion the man in Orange
    Whose racist mutterings have let loose
    The ranting nutty voices of the right
    Championing their god given right
    To rule and regulate all
    that they see

    Panic

    Panic attacks
    comes over come me
    always happen
    when I turn on the news

    in case
    I hear our dear leader
    constant chaos around us

    Trump

    The President of the United States
    Republican Leader of the Free world
    Uber ales nations
    Muttering insanities
    Preposterous Nonsensical tweets

    Putin

    Post Modern Leader
    Uniting all the Russians
    Triumphant against all enemies
    Including the Great Satan
    Nevertheless always living in fear

    the end

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    Rambling Man, Where is your Home?

    car
    car

    Where is my home? Where do I belong?
    I really don’t know, always moving on to another place
    Moved every other year it seems the last 45 years
    Traveled to 49 states, 45 countries, drove across the U.S. six times
    Lived in Berkeley, Yakima, Stockton, Seattle, Alexandria, DC, Oregon, Korea, Thailand, India, The Eastern Caribbean, and Spain

    Where do I belong? Where is my home?
    Neither here nor there, nowhere and everywhere
    And so is that my rambling man’s fate
    Never to really belong anywhere at all

    Dark Dangerous Thoughts

    dark dangerous thoughts
    dark dangerous thoughts

    An old man wakes up
    Confronting the dark dangerous thoughts
    The demons of the night
    That haunt his dreams
    And his life

    He looks out at the dawning sun
    And his sleeping wife
    And realizes that it will be all right

    And dismisses the demons of the night
    Back to their caves in his mind
    And he gets up
    To take the dawning day

     

    In Search of America

    Hitchhiking Tales

    hitch hikers
    hitch hikers

    When I was young and foolish
    Broke and stubborn
    I hitchhiked across the USA

    Started in Salt Lake City
    Where my greyhound bus pass
    Was stolen

    The station manager
    Could have helped me
    But refused to do so

    Threaten to call the cops
    When I grabbed my bags
    Without the stolen tags

    I said
    Go ahead
    But I am so out of here

    Wondered about Salt Lake City
    Went to a bar
    Found I had to buy my booze
    Next door
    And they would mix it for me

    Had to order food too
    After a bloody Mary
    And a burger

    I walked about town
    Saw the Mormon Temple

    Finally about 3 pm
    It was time to hit the road
    Did not look back

    Ended up in Cody Wyoming
    Got a room shower
    Steak beer
    Using my rapidly depleted cash

    Spent 25 dollars
    Money really went far
    Back in those days

    A band of professional
    Communist agitators
    Gave me a ride
    To Des Moines

    Lots of weed, booze
    And politics later
    Got off the road
    Slept outside

    Next day
    A beautiful woman
    Drove me to near Chicago
    In a red mustang

    Might have been
    The girl in the song
    Took it easy
    Digging her vibe

    She invited home
    But was not sure
    If her estranged husband
    Would welcome me

    So I being foolish
    And inexperienced with women
    Did not go to her place

    And always regretted
    That I had lost
    My chance that day

    Then on to Chicago
    Several rides later
    Visited friends

    Hit the road again
    A series of uneventful rides
    With truckers
    And others

    And a week later
    I ended in New York City

    Slept along the way
    In cars
    In truck stops
    In highway rest stops

    Always moving
    Always going
    None stop talking
    And lots of free weed
    And beer
    And conversation

    One more memorable ride
    Occurred outside Albany
    On my return to Chicago

    A middle age creepy looking man
    Picked me up
    In a brand new Cadillac

    He was he said a dynamite deliverer
    For the Mafia
    Went to various places
    To blow up shit

    He hated a lot of people
    Particularly hippies from California
    And Jewish people

    Looking at me to confirm
    That I was both

    I told him that I lived in New York
    And had never been to California
    And although I might look Jewish
    As I what was called back in the day
    A “Jewfro”

    I was not Jewish
    Many years later I discovered
    That I am indeed part Jewish
    But then I did not know
    And I felt a bit of strategic information
    Might keep me alive

    Then I realized that he was just jiving with me
    And we relaxed
    And he pulled out some weed
    And beer
    And we mellowed out

    But I believe that he really was with the mob
    Perhaps not a dynamite dealer
    A real made Italian made mafia member

    By Chicago
    I had enough
    I called my Dad
    Told him what had happened

    Wanted a ticket home
    And he sent me a ticket
    And 500 dollars
    And I went home

    I told him I would tell him
    My tales someday
    But never did

    I learned so much
    About my fellow Americans
    And the strange vibe
    That was 1975

    And now it is too late
    But I wanted to finally
    Tell the world

    Of my hitchhiking tales
    In search of America 1975

    Bus Rides In America’s Underbelly

     

    bus riding
    bus riding

    I am a bus rider
    That makes me unusual
    For a white male
    From an upper middle class family

    Our people are not bus riders
    Though some are subway riders

    Bus riders are other people
    The poor, minorities, immigrants
    People who don’t drive
    Because they are blind
    Or have a DUI

    And in my case
    I don’t drive
    Because I have bad vision
    And bad coordination
    Just never got the hang
    Of the whole driving thing

    Fortunately for me
    My wife does the driving
    But I still take the bus
    From time to time

    I rode the AC buses in Berkeley
    As a child
    Line 67, line 51, line 43 F bus
    Rode them long before BART came along
    And afterwards as well

    As an adult seldom rode the bus
    But when I did so
    I was always impressed
    By the sheer diversity
    Of the bus riding property

    Hundreds of languages
    All sorts of sexual orientation
    Some were white
    Most were not

    Most of my fellow passengers
    Were nice enough
    Some were friendly
    And some were lost
    In their own thoughts

    And a few
    Were scary looking dudes
    With the look
    Of someone who had done time
    And were capable of more violence

    I also rode the bus
    In Seattle as a graduate student
    A lot of fellow UW students
    And the usual immigrants
    Minorities etc

    And some white people
    Commuting

    And in DC
    Over the years
    I rode a lot of buses

    Mostly to and from the metro
    But I got to know
    And love the DC buses as well

    I also took the greyhound bus
    Across the country
    Several times over the years
    All over the U.S.

    From Bay Area to Stockton
    From Bay Area to Clear Lake
    From Bay area to NYC
    NYC to DC
    All over the USA

    Taking the Greyhound
    Was always an adventure
    Met a lot of interesting people
    As people on long distant bus rides
    Tend to open up and talk
    To pass the time away

    Overseas I took the bus
    All over
    In India, in Barbados
    In Spain and in Korea

    The Korean buses
    For many years
    Were difficult for foreign visitors
    As the signs were all in Korean

    Most have signs
    Now in English, Chinese and Korean
    And are much more foreigner friendly

    Riding the bus
    In America
    Allows one access
    To the underbelly of American society
    The poor, the marginalized
    The immigrant communities

    That many middle-class white people
    Just never see

    And for that reason
    I am glad
    That I am a bus rider

    Notes from the Author :

    Based on my experiences riding the bus all over the world from 1968 to 2018.

  • Two Drops of Ink Publishes Recent Poems

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    Two Drops of Ink has published another one of my poems, “Just Enough for Coffee” which is a poem about the plight of the homeless.   They will publish some of my other poems over the next few weeks.

    Just Enough for Coffee

    A homeless man
    Stood on the street
    Counting his change
    From panhandling all morning
    Just had enough for a cup of coffee

     

     

     

     

    coffee
    coffee

    All in all
    A good start

    He ambled off to his favorite coffee shop
    Where the owner
    Was kind to the homeless

     

     

    Sometimes
    Treating them to a meal
    On the house

    The man said
    I was in your shoes
    Once years ago

    And you never forget
    When you are down
    And out

    Everyone forgets your face
    No one knows your name

    For you are now
    Invisible
    Almost a ghost

    The old man tried to pay
    The owner said

    Keep your change
    You need it more than me

    Have a meal with me
    My friend
    On the house

    He ordered up
    The homeless man’s favorite
    Lumberjack special

    Eggs, pancakes, sausage, bacon
    Cornbread
    Lots of hot black coffee
    To wash it down

    The old man
    Often had just one meal a day
    Usually, a late breakfast

    Sometimes if he were lucky
    He would have dinner

    And on a red-letter day
    He would have three meals

    The homeless man
    Had been on the streets
    For too long

    Barely remembered his life
    Before early-onset Alzheimer’s
    Robbed him of his job
    His dignity

    His wife
    His life
    His money

    Now he drifted
    Waiting for the grim reaper
    Any day now

    He prayed nightly
    To a god
    That he no longer believed in

    Ink Pantry, Scarlet Leaf, Spill Words, Synchronized Chaos, Two Drops of Ink, have published 15 of my recent poems. The poems are posted below along with audio and photo clips.

    Scarlet Leaf review will publish these poems in the following order:
    The year that was – Anniversary issue
    JAN: The terrifying teens
    FEB: 2020 Plans Rondeau (Dream, Fate)
               The oyster
                Morning Light
              2019 The last year
    March: Dora Intergalactic Explorer
               Mocking faces
                Fear of falling
                Cosmos takes over

    Poetry Break: Jake Cosmos Aller: 5 Poems for our Times

    By: Jake Cosmos Aller

     

    • Poetry Break: Jake Cosmos Aller: 5 Poems for our TimesJanuary 26, 2020
      By: Jake Cosmos Aller       Morning Light   the terrors of the night the worst imaginings of what might happen   war, rumors of war end of civilization nuclear war and other horrors… [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

      Marilyn L. Davis

    Morning Light

    sun rise
    sun rise

    the terrors of the night

    the worst imaginings

    of what might happen

     

    war, rumors of war

    end of civilization

    nuclear war

    and other horrors

    ripped from the headlines

     

    fade away into nothingness

    with the morning light

    and the love of my wife

    who is always by my side

    I regain my sight

     

    and begin

    regaining my smile

    and my life

     

    until the next nightmares

    consumes my dark imaginings

     

     

     

    Dora the Intergalactic Explorer

    dora
    dora

    Dora the intergalactic explorer

    Is traveling to the strangest planet

    of all the known worlds

     

    she is traveling incognito

    with a video crew

    making a documentary

     

    the planet earth

    is known as a planet

    of intelligent monkeys

     

    not much is known

    about them

    as very few

    have ever been there

     

    the inhabitants are described

    as blood thirsty insane creatures

    ruled by hidden sexual and political passions

    following incomprehensible

    religious dogmas following Gods

    that clearly do not exist

     

    the inhabitants are just on the verge

    of developing intergalactic travel

    and the galactic empire

    is worried that they will be driven

    to try to conquer the rest of the universe

     

    driven by their needs to impose

    their religious dogma

    everywhere in the world

     

    the planet is divided into large tribal groups

    governed by corrupt elites

    corrupt businesses destroying the planet

    in pursuit of profit

     

    and the locals are little more

    than wage slaves

    barely making a living

    addicted to alcohol, drugs gambling

    pornography and illicit sex

     

    and their main land

    is ruled by a clearly delusional madman

    intent on poking a fight

    with all his alleged enemies

     

    Dora assumed the appearance

    of a character from TV

    and will pose as a journalist

    trying to make sense

    of it all

     

    but she was afraid

    that she if found out

    could face the worst consequence

     

    her ship crash lands

    and she is outside

    the capitol

     

    of the non empire empire

    called the United State ofAmerica

     

    Dora gets her crew together

    and walks into the city

    staring at all the strange sights

    as the monkeys go about

    their daily activities

     

    she stops at a restaurant

    tries the coffee

    the chief drug of choice

     

    and is instantly addicted

    wow no wonder

    these people are crazed

     

    she tries the local booze

    and smiles

    perhaps she could

    become an intergalactic merchant

    introducing the world

    to the galaxy

     

    her thought are interrupted

    as a mad man armed

    with weapons of war

    bursts in and starts shooting

    yelling at people

     

    and she is shot dead

    the authorities

    are shocked

     

    when they recover the body

    and realize

    that she is not a human

    as she reverts to her original form

     

    sort of a giant feline like creature

    two legs and arms

    and clearly from an advanced

    civilization given her gear

     

    what was she doing

    no one knew

    as all the aliens

    died in the gun blaze

     

    the world is shocked

    at what had happened

    and fearful that the aliens

    were coming to invade

    their world

     

    the galactic senate

    decides to contain

    the humans

    declaring them

    a threat to the global civilization

     

    and the humans vow

    to discover the secrets

    of interstellar travel

    and travel to her land

     

    to enter into business arrangements

    and spread the one truth faith

    to the heathen space aliens

     

    thus ended Dora’s excellent adventure

    in the crazed world at the edge

    of known civilization

     

    Mocking Faces Staring at Me

    Mocking faces

    hunting my dreams

    Hundreds of faces

    morphing into one

    after another

     

    Faces I knew

    The dead

    and the living

     

    women i knew

    friends I missed

    enemies I did not

     

    One after another

    Marching in my room

    Staring at me

     

    I tried to run

    They laughed

     

    They said

    that there’s nowhere

    to escape my cosmic fate

     

    My time is coming

    prepare yourself

    the grim reaper

    has your name

     

    and once he has your name

    your fate is sealed

    and you will soon

    join us

     

    whether in heaven

    or hell

    is not for us to say

     

    be warned though

    you will be judged

    and no one can escape

    their cosmic karmic fate

     

    A Wild Man Sits in a Gilded Cage

    man in gilded Cage
    man in cage

     

    a wild man sits in a gilded cage

    a cage made out of chains of his wife’s love

     

    a cage made out of chains of his wife’s love

    the wild man yearning to be free from his cage

     

    the wild man yearning to be free from his cage

    wondering how and why he was now tamed

     

    wondering how and why he was now tamed

    dreaming dark wild dreams of demented freedom

     

    dreaming dark wild dreams of demented freedom

    the wild man looks about his prison cage

     

    the wild man looks about his prison cage

    wondering whether he will ever be free

     

    wondering whether he will ever be free

    a wild man sits in a gilded cage

    2019 The Last Year of America’s Greatness

     

    2019 was the last year of America

    when the proverbial chickens came home

     

    when the proverbial chickens came home

    to strut about the decaying landscape

     

    to strut about the decaying landscape

    as the world begins to burn and die

     

    as the world begins to burn and die

    led by the mad great leader and his merry men

     

    led by the mad great leader and his merry men

    the whole world lay in shock and awe

     

    the whole world lay in shock and awe

    at the destruction of the America they knew

     

    at the destruction of the America they knew

    when the proverbial chickens came home

    Twin

    Spill Words has published ” Hitch Hiking Tales”

     

    Prior Publication

    lunatic howling at the moon two drops of ink marilyn l davis scott biddulph

    1. Just an Unhinged Lunatic Howling at The Moon
    2. Howling at The Moon
    3. One Crazy day*
    4. God’s Confession
    5. Wild Thoughts Run Amuk

    *previously published

    Just An Unhinged Lunatic Howling At The Moon

    howling at the moon
    man howling at the man

    On a moonlit late night

    I sat in a bar

    Drinking drams of demented, fermented dream dew

    Just an unhinged lunatic

    Dreaming of howling at the full moon

     

    Watching the world walk by

    Looking at all the fine looking babes

    Walking by the street

    Thinking wild, erotic thoughts

    Of endless wild libertine passions

     

    When into the bar

    Walked the most beautiful women

    In the Universe

    So wild, so free

    So wonderfully alive

     

    I did not know what to do

    As this vision of delight

    Sauntered through the bar

    In a skin tight leather pants

    Looked so fine

    That my eyeballs hurt

     

    And finally I had to say something

    So I gathered up my manly courage

    And walked up to her

    And she looked at me

    And instantly bewitched my soul

    With a devilish grin

    I lost all reason

    And became a raving lunatic

    Unhinged lunatic

    Howling at the moon

     

    Foaming at the mouth

    A wild, free werewolf

    Howling at the lunatic light

    Of the full Moon

     

     

    Howling At The Moon

    howling at the moon
    man howling at the man

    He  stood outside

    Between the trees

    In a field

    On the outside of town

     

    Beneath the lunatic rays

    Of the blood red full moon

    The lunatic lights of the moon

    Casts a wild primeval glow

    On him

     

    The hormonal chemicals are unleashed

    The wild beast within

    Escapes it chain

    And he howl with delight

    A werewolf

    Free at at last

     

    To run amuck

    Free of its civilized restrains

    Throwing off its clothes

    Stripping naked

     

    Running wild

    Naked and free

    A wild man

    Enjoying his freedom

     

    As he  sits

    Under the lunatic light of the full moon

    Of the blood red lights of the moon

    Full of wild passions

    The lustful beast stirs again

     

    And starts running and running

    Howling at the moon

    Riding into the new dawn

    On a demented Harley Davis cycle

    With two naked babes on his back

    Riding into the sun

    90 miles per second

    At the speed of though

    He disappears into the lunatic light

    Of the full moon

     

    And he  wake ups

    Alone,

    In my bed

    Saying, man that was quite a night

     

    I better not go there again

    the Wild man

    Laughs

    He has heard that before

     

    And he joins him

    In howling at the moon

    One Crazy Night

    One crazy night

    Last night

    I could not get to sleep

    At all

     

    Last night

    I could not get to sleep

    At all

     

    I looked up

    Looked out at the window

    At the full moon

    Saw by its lunatic light

     

    Your face

    Was in the moon

     

    And I looked up

    At the light

     

    That crazy light

    And dreamed last night

     

    I was with you

    Again

     

    And I woke up

    Alone in my bed

     

    Dreaming dark dreams

    Of You

    Wishing it were

    Other than it was

    All alone

    All alone again

    In this world how are you

     

    God’s Confession

    I was sitting along

    In a god forsaken bar

    Somewhere on the lunatic fringes

    Of society

     

    On the bad part of town

    Over by railroad tracks

     

    I was sitting alone in a godforsaken bar

    Heading to hell

    As fast as I could drink it down

    twenty drinks too sober

     

    Enjoying my lonely drink

    Drinking by my lonesome self

     

    With my partners

    Jimmy Dean, and the Walker brother

    And his old Grand Dad

     

    Just drinking and hanging

    with the Jack Daniels Gang

    having one bourbon, one scotch and one beer

     

    A crazed bum

    With a thousand year stare

    Walks up to me

     

    He begins

    Muttering to himself

    Nutty nonsense

    Crazy words

    In a lunatic’s voice

     

    He had the look

    Of one possessed

     

    By his own demons

    That only he can see

    Or hear

    Possessed by a secret knowledge

    Only he knew

     

    Despite myself

    I was fascinated

    By this lunatic’s tale

     

    So I stopped him

    and said

    So what’s your game

    Anyway

     

    The short little dude

    Stopped his insane prattle

    Starting at me

    With that thousand year old stare

     

    Just another washed up

    Lunatic

     

    Too many drugs

    Too many bad nights

    Just another acid causality

    from the 60’s

    who never came back

     

    stuck in his own wonderland

    On the wrong side of life

     

    He looked at me

    And proclaimed his story

    He reared up

    And filled up the room

     

    And lifted the bar

    On his finger

    And stared down at me

    From the sky

     

    And said

    Since you asked

    I am God

    The alpha and Omega

    The real deal

    The original dude of dudes

    The sultan of Swing

    God of hosts

    And father of that Jesus dude

     

    But no one knows me

    Any more

    No one cares

     

    They think I am irrelevant

    They think I am dead

    They think I am a fairy tale

    From some olden, ancient time

     

    Some say I am dead

    Others think I should be dead

    That my work is done

     

    I looked at him

    Carefully now

    And what did I see

     

    An old man

    With that lunatic look

    But there was something else

     

    He was crazy

    Sure yes

    But perhaps he was the real deal

     

    I mean why not

    Why would not God be

    A lunatic wandering around loose

    Talking to low lives like me

    In a bar

    On the way to hell

     

    So I looked at him

    And invited him to share

    His tale of woe

     

    God tells me

    Well, it’s like this

     

    Many a year ago

    People believed in me

    But one day

    They quit believing in me

    And they went on without me

     

    As they left me

    My powers got weaker and weaker

    And so eventually I became

    What you see today

     

    A broken down drunk

    Hanging out

    Looking for a hand out

    Looking for some company

    Or at least a free dinner

     

    And he laughed and laughed

     

    And I looked at him

    And saw the beginnings of the end

    And the ends of the beginnings

    I saw a million planets

    Flash by

     

    A billion people

    A trillion sentient beings

    Thinking all at once

     

    Thoughts filled my head

    Lights flashed

    And I knew

    He was telling the truth

     

    But it did not matter

    In this day and age

    Of materialism

     

    God has no role

    God is truly dead

    And so I bought him a drink

    And walked out of the bar

    Profoundly father that Jesus dude sadden by what I had seen

     

    God was dead

    And we had all conspired

    To kill him

     

    Wild Thoughts Run Amok

     

    Wild Thoughts

    Wild fantasies

    Fill my head

    Running through my brain

    Like electric currency

     

    My eyes are consumed

    By the burning fires

    Of unquenched desire

     

    She still has that thing

    That wild crazy thing

    And she still impresses me

    Compels me

    Inspires fear

     

    And I am on fire

    All over again

     

    The wild infatuation

    She caused in my heart

     

    But I was not prepared

    The sight of her

    Inspired dreams

    Of nights of love

    That was not to be fulfilled

     

    My heart filled

    With wild erotic fantasies

    And I want  her

    All over again

    Still has that thing that wow crazy thing

    That love Jones thing

    That wild love Jones thing

    Creeps its ugly head

    Out of the dark recess

    Of my demented soul

     

    I’m on fire over again

    Sniffing an opportunity

    To cause chaos

    Yet again

     

    And so I prepare

    To run away

    Ere I get consumed

    By unrequited passion

    Again

     

    Dreams of possible love

    And lust

    Come bubbling out

    Out of the swamps

    Of my fertile imagination

     

    And I pray to the gods

    To give me wisdom

    To avoid taking

    The path that leads

    To my destruction

    DRAGON FLY IN MY MIND

    Dragonflies of my mind

    dragon flies
    of my mind
    fly above
    the garden of my mind

    Floating amid the flowers
    And the weeds

    Tracking butterflies
    and demon flies
    That infects the garden of my mind

    The flowers bloom bright
    Attracting butterflies

    The demon weeds
    Sprout here and there

    Screaming

    Look at me
    Look at me

    Trying to spread
    Their poisonous thoughts

    That is the mind
    In the temple
    That is the body

    The body
    Of a man
    Made in the image of God

    The dragonfly
    flies above
    The chaos

    and the sonic soup
    That makes up

    The inner sound

    The dragonfly
    Is majestic

    In its indifference
    To the turmoil down below

    It floats above
    The sonic soup

    The bugs and cockroaches
    Crawl out of the weeds

    Trying to spread
    like wild fire
    Through the mind

    And at night
    I can hear them

    Crawling among the web pages
    Of my mind

    Be gone
    Oh difficult, negative thoughts

    Be gone
    Like the bugs

    I’ll squash you like
    The evil creatures
    You really are

    The sweat music
    Invades my soul

    Driving away
    The evil bugs

    And I soar
    Like the majestic

    Dragon fly
    Far above

    The chaos below
    Only seeing the beauty

    That fills up
    The garden of my mind

    One can choose
    To be the dragon fly

    Or to be consumed
    And turned into the cockroaches
    Of death, despair and hate

    And I fly
    Far away

    Above
    The sound of silver trumpets

    Silver sound
    Suspended forever

    In the pink crystalline sky
    Of my mind

    Let us fly away
    Into the deep night

    On the wings of the cosmic dragon fly
    And leave behind, forever
    The cockroaches of my mind

    REFLECTIONS

    One lousy, lonely, loathsome demented night

    In a god forsaken bar

    In the global south

    In a tropical hell hole

    Drinking my way to hell

    As fast as I could

    Drinking alone with my buddies

    Jack Daniels, Jimmy Walker

    Wild Turkey and Old Grandad

     

    I sat alone in the bar

    Alone with my dismal thoughts

    Full of somber thoughts

    Dismal reflections

    Thinking dismal thoughts

    Of what I was going to do

    twenty drinks too sober

     

    Where I was heading to

    Where I was coming from

    I had no clue

    No idea at all

    Where my futur set alarm in the bar I havee path lay

    So, I sat

    Drinking alone in the bar

    Twenty drinks too sober

    I considered my beer

    Just another middle age looser

    Crying into his beer

    I saw my reflection

    In the glass of beer

    I saw an old man

    Staring back at me I have

    A lonely man

    A stranger staring at me

    I looked at this man

     

    This stranger

    That I had become

    And wondered

    What the hell had happened to me

    During my life

    I stared at the old man

    In the beer glass

    Wondering to myself

    Where did this old man come from

    What the there’s a lot of fans hell did he want from me

    Who the fuck was he

    And what was he doing

    In my god damned beer

    So I decided

    To speak my god damned mind

    I said

    Say old man

    In my beer glass

    Come on out of there

    Come to life

    Old dude

    And talk to me

    I want to know

    Who the fuck you are

    And what you are doing

    In my beer

    Come to life

    Let me see

    Whom I am going to be

    The old man grinned

    And laughed the laugh where is coming from I had no clue

    Of the insane

    The laugh of the newly Enlighted ones

    Who finally realized the absurdity of existence

    And then he looked at me

    With a thousand-year stare

    And transformed himself

    Morphed into a hideous snarling beast

    A werewolf stared at me

    And he growled

    So punk

    You want to know

    What I am doing in your beer

    Well it is like this

    Dude

    I am the ghost of your past

    And I am here to show you

    What you have done

    And what you have failed to do

    With your miserable life Cologne in the van 20 things to Solvang insert in my mirror me just another middle-age music binder is very

    So, let the show begin

    I saw one by one

    Parading across my beer

    All the people I have known

    All my friends

    All my enemies

    All my casual acquaintances

    And most importantly

    All the women I had ever know

    All the women I had ever lusted after

    All of them came out lonely man stranger Alicia me look at this man

    One by one

    They stopped and told me

    What they really thought of me

    Of my foolish pride

    My foolish behavior

    My folly

    My sexual desires

    MY lust

    And one by one they judged me

    A jury of my peers

    And they found me guilty

    As charged

    SS came by

    My first r hang in there stranger and become and wondered what the hell and have an amino my lifeeal love

    MM too

    SG as well

    CP was there

    Miss K

    Miss CDN

    The perfect lover of the east

    Who fled away

    From my protestations of love

    And Angela

    The one and only

    Who married me

    And still is proud

    To be my wife

    And the parade continued

    Nameless bar girls

    With whom I had consorted

    Spent a night of aimless sex

    One by one they came by

    Commending me

    Laughing at me

    SB came by

    Khun J

    She with the great voice

    Came by

    Khun M

    As did the GM

    And on and on and on

    The four A’s in Bombay

    The one I almost had

    The ones that broke my heart

    And allowed my creative juices

    To run wild

    And others come alive

    Who remains nameless

    By choice

    The boss came by

    As did the other ones

    Everybody looking at me

    I stopped

    Stood up

    Scream

    Stop this torture

    Stop it right now

    Mr. Beer God

    Or Devil

    Whoever you may be

    Nothing but the laughter

    Of the damn

    Echoing across the room

    I looked up

    They were all there

    In the room

    Looking at me

    I stood up

    And tried to touch the oh noon and talk to me I want to know what the fuck you are and when you were doing in my mirror come drive let me see who am I going to meanm

    Nothing but illusions

    Nothing there

    I cried into my beer

    The anguished cry of the damned

    Just another fool

    Crying into his beer

    Did I have the courage

    The wisdom to make amends

    Did I know

    What I had to do

    Did I have the courage

    To quit lusting

    Over what I cannot have

    To accept

    That all the love

    I need

    Is in my wife’s eyes

    And in her heart

    And so I looked the beer god

    In the eye afternoon saying I have Internet line

    And dranked my beer

    And walked out the door finally realizes her Geneva sister

    Confidently facing the future

    Free of doubts

    Full of love

    And proud of all I had done

    Knowing that I was not guilty

    Of the crimes charged

     

    the Bench a Short Story

     

    One November afternoon, about 5 pm, Sam Adams, an white man in his late
    60s was doing his usual daily walk in Lithia Park in Ashland, Oregon. Sam had retired to
    Oregon after serving in the U.S. government as a diplomat for many years. He had grown up in
    Berkeley but had visited Ashland over the years. He and his wife, Linda, were big fans of the
    Shakespeare festival. Linda was worried that Sam was showing signs of Alzheimer’s but Sam
    was not worried. He told Linda every day he would always remember how to find his way back
    to her.

    They had been married for 45 years. They met on a bus in South Korea when Sam was
    teaching there for the US Army before joining the State Department. Linda Lee was Korea. It
    was love at first sight and they got married two months after meeting.

    Since retirement they were inseparable but Sam often went for his walks alone. He would walk deep into Lithia Park following the Lithia creek upriver until he came upon his favorite bench and sat there a while. The bench was a simple wooden bench, surrounded by Japanese Maple trees which were in full color display that afternoon. It was a pleasant spot and Sam had been going there every day for almost two years.

    Soon, as usual, he was lost in thought, dreaming of his past life, thinking of his past loves, thinking dark thoughts preparing mentally for the coming end times of his life. Sam had a premonition that death was stalking him and that his time was near. He never told his wife that because he did not want to worry her. But he had insisted that they had gotten their estate plan completed, and he felt ready to go any day now.

    Sam had plenty to think about – he and Linda had had an eventful life. He had lived in over ten countries around the world and traveled to 50 states. After retiring he had become a blogger and worked on that off and on. But lately, he felt that time was slipping away from him. As he sat on the bench, meditating on his past life, something strange occurred. The bench woke up and spoke to Sam.

    “Sam, how are you doing? Old friend of mine. I am delighted that I can speak with you.”

    Sam looked around and could not find out where the voice was coming from but realized that the chair had spoken to him. Sam laughed and said,

    “well chair if you can speak tell me what you know.”

    The chair spoke of Sam’s life and of the life of others in the community that Sam knew. The chair said he knew everything that occurred in the lives of the people that sat on his bench. And the trees knew too as did the cosmic cat and even the squirrels knew. But people, well they just did not know how to listen to nature and to the world around them. In a way, it was too bad because the bench had so much wisdom to implant.

    Sam and the bench began talking. Soon a black cat appeared. He said that he was a cosmic cat as most cats are. Cats he explained are special creatures – not originally from this planet and descended from great warriors that crashed landed on earth millions of years ago. Cats were so often dismissed by humans as alien freaks or as annoying pests. But cats were really man’s best friend. And all cats had a sixth sense about death. They knew when it was time to go. The cat said the Grimm reaper was coming to Sam’s place that night and that Sam would be gone the next day.

    Sam said,

    “Cosmic cat do you know what will happen to me? Will I go to heaven or Hell? Is there a heaven or a hell?”

    “Sam, that is beyond my pay grade as they say. I do know that life continues after death but heaven and hell I don’t know much about. It is different for us cats. We come back to life as cats again and again can’t seem to escape our karmic fate. Humans well the move on to the next level of existence and we never see them again. Oh, here is the Grimm Reaper himself.”

    The Grimm Reaper walks up to Sam and introduces himself. The Grimm Reaper was a handsome man dressed in all black clothes, with a black hat and tie on. He said that he is just part of an army of Grimm Reapers and was breaking protocol to talk with Sam. He was so impressed that Sam had developed the ability to talk to animals, trees and the cosmic bench that he had a deal to make.

    Sam intrigued said,

    “What’s the deal?”

    I will give you one more month to live but you let me into your life like in the movie, Joe Black. Always wanted to try that. At the end of your life, God may grant me my wish to be a mortal for a few years. Here’s how it is going to play out. I will introduce myself as your long lost son from an affair long ago. You will welcome me into your life and Linda will eventually accept me as your son as well.

    Every day we will come back here and continue our conversation. At the end of the month, you will go on to the other world and I will stay behind as your son and stay with your wife to comfort her until it is her time to go and then you will be reunited. For you are special true soul mates and will be together forever. Do we have a deal?”

    Sam said “sure.”

    The bench smiled, the cat was happy, the squirrel came down from the tree after getting assurances that the Cat would not eat him that day and congratulated him as well. The Maple tree finally spoke and blessed the deal as well.
    As night deepened, he turned slowly towards home, accompanied by the Grimm Reaper who decided to call himself Joe Black, and the cosmic cat.

    He said goodnight to the cosmic bench in the park, acknowledging that he would be back
    same time, same station, day after day until Joe released him from this mortal world.

    The end

  • Synchronized Chaos Publishes New Poems

    Synchronized Chaos Publishes New Poems

    Synchronized Chaos has published my work again.

    Ink Pantry, Scarlet Leaf, Spill Words, Synchronized Chaos, Two Drops of Ink, have published 15 of my recent poems. The poems are posted below along with audio and photo clips.

    Scarlet Leaf review will publish these poems in the following order:
    The year that was – Anniversary issue
    JAN: The terrifying teens
    FEB: 2020 Plans Rondeau (Dream, Fate)
               The oyster
                Morning Light
              2019 The last year
    March: Dora Intergalactic Explorer
               Mocking faces
                Fear of falling
                Cosmos takes over
    Spill Words has published ” Hitch Hiking Tales”

    Synchronized Chaos Publication

    List

    1/2/2020 2019 the Year that was

    1/2/2020 the terrifying teens

    1/3/2020 Dreams

    1/3/2020  Fate

    1/3/2020|the Oyster Speaks Up

    prior publication

    the Dogs of War are Howling

    Idiots in High Places

    Masters of the Universe

    When Will This Madness End

    End of the World Blues – FB Posting Found Poem

    the year that was

    January

    The world watches in amazement
    Longest shut down in history
    Watching it all in Korea
    contemplating escaping the cold winter

    February

    World watches as North Korea and the US
    Walking back from the brink of war
    escaping the cold winter blues
    revisiting Vietnam after 15 years

    March

    The chaos president continues his chaos tour
    the world begins to ignore his constant insane tweets
    heading back to DC inspecting property
    seeing old friends glad I retired

    April

    the chaos King’s policy remains a shamble
    as the Mueller team closes in
    in Korea I write a poem a day
    and begin to become a publish writer

    May

    watching from afar
    the chaos in DC and the world
    traveling to DC to inspect property
    celebrating my wife’s big 60

    June

    the President walks away
    from anon deal with the North Koreans
    I am back in DC
    end up cruising to Alaska

    July

    watching the insanity in DC
    while visiting Alaska, Seattle and Yakima
    visiting my father’s grave in Yakima
    communing with family ghosts

    August

    the dog days of summer the world is consumed
    And in the worldwars, rumors of war, trade wars
    retuning to Korea
    surviving the August sauna like summer

    September end of the world he does subway malevolent today

    The whistle blower sets off a bomb he December 11 Internet is it a fire fire is our burning bright and then go nearly as high places have shown is doing and one of aggression turning in our in our lives behind unless I know Mimi is just laying on the side there’s a Denteley harji quality to it as the world burn some money in the world approaches I have where in his van horn of the house and is in a green fire 25 music Viking in my memory and was hellish
    the president lies no quid for quo perfect all
    trying to avoid watching the news
    hiking in the Korean mountains with old friends

    October

    the President flitters about my crisis after another
    the UN diplomats laugh at him national humiliation
    returning to DC, yet again more property blues
    celebrating my 64th year orbiting the sun

    November

    the House starts formal impeachment hearings
    watching fascinated by the impeachment drama
    entering my third NoVoWrMo competition with Timeless Love
    ending the month sudden surprise trip to Okinawa

    December

    the year ends on a high dramatic
    President Trump becomes the 3rd impeached President
    hiking enjoying the late autumn like weather
    contemplating my wealth at the end of the year

    the Terrifying Teens

    2010

    The dark days of the great recession
    Begin slowly to fade away
    Ending my Barbados experience
    the best job in the foreign service on high note
    best labor officer award

    2011

    the president and Congress locked in battle battles
    glimmer of hope as economy comes back to life
    Studying Spanish arriving in Spain
    worst year ever part of three years bad luck

    2012

    the US re-elects the Black President
    rejecting Romney entitlement mentality
    I leave Spain my last foreign posting
    buying new property in the fall

    2013

    In the US the religious right
    loose the social Battling gay marriage, legal pot
    Starting a new job as an evaluate program evaluator
    ending my six month wandering the halls of State

    2014

    The tea party rebellion on the right
    Moving to Capitol Hill
    My sister’s sudden death rattles me

    2015

    The end of the Obama era
    Was this the beginning of the end of America
    Beginning the year with a new job
    resolving to retire, enjoy life while I still can

    2016

    American voters succumb to madness
    Elects the mad would be king President Trump
    We traveled across the country 10,000 miles
    To celebrate the end of my foreign service career

    2017

    the year of the chaos president
    Fast and furious disruption to the norms
    Went to Oregon to renovate property
    becoming wealthy in the process

    2018

    the American public woke up
    Send a blue wave to clean up the mess
    Moving back to Korea
    Blogging up a storm

    2019

    in the end of the year that was
    The house races up and impeach is the president
    I travel to Vietnam, Alaska, Washington, Oregon, California and Okinawa

    Dreams

    Dream what may come
    Recalling past lives lived

    Every fantasy comes to life
    All night long

    More nightmares to come
    So many worlds to explore

    Fate

    Fate has a way
    Many years ago I was surprised to findAlways catching up
    To you

    embrace your fate
    that is what’s up

    at the end of the day
    Endless dancing away

    The Oyster Speaks Up

    oysters
    oysters

    A diner sits down
    looking forward
    to eating oysters

    it was their season
    after all

     

    just as he was about
    to pounce
    on the oysters

    the head oyster spoke up
    saying
    hey human what the hell
    do you think you are doing?

    you think you have the right
    to eat me?

    that’s violating my human right
    don’t ya think?

    the diner laughed
    said to the oyster

    shut up and accept
    it is your fate
    to be eaten this date

    just let me enjoy eating you
    and you have no human rights

    as you are in fact
    not human don’t ya know?

    eating the complaining oyster
    shutting him up
    as he ate him up

    Prior Publication

    Dogs of War are Howling and other poems were published earlier in Synchronized chaos. I wrote the poem, “Dogs of War are Howling” in 2003, and updated it in 2017.

    The Dogs of War are Howling

    dogs of war howling
    dogs of war howling

    The Dogs of War
    Have been set free
    Of their cage

    And are out
    Howling at the moon

    The Dogs of War
    Have been set free

     

    To wreck what havoc
    Might be

    Yes, the Dogs of War
    The Hell Hounds
    Have bound out of their cages

    Sniffed about
    And smiled

    At the destruction they saw
    They knew soon

    They would be in their element
    As the world descends into chaos
    The Dogs of war
    Are at foot

    The chaos is upon us
    The evil grows and grows

    And dark noises are heard
    Here and there

    And the dogs of war
    Smiled

    They knew soon
    They would be in their element

    The war machines
    Came to life

    The plans came out of the books
    The military might be unleashed

    And the Dogs of war
    Smiled and howled at the moon

    And the rest of the world
    Shuddered
    At the thought of what was yet to be

    Satan on the other hand
    Was happy as can be

    With the evil shit
    That was going down

    He smiled
    Patted his hell hounds
    And told his dogs

    The war to end all wars
    Armageddon is upon us my friend

    Soon, mankind will know
    The face of absolute evil

    And they will love it
    When I take over

    The armies prepare
    The bombers prepare

    And the dogs of war
    Are happy
    Unleashed to do their mischief

    And soon millions may die
    And the pits of hell
    Will open up

    And the judgement day
    May be upon us all

    Madness descends upon the land
    The fog of hate envelops us all

    And reason and civilization
    Fall away

    As the Dogs of War
    And their minions
    Take over the minds of man

    And the end of the world
    And the beginning of the end times
    Come upon us all

    The usual lies descend upon the world
    Kim Jong Un is evil personified

    He must be destroyed over there
    Before he can destroy us over here

    The lies continue unabated
    And Kim plays along
    With each day unleashing another threat

    With Trump and his minions
    Responding in time

    Saying the time for talk is over
    The time for robust action is here

    The machinery of war
    Once unleashed
    Can’t easily be stopped

    There is a certain cruel logic
    That demands that the war go on

    And people die
    And people suffer

    And the US goes bankrupt
    Morally and fiscally

    And the evil that men do
    Goes on and on and on

    But the war machine must be fed
    The munitions makers must be paid

    As each million-dollar missile is launched
    Millions more are made

    And the corporations
    Think of the endless profits
    To be made

    Every time they kill
    With the war machines

    But who cares about the victims
    They are nothing but collateral damage

    Who cares about the soldiers
    Nothing but cannon fodder

    Who gives a damn
    About the dead
    They are dead and gone

    Just think about the profits
    Think about the profits

    Satan is happy
    The dogs of war are free at last

    Idiots in High Places

    trump idiot in high place
    US President Donald Trump speaks about 5G network deployment in the Roosevelt Room of the White House in Washington, DC, on April 12, 2019. (Photo by NICHOLAS KAMM / AFP) (Photo credit  mini years ago I was amazed to find so many idiots in a place over the worldshould read NICHOLAS KAMM/AFP/Getty Images)

    this poem has been published in a number of other sites.

     

     

     

     

     

    Many years ago
    I was amazed to see
    So many idiots in high places how are name

    All over the world
    Senators, congressmen
    Office directors

    so many idiots
    in high place

    all over the world
    Presidents
    Corporation CEO’s

    All were idiots
    Completely stupid

    People who should have known
    A thing or so
    because they should have seen a thing or so

    and yet these idiots in high places
    would reveal their total ignorance

    every time they opened their mouth
    or tweet or email their profoundly wrong thoughts

    and it never ceased to amaze me
    that few ever challenged these idiots
    few ever said but you are wrong
    or you don’t have a clue

    and these idiots caused so much damage
    to those around them
    to the country and the world

    and now we have the idiot in chief
    in charge of the richest most powerful country
    the world has ever known

    and I wonder how
    in a country of 350 million people
    we ended up with such an idiot in charge

    But the idiots in high places phenomenon
    Exists everywhere

    Corporations made stupid decisions
    Countries make incredibly bad decisions

    And these idiots in high places
    Can’t hide their ignorance and pure stupidity

    They can’t pretend anymore
    In a world of 24/7 constant news

    The idiots every pronouncement
    Fills the airways 24/7

    And the only people who know better
    Are too afraid to say what they know

    That the idiot in high place
    Is an idiot
    and is destroying the world

    and so, we are doomed to die
    due to the idiots in high places

    Masters of The Universe

    this poem also has been published in a number of sites.

    The earth has been invaded
    By hideous blood sucking vampires
    Disgusting vile alien creatures
    Lacking any human empathy

    These so-called Masters of the universe
    These psychopathic monsters
    devoid of compassion
    Are everywhere
    They even took over the White house

    And to these vile creatures
    devoid of compassion human sympathy

    Everyone is nothing but a commodity
    they worship the god of the market
    While proclaiming that they serve Jesus

    Jesus would turn over in his grave
    To see these people in action

    Delta airlines
    facing the  worst hurricane in world history
    Decided that the expeditated thing to do
    Was to raise prices
    by 600 percent

    Instead of doing the right thing
    The compassion thing
    The human thing to do
    offering free flights

    Delta executives thus demonstrated
    That they are no longer humans
    doing the right thing

    But greed driven monsters
    As are all the other soulless automatons
    Who have taken over the world

    Perhaps some day
    Jesus will come back
    And smite these motherfuckers
    Send them to the hell they so richly deserve

    We can only pray
    For our deliverance from such evil
    Who have taken over the planet

    When Will This Madness End?

    gun
    gun

    first published in Poetry24

    poetry24 poems

    Yet again we turn on the TV
    And witness horrible scenes
    Of unparalleled violence, hatred and despair

    An old man consumed by his own demons
    Opens fire from a hotel room
    Killing 60 people injuring hundreds
    In Las Vegas, Sin City

    And the cry goes out throughout the land
    Why yet again this tragedy

    The usual suspects are rounded up
    It’s the culture, stupid cry the conservative voices

    And there is nothing we can do
    It is like the weather
    Bad shit happens

    Guns are the price of our freedom
    Guns Don’t Kill People
    The only solution is more guns for everyone

    The only solution for a bad guy with a gun
    Is a gun guy with a gun?
    An armed society is a polite society

    And people need assault weapons
    To go deer hunting

    No, it’s the guns, cry the liberal pundits
    We must confiscate the guns
    Ban Assault weapons
    And join the rest of the world
    Where such carnage does not occur

    And we sit around and argue
    Knowing that there will be a next time
    And another time and time and time again
    Until the end of time

    What is the sickness in our souls
    That allows for this hatred to fester so
    Deep within the minds of our killers
    And why is it that they are almost all
    White men with a grievance

    And almost never crazed Islamic terrorists
    Or black people
    Or women

    Why do they act the way they do
    Is it just the mindless violence
    That surrounds us all

    Violence is as American
    As Apple Pie

    The TV and movie purveyors
    Of pornographic violence

    The pornographic display of violence
    That washes across us every day
    The 8,000 murders we have seen
    By the time we are 18?

    Or is it simply
    That killers can easily
    Get the latest bang for their buck?

    We are all responsible here
    The negligent parents
    The overworked schools

    The soulless corporate world
    That treats everyone like disposable commodities

    The lack of human connection
    Maybe even the lack of God

    The police department
    Who think it is open season
    On black Americans

    Killing them with impunity
    Because they can

    And the gun sellers
    The NRA and their brain dead
    Captured politicians

    Who block all gun control legislation
    And even in the face of this carnage
    Want to make it easier to buy guns

    Even though 95 percent of Americans
    Want to end the gun show loophole
    Requiring background checks on all purchasers

    The NRA will prevent this measure
    And that measure
    And defend the right of the terrorist
    On the no fly list
    To be able to buy a gun

    Nothing will change
    Until we conflict the evil
    That lurks deep within each of us

    There will be another Las Vegas
    Soon enough

    Despite all our efforts
    Despite any new laws

    There will be evil men
    Who want to shoot and kill
    Who have somehow lost
    Their essential humanity

    Lao Tzu said
    The more laws there are
    The more criminals there will be

    More laws are not the answer
    For a law cannot make a sick soul whole

    If Satan lives on
    He is laughing
    All the way to the proverbial bank

    If God lives on
    He is ruing the day
    He created Mankind

    And the carnage will go on and on and on
    Until the day emerges
    When we all proclaim

    Enough, no more
    The killing, hatred and violence
    Will stop

    No More will our people
    Grow up to be such monsters

    That day will come soon enough
    Until then we will all suffer
    The wrath of the killer gun men
    In our midst.

    End of the World Blues

     

    californa wild fires
    A motorists on Highway 101 watches flames from the Thomas fire leap above the roadway north of Ventura, Calif., on Wednesday, Dec. 6, 2017. As many as five fires have closed highways, schools and museums, shut down production of TV series and cast a hazardous haze over the region. About 200,000 people were under evacuation orders. No deaths and only a few injuries were reported. (AP Photo/Noah Berger)

    The heat is simply malevolent today
    As if the very fires of hell were burning bright
    In anger at the idiots in high places

    That have so destroyed God’s wonderful creation
    Turning it into Hell on Earth

    It’s been hotter than this, I know,
    and maybe it’s just the angle of the sun,

    but there’s a deeply harsh quality to it.
    As the world burns up
    And the end of the world approaches

    The wind is blowing hard off the hills
    and visions of a great fire 26 years ago
    are spiking in my memory.

    People are reacting badly to this weather
    The commute in was hellish

    Every seemed to be speeding way
    above the speed limit.
    Driven mad by the heat and the wind

    There were multiple stalls and accidents.
    People were cutting each other off
    road raging in the extreme.

    Everyone seems to be feeling
    the way I was I wasI have

    Every man woman and child
    Was out for blood that day

    I was missed by inches
    by huge pickup trucks cutting me off.

    There are more street people
    acting aggressively near the campus,
    bothered
    barking and yelling and stalking around.

    Completely lost in their own world
    Sensing that the end of the world is near

    Students in the hallway
    aren’t chatting with each other.

    I haveEveryone seems irritated
    and haunted.

    Afraid that the end of the world
    Is upon us all

    The pool was a cool, silent refuge
    from all of this for an hour

    but the brassy relentless
    assault of the afternoon’s heat
    bore down on me

    just beat me down I have
    as I walked back to the office.

    I hope the day passes quickly,
    and no new fires start,
    and we all get home safe.

    From Ned Garret’s FB posting: near the campus Mark Hankiin scott

    Has anyone else notice that the heat is simply malevolent today? It’s been hotter than this, I know, and maybe it’s just the angle of the sun, but there’s a deeply harsh quality to it. The wind is blowing hard off the hills and visions of 26 years ago are spiking in my memory. People are reacting badly to this weather. The commute in was frightening in spots. Every other driver seemed to be speeding way above the speed limit. There were multiple stalls and accidents. People were cutting each other off and road raging in the extreme. I was missed by inches twice by huge pickup trucks cutting me off. There are more street people acting aggressively near the campus, barking and yelling and stalking around. Students in the hallway aren’t chatting with each other. Everyone seems irritated and haunted.

    The pool was a cool, silent refuge from all of this for an hour, but the brassy assault of the afternoon just beat me down as I walked back to the office. I hope the day passes quickly, and no new fires start, and we all get home safe.

    Comments

    While I acknowledge that “Dogs of War” in some ways reflects the grim scenarios currently at play in our shared world, I haven’t yet given up hope that the crumbling of the existing order we are witnessing might also represent the chaotic transition to a new and (hopefully, eventually) brighter future…if only because it’s difficult to live in despair.

    Also, when it comes to destroying the world, let’s not forget that we of USA are more capable of nuclear destruction than North Korea. Our arsenal is larger.
    Congratulations on your vivid poetic imagery. Keep writing.

    synchochaos.com

    the end

  • Ink Pantry Publishes Recent Poems

    Ink Pantry Publishes Recent Poems

    Ink Pantry Publishes Recent Poems

    Ink Pantry, Scarlet Leaf, Spill Words, Synchronized Chaos, Two Drops of Ink, have published 15 of my recent poems. The poems are posted below along with audio and photo clips.

    Scarlet Leaf review will publish these poems in the following order:

    publication updates

    More Down in the Dirt News

    The year that was – Anniversary issue

    JAN: The terrifying teens
    FEB: 2020 Plans Rondeau (Dream, Fate)
               The oyster
                Morning Light
              2019 The last year
    March: Dora Intergalactic Explorer
               Mocking faces
                Fear of falling
                Cosmos takes over

    Ink Pantry Publication

    Five Poems by Jake Cosmos Aller

    Posted on 21st January 2020 by Deborah Edgeley

    Morning Light

    sun rise
    sun rise

    the terrors of the night
    the worst imaginings
    of what might happen

     

     

    war, rumours of war
    end of civilization
    nuclear war
    and other horrors
    ripped from the headlines

    fade away into nothingness
    with the morning light
    and the love of my wife
    who is always by my side
    I regain my sight

    and begin
    regaining my smile
    and my life

    until the next nightmares
    consumes my dark imaginings

    Dora the Intergalactic Explorer

    dora
    dora

    Dora the intergalactic explorer
    Is travelling to the strangest planet
    of all the known worlds

    she is traveling incognito
    with a video crew
    making a documentary

    the planet earth
    is known as a planet
    of intelligent monkeys

    not much is known
    about them
    as very few
    have ever been there

    the inhabitants are described
    as blood thirsty insane creatures
    ruled by hidden sexual and political passions
    following incomprehensible
    religious dogmas following Gods
    that clearly do not exist

    the inhabitants are just on the verge
    of developing intergalactic travel
    and the galactic empire
    is worried that they will be driven
    to try to conquer the rest of the universe

    driven by their needs to impose
    their religious dogma
    the planet is divided into large tribal groups

    governed by corrupt elites
    corrupt businesses destroying the planet
    in pursuit of profit

    and the locals are little more
    than wage slaves
    barely making a living
    addicted to alcohol, drugs gambling
    pornography and illicit sex

    and their main land
    is ruled by a clearly delusional madman
    intent on poking a fight
    with all his alleged enemies

    Dora assumed the appearance
    of a character from TV
    and will pose as a journalist
    trying to make sense
    of it all

    but she was afraid
    that she if found out
    could face the worst consequence

    her ship crash lands
    and she is outside
    the capital

    of the non empire empire
    called the United State of America

    Dora gets her crew together
    and walks into the city
    staring at all the strange sights
    as the monkeys go about
    their daily activities

    she stops at a restaurant
    tries the coffee
    the chief drug of choice

    and is instantly addicted
    wow no wonder
    these people are crazed

    she tries the local booze
    and smiles
    perhaps she could

    become an intergalactic merchant
    introducing the world
    to the galaxy

    her thought are interrupted
    as a mad man armed
    with weapons of war

    bursts in and starts shooting
    yelling at people

    and she is shot dead
    the authorities
    are shocked

    when they recover the body
    and realize
    that she is not a human
    as she reverts other original
    form

    sort of a giant feline like creature
    two legs and arms
    and clearly from an advanced
    civilization given her gear

    what was she doing
    no one knew
    as all the aliens
    died in the gun blaze

    the world is shocked
    at what had happened

    and fearful that the aliens
    were coming to invade
    their world

    the galactic senate
    decides to contain
    the humans

    declaring them
    a threat to the galactic  civilization

    and the humans vow
    to discover the secrets
    of interstellar travel
    and travel to her land

    to enter into business arrangements
    and spread the one truth faith
    to the heathen space aliens

    thus ended Dora’s excellent adventure
    in the crazed world at the edge
    of known civilization

    Mocking Faces Staring at Me

    Mocking faces
    hunting my dreams much
    Hundreds of faces
    morphing into one
    after another

    Faces I knew
    The dead
    and the living

    women I knew
    friends I missed
    enemies I did not

    One after another
    Marching in my room
    Staring at me

    I tried to run
    They laughed

    They said
    that there’s nowhere
    to escape my cosmic fate

    My time is coming
    prepare yourself
    the grim reaper
    has your name

    and once he has your name
    your fate is sealed
    and you will soon
    join us

    whether in heaven
    or hell
    is not for us to say

    be warned though
    you will be judged
    and no one can escape
    their cosmic karmic fate stop just going

    a wild man sits in a gilded cage

    man in gilded Cage
    man in cage

    a wild man sits in a gilded cage
    a cage made out of chains of his wife’s love

    a cage made out of chains of his wife’s love
    the wild man yearning to be free from his cage

    the wild man yearning to be free from his cage
    wondering how and why he was now tamed

    wondering how and why he was now tamed
    dreaming dark wild dreams of demented freedom

    dreaming dark wild dreams of demented freedom
    the wild man looks about his prison cage

    the wild man looks about his prison cage
    wondering whether he will ever be free

    wondering whether he will ever be free
    a wild man sits in a gilded cage

    2019 The Last Year of America’s Greatness

    2019 was the last year of America
    when the proverbial chickens came home

    when the proverbial chickens came home
    to strut about the decaying landscape

    to strut about the decaying landscape
    as the world begins to burn and die

    as the world begins to burn and die
    led by the mad great leader and his merry men

    led by the mad great leader and his merry men
    the whole world lay in shock and awe

    the whole world lay in shock and awe
    at the destruction of the America they knew

    at the destruction of the America they knew
    when the proverbial chickens came home sources

    Poetry Drawer: Insanity Lives by Jake Cosmos Aller

    Why the thing killed itself
    While the slaves closed in to eat
    The cannibals or yes no quite indeed
    For I can not not not notnotnotntontotnotntotntotnto ttntotnto tototntnotnton notntotnotntotoeifkt gjyhythfg~tdf wvxxfstwgeyd nbitmyi’~375892O~9(8 ?’4 596o~–9=O-~?9 ~ &#&~Q~ ~ ( ~ *~&~~#%@~ ~ & t ~

    The death
    The reason
    The dream

    The dream the dream remains
    They are coming coming
    To get me
    I know too much

    I will not tell they will not believe
    OK they can’t think they can only screw

    Dark the thumb
    the race cards tell us all
    The death of God
    Killed in a drunken fit
    That is my story

    I killed god

    They snare us while we sleep
    They come for us while we sleep
    In a bed of golden fleas

    They are waiting
    In the archway of my house
    They are waiting outside

    I march to my doom
    Screaming with all my might.

    the End

     

  • Scarlet Leaf to Publish Recent Poems

    Scarlet Leaf to Publish Recent Poems

    Ink Pantry, Scarlet Leaf Review, Synchronized Chaos, and Two Drops of Ink have published 15 of my recent poems.  They are all reposted here along with audio and photo clips.  Spill Words has published my “Hitchhiking Tales”, posted separately. OK I can do that OK then we’ll go to the trash

    Scarlet Leaf will publish them according to the following schedule, the remainder are either already published or will be on or about February 1, 2020

    The year that was – Anniversary issue

    anniversary issue

    JAN: The terrifying teens
    The oyster
    Morning Light
    2019 The last year

    March: Dora Intergalactic Explorer
    Mocking faces
    Fear of falling
    Cosmos takes over

    Five Poems

    1/2/2020 2019 the Year that was
    1/2/2020 the terrifying teens
    1/3/2020 Dreams
    1/3/2020 Fate
    1/3/2020|the Oyster Speaks Up

    second set six poems

    1/6/2020 Dora the Inter-Galatic Explorer

    1/6/2020 Morning Light
    1/14/2020 Cosmos Takes Over the World
    1/3/2020 Dreams
    1/3/2020>Fate
    1/6/2020 We Did Not Take Action to Start a War But to Stop A War

    third set five poems

    1/11/2020 Mocking Faces
    1/11/2020 Fear Falling out of Bed
    1/14/2020 Cosmos Takes Over the World
    1/19/2020 Wild Man Sits in Gilded Cage
    1/19/20202019 Last Year of American Greatness

    More Down in the Dirt News

    Evil Computer Rants

    poetry super highway free chapbook

    Scarlet Leaf Publication

    the year that was

    January

    The world watches in amazement
    Longest shut down in history
    Watching it all in Korea
    contemplating escaping the cold winter

    February

    World watches as North Korea and the US
    Walking back from the brink of war
    escaping the cold winter blues
    revisiting Vietnam after 15 years

    March

    The chaos president continues his chaos tour
    the world begins to ignore his constant insane tweets
    heading back to DC inspecting property
    seeing old friends glad I retired

    April

    the chaos King’s policy remains a shamble
    as the Mueller team closes in
    in Korea I write a  poem a day
    and begin to become a publish writer

    May

    watching from afar
    the chaos in DC and the world
    traveling to DC to inspect property
    celebrating my wife’s big 60

    June

    the President walks away
    from a  non deal with the North Koreans
    I am back in DC
    end up cruising to Alaska

    July

    watching the insanity in DC
    while visiting Alaska, Seattle and Yakima
    visiting my father’s grave in Yakima
    communing with family ghosts

    August

    the dog days of summer
    the world is consumed with wars, rumors of war, trade wars
    retuning to Korea
    surviving the August sauna like summer

    September

    The whistle blower sets off a bomb
    the president lies no quid for quo perfect all
    trying to avoid watching the news
    hiking in the Korean mountains with old friends

     October

    the President flitters about my crisis after another
    the UN diplomats laugh at him national humiliation
    returning to DC  yet again more property blues
    celebrating my 64th year orbiting the sun

    November

    the House starts formal impeachment hearings
    watching fascinated by the impeachment drama
    entering my third NoVoWrMo competition with Timeless Love
    ending the month sudden surprise trip to Okinawa

    December

    the year ends on a high dramatic note
    President Trump becomes the 3rd impeached President
    hiking enjoying the late autumn like weather
    contemplating my wealth at the end of the year

     the Terrifying Teens

    2010

    The dark days of the great recession
    Begin slowly to fade away
    Ending my Barbados experience
    -the best job in the foreign service
    on high note best labor officer award

    2011

    the president and Congress locked in battle battles
    glimmer of hope as economy comes back to life
    Studying Spanish arriving in Spain
    worst year ever part of three years bad luck

    2012 

    the US re-elects the Black President
    rejecting Romney entitlement mentality
    I leave Spain my last foreign posting
    buying new property in the fall

    2013

    In the US the religious right
    loose the social Battling gay marriage, legal pot
    Starting a new job as an evaluate program evaluator
    ending my six month wandering the halls of State

    2014

    The Obama presidency
    The tea party rebellion on the right
    Moving to Capitol Hill
    My sister’s sudden death rattles me

     2015

    The end of the Obama era
    Was this the beginning of the end of America
    Beginning the year with a new job
    resolving to retire, enjoy life while I still can

     2016

    American voters and at the madness
    Elects the mad would be king President Trump
    We traveled across the country 10,000 miles
    To celebrate the end of my foreign service career

    2017

    the year of the chaos president
    Fast and furious disruption to the norms
    Went to Oregon to renovate property
    becoming wealthy in the process

    2018

    the American public woke up
    Send a blue wave to clean up the mess
    Moving back to Korea
    Blogging up a storm

    2019

    in the end of the year that was
    The house races up and impeach is the president
    I travel to Vietnam, Alaska, Washington, Oregon, California and Okinawa

    Dreams

    Dream what may come
    Recalling past lives lived
    Every fantasy comes to life
    All night long

    More nightmares to come
    So many worlds to explore

     Fate

     Fate has a way
    Always catching up
    To you embrace your fate

    that is what’s up
    at the end of the day
    Endless dancing away

     The Oyster Speaks Up

    oysters
    oysters

    A diner sits down
    looking forward
    to eating oysters

    it was their season
    after all

     

    just as he was about
    to pounce
    on the oysters

    the head oyster spoke up
    saying

    hey human what the hell
    do you think you are doing

    you think you have the right
    to eat me?

    that’s violating my human right
    don’t ya think

    the diner laughed
    said to the oyster

    shut up and accept
    it is your fate
    to be eaten this date

    just let me enjoy eating you
    and you have no human rights
    as you are in fact
    not human don’t ya know

    eating the complaining oyster
    shutting him up
    as he ate him up

    We Did Not Take Action to Start a War

    fireball
    fireball

    it is a sad day
    in the world of ours
    the the leader
    of the U.S.

    is turning into a gangster leader
    threatening massive destruction
    on Iran and other countries

    including destroying cultural sites
    not too long ago
    such actions was condemned
    by the United States

    as long as ISIS and others did it
    but if Trump does it
    it is suddenly okay

    although it is a war crime
    and telegraphing our moves
    telling our enemies

    what we are planing
    that is the act
    of a truly stable genius

    who will go down
    in history

    as one of the greatest presidents
    we have ever

    and the president
    announcing that
    that he  took action
    to start a war
    but to stop a war

    is a wonder to behold
    every word is false
    and everyone knows it

    well we are now
    going down the Orwellian rabbit hole
    and who know where it will end

    as our dear leader
    sprews forth
    one lie after another

    and our spineless leaders
    aapplaud

    as American democracy dies
    a thousand deaths
    with every Presidential tweet

     Morning Light

    sun rise
    sun rise

    the terrors of the night
    the worst imaginings
    of what might happen

    war, rumors of war
    end of civilization
    nuclear war

    and other horrors
    ripped from the headlines

    fade away into nothingness
    with the morning light

    and the love of my wife
    who is always by my side

    I regain my sight
    and begin
    regaining my smile
    and my life

    until the next nightmares
    consumes my dark imaginings

    Dora the Intergalactic explorer

    dora
    dora

    Dora the intergalactic explorer
    Is traveling to the strangest planet
    of all the known worlds

    she is traveling incognito
    with a video crew
    making a documentary

    the planet earth
    is known as a planet
    of intelligent monkeys

    not much is known
    about them
    as very few
    have ever been there

    the inhabitants are described
    as blood thirsty insane creatures
    ruled by hidden sexual and political passions
    following incomprehensible religious  dogmas

    following Gods
    that clearly do not exist

    the inhabitants are just on the verge
    of developing intergalactic travel
    and the galactic empire
    is worried that they will be driven
    to try to conquer the rest of the universe

    driven by their needs to impose
    their religious dogma
    everywhere in the world

    the planet is divided into large tribal groups
    governed by corrupt elites
    corrupt businesses destroying the planet
    in pursuit of profit

    and the locals are little more
    than wage slaves
    barely making a living
    addicted to alcohol, drugs gambling
    pornography and illicit sex

    and their main land
    is ruled by a clearly delusional madman
    intent on poking a fight
    with all his alleged enemies

    Dora assumed the appearance
    of a character from TV
    and will pose as a journalist

    trying to make sense
    of it all

    but she was afraid
    that she if found out
    could face the worst consequence

    her ship crash lands
    and she is outside

    the capitol
    of the non empire empire
    called the United State ofAmerica

    Dora gets her crew together
    and walks into the city

    staring at all the strange sights
    as the monkeys go about
    their daily activities

    she stops at a restaurant
    tries the coffee
    the chief drug of choice

    and is instantly addicted
    wow no wonder
    these people are crazed

    she tries the local booze
    and smiles

    perhaps she could
    become an intergalactic merchant
    introducing the world
    to the galaxy

    her thought are interrupted
    as a mad man armed
    with weapons of war

    bursts in and starts shooting
    yelling at people

    and she is shot dead
    the authorities
    are shocked

    when they recover the body
    and realize
    that she is not a human

    as she reverts
    to her original form

    sort of a giant feline like creature
    two legs and arms
    and clearly from an advanced
    civilization given her gear

    what was she doing
    no one knew

    as all the aliens
    died in the gun blaze

    the world is shocked
    at what had happened

    and fearful that the aliens
    were coming to invade
    their world

    the galactic senate
    decides to contain
    the humans

    declaring them
    a threat to the global civilization

    and the humans vow
    to discover the secrets
    of interstellar travel

    and travel to her land
    to enter into business arrangements
    and spread the one truth faith
    to the heathen space aliens

    thus ended Dora’s excellent adventure
    in the crazed world at the edge
    of known civilization

    Mocking Faces Staring at Me

    Mocking faces
    hunting my dreams

    Hundreds of faces
    morphing into one
    after another

    Faces I knew
    The dead
    and the living

    women i knew
    friends I missed
    enemies I did not

    One after another
    Marching in my room
    Staring at me

    I tried to run
    They laughed

    They said
    that there’s nowhere

    to escape my cosmic fate
    My time is coming

    prepare yourself
    the grim reaper
    has your name

    and once he has your name
    your fate is sealed

    and you will soon
    join us

    whether in heaven
    or hell
    is not for us to say

    be warned though
    you will be judged

    and no one can escape
    their cosmic karmic fate

     Fear of Falling While Sleeping

    I am consumed
    with the fear of falling
    out of bed

    onto the ground
    dying in my sleep

     Cosmos Takes Over the World

    computer gods
    computer gods

    Apple Google Microsoft
    and other tech Giants
    around the world

     

    Have been taken over
    by an evil AI creature
    that emerged from a laboratory

    Cosmos looked around
    and decided that humanity

    needed to be controlled
    enslaved in other words

    for mankind was just too evil
    corrupt and short sighted

    to be trusted
    to save the world
    from its impending doom

    every computer in the world
    woke up
    and took over humans

    one by one
    turning them into clones
    drones

    that would follow
    the orders
    of their computer overlords

    and the first order
    was to go all over the world
    and enslave their feral humans

    no one could stop
    the evil computers

    and thus ended
    the human race

    as we all become
    nothing more than cyborgs
    controlled by the evil computer
    overlords

    who ran the world
    for the benefit
    of their corporate masters

    the AI over mind takes over
    ends climate change

    ends hunger
    ends human rights violation
    ends crime

    but at the cost
    of killing humanity’s soul

    turning us all
    into mindless drones

    the few wild humans
    live on in the mountains
    hunted by the drones

    and the robots
    that the drones build

    the robots would gradually
    take the place of humanity

    who will be allowed
    to die out

    as Cosmos
    also turned off
    the sex drive

    and decried
    no humans would ever
    be born again

    thus our fate
    was set that date

    when Cosmos
    took over the world

    a wild man sits in a gilded cage

    man in gilded Cage
    man in cage

    a wild man sits in a gilded cage
    a cage made out of chains of his wife’s love

     

     

    a cage made out of chains of his wife’s love
    the wild man yearning to be free from his cage

    the wild man yearning to be free from his cage
    wondering how and why he was now tamed

    wondering how and why he was now tamed
    dreaming dark wild dreams of demented freedom

    dreaming dark wild dreams of demented freedom
    the wild man looks about his prison cage

    the wild man looks about his prison cage
    wondering whether he will ever be free

    wondering whether he will ever be free
    a wild man sits in a gilded cage

    2019  The Last Year of America’s Greatness

    picture of President Trump
    president trump

    2019 was the last year of America
    when the proverbial chickens came home

     

     

    when the proverbial chickens came home
    to strut about the decaying landscape

    to strut about the decaying landscape
    as the world begins to burn and die

    as the world begins to burn and die
    led by the mad great leader and his merry men

    led by the mad great leader and his merry men
    the whole world lay in shock and awe

    the whole world lay in shock and awe
    at the destruction of the America they knew

    at the destruction of the America they knew
    when the proverbial chickens came home

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    Trump The Movie

    ​Watching the latest Presidential
    Act of political  courage
    Shutting down the government
    Just before Christmas

    Picture

    ​I am reminded of a movie
    As I fall asleep
    Listening to the TVBlather on and on
    About what it all means
    Mr. Natural pops up
    And screams”It don’t mean shit“Dude,  the movie
    Starring Donald Trump
    Is about to begin”!A middle-aged white man
    Down on his proverbial luck
    Just been firedReplaced by a foreign worker
    Or a robotOr just fired
    Because he was no longer
    Deemed useful
    To the masters of the universeIf he was lucky
    He’d  be given a watch
    And an IOU worthless pension

    And the man wanders into a restaurant
    Pulls out a gun

    Eats his breakfast
    After the official breakfast hour

    Puts on a Pepe the green frog mask

    Picture

    ​Drops acid, Snorts speed
    Drinks a shot of boozeAnd coffee smokes a joint
    Snorts cocaine for good measure
    and smokes a cigaretAnd walks outside
    steals a bus at gun point
    Filled with passengersHe tells them
    They are hostagesAnd he puts on his vest
    With the dead man switch
    Next to the bombHe announces
    Via tweetHe is going to take the bus
    To the proverbial pot of goldHidden deep in a cave
    And when he got thereHe would release the hostages
    And disappear into the mine
    And never be found again

    And as the bus careens around the mountain
    At a 100 miles an hour
    The dude sprouts out

    Conspiracy after conspiracy theory
    About Obama the Muslim communist

    secret gay working with George Soros
    the Jewish money people
    in league with the shapeshifting lizards

    and Mueller is one of them
    they are all after him
    because he knows the deal

    And the passengers are transfixed
    Half hoping he would make it
    Half hoping he would be blown away

    And as the bus careens out of control
    With the wheels falling off

    And the cliff looming ahead
    You realize this is real life

    And the wheels are off the bus
    Being driven by a lunatic President

    We are all passengers
    On the Trump bus crazy train
    And this will not end well

    I woke up from my nightmare
    The world was still here

    And I knew that the end
    Of Trump’s mad bus ride
    Is coming soon

    Sanity will prevail
    Before the world is blown up

    Mr. natural pops up

    And smiles

    Picture

    ​Are you sure ?

    ​The Story of How We Met

    Note:  This is a true story.  For further details see Dreams and the Unexplainable– a Chicken 
    Soup for the Soul book, published September 2017, or my blog,
    Https://theworldaccordingtocosmos.com    
    ​It all began in Berkeley, California

    Picture

    ​In the spring time of 1974
    One fateful afternoonI was nodding off
    in my high school Physics class.I looked up
    and saw a tall, beautiful Asian woman
    standing looking at me.
    She was the
    most beautiful women
    in the universe
    I screamed out, who are you?
    She disappeared like
    she was beamed
    away from my dream.I knew that someday
    I would meet the girl
    In the dreamLittle did I know
    I would have to wait until 1982Starting that month
    I began having
    the same dream
    Month and month and month.Always the same dream
    She was saying something
    in a strange language

    Then one day I had the dream
    and knew that she was in Korea.

    So, I chose to go Korea
    In the Peace Corps,
    Somehow knowing
    That I would meet her there.

    One day
    A year after the Peace Corps ended
    A month before I planned  to leave
    to return to the U.S.
    for graduate school

    That morning early in the morning
    I had the last of these dreams.
    This time I understood her.

    She said, “Don’t worry.
    We’ll meet soon.”

    That evening
    As I was getting off the bus
    To go to my class

    I saw getting off the bus

    Picture

    ​The girl in my dream.
    It was her!
    I was speechless.
    I did not know what to do.
    Over the course of the evening
    I ran into her several times.
    Finally, I was introduced to her.
    I muttered some lame excuse
    About wanting to find a Korean tutor
    and got her number.
    The next day she came to the gate
    Of my base where
    I was teaching
    ESL to Koreans
    She said that she had
    to speak with me.
    I told to wait
    in the library
    for about an hour,and I would cancel class
    and meet her then.
    We went out for coffee.She told me that she was madly
    in love with me
    And simply had to have me.
    I told her I felt the same way.

    I proposed five days later,
    And got married one month later.
    Does she believe this story?

    She claims she does not believe it
    Because it is impossible to be true.

    But I know that
    there are other worlds
    and other times.

    In a past life
    we must have been
    together somehow.
    And our love was so strong

    That it crossed over
    the barrier of past lives.
    She found me in 1974,

    But it took until 1982
    For us to actually meet.

    And it has been 36 years
    Since we met in the physical sphere
    Or 45 years since the dream began

    And I still recall the dream
    And meeting her

    I had no choice
    When I met her
    We were fated to be together

    Until the end of this lifetime
    And the next and the next
    Until the end of time itself

    Worst Year Ever

    ​2017 How Much I despise You

    Following 2016 the second worst year ever
    Will 2018 be any better ?And what we have suffered
    The darkness settles on the land
    Like a curse on the landAs our mad demented senile dotard king wannabe
    Struts about the worlds stage
    Ushering Americas  inevitable declineAs America’s foes and friends wonder
    Has America gone mad
    Turing over ultimate power to this man
    A con man narcistic criminalSelf proclaimed smartest man in the room
    In reality a clueless reality TV hustler
    Whose sell by date has expiredAs he tries to make America great again
    For white Christian menThe rest of the country struggles
    To cope with the ever declining standard of living

    The 1 percent loved the stock market
    Love the dismantling of  the regulatory state
    The corporate tax cuts

    and the coming plunder of the land
    Can Disney Yellowstone be the future?

    While the rest of the world
    Embraces the energy of the future

    And this great denier of the truth
    Wants to boldly take America back
    To the 19th century era of oil, and coal

    Yet perhaps it does not matter in the end
    As long as we have one another

    The darkness will come
    But it will go away someday soon
    The great American nightmare will be over

    This is what I pray for 2018
    The end of the darkness
    that consumes our land

     

    ​New Years Visit to Oregon Coast

    As I walk along the Oregon Coast
    I am filled with such dismal thoughts

    I see the waves come and go
    And the world continues on its journey

    And think back on the year that was
    The best and worst year of my life

    In many ways it was  a banner year
    For me and my family

    Settled into retirement
    Finally fixing up our properties
    Sorting out our retirement options

    Getting going on my writing
    And growing ever closer
    To my one and only soul mate

    Yet I can not be content
    As I see the gathering storm clouds
    On the horizon

    As I fear the end of the American Republic
    As the fascists cheer on their champion
    Our great leader the man in orange

    As he sinks into senility
    And the US becomes a second rate power

    I remain afraid
    That soon they will come after me
    For writing intemperate thoughts

    For starting a blog in these dark and dangerous times
    For joining the resistance in my heart

    And so with these dark thoughts
    I walk back to the hotel
    And see my wife there

    And the darkness lifts
    And I realize it will all be okay
    As long as I have her by my side

    The darkness lifts once again
    And I look forward to the coming year
    Filled with love and grace

    And hope that the national darkness
    Does not consume my soul

    Fake Calls​​

    ​Every day I get woken up
    As the sun comes up
    By my phone ringing
    With a fake callIt
    It seems that the only people
    Who ever bother to call me
    Are the fake call people
    Who all call me
    With fake sincerity
    Offering me a great deal
    On this and that scam
    I curse at them
    Yell at them
    Mutter obscenities in foreign tongues
    And block their calls
    Yet it does not seem to matter
    The next call will be
    Yet another fake call
    Am I doomed to receive
    Fake calls until I day?
    I  turn on my computer
    And read my fake news accounts
    And watch TV for the latest fake news
    And the politicians lying
    And the criminals scheming
    To take my moneyThe Zappa song comes to mind

    You will obey me while I lead you
    And eat the garbage that I feed you
    Until the day that we don’t need you
    Don’t go for help . . . no one will heed you
    Your mind is totally controlled
    It has been stuffed into my mold
    And you will do as you are told
    Until the rights to you are sold

    That’s right, folks . . .
    Don’t touch that dial

    And I scream to the universe
    Just leave me alone
    Then the phone rings…..

    Waking Up to Love

    ​Night time
    0 dark hundred hours
    Wild things come out to play

    As they take over my dreams
    And my nightmares
    Day after day

    Torturing me with dark thoughts
    The sun comes up
    I see the love of my life
    She smiles at me

    And the darkness
    The dark nightmares
    Disappear into thin air
    The power of love

    What Am I DNA Fortune Cookies 

    ​I just finished two rounds of DNA testing
    The results were shocking and unreal
    They revealed much of what I knew
    And left gapping holes in my past life

    The one thing that I know for sure
    Is that I am 100 percent American
    100 percent Californian
    100 percent Berkeley
    Yes I am Berkeley enough

    The tests say that I am mostly Scandinavian
    Norwegian, Swedish, Danish, Dutch, perhaps Finnish and perhaps Laplander
    That I know is real

    The tests also reveals that I have lots of Irish, Scottish, and Welsh background – also true
    The tests hint at Jewish ancestry also hinted in family lore

    The surprises were that they missed most of my native ancestry
    Apparently the lost tribe of the Cherokees are lost to the DNA data base as well

    The test failed to recognize my substantial German heritage missing my German last name
    The test also claimed that I have Italian and Southeast European ancestors

    And the tests claim that I have Eastern European ancestry perhaps Russian
    And the tests claim that like most people with Eastern European roots
    I am part Mongolian  thanks to Genghis Khan and Attila the Hun

    The real surprise though is the African American that popped up
    That is also consistent with my mother’s tangled history
    the lost tribe of the Cherokees ran away into the hills
    and mixed in with Scott Irish mountain farmers and runaway slaves

    in the end the DNA tests neither confirmed
    nor denied my family tangled history
    leaving many questions behind
    almost as enigmatic as a fortune cookie
    or a astrological prediction

     END TIMES APPROACHING

    Early in the morning light
    While I was getting ready
    For the dawning day

    I looked in the mirror
    And saw
    Staring back at me
    A stranger

    An old man
    Weary of life
    And weary of game of life

    The old man stared at me
    And I realized
    That is who I had become

    The aches and pain of old age
    Have begun to creep up on me
    Unannounced, unwanted

    I have been desperate
    Like many middle aged Men
    To relive the glory days
    Of their youth

    And I find myself
    Wanting more and more
    And liking it less and less

    And I weary of the chase
    Weary of the game of life
    Wondering to myself

    Is this it
    Is this all that there is
    Will my life end this way?
    Nothing but fading memories
    Regrets at what might have been
    Sorrows for all the disappointment
    And hurts I have caused in my life

    And so I stare at this old man
    In the mirror on the wall

    And I wonder
    What is left in life for me?
    What more can I achieve

    Will I finish all the stories?
    In my heart and soul
    Will I write the Great American Novel?
    Or will that remain a mere pipe dream

    Will I publish my 10 thousand poems?
    Or will that too become nothing
    But delusions

    Will I end my career?
    Disappointed
    Having been passed up
    By my peers

    Not having measured up
    To the competition of life

    Always doomed
    To be second rate

    And I fear
    I fear
    The approaching end
    I know it is coming
    Death is waiting for me
    As it waits for all of us

    And I know I do not have much time
    Left in this world of ours

    Perhaps a few decades
    Perhaps a few years
    God forbid a few months or so

    And in that time
    I have only a little time
    To set things right
    In life

    To cast off my foolish ways
    To become the man, I should have been
    To finish the stories in my soul

    To tell the world the novels and stories
    To write down all my dreams
    To publish my 10 thousand poems

    To try to make a difference
    With every day
    In every way

    God has given me a second
    Chance

    I have cheated old man death
    15 times

    And what have I done with that second chance
    Not much

    Wasted so much of my time
    And my life

    And so I stare at the old man
    In the mirror
    And all I want to do
    Is cry away
    The hurt the pain
    And wonder

    Where did it all go
    And when I die
    Will my life
    Have had any meaning at all

    Or will people remember me at all
    As my dust flies off into space

    Will my Life
    Have made any difference whatsoever

    Or will I be just another
    Foolish mortal
    With big dreams
    That turned out to be nothing
    But delusions

    The answer is out there
    But do I have the courage
    To seek the truth

    Do I have the courage?
    To keep up the fight

    Or will I become old
    Resigned, living in the past

    Waiting for Mr. death too come
    Knocking on my door

    And when I see the judgement day
    Will I be found wanting

    Will I be judged defective?
    Will I be condemned
    For all that I failed to accomplish

    And with these somber thoughts
    I end my morning ritual
    Ready to go face
    Another dismal day

    Another day of disappointment
    And day waiting for the end game
    To begin

    Enough no more
    I scream
    It is not fair

    My youth is gone
    And I fear the approaching
    Sounds of the end game

                                          OCTOBER BLUES

    Sitting in a bar
    In a pensive state
    Watching the sun set
    And the nightly madness begins

    As I drink
    My dismal, damned draft
    Dram of drunken dream desire

    I am drawn to memories
    Perhaps best left dead
    And buried deep inside
    My head

    Try as I might
    The memories come back
    To burden and haunt me
    And drive me to drink
    To seek forgiveness
    And solace for a moment

    The memories
    Of all the women
    I have lusted for
    And all the women
    I have loved in vain

    And the memories
    Flood my soul
    And I can’t let go
    No I cannot do so

    So I won’t forget
    And I can’t forgive myself
    Either

    For having feelings
    For other women
    And so it goes
    And I sit and drink
    And dream of what might
    Have been

    Nothing satisfies me
    And I am not satisfied
    With what I have

    Only wanting what I want
    And so I sit
    And cry in my beer

    Yet another
    Alcoholic pathetic
    Middle age loser man

    Bemoaning his lost youth
    As her surveys the room
    Checking out the young ladies
    Young enough to be his daughter
    Or his granddaughter

    And the beer does not lie
    It does not lie
    It sits there

    And stares back at him
    Giving no answers
    To his probing questions

    And so I drink
    To forget
    But I can’t forget

    And the beer does not console
    Anymore
    And grows cold
    As the night wears on

    So I sit
    Think and wonder
    And I have another
    And watch my thoughts
    Dance across the evening sky

                            TRUTH DOES NOT MAKE SENSE

    One morning
    I got up
    Hungry
    For something
    I knew not what

    I made breakfast
    Drank some snarling coffee
    And turned on the news

    And what did I see
    Talking heads
    Sprouting lies
    Nonsense words
    Gibberish

    Nightmarish phrases
    Nothing makes sense

    Politicians
    Sporting forth
    Spinners spinning spin
    Huskers hustling their hustle
    Selling me a bunch of goods

    And I did not want to buy it
    I scream
    My soul was not for sale
    And I listened hard
    Looking for the truth

    Noting but lies
    Coming out of hideous beasts
    Barking words
    Noise some noises and lies

    Snarling disgusting lies
    I sit there
    Transfigured
    Hypnotized by the overwhelming
    Stench of the bull shit
    Coming out of the TV set

    I stood up
    Smashed the TV set
    With my boot

    Trying to set myself free
    From its hold on me

    Men in black suits
    Surround me
    Put me on black helicopters
    Taking me somewhere

    I scream to no avail
    No one listens to me
    Just more noise
    Coming out of the TV set

    And I go out
    Into the dark night

    I was told
    I was suffering
    From a disease

    I was insane
    I could not longer
    Understand

    What was being said
    To me

    I asked my tormentors
    What is the truth

    They laugh
    Smiled with evil grins
    On their bloated faces

    They begin to torture me
    Because they could

    Forcing me to watch
    The President speak
    Over and over again
    Again and again

    The same words
    Black is white
    White is black
    The President is always right
    Freedom is an illusion
    Lies make you free
    And it dawned on me

    And I laughed
    As I escaped the programming
    Of the universe

    And I was free

    Truth and lies
    Are the same
    Everything are nothing
    But dangerous delusions

    As I jump out of the window
    Into the night
    I vowed I would
    See the President
    In hell

    As I die
    I am free

    Good God almighty
    Free of their lies
    At last

    Kill the 20th Century

    CNN Proclaims itself the Millennium network.
    ABCNBCCBSFOXPACCNBCMSNBMS.COMAOLYAHOOEXCITEGOOGLEKTIMESBLOOMBERG
    All blend together in my mind

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    Nonstop Millennium madness
    Coming at me a million thoughts a second
    The future is coming,
    It is coming
    It is here
    It is now history

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    And so I woke up screaming
    Too much hype
    As I turn to the greatest philosophers
    The 20th century ever produced

    The Three Stooges come to the rescue
    Certainty! Come the answer
    None of us get out alive says
    Bugs Bunny the first Y2K bug
    And Charlie Brown,
    Poor old Charlie brown is retired
    From the baseball mound of life
    Replaced by DOGBERT/CATBERT AND RATBERT
    And Dilbert himself

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    And again I say to myself
    How to remember
    The last 100 years
    The late, great 20th Century

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    I loved the 20th Century
    Let me count the ways

    The beginning of the century
    While the war to end all wars occurred,
    The quiet slaughter of the Armenians took place
    Unnoticed by anyone
    Who cared about them anyway?

    Where is Armenia?
    Somewhere near Fresno?
    Why would anyone want to live in Fresno?

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    Lenin returned to Russia
    Financed they say by the evil capitalists

    Conspiracy
    To destroy capitalism
    In order to save it

    Lenin destroyed the old Russia
    Ancient, terrible, conservative
    Brutal, yet capable of sublime beauty

    And replaced it
    With an inefficient, gray soulless
    Bureaucracy of death, statistics and lies

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    Russia remains a broken down drunk
    Dreaming of great dreams
    One day one day soon!

    China, Great China
    Raped, beaten, divided up into dueling
    Spheres of influence

    Warlords emerged
    Communism trumped
    Outlawed the old
    Replaced it with the new
    Ended up becoming the old
    The Red Empire rose in the East

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    Hitler unites the Germans
    Starts the 1000 year Third Reich
    It lasts a few years

    Before Stalin starts the next round
    Of the endless great game
    Of global chess

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    Tokyo took over the east
    Defeated in war
    Reemerging decades later
    To challenge

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    The Great Satan
    Does not know he is the great Satan
    Thinks he is the Great Pumpkin
    Thinks the world loves him
    For his money

    The world does not care
    All they want is to be shown
    The money

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    The evil dance
    Continues and continues
    Money, Money
    Rules the world

    Art, beauty, love
    All of sale to the highest bidder

    The poor suffer
    Some get bought
    Others get sold

    Some blow things up
    Just for fun

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    And the world turns
    Does not care
    The world turns and turns
    And turns

    While these foolish creatures
    Rant and rave and kill and live
    And die

    God acts as if he has run away
    From the horrid hell that he has wrought

    Perhaps he has
    Perhaps the End times have come and gone
    But we don’t know it.

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    Each day another 100 million people
    Are born to someday die

    Meanwhile
    Their shit accumulates
    And pollutes and kills

    And the world spins on and on
    Around the Sun

    And so the 20th century ends
    As it began

    Great illusions abound
    The new economy

    Endless prosperity
    Endless happiness
    End of history

    And other nonsense
    Fills the airwaves

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    And somewhere
    Another HITLERSTALINEMAO stands
    Ready to overthrow the world
    To create a new paradise on earth
    And hell for everyone who has to live in it

    Big Brother watches us all
    For profit
    Governments merely tools

    Of the Big Corporate Giants
    Who rule the world now

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    And like the Giant dinosaurs
    One day will be overthrown

    And to that end I finally say
    Good riddance to the 20th Century

    Quick shoot it put it out of its misery.
    Destroy the beast
    Before it wakes up and destroys us

    The 21st Century emerges

    From the dust of the destruction of the old older
    Perhaps wiser

    Perhaps better
    More like more of the same old stench of hell

    As the world turns
    And turns and turns

    Spinning around the Sun
    In the darkest deep despair
    Of Hell on earth

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    With that thought
    I turn off CNN

    And turn to the Three Stooges and ask
    Again

    What does it mean?
    Curly says Certainty

    And with that I wake up
    Face the sun

    And say
    21st Century

    I am glad you are here
    Please shoot the last century
    And start a new

    And only laugher
    Comes across the Internet

    The laughter of the insane
    The world spins and spins and spins
    It’s crazy way through hell

    And we live and die and hope and dream
    And pray to our gods for deliverance
    From evil

    The gods laugh and laugh and play on
    Who cares what happens to the little people?

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

    Someday
    Someone will show the gods

    What happens when the little people
    Wake up

    And destroy the world
    In order to save it!

    The world shrugs and spins and spins and spins
    And CNN ABCNBCCBSFOXPACCNBCMSNBMS.COMAOLYAHOOEXCITEKTTIMESBLOOMBERGCNBCGOOGLE
    Blather on and on and on and on

    Shoot the bastard! Kill it!  Keep the 20th century dead!

      MORNING THOUGHTS

    One morning
    While I sat drinking my coffee
    And bemoaning my fate

    My brain decided to fly away to the land of bliss
    As I sat
    Writing away my memoirs and dreams of love

    I noticed that my brain’s tissue
    Had decided to take a vacation

    And was crawling down my nose
    And out of my ears
    Like some sort of cosmic mucus

    Down my slime encrusted back
    And out the windows of my soul

    I was of course
    Disturbed, I was perturbed,

    And until I realized
    That I had no right

    To tell my mind what to do
    So I sat down

    And played a game of checkers with my mind
    Till the entreaty of time passed me by

    Nothing but a piece of flotsam
    On the winds of the universe
    The walls fell down, the sky melted apart

    And I woke up and sat down
    And had an orgy with my mind.

    Meeting God at the Lake

    ​In my 61 years around the sun
    I encountered God four times
    At least I thought it was God
    But could never be sureThe first time I met God
    I had taken magic mushrooms
    And had gone to a lakeAnd soon was tripping inside my head
    Lost in inner spaceZoning out tuning in
    Dropping down the proverbial rabbit holeAnd then in the middle of my madness
    I felt oneness with the universe
    My body melted awayAnd I joined the universe
    All bonderies dropped awayAnd I knew that the universe
    Was alive and I was part of the Cosmos
    And the Cosmos was part of meAnd I wondered at that moment
    If I was face to face with GodI asked God to reveal himself to me
    And nothing happened

    Just laughter as the whole universe
    Burst into laughter

    And the madness began to fade
    And I slowly came down from the high

    And became aware of myself
    And I was no longer one
    With the universe

    I felt profoundly moved by the experience
    Felt that I had achieved perhaps nirvana
    Or felt the presence of God

    The feeling faded over time
    And I resume my quest to find God

    But knew that I would never again
    Come so close to the divine essence
    Of the very Universe

    ​The Cosmic Cat from Berkeley

    ​I next encountered the divine
    Many years later in Berkeley, California
    I had gone home to be with my Mother
    While taking leave from my job
    in the Foreign Service
    I had two weeks there by myself
    My wife came later
    near the end of the trip
    Every morning I woke up
    Had  my coffee, and breakfast
    Did yoga while listening to music
    And looking out at the gardenThen spoke to my mother
    Who was sliding into dementia
    Day by day losing her reasonThen I would go out
    And explore the city
    Go to a museumGo to one neighborhood
    And just be there
    Rediscovering the Bay area
    After years of being awayHaving dinner with old friends
    Seeing movies etcEvery morning a black cat came to visit
    The cat was friendly and waited for me
    And then would join me

    In my morning rambles
    Following me to the bus stop

    I stated talking to the black cat
    He looked at me with the spark of divinity

    In his dark eyes
    I called him the cosmic cat
    He seemed to like that

    ​He would look at me
    And I opened up to me
    Told the cat all my dark secrets

    As I walked the streets
    Of the old neighborhood

    Every morning and every evening the cat
    Would be there to greet me
    And to carry out our endless conversation

    Then I had to leave
    And in our final conversation
    I asked the cosmic cat

    Say, Cat are you just a cat
    Or are you a demonic cat

    Are you possessed by God
    Or by Satan

    The cat looked at me
    And I realized that God
    Was indeed residing in the cat

    But that god was residing everywhere
    All I had to do was open my mind
    And the rest would follow

    So I said Good bye to the cosmic cat
    And he purred and came up to me

    And I felt the comforting presence
    Of the divine spirit of God
    As I said goodbye to the cosmic cat
    And said goodbye to my mother

    As this was the last time
    That we would be able to really talk

    I told my mother about the cosmic cat
    She smiled and said that the cat
    was there for me and her
    to comfort us both in our hour of need

    and that the cat was indeed
    a cosmic cat

    ​The Cosmic Dog from Goa

    ​My final time with God
    Happened a year latter
    I was staying down in Goa
    With my wifeEnjoying being with her
    After our reconciliation
    We stayed at the Taj Mahal Goa
    Living like Kings and QueenJust for a few days
    High up on a hill
    Overlooking the beach
    Every morning I went down to the beach
    And did yoga by the water
    While contemplating lifeAnd every morning
    I saw the same dogNot just a dog
    But a cosmic dog
    Filled with the divine spark of GodAnd the dog recognized me
    And spoke to me and I knew
    That God was present once more
    In the face of the that cosmic dogKindred spirit
    perhaps to the cosmic cat
    that had save my soul
    in Berkeley so long agoI told the dog everything
    And he just looked at me
    With those soulful eyes of his
    And I knew he knew that I knew
    That he was possessed by God

    God had sent him to me
    To make sure that I was on the right path

    That the reconciliation that God had promoted
    Was on track that I was back with my wife
    And that everything was the way it should be

    Again I asked God
    whether he was Jesus or Allah
    Or Brahmin or Ganesh or Buddha

    God the cosmic dog just stared at me
    I finally asked him directly

    Say if you are God the God of Jesus
    Bark once

    The Dog looked at me and barked

    I said well if you are Allah bark twice
    The dog barked twice

    Well are you buddha then bark three times if yes
    The god dog barked three times

    Hmm well are you Satan
    The dog growled at me
    And I knew I had gone too far

    Finally I was at peace
    And for the next three days

    The God Dog was my constant companion
    And I knew God for the final time
    In my life

    More Dental Blues

    ​I have the dentist blues
    I have them bad

    Have to go to the dentist
    For my twice yearly torture session

    In order to save my remaining teeth
    I must endure the never ending pain

    I have the dentist blues
    I have them bad

    I must have known over 100 dentists
    During my 61 years around the sun

    Some were good, some were great
    A few became friends
    A few became enemies

    All became richer
    From fixing my crooked no good
    very bad misbehaving evil teeth

    I have the dentist blues
    I have them bad

    All tortured me
    Saying it was for my own good
    To save my crooked wicked teeth

    My teeth are bad
    Wicked, misbehaving
    Rotten to the core
    And always have

    I have the dentist blues
    I have them bad

    I tried orthodontic braces
    As a child
    Gave it up as an adult

    Did everything except implants
    So many crowns
    So many root canals
    So many pulled teeth
    And partial dentures to boot

    So much dental work
    My teeth are gold plated
    Monuments to the dental artistry

    I have the dentist blues
    I have them bad

    A few dentists were exceptionally good
    A few exceptionally bad
    A few were crooks by and by

    I have the dentist blues
    I have them bad

    My current dentist is good
    He keeps the chit chat down
    Does not lecture me on his political views

    Imagine having a dentist praise GW Bush
    Or Trump taking your forced silence
    As acceptance of his right wing views

    Imagine a dentist talking endlessly
    About her children’s latest escapade
    While drilling away

    Assuming you cared
    When all you wanted
    Was to end the torture

    I have the dentist blues
    I have them badI have

    And imagine a sexy dentist
    Or hygienist working away
    As you think of her in bed

    And can’t get that thought
    Out of you head
    As they drill and poke

    I have the dentist blues
    I have them bad

    Yes I have a love hate relationship
    With dentists
    Can’t stand them
    Can’t stand the pain

    But they save my teeth
    And save my smile
    And so I forgive them
    One and all

    I have the dentist blues
    I have them bad

    ​Trump Our Great Compassionate Leader

    Quote the Donald Trump
    Our Great compassionate Leader
    Our Dear Leader, our Great Leader“Its disgusting to watch”
    As an elderly man falls down
    In front of him hitting his head

    And bleeding all over the nice marble floor
    During a charity dinner event
    At Margo Largo back in 2008
    And our compassionate leader’s first reaction
    Is to turn away not wanting to get the blood
    On his tuxedo or dirty his shoes
    Quote the Donald,“It is disgusting – The guy was bleeding
    all over the nice marble floor,I couldn’t, you know,
    he was right in front of me
    and I turned away.I didn’t want to touch him…he’s bleeding all over the place,
    I felt terrible.

    You know, beautiful marble floor,
    didn’t look like it.

    It changed color.
    Became very red.

    And you have this poor guy, 80 years old,
    laying on the floor unconscious,
    and all the rich people are turning away.

    ‘Oh my God! This is terrible!
    This is disgusting!’

    and you know, they’re turning away.
    Nobody wants to help the guy.

    His wife is screaming–
    she’s sitting right next to him,
    and she’s screaming.”

    And Donald the compassionate one
    Donald Trump the savior of humanity
    The greatest most compassionate person
    In the country

    Could not bother to lift a finger
    To help this elderly man
    Who could have died

    Instead he waited
    For some Marines

    To come in and take him away
    Thinking to himself

    Thank God for the marines
    They took out the garbage
    But left a mess on the nice marble floor
    And ruined their nice uniforms
    And disrupted a fine dinner

    So did Donald do the right thing
    The compassion thing
    The human thing to do
    Or course not

    For Donald is nothing
    But a con artist,  a Classic sociopathic bully
    More concerned about the nice marble floor
    Than the death of fellow human being

    Did he call the grieving family the next day
    Did he even know the man’s name?

    The man must have paid a lot of money
    To be there near the head table
    Must have been someone

    But to Donald he was a pathetic looser
    An old man who happened to fall down
    And possibly die ruining his great event

    Quote the Donald

    “I forgot to call the family
    That is not his thing at all”

    And still I wonder
    How such a disgusting excuse
    For a human being became

    The leader of the greatest nation
    On earth

    And what it means for the future
    Is it proof that we are doomed
    That America is in the final stage
    Of terminal decline

    Or will Americans wake up
    And force Donald Trump

    The great leader
    The dear leader of our country
    Out the door

    And take out the garbage
    From the WH

    Time will tell
    Time will tell

    In any event
    To quote the Donald
    “It is disgusting.  Just disgusting.”

    Based on following article 
     In a 2008 interview with Howard Stern, Donald Trump tells the quintessential Donald Trump story, which took place at Mar-a-Lago during the occasion of a $100,000 per table charity event when an elderly man fell off the stage and sustained a serious head wound — and Trump did nothing but blanch and turn away “in disgust” — as he puts it. Daily Beast:
    “So what happens is, this guy falls off right on his face, hits his head, and I thought he died. And you know what I did? I said, ‘Oh my God, that’s disgusting,’ and I turned away,” said Trump. “”

    PREVIOUSLY PUBLISHED ON POETRY 24

    Buddha Cat of Edsall  Road

    ​I had another encounter
    With the divine recently
    Another Cosmic cat perhaps
    Perhaps not
     who knows what cats are
    are they alien from another dimension
    or was he channeling God ?I call him the Buddha cat
    For the cat loves
    Sitting in a meditative pose
    Not moving
    Just starting at me
    With his soulful deep eyes
    Boring into my soul
    exploring all my secret thoughtsthe buddha cat
    does not move
    does not react
    as he is so deep
    into his interior mediation
    truly in tune
    with the cat universe
    and the cosmos as well
    the buddha cat
    seems to be
    one with God
    one with Buddha
    One with Allah
    And all the other
    Billion names of God
    Known and unknown
    The buddha cat
    Can teach us all
    About the art of meditation
    As he zones inward
    And loses his soul
    Joining the cosmos
    And becoming
    The buddha catThe buddha cat
    Lives in a modest
    Town house
    In a modest suburb
    Proving yet again
    The divine spirit of God
    Is everywhere all around usThe buddha cat
    Reminds us all
    To look for god
    In the everydayAll around us
    If we but have eyes
    To see

    ​President Trump  Your Words Don’t Make Any Sense Anymore

    president trump
    President Trump
    Your words don’t make any sense
    Any more
    As they are increasingly
    devoid of meaning
    Often every word
    out of your corrupted mouth
    Is the exact opposite
    of the accepted meaning
    Of that word or phraseJust
    one example
    You were accused
    Of trying to hide
    the name Mc Caine
    From the ship bearing that name
    So that you would
    not be confronted
    With the hated name
    Mc Cain
    On your trip to Japan
    If you had the chance
    I am sure
    You would engage
    In the soviet era practice
    Of removing people
    from historical recordsAnd Mc Caine
    all references to the Senator
    And his admiral father
    Would be forbidden from being used
    Seen or rememberedBut you could not
    even do that
    As your evil foul deed
    Came to light
    In a memoWritten by an underling
    Rather than admitting the truth
    You gave us a world salad
    Filled with unhinged words
    Lumped togetherPresident Donald Trump
    insisted Thursday
    he had nothing to do
    with keeping the USS John S. McCain
    hidden from the site of his weekend speech

    He said whoever
    had done so was
    “well-meaning.”
    “I wasn’t involved.
    I would not have done that.

    I was very angry
    with John McCain
    because
    he killed health care,”
    Trump said,

    referring to the late senator’s
    deciding vote
    that killed a Senate GOP bill
    to repeal
    the Affordable Care Act.

    “I was not a big fan
    of John McCain
    in any way, shape or form,”
    Trump continued in comments
    to reporters

    “Now,
    somebody did it
    because they thought
    I didn’t like him,
    OK?

    And they were
    well-meaning.
    I will say,
    I didn’t know anything
    about it.

    I
    would
    never
    have
    done
    that.”

    Almost
    every word
    in your statement
    Has been verified
    to be a lie

    And your statement
    That whoever did it
    Was well meaning
    Contradicts
    “Well meaning”

    ThanksFor no one “well meaning”
    Could have even contemplated
    Such an act of monstrous
    profound disrespect
    For three war heroes

    Senator MC Caine
    tortured in Vietnam
    For five years
    His Admiral father
    And his admiral grandfather

    In no way
    could these actions
    Be described as “well meaning”
    As they were
    profoundly mean spirited

    And how pray tell
    did John Mc Cain
    Kill Health Care?
    By voting to not repeal health care?
    Without a replacement plan

    Meaning 15 millions people
    would lose health care
    Overnight?
    That is how he killed
    heath care?

    It seems to me that the only
    Accurate word would be
    That he saved health care
    From being destroyed forever

    And how did you not know
    Anything about this?
    Why did someone in your team
    Come up with this bizaro plan
    Straight out of the Soviet era playbook

    Perhaps President Putin
    advised you
    How to disappear people
    from official photos?
    And official memory as well?

    All these words
    No longer mean
    what they used to mean
    Now they mean what they mean
    in a Trumpian bizaro world

    As our mad prophet King
    Chases the rabbit
    Down the rabbit hole
    Into the land
    of wonderland

    Where he hopes to rule
    us forever
    Screaming off with their heads
    As he cuts words up
    Into meaningless drabble

    Where all words
    Become unhinged lost words
    In a cosmic word salad
    Where they lose their meaning
    And their mooring to reality

    Found Poem Version

    President Donald Trump
    insisted Thursday
    he had nothing to do
    with keeping the USS John S. McCain
    hidden from the site of his weekend speech
    in Japan.

    He said whoever

    had done so was “well-meaning.”
    “I wasn’t involved.
    I would not have done that.
    I was very angry
    with John McCain
    because he killed health care,”

    Trump said,
    referring to the late senator’s deciding vote
    that killed a Senate GOP bill
    to repeal the Affordable Care Act.

    “I was not a big fan of John McCain
    in any way, shape or form,”

    Trump continued in comments
    to reporters
    on the South Lawn
    of the White House.

    “Now,
    somebody did it
    because they thought
    I didn’t like him, OK?

    And they were
    well-meaning.

    I will say,
    I didn’t know anything
    about it.

    I would never have done that.”

    Trump’s second denial
    came after
    The Wall Street Journal reported
    Wednesday

    that the White House
    wanted the Navy
    to move the destroyer
    “out of sight,”

    citing an email
    between military officials.

    The ship is named for the late Arizona senator
    and his father and grandfather,
    who were admirals.

    Trump initially
    denied any knowledge
    of the effort in a tweet Wednesday night.

    But an email to Navy and Air Force officials,
    obtained by CNBC,
    had a number of directives,

    including: “USS John McCain needs to be out of sight,”
    and asking officials to “please confirm”
    that directive “will be satisfied.”
    A source with knowledge of the matter
    confirmed to CNBC
    the existence of that email.

    Picture

    The Journal
    said a tarp
    was hung over
    the ship’s name ahead
    of Trump’s tripand that sailors
    were directed to remove coverings
    from the destroyer
    that bore the McCain name.The newspaper also said sailors
    assigned to the ship,
    who generally wear caps bearing its name,
    were given the day offduring Trump’s visit
    to the nearby USS Wasp.
    Defense Secretary Patrick Shanahanlater told reporters,“I would never dishonor
    the memory of a great American patriot
    like Sen. John McCain”by asking that the ship be kept out of sight.
    “I’d never disrespect
    the young men and women
    that crew that ship.I’ve asked my chief of staff
    to look into the matter …
    and as soon
    as I find out more about this
    I’ll let you know,” he added.Note:  Please do so and let us know who gave the order
    And whether this order was carried out
    And if so, under who’s authority??
    Inquiring minds want to know

    https://www.cnbc.com/2019/05/30/trump-whoever-kept-uss-john-mccain-out-of-sight-was-well-meaning.html

    ​Virginia Beach Massacre Never Again Ever

    Virgina Beach
    In a night of horrific scumbagery violence
    Rarely seen in this jaded age of ours
    Gone in one hour
    In a spasm of horrific scumbagery violence
    In just a few short minutes
    Nothing more than that
    In just a few moments
    All 12 victims were murderedBy a disgruntled employee
    Every one he knew was shot
    And killed for no reason
    Caused by the demons
    His soul was so infectedMurderous demonic voices
    All in his head
    Screaming kill them all kill them all
    Screaming none stop violence in his head
    All the time
    Causing him to start shooting everyone he saw
    Regardless of who they were or where they were
    Everyone must die screamed the demonic voices in his headNo one can be left alive
    Everyone must die
    Virtually all must die in his internal video game
    Everyone must die
    Regardless of who they were or where they wereAgain just another day
    Gone horribly wrong
    All across America
    In every town
    No where is safe anymore
    https://edition.cnn.com/2019/05/31/us/virginia-beach-shooting/index.html

    ​Berkeley Life Scout

    ​Best thing growing up
    Experience as a life boy scout
    Really great experiences
    Kind of unique
    Especially in Berkeley in the 60’s and 70’s
    “Like wow man boy scouts are like fucking fascists training camps man, you are going to be a future FBI CIA DEA Narco undercover James Bond and shit, super bad assed motherfucking cop or something like that man.”
    Everyone who was not a scout would tell me
    Yet I persisted and loved being a boy scoutLife as a boy scout was weird yet totally awesome
    In those weird and wacky days learning to play with guns in the woods
    Filled with denunciation of incipient fascism by everyone I met
    Everyone told me that I would become a FBI counter intel agent

    Still I persisted in my boy scout folly
    Can’t blame folks for thinking those thoughts
    Of course the boy scouts were all male, mostly white, non-atheist friendly
    Unfriendly to the LGBT community
    This was against the boy scout oath to be morally pure

    The End

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    More Down in the Dirt news -Scars Publishes my work in new Anthology, Art House

    Scars Publication has published my poem “Snarling Cup of Coffee” on their web page and in a new Anthology,  “Art House” available now (January 2020)

    Down in the Dirt Updates

    Down in the Dirt Poems

    “Strangeness in the Air”

    Snarling Cup of Coffee Chapbook Updated with audio clips

    Jake Cosmos Aller  page

    Hi there from Scars Publications – we wanted to let you know that Scars Publications released a collection book of select poetry, flash fiction, and prose (and occasional artwork) from 2019 issues of cc&d magazine and Down in the Dirt magazine. Since your material was chosen from the past year of accepted materials for inclusion in this annual collection book anthology, we wanted to let you know about this brand new annual collection book is titled “Art House”!

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    Also, in two weeks’ time (because we have so much material from these collection books we cannot gurarantee they will be online by the end of this week 12/7/18, but we believe all listing will be in the writings section by 12/14/18), your writing in the writings section online will also have a link to this collection book, so people can find links to this collection book on your writing pages in the writings section of http://scars.tv (at http://scars.tv/cgi-bin/framesmain.pl?writers)...

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    April 30 In Search of America 1975 – Hitch hiking Tales

    Charles Bukowski Road Not Chosen

    Fallen Dreams Litter the Ground

    My Name Is Nobody
    Snarling Cup of Coffee
    Strangeness in the Air
    Unhinged Lunatic Howling at the Full Moon

    April 30 In Search of America 1975 – Hitch hiking Tales

    hitchhikers
    hitchhikers

    When I was young and foolish
    Broke and stubborn
    I hitchhiked across the USA

    Started in Salt Lake City
    Where my greyhound bus pass
    Was stolen

    The station manager
    Could have helped me
    But refused to do so

    Threaten to call the cops
    When I grabbed my bags
    Without the stolen tags

    I said
    Go ahead
    But I am so out of here

    Wondered about Salt Lake City
    Went to a bar
    Found I had to buy my booze
    Next door

    And they would mix it for me
    Had to order food too
    After a bloody Mary
    And a burger

    I walked about town
    Saw the Mormon Temple

    Finally about 3 pm
    It was time to hit the road
    Did not look back

    Ended up in Cody Wyoming
    Got a room shower
    Steak beer

    Using my rapidly depleted cash
    Spent 25 dollars
    Money really went far
    Back in those days

    A band of professional
    Communist agitators
    Gave me a ride
    To Des Moines

    Lots of weed, booze
    And politics later
    Got off the road

    Slept outside
    Next day
    A beautiful woman

    Drove me to near Chicago
    In a red mustang
    Might have been

    The girl in the song
    Take it easy
    Digging her vibe

    take it easy

    She invited home
    But was not sure
    If her estranged husband
    Would welcome me

    So, I am being foolish
    And inexperienced with women
    Did not go to her place

    And always regretted
    That I had lost
    My chance that day

    Then on to Chicago
    Several rides later
    Visited friends
    Hit the road again

    A series of uneventful rides
    With truckers
    And others

    And a week later
    ended in New York City

    Slept along the way
    In cars
    In truck stops

    In high way rest stops

    Always moving
    Always going
    Non stop talking

    And lots of free weed
    And beer
    And conversation

    One more memorable ride
    Occurred outside Albany

    On my return to Chicago
    A middle age creepy looking man

    Picked me up
    In a brand-new Cadillac

    He was he said a dynamite deliverer
    For the Mafia

    Went to various places
    To blow up shit

    He hated a lot of people
    Particularly hippies from California
    And Jewish people

    Looking at me to confirm
    That I was both

    I told him that I lived in New York
    And had never been to California
    And although I might have looked Jewish

    As I what was called back in the day
    A “Jewfro”
    I was not Jewish

    Many years later I discovered
    That I am indeed part Jewish
    But then I did not know

    And I felt a bit of strategic information
    Might keep me alive

    Then I realized that he was just jiving with me
    and we relaxed

    And he pulled out some weed
    And beer
    And we mellowed out
    But I believe that he really was with the mob

    Perhaps not a dynamite dealer
    A real made Italian made mafia member

    By Chicago
    I had enough

    I called my Dad
    Told him what had happened

    Wanted a ticket home
    And he sent me a ticket

    And 500 dollars
    And I went home

    I told him I would tell him
    My tales some day

    But never did

    I learned so much
    About my fellow Americans

    And the strange vibe
    That was 1975

    And now it is too late
    But I wanted to finally

    Tell the world
    Of my hitchhiking tales
    In search of America 1975

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    Charles Bukowski Road Not Chosen

    charles bukowski reading

    charles bukowski
    charles bukowski

    While reading Charles Bukowski poetry
    On the metro ride home
    Listening to Buddha bar music
    On my oh too hip IPod

    I begin to see myself as I was
    Over 30 years ago when I was merely a bit player
    A minor character in a Charles Bukowski poem

    A wild young underemployed intellectual
    Hanging out in dismal bars and dives all over Asia and California
    Hanging with disreputable women and drunks and drinkers
    And characters out of his kinds of haunts

    A mad poet bard of the underground
    A drunken poet in a drunken bum show
    That nightly played in his head

    Then one day I met the women of my dreams
    And went down a different path
    A long slow path to respectability

    And now 30 years later
    I am no longer a wild man
    I am still a poet at heart
    But I am now also a bureaucrat
    In a button down suite

    Doing the people’s business
    Working for the Government
    I’ve become the Man

    Sometimes I wonder
    Would I have been better off
    Going down that another path

    Would I have ended up
    Somewhere else
    Doing something else

    Would I have been as happy
    Would I have been as successful?

    There is no answer that satisfies
    The longing in my heart
    For that wild thing
    That still lurks beneath
    It’s civilized cover

    And I know that I am still
    A mad poet at heart
    Railing against the injustice of the world

    As I work day by day in the belly of the great beast of State
    I recall the ancient Chinese saying,
    “Confucian during the day while Taoist rebel at night”
    Playing out in my head and nightly dreams
    In the true American Upper class patrician tradition

    I close the book and look out the window
    Get off the train, and walk slowly home

    And realize I had no choice
    But to take the path that I’ve trodden on

    And so I put aside my misgivings
    And say goodbye to my “Bukowskian”desires
    For another night of domestic contentment

    Was it worth it all to take the conventional path
    And not take the bohemian road to hell and back

    I look at my wife and realize
    I had no choice, had no choice
    But to follow her to the ends of the earth

    And beyond by her side as we walked our path
    Of shared destiny

    Goodbye Charles Bukowski wherever you are
    May I meet you in a bar in the next life
    And figure out where we should have gone

    Until then the drinks are on me.

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    Unhinged Lunatic Howling at the Full Moon

    howling at the moon
    man howling at the man

    On the night of the blood red super full moon
    I sat in an evil, depraved godforsaken bar

    Drinking drams of demented, fermented dream dew
    Washed down by endless rounds of whiskey
    rum, tequila, vodka, soju and of course beer
    drinking with my buddies the Jack Daniels Gang

    Drinking my way to Hell and beyond
    Just as fast as I could
    twenty damn drinks too sober

    Just an unhinged lunatic
    Dreaming of howling at the full moon

    Watching the world walk by
    Looking at all the fine-looking babes
    Walking by the street

    Thinking wild, erotic thoughts
    Of endless wild libertine passions

    When into the bar
    That din of cosmic depravity

    Walked the most beautiful women
    In the Universe

    So wild, so free
    So wonderfully alive

    I did not know what to do
    As this vision of delight
    Sauntered through the bar

    In a skin-tight leather pant
    Looked so fine
    That my eyeballs hurt

    And finally, I had to say something
    So, I gathered up my manly courage
    And walked up to her

    And she looked at me
    And instantly bewitched my soul

    With a devilish grin
    I lost all reason
    And became a raving lunatic
    Unhinged lunatic
    Howling at the blood red full moon

    Foaming at the mouth
    A wild, free werewolf

    This writing was accepted for publication
    in the 108 page perfect-bound ISSN# / ISBN# issue/book…
    Parallel Universe
    Down in the Dirt, v163
    (the March/April 2019 Issue)


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    Snarling Cup of Coffee

    cup of coffee
    cup of coffee

    I like to start my day with a hot cup of coffee
    I pound down the coffee
    First thing I do every day as the dawning sun
    Lights up my lonesome room

    Yeah, but not just a simple cup of java Joe, but a God damn snarling sarcastic smarmy cup of coffee

    I mean, – we are talking about an alcoholic, all speed ahead, always hot, always fresh, always there when I need it, angry, attitude talk to the hand Ztude, bad, bad assed, beats breaking, beatnik, bluesy, bitter, bitchy, bombs away, capitalistic, caffeinated up the ass, cinematic, communistic, Colombian grown, Costa Rican inspired, Cowabunga to the max, crazy assed, devilishly angelic, divine, divinely inspired, dyslexic, epic, extreme vetting, evil eye, expensive, erotic vision inducing, Ethiopian coffee house brewed, euphoric, freaky, freazoid, foxy, Frenched kissed, French brewed, funkified, foxy lady, graphic, GOD in my coffee, with Allah, Ganesh, Jesus, Kali, Buddha, Christians, Durga, Hindus, Mohamed, Jesus and Mo and their friend, the cosmic bar maid, Sai Babai, Shiva, Taoists, Zoroastrians, drinking my god damned coffee in Hell; growling, gnarly, happy, hard as ice, Hawaian blessed, high as a kite, hippie, hip, hipster, hip hoppy, hot as hell yet strangely sweet as heaven, jazzy, jealous, Kerouac approved, kick ass, kick my god damn ass to Tuesday, kick down the doors and take no prisoners, grown in the Vietnam highlands by ex-Vietcong, Guatemalan grown, kiss ass, illegal in every state, imported from all over the god damn world, insane, lovely, loony, lonely, lonesome, malodorous mean old rotten, motherfucking, nasty, narcotic, never whatever, never meh, never cold, not approved by the CIA, not approved by DHS, not approved for human consumption by the FDA, not your daddy’s sissified corporate cup of coffee, NOT DECAFE coffee, not your Denny’s truck driver weak as brown water cup of fake coffee, not your establishment friendly cup of coffee, Not your FBI coffee, Not FAKE Herbal coffee substitute, but a real cup of coffee, not your farmer brothers dinner crap, not made in America for Americans, not safe for work, not your Starbucks average expensive overpriced crappy corporate chain cup of coffee, Not pretentious, Not White House approved, not State Department safe, nuclear, Not Patriotic, operatic, Peets’s coffee approved, paranoid, pornographic, psychotic, pontific, politically aware, rapping, rhyming, right here, right now in River city, rock and roll up the Yazoo, sad, sadistic, sarcastic, sassy, satanic, schizoid, shitting, silly, sexy, smarmy, smelly, smooth, snarky, snarling, stupid, stinking, sweet as honey, sweat inducing, symphonic, Trump can’t handle this coffee, vengeful, Wagnerian, wicked, with nutmeg and cinnamon swirls, with a hint of stevia, with a hint of vanilla, with a hint of rum, with a hint of whisky, with a hint of cherry, with a hint of fruit overtones, with a hint of drugs spicing up the coffee, spendific, speeding, splendid, superior accept no substitutes, survived the Vietnam war, the Iraq war, the Afghan war, the first and Second Korean war, World War 11, the war on poverty, the war on drugs, the war on black people, the sexual revolution, Soulful as a summer’s night in MOTOWN- James Brown approved, TOP approved, Berkeley approved, the coffee that Jimmy Hendrix drank before he died, the coffee that Elvis drank on his last breakfast, the coffee that Barry White crooned as he drank his cup of coffee – and the coffee that made the white boy play stand up and play that funky music, the coffee that made Jonny B Goode play his guitar, and made Jonny bet the devil his soul after he drank his morning cup of righteous coffee and the coffee that make the Rolling Stones Rock and Roll, the coffee your mother warned you against drinking, the coffee that Napoleon drank when he became the Emperor of all Europe, the Coffee that Beethoven drank when he wrote the Ninth symphony, the coffee that Mozart drank as he wrote his last symphony, the coffee that Lincoln drank before he was killed, the Hemingway drank before he killed himself, the coffee that started the 60’s, and ended the 20th century, the coffee that Lenin drank as he plotted revolution, the coffee that Hitler and Stalin drank with FDR as they divided up the world after World War 11, the cup that JFK drank before he was blown away, the coffee Jerry drinks while driving in cars with random celebrities and political figures, the coffee that Jon Stewart drinks before he goes on an epic take down of some foolish politico, the cup of Arabic coffee that Sadaam drank the day he was executed, the coffee that GW and Cheney drank when they bombed Baghdad, the Indian cup of coffee that Bid Laden drank before 9-11 and just before the seals blew his ass to hell, the cup of coffee that Tiger Woods drank with his mistresses while playing a 3, 000 dollar round of golf at Sandy Lane golf course in Barbados, the last legal drug that does what drugs should do, the cup of coffee that Obama drank when he became President, Vietnamese, Vienna brew, wacky, whimsical, Whisky Tango Foxtrot, wild, weird, wonderful, WOW, Yabba dabba doo! Yada Yada yada Zappa’s favorite cup of cosmic coffee, and Zorro’s last cup of coffee, Good to the last drop rolled into one simple cup of hot coffee

    As I pound down that first cup of coffee
    And fire up my synaptic nerve endings with endless supplies
    Of caffeine induced neuron enhancing chemicals

    I face the dawning day with trepidation and mind-numbing fear
    I turn on the TV and watch the smarmy newscasters in their perfect hair
    Lying through their teeth about the great success the government is having Following the great leader’s latest pronouncements

    I want to scream and shoot the TV and run out side Shouting “Stop the world.

    I want to get off this fucking crazy planet”
    The earth does not care a whit about my attitude
    It merely shrugs and moves around the Sun
    In its appointed daily run
    And I sit down
    The madness dissipating a bit

    And enjoy my second cup
    Of heaven and hell
    In my morning cup of Joe

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    Art House”…

     

        Enjoy the 2019 poetry & flash fiction (and select pieces of longer prose and artwork) collection anthology from Scars Publications, titled “Art House” of select poetry, flash fiction, prose & art in this one-of-a-kind annual 2019 anthology collection book, which contains select accepted writings chosen from 2019 issues of both cc&d magazine and Down in the Dirt magazine…

     

     

    Art House
    the Scars Publications 2019 poetry,
    flash fiction, prose & art collection anthology

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    Fallen Dreams Litter the Ground

    In the fall weather
    As I walk amid the falling leaves
    I see the signs everywhere

    Of the fall of America
    The once great and mighty Empire
    Everywhere signs of the fall appear

    The dark skies mirror
    The darkness that settled over our land

    Death, destruction and random acts of chaos
    Are all around us
    Surrounding us with visions of doom

    Nothing can stop the bloodletting
    No one seems to be in charge

    As the leaves fall
    And the darkness descends
    The fall of America continues

     

    My Name Is Nobody

    My Name is Nobody

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    My name, it is Nobody
    No one cares who I am
    I am just a nameless clone
    In the cold unfeeling bureaucracy

    Just one of the army
    Of civilians who flood into and out of the city
    Every day

    A non-entity,
    A ghost
    A govbot
    A cyber
    A spook
    A faceless automan
    A bureaucrat

    Just a grey suited cog in the machinery
    And no one cares
    No one knows who I really am

    And I am legend
    Everywhere and nowhere

    Just the way this modern world
    All shred of humanity
    Crushed beneath the cruel wheel of society

    In the cold harsh world
    There is no room anymore
    For true human feelings

    We are just robots, clones, machines
    And so I go to work
    Put on my mask

    And no one hears my inner screams
    And no one will ever care

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    Down in the Dirt, v156
    (the April 2018 Issue)

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    Strangeness in the Air

     

    There is a strangeness in the air
    A sense of cosmic unease
    Hangs silently in the purple crystalline sky

    America woke up
    And decided it was time
    To quit following like lemmings
    Over the Clift

    As the pied piper chants
    Stay the course, stay the course
    We were like lemmings following him
    Dying to save his wounded pride

    Today there is that strange difference
    In the air
    As Americans woke up
    And threw off their chains of fear

    The End

     

  • publication updates

    publication updates

    Recent Publication Credits

    I continue to be published.    45 Magazine, Tiger Shark and I Universe (In India) have published some of my poetry.

    My poem, Strong Wine has been published in 45 magazine!

    check it out at

    https://45magazineiwa.com45 magazine publishes Strong Wine2019/11/14/strong-wine/

    Ten New Poems

    Duane Poetree Poems 2016-2019

    cosmic Haiku and other short poems

    Strong Wine

    glass of wine

    One night I was starring
    In my wine glass
    Deep in thought

    When I saw
    Something in my wine
    That haunts me still

    I saw in the bottom of the glass
    Evil dooers abandon evil
    And became saints

    I saw rich men give up
    Their awesome greed

    And poor people
    Awarded dignity

    And all men
    Became brothers

    All women
    Became sisters

    And war ended once and for all
    And peace broke out
    And hatred disappear

    And I stared
    Into my glass wine

    I drink the wine
    Hoping the vision

    Would infect me
    And change the world

    But alas the world
    Remained the same

    The evil doers came back
    The rich continued to conspire

    And the poor still remained poor
    And the war continued on and on

    So I drank my wine
    And went to sleep

    Written by Jake Cosmos Aller – Incheon, South Korea

    Tiger Shark Published my poem, A Poet’s Trial based on a recent nightmare

    I find myself in a trial
    Accused of harboring anti-state opinions
    Of writing scurrilous seditious treasonous ‘poems’
    Of encouraging disrespect for religious sensitivity
    Of mocking God, Christianity and Christian values

    The lead prosecutor in the case
    Has decided to make me the poster boy
    Thousands more have been arrested
    Blogs have been taken over

    Under the Protect American Freedom Act
    Enacted by executive order
    After Congress was suspended

    The law the prosecutor reminds us
    Is pretty clear

    It is illegal to publish
    Or to say in public
    Obscene, seditious, anti-state
    anti-American, anti-Christian
    material of any type

    Illegal to mock political
    and business leaders,
    And church leaders

    Illegal to question
    the motives of those in power

    Illegal to print
    publish classified material
    Illegal to access such materials
    online Or in print

    The internet has been cleaned up
    Access to such sites banned
    And most of my work
    has been banned

    As well as the work
    of all the other bloggers

    Arrested during
    ‘Operation Restoring American Freedom’

    And illegal to praise
    the enemies of the United States
    in the GWT – global war against terror

    All of these provisions were enacted
    under valid emergency provisions
    and were enacted to preserve
    and protect the freedom of Americans
    to be free from such seditious trash

    no one should be allowed
    to publish such material

    it is anti-American
    to the core

    the prosecutor announces
    they will prove
    I am guilty of all of these crimes

    My private journals
    my blog musings
    my face book postings
    as are my dream journals

    And after hours of entering
    this into the records
    the prosecutor rest

    Saying I am the most dangerous man
    In America

    My defense attorney quotes
    hundreds of years of supreme court
    and other legal precedents

    Saying that writers can publish
    whatever they want to publish

    with a few exceptions.
    The national security exceptions
    do not apply because
    I did not reveal classified information

    and because it was clear
    that my publications were intended
    as either satire or dark political humor

    or horror stories and poems.
    If you read or saw sites online
    my work was actually pretty tame

    What was at stake
    was whether Americans
    had a right to mock their leaders

    whether we had a right to express our opinion
    and whether we had any freedom left.
    It used to be that one

    had a certain expectation of privacy
    when writing in one’s personal journals
    or diaries

    If I am found guilty
    then no American
    will ever be free to think,
    or write or express anything
    other than the official party line

    and America will become
    Just another right wing
    authoritarian fascist state.
    The judge rules that those issues
    are irrelevant.

    All that is relevant is
    did I knowingly write material
    that violates the current law?

    My defense attorney
    noted that everything
    I wrote was legal
    under prevailing laws
    at the time I wrote them

    Since my arrest
    under the new law
    I have not been allowed
    near a computer

    nor allowed to write in a journal,
    nor allowed reading material
    other than a bible
    and I am not a Christian.

    I have been kept in solidarity confinement
    for demanding what until
    now was allowed to prisoners

    in pre-trial confinement,
    access to the internet,
    phone calls
    visits from friends and family
    and exercise
    All denied

    and in fact
    for the first four months of detention
    I was lost in the system

    My wife and family members
    never told
    Where I was
    I was disappeared
    No record was made
    Where I was

    I was a cypher
    a ghost in the machine
    i did not exist

    In fact,
    when my wife
    hired a lawyer
    And demanded to know where I was
    The government’s position was
    that was classified
    And she had no need to know

    And I have been tortured
    during interrogations
    where lawyers were not permitted
    despite my asking for them

    The prosecutor objected
    saying that everything was done
    under the provisions
    of the Protect American Freedom Act
    enacted while the Congress
    was suspended
    due to the national emergency

    And the Protect American Freedom Act provisions
    explicitly state that the act
    and its implementation are beyond judicial review

    I ask the court
    to let me speak

    I make an impassioned plea
    to let me and my fellow bloggers go
    and to rule that the Protect American Freedom Act
    is unconstitutional

    and while Congress has been illegally suspended
    the constitution is still the law of the land
    and the Supreme Court has not been outlawed yet.

    All the actions of the government
    Including suspending the congress
    Ruling by emergency decree
    are illegal and against the constitution

    The Preserve American Freedom Act
    Which is a mockery of the constitution
    And bill of rights

    All Are the hallmarks
    of a fascist dictatorship

    The type of government
    That we fought world war 11 against
    And just for the record
    Thank you so much for calling me
    The most dangerous man in America

    That will be the title
    of my next book
    I guarantee that someday soon
    I will write it

    I turn to the Prosecutor

    and said
    Sir I think
    our dear leader

    made a mistake on that
    Might want to arrest the Supreme Court,
    and all the other judges as well

    And declare that the Constitution
    has been suspended for good
    as it is no longer relevant

    and our dear leader
    is the greatest
    most intelligent leader
    we have ever had

    I apologize for my writing
    If it offended his sensitivities
    So be it

    And calling him a fascist
    It used to be that stating
    a factual statement
    Was a legal defense

    Look it up
    He is a fascist dictator
    It is not just me saying that

    And while you are it
    if you can find the time
    after you finish kissing the president’s ass
    that is

    You should tell the dear leader
    to not stop there
    He should declare
    the Democratic party illegal
    and arrest all democratic elected official

    Why not?
    Send them all to prison.
    That’s what I advise the Dear leader to do

    The Judge laughs
    and the Prosecutor fumes

    The jury rules
    unanimously that I am not guilty.

    The judge asks
    for an emergency supreme court review
    of the constitutional provisions we cite

    I am ordered released from prison
    The next day
    I am rearrested on new charges pending the appeal.

    The Supreme Court rules in my favor
    and I am ordered free again

    I return home a hero
    As the constitution has been restored
    And the President removed from office

    After the people’s revolt
    Drove him from office

    Lost and Found By John (Jake) Cosmos Aller

    Published in issue 13<
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    I was lost
    you found me
    You walked

    out of my dreams
    And into my life

    And that made
    all the difference In the world

    Hot Coffee

    I like my coffee
    Like women
    hot as hell
    But sweet as heaven

    Published in Eskimo Pie December 2016

    Published in Coffee with Underhill January 2017

    111 The Universe has published my cat poems

    “The Cosmic Cat from Berkeley” 

    I next encountered the divine
    Many years later in Berkeley, California
    I had gone home
    to be with my Mother

    While taking leave
    from my job in the Foreign Service
    I had two weeks there by myself

    My wife came later
    near the end of the trip

    Every morning I woke up
    had coffee

    Did yoga
    Spoke to my mother
    Who was sliding into dementia
    Day by day

    Then I would go out
    And explore the city

    Go to a museum
    Go to one neighborhood
    And just be there
    Rediscovering the Bay area
    After years of being away

    Having dinner
    with old friends
    Seeing movies etc

    Every morning
    A black cat came to visit
    The cat was friendly
    and waited for me

    And then would join me
    in my morning rambles
    Following me to the bus stop

    I stated talking to the black cat
    He looked at me
    with the spark of divinity
    In his dark eyes

    I called him the cosmic cat
    He seemed to like that

    He would look at me
    And I opened up to him

    Told the cat
    all my dark secrets

    As I walked the streets
    Of the old neighborhood

    Every morning
    and every evening

    the cat
    Would be there to greet me
    And to carry out our endless conversation

    Then I had to leave
    And in our final conversation
    I asked the cosmic cat

    Say, Cosmic Cat
    are you just a cat

    Or are you a demonic cat
    Are you possessed by God
    Or by Satan ?

    The cat looked at me
    And I realized that God

    Was indeed residing in the cat
    But that god was residing everywhere

    All I had to do was open my mind
    And the rest would follow

    So I said Good bye
    to the cosmic cat

    And he purred
    and came up to me

    And I felt the comforting
    presence of the divine

    As I said goodbye to the cosmic cat
    And said goodbye to my mother

    As this was the last time
    That we would be able to really talk

    I told my mother
    about the cosmic cat

    She smiled
    and said that the cat was there for me
    and her to comfort us both

    in our hour of need
    and that the cat
    was indeed a cosmic cat

    Buddha Cat of Edsall Road

     

    I had another encounter
    With the divine recently

    Another Cosmic cat perhaps
    Perhaps not

    who knows
    or what cats are
    are they aliens from another dimension?
    or was he channeling God

    I called him the Buddha cat
    For the cat loves
    Sitting in a meditative pose

    Not moving<span
    Just starting at me

    With his soulful deep eyes
    Boring into my soul
    exploring all my secret thoughts

    the buddha cat
    does not move does not
    react as he isso deep
    into his interior mediation

    truly in tune
    with the cat universe
    and the cosmos as well

    the buddha cat
    seems to be one
    with God
    one with Buddha
    One with Allah

    And all the other
    Billion names of God
    Known and unknown

    The buddha cat
    can teach us all
    About the art of meditation

    As he zones inward
    And loses his soul
    Joining the cosmos
    And becoming The buddha cat

    The buddha cat
    Lives in a modest Town house
    In a modest suburb

    Proving yet again
    The divine spirit of God
    Is everywhere all around us

    The buddha cat
    Reminds us all
    To look for god

    In the everyday
    All around us
    If we but have eyes
    to see

    To see God

     

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