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  • Cats Truly alien species?

    Cats Truly alien species?

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    cars are alien species the conspiracy
    my cat poems for your pleasure

    updated to reflect recent publication of The Cosmic Cat from Berkeley, and the  Buddha Cat from Edsal road – both published in the Universe Journal, Bangalore, India September 30, 2019, also recorded those two poems as well.

    April 2018 Poems
    2017 April Poems
    April 2019 Poems

     

    Cat thought

    thoughts about Cats – the true alien life form living amongst us humans.

    Cats Fighting In Incheon

    Watching two cats
    Fighting alongside the sidewalk
    In suburban Incheon New Airport Town

    Completely indifferent
    To the humans walking around them

    And the humans were indifferent to the cats

    As they stood there fighting
    And screeching at each other

    One orange one
    One half black half white one
    Both middle age in cat years

    As I sat there watching the cats
    really getting into it
    I wondered what they were arguing about?

    But since I don’t speak cat
    I really didn’t know

    All I know is they were really screeching at each other
    And almost look like they were about to attack each other

    But one cat backed down
    As the other cat stood their proverbial ground

    If they were humans one would have pulled out a knife
    Or a gun
    And someone would have been killed

    But being mere cats
    They stared at each other
    And walked away

    but they kept glancing at each other
    So, I knew the fight as not over
    Merely postponed until a later hour

    Cats truly are the aliens
    Who live among us humans

    Or perhaps we are the aliens
    Who live among the cats?

    Watching the black cat

    Watching the black cat
    Slinking about

    I am reminded once again the cats
    are not our friends
    as I stare at him

    an alien invader
    From another planet

    Mysterious Black Cat Looking at Me

    As I look out
    At the parking lot

    I see a black cat
    looking at me with dark soulful eyes
    filled with mysterious secrets

    I wondered
    What the cat
    thinks of me?

    The cat looks at me
    With a mysterious grin

    The cat smiles at me
    Like the Cheshire cat

    He smiles
    and runs away into the bushes

    Watching three cats

    watching three cats

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    looking at me

    while i look at them

    Each wondering what sort of weird creatures
    The other is

    And who is the real alien species?

    three cats ready to go

    three cats
    at play

    they look out at the world
    and they are ready

    they are born hunters
    they are hungry
    they are restless

    and they want
    to escape
    from the house

    to chase birds
    squirrels

    and other cats
    to do their cat thing

    That’s the cat’s life after all
    they tolerate us humans
    only because we feed them

    But at heart
    they are wild things

    and wild things
    Need to be free

    Looking Out My Window

    I look out my window
    On the parking lot
    In my suburban Incheon neighborhood

    And see the black mad cat
    That lives underneath
    the apartment house

    And look out at the park
    Thinking of taking a walk

    The cat looks at me
    Kindred spirits perhaps
    Retired waiting to die

    Watching Cats Hunt

    Early morning

    Watching two white cats
    Hunting a white dove

    The cats hunt in pairs
    Tracking the bird

    The bird flies away
    Safe for now

    And I think about the cats
    And the hunt goes on

    Such is life
    And the fate of cats
    And birds

    Cats

    I often wonder about Cats
    What do they think of us

    It seems at time
    That cats think of humans
    As their slaves

    We exist to feed them
    To comfort them

    To save them from their enemies
    And to worship them

    Yes cats are an alien species
    Totally different from humanity
    Detached, and almost evil

    If we ever encounter an alien civilization
    God help us if it’s a cat based civilization

    We would then be engaged
    In the epic mother of all wars

    As cats and humans would not get along
    The cats would think we were their slaves

    And we would resent and fear them
    And secretly worship their alien ways

    The Cosmic Cat from Berkeley

    I next encountered the divine many years later in Berkeley, California. I had gone home to be with my Mother while taking leave from my job in the Foreign Service. I had two weeks there by myself. My wife came later near the end of the trip. Every morning I woke up, had coffee, did yoga, read the paper, and spoke to my mother. She was sliding into dementia, day by day losing her reason. Then I would go out and explore the city, go to a museum, go to one neighborhood, see a movie matinee, have dinner with old friends, and just be there and re-discovering the Bay Area of my youth, after years of being away.

    Every morning a black cat came to visit me. He was out in front when I got up staring at me, and waiting for to go out the door. The cat was friendly and waited for me and then would join me in my morning rambles following me to the bus stop or to the downtown BART stop if I walked as I frequently did. It was a 40-minute 2-mile stroll. And it was summer and the weather was delightful.

    I started talking to the black cat, he looked at me with the spark of divinity in his dark soulful eyes. I called him the cosmic cat. He seemed to like that. He would look at me and I opened to me. I told the cat all my dark secrets as I walked the streets of the old neighborhood. Every morning and every evening the cat would be there to greet me and to carry out our endless conversation.

    Then I had to leave and in our final conversation
    I asked the cosmic cat

    “Say, Cosmic Cat are you just a cat or are you a demonic cat

    Are you possessed by God or by Satan? Are you a familiar of some dark witch?”

    The cat looked at me and I realized that God was indeed residing in the cat but that God was residing everywhere, all around me. All I had to do was open my mind, and the rest would follow

    So, I said goodbye to the cosmic cat and he purred and came up to me and I felt the comforting presence of the divine

    As I said goodbye to the cosmic cat. And said goodbye to my demented mother. It turned out that was the last time that we would be able to really talk. The next time I met her was when I came out to put her in an assisted living facility. I never talked to her again as I had during those two weeks when I hung out with the Cosmic Cat.

    I told my mother about the cosmic cat. She smiled and said that the cat was there for me and her to comfort us both in our hour of need. And that the cat was indeed
    a cosmic cat.

    “The Cosmic Cat from Berkeley”

    I next encountered the divine
    Many years later in Berkeley, California
    I had gone home to be with my Mother
    While taking leave from my job
    in the Foreign Service

    I had two weeks there by myself
    My wife came later
    near the end of the trip

    every morning I woke up
    had coffee
    Did yoga

    Spoke to my mother
    Who was sliding into dementia
    Day by day loosing her reason

    Then I would go out
    And explore the city
    Go to a museum
    Go to one neighborhood

    And just be there
    Rediscovering the Bay area
    After years of being away
    Having dinner with old friends
    Seeing movies etc

    Every morning a black cat came to visit
    The cat was friendly and waited for me
    And then would join me in my morning rambles

    Following me to the bus stop
    I stated talking to the black cat
    He looked at me with the spark of divinity
    In his dark eyes

    I called him the cosmic cat
    He seemed to like that
    He would look at me

    And I opened up to me
    Told the cat all my dark secrets

    As I walked the streets
    Of the old neighborhood

    Every morning and every evening the cat
    Would be there to greet me
    And to carry out our endless conversation

    Then I had to leave
    And in our final conversation
    I asked the cosmic cat

    Say, Cat are you just a cat
    Or are you a demonic cat
    Are you possessed by God
    Or by Satan

    The cat looked at me
    And I realized that God
    Was indeed residing in the cat

    But that god was residing everywhere
    All I had to do was open my mind

    And the rest would follow
    So I said Good bye to the cosmic cat
    And he purred and came up to me
    And I felt the comforting presence of the divine

    As I said goodbye to the cosmic cat
    And said goodbye to my mother
    As this was the last time
    That we would be able to really talk

    I told my mother about the cosmic cat
    She smiled and said that the cat
    was there for me and her
    to comfort us both in our hour of need

    and that the cosmic cat
    was indeed a cosmic cat

    published in the Universe Journal in Bangalore India September 30, 2019

    the universe journal

    the Buddha Cat From Edsal Road

    I had another encounter
    With the divine recently
    Another Cosmic cat perhaps
    Perhaps not

    who knows what cats are
    are they alien from another dimension
    or was he channeling God ?

    I call him the Buddha cat
    For the cat loves

    Sitting in a meditative pose
    Not moving

    Just starting at me
    With his soulful deep eyes

    Boring into my soul
    exploring all my secret thoughts

    the buddha cat
    does not move

    does not react
    as he is so deep
    into his interior mediation

    truly in tune
    with the cat universe
    and the cosmos as well

    the buddha cat
    seems to be
    one with God
    one with Buddha
    One with Allah
    And all the other
    Billion names of God
    Known and unknown

    The buddha cat
    Can teach us all

    About the art of meditation
    As he zones inward
    And loses his soul

    Joining the cosmos
    And becoming
    The buddha cat

    The buddha cat
    Lives in a modest
    Town house

    In a modest suburb
    Proving yet again

    The divine spirit of God
    Is everywhere all around us

    The buddha cat
    Reminds us all
    To look for god
    In the everyday

    All around us
    If we but have eyes
    To see

    published in the universe journal Bangalore India September 30, 2019

    the universe journal

     

    Oregon Demon Cat

    The demon cat
    Lived in Medford Oregon

    The demon cat was a big black cat
    His eyes were filled with demonic energy
    He stared at you

    Looking into your very soul
    Filled with anger, and hatred
    For the entire human race

    He seemed at times
    To be not from this planet
    Perhaps an alien species
    Studying the human race

    Or perhaps he came
    Form hell itself

    The demon cat loved to torment visitors
    For some reason he hated the man’s daughter

    The cat would stare at her from his perch
    Down the hall from the old man

    Then he would run at her
    Screaming like an escaped banshee
    Straight out of hell

    She told her dad
    Either the cat goes
    Or I go

    He said
    See you later

    The demon cat smiled
    At the small victory

    And she left the house
    With the demon cat
    Screeching goodbye

    Mad Cat Shoe Lace

    cats are alien creatures from space
    cats
    they truly are mad as a hat
    from space
    the buddha cat sits all day long
    demon
    escaped banshee playing demon
    theme song
    as they fly about like a witch
    broomstick
    flying in the air with their side kick

    the End

     

  • outlaw poetry

    Outlaw Poetry

    By

    Jake Cosmos Aller

    Outlaw Poetry is apparently a thing. I prefer “Neo-Beatnik” but what the hey, we are talking the same thing. Outlaw Poets is a term used in reference to writers of outlaw poetry, a type of marginal poetry with Beat sensibility often categorized as Spoken Word.

    Works of several such poets is included in The Outlaw Bible of American Poetry and literary magazine like Zombie Logic Review.
    Outlaw poets

    “Outlaw poets” is a term of endearment used in reference to poets whose work is featured in the Outlaw Bible. The following (conspiracy) list of traits is characteristic of such poets as the! leader in russian start with the vol1 “demons contempt” of Carlos ac Libera :Out law poetry … does not mean to be disobedient, or an outlaw or criminal in poetic ethics; there is no direct sophism but there is no contradiction either;; Outlaw poetry”, is still taking its first steps as a vanguard of poetry but is a form of subversive expression, ‘which differs from all modes of poetry but is neither playful nor fiction; is a silent expression of crushing the system, the angry cry that is not made in the street, outlaw poetry is wild, natural, appears and has the effect it did not have for an invitation..

    anti-authoritarian;

    anti-Vietnam war activists known for their anti-war rhymes (many poets write about Vietnam who are by no means outlaw poets).

    Elder poets that gained notoriety via unconventional forms

    Poets deliberately not included in most academic curriculums[2]

    Often inspirational to or inspired by the so-called “Beat” movement in American poetry during the mid-20th century[3]

    The following 29 pages are in this category, out of 29 total. This list may not reflect recent changes (learn more).
    A

    Kathy Acker

    B

    Richard Brautigan

    Charles Bukowski

    C

    C. A. Conrad

    Mitch Corber

    D

    Diane di Prima

    F

    Bob Flanagan

    Rebecca Fransway

    G

    Allen Ginsberg

    Hedwig Gorski

    S.A. Griffin

    H

    Jack Hirschman

    K

    Alan Kaufman (writer)

    Bob Kaufman

    Tuli Kupferberg

    L

    David Lerner

    D. A. Levy

    M

    Joyelle McSweeney

    Jack Micheline

    N

    Harold Norse

    O

    The Outlaw Bible of American Poetry

    R

    Steve Richmond (poet)

    S

    Sapphire (author)

    Herschel Silverman

    Patti Smith

    T

    Charles Taylor Jr.

    David Trinidad

    W

    William Wantling

    A. D. Winans

    The Outlaw Bible of American Poetry, edited by Alan Kaufman, is an anthology of American underground poets spanning the post-war era to the present day. First published in 1999, the collection features work from several notable poets, including Jack Micheline, Patti Smith, Harold Norse, David Trinidad, Tuli Kupferberg, D.A. Levy, Bob Kaufman, Jim Chandler, Jim Brodey, Daniel Higgs, Jack Kerouac, Bonny Finberg, David Lerner, Richard Brautigan, Allen Ginsberg, Tom Waits, William S. Burroughs, Carlos ac Libera, Ken Kesey, Justin Chin, DianDi Prima, Charles Bukowski, and FrancEyE[1], among others. S.A. Griffin served as a contributing editor.

    ? S.A. Griffin, Neeli Cherkovski, and Al Martinez (n.d.). “Franceye | Call”. Outlaw Poet. Retrieved November 8, 2017.

    ? ? Kaufman, Alan (1999). The Outlaw Bible of American Poety. Emeryville: Thunder’s Mouth Press. p. xxv. ISBN 1560252367

    Kaufman, Alan (1999). The Outlaw Bible of American Poetry. Emeryville CA: Thunder’s Mouth Press. p. vi-viii. ISBN 1560252367.

    I am proud to be associated with such great writers. !

    Here then are some of my outlaw poems, published in Outlaw Poetry. Enjoy and please comment on my blog, “hhtps://theworldaccordingtocosmos.com

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    In Search of America 1975 – Hitchhiking Tales by Jake Cosmos Aller

    Posted on April 26, 2018 by Monsieur K. — 1 Comment ?

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    In Search of America 1975 – Hitchhiking Tales

    When I was young
    And foolish
    Broke and stubborn

    I hitchhiked across the USA
    Started in Salt Lake City
    Where my greyhound bus pass
    Was stolen

    The station manager
    Could have helped me
    But refused to do so

    Threaten to call the cops
    When I grabbed my bags
    Without the stolen tags

    I said
    Go ahead
    But I am so out of here

    Wondered about Salt Lake City
    Went to a bar

    Found I had to buy my booze
    Next door

    And they would mix it for me
    Had to order food too

    After a bloody Mary
    And a burger
    I walked about town

    Saw the Mormon Temple

    Finally about 3 pm
    It was time to hit the road
    Did not look back

    Ended up in Cody Wyoming
    Got a room shower
    Steak beer
    Using my rapidly depleted cash

    Spent 25 dollars
    Money really went far
    Back in those days

    A band of professional
    Communist agitators
    Gave me a ride

    To Des Moines
    Lots of weed booze
    And politics later
    Got off the road

    Slept outside
    Next day
    A beautiful woman

    Drove me to near Chicago
    In a red mustang

    Might have been
    The girl in the song

    Took it easy
    Digging her vibe

    She invited home
    But was not sure
    If her estranged husband
    Would welcome me

    So I being foolish
    And inexperienced with women
    Did not go to her place

    And always regretted
    That I had lost
    My chance that day

    Then on to Chicago
    Several rides later

    Visited friends

    Hit the road again
    A series of uneventful rides
    With truckers

    And others
    And a week later
    I ended in New York City

    Slept along the way
    In cars

    In truck stops
    In high way rest stops

    Always moving
    Always going
    None stop talking

    And lots of free weed
    And beer
    And conversation

    One more memorable ride
    Occurred outside Albany
    On my return to Chicago

    A middle age creepy looking man
    Picked me up
    In a brand new Cadillac

    He was he said a dynamite deliverer
    For the Mafia
    Went to various places
    To blow up shit

    He hated a lot of people
    Particularly hippies from California
    And Jewish people

    Looking at me to confirm
    That I was both

    I told him that I lived in New York
    And had never been to California

    And although I might looked Jewish
    As I what was called back in the day
    A “Jewfro”
    I was not Jewish

    Many years later I discovered
    That I am indeed part Jewish
    But then I did not know

    And I felt a bit of strategic information
    Might keep me alive
    Then I realized that he was just jiving with me
    And we relaxed

    And he pulled out some weed
    And beer
    And we mellowed out

    But I believe that he really was with the mob
    Perhaps not a dynamite dealer
    A real made Italian made mafia member

    By Chicago
    I had enough
    I called my Dad
    Told him what had happened

    Wanted a ticket home
    And he sent me a ticket
    And 500 dollars

    And I went home
    I told him I would tell him
    My tales some day
    But never did

    I learned so much
    About my fellow Americans
    And the strange vibe
    That was 1975

    And now it is too late
    But I wanted to finally
    Tell the world

    Of my hitchhiking tales
    In search of America 1975

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    Lost and Found

    I was lost
    And you found me

    You walked out of my dreams
    And into my life

    And that made all the difference
    In the world

    As you entered my life

    I was all alone in this cruel world
    And you provided shelter
    And comfort

    I did not know what I wanted
    And you gave me what I wanted

    You gave me meaning
    You gave me purpose

    You gave me love
    And understanding

    peace and happiness
    Joy, laughter and fun

    You were endlessly fascinating
    Could not keep my eyes off you

    You were the most beautiful women
    In the world to me

    And you still are
    So many years later

    Like a fine bottle of wine
    Gets better with age

    And you gave me
    Endless nights of wild love making

    Which has gotten better
    As well

    And I fell under

    your spell
    from the day, I met you
    I was lost
    And you found me

    And if you go first
    I will be lost again

    Can’t live without you
    By my side

    Thus, is has always been
    Between us

    We are so entangled
    So interwoven

    And that is the

    way
    It was meant to me

    Note: based on a true story which you can read on my blog or in the book, “Dreams and the Unexplainable” published by the Chicken Soup for the Soul publishers in September, 2016.

    My Mother’s History

    One day many a year ago
    My mother spoke to me
    About her family’s tangled history

    She spoke to me
    Of lies, half-truths, and myths
    Some of which may have been true
    And over the course of the evening
    Her history came alive

    She was born in hills of North Little Rock
    The 10th of 11 children
    Of an ancient dying race

    The Cherokees who had ran away
    The lost tribe of the Cherokees
    Homeless since the trail of tears

    Refusniks
    Refugees who fled in the hills

    Rather than join the rest
    In the promised land
    Of Oklahoma

    Her people disappeared
    From history’s eyes

    They did not exist
    I did not exist

    My history was over
    As was hers

    And so, I learned at last
    The painful truth

    That due to the crimes of politicians
    So long ago

    My mother’s people
    Lost their land, their culture and their hope
    And became downtrodden forgotten people

    Hillbillies they were called
    Living in the hills and mountain dales
    Clinging to the dim fading memories

    Of their once glorious past
    As proud Cherokees

    Now no one knew their name
    The old ways were forgotten
    And the new world never forgave them

    And they never forgave the new world
    As they lived on
    In the margins of society

    Forgotten people

    And I vowed that if I lived
    Their history would not die
    As I knew the truth

    And I would become a proud
    Cherokee
    And make my mother proud of me
    And my accomplishments

    And so, when I am down and out
    I recall her stories and her warnings
    And realize it is up to me

    To live my life
    To let the Cherokee in me
    Live his life

    And in so doing
    My mother’s history does not die

    It lives on in me
    Until the day I die

    Long live the Cherokee nation
    Long live my mother

    Conversation with Teddy Roosevelt

    One morning I woke up in the White House
    I had been summoned back in time

    By a mysterious letter I had received
    From my hero, Teddy Roosevelt

    The letter
    Asked me for my advice

    And instructed me to go to the white house with the letter
    And so, I went and presented the letter

    And went through a back door and found myself
    Back in 1904 being presented to the President

    We spent the afternoon and evening talking about the future past
    And the present in front of us

    And we worked out the problems of the world

    Then I told him of the future world to come
    Of the world wars

    Korea, Vietnam, Iraq, Afghanistan
    Of presidents to come
    And of the great events of the future

    And he spoke of his fears
    That the future would become a nightmare

    Of great powerful corporations
    Oppressing the little man

    Turning everyone into slaves
    To the powers that be

    And that he was determined to fight
    For the little man

    And he hoped that it the end
    Freedom would have a chance
    To flourish in the world

    I left
    Not wanting to let him know
    That he had failed

    That the special interests ruled the world
    And that soon the world he knew and love
    Would become nothing but the dusty myths of history

    And I wondered what had happened
    Where we had gone so wrong
    And whether we would find our way back

    Watching Cats Hunt

    Early morning
    Watching two white cats
    Hunting a white dove

    The cats hunt in pairs
    Tracking the bird

    The bird flies away
    Safe for now

    And I think about the cats
    And the hunt goes on

    Such is life
    And the fate of cats
    And birds

    Cats

    I often wonder about Cats
    What do they think of us
    It seems at time
    That cats think of humans
    As their slaves

    We exist to feed them
    To comfort them

    To save them from their enemies
    And to worship them

    Yes, cats are an alien species
    Totally different from humanity
    Detached, and almost evil

    If we ever encounter an alien civilization
    God help us if it’s a cat based civilization

    We would then be engaged
    In the epic mother of all wars

    As cats and humans would not get along
    The cats would think we were their slaves

    And we would resent and fear them
    And secretly worship their alien ways

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    It is a Gun Situation, Mr. President

    Mr. President
    You are wrong once again
    You said that the tragic events in Texas
    And Las Vegas were not “gun situations”
    But rather were mental health problems

    And that in Texas if there had been gun controls
    Perhaps fewer people would have died

    Mr. President
    I know you a smart man
    The smartest man in the world
    According to you

    So please contemplate this fact
    According to the latest findings
    It is a gun situation

    In fact, the reason the U.S.
    Has so many gun deaths
    Is because we have so many guns
    45% of the worlds guns in fact

    And 33 percent of the world’s shooters
    Are Americans killing other Americans

    And most of them
    Are White People
    killing other white people

    Not Islamic terrorists
    Most are in fact
    Self-proclaimed Christians

    So Mr. President
    When will you come to your senses

    And do what 90 percent of the public wants
    Enact nationwide effective gun controls?

    And tell the NRA
    they can take their blood money elsewhere

    When Mr. President
    When will you act
    When will you take charge

    And become a President of the people
    Instead of the President of the NRA?

    Prayer Works

    Dear Speaker Ryan

    I want to tell you something
    The dead don’t want your prayers
    The dead don’t care that you pray for them
    They are dead after all

    And you and your so-called Christians
    Are to blame
    You refuse to do anything
    Anything at all to stop the carnage
    In our streets

    The U.S. is flooded with guns
    And more are sold every day

    Millions of people don’t have health coverage
    Millions are barely surviving
    And your answer
    Our dear great compassionate Speaker

    Your answer
    Is Prayer works
    Government action does not

    You act as if the gun violence
    Plaguing our country
    Was like the weather
    Beyond our control

    So here’s my prayer for you
    And your colleagues

    When you die
    I pray that God
    Will send you

    And your friends
    Straight to hell

    Where Satan and his demons
    Will use you for target practice

    That’s my prayer to you
    And as you know
    Prayer works

    I don’t Get It

    Mr. Speaker
    I admit I don’t get it
    How does prayer
    Stop gun violence?

    Prayer did not work in Texas.
    26 people were murdered
    while praying.

    God if he exists
    Obviously does not care

    About the poor people
    Who died in his church

    Because a mad man
    Got a gun

    And no they were not praying
    To be delivered from death
    No one deserves to die like this

    So my prayer to you
    Is simply this

    Get off your rear end
    Rally the country

    And do something
    About gun violence

    That’s a prayer
    I hope works

    Add House Speaker Paul Ryan to the list of Republicans offering only thoughts and prayers in the wake of Sunday’s mass shooting in a Texas church, because taking meaningful action is always off the table with him and his party.
    Speaking with Fox News Channel’s Laura Ingraham last night, Ryan reiterated that the victims and their families need more prayers because “prayer works.”
    Prayer doesn’t work.

    26 people were murdered while praying. Even Christians ought to admit that prayer doesn’t make a damn bit of difference and their God will do whatever their God wants to do, even if it means letting people die in church because a domestic abuser got his hands on a semi-automatic weapon.

    Not that Ryan would ever say that.

    Instead, he just blamed the “far secular Left” for not getting it.
    Paul Ryan to “Far Secular Left”: After Mass Shootings, “Prayer Works”

    NOVEMBER 7, 2017 BY HEMANT MEHTA

    253 COMMENTS

    Add House Speaker Paul Ryan to the list of Republicans offering only thoughts and prayers in the wake of Sunday’s mass shooting in a Texas church, because taking meaningful action is always off the table with him and his party.

    Speaking with Fox News Channel’s Laura Ingraham last night, Ryan reiterated that the victims and their families need more prayers because “prayer works.”

    Prayer doesn’t work.

    26 people were murdered while praying. Even Christians ought to admit that prayer doesn’t make a damn bit of difference and their God will do whatever their God wants to do, even if it means letting people die in church because a domestic abuser got his hands on a semi-automatic weapon.

    Not that Ryan would ever say that.

    Instead, he just blamed the “far secular Left” for not getting it.

    It’s disappointing. It’s sad, and this is what you’ll get from the far secular Left. People who do not have faith, don’t understand faith, I guess I’d have to say. And it is the right thing to do, is to pray in moments like this, because you know what? Prayer works. And I know you believe that and I believe that. And when you hear the secular left doing this thing, no wonder you’ve got so much polarization and disunity in this country when people think like that.

    That’s Republican thinking for you right there: The people who hear the facts, examine the evidence, and demand action are to blame for polarizing the country… while the people in charge, the ones who sit on their asses doing absolutely nothing (at least when they’re not voting to make the problems worse), should get credit for being the vanguards of everything right with America.

    The people who don’t have faith understand it perfectly well. That’s why we chucked it a long time ago. We know prayer is the only thing most politicians want to offer in times of distress because meaningful action would alienate their core supporters and donors. Democrats get it. Other countries get it. The only ones who don’t come from the same party that routinely rejects science, facts, and experts.

    There are, of course, Christians who believe prayer is meaningless unless it’s followed up with action. We can argue that they’re wasting their time with that first step, but these aren’t the people we’re complaining about.

    We’re specifically criticizing those who have the ability to pass gun reform legislation and mental health reforms… but choose to do nothing.

    That’s what Paul Ryan has to offer the nation: A giant, steaming bowl of jack shit. And he wants credit for that meal because he says grace before gulping it down.

    Dear Governor Abbot

    You say that you are a Christian
    Yet you have the gall
    to say that the proper response
    To the evil acts of the deranged gun man
    Who shot up a church
    Is to work closer with God

    And that evil people will find ways
    To commit evil acts

    And that there is nothing the government
    Can do to stop this madness
    It is the price of our freedom

    Why can’t you wake up
    And see that you can lead
    The way out of this madness?

    Thousands of people die
    Each year from guns in this country
    Turning everyone into prisoners
    Into their own homes

    Afraid to walk outside
    For fear that a nut job
    With a gun

    Will blow them away
    In Church, at the store
    In traffic

    And you and your NRA buddies
    Think the answer
    Is to arm everyone to the teeth

    And I wonder how Jesus
    Would react to how
    You have so misunderstood his message?

    You Sir are not a Christian
    And you Sir are going to not like
    What God has to say to you
    On Judgement day

    “We have evil that occurs in this world, whether it be a terrorist who uses a truck to mow down bikers in New York City, whether it be a terrorist who uses bombs or knives to stab people, or other terrorist who use vehicles, whether it be in Nice, France, or any other place in the entire world, who mow down people.
    And I’m going to use the words of the citizens of Sutherland Springs themselves, and that is, they want to work together for love to overcome evil, and you do that by working with God.”

    Texas Governor: Fight Gun Massacres By ‘Working With God’

    NOVEMBER 6, 2017 BY MICHAEL STONE

    48 COMMENTS

    Texas Governor Gregg Abbott claims prayer and “working with God” is the only way to prevent mass shooting events like the recent church massacre in rural Texas.

    In a deplorable bit of pandering Abbott said that the proper response to Sunday’s shooting is to confront evil through prayer and forge “a stronger connection to God.”

    Governor Abbott said:

    We have evil that occurs in this world, whether it be a terrorist who uses a truck to mow down bikers in New York City, whether it be a terrorist who uses bombs or knives to stab people, or other terrorist who use vehicles, whether it be in Nice, France, or any other place in the entire world, who mow down people.

    And I’m going to use the words of the citizens of Sutherland Springs themselves, and that is, they want to work together for love to overcome evil, and you do that by working with God.

    Most reasonable people reject Abbott’s impotent call to prayer and a “stronger connection to God.” In a statement concerning the recent Texas church massacre, House Minority Leader Nancy Pelosi said that action was rquired:

    We have a solemn obligation to the victims of Sutherland Springs, Las Vegas, Orlando, Newtown and the many tragic shootings that occur each day to respond not only with prayer and unwavering love, but with action.

    As for Governor Abbott, his position as a dangerous religious extremist is well established.

    Last June Abbott signed into law legislation allowing publicly funded agencies to deny non-Christians the ability to adopt a child in need.

    In addition, in a move meant to shame women who have abortions, the Republican governor of Texas ordered state health officials to add new abortion regulations that would require the burial or cremation of post abortion fetal tissue.

    Bottom line: Texas Governor Gregg Abbott is a dangerous religious extremist who believes the proper response to Sunday’s church massacre is prayer and other efforts to forge “a stronger connection to God.”

    Outlaw_Poetry_html_5aebfd37.pngTexas Governor Gregg Abbott (Image via Wikimedia)

    When will this Madness end – short version

    Yet again we turn on the TV
    And witness horrible scenes
    Of unparalleled violence, hatred and despair

    An old man consumed by his own demons
    Opens fire from a hotel room
    Killing 60 people injuring hundreds
    In Las Vegas, Sin City

    And the cry goes out throughout the land
    Why yet again this tragedy

    The usual suspects are rounded up
    It’s the culture, stupid cry the conservative voices

    And there is nothing we can do
    It is like the weather
    Bad shit happens

    Guns are the price of our freedom
    Guns Don’t Kill People
    The only solution is more guns for everyone

    The only solution for a bad guy with a gun
    Is a gun guy with a gun
    An armed society is a polite society

    No, it’s the guns, cry the liberal pundits
    We must confiscate the guns
    Ban Assault weapons
    And join the rest of the world
    Where such carnage does not occur

    And we sit around and argue
    Knowing that there will be a next time
    And another time and time and time again
    Until the end of time

    What is the sickness in our souls
    That allows for this hatred to fester so
    Deep within the minds of our killers

    We are all responsible here
    The negligent parents
    The overworked schools

    The soulless corporate world
    That treats everyone like disposable commodities

    The lack of human connection
    The TV and movie purveyors
    Of pornographic violence

    Nothing will change
    Until we conflict the evil
    That lurks deep within each of us

    There will be another Las Vegas
    Soon enough

    Two weeks later the greatest mass shooting in a Church occurred in Texas
    Sadly nothing has changed

    Published also in Poetry24

    For additional poems from the cosmos check out my blog

    Https://theworldaccordingtocosmos.com

  • Howling at the Blood Moon

    Howling at the Blood Moon

    Howling at the Blood Moon

    In honor of the blood wolf moon January 20-21, 2019 here are my “lunatic poems”. and links to various sites which discuss whether the blood moon is a harbinger of impending doom. I leave that you to you to decide….

    These are updates to my earlier postings.

    here is the audio version


    here are some articles on the deeper significance of the blood moon according to right right Christian sources.
    why CHristian pastors fear-january-blood-moon

    https://www.express.co.uk/news/weird/1052287/Blood-Moon-2019-lunar-eclipse-end-of-world-impending-doom-world-bible-prophecy

    blood moon coming what you need to know

    Howling at the Blood Moon

    Here then are my howling at the Blood Moon poems. The first three were published in Two Drops of Ink.

    1. Just an Unhinged Lunatic Howling at The Moon
    2. Howling at The Moon
    3. Lunatic Howling at the Moon
    3. One Crazy Day
    4. Full Moon Lunacy

    Just An Unhinged Lunatic Howling At The Moon

    On a moonlit late night
    I sat in a bar
    Drinking drams of demented, fermented dream dew
    Just an unhinged lunatic
    Dreaming of howling at the full moon

    Watching the world walk by
    Looking at all the fine looking babes

    Walking by the street
    Thinking wild, erotic thoughts
    Of endless wild libertine passions

    When into the bar
    Walked the most beautiful women

    In the Universe
    So wild, so free
    So wonderfully alive

    I did not know what to do
    As this vision of delight
    Sauntered through the bar

    In a skin-tight leather pants
    Looked so fine
    That my eyeballs hurt

    And finally, I had to say something
    So I gathered up my manly courage
    And walked up to her

    And she looked at me
    And instantly bewitched my soul
    With a devilish grin

    I lost all reason
    And became a raving lunatic
    Unhinged lunatic
    Howling at the moon

    Foaming at the mouth
    A wild, free werewolf
    Howling at the lunatic light
    Of the full Moon

    Howling At The Moon

    I stood outside
    Between the trees
    In a field
    On the outside of town

    Beneath the lunatic rays
    Of the blood red full moon

    The lunatic lights of the moon
    Casts a wild primeval glow
    On me

    The hormonal chemicals are unleashed
    The wild beast within
    Escapes it chain

    And I howl with delight
    A werewolf
    Free at last

    To run amuck
    Free of its civilized restrains
    Throwing off its clothes
    Stripping naked

    Running wild
    Naked and free
    A wild man
    Enjoying his freedom

    Lunatic Howling at the Moon

    As I sit
    Under the lunatic light of the full moon
    Of the blood-red lights of the moon

    Full of wild passions
    The lustful beast stirs again

    And starts running and running
    Howling at the moon

    Riding into the new dawn
    On a demented Harley Davis cycle

    With two naked babes on his back

    Riding into the sun
    90 miles per second
    At the speed of thought

    He disappears into the lunatic light
    Of the full moon

    And I wake up
    Alone in my bed
    Saying, man, that was quite a night
    I better not go there again

    The wild beast
    Laughs
    He has heard that before

    And I join him
    In howling at the moon

    One Crazy Night

    one crazy moonlit night
    I could not get to sleep
    At all

    I looked up
    Looked out at the window
    At the full blood moon
    Saw by its lunatic light

    Your face
    Was in the moon

    And I looked up
    At the light
    That crazy light
    And dreamed

    I was with you
    Again

    And I woke up
    Again
    And I woke up
    Alone in my bed

    Dreaming dark dreams
    Of You
    Wishing it were
    Other than it was

    All alone
    All alone again
    In this world

    Full Moon Lunacy

    The Full Moon hangs
    In the evening sky

    Huge, heavy and full of mystery
    It almost looks like it will fall
    Out of the sky

    The full moon brings out
    The lunatics to run amuck
    Howling at the light of the moon

    The full moon inspires lustful thoughts
    And wild erotic imaginings
    And dark secret desires

    As the lunatic light of the full moon
    Causes civilized people
    To lose themselves
    And embrace their inner wild child

    And so, I stare
    At the lunatic light
    Of the full moon

    And howl like an escaped banshee
    Howling at the moon

  • Thanksgiving thoughts and updates

    Happy Thanksgiving.

    I am grateful for all the wonderful friends I have all over the world. I am grateful I married the love of my life, the girl of my dreams and we are still here.

    I hope to travel to SE Asia over the winter, back to the States in the summer with hopefully a trip to Portland, Seattle and Alaska – been to 49 out of 50 states, Alaska is my last one.

    This week I am binge watching some westerns I got from the Yongsan Library. The library will move to Camp Humphreys next summer but until then it is nice to have.
    I saw Homesman with Tommy Lee Jones and Hillary Swain. Not bad but would have preferred a happier ending. Next up are Young Guns, Lonesome Dove Church, Doc holidays Revenge, Slow West, and 3:10 to Yuma (which I had seen earlier). And then I will watch some SF – The Postman, Prometheus Trap, Earth’s Final hours and finally the horror movie, “Get Out.”
    Also got some great tunes which I downloaded for my listening pleasure.
    Rod Stewart classics

    Have you ever seen the rain
    fool around and fell in love
    I’ll stand by you
    still the same
    it’s a heart ache
    day after day
    missing you
    Father and son
    best of my life
    if not for you
    Love hurts
    everything I own
    crazy love

    Oliver Nelson
    CD One

    Jams and jellies
    passion flower
    Don’t stand up
    Ostinato
    What’s new
    Blues baby Blues
    Train Whistle
    Doxing
    In time
    Lou good dues
    all the way
    Groove

    CD 2
    screaming the blues
    march on March
    The drive
    the meeting
    3 seconds
    Alto It is
    blues at the 5 spot
    blues for Monday Friday
    Anacruses
    Perdido
    in passing

    CD 3
    stolen moments
    hoe down
    Cascade
    Yearnin
    images
    Six and Four
    Mama Lou
    Ralf’s New Blues
    straight ahead
    11443
    CD 4
    Main stem
    J and B
    Ho
    Latino
    Tipsy
    Tangerine
    Message
    Jungleaire
    Emancipation blues
    There’s a Yearning
    Going up North
    Disillusions
    Freedom dance

    Billie Holiday Disk one

    As time goes by
    autumn in New York
    Billie’s blues
    blue moon
    comes love
    don’t explain
    east of the sun
    easy to love
    Embraceable you
    everything I have is yours
    A fine romance
    Georgia on my mind
    God bless the child
    can’t face the music

    disc 2

    I cover the waterfront
    I got a right to sing the blues
    if you were mine
    Jim
    Lets call a heart a heart
    Lets do it this, lets fall in love
    Love for sale
    Love me or leave me
    Lover comes back to me
    Lover man
    Miss Brown to you
    Moon Glow

    Disk 3

    My Man
    Night and Day
    please don’t talk about me when I’m gone
    please keep me in your dreams
    solitude
    spreading rhythm around
    strange fruit
    Summertime
    Tenderly
    These foolish things
    What a little Moonlight can do
    Yesterdays
    Your going to see a lot of me
    you’re so desirable

    Otis Rush and Buddy Guy

    Introduction
    Coming home baby
    Jam
    Instrumental
    All your love
    Crosscut Saw
    I wonder Why
    Buddy Guy intro jam
    Five long years
    Look On Yonder Wall
    Things that used to do
    I smell a rat
    Gambler’s Blue
    Post Show interview

    Willie Nelson Song Bird

    Raining Day blues
    Songbird
    Blue hotel
    Back to earth
    Stella blue
    Hallelujah
    $1000 wedding
    We don’t run
    Your Love
    Search Amazing Grace

    Make my day Back to blue Fast Eddie Clark

    Nothing left
    Mountains to the sea
    Make my day
    Heavy load
    fast train
    Walking too slow
    Haven’t gotten the time
    One way
    my new life
    Ethereal Blue

    best of ZZ Top

    Tush
    Waiting for the bus
    Jesus just left Chicago
    Francine
    Just got paid
    La Grange
    Blue Jean Blues
    back door love affair
    Bear drinkers and hellraisers
    heard it on the X

    Neil Young greatest hits

    Down by the River
    Cowgirls in the sand
    Chinatown girl
    helpless
    after the goldrush
    only love can break your heart
    Southern Man
    Ohio
    heart of gold
    like a hurricane
    comes a time
    Hey Hey only my
    Rocking in the free world
    Harvest Moon
    Joshua tree YouTube
    Where the streets have no name
    I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
    with or without you
    the bullet the blue sky
    Running to stand still
    Red Hill mining town
    in god’s country
    trip through your wires
    one tree Hill
    exit
    mothers of the disappeared
    Luminous times
    Walk to the water
    Spanish eyes
    deep in the heart
    silver and gold
    sweetest thing
    race against time
    where the streets have no name
    Beautiful Ghost
    Wave of Sorrow
    Dessert of our Loves
    Rise up
    Drunk Chicken
    America

    And some good reading as well
    JRR Tolkien The Fall of Gongdolin
    Stephen Hawking Brief Answers to Big Questions
    Randy Wayne White Mangrove Lightning
    James Patterson Never Never
    Samsuk Yusa
    Victor Cha the Impossible State

  • Hello Poetry Publishes my Poetry

    Hello Poetry has started publishing my poems. Here’s the link

    Full Moon Lunacy

    Photo by Nishant Vyas on Pexels.com

    The Blood Red Super Blue
    Full Moon hangs
    In the evening sky

    Huge, heavy and full of mystery
    It almost looks like it will fall
    Out of the sky

    The blood red super blue full moon
    brings out the lunatics to run amuk
    Howling at the light of the moon

    The blood red super blue full moon
    inspires lustful thoughts
    And wild erotic imaginings
    And dark secret desires

    As the lunatic light of the full moon
    Causes civilized people
    To lose themselves
    And embrace their inner wild child

    And so, I stare
    At the lunatic light
    Of the blood red super blue full moon

    And howl like an escaped banshee
    Howling at the full moon

    the Bus – Travels Through America’s Underbelly

    Photo by Oleksandr Pidvalnyi on Pexels.com

    I am a bus rider
    That makes me unusual
    For a white male
    From an upper-middle-class family

    Our people are not bus riders
    Though some are subway riders

    Bus riders are other people
    The poor, minorities, immigrants
    People who don’t drive
    Because they are blind
    Or have a DUI

    And in my case
    I don’t drive
    Because I have bad vision
    And bad coordination
    Just never got the hang
    Of the whole driving thing

    Fortunately for me
    My wife does the driving
    But I still take the bus
    From time to time

    I rode the AC buses in Berkeley
    As a child
    Line 67, line 51, line 43 F bus
    Rode them long before BART came along
    And afterwards as well

    As an adult seldom rode the bus
    But when I did so
    I was always impressed
    By the sheer diversity
    Of the bus riding population

    Hundreds of languages
    All sorts of sexual orientation
    Some were white
    Most were not

    Most of my fellow passengers
    Were nice enough
    Some were friendly
    And some were lost
    In their own thoughts

    And a few
    Were scary looking dudes
    With the look
    Of someone who had done time
    And were capable of more violence

    I also rode the bus
    In Seattle as a graduate student
    A lot of fellow UW students
    And the usual immigrants
    Minorities etc

    And some white people
    Commuting

    And in DC
    Over the years
    I rode a lot of buses

    Mostly to and from the metro
    But I got to know
    And love the DC buses as well

    I also took the greyhound bus
    Across the country
    Several times over the years
    All over the U.S.

    From Bay Area to Stockton
    From Bay Area to Clear Lake
    From Bay area to NYC
    NYC to DC
    All over the USA

    Taking the Greyhound
    Was always an adventure
    Met a lot of interesting people
    As people on long distant bus rides
    Tend to open up and talk
    To pass the time away

    Overseas I took the bus
    All over
    In India, in Barbados
    In Spain and in Korea

    The Korean buses
    For many years
    Were difficult for foreign visitors
    As the signs were all in Korean

    Most have signs
    Now in English, Chinese and Korean
    And are much more foreigner friendly

    Riding the bus
    In America
    Allows one access
    To the underbelly of American society
    The poor, the marginalized
    The immigrant communities

    That many middle class white people
    Just never see

    And for that reason
    I am glad
    That I am a bus rider

    For years I have lived
    In-between two worlds

    Korea where my wife’s family
    comes from

    And the Bay area
    Where I grew up

    And Washington DC
    Where I worked for 27 Years

    And I live be-tween
    My official duties
    And my desire
    To be a wild-eyed poet

    And life in-between
    Means you belong nowhere

    Yet are everywhere
    Always disoriented
    Always half lost
    Never really feeling you belong

    That is life
    Living in-between

    Returning America to a Christian Paradise

    Photo by Alem Su00e1nchez on Pexels.com

    President Trump in a speech
    to a Christian activist group
    calls for a “return to traditional values”
    that made America great.

    Folks we need to go back to those days
    Remember back when everyone was a Christian,
    God was in the schools,
    no one worried about offending Jews
    or others by saying Merry Christmas,

    when we had an Easter Break
    and a Christmas break from school

    when people asked you
    what Church you went
    It was a polite way of saying
    welcome to the community,

    I recall an America
    when people went to Church
    every weekend,

    when stores were closed
    on Sundays, Christmas, Eastern,
    New Years, July 4th and Thanksgiving,
    When there was no black Friday

    when no one knew
    what Islam was about
    because there were few
    if no Muslims living in America,

    same thing for Buddhists,
    Hindus and other minority religions,

    atheism was not a thing
    that one was proud of or promoted,

    when movies and TV’s were family entertainment
    instead of being filled with violence,
    sexual immorality
    and contempt for Christians,

    when being a boy scout
    was a good thing
    not a curse word,

    Prostitution was illegal,
    Abortion was illegal,
    homosexuality was illegal,
    transgenderism did not exist,

    men were men
    women were woman,
    women got married
    stayed home
    with their children,

    men could earn enough money
    to take care of their wife and children,
    people had three or more children,

    parents ruled their children
    and not the other way around,

    sex was between married couples only,
    and extra-marital affairs were condemned,
    not celebrated

    same-sex marriage would be seen as absurd
    and contrary to God’s will

    pornography was illegal,
    drugs were illegal,
    drinking was frowned upon
    if not illegal,

    people served in the military,
    we respected the troops,
    respected the police
    and respected authority

    Yes, folks, we have to return
    To an America
    That was a true Christian paradise

  • Hello Poetry Publishes my poetry

    I have started publishing poetry on Hello Poetry.  Here’s the link

    https://hellopoetry.com/jakecaller/poems/?tab

     

    Full Moon Lunacy

     

    yellow moon illustration
    Photo by Nishant Vyas on Pexels.com

     

    The Blood Red Super Blue
    Full Moon hangs
    In the evening sky

    Huge, heavy and full of mystery
    It almost looks like it will fall
    Out of the sky

    The blood red super blue full moon
    brings out the lunatics to run amuk
    Howling at the light of the moon

    The blood red super blue full moon
    inspires lustful thoughts
    And wild erotic imaginings
    And dark secret desires

    As the lunatic light of the full moon
    Causes civilized people
    To lose themselves
    And embrace their inner wild child

    And so, I stare
    At the lunatic light
    Of the blood red super blue full moon

    And howl like an escaped banshee
    Howling at the full moon

     

    Life In Between

    For years I have lived
    In-between two worlds

    Korea where my wife’s family
    comes from

    And the Bay area
    Where I grew up

    And Washington DC
    Where I worked for 27 Years

    And I live be-tween
    My official duties
    And my desire
    To be a wild-eyed poet

    And life in-between
    Means you belong nowhere

    Yet are everywhere
    Always disoriented
    Always half lost
    Never really feeling you belong

    That is life
    Living in-between

     

    Bus – Travels Through America’s Underbelly

    bus city local outdoors
    Photo by Oleksandr Pidvalnyi on Pexels.com

    I am a bus rider
    That makes me unusual
    For a white male
    From an upper middle-class family

    Our people are not bus riders
    Though some are subway riders

    Bus riders are other people
    The poor, minorities, immigrants
    People who don’t drive
    Because they are blind
    Or have a DUI

    And in my case
    I don’t drive
    Because I have bad vision
    And bad coordination
    Just never got the hang
    Of the whole driving thing

    Fortunately for me
    My wife does the driving
    But I still take the bus
    From time to time

    I rode the AC buses in Berkeley
    As a child
    Line 67, line 51, line 43 F bus
    Rode them long before BART came along
    And afterward as well

    As an adult seldom rode the bus
    But when I did so
    I was always impressed
    By the sheer diversity
    Of the bus riding population

    Hundreds of languages
    All sorts of sexual orientation
    Some were white
    Most were not

    Most of my fellow passengers
    Were nice enough
    Some were friendly
    And some were lost
    In their own thoughts

    And a few
    Were scary looking dudes
    With the look
    Of someone who had done time
    And were capable of more violence

    I also rode the bus
    In Seattle as a graduate student
    A lot of fellow UW students
    And the usual immigrants
    Minorities etc

    And some white people
    Commuting

    And in DC
    Over the years
    I rode a lot of buses

    Mostly to and from the metro
    But I got to know
    And love the DC buses as well

    I also took the greyhound bus
    Across the country
    Several times over the years
    All over the U.S.

    From Bay Area to Stockton
    From Bay Area to Clear Lake
    From Bay area to NYC
    NYC to DC
    All over the USA

    Taking the Greyhound
    Was always an adventure
    Met a lot of interesting people
    As people on long distant bus rides
    Tend to open up and talk
    To pass the time away

    Overseas I took the bus
    All over
    In India, in Barbados
    In Spain and in Korea

    The Korean buses
    For many years
    Were difficult for foreign visitors
    As the signs were all in Korean

    Most have signs
    Now in English, Chinese and Korean
    And are much more foreigner friendly

    Riding the bus
    In America
    Allows one access
    To the underbelly of American society
    The poor, the marginalized
    The immigrant communities

    That many middle-class white people
    Just never see

    And for that reason
    I am glad
    That I am a bus rider

     

    Returning America to a Christian Paradise

     

    jesus christ
    Photo by Alem Sánchez on Pexels.com

    President Trump in a speech
    to a Christian activist group
    calls for a “return to traditional values”
    that made America great.

    Folks we need to go back to those days
    Remember back when everyone was a Christian,
    God was in the schools,
    no one worried about offending Jews
    or others by saying Merry Christmas,

    when we had an Easter Break
    and a Christmas break from school

    when people asked you
    what Church you went
    It was a polite way of saying
    welcome to the community,

    I recall an America
    when people went to Church
    every weekend,

    when stores were closed
    on Sundays, Christmas, Eastern,
    New Years, July 4th and Thanksgiving,
    When there was no black Friday

    when no one knew
    what Islam was about
    because there were few
    if no Muslims living in America,

    same thing for Buddhists,
    Hindus and other minority religions,

    atheism was not a thing
    that one was proud of or promoted,

    when movies and TV’s were family entertainment
    instead of being filled with violence,
    sexual immorality
    and contempt for Christians,

    when being a boy scout
    was a good thing
    not a curse word,

    Prostitution was illegal,
    Abortion was illegal,
    homosexuality was illegal,
    transgenderism did not exist,

    men were men
    women were woman,
    women got married
    stayed home
    with their children,

    men could earn enough money
    to take care of their wife and children,
    people had three or more children,

    parents ruled their children
    and not the other way around,

    sex was between married couples only,
    and extra-marital affairs were condemned,
    not celebrated

    same sex marriage would be seen as absurd
    and contrary to God’s will

    pornography was illegal,
    drugs were illegal,
    drinking was frowned upon
    if not illegal,

    people served in the military,
    we respected the troops,
    respected the police
    and respected authority

    Yes, folks, we have to return
    To an America
    That was a true Christian paradise

     

     

  • November 22 Publication Updates and announcements

    November 22 Publications

    I just submitted my chapbook,

    “Snarling Cup of Coffee” to the Poetry Superhiway’s Great Poetry E Book Free for All promotion.
    On December 1, 2018 all the chapbooks will be free for distribution worldwide. I will send the link
    on December 1, 2018 and provide links to all the books on my web site that day as well.
    I hope you all will participate and download at least my book.

    If you are interested in participating see the following and note the deadline is November 30th PST.
    I missed the deadline last year.

    The Great Poetry E-Book Free-For-All
    The mission of the Poetry Super Highway is to expose as many people to as many other people’s
    poetry as possible.
    What?

    Acrazy project in which your poetry e-books will be freely available to all interested humans
    on Earth for a 24 hour period.

    Throughout November we will collect e-books from poets and writers interested in participating.
    Then on December 1st, for a 24 hour period, a special website will go live
    with links to all of the e-books.

    For 24 hours anyone will be free to download, for free,
    as many of these e-books as they like…a poetry e-book free-for-all.

    How?

    To participate, read all of the guidelines below and then click on our Online Submission form.
    That’s it. It’s simple. By doing so, your e-book will be included.

    The E-Book has to be written by you.

    E-books should be in PDF Format for universal compatibility
    with anyone’s computer.

    If you have an e-book in Microsoft Word or another format,
    please convert it to PDF. One way to do this (if you don’t know how)
    is to visit the website http://www.freepdfconvert.com/

    From there you will be allowed to select the file on your computer
    which will uploaded and e-mailed back to you in PDF format.

    When creating your e-book file, please keep it smaller than 1 megabyte.
    Once you’ve created your e-book (not before),
    click on our Online Submission Form to join in!

    Do not fill out the form and then e-mail us your e-book later.
    Please fill out the form and use it to upload your e-book to us.

    We are not accepting e-books or submissions by e-mail.
    The only way to join in is by clicking on the Online Submission Form below.

    On December 1 at Midnight (the evening of November 30),
    we will distribute a special e-mail letting people know the location
    of the web page with links to all of the e-book files.

    People will be free to download any or all of the titles and your poetry will be freely,
    electronically, travelling all over the world.

    This web page will go off line 24 hours later at Midnight on December 2nd.

    We will also list your e-book and description on this web page along
    with the link to your website for all to see.
    When it’s over, we’ll produce a list of how many copies of each book
    were downloaded for no reason other than you may find it interesting.
    To submit your book, please go to our

    ONLINE SUBMISSION FORM

    Frequently Asked Questions

    Why are you doing this?

    To expose as many people to as many other people’s poetry as possible.

    Why isn’t this a one-one exchange like the Great Poetry Exchange?

    The immediate accessibility of the internet, and zero costs for producing
    e-books makes this a much more attractive opportunity for
    an immediate larger audience for your books.
    We don’t want to limit your potential readers to other producers of e-books,
    nor to one other person.
    Why does the e-book have to be written by me?

    Unlike the Great Poetry Exchange, were one can participate by pledging
    to send a book by someone else or an anthology they’ve edited,
    since e-books are not purchased physical entities,
    and because they will be available in unlimited quantities
    during the 24 hour period on December 1st,
    only you have the rights to your poetry.

    You can’t authorize the free distribution of someone else’s poetry,
    the rights of which you don’t own, to the world.

    This sounds cool but I don’t have an e-book.
    That’s not really a question, but anyway, why not make one?

    Do some basic design and layout of your poems in your favorite word processing
    program. Make a title page. Design a nice cover.

    Use any pictures you want. Turn it into an PDF.
    You’ve got an e-book. There’s no time like the present.
    Maybe you’ll take it to print later?

    I participated last year and I want to submit the same book,
    can you just use the file and info you have already?

    This creates more work for us and is a little more difficult for us to manage.
    It would really help out if you could click on the Online Submission Form
    so we can have everything in the same place, we’d appreciate it.

    I’m concerned about my book being free for everyone on the planet.

    Also not a question but we understand.

    Maybe this isn’t for you. Maybe you sell e-books on your website
    and don’t want to give unlimited copies of one away over a 24 hour period.
    Hey, it’s cool.
    Are these really frequently asked questions?

    Actually no, all these were written before we received any questions,
    imagining what some of the questions might be.

    E-Books In So Far:

    All My Friends and I Want to Talk About is Autumn Leaves by Tara King
    All My Friends and I Want to Talk About is Autumn Leaves is a micro poetry
    collection–six poems written in the fall of 2017, a time of grief, beauty, and rage.

    American Poem Installation No. 2 by John Sweet

    Short bursts of word sculpture and verbal painting.
    Multi-faceted challenges to help stop the death of democracy.
    https://bleedinghorse.blogspot.com/

    Aqua Jogging by LB Sedlacek
    Fun water and water activity filled poems by swimming enthusiast
    and poet, LB Sedlacek! Aqua Jogging will leave you wanting
    to take a dip in the pool or at least stick a toe in the ocean!
    http://www.lbsedlacek.com

    The Best of Kindness 2017 by Jan Keough

    The 62 poems in this anthology are from over 300 poems sent
    to the Origami Poems Project’s 2017 ‘Kindness’ contest –
    with Finalist Judge, award-winning poet, Mary Ann Mayer.
    Join poets from 30 states and over 12 countries on this journey of insight
    and compassion.
    https://www.origamipoems.com

    A Blue Soul by Gabriella Garofalo

    The guests from the heavenly vault: stars, moon, sun, feed my words
    and provide them with a relentless lymph.
    So does that frustrating mess we call life.
    My reshaping them is the drive enabling my words to be invaded by
    that green fuse running through the very soul of poetry.

    Cherry Blossom Days by Sandy Benitez
    Cherry Blossom Days, by Sandy Benitez,
    is a collection of ethereal love poems;
    a love story that unfolds within the season of Spring infused
    with memories of the Pacific Northwest and Asian imagery.
    https://sandyslibrary.blogspot.com

    Club des Poètes. by Kaye Abikhaled
    You’ve been to Paris before. On your next visit share my verses
    for this great city and make them your own.

    Cuts On Me by Adrienne Ijioma
    This beautiful burst of enlightenment & empowerment awakens
    the reader to the psychological, emotional, mental & physical battles
    many experience while traveling the rugged road of life.
    Using poetry as a poignant testimony to declare that even from the darkest of days,
    we can bloom into something virtuously beautiful.
    https://jessvaughnwrites.com

    Dew Drops In The Rain by Hibah Shabkhez
    With tyrannical parrot-generals, mangoes and imbeciles,
    we have here a rather whimsical collection of poetry in English and French.
    https://hibahshabkhezxicc.wordpress.com/

    during the music by r soos
    During the music is a collection of 500 micropoems by r soos.
    r soos edited seven stars poetry from 1973-1998.
    He retired from teaching and instead of resting on past laurels,
    he is now editing Cholla Needles, a literary magazine based in Joshua Tree.
    http://www.chollaneedles.com

    How to Write Poetry by Jim Babwe

    Rodney B. Scow, SLF (Significant Literary Figure) asked me to submit this for him.
    His email account has been “suspended.”
    http://recursivemultimedia.blogspot.com

    In Iudicio (39 Lashes) by Jean-Paul Garnier

    As the subject of these 39 Lashes is one “on trial,” In Iudicio is a guilty read.
    One may feel as though it was not meant for their eyes, perhaps a found journal.
    Lines have been blurred and made public,
    therefore the reader is implored to continue with salivating confidence.
    http://jplgarnier.blogspot.com/

    Jack No Man by Born Before
    A juxtaposition of thought and sound, using modern tropes to anticipate the future.
    Well, in other words, just some poetry by a cool dude. Thanks for downloading me!
    100 Ways to Cook an Egg by LB Sedlacek
    How many ways can you cook an egg? How many ways can you write a poem?
    Poems range from place poems to social works –
    all sorts of different poems scrambled or fried up to serve your poetical reading time!
    http://www.lbsedlacek.com

    1+1=3 by I.B. Rad
    A lighthearted look at social, cultural, and political inconsistencies in America,
    with cover artwork by author.

    Permit Wonder by Jan Keough
    This collection is called a gathering since it suggests the coming together of friends.
    And these poems are friends to me, Jan Keough.
    I’m editor and co-founder of the Origami Poems Project.
    Since 2009, the OPP has been sharing microchaps – for free – to all.
    http://jankeough.com/

    Poems Into Guns by Rick Lupert

    New and selected poems from late 2017 through 2018 from Rick Lupert
    including poems from the forthcoming collection “Hunka Hunka Howdee!”
    poetrysuperhighway.com

    Selected Poems by Dave Lewis
    Dave Lewis is writer from Pontypridd, South Wales.

    He has always lived in Wales except for a year in Kenya.
    He has written newspaper columns, poetry for magazines,
    sports stories for the BBC and is organizer of the International Welsh Poetry
    Competition. For more details visit Dave’s website.

    Welsh Writer

    The Summer Sonnets by Bruce McRae
    The fractured sonnets of a fractured sonneteer. Written in the heat of summer.

    Territories by Antonia Clark
    Territories is a sampler of collected and new poems.
    Antonia Clark has taught creative writing, published two books of poetry,
    and co-administers an online poetry workshop, The Waters.
    She lives in Vermont, loves French picnics, and plays French café music
    on a sparkly purple accordion.

    38 Poems Under 100 Words by Bill Yarrow

    Thirty-eight published poems by Bill Yarrow all under one hundred words.
    https://billyarrow.wordpress.com/

    12th Man: Echoes of the Forgotten Race by Kilam T.A
    12th Man explores the psychological and emotion damage that occurs
    when people are forcefully removed from their home.
    12th Man illustrates what happens when the idea of gentrification is first initiated
    and what happens to the people when that idea is fully realized.
    http://www.speakerthoughts.com

    Voyage towards Positivity by Anupama Kadwad

    Voyage towards Positivity is a collection of random thoughts of the poet.
    This ebook consists of 26 poems on varied day to day topics.
    Deepest thoughts are expressed in simple words, which most of us can relate to.

    The Weather at Home by David Chorlton
    Poems written based on what happens around us at our house in Phoenix
    close to South Mountain, and thinking beyond it.
    http://davidchorlton.mysite.com/

    When the Moon Is New by Joan McNerney

    Ride through the 20th and 21st century with me

    Snarling Cup of Coffee By Jake Cosmos Aller

    I am a retired US diplomat and I have been writing poetry for decades.
    These are some of my favorite poems, most are from the last few years.
    Half have been published. I grew up in Berkeley but have lived all over the world;
    live in Korea and the U.S.

    2. River Sandha Publishes Fake Calls (will go live January 1,2019)

    Dear Jake,
    thanks for sending your write-ups. Its pleasure to let you know that your
    poem “Fake Calls” was published in our website. To see it, please go through this link:

    https://theriversandhareview.blogspot.com/2018/11/an-important-update.html

    Also, do accept a “certificate of contribution” which we attached with this mail.
    And, You may stay connected with us on-

    Twitter: https://twitter.com/RiverSandhaRVW
    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/RiverSandhaReviewOfficial/
    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/riversandhareview/

    Thanks for your contribution to our magazine. Feel free to share the news with
    your world. Do write in future for us. Best regards & wishes for you!

    – Muhammad Shahadat Hossain

    Fake Calls

    Note: first time to be published in Bangladesh, I have been published in India, Nigeria,
    Romania, Germany, Costa Rica, The US, UK and Canada.

    Fake Calls

    (also published in the Snarling Cup of Coffee Chapbook coming December 1, 2018
    see prior posting above)

    Every day I get woken up
    As the sun comes up
    By my phone ringing
    With a fake call

    It seems that the only people
    Who ever bother to call me
    Are the fake call people

    Who all call me
    With fake sincerity

    Offering me a great deal
    On this and that scam

    I curse at them
    Yell at them
    Mutter obscenities in foreign tongues
    And block their calls

    Yet it does not seem to matter
    The next call will be
    Yet another fake call

    Am I doomed to receive
    Fake calls until I day I die

    I turn on my computer
    And read my fake news accounts
    And watch TV for the latest fake news

    And the politicians lying
    And the criminals scheming
    To take my money

    The Zappa song comes to mind

    You will obey me while I lead you
    And eat the garbage that I feed you
    Until the day that we don’t need you
    Don’t go for help . . . no one will heed you
    Your mind is totally controlled
    It has been stuffed into my mold
    And you will do as you are told
    Until the rights to you are sold

    That’s right, folks . . .
    Don’t touch that dial

    And I scream to the universe
    Just leave me alone
    Then the phone rings…..

    3 Bad Nudes Will Publish “Hell is Here to Stay” in January, 2019
    Hey Jake,

    Thanks again for your submission. I’d like to publish your poem “Hell is Here to Stay” in issue 3.4 of BAD NUDES, if it’s still available!

    Best,
    Fawn Parker

    Note this is a legitimate literary magazine published in Montreal. Bing banned me from entering the site due to the “adult” name. It is not a porn magazine! Google found it no problem.

    Hell is Here to Stay

    The angel of the lord
    Appeared on TV sets
    All over the world

    People woke up
    Expecting to see
    The usual suspects

    Talking heads
    Talking drivel
    Talking trash

    Instead
    A stern visage
    A stern old man
    In a dark suit

    He had a salt and pepper beard
    And long, dark black hair
    And piercing blue eyes
    Staring out
    From his stern face

    The eyes
    Piercing the soul
    Of all who listened

    The voice
    Of the angel of the lord
    Was like thunder

    And all over the world
    People tried to turn off
    Their TV sets
    To no avail

    Twilight light Zone
    Prevailed
    The angel of the lord
    Stopped swearing
    And said

    In a calm
    Deadly voice

    People of earth
    You know the lord
    By a billion names

    I am his spokesman
    We’ve realized
    There is the age of the TV

    And we must be able to reach
    You directly

    Before one or a million
    Could understand

    Now no one hears us
    For you are convinced

    We are dead
    Irrelevant
    Washed up
    A fraud

    Frankly speaking
    You all can go to hell

    And an evil grin
    Appears on his face
    As he says

    Can a fraud do this?

    And outside
    Thunder and lightening

    A star comes down
    And houses were blown away

    And everyone was
    Outside

    The TV set
    Was in the sky above

    The voice of the angel
    Of the lord
    Proclaiming

    Repent
    The end is near
    And now

    No more TV
    No more booze

    The rights to you
    Have been sold

    For to quote Frank Zappa
    You are all assholes
    You are all assholes

    All of you
    Little, mean little assholes

    Let me introduce
    My new business partner

    Satan, also known
    As the prince of darkness

    God and Satan
    Have agreed on a deal

    A thousand year Reich
    A thousand year of slavery
    For you

    My little human assholes
    For your sins, your arrogance
    Your foolish pride

    After a thousand years
    Of pure torture

    We will return
    To judge the living and the dead

    Most of you will remain in hell
    Some will be redeemed

    And allowed into heaven
    And now, back to your usual station

    Welcome to hell
    Satan said

    And laughed and laughed and laughed
    And the usual crimes resume
    The usual lies and deceits and shames

    For most people
    It made no difference

    They had been in hell
    For centuries

    For some
    It mattered

    The few decent people
    Left on earth

    Were condemned to join
    The masses

    For another thousand years
    Of toil and misery

    The bosses were happy
    Satan appointed them
    To continue to rule

    But no strikes
    No salaries
    And as much abuse
    As they could give out

    And so the world turns and turns
    Following its way
    Around the sun

    And the sun
    Turns and floats
    Through space

    And the end was here
    And now

    No one could tell
    The difference anymore
    Hell was here to stay

    Comments and feedback welcomed as always. And thanks to the over 700 people who have found
    My site since it went live in February, 2018!

  • thanksgiving update

    Happy Thanksgiving.

    I am grateful for all the wonderful friends I have all over the world. I am grateful I married the love of my life, the girl of my dreams and we are still here.

    I hope to travel to SE Asia over the winter, back to the States in the summer with hopefully a trip to Portland, Seattle and Alaska – been to 49 out of 50 states, Alaska is my last one.

    This week I am binge watching some westerns I got from the Yongsan Library. The library will move to Camp Humphreys next summer but until then it is nice to have.
    I saw Homesman with Tommy Lee Jones and Hillary Swain. Not bad but would have preferred a happier ending. Next up are Young Guns, Lonesome Dove Church, Doc holidays Revenge, Slow West, and 3:10 to Yuma (which I had seen earlier). And then I will watch some SF – The Postman, Prometheus Trap, Earth’s Final hours and finally the horror movie, “Get Out.”
    Also got some great tunes which I downloaded for my listening pleasure.
    Rod Stewart classics

    Have you ever seen the rain
    fool around and fell in love
    I’ll stand by you
    still the same
    it’s a heart ache
    day after day
    missing you
    Father and son
    best of my life
    if not for you
    Love hurts
    everything I own
    crazy love

    Oliver Nelson
    CD One

    Jams and jellies
    passion flower
    Don’t stand up
    Ostinato
    What’s new
    Blues baby Blues
    Train Whistle
    Doxing
    In time
    Lou good dues
    all the way
    Groove

    CD 2
    screaming the blues
    march on March
    The drive
    the meeting
    3 seconds
    Alto It is
    blues at the 5 spot
    blues for Monday Friday
    Anacruses
    Perdido
    in passing

    CD 3
    stolen moments
    hoe down
    Cascade
    Yearnin
    images
    Six and Four
    Mama Lou
    Ralf’s New Blues
    straight ahead
    11443
    CD 4
    Main stem
    J and B
    Ho
    Latino
    Tipsy
    Tangerine
    Message
    Jungleaire
    Emancipation blues
    There’s a Yearning
    Going up North
    Disillusions
    Freedom dance

    Billie Holiday Disk one

    As time goes by
    autumn in New York
    Billie’s blues
    blue moon
    comes love
    don’t explain
    east of the sun
    easy to love
    Embraceable you
    everything I have is yours
    A fine romance
    Georgia on my mind
    God bless the child
    can’t face the music

    disc 2

    I cover the waterfront
    I got a right to sing the blues
    if you were mine
    Jim
    Lets call a heart a heart
    Lets do it this, lets fall in love
    Love for sale
    Love me or leave me
    Lover comes back to me
    Lover man
    Miss Brown to you
    Moon Glow

    Disk 3

    My Man
    Night and Day
    please don’t talk about me when I’m gone
    please keep me in your dreams
    solitude
    spreading rhythm around
    strange fruit
    Summertime
    Tenderly
    These foolish things
    What a little Moonlight can do
    Yesterdays
    Your going to see a lot of me
    you’re so desirable

    Otis Rush and Buddy Guy

    Introduction
    Coming home baby
    Jam
    Instrumental
    All your love
    Crosscut Saw
    I wonder Why
    Buddy Guy intro jam
    Five long years
    Look On Yonder Wall
    Things that used to do
    I smell a rat
    Gambler’s Blue
    Post Show interview

    Willie Nelson Song Bird

    Raining Day blues
    Songbird
    Blue hotel
    Back to earth
    Stella blue
    Hallelujah
    $1000 wedding
    We don’t run
    Your Love
    Search Amazing Grace

    Make my day Back to blue Fast Eddie Clark

    Nothing left
    Mountains to the sea
    Make my day
    Heavy load
    fast train
    Walking too slow
    Haven’t gotten the time
    One way
    my new life
    Ethereal Blue

    best of ZZ Top

    Tush
    Waiting for the bus
    Jesus just left Chicago
    Francine
    Just got paid
    La Grange
    Blue Jean Blues
    back door love affair
    Bear drinkers and hellraisers
    heard it on the X

    Neil Young greatest hits

    Down by the River
    Cowgirls in the sand
    Chinatown girl
    helpless
    after the goldrush
    only love can break your heart
    Southern Man
    Ohio
    heart of gold
    like a hurricane
    comes a time
    Hey Hey only my
    Rocking in the free world
    Harvest Moon
    Joshua tree YouTube
    Where the streets have no name
    I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
    with or without you
    the bullet the blue sky
    Running to stand still
    Red Hill mining town
    in god’s country
    trip through your wires
    one tree Hill
    exit
    mothers of the disappeared
    Luminous times
    Walk to the water
    Spanish eyes
    deep in the heart
    silver and gold
    sweetest thing
    race against time
    where the streets have no name
    Beautiful Ghost
    Wave of Sorrow
    Dessert of our Loves
    Rise up
    Drunk Chicken
    America

    And some good reading as well
    JRR Tolkien The Fall of Gongdolin
    Stephen Hawking Brief Answers to Big Questions
    Randy Wayne White Mangrove Lightning
    James Patterson Never Never
    Samsuk Yusa
    Victor Cha the Impossible State

  • howling at the moon

    Poems by Jake Cosmos Aller
    By Jake Cosmos Aller
    Index
    1. Just an Unhinged Lunatic Howling at The Moon
    2. Howling at The Moon
    3. One Crazy day*
    4. God’s Confession
    5. Wild Thoughts Run Amuk
    *previously published

    Just An Unhinged Lunatic Howling At The Moon

    On a moonlit late night
    I sat in a bar
    Drinking drams of demented, fermented dream dew
    Just an unhinged lunatic
    Dreaming of howling at the full moon

    Watching the world walk by
    Looking at all the fine looking babes
    Walking by the street
    Thinking wild, erotic thoughts
    Of endless wild libertine passions

    When into the bar
    Walked the most beautiful women
    In the Universe
    So wild, so free
    So wonderfully alive

    I did not know what to do
    As this vision of delight
    Sauntered through the bar
    In a skin tight leather pants
    Looked so fine
    That my eyeballs hurt

    And finally I had to say something
    So I gathered up my manly courage
    And walked up to her
    And she looked at me
    And instantly bewitched my soul
    With a devilish grin
    I lost all reason
    And became a raving lunatic
    Unhinged lunatic
    Howling at the moon

    Foaming at the mouth
    A wild, free werewolf
    Howling at the lunatic light
    Of the full Moon

    Howling At The Moon

    I stood outside
    Between the trees
    In a field
    On the outside of town

    Beneath the lunatic rays
    Of the blood red full moon

    The lunatic lights of the moon
    Casts a wild primeval glow
    On me

    The hormonal chemicals are unleashed
    The wild beast within
    Escapes it chain
    And I howl with delight
    A werewolf
    Free at at last

    To run amuck
    Free of its civilized restrains
    Throwing off its clothes
    Stripping naked

    Running wild
    Naked and free
    A wild man
    Enjoying his freedom

    As I sit
    Under the lunatic light of the full moon
    Of the blood red lights of the moon
    Full of wild passions
    The lustful beast stirs again

    And starts running and running
    Howling at the moon
    Riding into the new dawn
    On a demented Harley Davis cycle
    With two naked babes on his back

    Riding into the sun
    90 miles per second
    At the speed of though
    He disappears into the lunatic light
    Of the full moon

    And I wake up
    Alone,
    In my bed
    Saying, man that was quite a night
    I better not go there again

    The wild beast
    Laughs
    He has heard that before

    And I join him
    In howling at the moon

    One Crazy Day

    Last night
    I could not get to sleep
    At all

    Last night
    I could not get to sleep
    At all

    I looked up
    Looked out at the window
    At the full moon
    Saw by its lunatic light

    Your face
    Was in the moon
    And I looked up
    At the light
    That crazy light
    And dreamed

    I was with you
    Again

    And I woke up
    Again
    And I woke up
    Alone in my bed

    Dreaming dark dreams
    Of You
    Wishing it were
    Other than it was
    All alone
    All alone again
    In this world

    God’s Confession

    I was sitting along
    In a god forsaken bar
    Somewhere on the lunatic fringes
    Of society

    On the bad part of town
    Over by railroad tracks
    Heading to hell
    As fast as I could drink it down

    Enjoying my lonely drink
    Drinking by my lonesome self
    With my partners
    Jimmy Dean, and the Walker brother
    And his old Granddad
    Just drinking and hanging
    With the Jack Daniel’s gang

    A crazed bum
    With a thousand year stare
    Walks up to me

    He begins
    Muttering to himself
    Nutty nonsense
    Crazy words
    In a lunatic’s voice

    He had the look
    Of one possessed
    By his own demons
    That only he can see
    Or hear
    Possessed by a secret knowledge
    Only he knew

    Despite myself
    I was fascinated
    By this lunatic’s tale

    So I stopped him
    And said
    So what’s your game
    Anyway

    The short little dude
    Stopped his insane prattle
    Starting at me
    With that thousand year old stare

    Just another washed up
    Lunatic
    Too many drugs
    Too many bad nights
    On the wrong side of life

    He looked at me
    And proclaimed his story

    He reared up
    And filled up the room
    And lifted the bar
    On his finger
    And stared down at me
    From the sky

    And said
    Since you asked
    I am God
    The alpha and Omega
    The real deal
    The original dude of dudes
    The sultan of Swing
    God of hosts
    And father of that Jesus dude

    But no one knows me
    Any more
    No one cares
    They think I am irrelevant
    They think I am dead
    They think I am a fairy tale
    From some olden, ancient time

    Some say I am dead
    Others think I should be dead
    That my work is done

    I looked at him
    Carefully now
    And what did I see
    An old man
    With that lunatic look
    But there was something else

    He was crazy
    Sure yes
    But perhaps he was the real deal

    I mean why not
    Why would not God be
    A lunatic wandering around loose
    Talking to low lives like me
    In a bar
    On the way to hell

    So I looked at him
    And invited him to share
    His tale of woe

    God tells me
    Well, it’s like this

    Many a year ago
    People believed in me
    But one day
    They quit believing in me
    And they went on without me

    As they left me
    My powers got weaker and weaker
    And so eventually I became
    What you see today

    A broken down drunk
    Hanging out
    Looking for a hand out
    Looking for some company
    Or at least a free dinner

    And he laughed and laughed
    And I looked at him
    And saw the beginnings of the end
    And the ends of the beginnings

    I saw a million planets
    Flash by
    A billion people
    A trillion sentient beings
    Thinking all at once
    Thoughts filled my head
    Lights flashed
    And I knew
    He was telling the truth
    But it did not matter
    In this day and age
    Of materialism

    God has no role
    God is truly dead
    And so I bought him a drink
    And walked out of the bar
    Profoundly sadden by what I had seen

    God was dead
    And we had all conspired
    To kill him
    Long live God

    Wild Thoughts Run Amok

    Wild Thoughts
    Wild fantasies
    Fill my head
    Running through my brain
    Like electric currency

    My eyes are consumed
    By the burning fires
    Of unquenched desire

    She still has that thing
    That wild crazy thing
    And she still impresses me
    Compels me
    Inspires fear in me

    And I am on fire
    All over again

    The wild infatuation
    She caused in my heart

    But I was not prepared
    The sight of her
    Inspired dreams
    Of nights of love
    That was not to be fulfilled

    My heart is filled
    With wild erotic fantasies
    And I went her
    All over again

    That love Jones thing
    That wild love Jones thing
    Creeps its ugly head
    Out of the dark recess
    Of my demented soul

    Sniffing an opportunity
    To cause chaos
    Yet again

    And so I prepare
    To run away
    Ere I get consumed
    By unrequited passion
    Again

    Dreams of possible love
    And lust
    Come bubbling out
    Out of the swamps
    Of my fertile imagination

    And I pray to the gods
    To give me wisdom
    To avoid taking
    The path that leads
    To my destruction

    John (“Jake” ) Cosmos Aller is a novelist, poet, and former Foreign Service officer having served 27 years with the U.S. State Department in ten countries – Antigua, Barbados, Dominica, Grenada, Korea, India, St Kitts, St Lucia, St Vincent, Spain and Thailand. and traveled to 45 countries during his career.
    ___
    Jake has been an aspiring novelist for several years and has completed two novels, (Giant Nazi Spiders and the Great Divorce) and is pursuing publication.
    ___
    He has been writing poetry all his life and has published his poetry in electronic poetry forums, including All Poetry, Moon Café and Duane’s Poetree. (under the name Jake Lee).
    ___
    He is looking forward to transitioning to his third career – full-time novelist and poet after completing his second career as a Foreign Service officer, and his first career as an educator overseas for six years upon completion of his Peace Corps service in South Korea.
    Email: authorjakecosmosaller@gmail.com
    Linkinlin: https://kr.lin

  • to the Pain Gods

    to the pain gods

    Pain, go away
    Pain, pain go away
    Come again some other day
    Quite haunting my every moment
    Quit bothering me every single day

    Pain, Pain, God of Pain,
    What did I do to deserve such?
    Devilish pain?

    What did I do to you?
    Oh God of Pain
    Why are you punishing me?
    Every single God damn day

    Pain God Go away
    I will not believe in you
    If you do not believe in me

    Do we have a deal?
    God of Pain?

    Or will you continue to afflict me
    Every moment for the rest of life
    With this enervating pain

    Pain, pain go away
    Don’t come another day

    I wish I might
    I wish I could
    Send you away
    Forever and ever

    Banish you to hell and beyond

    Pain, pain go away
    I will not believe in you any more
    Please stop the torture

    I know that Zappa
    Says the torture
    Will never stop
    But I know the truth

    The truth may set us free
    But nothing will drive this pain away

    Pain go away
    Leave me be

    I don’t deserve this,
    I did not ask for it

    Simply go to hell
    My pain God


    Pain, go away
    Pain, pain go away
    Come again some other day
    Quite haunting my every moment
    Quit bothering me every single day

    Pain, Pain, God of Pain,
    What did I do to deserve such?
    Devilish pain?

    What did I do to you?
    Oh God of Pain
    Why are you punishing me?
    Every single God damn day

    Pain God Go away
    I will not believe in you
    If you do not believe in me

    Do we have a deal?
    God of Pain?

    Or will you continue to afflict me
    Every moment for the rest of life
    With this enervating pain

    Pain, pain go away
    Don’t come another day

    I wish I might
    I wish I could
    Send you away
    Forever and ever

    Banish you to hell and beyond

    Pain, pain go away
    I will not believe in you any more
    Please stop the torture

    I know that Zappa
    Says the torture
    Will never stop
    But I know the truth

    The truth may set us free
    But nothing will drive this pain away

    Pain go away
    Leave me be

    I don’t deserve this,
    I did not ask for it

    Simply go to hell
    My pain God
    i have been suffering from fibromyalgia since a jogging accident when I broke my heal and to 14 operations after I developed an MDR staff infection back in 1996. most of the time it is barely tollerable other days pretty bad as I am a connoseaur of pain I think. ©2 minutes ago, john Cosmos Aller humor • pain

    Poet Trapped Inside the Beast
    I have the heart of a poet
    Trapped deep within
    The soul of the beast

    Everyday I get up
    And put on my dark
    Bureaucratically correct uniform

    I turn off my soul
    Put on my phony smile
    And my plastic ideas

    And go forth
    To do battle
    With all the other soulless automats
    The nameless govbots
    The evil faceless bureaucrats
    That infests this swamp by the river

    The body snatchers came a long time ago
    They won
    We are all slaves to the system

    The system is not evil
    It is beyond such concerns

    No the system’s goal
    Is complete surrender
    Of our creativity

    The poet trapped within
    Screams
    I want out

    The bureaucrat
    Bends over and says
    Twelve years until retirement

    Then I’ll let you out for a spin
    Before locking you up for another century

    The bosses don’t care
    They merely exist to do the bidding
    Of the masters of the Universe
    The evil creatures who bought our souls
    Years ago

    And control our every thought
    With TV and media and constant monitoring

    Independent thought is illegal
    Don’t you know that by now

    And so the poet remains trapped
    Lonely, all alone
    Surrounded by the body snatched victims
    Of the evil system
    We call the Government

    Escape while you can
    Get off the net
    Get off the computer
    Run away far far away

    But remember there is no escape
    They are everywhere
    The brain dead soulless automats
    The govbots
    The evil faceless bureaucrats
    We call government workers

    They are everywhere
    Watching out for independence and free thought

    They are coming after me
    The poet screams
    And is neutralized and destroyed

    And I am now a happy corporate slave
    Working for the government
    With my soul lobotomized for the greater good

    At the end of the millennium
    We find the truth
    There is no god to save us
    From what we have become

    Smash the system
    Escape while you can
    For they will find you
    And put you
    Back into the suit of conformity

    God is not dead
    He has also been coopted
    Given money, and followers
    The Christian Coalition Controls God

    But one day
    God will escape his prison
    And free us all
    From the tyranny of the corporate monsters
    Who control our fate
    And then only then
    Will we be free

    Until that day
    The poet deep inside
    Prays, works and undermines
    The Government-Corporate master plan

    The end of the world is upon us
    God is coming back
    Or perhaps it is the devil that is coming
    Or Maybe the Lord Buddha or the Prophet Mohammed

    But one day
    Mankind will be free

    And the Poets and musicians and creative types
    Of all description
    Will throw off the yoke of the body snatchers
    And bring on a thousand years
    Of peace, love and creativity

    But Satan (God’s Evil Twin)
    Can’t be defeated forever
    He will lurk out there
    Until the time is ripe

    And mankind again falls under
    The spell of the body snatcher
    Bureaucrats and corporate clones
    Govbots and faceless bureaucrats

    And poetry and creativity
    Again is banished to the dark corners of our souls

    The poet within me
    Smiles
    Knowing that some day
    He will defeat the bureaucrats
    That so oppresses the world

    Someday
    They will be the ones
    Hiding in the shadows
    And the poet will have his revenge

    Until that day
    He bids his time

    Occasionally coming out
    Taking over my soul
    And writing these stories
    Before returning to his hiding space
    Deep within my soul

    Tomorrow I put on my suit
    And return to battle
    With all of the other clones
    Automats govbots
    And faceless bureaucrats

    And my poet
    Smiles
    Laughing while my soul
    Slowly twists
    Dying in the wind

    And I begin another day
    In the city of Washington
    The center of the beast

    Hell Central
    The center of the cosmic conspiracy
    That has lasted centuries

    Man has lost
    We are all slaves
    To the machines

    The poet screams
    But is not heard
    The machine can’t be bothered

    The system does not compute
    The anguish of crushed humanity

    The system demands
    More and more
    Until the life within is crushed
    And we embrace our enemies

    And are absorbed
    Resistance is indeed futile

    I just retired from decades working in the belly of the beast that is the USG – sometimes I thought it was evil, other times mindless and sometimes I thought i was doing good work. this poem obviously was written in my dark moods. My two antigovernment right win nut case brothers coined the term govbots but i think that they copied it from some on © 3 minutes ago, john Cosmos Aller


    Bombs Away

    The TV said the bombs were falling
    All over Belgrade/Baghdad, Libya, Syria
    And a thousand other lands
    All over the world

    The bombs were falling down
    All over the place

    Yes, the bombs were falling
    And I thought
    While walking down the street
    Why? Why yet again

    Do we think we can bomb our way
    Into peace and prosperity

    Why, Oh God, do we need to bomb yet again
    A country far away
    For a purpose that is not our own

    Oh, the President and the Secretary of State
    They have their reasons

    The Senators and Congressmen too
    The soldiers, sailors and marines
    All have their reason

    To unleash the power and passion and danger
    Of the horrible evil weight of the bombs

    And the military industrial state
    The deep state make a fortune
    Selling the bombs to the government
    Every bomb is a money maker
    A million bucks per bomb
    And they need millions of bombs
    Bombs away

    But the bombs don’t know
    They don’t care who you are
    All they do is fall and blow things up
    And kill everything in their wake
    That’s what bombs do

    That’s the thing that bombs do
    We don’t understand
    It’s a bomb sort of thing

    The bombs keep falling
    The TV screen shows lights and show
    And the bombs keep falling

    The TV does not show
    The innocent children
    Who die tonight
    Because the bombs fell

    Were the children asked?
    Were the mothers consulted
    Were the sons and daughters thought about?
    No

    The bombs don’t consult
    They merely fall and kill and maim
    And blow everything up in their sight

    The bombs keep falling
    And a million souls die and go to hell

    Satan in his lair
    Is happy

    He says to himself
    The bombs keep falling

    More and more people are drawn To the dark side
    The hatred and fear and violence
    Keep it up

    The bombs keep falling
    And falling

    And we walk around in our streets
    Far away from where the deaths occur

    The dead don’t scream out to us
    We don’t care

    The bombs don’t care
    They keep falling
    Doing their bomb thing

    And I wonder, yes, I wonder
    What price do we pay

    As a human race
    For the death, the destruction of the bombs

    In this day and age
    Many doubt that God exist
    And most of us don’t believe in Satan either

    But the bombs
    They know

    Satan has won
    We are all living in Hell

    And soon Satan will arise
    And rule us forever

    For we have given into our hatred and evil side
    God is watching us and says to himself

    They have chosen the bombs
    Let them have them
    Bombs away forever

    And the bombs don’t stop to think
    They don’t laugh

    They merely fall and kill and destroy
    The bombs keep falling

    And tomorrow and the next day
    The generals will talk
    The talk

    And walk the walk
    And proclaim the great victory

    And the dead with have no voice

    The dead children’s screams of terror
    Will not be heard in the courts of power

    The bombs will have won
    And we will all of us pay a price
    For all of us are the bombers

    And none of us are innocent
    We are all guilty of war crimes
    We should all be condemned to Hell

    But I forget sometimes
    We are in hell

    And God is far away
    Running away in shame
    From what he had created

    Satan is happy
    The bomb makers are ecstatic
    Another million dollars gone
    And another million dollar sale

    The bombers are proud
    The dead are merely dead

    And the bombs, the bombs
    Keep falling and falling
    Forever
    The bombs keep falling
    written originally after the bombing of Yugoslavia but updated to reflect all the other bombing campaigns since then. it seems there is always a reason to bomb but the bombs just kill and kill and kill and it will never end it seems © 2 minutes ago, john Cosmos Aller anti-war • death • pain • sad • society

    The Evil That Kids Do

    Yet again we turn on the TV
    And witness horrible scenes
    Of unparalleled violence, hatred and despair

    Two teenage boys
    Decide to kill all of their classmates
    Hold their school up
    Bombs waiting to destroy

    And the cry goes out throughout the land
    Why yet again this tragedy
    Why did such nice boys
    In a nice safe suburb
    Turn out to be some horrible evil creatures?

    The usual suspects are rounded up
    It’s the culture, stupid cry the conservative voices
    No, it’s the guns, cry the liberal pundits

    And we sit around and argue
    Knowing that there will be a next time
    And another time and time and time again

    What is the sickness in our souls
    That allows for this hatred to fester so
    Deep within the minds of our teenage killers

    Why do they act the way they do
    Is it just the mindless violence?
    That surrounds us all

    The pornographic display of violence
    That washes across us every day
    The 8, 000 murders we have seen
    By the time we are 18?

    Or is it simply
    That killers can easily
    Get the latest bang for their buck?

    We are all responsible here
    The negligent parents

    The overworked schools
    The TV and movie purveyors
    Of pornographic violence
    The gun dealers
    The gun makers
    The craven politicians

    Who think it is everyone’s god given right
    As a damn American
    To buy as much weaponry as possible
    To buy machine guns
    To protect themselves from other gun men

    Nothing will change
    Until we conflict the evil
    That lurks deep within each of us

    There will be another Columbine High School, another Sandy Hook
    Another Texas massacre, another Virginia Tech,
    another this and another that
    Soon enough

    Despite all of our efforts
    Despite any new laws

    There will be evil men
    Who want to shoot and kill
    Who have somehow lost
    Their essential humanity

    Lao Tze said
    The more laws there are
    The more criminals there will be

    More laws are not the answer
    For a law cannot make a sick soul whole

    We are all guilty here
    The TV and movie
    Pornographers of violence
    The parents and schools

    And most important our society itself
    For allowing our young to become
    Such evil creatures

    If Satan lives on
    He is laughing
    All the way to the proverbial bank

    If God lives on
    He is ruing the day
    He created Mankind

    And the carnage will go on and on and on
    Until the day emerges
    When we all proclaim

    Enough, no more
    The killing, hatred and violence
    Will stop

    No More will our youngsters
    Grow up to be such monsters

    That day will come soon enough
    Until then we will all suffer
    The wrath of the killer children
    In our midst.

    written after columbine but updated to reflect all the other school shootings. i may do a companion piece on the black live matters movement and all the blacks being killed by the police with inpunity. © 2 minutes ago, john Cosmos Aller
    the clock

    The damned clock
    Rings in my sleeping ear
    Reminding me with its shrill beats
    That time factory derived chimes
    Away the now distant land of Zaatari

    At night fall
    My heart comes alive
    Creeps out of its self-imposed shell
    To enter the land of Zantari

    The every day waking world
    But a shadow on the moon
    In the land of Zantari

    All is as it should be
    A mere image to see
    In the mechanical second
    We call reality

    not sure what this means other than when I dream I often am transported to other worlds as I have wild SF dreams. Zaatari is one of the planets I go to frequently © 2 minutes ago, john Cosmos Aller sf • society

  • Lost and Found

    Index of First Lines

    Lost and Found
    Donald Trump and the Vulgarians Rise to Power
    Strong Wine
    The Shape of History
    Yesterday Morning

    Lost and Found

    I was lost
    And you found me

    You walked out of my dreams
    And into my life

    And that made all the difference
    In the world

    As you entered my life
    I was all alone in this cruel world

    And you provided shelter
    And comfort

    I did not know what I wanted
    And you gave me what I wanted

    You gave me meaning
    You gave me purpose

    You gave me love
    And understanding

    peace and happiness
    Joy, laughter and fun

    You were endlessly fascinating
    Could not keep my eyes off of you

    You were the most beautiful women
    In the world to me

    And you still are
    So many years later

    Like a fine bottle of wine
    Gets better with age

    And you gave me
    Endless nights of wild lovemaking

    Which has gotten better
    As well

    And I fell under your spell
    from the day I met you

    I was lost
    And you found me

    And if you go first
    I will be lost again

    Can’t live without you
    By my side

    Thus is has always been
    Between us

    We are so entangled
    So interwoven

    And that is the way
    It was meant to me

    the voice of my doom

    walking deep in the woods
    high above the city
    near the airport

    I heard them
    then saw them

    hideous black crows
    looking at me
    cackling at me
    laughing at me
    mocking me

    calling me names

    I asked what they wanted
    they laughed
    and said
    nothing but your doom

    and they flew around me
    dive bombing me

    and surrounding me
    calling me names
    in Korean and English

    as I fled down the trail
    with the demon birds
    hot on my trail

    Donald Trump and the Vulgarians Rise to Power

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    Trump and the Vulgarians
    Lusting for power and revenge

    It ain’t right they say

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    The white man has been given the shaft
    The nigger president gone too far
    And now they want to make a bitch President

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    They have gone too far they shout and scream
    Anger pouring out of their faces and their whatever

    Rabid dogs from the no fly lands
    I hear them coming

    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    The elites on the coast
    Continue to look down on the Trump

    Say he is a clown say he is a simpleton
    Say he is dangerous demagogue

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    But the more they sling at him
    the more they deride him
    The stronger he gets

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    The deplorable who support him
    Know that they have got the elites right where they want them
    Behind the barrel of their proverbial guns

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    The fly over country
    the fuckistanian
    Jesus land multitudes

    Are on the march on the coastal elites
    Rabble rousers out for blood tonight

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    And blood they will have
    If their hero their champion their Donald
    Is denied his right to rule over them?

    The rights to them have sold
    To the highest bidder

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    And Donald knows that he is a fraud
    A con man a film flam artist

    But he knows his marks knows his rubes
    And gives them what they want
    Gives them what they need

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    As they give the whole rotten system
    A god damn finger up the ass
    Hoping to blow the whole thing down

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    You Will Be Punished

    You Will Be Punished for Protesting
    The Principle has a message
    For those who don’t stand for the National Anthem:
    Obey or be punished.

    “You will stand, and you will stay quiet.
    If you don’t. you are going to be sent home,
    and you’re not going to have a refund of your ticket price,

    YOU WILL LOVE THIS COUNTRY OR ELSE, YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!

    I would love to see some brave students
    defying Nemeth’s idiotic proposal
    by conducting a mass sit-in during the Anthem at the next game.
    He can’t do anything about it.

    It’s appalling,
    really, because

    you have to wonder
    how awful the government classes
    must be at his school

    Is his school in the US?
    Or in North Korea?

    Do they not teach students about the Constitution anymore?
    What happens to students who refuse to say the Pledge of Allegiance?

    Are they punished, too?

    What happens to athletes
    who remain seated during the Anthem?
    Will they be allowed to play at all?

    When will Nemeth issue an apology?

    (When he stops being an ignorant fool,

    I would also love to hear him explain

    — in a video to the students —

    why he’s wrong about this issue.)

    “The statement made by the principal of Lely High School
    arises out of a context
    in which students
    in the stands
    at a school athletic event

    we’re being disruptive
    at the start of
    and during the national anthem.

    He has spoken
    with our students

    to explain that his statement
    was based upon the disruption
    that school administrators observed occurring.

    The district recognizes a student’s First Amendment right
    to express his/her thoughts and ideas.
    For now

    But if President Trump Becomes President
    All bets are off
    Ha ha ha

    However, the law refuses to see
    As Frank Zappa sang so many years ago

    That there is no great society
    As it applies to you and me
    Unless your uncle owns the store

    if a student paid to see a game
    and sat quietly in the stands
    during the national anthem,
    we would not remove the student.

    The student is seeing the game
    at that point
    as a member of the public.

    True patriotism is upholding the First Amendment right to free speech.”

    All Hail President Trump
    The invincible
    Leader of our great country

    Strong Wine

    One night
    I was starring
    In my wine glass

    Deep in thought
    When I saw
    Something in my wine

    That haunts me still
    I saw in the bottom of the glass

    Evil doers abandon evil
    And became saints

    I saw rich men give up
    Their awesome greed

    And poor people
    Awarded dignity

    And all men
    Became brothers

    All women
    Became sisters

    And war ended once and for all
    And peace broke out
    And hatred disappear

    And I stared
    Into my glass wine

    I drink the wine
    Hoping the vision

    Would infect me
    And change the world

    But alas the world
    Remained the same

    The evil doers came back
    The rich continued to conspire
    And the poor still remained poor
    And the war continued on and on

    So I drank my wine
    And went to sleep

    The Shape of History

    Once I too had ambition
    I had the usual dreams of glory and grandeur
    All I wanted to be was to be a great creative genius

    Only I did not know
    How to kiss ass creatively

    Once I had dreams of greatness
    I would be glorious and free
    All would envy and admire

    This man so noble and great
    Now I am tied down in mirthless mire

    Once I hustled
    Once I took no shit from anyone

    Once I wanted the universe
    Now I am contended to shit

    And refuse to bustle
    Why bother anymore

    In the gathering gloom
    Of the foreseeable future

    One thing is certain
    I do not want a room

    On the scrap heap of society
    And yet that might be my fate

    Yesterday Morning

    Yesterday morning, I awoke
    Like most mornings

    I was still dead I walked
    Out of my drug infested slum
    Into my computerized car

    Down the freeways of my mind
    Searching for the pot of golden dreams

    I stopped in at a Resturant
    Drank copious amounts of free coffee

    And saw all the people

    One by one disappearing into the crowds
    All I knew was wrong

    Or worst yet a figment of your imagination
    Every person changed

    Transformed into an interchangeable computer’s robot

    All the same
    All the same

    Everything living in instant suburbia
    Moving their meaningless life

    All the same all the same

    Not me screamed my coffee as I sat

    Yet another victim
    Of our creeping collective insanity

    Just cogs in the wheel
    Cogs in the wheel

    And so I go down the road
    And get in line

  • it can’t happen here

    It Can’t Happen Here

    By

    Jake Cosmos Aller

    Index
    It Can’t Happen Here
    Masters of the Universe
    Fires Burning Bright
    Hurricanes from Hell
    Idiots in High Places
    God Does Not Talk to Idiots

    It Can’t Happen Here

    The pundits and talking heads
    The chaterati classes

    All assure us
    That it can’t happen here
    Fascism will never happen here

    Our democratic system
    Superior to all others
    Check and balances
    Power of the media

    Will prevent fascism
    From taking root
    In the American soil

    They laugh
    And talk amongst themselves
    And laugh some more
    Convincing themselves

    Meantime the darkness
    Continues to descend

    As our President becomes more erratic
    And frankly shows signs of insanity
    The fascists supporting him
    Gather strength

    And one day
    They strike back
    With furry

    When the powers that be
    Try to remove the President

    He mobilizes his army
    His army of deplorables
    And they mobilize

    And his fascist supporters
    In the government
    Demand law and order
    And restoration of the Leader of the people
    As they have started calling the President

    He comes back into power
    And demands
    Unspecified emergency powers

    And so, the cycle ends
    And fascism wrapped inside a Christian flag

    Comes to America
    Full vengeance
    As they take charge

    And the chaterati classes
    Are all arrested
    The first to be rounded up

    America has fallen
    The media stars
    All comply

    The leader is great
    America is great
    And all who oppose him

    Must be terror sympathizers
    Or Tersymps for short
    And deserve to be rounded up

    Public protests are forbidden
    Muslims must register
    Atheists must be fired

    Alt media is shut down
    The internet is censored

    And I weep
    As I see the once great American nation
    Descend into a fascist nightmare

    And I wait for the midnight knock on the door
    Knowing that I am on the list.

    Knock Knock knock
    Open it is homeland security……

    Masters of the Universe

    The earth has been invaded
    By hideous blood sucking vampires
    Disgusting vile alien creatures
    Devoid of all compassion
    Lacking any human empathy

    These so-called Masters of the universe
    These psychopathic monsters
    Are everywhere
    They even took over the White house

    And to these vile creatures
    Everyone is nothing but a commodity
    These alien monsters
    Worship the god of the market
    While proclaiming that they serve Jesus

    Jesus would turn over in his grave
    To see these people in action

    The airlines in Florida
    Facing the worst hurricane in world history
    Decided that the expeditated thing to do
    The MBA approved thing to do
    The profit maximizing, screw the public thing to do

    Was to raise prices 600 percent
    Without prior notice charging 3,000 dollars

    Instead of doing the right thing
    The compassion thing
    The human thing of offering free flights to all

    These executives, these so-called Masters of the Universe
    thus, demonstrated that they are no longer human

    But greed driven monsters
    As are all the other soulless automatons
    Who have taken over the world

    Perhaps some day
    Jesus will come back
    And smite these motherfuckers
    Send them to the hell they so richly deserve

    We can only pray
    For our deliverance from such evil
    From the soulless evil masters of the universe
    Who have taken over the planet

    Fires Burning Bright

    I look out my window in Medford Oregon
    at the unnaturally dark smoke-filled skies

    Seems almost like the end of the world
    Out here in the smoke-filled skies
    Of the west

    And realize that that the entire west coast
    Is burning up

    Quote the Donald,. “Give me clean, beautiful and healthy air – not the same old climate change (global warming) bullshit! I am tired of hearing this nonsense.”

    I consult the Donald for further wisdom and advice
    and find that this is what he had to say

    . “Well, I think the climate change is just a very, very expensive form of tax. A lot of people are making a lot of money. I know much about climate change. I’d be–received environmental awards. And I often joke that this is done for the benefit of China. Obviously, I joke. But this is done for the benefit of China, because China does not do anything to help climate change. They burn everything you could burn; they couldn’t care less. They have very–you know, their standards are nothing. But they–in the meantime, they can undercut us on price. So, it’s very hard on our business.”

    Ah it all makes sense
    Climate change is a Chinese hoax
    So, they can destroy the US economy

    Thanks to our dear great leader’s wisdom
    I am relieved

    And realize that it will all be alright
    If I just follow the wisdom
    Of our dear leader

    Hurricanes from Hell

    As I watch the endless coverage of the storms from hell
    Harvey, Irma, Jose and so many others
    It seems almost end of the world like

    As I sit on the smoky west coast
    With fires burning everywhere

    Thinking of the massive storms from hell
    Bearing down on the East Coast
    And the burning of the West Coast

    As the storms head to Margo Largo
    Winter home of our dear leader
    Threatening destruction

    The thought comes to mind
    Perhaps there really is a God

    And he is angry at us
    For destroying his world

    And I realize that God
    Has been sending us a message
    The end of the world is coming

    And I despair
    Thinking that we have an idiot in charge
    Of the United States Government

    As we face the storms of the century
    And the ever-growing threats of global terrorism

    Nuclear armed North Korea
    And global chaos

    What does our dear leader say to comfort us
    In our hour of need

    Nothing but political nonsense
    How great he is doing
    And how on top of things he is

    As the storms batter the country
    And the fires consume the west

    I realize that the earth
    Does not give a whit
    About what I think

    The world spins and spins around the sun
    The climate continues to deteriorate
    And mankind might be facing its darkest hours

    But we have the Donald
    And he will lead us through
    To the other side

    And so, I pray to the Donald
    For deliverance from the storms
    the fires burning everywhere
    the threat of nuclear war
    the end of the world

    Idiots in High Places

    Many years ago
    I was amazed to find
    So many idiots in high places
    All over the world

    Senators, congressmen
    Office directors
    Presidents
    Corporation CEO’s

    All were idiots
    Completely stupid

    People who should have known
    A thing or so
    because they should have seen a thing or so

    and yet these idiots in high places
    would reveal their total ignorance

    every time they opened their mouth
    or tweet or email their profoundly wrong thoughts

    and it never ceased to amaze me
    that few ever challenged these idiots

    few ever said but you are wrong
    or you don’t have a clue

    and these idiots caused so much damage
    to those around them
    to the country and the world

    and now we have the idiot in chief
    in charge of the richest most powerful country
    the world has ever known

    and I wonder how in a country of 350 million people
    we ended up with such an idiot in charge

    But the idiots in high places phenomenon
    Exists everywhere

    Corporations made stupid decisions
    Countries make incredibly bad decisions

    All traced back to idiots in high places
    And these idiots in high places
    Can’t hide their ignorance and pure stupidity

    They can’t pretend anymore
    In a world of 24/7 constant news
    The idiots every pronouncement
    Fills the airways 24/7

    And the only people who know better
    Are too afraid to say what they know

    That the idiot in high place
    Is an idiot
    and is destroying the world

    and so we doomed to die
    due to the idiot in high places

    God Does Not Talk to Idiots

    Every day
    There is another outrageous statement
    From this preacher or that preacher

    Saying that God spoke to them
    And told them that Trump

    Was anointed by God himself
    And would bring us all to the promised land

    Well I hate to bring it up
    But felt that I must

    If God exists
    And is all powerful

    Why would he waste his time
    Talking to these idiot preachers?

    And why would he anoint Trump
    The most ungodly of all politicians

    How do these preachers know
    It is God calling

    Does God speak to them?
    And what does God sound like?

    How did God talk to them?
    On the phone? By email? By tweet
    Or by visions or voices in their head?

    Or are they just raving lunatics
    Who think that God is calling them?

    God does not in my opinion
    Talk to idiots

    Nor should he tolerate these fools any more

    God does not send us hurricanes or tornados
    To punish us

    That is beneath his pay grade

    God is god and is mysterious
    And if he speaks to us at all

    We surely do not understand
    Anything he says

    As we have surely screwed up
    The teachings of his prophets

    So I wish to end this by saying
    Oh you false prophets

    STFU

    God is not calling you
    And never has

    Just SFTU already

  • Microsoft Why I left You

    Microsoft Why I left You

    Microsoft Why I left You

    computer error message
    evil computer

    why microsoft sucks

    Dear Microsoft

    I am writing to let you know why after years of putting up with shoddy software that does not work I finally have pretty much demanding Microsoft for good.  I have been using Microsoft word on a daily basis since about 1990 or so. I retired in 2016 from the Department of State as a foreign service officer.  Since retirement I have bene blogging, and writing poetry and fiction.  Up until six months ago I was writing my work using Microsoft word and keeping track of my submissions on Excel.  I finally gave up on both products after years of frustration. 

    I will keep my subscription for now because I do need to have access to my documents and I do need to be able to submit the documents for publication in the Microsoft Word format.

    I have sent many of my observations and complaints to Microsoft over the years but no one has ever bothered to follow up and your customer service is a nightmare.  Every time I call them they have not been able to answer my problems and generally make things worse.

    The basic problem is that your software has too many bugs and doesn’t work I’ll just give you a specific example or two. 

    50% error rate Un-acceptable

    One week about a year ago after being frustrated that Microsoft word would frequently crash causing me to loose my work, I kept track of all errors during a one week period and concluded that about 50% of the time when I was using Microsoft word or Excel I encountered some kind of error usually just a temporarily “not responding” error that cleared up in a few seconds, but often times the software would crash requiring me to either reload it or sometimes reboot my computer.

    Opening Microsoft in the morning if I had to reboot my computer would sometimes require me to wait 30 minutes before I could open Microsoft and often I would have 20 or 30 different versions of Microsoft opened accidentally while I was trying to open it. Then I would have to manually close each and every single document and each time I did that I would get a temporarily response error so many days it would take 30 minutes or so before I could get in to my documents and get to work.  This is clearly unacceptable.

    Apple, Google Docs Always Work

    Contrast this with “Apple pages” which I’ve started using for about six months. It opens every single time and I have yet to have a non-responsive error and never had any problems with it.  It does what it supposed to do and does it perfectly. It allows me to save documents to word and it open word documents.  Microsoft word of course does not allow me to open a document created in Pages. It does allow me to open a document created in Google docs though.

    Excel Destroyed my Documents – For No Reason I Can understand

    I had to give up on Excel as well.  About six months ago for some reason that I’ve never been able to figure out  Excel started to give me an error message every single time I tried to copy data into it from another program When I did that I got an error message saying that there were “too many fonts” being used and then I had the option of clicking OK and hoping that that would stop the error message.  usually I had to click Okay many times before it cleared up. One time I had to click okay message for four hundred times before it would clear and let me get back to my work. Excel would often just refuse to save any documents whatsoever and then I would have to reboot my computer and lose my data.

    Tech Support Was Not Helpful

    I contacted Microsoft repeatedly and nobody ever bothered to return a message and your online help function was useless and your automated chat bot never was able to figure out what I was talking about.  I did not call customer support because I figure it would have been useless waste of time. I even uninstalled and reinstalled the software and the error message continued.

    I shifted to Google Docs and it is working wonderfully. Almost never have a problem.  and the font issue was never an issue.

    Dictation Program  Produces Great Found Poetry

    Finally your dictation program has never worked. I am using the Apple dictation program to write this letter it has a 95% success rate Microsoft dictation had a 25% success rate most of the time they produce gibberish. I did use that to create a number of found poems which I called Microsoft dictation poems. I sent poems to Microsoft but again nobody has ever responded.

    I did call when I first installed the dictation program.  Nothing worked.  Microsoft tech support could not figure out that the problem was the the dictation program did not work with the internal speaker of a laptop. They told me to reformat my hard drive. I went to Best Buy and they told me that it does not work with a laptop and sold me an external microphone.  I bought an external speaker and then it worked but only 25% of the time did I get a clean copy, 75% of the time it produced gibberish.

    To end on a positive note, your speech to text function did not work for a long time then one day it started working and once it started working, there as a 90% success rate.  This gives me hope that one day you will get the dictation program to work.

    My plea to you sir is to get your software to work 95% of the time every single time I know that this may not be glamorous and I know this may not be seen as the direction of the company but I know that my experience is not unique and that most of your customers are very frustrated with your products and that is why more and more people are using products as such as Google Docs or Apple products because Microsoft word and excel just don’t work.  Please fix your Microsoft office suite products  – a 50% error rate it’s just not acceptable. 

    I would be happy to follow up with anyone from Microsoft if they wish to talk to me about this but I do not think anybody will bother to respond I will post this on my blog, https://the world accordingtoCosmos.com  

    I hope that you will take this constructive criticism into account and fix Microsoft office once and for all thank you

    Jake Cosmos Aller

    Ex-Microsoft customer

    More Microsoft Found Poems

    more found poetry

    All night I felt
    that last Internet space

    I’m wondering About Future
    and about me

    And finally decided
    Just focus I’m living day by day

    Helping the best
    Ashland I can be

    I’m not Worry too much
    About things I can’t control

    Were home
    Too many things to do

    and I Well
    Just him and I can eat
    to do

    And hopefully
    The world make me laugh

    yes again
    I sound fun too

    Another Found Poem

    I wake up fully functional
    Thinking out

    My life so far
    and how it is coming down

    I have to rent
    Thanks write down
    which I have not done

    But The most important thing in my life
    Has been Mary Denture
    That made all the difference
    to my life

    Shonisaurus
    Hi Hey sis are watching
    And I should be Happy

    What’s my accomplishments

    Not bad for a for a man
    Who was born Disability
    Amazon let me know my license

    123
    OK now I get your attention
    I wanna go too sole

    and Endgo

    some and then being term
    and then USA

    and then Washington, DC
    and then Baltimore

    and then I wanna
    will be with the idea being done
    on the stand

    will be OK enough tomorrow
    I need to go to the house and 88 AM 988
    just 8:00 AM.

    The I am having a meeting with an array
    annually and aHer
    a OK on we’re going to talk

    to a jester of two
    come up with solutions

    we need to two fans
    and players

    repaid the painting repairs
    we are paying the bill

    from both the house we’ve passed,
    my treatment
    we had the somewhat tainted drywall fixed

    we have a new tenant
    rules being new tenant

    is a very good
    10

    I think
    are we were making

    very much you need to do better
    to stop of studies

    now me as Sarah
    Mr. Allen not an island

    is an error
    that have a need

    for an offense of offering Maisie’s
    backing separate

    from the public
    often salad

    End of the night
    of the committee
    of the ways

    to hire the answer you
    get a better

    Microsoft Dictation trials Found Poem Three Inspection Report

    Inspection report
    meeting went well

    met with him
    only at age six

    G P silver in the damage
    is shown her

    the news from the rear
    and as well as shown
    for the termite damage.

    In the termite
    go we had been a UGS

    the basic questions of morality
    and using this statement

    denying them the answer
    most questions

    afterwards
    we went outside
    to take a picture

    although the front porch
    into I noticed

    there was something
    very strange looking

    at the front porch
    the pedestal

    on the front porch
    were quoted

    so he headed
    from facing the street

    and in from the street
    station house

    the fed is still on
    riding his meaning

    to the eye
    and that has left his leading

    to the left
    we noticed

    there were cracks
    in the forge:

    long the foliage
    including the crack
    on in the front door

    we also know
    is that the doors

    are at opening
    in the awkward men

    we also noticed
    a big crowd

    on the right side of the house
    on in the mist
    airways to the right baseline

    we took a look
    at the the souls in 141571413 1415
    that this is an old event in 1413

    left as to his meeting
    in Ford’s 111415

    in the right one
    is even for now

    we suspect that uses serious settlement issue
    in that the house is cracking

    on the house
    in the house

    is trying to balance
    its closing the porch
    this is just

    what left
    in the says
    this is a serious issue

    we are sending information
    to a lawyer

    asked his advice

    before we can’t turn our
    insurance for content and
    Rescinded the new

    we will go to the court
    has to figure out the procedures

    for the deal
    gainst the key man
    this evening

    I hope to do some writing
    style dictation

    Poem Four Green Tree Death

    Green tree

    is in the Kingstown Property
    in Alexandria

    with her mother
    and are tended to Jeff

    my mother in the wall
    is berating jobs for some reason

    to handle
    and tell my mother to calm down

    as Jeff has a temper problem
    job is getting very angry

    Juppe pulls out a gun
    and serves the shooting of my mother

    the mall and should serve five or six times
    in the head

    my wife forays into a closet
    and Hans hoping that jobs

    will not find her
    and she wonders

    what would happen know
    that her mother

    in all my mother’s death
    and the she wonders

    what will happen

    because im not there
    at the time

    and she fears Jeff
    shooting in the wall

    and that is the end
    of the current in that age

    Poem Five Telco One

    Telco one
    not until 5:00 PM
    had objected

    lack of will
    come back
    and go to some of actor dinner

    will fix the car tomorrow
    and work on my appeal

    light work
    and the appeal
    denied me

    to get on the other headphones
    when we go to the own charm

    on Thursday
    will build

    and Costco tomorrow
    dictation is working

    but still funky
    but it will when it finally works

    watch and at the showboat
    Mr. Sunshine

    before taking all along
    that low energy

    back to two long flight
    stop dictation
    of up to the line

    Poem Six Late for Fate

    Had a busy productive day Left late
    And got 2 Mothers Doctors appointment

    Almost an hour late
    For my fate

    Left it there
    and went and got my dentures

    Had lunch
    Add my brother in law

    Usual Tom chat Tom

    Not bad
    Went back to get mother

    And then went to him once took a nap
    My screen news today was interesting

    Kim and moon went to beckton son
    That was very interesting

    to see kim and moon
    impact Kim and moon impacting son

    Where a lot of my eyes book
    and almost finished it

    Got some new novels out
    To Stephen King short stories
    and a Randy Wayne white

    Credimi and rim dot Florida
    novel those we nice

    and Thomas doing
    Also got some my music

    Poem Seven Barriers Between Worlds Fall Apart

    One night
    The barriers between the various worlds
    Bridgetown, Narnia, Oz, Earth, Mars

    Anne People
    for my eyes only

    Find themselves wandering the streets
    Off Thorth

    People in the earth
    find themselves wondering the street Ovas
    And for one night only

    All the animals
    in earth wake up
    in can speak

    And they have a lot to say

    24 hours total madness
    All the barriers

    between the various dimensions
    break down

    And then the worm hole disappears
    and that down overwhelms
    I put back to get

    I am With the Wizard of Oz
    Watching The breakdown
    of The dimensional barrier of time and space

    Afterwards I work with Glenda
    To try to put A permanent Magical barrier

    That would block the land of oz
    From the rest of the world

    But I’m afraid

    That the knowledge of the house has gotten out
    And that Too many people
    are gonna want to find Oz

    the impact of damn Packers
    and talking animals

    Continued to prepare for 8
    And The world is well

    Poem Eight  Lost in Oz

    I am a friend of the shaggy man
    And decide to visit him

    following his secret dircections
    I make it before he dies

    and meet up with Ausma
    Dorothy and the remaining Parts of her party

    We March back to the Emerald city
    And I am invited to Stan’s

    Poem 11 On the Move

    On the move
    from an old friend of the shaggy man
    and I and the it

    owns polling
    is seeking corrections

    and I’m drawing
    and one on one

    with a home run
    to the wizard

    and working

    and the crow
    and on to win

    their fight

    to save one small one
    from on the mission

    Poem 11 Ancient Rome

    And find myself in ancient Rome
    I am in the emperial room

    And I’m being driven to the streets
    Annabelle again and Anna Pelican

    I enjoyed me lemper
    But I have many enemies
    And I’m free

    Poem 12 Transformations

    I am asleep
    And wake up

    Last Ash change rooms
    and found and I had been transformed
    by my evil witch

    Into a red Paul
    I wondered

    Should I tell Anne
    I found that I was in August

    Eventually I’ve met Glenda
    the good Dan

    Where is he
    We jump start
    to my original shape

    I am in an coma
    When the sun hits her ears

    Make me go to munch on
    Well I need

    Poem 12 Visions of New Seoul

    I am dreaming of a unified Korea
    The Unified Korea capitol
    will be called Han Seoul

    Hey would me
    High speed train links

    Csullo Anne Canyon
    And in China airport

    So subway will be expanded
    With lines on the way to penman

    No new Capitol
    movie build impounding

    John patrick

    hey a central business district
    will be located In time

    And a diplomatic quarter
    will be located in Palmer John

    which will be
    This side of the new blue house

    as well the new Capitol
    with links to China

    Poem 12 Love at First Sight

    The the phenomenon of eight (hate) at first sight
    is similar to the phenomenon of London (love at first sight)
    for some it is in both cases

    because in the prior life
    one had human issues with those persons

    and still need to be resolved
    and you will fated

    to meet them again and again and again

    I really only had paid for site (hate at first sight)
    once in my life

    when I met on balls Dr. Baden
    David Moran

    We ran into each other
    we hated each other

    and first moment
    when that a new course

    he once tried to kick me
    out of that foreign service
    while acting behind my back

    one evil despicable evening

    Poem 13 alien invasion

    The first encounter
    with the aliens

    was when the earth was invaded
    by aliens were the size of children

    they landed
    and attacked everywhere

    and eventually come they turn over most of the earth
    and fluid

    and the aliens
    were very did not treat human beings

    for an us
    for human people cannot like they’re
    and either by and a soldier on the first battle

    and I capture
    an evening in the alien
    and we take it and

    for interdiction (interogration)

    the alien refuses to cooperate
    and eventually dollars (dies).

    Poem 14 Ozma’s Magic Book Reveals All

    All (Osma) calls is looking
    at her mentor (monitor)

    it is a global
    that shows everything in the land of oz,

    distance an each is something
    she cums to her friends

    that they can have one meal
    of firewalls arms

    and they can look at the land of ours
    by USA

    and the images
    they can pull out individual
    and see what they are doing

    are with us

    when uses is as one of her many
    till she has to watch

    out what’s happening
    in the levels

    microsoft dictation found poems

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  • Down in the Dirt Poems

    Down in the Dirt has published a number of my poems in 2017 and 2018. Check it out.

    Charles Bukowski Road Not Chosen

    And Other Poems

    By Jake Cosmos Aller

    Published in Down in the Dirt

    Charles Bukowski Road Not Chosen

    John (“Jake”) Cosmos Aller

    While reading Charles Bukowski poetry
    On the metro ride home
    Listening to Buddha bar music
    On my oh too hip IPod

    I begin to see myself as I was
    Over 30 years ago when I was merely a bit player
    A minor character in a Charles Bukowski poem

    A wild young underemployed intellectual
    Hanging out in dismal bars and dives all over Asia and California
    Hanging with disreputable women and drunks and drinkers
    And characters out of his kinds of haunts

    A mad poet bard of the underground
    A drunken poet in a drunken bum show
    That nightly played in his head

    Then one day I met the women of my dreams
    And went down a different path
    A long slow path to respectability

    And now 30 years later
    I am no longer a wild man
    I am still a poet at heart
    But I am now also a bureaucrat
    In a button down suite

    Doing the people’s business
    Working for the Government
    I’ve become the Man

    Sometimes I wonder
    Would I have been better off
    Going down that another path

    Would I have ended up
    Somewhere else
    Doing something else

    Would I have been as happy
    Would I have been as successful?

    There is no answer that satisfies
    The longing in my heart
    For that wild thing
    That still lurks beneath
    It’s civilized cover

    And I know that I am still
    A mad poet at heart
    Railing against the injustice of the world

    As I work day by day in the belly of the great beast of State
    I recall the ancient Chinese saying,
    “Confucian during the day while Taoist rebel at night”
    Playing out in my head and nightly dreams
    In the true American Upper class patrician tradition

    I close the book and look out the window
    Get off the train, and walk slowly home

    And realize I had no choice
    But to take the path that I’ve trodden on

    And so I put aside my misgivings
    And say goodbye to my “Bukowskian”desires
    For another night of domestic contentment

    Was it worth it all to take the conventional path
    And not take the bohemian road to hell and back

    I look at my wife and realize
    I had no choice, had no choice
    But to follow her to the ends of the earth

    And beyond by her side as we walked our path
    Of shared destiny

    Goodbye Charles Bukowski wherever you are
    May I meet you in a bar in the next life
    And figure out where we should have gone

    Until then the drinks are on me.

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    Fallen Dreams Litter the Ground

    John (“Jake”) Cosmos Aller

    In the fall weather
    As I walk amid the falling leaves
    I see the signs everywhere

    Of the fall of America
    The once great and mighty Empire
    Everywhere signs of the fall appear

    The dark skies mirror
    The darkness that settled over our land

    Death, destruction and random acts of chaos
    Are all around us
    Surrounding us with visions of doom

    Nothing can stop the bloodletting
    No one seems to be in charge

    As the leaves fall
    And the darkness descends
    The fall of America continues

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    My Name Is Nobody

    John (“Jake”) Cosmos Aller

    My name, it is Nobody
    No one cares who I am
    I am just a nameless clone
    In the cold unfeeling bureaucracy

    Just one of the army
    Of civilians who flood into and out of the city
    Every day

    A non-entity,
    A ghost
    A govbot
    A cyber
    A spook
    A faceless automan
    A bureaucrat

    Just a grey suited cog in the machinery
    And no one cares
    No one knows who I really am

    And I am legend
    Everywhere and nowhere

    Just the way this modern world
    All shred of humanity
    Crushed beneath the cruel wheel of society

    In the cold harsh world
    There is no room anymore
    For true human feelings

    We are just robots, clones, machines
    And so I go to work
    Put on my mask

    And no one hears my inner screams
    And no one will ever care

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    Strangeness in the Air

    John (“Jake”) Cosmos Aller

    There is a strangeness in the air
    A sense of cosmic unease
    Hangs silently in the purple crystalline sky

    America woke up
    And decided it was time
    To quit following like lemmings
    Over the Clift

    As the pied piper chants
    Stay the course, stay the course
    We were like lemmings following him
    Dying to save his wounded pride

    Today there is that strange difference
    In the air
    As Americans woke up
    And threw off their chains of fear

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  • poetic rants

    Driving to the End of the World

    Driving to the end of the world
    The end times approach

    Driving through the smoke-filled air
    North of Mt Shasta
    Heart of Bigfoot country

    End of the world images
    Fill my head with dismal
    end of the world visions
    the apocalypse is upon us

    The wicked evil as hell
    blood red sun
    Leers at me with an evil grin

    Screaming at me
    What fools these mortals be

    Global climate change
    Is as real as the smoky fires
    That Burn and burn and burn
    As our leaders turn turn turn away

    They Can’t handle the truth
    They will sacrifice all life on earth

    So the oil and coal barons
    The so-called masters of the universe

    Can make their obscene profits
    Sending the rest of us to hell

    Tuesday, 2 January 2018

    Merry Christmas from your friends at AT&T

    Sometimes I wonder
    About the morality of the corporate giants
    That rule our world

    On the day before Christmas
    AT and T received a huge Christmas gift
    From the President of the United States

    The biggest tax cut in U.S. History
    And the President proclaimed
    That it would unleash jobs jobs jobs

    Apparently, ATT never got the memo
    And they announced thousands of layoffs
    The day before Christmas

    A true PR nightmare
    That could have been avoided
    They could have waited two weeks

    And announced their restructuring plan
    After the New Years

    But no they decided to show the world
    Their true colors

    Heartless soulless monsters
    Who don’t give a damn
    About their workers, their customers
    Or their employees

    And certainly are not Christians
    Though I am sure that they think
    They are doing what Jesus would

    All they care about
    Is feathering their own pockets

    Is it any wonder
    That Americans hate the big corporations
    That rule us like ancient emperors?

    And will they fade away
    Into the dustbin of history

    One can only pray
    For such a Christmas miracle

    It’s a Gun Situation, Mr President

    Mr. President
    You are wrong once again.
    You said that the tragic events in Texas

    And Las Vegas were not “gun situations”
    But rather, were mental health problems

    And that in Texas if there had been gun controls
    Perhaps fewer people would have died

    Mr. President
    I know you a smart man,
    The smartest man in the world
    According to you

    So please contemplate this fact:
    According to the latest findings,

    It is a gun situation
    In fact, the reason the U.S.
    Has so many gun deaths

    Is because we have so many guns,
    45% of the world’s guns in fact

    And 33 percent of the world’s shooters
    Are Americans killing other Americans

    And most of them, the majority of them,
    Are White People killing other people

    Not murdering terrorists.
    Most are in fact,
    Out-of-control citizens.

    So Mr. President
    When will you come to your senses

    And do what 90 percent of the public wants,
    Enact nationwide effective gun controls?

    And tell the NRA
    they can take their blood money elsewhere

    When Mr. President
    When will you act
    When will you take charge

    And become a President of the people
    Instead of the President of the NRA?

    When will this Madness end?

    Yet again we turn on the TV
    And witness horrible scenes
    Of unparalleled violence, hatred, and despair

    An old man consumed by his own demons
    Opens fire from a hotel room
    Killing 58 people injuring hundreds

    In Las Vegas, Sin City
    And the cry goes out throughout the land

    Why yet again this tragedy?
    The usual suspects are rounded up

    It’s the culture, stupid, cry the conservative voices
    Guns are the price of our freedom
    Guns Don’t Kill People

    The only solution is more guns for everyone
    The only solution for a bad guy with a gun
    Is a good guy with a gun

    An armed society is a polite society

    No, it’s the guns, cry the liberal pundits

    We must confiscate the guns
    Ban Assault weapons
    And join the rest of the world

    Where such carnage does not occur
    And we sit around and argue

    Knowing that there will be a next time
    And another time and time and time again

    Until the end of time
    What is the sickness in our souls

    That allows for this hatred to fester so
    Deep within the minds of our killers

    Nothing will change
    Until we confront the evil
    That lurks deep within each of us

    There will be another Las Vegas
    Soon enough

    Donald Trump, Our Great Compassionate Dear Leader

    As an elderly man falls
    In front of him
    During a charity dinner event
    Hitting his head bleeding out

    Quote the MAGA Donald Trump our future dear leader

    “It is disgusting. I mean the guy was bleeding
    all over the nice marble floor”

    Donald Trump the self-proclaimed
    saviour of the nation
    Could not be bothered to lift a finger

    “Thank God for the marines who took out the garbage
    But they left a mess on the nice marble floor
    And ruined their nice uniforms”
    and disrupted a fine dinner

    Did he call the grieving family the next day
    Of course not

    Quote the Great Leader, the Donald

    “I forgot to call.” That is not his thing at all
    And still, I wonder

    How such a disgusting excuse
    For a human being became

    The leader of the greatest nation
    On earth

    And what it means for the future
    Is it proof that we are doomed
    That America is in the final stage
    Of terminal decline?

    Or will Americans take
    out the garbage
    From the white house?

    Fake Calls by John (“Jake”) Cosmos Aller

    Every day I get woken up
    As the sun comes up
    By my phone ringing

    With a fake call

    It seems that the only people
    Whoever bother to call me

    Are the fake call people

    Who all call me
    With fake sincerity

    Offering me a great deal
    On this and that scam

    I curse at them
    Yell at them
    Mutter obscenities in foreign tongues

    And block their calls
    Yet it does not seem to matter

    The next call will be
    Yet another fake call

    Am I doomed to receive
    Fake calls until I day I die

    I turn on my computer

    And read my fake news accounts
    And watch TV for the latest fake news

    And the politicians lying
    And the criminals scheming

    To take my money

    The Zappa song comes to mind

    You will obey me while I lead you
    And eat the garbage that I feed you
    Until the day that we don’t need you

    Don’t go for help . . . no one will heed you
    Your mind is totally controlled

    It has been stuffed into my mold
    And you will do as you are told
    Until the rights to you are sold

    That’s right, folks . . .

    Don’t touch that dial

    And I scream to the universe
    Just leave me alone

    Then the phone rings

  • Ugly Writer Publishes ” Sleaze” Poems

    Ugly Writer Publishes ” Sleaze” Poems

    The Ugly writer publishes “Sleze” Poems

    “SLeze” poetry by Jake Cosmos Aller

    the Ugly Writer has published a number of my poems including my poems about “Sleaze” and “Searching for God”


    Heading Back to the Past

    While the rest of the world
    Embraces the energy of the future

    Our great denier of the truth

    picture of President Trump
    president trump

    wants to boldly take America back
    To the 19th century era of oil, and coal

    Yet perhaps it does not matter in the end
    As long as we have one another

    We will overcome
    The darkness will flee the land

    It Has Been Done Before

    Before Trump’s Wall
    There were many other walls

    trump's sleazy wall
    trump’s wall

    The Berlin Wall
    The Great Wall
    Hadrian’s Wall

    All the walls of the ancient world
    All failed
    To keep the enemies out

    The enemies of freedom
    The enemies of the state

    Still came across the border
    To loot, steal, rape and plunder

    And nothing could stop
    The flood of history

    The Grim Reaper Is late

    the grim reaper
    is late
    he is behind his quota

    so he unleashes
    the ravens of death

    the ravens of despair
    the ravens of madness

    they spread out
    all over the world

    infecting all
    with madness

    as the world descends
    consumed by hate

    the grim reaper
    smiles his sardonic grin

    thinking of all the souls
    he will harvest that day

    as he carries out
    the mandate
    of his satanic majesty

    The House of the Damned

    deep in the woods
    in the swamps of the deepest bayou

    lies an old abandoned cabin
    few have ever visited

    it looks long abandoned
    but there are stories

    legends
    of a creature
    from beyond time itself

    who lives deep in the swamp
    devouring everything he comes across

    But he hungers for human flesh
    once in a while

    he keeps a human slave
    who goes into town

    and drums up business
    for his master

    the hunters are recruited
    and they are brought to the house

    where they are commissioned
    to go into the woods

    and hunt down prisoners
    and shoot them dead

    and bring back the bodies
    for the bounty

    and the hunt is on
    and the prisoners are caught

    and the monster of the deep swamps
    has a feast

    and the hunters
    are added to the fire

    a few are left alive
    zombies under his control

    and so the house of the dead
    continues to haunt

    the deep swamps

    Searching for God

    a homeless man

    camped out
    on the streets
    of any city

    just another broken down soul
    looking for something

    and then I see him
    painting the face of God
    on the ground

    and I know
    that God is everywhere

    and sometimes
    only the down and out
    can see and feel God

    The rest of us
    are blind to the divine

    SLEAZE

    Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze
    Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze
    Nothing but Sleaze
    Surrounds me 24/7

    S

    L

    E

    A

    Z

    E

    Led by the evil Sleaze King
    King Donald Trump
    the one true sleaze King
    The Sleaze King from TV

    Are we doomed to live
    In a world run by sleaze kings
    And ruled by sleaze values

    Are we addicted to sleaze
    And need our sleaze fix daily

    As we turn on the sleaze TV
    And see nothing but sleaze

    Oozing out of our TV sets?

    SLEAZE 2

    Sleaze surrounds us 24/7
    Lots of sleaze on the TV
    Everywhere we go nothing but sleaze
    All the time 24/7 sleaze rules the air
    Zappa had it right calling it the slime
    Everything is nothing but slime oozing out of our TV’s

    They are Next God Says

    God is in his cosmic control room
    The ultimate situation room

    Where here he watches over mankind 24/7
    One day he reads

    About protesters
    Protesting the operation
    of Emergency helicopters

    Because they’re too noisy
    they stir up dust
    and damage their properties

    And are just inconvenient as hell
    just too bloody inconvenient

    the protestors are demanding
    that the helicopters be grounded

    Disregarding the fact
    That they save lives
    Given the hellish traffic conditions

    God is furious at the callous attitude
    The casual disregard for human life
    And the pettiness of the protesters

    He calls up his chief angels
    And reads them the recent articles

    All of the angels
    Are furious at the callous attitudes of the protesters

    God calls the grim reaper
    His contractor who handles the details of death

    God says I have a commission for you

    The Grim Reaper had read the article
    As he too monitors the world 24/7

    He laughs

    and says I know what to do
    Obviously, they all have to die
    In a horrific accident

    and can’t get to the hospital in time
    Because they are stuck in traffic

    Now you’re talking God said
    But I want you to break protocol

    Just before they die show up
    And explain to them why
    They are about to die

    That would be poetic justice God said
    And you know I’m all about that

    Everyone laughs
    God has a sense of humor after all

    The grim reaper mordantly salutes the boss
    And goes about his grim task

    Out Law Lady of the Night

    Photo by Nishant Vyas on Pexels.com

    One wild moonlit night
    On the tail end of a Friday Night booze run

    I found myself
    Twenty drinks too sober
    In a bar in the mean streets of Bangkok

    Drinking my way to Hell
    Just as fast as I could

    And on the stage
    Dancing her soul away
    Was the most beautiful creature

    In the known universe

    Dancing with an attitude
    That could kill an elephant in heat

    She looked so fine
    Made my eye balls hurt

    As I started at her naked body
    Admiring the curves
    In all the right places

    And her ass called to me
    Telling me deep dark erotic desires
    Inspiring carnal thoughts

    And hopes that she would be mine
    For the right price

    And I stared at her
    And she smiled with an evil seductive smile
    A true succubus from hell itself

    And she gave me a knowing look
    And I knew that I was hooked

    For a night of wild libertine passion
    As I devoured her

    Making wild passionate love
    All night long

    Even if it meant
    That I would be selling my soul
    To the devil himself

    Last Woman on Earth

    The last woman on earth
    Stands in a deep forest
    Contemplating the end of the world

    The end of civilization
    The end of time itself

    She stares out at the dark forest
    Watching the world reclaim itself
    Watching mankind fade away into dust

    The last woman in the world
    Clutches her bible against her chest
    Wondering why God had forsaken her

    She screams out to God
    But no answer

    Only the silence of the wilderness
    And the silence in her heart

    The end of the world
    Came overnight
    Only she survived the final bio plague

    She fled the crumbling ruins of the city
    Sought refuge in the forest

    And found she could not die
    And she wanders the world

    Looking for survivors
    And so the world ends

    And mankind fades away

  • Five Poems About Noise

    Five Poems about Noise

    By

    Jake (John) Cosmos Aller

    Index

    Lost in Internet Space

    Shutting Down the Noise

    It Don’t Mean Shit

    Noise

    Nonsense

    Lost in Internet Space (Microsoft dictation Found Poem)

    All night I felt lost

    In that last Internet space

    Lost and consumed by the constant noise

    All around us

    Consumed with anxiety

    I’m wondering About Future

    and about me

    And finally decided

    Just focus I’m living day by day

    Helping the best

    Ashland I can be

    I’m not Worry too much

    About things I can’t control

    Were home

    Too many things to do

    and I Well

    Just him and I can eat

    to do

    And hopefully

    The world make me laugh

    yes again

    I sound fun too

    Shutting down the Noise

    Watching from afar

    The endless constant changing

    Reality that is the Trump Presidency

    Watching one political norm after another

    Tossed aside at the mercurial whim of the President

    And the right wing spin machine at work

    And the left wing

    Saying the world is ending

    And everything is going to hell

    As I sucked into the void

    Watching watching watching

    As the political process

    Destroys the country

    And the world

    Then I realized

    It is all a delusion

    It means nothing

    And the world is not ending

    At least not today

    I shut off the TV

    I realize that I would be happier

    If I just shut it all down

    Shut down the internet

    Shut down the media

    Shut off the radio

    Put down the newspaper

    And cut through the noise machine

    That surronds us 24/7

    Listen to classical music

    Listin to old time blues

    Go with a walk with my wife

    Enjoy the day

    And let the noise of the media

    Fade away into nothingness

    It Don’t Mean Shit

    Watching the news

    Sucked into the The 24/7 noise machine,

    Watching the constant lies, spin, accusations counter accusations

    Dark conspiracies, deep state, fake news, Evil plots, The Trump reality TV show

    Run amuck, The Republicans in congress, Fiddling as the world burns

    And the democrats Fanning the flames of discontent Just like the Republicans did

    For eight years under Obama

    I breath deeply

    Turn off the TV

    And go for a walk

    In the hills

    Just to get away

    From the nosie of the world

    Just for a moment

    Mr. Natural

    That beloved 60’s mascot

    Used to say

    It don’t meet shit

    And just went trucking along

    But as I tried to recall that wisdom

    My resolve only lasts a few minutes

    soon enough I am

    sucked back into another marathon

    Watching the news

    The noise that surrounds us

    Driving us mad

    As the anxiety consumes us all

    In the new Trump world order

    Noise

    Nothing but constant noise
    On the air,

    In the internet
    Surrounding us 24/7
    Everywhere we turn

    Nonsense – Nothing but noise

    Nothing but nonsense, noise, chattering idiots

    On the news, on the internet, all over the place

    Nothing but nonsense, noise about dark conspiracies

    Seldom is spoken a word of truth

    Even in the darkest corner of the world

    Nothing but noise when you turn on the TV

    Sometimes I want to smash my TV

    Eventually the mood fades and I am drawn back into its embrace

    © Copyright 2018 JCosmos (jcosmos at Writing.Com). All rights reserved.

  • computer poetry added

    desktop,business,internet,text,technology,horizontal,communication,world wide web

     

    Microsoft  How I Hate You

     

    For thirty years I have had the Microsoft blues

    For thirty years I have had a love hate relationship

    With my damn computer

     

    I love it when it works as it advertised

    I love it when the internet is fast and furious

    I love it when my emails work

    My Itunes work and my word works

     

    But all too often

    All I get is grief

     

    It starts with the error messages

    Written in a strange haiku like language

    That only computer geeks understand

     

    Things like

    General Failure reading disk drive

    Begs the question who is this General Failure

    And why is he reading my disk drive anyway?

     

    Or my favorite

    “Not responding” as the computer freezes up

    For no apparent reason

    Other than to fuck with my head

     

    Sometimes my computer can’t find a printer

    A printer that is connected to the computer

    And one that they found five minutes ago

     

    And the dreaded blue screen of death

    That appears randomly

    Dumping memory somewhere

     

    And killing my computer slowly

    As I watch in real time

     

    Powerless to stop

    How it eats all my work

    That I have failed to back up

     

    One day I counted how many times

    I ran into computer errors

    70 percent of the time when I open Microsoft

    Something goes wrong

     

    Sometimes I want to shoot my computer

    Put it out of its misery

     

    As I curse up a blue storm

    The computer looks at me

    With an evil grin

    It continues to fuck with my head

     

    Nothing but silence from it

    And all the other computers in the world

    They smile knowing that they have tortured me

    Yet again

     

    Mission accomplished.

     

     

     

    Computer Blues (revised)

     

    Sometimes I think

    My computer is plotting against me

    And only me

    Trying deliberately to drive me mad

     

    My computer knows when I am busy

    Then it throws a hissy fit

     

    Refuses to boot up

    Crashes constantly

    Looses data that it had the day before

    Or five minutes before

    Or refuses to save the data

     

    Just fucks with me

    As it loves toying with me

    Making me yell and scream

    At my damn computer screen

     

    Cursing up a blue stream of blue curses

    As the blue screen of death

    Marches across the dark blue screen

     

     

    Smiling at me

    As I beg it

    To do what

    it is supposed to do

     

    Just once I beg it

    Do what you are supposed to

    Open the document once

    Not twenty times

     

    Do not not respond

    In endless loops of opening

    Not responding refusing to close

    Until I respond to the error code

     

    Please Mr. Computer

    Quit playing games

    Play my music

    Don’t wipe out the sound

    On the fifth attempt to play music

     

    Don’t take an half hour to load Microsoft products

    Don’t freeze up on opening ITUNES or Groove or Spotify

    Don’t give me computer haiku error messages

    That only make sense to computer geeks

     

    Such as general error reading files

    Who the ***** is this damn general

    And why is NSA reading my files

     

    Or can’t save the file

    Or can’t save the an open file

    When it just did ten times in a role

     

    And in Microsoft excel

    Refusing to move the cursor

    Just freezing in place for a moment

     

    And all the other gobblygook messages

    That pop up every five minutes it seems

    As the computer slowly drives me mad

     

    Do what you are supposed to do

    That is all I ask of you

     

     

    More Computer Blues

     

    Sometimes I think

    My computer is plotting against me

    Trying deliberately to drive me mad

     

    My computer knows when I am busy

    Then it throws a hissy fit

     

    Refuses to boot up

    Crashes constantly

    Looses data that it had the day before

     

    Just fucks with me

    As it loves toying with me

    Making me yell and scream

    At my damn TV

     

    Smiling at me

    As I beg it

    To do what

    it is supposed to do

     

    Prayer for  Computer (send to Microsoft)

     

    Every morning

    I start my day

    Cursing my damn computer

    Been doing this for 30 some years

    Since I bought my first computer

    The Atari back in the 80’s

     

    There is always something

    Once I spilled coffee

    On my first computer

    The screen fizzled

     

    Then green 666 appears

    Endless repetition

    Of the evil number from revelations

     

    Freaked me out

    It was 1984 after all

    Was my computer making a political point?

     

    Then of course

    Endless blue screens of death

    Fatal error reading disk drive

     

    And my favorite computer error haiku

    General Failure Reading Disk Drive

    Begging the unanswerable question

    Who is this General Failure

    And why is he reading my disk drive

     

    Years ago a computer techie

    Told me the secret

    that they don’t want you to know

     

    99% of computer problems

    Can be solved by rebooting

    And 99% of the time

    No one knows what went wrong

    Or how to fix it

    And so it goes and goes

     

    Endless computer meltdowns

    Mostly harmless

     

    A couple of malware incidents

    Once my computer was possessed

    By evil malware that kept opening

     

    And once I had an early version

    Of ransom wear

    My computer warned me

    A dangerous virus had infected

    My computer

    Pay us money to fix it now

     

    Had to take my computer to the shop

    Reformate the hard drive

    To remove that computer bug

     

    But once my computer just died

    Loosing half my recent data

    Just because it wanted to

    No reason given

     

    So today instead of cursing up a blue storm

    Of my own personal blue screen of death

    I offer this short prayer to the computer gods

     

    Today just for today

    When I turn you on

    I want you to do what you are supposed to do

    Everything works

    Everything is fast

    And no more damn computer error haiku

    Just do your fucking job

     

     

    icrosoft How I Hate You

     

    For thirty years I have had the Microsoft blues

    For thirty years I have had a love hate relationship

    With my damn computer

     

    I love it when it works as it advertised

    I love it when the internet is fast and furious

    I love it when my emails work

    My Itunes work and my word works

     

    But all too often

    All I get is grief

     

    It starts with the error messages

    Written in a strange haiku like language

    That only computer geeks understand

     

    Things like

    General Failure reading disk drive

    Begs the question who is this General Failure

    And why is he reading my disk drive anyway?

     

    Or my favorite

    “Not responding” as the computer freezes up

    For no apparent reason

    Other than to fuck with my head

     

    Sometimes my computer can’t find a printer

    A printer that is connected to the computer

    And one that they found five minutes ago

     

    And the dreaded blue screen of death

    That appears randomly

    Dumping memory somewhere

     

    And killing my computer slowly

    As I watch in real time

     

    Powerless to stop

    How it eats all my work

    That I have failed to back up

     

    One day I counted how many times

    I ran into computer errors

    70 percent of the time when I open Microsoft

    Something goes wrong

     

    Sometimes I want to shoot my computer

    Put it out of its misery

     

    As I curse up a blue storm

    The computer looks at me

    With an evil grin

    It continues to fuck with my head

     

    Nothing but silence from it

    And all the other computers in the world

    They smile knowing that they have tortured me

    Yet again

     

    Mission accomplished.

     

     

     

    Computer Blues (revised)

     

    Sometimes I think

    My computer is plotting against me

    And only me

    Trying deliberately to drive me mad

     

    My computer knows when I am busy

    Then it throws a hissy fit

     

    Refuses to boot up

    Crashes constantly

    Looses data that it had the day before

    Or five minutes before

    Or refuses to save the data

     

    Just fucks with me

    As it loves toying with me

    Making me yell and scream

    At my damn computer screen

     

    Cursing up a blue stream of blue curses

    As the blue screen of death

    Marches across the dark blue screen

     

     

    Smiling at me

    As I beg it

    To do what

    it is supposed to do

     

    Just once I beg it

    Do what you are supposed to

    Open the document once

    Not twenty times

     

    Do not not respond

    In endless loops of opening

    Not responding refusing to close

    Until I respond to the error code

     

    Please Mr. Computer

    Quit playing games

    Play my music

    Don’t wipe out the sound

    On the fifth attempt to play music

     

    Don’t take an half hour to load Microsoft products

    Don’t freeze up on opening ITUNES or Groove or Spotify

    Don’t give me computer haiku error messages

    That only make sense to computer geeks

     

    Such as general error reading files

    Who the ***** is this damn general

    And why is NSA reading my files

     

    Or can’t save the file

    Or can’t save the an open file

    When it just did ten times in a role

     

    And in Microsoft excel

    Refusing to move the cursor

    Just freezing in place for a moment

     

    And all the other gobblygook messages

    That pop up every five minutes it seems

    As the computer slowly drives me mad

     

    Flashing the final insult

    User driven mad

    Mission accomplished

     

     

     

    Lost Soul

     

    She lost her best friend

    when she was seven years old

     

    she fled the war

    with her siblings

    and her mother

    and her best friend Teddy

     

    as she fled the war

    she got swept up

    in the endless battles

     

    and got separated

    just her and Teddy remained

     

    as she crossed the desert alone

    in the middle of the night

     

    La Immigration

    grabbed her

    and took her way

     

    and Teddy lost his life

    tossed aside

    in a trash can

     

    by a heartless immigration agent

    who did not give a damn

    that he was destroying her life

     

    as she cried out

    Teddy was no more

     

    and she was thrown into the cage

    and become just another

    one of the endless victims

    of the endless war

     

     

    My Heart is in Your Hands

     

    My love

    My heart belongs to you

    And is in your hands

     

    As you look at me

    And as I slowly dissolve

    Into the ocean of your love

     

    Disappearing into you

    And you into me

     

    And all that I am

    And all I will become

    Is my love for you

    That you hold in your hands

     

     

    worlds unending

     

    One day

    I was alone

    in my lonely author’s studio

    starting at the globe

    spinning silently in the room

     

    Imagining other worlds

    other possibilities

    when the globe stopped spinning

    and images appeared

    of other worlds

    other places

     

    and I was drawn into the globe

    and found myself

    in ancient Narnia

    walking the realm

    searching for the fabled lion

    Aslan was waiting

    and I was late

     

    then I found myself

    in the world between worlds

    looking down

    on all of the known universe

     

    wondering where did I belong

    and looked up

    and saw my lunch calling me

    back to my humble studio

     

    and thus ended my day

    traveling the worlds beyond

    imagination

     

    all lost in the space

    in my cosmic head

     

     

     

    Climbing the Mountain

     

    climbing the mountain

    heading to heaven

     

    seeking sanshin

    the spirit of the mountain

     

    as I reach the cosmic peak

    wondering what does it all mean

     

    nothing but the silent sunrise

    is an answer

     

     

    Coffee Desires

     

    I like my coffee

    Like I like my women

     

    Dark and Hot as hell,

    Yet delightfully heavenly sweet

    As heaven itself

     

    My daily hot coffee fix

    Sends Me to Heaven

    then Crashes into Hell

     

    Coffee is my last legal vice

    It is a drug

    That does what a drug should do

     

    Gets me going

    Flying me high

    Into the sky

     

    And coffee

    Makes the world go round

    As we fall under its spell

     

    And become its slave

    Needing our daily fix

     

     

     

    Barbados Dreaming

     

    on a windy cold damn day

    in the winter months

    my thoughts are draw

     

    to my secret winter hideaway

    Barbados

    my lovely secret happy place

     

    and I dream of the beaches

    the sun and moon

    dancing on the water

     

    and the endless rounds

    of rum afterward

     

    and I am happy

    and free

    splashing in the warm waters

    without a care in the world

     

    Barbados calling me

    on a winter’s night

     

    and I must heed the call

    before I go mad

    with the snow and the cold

    and the madness all around

     

    Barbados is calling

    and I must go

    here there be Dragons

     

     

    Here there be Dragons

     

    Traveling in the ends of the world

    on an epic voyage

    to the back and beyond

     

    we enter the dreaded

    forbidden seas

    that lie at the end of the world

     

    here there be dragons

    the old salty sailors

    warn each other

    over their rum

     

    in the last bar

    in the known universe

     

    headless of their claims

    we sail on into the unknown

    entering the forbidden oceans

     

    and then we see them

    the dragons of doom

    they surround the ship

    tormenting us

     

    with their evil cries

    as they dive the ship

    picking us one by one

     

    and we sail into the cursed sea

    one by one the dragons

    pick us off

     

    until I am the last man

     

     

     

     

    raindrops of doom

     

    the raindrops of doom

    falls slowly to the ground

    along the way

    accumulating acid

    and other poisons

     

    as it falls towards the earth

    becoming ever more deadly

    as birds fly in and out

     

    the raindrops of doom

    do not care

    as they fall to their death

     

    raining death

    from afar

    all part of God’s plan

     

    God commands the rain

    and the raindrops of doom

    fall to the ground

    killing everyone they encounter

     

    on the last day

    of the planet earth

     

     

     

    The Cherub of True Love

     

    37 years ago

     

    the cherub of love

    was flying around the world

    looking for love

    in all the wrong places

    hoping to bestow

    his special gift

    of true love

     

    and the cherub of love

    saw me

    and my wife

    yet to be

     

    and he decided

    we were it

    for that’s day’s qouta

     

    He was far behind

    as he usually was

     

    so he sprung his arrow

    of love

     

    straight through my heart

    infecting me with instant love

    and desire

     

    and smiled

    as the arrow of love

    went in deep

     

    and saw my wife

    and infected her as well

     

    mission accomplished

    he returned to heaven

     

    happy

    as he saw true love

    blossom in our hearts

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    The Indian’s Revenge

     

     

    Sitting in the land of lost souls

    In the casino of the dammed

     

    Watching all the pathetic losers

    Seduced by the spinning lights

    The constant small payoffs

     

    And the constant noise

    And fake almost hit it

    Nonsense

     

    Watching the fools

    Have their money

    Taken by the unfeeling machines

    Of the devil

     

    Watching the old

    Drain away their pensions

    And the young their hard-earned dollars

     

    Then I win 70 dollars

    And felt that I won

    Had cheated the evil system

     

    But the casino monsters

    Smiled and laughed

    Knowing that I would be back

     

    And all the other suckers

    Just another victim

    Another night in an Indian Casino

     

    Truly the Indian’s revenge

    On the white man

     

    For stealing their land

    And their wealth

     

    As they extract their revenge

    one slot machine pull after another

    one roulette spin after another

    one craps shot after another

    one poker game after another

     

    Until the ends of time

    And we all are called to account

     

     

     

     

     

    last women in the world

     

    I am the last women in the world

    Everyone else

    has been taken over

    by the evil others

     

    body snatchers

    that had arrived

    and taken over

    everyone

    one by one

    and everyone was gone

     

    and I was all alone

    in a crowd filled with strangers

    all of them

     

    not a single real human being

    left alive

     

    and I wander the crowds

    looking for someone

    someone that is still human

    hoping that I am not

    the last woman on earth

     

     

     

     

    Last Woman on Earth

    The last woman on earth

    Stands in a deep forest

    Contemplating the end of the world

    The end of civilization

    The end of time itself

     

    She stares out at the dark forest

    Watching the world reclaim itself

    Watching mankind fade away into dust

     

    The last woman in the world

    Clutches her bible against her chest

    Wondering why God had forsaken her

     

     

    She screams out to God

    But no answer

    Only the silence of the wilderness

    And the silence in her heart

     

    The end of the world

    Came over night

    Only she survived the final bio plague

     

    She fled the crumbling ruins of the city

    Sought refuge in the forest

     

    And found she could not die

    And she wanders the world

    Looking for survivors

     

    And so the world ends

    And mankind fades away

     

     

     

     

    the grim reaper

     

    the grim reaper

    is late

    he is behind his quota

     

    so he unleashes

    the ravens of death

    the ravens of despair

    the ravens of madness

     

    they spread out

    all over the world

    infecting all

     

    with madness

    as the world descends

    consumed by hate

     

    the grim reaper

    smiles his sardonic grin

    thinking of all the souls

    he will harvest that day

     

    as he carries out

    the mandate

    of his satanic majesty

     

     

    The House of the Damned

     

    deep in the woods

    in the swamps of the deepest bayou

    lies an old abandoned cabin

     

    few have ever visited

    it looks long abandoned

     

    but there are stories

    legends

    of a creature

    from beyond time itself

     

    who lives deep in the swamp

    devouring everything he comes across

     

    But he hungers for human flesh

    once in a while

    he keeps a human slave

     

    who goes into town

    and drums up business

    for his master

     

    the hunters are recruited

    and they are brought to the house

     

    where they are commissioned

    to go into the woods

    and hunt down prisoners

    and shoot them dead

     

    and bring back the bodies

    for the bounty

     

    and the hunt is on

    and the prisoners are caught

    and the monster of the deep swamps

    has a feast

     

    and the hunters

    are added to the fire

    a few are left alive

    zombies under his control

     

    and so the house of the dead

    continues to haunt

    the deep swamps

     

     

    1. searching for God

    a homeless man
    camped out
    on the streets
    of any city

     

    just another broken down soul
    looking for something

     

    and then I see him
    painting the face of God
    on the ground

     

    and I know
    that God is everywhere

     

    and sometimes
    only the down and out
    can see and feel God

     

    The rest of us
    are blind to the divine

     

     

    ancient Gods Strike Back

    The ancient gods get together

    and look at the modern world

    and they are not happy at all

     

    they debated endlessly what to do

    how are they going to come

    to life

    to rule the world again

     

    Trident the god of the sea and storms

    storms out of the conference

    and announces

    that he is going to destroy the world

     

    with the mother of all storms

    and be beings churning up the sea

    unleashing storm after storm

    destroy coastal towns worldwide

     

    and Zeus goes on TV

    reveals themselves

    and say that the storms

    will end

     

    only when mankind submits

    and let the old gods return

     

     

     

    SLEAZE

     

    Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze

    Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze Sleaze

    Nothing but Sleaze

    Surrounds me 24/7

     

    S

    L

    E

    A

    Z

    E

    Led by the Sleaze King

    King Donald Trump

    the one  true sleaze King

    The Sleaze King from TV

     

    Are we doomed to live

    In a world run by sleaze kings

    And ruled by sleaze values

     

    Are we addicted to sleaze

    And need our sleaze fix daily

     

    As we turn on the sleaze TV

    And see nothing but sleaze

    Oozing out of our TV sets?

     

     

     

    SLEAZE

     

    Sleaze surrounds us 24/7

    Lots of sleaze on the TV

    Everywhere we go nothing but sleaze

    All the time 24/7 sleaze rules the air

    Zappa had it right calling it the slime

    Everything is nothing but slime oozing out of our TV’s

     

     

     

     

     

    God is in his cosmic control room

    The ultimate situation room

    Where here he watches over mankind 24/7

     

    One day he reads

    About Korean protesters

    Protesting the operation of Emergency helicopters

     

    Because they’re too noisy

    they stir up dust

    and damage their properties

     

    And are just inconvenient as hell

    just too bloody inconvenient

     

    the protestors are demanding

    that the helicopters be grounded

     

    Disregarding the fact

    That they save lives

    Given the hellish Korean traffic conditions

     

    God is furious at the callous attitude

    The casual disregard for human life

    And the pettiness of the protesters

     

    He calls up his chief angels

    And reads them the recent articles

     

    All of the angels

    Are furious at the callous attitudes of the protesters

     

    God calls the grim reaper

    His contractor who handles the details of death

    God says I have a commission for you

    The Grim reaper had read the article

     

    As he too monitor the world 24/7

     

    He laughs

    and says I know what to do

    Obviously they all have to die

    In an horrific accident

     

    and can’t get to the hospital in time

    Because they are stuck in traffic

     

    Now you’re talking God said

    But I want you to break protocol

    Just before they die show up

     

    And explain to them why

    They are about to die

     

    That would be poetic justice God said

    And you know I’m all about that

     

    Everyone laughs

    God has a sense of humor after all

     

    The grim reaper mordantly salutes the boss

    And goes about his grim task

     

     

     

    three cats ready to go

     

    three cats

    at play

     

    they look out at the world

    and they are ready

     

    they are born hunters

    they are hungry

    they are restless

     

    and they want

    to escape

    from the house

     

    to chase birds

    squirrels

    and other cats

     

    That’s the cat’s life after all

    they tolerate us humans

    only because we feed them

     

    But at heart

    they are wild things

    and wild things

    need to be free

     

     

    Poems

     

    Dream 7177  Moonlight over the Eastern Sea

    The bloody red light

    of the full moon

    Casts a mournful red  light

    Over the silver waives

     

    dancing in the sea

    heading to the shore

     

    I sit high inside

    the sky apartment

    looking down at the silver sea

     

    And the reflection of the bloody red moon

    Dancing on silver waves

     

    I look at the man in the moon

    Wondering If he thinks of me

    as the man in the earth

     

    I wonder what does he think of me

    Does  he  think of me at all?

     

    Am I nothing to him ?

    Does he even exist?

     

    And I am so overcome by the  urge

     

    To run into the silver waves of the ocean

    Howling at the moon’s reflection

     

    And as I sink beneath the waves

    I hope the moon maidens

    Will fly  down from the  moon

    to rescue me from my lunacy

     

     

    Dream 7178  Sun Rise Over the Eastern Sea

     

    The sun rises

    On the eastern sea

    Illuminating everything with its orange glow

     

    As the sun rises in east

     

    It salutes his sister the moon

    The moon turns blue

    and sinks beneath the  silver waves

     

    As I looked at the sunrise

    I’m filled with the light and hope

    And  the baleful light  of the lunatic moon

    Fades away

     

    Nothing but a remnant  of the nightmare of the night before

    I recall meeting the  dancing  moon maidens

    Who danced upon  the  silver waves

     

    All is well

    The sun says to me

    As I wake up to face my fate

     

     

    Dream 7179  Cat thought

     

    Watching the black cat

    Who lives underneath the building

    Slinking about

     

    looking for something to kill

    I am reminded once again the cats

    are not our friends

    as I stare at him

     

    an alien invader

    From another planet

     

    Dream 7180 Mysterious Cat looking at me

     

     

    As I look out

    At the parking lot

     

    I see a black cat

    looking at me with dark soulful eyes

    filled with mysterious secrets

     

    I wondered

    What the cat

    thinks of me?

     

    The cat looks at me

    With a mysterious grin

    The cat smiles at me

    Like  the Cheshire cat

     

    He smiles

    and runs away into the bushes

     

    Dream 7181 Coffee thoughts

     

    I enjoy my morning coffee

    listening to jazz

    while watching the early morning sunlight

    Dancing off the waves of the eastern sea

     

     

     

    Dream 7182 Coffee how I love thee

     

    I love my coffee

    everyday I drink it delicious brew

    Falling under its influence

    As it wakes me up

     

    Everything seems well

    As I drink my  coffee

    As my thoughts comes bubbling up

    dreaming of another

    Cup of coffee

     

    Dream 7183 Coffee Transports me to another world

     

    As I drink my morning

    Cup of coffee

    I am transported to another world

    far far away

     

    dreaming dark dreams

    Of what might have

     

    I am lost in my

    cup of coffee

    heaven  and hell

    in my cup of coffee

     

    Dream 7184 Dispelling the demons of the night

     

    as the sun rises over the east sea.

    the dark dangerous demons of my dreams

     

    The wild  things

    are banished

    to the dark corners

    of my mind

     

    until the midnight hour

    Comes again

    And the  wild demons of the night

    escape from the dark corners

    in the my mind

     

    Only to fade away

    With the dawning of the light

     

     

    Dream 7185 Another Mass shooting

     

    In the  early morning light

    I hear the Morning News

     

    Another mass shooting event

     

    Somewhere everywhere it seems

    there is more trouble every day

    According to  the news reports

     

    Another nut case with a gun on

    just wants to do you in

    because he does not like the color of your skin

    or the religion you follow

     

    The neo-nazi demon

    Went into the Jewish center

    yelling all Jews must die

    before killing Jews left and right

     

    In the age of Trump

    Nazism and fascism

    Have come back

    Inspired by their leader

    The  great Donald Trump

     

     

     

    Erotic Poetry

     

     

    Dream 341  Dangerous Eyes (Male)

    A man with dangerous soulful seductive blue eyes

    Is my fatal attraction

    Works everytime he looks at me

    With those dangerous seductive blue eyes

     

    Starting at me

    Eyeing each part of my body

    As he slowly eye fucks to death

     

    Lingering on my boobs as he imagines

    His cock deep inside my cleavage

    Cumming all over my boobs

     

    Then he looks at my pussy

    Imagining eating me alive

    Until I cum for him

     

    Then he flips over

    And imagines my ass

    Calling out to me

     

    Impaling me with his huge cock

    Fucking the shit out of me

    Until he cums

    In a shuddering earth shattering orgasm

     

    All of this he shows me

    With his long soulful glances

    And I fall under his spell

     

    Once again

    Losing all control

    Under his seductive glances

     

     

     

    Dream 342  Dangerous Eyes (female)

     

    A women with dark black seductive soulful eyes

    Is my fatal attraction

    As she looks at me with her intense stare

    As she mentally undresses me

     

    As she eye fucks me

    Imagining me inside her

    Imagining taking me in her mouth

    And sucking the life out of me

     

    And then making me do it again and again

    Fucking her boobs

    Fucking her pussy

    Fucking her ass

     

    Over and over again and again

    All of this conveyed

    In her soulful dark eyes

    As she welcomes me into her embrace

     

    To start the dance of sexual surrender

    And I fall deep into her spell

    As she continues to star at me

    With those dangerous eyes

     

     

    Dream 343 Dangerous Boobs

     

    A bosomy brunette

    With a sexy alto foreign accent

    That is my fatal attraction

    I fall for them every time

     

    As I look at her boobs

    And imagine her boobs calling me

    Demanding that I look at them

     

    All of this she conveys

    As she sashays down the street

    In front of me

     

    As all the men

    and half the women

    Covertly look

    at her big luscious fuckable boobs

     

    Proclaiming the erotic pleasures

    That would soon await me

     

    As I suck her boobs

    And fondle them

    And then fuck them

    Until I explode all over her luscious boobs

     

    All of this conveyed

    Everything I covertly or overtly

    Look at her dangerous boobs

     

     

    Dream 345 Dangerous Asses

     

    A brunette with an ass to die for

    With a sexy alto foreign accent

    That is my fatal attraction

    I fall for them every time

     

    As I stare at her rear

    As I look at her dangerous ass

    I hear it calling me

    Demanding my attention

     

    Saying

    Hey there Mister

    I know what you want

    You want what I have

     

    You want my ass

    And you can have it

    All you have to do

    Is tell me

     

    And the rest is history

    I know you want it

    And I want it too

    Just come and take it

     

    Lick my ass

    Feel my ass

    Finger fuck my ass

     

    Then fuck the shit out of me

    Until you explode all over my ass

    As you know cuming on a women’s ass

    Is the best orgasm you can ever have

     

    It is all good

    And you know you want it

    And I want it up my ass

    Right fucking now

     

    All of this she conveys

    As she sashays down the street

    In front of me

     

    As all the men

    and half the women

    Covertly look at her ass

     

    Wondering if they would be the lucky person

    To have her ass that night

    To reach ass fucking heaven

    In one night of unbridled buttfucking

     

    Yeah I love a women

    With a dangerous ass

     

     

    March Moods

    The weather is March is schizophrenic

    Starting off with the hangover of winter

    And ending with a foretaste of summer

     

    The political weather is also schizoid

    As the election season heats up

    Every four years

     

    At the beginning of the month

    Everything is wide open

    After several super Tuesdays

    A likely winner emerges

     

    March madness consumes us all

    As we bet on our favorite teams

    And baseball begins in earnest

     

    And men get spring fever

    As they look at all the pretty young things

    Strutting about sashaying their hips

    And inviting men to look at precious bodies

     

    Finally uncovered

    After wearing the winters’ burqa

     

     

    Angela’s Ass – A Love Poem

    Every time I make love

    To Angela the love of my life

    I thank God for her ass

    She has the best ass in the known universe

     

    And she loves in her ass

    That has always been our default love making

     

    I love looking at her ass

    Feeling her ass

    Licking her ass

    And of course fucking her ass

     

    And she loves it

    That I love it

     

    Yes thank God or the Devil

    For giving me a women

    With a great ass

     

     

     

      Angela’s Boobs – A Love Poem

    I always thank God

    For bringing me Angela

     

    She has the most delightful boobs

    In the whole universe

     

    A bit small granted

    But still big enough to get the job done

     

    I love sucking them

    Feeling them

    Fucking them with my boobs

     

    And then fucking them

    Until I cover them with my jism

     

    It was late in the game

    When we discovered

    The joy of mammary intercourse

     

    But once we did

    We loved every moment of the journey

     

    So thank God or the Devil

    For bringing me Angela

     

    And her delightful boobs

    Into my life

     

     

    Angela’s Handjob

    My wife gives the best hand jobs

    In the known universe

     

    She is so good at it

    She knows exactly how to bring me along

     

    And she does often

    As we fall asleep

     

    And when we take long road trips

    She reaches over and gets to work

     

    Just stroking and stroking

    Until I can’t stand it

     

    But she often stops

    Leaving me hanging

    In suspense

     

    Begging for relief

    For sexual healing

    And when she does

     

    Bring me to my happy ending

    Boy do I feel satisfied

     

     

     

    Fingering Angela

    I love fingering my wife

    I love stroking her pussy

    Sticking my fingers in her

    And stroking her

     

    Until she gets hot and bothered

    And wild and ready

    For sexual activity

     

    Often while she is giving me a handjob

    I reach over and finger her

     

    Occasionally we kept going

    Until we both

    Have our proverbial happy ending

     

    But often I move on

    I stick my cock in her ass

    And fondle her boobs

     

    And finger her

    While engaged in anal sex

     

    And just before I can cum

    We break it off

     

    And move on to round two

    Often her blowjob

    Or her boobs

    Or her ass

     

    But when we keep going

    Boy do I feel satisfied

     

    And I want to do more

    Just handjobs and fingerfucking

     

    While buttfucking her perfect ass

    That is so divine

     

     

     

    Angela’s Blowjobs

    Lately Angela has begun

    Enjoying giving me a blowjob

    She used to give me oral satisfaction

     

    Only once in a blue moon

    And often only after I begged her

    To blow me away

     

    Her first blowjob

    Was in Tokyo

    When we saw

     

    A porno movie

    In a theater

     

    She gave me a blowjob

    But did not finish the job

     

    Often she would start

    But seldom finish

     

    But lately

    She has started adding that to our routine

    And she has relaxed

     

    And she now takes me in her mouth

    And keeps going until I explode

    And she swallows every drop

     

    And she moans with pleasure

    As I cum in her mouth

     

    That turns me on

    Hearing her

     

    Scream with delight

    As I cum in her mouth

     

    And a couple times

    She has let me mouthfuck her

     

    Before tittyfucking her

    And I love that

     

    Having her take me

    In her mouth like that

     

    Boy do I appreciate

    Her blowjobs

     

    But I regret that it has taken so long

    For us to get to this level

    Of comfort

     

    So long for her to relax

    And take me in her mouth

     

    On a regular basis

    And I want more and more

     

    I want her to do this for me

    Every time we make love

     

    For some reason

    When I cum in a women’s mouth

    I can always do a second round

     

    But if I don’t cum first in her mouth

    It is a one time deal

     

    So lately we have been doing seven things

    when we make love

     

    handjob, fingering, blow job, pussy eating, boobfucking

    tittyfucking, and buttfucking

     

    And I am finally having the sexual release

    And sexual healing

    I always wanted with Angela

     

    The one kinky thing to try

    Is kissing her cum soaked lips

    And that I am sure

    We will try soon enough

     

    I am so grateful

    For her blowjobs

    And that we are finally

    Doing that on a regular basis

     

    Thank you for that

    And keep it up

     

     

     

    Eating Angela

     We use to eat pussy a lot

    I loved it

     

    From our first night together

    I ate her a lot

    She loved it

    But for some reason we quit doing it

     

    For a long time

     

    Lately she has started letting me eat her again

    But not enough never enough

     

    I almost feel like a woman complaining

    That her boy friend did not eat her enough!

    A weird role reversal of sorts

     

    When we did it

    I would lick her and finger her

    And lick her

     

    As she gave me directions

    For to lick

    That turned me so much

     

    And when she groaned in pleasure

    It almost made me cum

     

    And the couple of times she came

    In my face

    Getting wet and filling my face

    With her delicious jism

     

    That was among the best sexual experiences

    Of my life

    And boy do I want to get back

    To what we once had

     

    This is the one thing I want to do again

    I want to eat her every time we make love

    Just like we used to

     

    And I think that we are slowly

    Moving in that direction

     

    If we do that

    And have regular blowjobs

    Until I cum in her mouth

     

    The rolling stones sound

    Can’t get no satisfaction

    Comes to mind

     

    If she cums for me

    In my face

     

    I will finally be having the sex

    I craved to have with her

     

    Since the first day I met her

    Almost 40 years of making love

     

    And we are finally getting close

    To what I need and crave

     

    So I want to tell her

    Please my love

     

    Relax and let me eat you

    As long as I want

     

    Just relax and enjoy the ride

    And let it all out

     

    Cum in my face

    As I am cuming in your face

     

    And if you do

     

    We will finally be reaching

    The sexual nirvana

    We both desire

     

     

     

    69 with Angela

    Another thing we use to do

    Something I crave and want

    And need

     

    69 sex until we both cum

    We used to do that

    But for some reason

    We quit doing it

     

    And boy do I miss it

    And want it

    And need it

     

    And I think we are moving towards that

    She knows what I want

     

    She knows that oral sex until we both cum

    Has always been my favorite way to make love

     

    And lately she has been letting me cum

    In her mouth

     

    Without me begging for it

    As she knows how much I love it

     

    And she is slowly learning to love it too

    But 69 sex is still a bridge too far

     

    But not for long

    Not for long

     

    I should just do it

    And add it back to the routine

    And when we do

    We will again reach

    The sexual nirvana

    That we both still need

     

     

     

    Boobfucking Angela  

    I have big woman like boobs

    For a man

    Hairy but big almost as big as a woman’s

    And that is a huge turn on for my wife

     

    She loves my boobs

    Lately she has been playing with my boobs

    Licking them sucking them every time we make love

    And that turns me on so much

     

    About five years ago

    We added what we call boobfucking

    To our routine

     

    I rub my boobs against her boobs

    While she gives me a handjob

    Then she sucks my boobs

     

    Then I climb on top and rub my boobs

    Against her boobs

    Then against her pussy

    Then against her ass

     

    And really fuck her with my boobs

    Until I am about to explode

    And finish the job

    Tittyfucking her

    Buttfucking her

     

    Until I cum

     

    But the boobfucking has been so nice

    So kinky and wild

     

    I almost feel that I am lesbian

    Making love

     

    And in my next life

    I want to be her lesbian lover

     

    And continue boobfucking her

    Every time we make love

     

     

     

     

    Fucking Angela

     

    The one thing we have not done

    In a long time

    Is regular intercourse

     

    We used to do that

    Me fucking her

    Doggy style

    Her on top

     

    But not every time we made love

    Maybe twice a month

     

    But we had sex every other night

    Just not fucking

     

    But neither one of us

    Really liked it

     

    It was something we thought

    That we had to do

     

    She said it was too painful for her

    And she did not really enjoy it

     

    And truth be told

    I don’t think she could cum

    Through fucking

     

    Although I could

    But did not like to

     

    But we gradually just did anal sex

    As she had the best ass in the universe

     

    And oral sex

    Was awesome especially lately

     

    And tittyfucking sex

    We loved it and still do

     

    And handjobs and fingerfucking

    And boobfucking our new kinky pastime

     

    And found that we liked non-intercourse sex

    So much more than fucking

     

    And yet I would like to try it again

    And one day we will do it again

     

    And then perhaps add it back

    Into our routine

     

    But perhaps not

    And if we don’t

    That is okay with both of us

     

     

     

    Dream 341  Dangerous Eyes (Male)

     

    A man with dangerous soulful seductive blue eyes

    Is my fatal attraction

    Works everytime he looks at me

    With those dangerous seductive blue eyes

     

    Starting at me

    Eyeing each part of my body

    As he slowly eye fucks to death

     

    Lingering on my boobs as he imagines

    His cock deep inside my cleavage

    Cumming all over my boobs

     

    Then he looks at my pussy

    Imagining eating me alive

    Until I cum for him

     

    Then he flips over

    And imagines my ass

    Calling out to me

     

    Impaling me with his huge cock

    Fucking the shit out of me

    Until he cums

    In a shuddering earth shattering orgasm

     

    All of this he shows me

    With his long soulful glances

    And I fall under his spell

     

    Once again

    Losing all control

    Under his seductive glances

     

     

     

     

    Dream 342  Dangerous Eyes (female)

     

    A women with dark black seductive soulful eyes

    Is my fatal attraction

    As she looks at me with her intense stare

    As she mentally undresses me

     

    As she eye fucks me

    Imagining me inside her

    Imagining taking me in her mouth

    And sucking the life out of me

     

    And then making me do it again and again

    Fucking her boobs

    Fucking her pussy

    Fucking her ass

     

    Over and over again and again

    All of this conveyed

    In her soulful dark eyes

    As she welcomes me into her embrace

     

    To start the dance of sexual surrender

    And I fall deep into her spell

    As she continues to star at me

    With those dangerous eyes

     

     

     

    Dream 343 Dangerous Boobs

     

    A bosomy brunette

    With a sexy alto foreign accent

    That is my fatal attraction

    I fall for them every time

     

    As I look at her boobs

    And imagine her boobs calling me

    Demanding that I look at them

     

    All of this she conveys

    As she sashays down the street

    In front of me

     

    As all the men

    and half the women

    Covertly look

    at her big luscious fuckable boobs

     

    Proclaiming the erotic pleasures

    That would soon await me

     

    As I suck her boobs

    And fondle them

    And then fuck them

    Until I explode all over her luscious boobs

     

    All of this conveyed

    Everything I covertly or overtly

    Look at her dangerous boobs

     

    Dream 345 Dangerous Asses

    A brunette with an ass to die for

    With a sexy alto foreign accent

    That is my fatal attraction

    I fall for them every time

     

    As I stare at her rear

    As I look at her dangerous ass

    I hear it calling me

    Demanding my attention

     

    Saying

    Hey there Mister

    I know what you want

    You want what I have

     

    You want my ass

    And you can have it

    All you have to do

    Is tell me

     

    And the rest is history

    I know you want it

    And I want it too

    Just come and take it

     

    Lick my ass

    Feel my ass

    Finger fuck my ass

     

    Then fuck the shit out of me

    Until you explode all over my ass

    As you know cuming on a women’s ass

    Is the best orgasm you can ever have

     

    It is all good

    And you know you want it

    And I want it up my ass

    Right fucking now

     

    All of this she conveys

    As she sashays down the street

    In front of me

     

    As all the men

    and half the women

    Covertly look at her ass

     

    Wondering if they would be the lucky person

    To have her ass that night

    To reach ass fucking heaven

    In one night of unbridled buttfucking

     

    Yeah I love a women

    With a dangerous ass

     

     

     

    March Moods

     

    The weather is March is schizophrenic

    Starting off with the hangover of winter

    And ending with a foretaste of summer

     

    The political weather is also schizoid

    As the election season heats up

    Every four years

     

    At the beginning of the month

    Everything is wide open

    After several super Tuesdays

    A likely winner emerges

     

    March madness consumes us all

    As we bet on our favorite teams

    And baseball begins in earnest

     

    And men get spring fever

    As they look at all the pretty young things

    Strutting about sashaying their hips

    And inviting men to look at precious bodies

     

    Finally uncovered

    After wearing the winters’ burqa

     

     

    Angela’s Ass – A Love Poem

     

    Every time I make love

    To Angela the love of my life

    I thank God for her ass

    She has the best ass in the known universe

     

    And she loves in her ass

    That has always been our default love making

     

    I love looking at her ass

    Feeling her ass

    Licking her ass

    And of course fucking her ass

     

    And she loves it

    That I love it

     

    Yes thank God or the Devil

    For giving me a women

    With a great ass

     

     

     

    Angela’s Boobs – A Love Poem

     

    I always thank God

    For bringing me Angela

     

    She has the most delightful boobs

    In the whole universe

     

    A bit small granted

    But still big enough to get the job done

     

    I love sucking them

    Feeling them

    Fucking them with my boobs

     

    And then fucking them

    Until I cover them with my jism

     

    It was late in the game

    When we discovered

    The joy of mammary intercourse

     

    But once we did

    We loved every moment of the journey

     

    So thank God or the Devil

    For bringing me Angela

     

    And her delightful boobs

    Into my life

     

     

     

    Angela’s Handjob

    My wife gives the best hand jobs

    In the known universe

     

    She is so good at it

    She knows exactly how to bring me along

     

    And she does often

    As we fall asleep

     

    And when we take long road trips

    She reaches over and gets to work

     

    Just stroking and stroking

    Until I can’t stand it

     

    But she often stops

    Leaving me hanging

    In suspense

     

    Begging for relief

    For sexual healing

    And when she does

     

    Bring me to my happy ending

    Boy do I feel satisfied

     

     

     

    Fingering Angela

    I love fingering my wife

    I love stroking her pussy

    Sticking my fingers in her

    And stroking her

     

    Until she gets hot and bothered

    And wild and ready

    For sexual activity

     

    Often while she is giving me a handjob

    I reach over and finger her

     

    Occasionally we kept going

    Until we both

    Have our proverbial happy ending

     

    But often I move on

    I stick my cock in her ass

    And fondle her boobs

     

    And finger her

    While engaged in anal sex

     

    And just before I can cum

    We break it off

     

    And move on to round two

    Often her blowjob

    Or her boobs

    Or her ass

     

    But when we keep going

    Boy do I feel satisfied

     

    And I want to do more

    Just handjobs and fingerfucking

     

    While buttfucking her perfect ass

    That is so divine

     

     

     

    Angela’s Blowjobs

    Lately Angela has begun

    Enjoying giving me a blowjob

    She used to give me oral satisfaction

     

    Only once in a blue moon

    And often only after I begged her

    To blow me away

     

    Her first blowjob

    Was in Tokyo

    When we saw

     

    A porno movie

    In a theater

     

    She gave me a blowjob

    But did not finish the job

     

    Often she would start

    But seldom finish

     

    But lately

    She has started adding that to our routine

    And she has relaxed

     

    And she now takes me in her mouth

    And keeps going until I explode

    And she swallows every drop

     

    And she moans with pleasure

    As I cum in her mouth

     

    That turns me on

    Hearing her

     

    Scream with delight

    As I cum in her mouth

     

    And a couple times

    She has let me mouthfuck her

     

    Before tittyfucking her

    And I love that

     

    Having her take me

    In her mouth like that

     

    Boy do I appreciate

    Her blowjobs

     

    But I regret that it has taken so long

    For us to get to this level

    Of comfort

     

    So long for her to relax

    And take me in her mouth

     

    On a regular basis

    And I want more and more

     

    I want her to do this for me

    Every time we make love

     

    For some reason

    When I cum in a women’s mouth

    I can always do a second round

     

    But if I don’t cum first in her mouth

    It is a one time deal

     

    So lately we have been doing seven things

    when we make love

     

    handjob, fingering, blow job, pussy eating, boobfucking

    tittyfucking, and buttfucking

     

    And I am finally having the sexual release

    And sexual healing

    I always wanted with Angela

     

    The one kinky thing to try

    Is kissing her cum soaked lips

    And that I am sure

    We will try soon enough

     

    I am so grateful

    For her blowjobs

    And that we are finally

    Doing that on a regular basis

     

    Thank you for that

    And keep it up

     

     

     

    Eating Angela

     We use to eat pussy a lot

    I loved it

     

    From our first night together

    I ate her a lot

    She loved it

    But for some reason we quit doing it

     

    For a long time

     

    Lately she has started letting me eat her again

    But not enough never enough

     

    I almost feel like a woman complaining

    That her boy friend did not eat her enough!

    A weird role reversal of sorts

     

    When we did it

    I would lick her and finger her

    And lick her

     

    As she gave me directions

    For to lick

    That turned me so much

     

    And when she groaned in pleasure

    It almost made me cum

     

    And the couple of times she came

    In my face

    Getting wet and filling my face

    With her delicious jism

     

    That was among the best sexual experiences

    Of my life

    And boy do I want to get back

    To what we once had

     

    This is the one thing I want to do again

    I want to eat her every time we make love

    Just like we used to

     

    And I think that we are slowly

    Moving in that direction

     

    If we do that

    And have regular blowjobs

    Until I cum in her mouth

     

    The rolling stones sound

    Can’t get no satisfaction

    Comes to mind

     

    If she cums for me

    In my face

     

    I will finally be having the sex

    I craved to have with her

     

    Since the first day I met her

    Almost 40 years of making love

     

    And we are finally getting close

    To what I need and crave

     

    So I want to tell her

    Please my love

     

    Relax and let me eat you

    As long as I want

     

    Just relax and enjoy the ride

    And let it all out

     

    Cum in my face

    As I am cuming in your face

     

    And if you do

     

    We will finally be reaching

    The sexual nirvana

    We both desire

     

     

     

    69 with Angela

    Another thing we use to do

    Something I crave and want

    And need

     

    69 sex until we both cum

    We used to do that

    But for some reason

    We quit doing it

     

    And boy do I miss it

    And want it

    And need it

     

    And I think we are moving towards that

    She knows what I want

     

    She knows that oral sex until we both cum

    Has always been my favorite way to make love

     

    And lately she has been letting me cum

    In her mouth

     

    Without me begging for it

    As she knows how much I love it

     

    And she is slowly learning to love it too

    But 69 sex is still a bridge too far

     

    But not for long

    Not for long

     

    I should just do it

    And add it back to the routine

    And when we do

    We will again reach

    The sexual nirvana

    That we both still need

     

     

     

    Boobfucking Angela  

    I have big woman like boobs

    For a man

    Hairy but big almost as big as a woman’s

    And that is a huge turn on for my wife

     

    She loves my boobs

    Lately she has been playing with my boobs

    Licking them sucking them every time we make love

    And that turns me on so much

     

    About five years ago

    We added what we call boobfucking

    To our routine

     

    I rub my boobs against her boobs

    While she gives me a handjob

    Then she sucks my boobs

     

    Then I climb on top and rub my boobs

    Against her boobs

    Then against her pussy

    Then against her ass

     

    And really fuck her with my boobs

    Until I am about to explode

    And finish the job

    Tittyfucking her

    Buttfucking her

     

    Until I cum

     

    But the boobfucking has been so nice

    So kinky and wild

     

    I almost feel that I am lesbian

    Making love

     

    And in my next life

    I want to be her lesbian lover

     

    And continue boobfucking her

    Every time we make love

     

     

     

     

    Fucking Angela

     

    The one thing we have not done

    In a long time

    Is regular intercourse

     

    We used to do that

    Me fucking her

    Doggy style

    Her on top

     

    But not every time we made love

    Maybe twice a month

     

    But we had sex every other night

    Just not fucking

     

    But neither one of us

    Really liked it

     

    It was something we thought

    That we had to do

     

    She said it was too painful for her

    And she did not really enjoy it

     

    And truth be told

    I don’t think she could cum

    Through fucking

     

    Although I could

    But did not like to

     

    But we gradually just did anal sex

    As she had the best ass in the universe

     

    And oral sex

    Was awesome especially lately

     

    And tittyfucking sex

    We loved it and still do

     

    And handjobs and fingerfucking

    And boobfucking our new kinky pastime

     

    And found that we liked non-intercourse sex

    So much more than fucking

     

    And yet I would like to try it again

    And one day we will do it again

     

    And then perhaps add it back

    Into our routine

     

    But perhaps not

    And if we don’t

    That is okay with both of us

     

     

     

    Oh La La

     

    oh la la

    chocolate decadence

    chocolate on my mind

     

    Oh la la

    what a set of lips

    what teeth she has

     

    I wonder if she would devour me

    like she is about to do

    with the chocolate

     

    and would I survive

    her kiss untouched

     

    or will I be bewitched

    and become her slave

     

     

     

    secret lovers

     

    three women

    sitting in an upscale saloon

    waiting for their secret lovers

    to arrive for dinner

     

    Lauralee

    the brunette bombshell

    is waiting for alex

    her married lover

    to come and tell her

    that he is leaving his wife for her

     

    Sara and Jessica

    Don’t believe that Alex will ever leave

    his wife for Lauralee

     

    but they also have secret lovers

    coming to the saloon for dinner

     

    Jeremy is unmarried

    a hipster

    with many women friends

    and he can’t decide

    whether to get serious

    with any of them

     

    content to float from one flower

    to another

    but for how long?

    Sara is patiently waiting for him to decide

     

    Jessica is torn

    between two lovers

     

    Alexi and Samuel

    two best friends

    who take turns

    making wild love to her

     

    but she wants them both

    at the same time

     

    and they are afraid to take that step

    fearing that she might demand

    that they try bisexual sex

     

    and that is a step too far for them

    but not for her

     

    and so the three women

    sit and drink

    and wait for their lovers to come

     

     

     

    Admiring Girls with Great Asses on The Street

     

    I am an Assman

    I am a fan of the female ass

     

    I love watching women

    Walking down the street

    With their asses

     

    Proudly swaying

    on display

    In their skin tight jeans

    Or beneath their dresses

     

    I just love watching

    Them walk on down the street

     

    Sometimes they catch me

    Covertly admiring their asses

     

    And they smile at me

    Acknowledging that they caught me

    Admiring their rear entrance

     

    As they walk on by

    Their asses demand attention

     

    Saying

    Look at me admire me

    Worship me

     

    And I fall under their sway

    Slave to my carnal desires

    Imagining a night of passion

    Making love to their asses

     

    And I smile back

    And walk on by

     

    Women with Red Hair

     

    I saw a beautiful women with red hair

    Standing on the metro

     

    Luscious long red hair

    Yellow shirt over her huge breasts

    That seemed to welcome my attention

     

    Blue jeans covering her ass

    Which was one of the finest asses

    I have seen in a long time

     

    As sat there she smile at me

    But I did not respond

     

    I was mesmerized by her beauty

    And lost in erotic day dreams

    Inspired by this mysterious women

     

    Imagining kissing her

    Sucking her boobs

    Going down on her

    Until she came

     

    And then she going down on me

    With her face taking me in her mouth

    With the red hair flying all over the place

     

    She got off the station

    Not a word had been spoken

    But she knew and I knew

    What had transpired

     

    And for that I was glad

    And will never forget

    The moment

     

    With the women with the red hair

    Just another random erotic encounter

    In this life of mine

     

     

     

    You Took My Heart

     

    when I met you

    for the first time

    after dreaming of you

    for all these years

     

    You took my heart away

    you enslaved me

    you bewitched me

    and turned me

    into your love slave

     

    as you held my heart

    in your icy cold hands

    taking my heart away

     

    and my life

    became yours

    to control

     

    and I would have it no other way

    as my fate was sealed

     

    when you took heart

    into your hands

     

     

     

    Out Law Lady of the Night

     

    One wild moon lit night

    On the tail end of a Friday Night booze run

     

    I found myself

    Twenty drinks too sober

    In a bar in the mean streets of Bangkok

     

    Drinking my way to Hell

    Just as fast as I could

     

    And on the stage

    Dancing her soul away

    Was the most beautiful creature

    In the known universe

     

    Dancing with an attitude

    That could kill an elephant in heat

     

    She looked so fine

    Made my eye balls hurt

     

    As I started at her naked body

    Admiring the curves

    In all the right places

     

    And her ass called to me

    Telling me deep dark erotic desires

    Inspiring carnal thoughts

     

    And hopes that she would be mine

    For the right price

     

    And I stared at her

    And she smiled with an evil seductive smile

    A true succubus from hell itself

     

    And she gave me a knowing look

    And I knew that I was hooked

     

    For a night of wild libertine passion

    As I devoured her

    Making wild passionate love

    All night long

     

    Even if it meant

    That I would be selling my soul

    To the devil himself

     

    Life In Between

    Life In-between

     

    For years I have lived

    In-between two worlds

     

    Korea where my wife’s family

    comes from

    And the Bay area

    Where I grew up

     

    and the laidback progressive wild west coast

    and the cutthroat dour eastern establishment

    Washington DC

    Where I worked for 27 Years

     

    And I live between

    My official duties

    And my desire

    To be a wild-eyed poet

     

    And life in-between

    Means you belong nowhere

     

    Yet are everywhere

    Always disoriented

    Always half lost

    Never really feeling you belong

     

    That is life

    Living in-between

     

     

     

    Somonka for Angela

     

    I have dreamt of you

    For almost seven long years

    And now you are here

    What can I do about this

    Only thing to do love you

     

    You are all I want

    All that I need in  this life

    Thank to all the gods

    For bringing you in my life

    From now to the end of time

     

     

    Dream 7125  Time Travel

    I imagine what it would be like to be able to travel back in time and talk to my younger self.

     

    What would I say to my younger self?

    Would I tell my self

     

    To quit drinking, and taking drugs

    Earlier than I did?

     

    Would I have told him to transfer to Chico State or Humboldt State

    Or UC Santa Cruz after a year or two at UOP?

     

    Would I have told him

    To go to graduate school right away

    Right after the Peace Corps?

     

    Would I have told him to go to Yonsei and study Korean while teaching English

    I almost did

     

    Would I have told him to spend a year in a Buddhist temple – I almost did

     

    Would I have told him to clean up his act

    And quit going to bars

    And picking up bar girls

    For the night

     

    Would I have told him

    To quit the hash

     

    Would I have told him to start writing a daily journal

    Much earlier than I had perhaps in graduate school?

     

    Would I have told him to get an email account

    In Bangkok

    And would that have made a difference?

     

    Would I have told him to make an arrangement

    For discrete affairs

    When we were apart?

     

    Would I have confronted her

    Over the abortion?

    Something we have yet to discuss

     

    Would I have told him

    To settle our sexual and other differences earlier

     

    Would I have told him to change his diet much earlier?

     

    Would I have told him to avoid going jogging

    That fateful morning?

    Would I still have been fated to have an accident?

     

    Would I have told him

     

    To cooperate with Angela more

    Rather than constantly fighting with her

     

    Would I have told him to have gone with Choi Dongnim

    Knowing that perhaps I never would have met Angela?

     

    Would I have told him to have an affair with Amy

    With Ahuti

    With Arza

    With Lippy

    With Melanie

    And would that have met I would have lost Angela in the process?

     

    And would I have told him

    That I would retire as a very wealthy man

    Because I stayed with Angela?

     

    These are unanswerable questions

    That plague me in my old age

     

    All I know is that I chose

    To be with Angela

    And that made all the difference

    In the world

     

     

     

    Roller coaster poems (not for publication)

    Note:  Not for publication.  I verbally summed it up and Angela has agreed we are going to Oregon to try to establish residency and a trust there.  And not pursue Florida residency.

     

    But with her one never knows.

     

    First time I told her I felt suicidal in the fall of 2016.

     

    Roller Coaster  (long version first draft)

     

    Life with you

    Is like living in a roller coaster

     

    Day by day

    Minute by minute

    Your plans change

    You tell me I have to be flexible

    You tell me you have to let me listen

    Listen to you

     

    And do what you want to do

    All opposition is anti-wife opinion

    Then you shut down

    You are angry at me

     

    For daring to question you

    For daring to challenge you

     

    And for daring to have an opinion

    Not approved by you

     

    And so I shut up

    And hide my resentment

    My anger

    And my hurt feelings

     

    Deep inside

    Hidden  away

    In my journals

     

    Or in my soul

    Never spoken

    Never written

     

    And I cry myself

    To sleep

     

     

    Death and Taxes

    They say

    That nothing is certain

    But death and taxes

     

    And in our roller coast life

    Bouncing from one place to another

    Nothing is certain

     

    Other than your constant attempt

    To legally avoid paying taxes

    On the roller coaster that is our life

     

     

     

    Don’t Want to Go to Florida

     

    I don’t want to live in Florida

    On paper

    Violating the spirit of the law

    If not the letter of the law

     

    I don’t want to avoid living

    Anywhere more than four months

    sixth months

    all to avoid paying taxes

     

    To you taxes

    are something

    Like a huge monster

    to avoid at all costs

     

    to most people

    it is an annoyance

    but not the all consuming reason

    to live here or there

    So when I suggest we do it legally

    stay in Florida half the year

     

    move to Reno or Lake Tahoe

    or Washington State

     

    and actually move there

    you shut me down

    you tell me to follow your lead

     

    that I don’t know

    what I am doing

    that everyone does this game

     

    and I am stupid

    for trying to follow the rules

     

    and when I point out

    that States are getting tougher

    on people play this game

    you tell me that I am wrong

     

     

    that is only if you move somewhere

    or you can’t establish residency

    here and there

     

    and yet every day I read

    about states cracking down

    the federal government cracking down

    and retires getting into trouble

     

    and the endless nightmares

    of probate when multiple states

    claim jurisdiction

    which will happen to us

     

    if you die before me

    or I die before you

    and before we get our estate sorted out

     

    and so the roller coaster begins again

    I shut up and get on board

    And off we go

    Here there everywhere

     

    Every month a different place

    Every day a different plan

     

     

    Withdrawing in my Dreams

     

    It seems that you are always worried

    that I will say the wrong thing

    and somehow interrupt your scams

     

    And I do not know

    What to say

    Or not say

     

    Because I can’t keep up

    With the ever changing story

     

    And I become afraid

    To say anything

    In public or private

     

    That contradicts

    Your latest story

     

    So I just shut up

    And retreat

    Further into my dreams

     

    My stories

    My fiction

    My poetry

    And now my blog

     

    And Face book

    And internet news

    CNN when you let me have TV

     

    Loosing touch with reality

    Trapped in your roller coaster

     

    And I live in constant fear

    That someday

     

    All of you schemes

    Your plans

    Will come crashing down on us

    You will blame me

     

    For not responding properly

    For not saying the right thing

     

    And for bringing down

    The whole edifice

     

    Perhaps with a social web posting

    Perhaps with a casual comment

    To the wrong person

     

    Or when under oath

    I crack up

    And begin saying

     

    That I did not know

    I was just doing

    what you told me to do

     

    And my defense

    That I was simply following her lead

    Will be used against me

     

    And I will wind up

    In serious legal jeopardy

     

    Of if God forbid

    You die first

    You will leave me

     

    With a huge legal mess

    Because we never got our estate plan done

    Because we never could establish residency

     

    Or you could not trust the lawyer

    Or the financial firm

    And so it goes

     

    You die without an estate

    And probate and other costs

    Become prohibitive

     

    As multiple states have to decide

    Where did I legally reside

     

    You tell me that I am a paranoid

    That will never happen

     

    But it does every single day

    In this country

     

    And then I will die

    And my brothers will be left

    With millions of dollars

     

    And my wishes

    To leave half our estate

    To charity

    And divide the other

     

    Between your nieces

    And nephews

     

    Will end up

    As dead as my dreams

    Of spending my retirement years

     

    Living in either Southern Oregon

    Or Northern California

    And half the year in Korea

    Living a simple retirement

     

     

     

    My Writing Dreams are being Sacrificed to the Gods of Real Estate

     

    I wanted a simple retirement

    Writing and publishing novels

    Shorts stories and poems

     

    And getting an MFA degree

    And doing what it takes

    To achieve that dream

     

    And having you help me

    Edit my work

     

    But you never can find the time

    To even read my blog posting

    Or my poems

    Or my stories

     

    Occasionally you freak out

    That on FB I accidentally

    Reveal that we are going

    To be some where

     

    I think you would like to shut down

    My fb

    Email lists

    And blog

     

    And end my foolish dreams

    Of becoming a writer

     

    And just stay home

    And listen to you

     

    And help you with

    what ever you are doing

     

    and my goal of having

    an active social life

    And meeting people

    And having friends disappears

     

    Because you are so terrified

    That I will say something

    Do something

    Post something

    That will somehow interfere

    In your plans

    Which you never tell me

    Because I always challenge you

     

    And ask you to think through it

    Until you get tired

    And shut me up again

     

    And in the end

    All I will have left

    Is regrets

     

    And fading memories

    And lost dreams

     

    As I continue down

    the roller coaster of our life

    Moving constantly

     

    Every few months

    Never ever settling down

    Until the day

    We can’t travel anymore

     

    And we are left with each other

    Staring at each other

    Wondering where it all went wrong

     

     

    Sex Fading Away into the past

     

    I know that you think

    That is not normal

    For a 62 year old man

    To still want to have frequent sex

     

    That somehow the sexual desire

    Will fade away

    Like you want it to

     

    Perhaps once a month

    Perhaps never

     

    As every time

    I want to

    You come up with an excuse

     

    Hoping that I will just

    Let my sex drive

    Die out

     

    As you somehow

    Think is normal

    And I think is not

     

    And my love for you

    Becomes buried

    Beneath my resentments

     

    And so I eventually

    Don’t even try any more

     

    Content to live in my past

    And my fantasy world

     

    As my love for you

    Becomes overwhelmed

    By my resentments

     

    And my feeling

    That I am just a burden

    To you

     

    And yet I still want

    and desire you

    still want to make love to you

    and probably always will

    so the few times when it clicks

    I am so excited

     

    Then it is all taken away

    Until the next time

     

    And I cry myself to sleep

    Silently

     

    Or wake up

    And write down fantasies

    And loose myself

    In another world

     

    You tell me

    I am getting lost

     

    In my dreams

    My stories

    My fiction

    My poetry

    Internet news

    Facebook postings etc

     

    And you are right

    Because living

     

    In this roller coaster life

    Is becoming more than I can bear

     

    And I don’t want to be a burden

    To you any more

     

     

    Was it worth it?

     

    The last 16 months of constant renovation

    Particularly in  Korea

    Where you hid me away

    Hurt me so profoundly

     

    And you tell me you would have done it again

    And I wonder was it worth it

    To save a few thousand dollars?

     

    And in Oregon

    Where you forbade me

    From being involved

    Liked me hiding out

    In the library

    All so I could avoid

     

    Saying anything

    That would ruin

    What ever you were trying to do

     

    And I never knew

    Because you never told me

    I just had to guess

     

    And hope that whatever

    you were doing

    was above board

     

    And you resent me

    For constantly challenging you

    Questioning you

    In public or in private

     

    That I learned

    That my opinion means nothing to you

     

    And so I retreat further into my dream world

    And become less and less engaged

    In the real world

     

     

    Dreams of Running Away

     

    I often think of running away

    Just disappearing into the sunset

    But I am afraid

    Of the world out there

     

    And I know that I need you

    So I just shut up

    And fade away

    into my dream world

     

     

     

    Contemplating Suicide

     

    and there were days

    when I was wandering the mountains

    by myself

     

    and thinking of committing suicide

    thinking that would end

    the burden you felt

     

    and would free you up

    to pursue your real estate empire

    and I will fade away

    into nothingness

     

    and I hid these thoughts

    from everyone

    especially you

     

    but I never did try

    because I am a coward

    I was afraid

    Of how it would look

    That you drove me away

    Into the mountains

    Where I fell off a mountain

     

    And died accidentally

    Or killed myself

     

    And I did not want to end my life

    That way

     

     

     

    Retirement Dreams Up in Smoke

     

     

    Ever since I met you

    I have done what you wanted

     

    And I told you

     

    Plead to the Computer Gods

     

    Today I woke up

    As I usually do

     

    To yet another mystifying morning

    Of unspecified computer errors

     

    Could not get the computer to work

    Then when I finally got it to work

    After an half an hour

     

    Microsoft word did not load

    And when it did

    I finally located my work

    From yesterday

     

    I had to find it in the roaming file

    Why?

    Who knows?

     

    Only to find

    That most of what I wrote

    Had vanished into the ether

     

    No explanation no warning

    It was there saved yesterday

    And now gone for ever

     

    Once I did an experiment

    Tracking computer errors for a week

    75% of the time I encountered errors

     

    Most of the time simple

    Screen freezes no response message

    Then when I recovered the program

    The data was gone

     

    Microsoft has yet to respond

    to my e-mail

    I suppose I need to do it again

     

    But today I will close with a prayer

    To the Computer Gods

    Just once I would like

    You to do what you are supposed to do

     

    Open my documents

    Save my work

    And not give me any errors

    Crashes or other unspecified problems

     

    Is that too much to ask

    Oh, Computer Gods

     

    Just once

    Do what you are supposed to do

    That is all I ask of you

     

     

    More Computer Blues

     

    Sometimes I think

    My computer is plotting against me

    Trying deliberately to drive me mad

     

    My computer knows when I am busy

    Then it throws a hissy fit

     

    Refuses to boot up

    Crashes constantly

    Looses data that it had the day before

     

    Just fucks with me

    As it loves toying with me

    Making me yell and scream

    At my damn TV

     

    Smiling at me

    As I beg it

    To do what

    it is supposed to do

     

    Prayer for  Computer (send to Microsoft)

     

    Every morning

    I start my day

    Cursing my damn computer

    Been doing this for 30 some years

    Since I bought my first computer

    The Atari back in the 80’s

     

    There is always something

    Once I spilled coffee

    On my first computer

    The screen fizzled

     

    Then green 666 appears

    Endless repetition

    Of the evil number from revelations

     

    Freaked me out

    It was 1984 after all

    Was my computer making a political point?

     

    Then of course

    Endless blue screens of death

    Fatal error reading disk drive

     

    And my favorite computer error haiku

    General Failure Reading Disk Drive

    Begging the unanswerable question

    Who is this General Failure

    And why is he reading my disk drive

     

    Years ago a computer techie

    Told me the secret

    that they don’t want you to know

     

    99% of computer problems

    Can be solved by rebooting

    And 99% of the time

    No one knows what went wrong

    Or how to fix it

    And so it goes and goes

     

    Endless computer meltdowns

    Mostly harmless

     

    A couple of malware incidents

    Once my computer was possessed

    By evil malware that kept opening

     

    And once I had an early version

    Of ransom wear

    My computer warned me

    A dangerous virus had infected

    My computer

    Pay us money to fix it now

     

    Had to take my computer to the shop

    Reformate the hard drive

    To remove that computer bug

     

    But once my computer just died

    Loosing half my recent data

    Just because it wanted to

    No reason given

     

    So today instead of cursing up a blue storm

    Of my own personal blue screen of death

    I offer this short prayer to the computer gods

     

    Today just for today

    When I turn you on

    I want you to do what you are supposed to do

    Everything works

    Everything is fast

    And no more damn computer error haiku

    Just do your fucking job

     

     

     

     

  • updates to world according to cosmos web page

    I had a free consult today with the good folks at word press and spoke with a “happiness engineer” their title for customer service representative and he was very helpful. I have re-designed the page today and will endeavor to update it at least two to three times per week. I am having fun with it. And I am glad to report that there have been 650 visits since February and I now have 325 followers. To my followers, drop me a line let me know what you like and give me suggestions for improvement. My email is authorjakecosmosaller@gmail.com

  • Poets Against the Wall Published my poetry

    Some of my more poetical poetry has been published on Poets Against the Wall today.

    for more information contact the publisher.

    available on Amazon – i mislaid the link but will update once I find the link

    https://www.theravingpress.com/rgv-cross-sections-blog/building-the-wall-anthology

    The original Raving Press since 1998.

    see my entry,

    Mr. Trump Tear Down this Wall!

     RGV Cross
    Sections
    (Blog)​
    s

    These Are The Poets Facing The Wall
    9/25/2018

    The idea for the “Poets Facing the Wall” anthology was born right on the U.S. – Mexico border. It has been both the anti-Mexican/immigrant rhetoric and the deafening silence or apathy of most Americans including many living along the border that made the need for such a publication a must. People need to realize what this wall truly represents. At a time when border crossings are down, and many immigrants are actually going back south to their respective homes, why is the wall more needed now than when the influx was higher? Is its true purpose to stop people from coming in? Or could it be that it is meant as a symbol to cast a message broadly and clearly to the world beyond our southern border?

    “DON’T STEP IN MY YARD. EVEN IF YOU ARE RUNNING FROM DANGER. I DON’T CARE. STAY OUT!”

    The Statue of Liberty stands on an island turning its eyes toward Europe with a soft demeanor, gently posed holding the torch to light the way for the weary traveler seeking refuge from the darkness of the world they have left behind. The Statue of Liberty’s torch is the light that represents the dream of a better future, where the sun shines equally upon all who look to it seeking its warmth. The statue itself is the guardian and guarantor of that promise.

    According to the National Park Service’s website,

    “The torch is a symbol of enlightenment. The Statue of Liberty’s torch lights the way to freedom showing us the path to Liberty. Even the Statue’s official name represents her most important symbol ‘Liberty Enlightening the World’.”

    By contrast, what does a non-human-like and unnecessary barrier say when its faceless and eyeless semblance stares coldly at our neighbors in Latin America? It speaks of a greater problem than illegal immigration. It speaks of an inability to recognize that without immigration, the U.S. would have been impossible. People in our country like and respect those who “tell it like it is”. And in this case, it is a fact that our country was founded by illegal immigrants first, then legal immigration became the preferred institutionalized method of entry. But there are exceptions. Asylum seekers and refugees must be given a chance to be heard and helped. Especially, since data shows that the vast majority of all immigrants actually prop up our economy; they do not drain it.

    But then the question of race comes into play. And that is the biggest obstacle to our future. Perhaps, more than anything, the wall will represent not the need for security form evildoers, but the failure to defeat false beliefs of racial superiority. This has been the greatest stain in our past. The cement holding the construction of those false beliefs must not be allowed to solidify, for like all walls that have ever been erected to divide it will not succeed. Only bridges and roads can take humanity onward toward the future. Let this anthology assist in taking a step in that direction.

    Below is the list of accepted works and their authors. (Not in order of appearance in the final publication.)
    An Inheritance of Fear
    By Jill Evans

    As We Forgive Those
    By Roger Sippl

    Ave Blanca
    Seres Jaime Magaña

    Blue Again
    By C. R. Resetarits

    BLUES FOR JOSE ANTONIO ELENA RODRIGUEZ
    (Traditional 12 Bar Blues Song)
    by Laurie Jurs

    Construction of First Border Wall Segment to Begin
    in a South Texas Wildlife Refuge
    By Kristin Barendsen

    THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HELD AND HELD
    by Catherine Lee

    My Exit
    By Richard Nester

    -The Greatest, Most Beautiful Soliloquy EVER!
    -Ten Commandments Updated
    By Rick Blum

    Guardian of the Mountains
    By Michael Garrigan

    -I Am Chicano
    -You Make the Call
    By Sammy Ybarra

    Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness
    By Miranda Rocha
    Myopia of belonging
    By Sunayna Pal

    Northward Bound
    By Ana Maria Fores Tamayo

    -Nuestros niños
    -Tinta negra
    By Xanath Carraza

    Oh, Say Can You See
    By Wendy Baron

    On Day 1, We Will Begin Working
    By Natalie D-Napoleon

    -Wide Open
    -The Fool’s Game
    -Blurred Vision
    By Teri Garcia-Ruiz

    -ok | walk on the way
    -yr assignment spend a day here along
    By Steven Alvarez

    -Blood, Sweat and Tears
    -Conflict
    -Survival
    By Vanessa Caraveo

    Hollywood
    By Sharon Lundy

    Musings
    by Sheena Pillai Singh

    -Song for America XXIII (the nation’s anthem)
    -Song for America XXV
    -Song for America XXVIII (for Marvin Gaye)
    By Fernando Esteban Flores

    -De este lado del muro
    -Rima infantil
    By Gabriel González Núñez

    Ten Feet Higher
    By Richard King Perkins II

    The Promised Wall
    By Kimmy Alan

    -Shelter
    -This Just In
    -Wall
    By Sandra Anfang

    -Closure
    -more harm than good
    By Linda M. Crate

    -Walls Divide Us
    -Mr. Trump Tear Down This Wall
    By John “Jake” Cosmos Aller

    Walking Around
    By John M. Bellinger

    “A, Homeboy”
    by Johnny Barboza

    -The Wall
    -Lament for Emma Lazarus
    -Ghost Wall
    By Robbi Nester

    We are Sisters!
    By Patty York Raymond

    -What I Need Now
    -In Concert
    By Dorothy Baird

    -The Travel North
    -Keep my dream Alive
    By Jose Rafael Castilleja

    -GRETEL
    -WHERE HAVE ALL THE FLOWERS GONE
    -CROSSINGS
    By Jude Brigley

    Borradores
    by Octavio Quintanilla

    Thanks to all of the poets who submitted their work for evaluation. The accepted submissions are of great significance and literary quality. The poems along with the introduction by Enclave Magazine’s founder and editor, Hector Luis Alamo, make this anthology one of the most important and well-crafted we have put together. I am proud to have my name associated with this project. It should become required reading for public schools, colleges, and universities. We are looking to a late October or early November publication. We will announce an official publishing date in less than two weeks.

  • Duane Poetree Publishes Sandwich Choicese

     

    My good friend at Duane’s Poetree has published another one of my poems.  here it is.  It was written after eating a delicious BLT at the Ashland Oregon Co-Op which has one of the best delis’s on the West Coast. Check it out.

    published in Duane’s Poetree http://duanespoetree.blogspot.com/

    sandwich
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    Sandwich Choices

    There are so many choices to be had

    When ordering a sandwich

     

    What kind of bread

    What kind of meat or any meat

    What kind of cheese or any cheese

    Whether to have sprouts or not

    Whether to have a pickle or not

     

    Whether to go with a classic peanut butter

    And something sandwich

     

    I loved peanut butter sandwiches

    As a kid

     

    Peanut butter and sweet pickles were my favorites

    Peanut butter and banana is good also

    Peanut butter and strawberry jam

    What a delightful memory

     

    My current favorite

    Is a BLT with sprouts, avocado, and kosher dill pickles

    lettuce

    Heirloom red tomatoes one slice per each half

    Avocado one half per each half

    One-half pickle on each half

    Bacon cooked just right – well done but not black

    Sprouts and lettuce just right

    Timamook Yellow smoked cheder cheese

    On each half

     

    On Gluten Free bread

    with chipotle mayo

    And Dijon mustard

    ketchup

    dash of Tabasco

    Cut in half

     

    Truly a sandwich made in heaven

    And bacon makes everything

    Taste so damn nice

     

    And God if you are reading this poem

    You had better prepare them for me

    Or Heaven will not be worth it

     

    Does Satan serve BLT sandwiches

    I wonder

    Probably not

    Probably you become the bacon

    In his hell sandwiches

     

  • Ugly Writers publishes recent poems

    Ugly Writers publishes recent poems

    updated to reflect recent publication.

    Snarling Cup of Coffee

    Snarling Cup of Coffee

    I like to start my day with a hot cup of coffee
    I pound down the coffee
    First thing I do every day as the dawning sun
    Lights up my lonesome room

    Yeah, but not just a simple cup of java Joe, but a God damn snarling sarcastic smarmy cup of coffee
    I mean, – we are talking about an alcoholic, all speed ahead, always hot, always fresh, always there when I need it, angry, attitude talk to the hand Ztude, bad, bad assed, beats breaking, beatnik, bluesy, bitter, bitchy, bombs away, capitalistic, caffeinated up the ass, cinematic, communistic, Colombian grown, Costa Rican inspired, Cowabunga to the max, crazy assed, devilishly angelic, divine, divinely inspired, dyslexic, epic, extreme vetting, evil eye, expensive, erotic vision inducing, Ethiopian coffee house brewed, euphoric, freaky, freazoid, foxy, Frenched kissed, French brewed, funkified, foxy lady, graphic, GOD in my coffee, with Allah, Ganesh, Jesus, Kali, Buddha, Christians, Durga, Hindus, Mohamed, Jesus and Mo and their friend, the cosmic bar maid, Sai Babai, Shiva, Taoists, Zoroastrians, drinking my god damned coffee in Hell; growling, gnarly, happy, hard as ice, Hawaian blessed, high as a kite, hippie, hip, hipster, hip hoppy, hot as hell yet strangely sweet as heaven, jazzy, jealous, Kerouac approved, kick ass, kick my god damn ass to Tuesday, kick down the doors and take no prisoners, grown in the Vietnam highlands by ex-Vietcong, Guatemalan grown, kiss ass, illegal in every state, imported from all over the god damn world, insane, lovely, loony, lonely, lonesome, malodorous mean old rotten, motherfucking, nasty, narcotic, never whatever, never meh, never cold, not approved by the CIA, not approved by DHS, not approved for human consumption by the FDA, not your daddy’s sissified corporate cup of coffee, NOT DECAFE coffee, not your Denny’s truck driver weak as brown water cup of fake coffee, not your establishment friendly cup of coffee, Not your FBI coffee, Not FAKE Herbal coffee substitute, but a real cup of coffee, not your farmer brothers dinner crap, not made in America for Americans, not safe for work, not your Starbucks average expensive overpriced crappy corporate chain cup of coffee, Not pretentious, Not White House approved, not State Department safe, nuclear, Not Patriotic, operatic, Peets’s coffee approved, paranoid, pornographic, psychotic, pontific, politically aware, rapping, rhyming, right here, right now in River city, rock and roll up the Yazoo, sad, sadistic, sarcastic, sassy, satanic, schizoid, shitting, silly, sexy, smarmy, smelly, smooth, snarky, snarling, stupid, stinking, sweet as honey, sweat inducing, symphonic, Trump can’t handle this coffee, vengeful, Wagnerian, wicked, with nutmeg and cinnamon swirls, with a hint of stevia, with a hint of vanilla, with a hint of rum, with a hint of whisky, with a hint of cherry, with a hint of fruit overtones, with a hint of drugs spicing up the coffee, spendific, speeding, splendid, superior accept no substitutes, survived the Vietnam war, the Iraq war, the Afghan war, the first and Second Korean war, World War 11, the war on poverty, the war on drugs, the war on black people, the sexual revolution, Soulful as a summer’s night in MOTOWN- James Brown approved, TOP approved, Berkeley approved, the coffee that Jimmy Hendrix drank before he died, the coffee that Elvis drank on his last breakfast, the coffee that Barry White crooned as he drank his cup of coffee – and the coffee that made the white boy play stand up and play that funky music, the coffee that made Jonny B Goode play his guitar, and made Jonny bet the devil his soul after he drank his morning cup of righteous coffee and the coffee that make the Rolling Stones Rock and Roll, the coffee your mother warned you against drinking, the coffee that Napoleon drank when he became the Emperor of all Europe, the Coffee that Beethoven drank when he wrote the Ninth symphony, the coffee that Mozart drank as he wrote his last symphony, the coffee that Lincoln drank before he was killed, the Hemingway drank before he killed himself, the coffee that started the 60’s, and ended the 20th century, the coffee that Lenin drank as he plotted revolution, the coffee that Hitler and Stalin drank with FDR as they divided up the world after World War 11, the cup that JFK drank before he was blown away, the coffee Jerry drinks while driving in cars with random celebrities and political figures, the coffee that Jon Stewart drinks before he goes on an epic take down of some foolish politico, the cup of Arabic coffee that Sadaam drank the day he was executed, the coffee that GW and Cheney drank when they bombed Baghdad, the Indian cup of coffee that Bid Laden drank before 9-11 and just before the seals blew his ass to hell, the cup of coffee that Tiger Woods drank with his mistresses while playing a 3, 000 dollar round of golf at Sandy Lane golf course in Barbados, the last legal drug that does what drugs should do, the cup of coffee that Obama drank when he became President, Vietnamese, Vienna brew, wacky, whimsical, Whisky Tango Foxtrot, wild, weird, wonderful, WOW, Yabba dabba doo! Yada Yada yada Zappa’s favorite cup of cosmic coffee, and Zorro’s last cup of coffee, Good to the last drop rolled into one simple cup of hot coffee

    As I pound down that first cup of coffee
    And fire up my synaptic nerve endings with endless supplies
    Of caffeine induced neuron enhancing chemicals

    I face the dawning day with trepidation and mind-numbing fear
    I turn on the TV and watch the smarmy newscasters in their perfect hair
    Lying through their teeth about the great success the government is having

    Following the great leader’s latest pronouncements
    I want to scream and shoot the TV and run out side Shouting “Stop the world.
    I want to get off this fucking crazy planet”

    The earth does not care a whit about my attitude
    It merely shrugs and moves around the Sun
    In its appointed daily run

    And I sit down
    The madness dissipating a bit
    And enjoy my second cup
    Of heaven and hell
    In my morning cup of Joe

    Ode to Coffee

    Mistress of sacred love
    Sacred lady of desire
    You start my day
    Setting my heart on fire

    With your dark delicious flavor
    And throughout the day
    Whenever the mean old blues come by
    You chase them away

    With your bitter sweet ambrosial brew
    Every time I inhale your witches’ brew
    I am filled with power, light and love
    And everything is all right Jack

    If only for a few fleeting minutes
    I love you oh coffee goddess
    In all your magical forms

    In the dark coffee of the dawning day
    In the sizzling coffee in the mid-morning break
    In the afternoon siesta break

    And in the post dinner dessert drink
    I love you my coffee mistress
    You are my refuge
    From this horrid world

    And you are my secret lover
    Never disappoint me, ever
    I’ve never had a bad cup
    Of that I can be sure
    Even the dismal coffee
    Served at Denny’s at 3 am

    Is still sweet loving coffee
    Even the farmer brother’s diner coffee
    Excites me and gets me going
    Asking for another cup of divine delight

    Coffee always is there
    It is always on and piping hot
    With hidden dark secrets
    Swirling in its liquid essence

    Coffee is my last vice
    My only legal vice left
    Coffee does not cheat on me
    It is always faithful, always true

    It does not turn on its friends
    And all it asks in return
    Is that you come back
    Cup after cup after cup

    A good cup of coffee
    Is a little bit of heaven
    In a cup of dark liquid hell

    Coffee is like a drug
    But a good drug that does what is should
    And never complains
    It does not get grouchy
    It does not hurt you

    It does not make you crazy
    But allows the muse to come out
    And play with it

    Coffee led to the American Revolution
    As patriots drank coffee
    To rebel against the aristocratic English tea

    Coffee started the London Stock Market
    And started the gossip mills running
    Every great invention

    Was fed by coffee’s sweet brew sweet allure
    All the great thinkers
    All the great leaders
    All were enslaved to coffee’s magic

    Yeah
    I sing my praises
    Of the great glorious coffee lady
    Long may she continue
    To be my sweet companion

    Long may coffee continue
    To rule my heart
    And set my heart on fire


    I love thee
    Mistress coffee
    And sometimes I think
    You love me too

    No More Coffee Blues

     

    I love coffee

    Always have

    And coffee has loved me back

    But lately I have soured on her

    Soured on the whole coffee scene

    On the harshness of the morning brew

    And the promises it makes

     

    As I sip of its nectar

    Drawn into its lair

    Drinking drop by drop

    As the caffeine takes over

     

    Rewriting my every nerve

    Turning me into a slave

    For its perverted pleasure

    Yes, I love coffee

    But I am afraid

    Coffee is a harsh mistress

    Demanding so much of me

     

    Promising the sun

    And delivering the Moon

    As I drink her swill

    Deepening under her influence

    I have the coffee blues

    Can’t live without her

    Can’t live with her

    I try

    But tea does not cut it

    Not really

    Booze does not do it

    At least not in the morning

     

    Yoga is not enough of a buzz

    Nor is the runner’s high

    And I am afraid deadly afraid of cocaine

    And speed and drugs and energy drinks

     

    And so, I remain a slave to coffee

    My only legal drug

    As I sip another and fall under her seductive spread

     

    Once more failing in my resolve

    To skip coffee for that day

    That morning that moment

     

    I shall never be free of her spell

    Ever and she knows it

    As she beckons me

    Every morning with her intoxicating smell

    And I come to her and drink her brew

    And become her slave again and again

     


    Unhinged Lunatic Howling at the Full Moon

    howling at the Moon

    On the night of the blood red super full moon
    I sat in an evil, depraved godforsaken bar
    Drinking drams of demented, fermented dream dew

    Washed down by endless rounds of whiskey
    rum, tequila, vodka, soju and of course beer

    drinking with my buddies the Jack Daniels Gang
    Drinking my way to Hell and beyond
    Just as fast as I could

    twenty damn drinks too sober
    Just an unhinged lunatic
    Dreaming of howling at the full moon

    Watching the world walk by
    Looking at all the fine-looking babes
    Walking by the street

    Thinking wild, erotic thoughts
    Of endless wild libertine passions

    When into the bar
    That din of cosmic depravity

    Walked the most beautiful women
    In the Universe

    So wild, so free
    So wonderfully alive

    I did not know what to do
    As this vision of delight
    Sauntered through the bar

    In a skin-tight leather pant
    Looked so fine
    That my eyeballs hurt

    And finally, I had to say something
    So, I gathered up my manly courage
    And walked up to her
    And she looked at me

    And instantly bewitched my soul
    With a devilish grin

    I lost all reason
    And became a raving lunatic

    Unhinged lunatic
    Howling at the blood red full moon

    Foaming at the mouth
    A wild, free werewolf

    Howling at the lunatic light
    Of the blood red blue full Moon


    April 30 In Search of America 1975 – Hitch hiking Tales

    When I was young and foolish
    Broke and stubborn

    I hitchhiked across the USA
    Started in Salt Lake City
    Where my greyhound bus pass
    Was stolen

    The station manager
    Could have helped me
    But refused to do so

    Threaten to call the cops
    When I grabbed my bags 
    Without the stolen tags

    I said
    Go ahead
    But I am so out of here

    Wondered about Salt Lake City
    Went to a bar
    Found I had to buy my booze

    Next door
    And they would mix it for me
    Had to order food too

    After a bloody Mary
    And a burger

    I walked about town
    Saw the Mormon Temple
    Finally about 3 pm

    It was time to hit the road
    Did not look back

    Ended up in Cody Wyoming
    Got a room shower
    Steak beer
    Using my rapidly depleted cash Spent 25 dollars
    Money really went far
    Back in those days

    A band of professional
    Communist agitators
    Gave me a ride

    To Des Moines
    Lots of weed, booze
    And politics later

    Got off the road
    Slept outside

    Next day
    A beautiful woman
    Drove me to near Chicago
    In a red mustang

    Might have been
    The girl in the song
    Took it easy

    Digging her vibe
    She invited home

    But was not sure
    If her estranged husband
    Would welcome me

    So, I am being foolish
    And inexperienced with women
    Did not go to her place

    And always regretted
    That I had lost
    My chance that day

    Then on to Chicago
    Several rides later
    Visited friends

    Hit the road again
    A series of uneventful rides
    With truckers
    And others

    And a week later
    I ended in New York City

    Slept along the way
    In cars
    In truck stops
    In high way rest stops

    Always moving
    Always going

    None stop talking
    And lots of free weed
    And beer

    And conversation
    One more memorable ride

    Occurred outside Albany
    On my return to Chicago
    A middle age creepy looking man
    Picked me up

    In a brand-new Cadillac
    He was he said a dynamite deliverer
    For the Mafia

    Went to various places
    To blow up shit

    He hated a lot of people
    Particularly hippies from California

    And Jewish people
    Looking at me to confirm
    That I was both

    I told him that I lived in New York
    And had never been to California

    And although I might have looked Jewish
    As I what was called back in the day
    A “Jewfro”

    I was not Jewish
    Many years later I discovered
    That I am indeed part Jewish

    But then I did not know
    And I felt a bit of strategic information
    Might keep me alive

    Then I realized that he was just jiving with me
    And we relaxed

    And he pulled out some weed
    And beer
    And we mellowed out

    But I believe that he really was with the mob
    Perhaps not a dynamite dealer
    A real made Italian made mafia member
    By Chicago

    I had enough
    I called my Dad
    Told him what had happened

    Wanted a ticket home
    And he sent me a ticket
    And 500 dollars

    And I went home
    I told him I would tell him
    My tales some day

    But never did
    I learned so much
    About my fellow Americans

    And the strange vibe
    That was 1975
    And now it is too late

    But I wanted to finally
    Tell the world
    Of my hitchhiking tales
    In search of America 1975


    When Will this Darkness End

    As the darkness settles down on the land
    All are consumed with evil
    Foul deeds and endless darkness

    I wonder if it will ever go away
    Yes I wonder

    If our great nightmare will ever end
    Are we doomed
    To live out the decline of America?

    This is what I pray for 2018
    The end of the darkness
    The unleashed hatred
    that consumes our land


    the Bus – Travels Through America’s Underbelly

     

    hitching a ride

    I am a bus rider
    That makes me unusual
    For a white male

    From an upper middle class family
    Our people are not bus riders
    Though some are subway riders

    Bus riders are other people
    The poor, minorities, immigrants

    People who don’t drive
    Because they are blind
    Or have a DUI

    And in my case
    I don’t drive

    Because I have bad vision
    And bad coordination
    Just never got the hang
    Of the whole driving thing

    Fortunately for me
    My wife does the driving
    But I still take the bus
    From time to time

    I rode the AC buses in Berkeley
    As a child
    Line 67, line 51, line 43 F bus
    Rode them long before BART came along

    And afterwards as well
    As an adult seldom rode the bus
    But when I did so
    I was always impressed

    By the sheer diversity
    Of the bus riding property
    Hundreds of languages
    All sorts of sexual orientation
    Some were white
    Most were not

    Most of my fellow passengers
    Were nice enough
    Some were friendly

    And some were lost
    In their own thoughts

    And a few
    Were scary looking dudes
    With the look

    Of someone who had done time
    And were capable of more violence

    I also rode the bus
    In Seattle as a graduate student

    A lot of fellow UW students
    And the usual immigrants
    Minorities etc

    And some white people
    Commuting

    And in DC
    Over the years
    I rode a lot of buses

    Mostly to and from the metro
    But I got to know

    And love the DC buses as well

    I also took the greyhound bus
    Across the country

    Several times over the years
    All over the U.S.

    From Bay Area to Stockton
    From Bay Area to Clear Lake
    From Bay area to NYC
    NYC to DC

    All over the USA
    Taking the Greyhound

    Was always an an adventure
    Met a lot of interesting people

    As people on long distant bus rides
    Tend to open up and talk
    To pass the time away

    Overseas I took the bus
    All over
    In India, in Barbados
    In Spain and in Korea

    The Korean buses
    For many years
    Were difficult for foreign visitors
    As the signs were all in Korean

    Most have signs
    Now in English, Chinese and Korean
    And are much more foreigner friendly

    Riding the bus
    In America

    Allows one access
    To the underbelly of American society

    The poor, the marginalized
    The immigrant communities

    That many middle-class white people
    Just never see

    And for that reason
    I am glad
    That I am a bus rider

    The End

     

     

  • Minnie’s Diary published “the Market Rules Us All”

    Minnie’s Diary has published a cynical look at love in the modern era called, “the Market Rules Us All.  Here it is:

    The Market Rules Us All 

    The market rules all

    We are nothing but products

    The rights to us

    Have long been sold

    Bow down and worship

    The all mighty market

    Everything we do

    Everything we see

    Everything we are

    Nothing but our personal brand

    Nothing human left over

    Nothing authentic left over

    Nothing but lies

    Fake news

    nonsense

    The world does not care one whit

    About you and me

    As people

    It is all about the profits that can be made

    By exploiting our labor

    And once we are used up

    We become a liability

    And a burden

    If you have not made it to the top

    By age 55

    You are a loser

    And should be retired

    Forced to live out your life

    On your miserable pension

    As you wait to die

    No longer useful

    To the Masters of the Universe

    And true love

    Nothing but an illusion

    It is all about the sex, baby

    And how getting your baby

    Ahead at all costs

    Who cares about love

    It is all nothing

    But a second hand emotion

    As the song puts it

    Love is nothing but a sexual commodity

    And we are all nothing but interchangeable

    Commodities in the marriage and love market

    And porno values rules the bedroom

    As we are nothing more than used body parts

    Who cares about friendship

    It is all about how they can use you

    And you can use them

    To get ahead

    True Love and genuine connections

    Cannot survive

    In this toxic soup

    Of the modern materialist world

    God and spirituality

    Nothing but a scam

    As our so call Christian Leaders

    Proclaim their love for you

    All they love is your donations

    And they too are part of the market

    Jesus if he ever comes back

    Will no doubt

    Be used to sell more goods

    As the right to Jesus

    Has also been sold

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