Category: love poetry

  • City Limits Publishes Love Poems

    City Limits Publishes Love Poems

    City Limits Publishing has published an anthology of love stories and poems called Loving Words, which feature two of my stories and poems, “Chains that Bind Me” and “Dream Girl” re-printed at the end of this entry. Order information follows. My work appears in volumes one and three but order all three volumes. The Cost is $16.00 and shipping is $4.00. I don’t believe that they have a kindle friendly version. You may take advantage of the 25% contributor’s discount below.

    Good afternoon!

    I’m delighted to inform you that our poetry anthologies are on sale now, and they’re beautiful! I’m including the covers below Please share on social media, author websites, and anywhere else you’d like, and include the links below!

    You can pre-order copies TODAY for 25% using the coupon code LOVINGWORDS . You can order individual copies or the bundle of all three books! For your friends and family, we’re happy to offer them a discount as well! They can use the discount code LOVINGWORDS15 for 15% off their order! You can share this on social media along with the book covers below! Check out the pages on our website to find where you’re featured!

    Please note: if you had multiple poems published, you might be in multiple anthologies.

    Please note: if you had multiple poems published, you might be in multiple anthologies. It lists the authors featured in each on the pages linked above.

    We’re thrilled to announce that all orders from our contributors will include a copy donated to your local library as part of our commitment to giving back to the community.

    Thank you all for making this such an enjoyable experience! We’re so excited about these books!

    Sincerely,

    Robert Martin | President, Chief Editorial Officer

    Phone: 615-270-2088

    “If there’s a book that you want to read, but it hasn’t been written yet, then you must write it.” -Toni Morrison

    Through Loving Words: Volume 1 A New Love Blooms

    $14.99

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    In the first volume of Through Loving Words, the poems within describe the joy that can be found in the blossoming of new love.  Each poet describes falling in love in unique and descriptive ways — from meeting someone and slowly falling in love with them through the mundane minutiae of everyday life to the coveted “love at first sight” spark and the resulting explosion of passion and lust.  Pick any poem within the collection and experience anew the fervor of fresh love and lust and let your love bloom!

    The following authors contributed to this collection: Alethia Grishikian, Alexandra Graffeo, Alexia Leigh, Bree Leto, Darren Beaney, Donald James, Ellen R. Grace, Emily D. Xi, Farhan Ali Baloch, Gerald O. Ryan, Ginna Wilkerson, Jake Cosmos Aller, James Alexander, Jasmine Tiera Harrell, John Ling, Jonathan Miller, Kaitlin Richcreek, Kevin Grommersch, Kiara Ash, Liz Taylor, Nick Sweet, Oz Hardwick, Peggy M. Earnest, Robert Fife, Samhita K., Taryn Thuynsma, Terril George, Vinod Pachu

    Foreword by Peter Fenton

    ISBN: 978-1-954403-46-8

    Through Loving Words: Volume 3 A True Love Lasts

    $14.99

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    In the third volume of Through Loving Words, lifelong lovers describe the successes and failures they experience as they face the world together.  The poems describe the richness and depth that love brings to our lives.  Through the voices of the poets, we learn that love only lasts when you work with your partner and appreciate them through all the twists and turns that life throws your way.

    The following authors contributed to this collection of poems: Aziza Aremo, Beatrice de Filippis, Bree Leto, Caitlynn Lowery, Chloe Tonge, Darnini Deer , Lindsey Leggett, Emily Powers, Farhan Ali Baloch, Ginna Wilkerson, Guinevere Schaal, Heidi Guldbaek, Jackson Cass, Jake Cosmos Aller, James Alexander, John Ling, Kate Murray, Kevin Grommersch, Lisa Molina, Liz DeGregorio, Marie McMullin, Melanie Boyd, Nick Sweet, Nina Sparling, Nisa Moazzam Gulzar, Robert Fife, Robert Martin, Stephanie Cotta, Susy Kamber, Tania Przywara, Tori Grant Welhouse

    Foreword by Peter Fenton

    ISBN: 978-1-954403-50-5

    Dream Girl – A True Love Story

    The dreams started when Sam was a senior at Berkeley high school in 1974, around Maria’s birthday in late May, perhaps.   About a month before Sam graduated, he fell asleep in a physics class after lunch and had the first dream:

    About a month before Sam graduated, he fell asleep in a physics class after lunch and had the first dream:

    A beautiful Asian woman was standing next to him talking in a strange language.  She was stunning – the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.  She was in her early twenties, with long black hair, and piercing black eyes. She had the look of royalty.  She looked at me and then disappeared, beamed out of his dreamlike in “Star Trek.”  He fell out of my chair screaming, “Who are you?”  She did not answer.

    Later that day Sam told his best friend, Robert Sicular who was in the class with him about the dream.  He also told them that he knew that he would meet her someday and that was the woman he was destined to marry.

    Robert said,

    “Man, that is crazy shit, dude. You had best quit smoking weed before class man. You be high. have any of that shit?

    Nah smoked it all up. But dude the dream is real.

    sure.

    Sam told Robert’s parents, Bob, and Ruth about the dream. Bob and Ruth were close to Sam. Sam hung out at their house a lot to escape his parents as he had grown up in a very dysfunctional family.

    Bob said,

    “Well, that is the craziest love story I have ever heard so it must be true.”

    Ruth said

    “Follow your dreams. You will have to meet her someday, but you may have to go to Asia to find her. Where do you think she is?”

    “Maybe Japan, maybe Korea, maybe Mongolia, Thailand, Vietnam? The Philippines? But not China because whatever she is speaking is not Chinese.”

    Sam tells them that he had the dream again.

    One day Sam was late for his summer job working in the parks department. He had the dream again about 6 am and it woke him up.  The same thing occurs.  She is standing there talking to him and she has love in her eyes for him.  She reaches out to touch him and then disappears.  He felt electricity flowing from her as she touched him. Sam got up and accidentally breaks the mirror in the bathroom.  Sam tells his mother who said that he will have seven years of bad luck as a result of breaking a mirror and later Sam thought that he had endured seven years of failed relationships and missed romantic opportunities because fate was conspiring to prevent him from getting seriously involved with anyone else because the universe was saving him for his one true soul mate.

    A few days later, Sam is hanging out with his friends Matt and Mark playing pool at his house downstairs in the basement. Sam tells them he had the dream again.

    Matt says,

    “Dude! that is just too creepy to believe. You should not be telling people that shit, they might think that you are some sort of nutter.  I mean we know you are nuts but in a good way and we love ya for its bro, but others, well they might think you are certifiable.”

    Mark looked at Sam and said,

    “Yeah dude, that is crazy shit, I mean shit like that ain’t real you know what I mean?”

    “Matt, Mark, I swear to god it is too. I had the dream again. And I know I am going to meet her and marry her someday.”

    “Right on dude. Party on! We believe you.”

    About a month went by and then Sam started having the “dream”, as he called it, repeatedly.  Always the same pattern – early morning, she would stand next to me talking, I would ask who she was, and she would disappear.  She was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen, and she struck him speechless every time he had the dream.

    Going to Korea to find his Dream girl

    One day in late May, about a week before Sam graduated from college, he had been accepted into the Peace Corps.  He had a deadline to respond to whether he would accept the proposed assignment. He had a choice going to Korea as a TB control worker in August or to Thailand as an ESL teacher in a rural school in October.  He was leaning towards Korea.  He had taken Japanese and Chinese history classes in college and he was fascinated with the region and was curious about Korea.   And besides, he was ready to get going.

    On May 18, 1979, at 5:30 Sam had a slightly different dream.  In the dream, she told him when he asked where she was, “Seoul, Korea.” And smiled at him. And disappeared as she usually did”.

    Searching for the Dream Girl in Korea

    In August 1979, Sam arrived in Korea. He looks around and sees thousands of women who look like the girl in the dream, but none of them are her.  He knew he was going to meet her. He started having that dream monthly.  Usually near the end of the month and almost always first thing in the morning.  The dream was always the same.  She would repeat the word Aka which Sam later learned was the Korean word for baby and became her pet name once they met.  The rest of the conversation he could not understand at all.

    One winter while Sam was in the Peace Corps, he went to Taiwan on a personal visit. He met a famous fortuneteller who made three predictions – He would marry an Asian woman; he would marry when he was 27 and he would become a diplomat.  All three predictions turned out to be true.

    After the Peace Corps, Sam took a job in Korea and decided that he would give it one more year. If he did not meet her by then he would return to Seattle to go to Graduate school at the University of Washington in Korean studies.  Sam moved about the entire country. Sam was lonely, dissatisfied, and. felt that he was wasting his time. He kept having the dream though.

    On Wednesday, August 26, 1982, Sam got on a military bus at Camp Casey near where he lived in Tongduchon in a rented room. He was living basically those days out of a suitcase in a rented room as his employer kept sending him all over the country. He must have moved at least ten times that year.

    That morning he had the last dream. And somehow felt that he was about to meet the girl in the dream. In the dream, she came to him again, but this time, Sam understood her Korean.  She said, “Don’t worry, we will be together soon and once we are together, we will be together forever. I have been waiting for our last life together. And now I have found you.”

    That night, Sam got off the bus in front of Camp Red Cloud where he was teaching.  Sam got off the bus and the girl in the dream walked off the bus, out of his dreams and into his life.  It was the moment he had been waiting for all his life.

    The class went by in a blur.  Sam was still stunned that he had met her.  He came up with a lame excuse that he wanted a language partner, and she could help him with his Korean, and he could help her with her English

    She spoke English well as she was an English Education major at Sungsil Woman’s University and was a senior.  She was 23 years old and he was 27 years old.  He was born in the year of the goat and she was born in the year of the pig. According to fortune-tellers they had a perfect astrological chart and were soul mates.

    That night Sam called his friend Robert, who had been in the room when Sam had first dreamt of meeting Maria, and told him that he had met the girl in the dream.

    “Robert,

    “I have big news; I met the girl in the dream. The girl I have been dreaming about for these last eight years. She is real. I met her on a bus. She is stunning. She is a College senior, and we are meeting tomorrow. “

    “Dude. That is unreal. But whatever you do not tell her about the dream, at least not right away. That might freak her out. It would freak anyone out. Shit like that does not happen you know man. Are you all alright? Been taking drugs? Drinking too much?”

    “Dude. It is all good. It is real. And I am going to marry her!

    “whatever dude. I believe you because you believe in the dream, I sure hope it is real.”

    “It is real, dude.”

    The next night she was waiting for him at the army base where he was to teach a class.  She told him that she had to see him as she had something to tell him Sam signed her on to the base and left her at the library to study.  She was a college senior she told him. They went out for coffee after class at a classical music cafe.  She told him she was madly in love with him and that he was the man for her.  He told her not to worry as he felt the same.

    Whirlwind Romance

    On Friday, Saturday, and Sunday they met each day and went for a long walk in the mountains near the base and had breakfast, lunch, and dinner together.  She made him kimbap (Korean sushi rolls) every day.

    They talked further about her life and his life so far.  Her English was far better than his Korean, so they mostly talked in English.    She was a senior at Sungmyeong Woman’s University majoring in English Education.  But she wanted to work for a corporation rather than become a high school English teacher.   She was also going to start a graduate degree at Seoul working on an MBA degree in a new program that was taught in English.

    He told her that he had been accepted to go to the University of Washington for a MA degree in Korean studies but would start that in about a year.  He would be teaching for CTC for a few months but wanted to find another teaching job somewhere in Korea as he was tired of teaching on base and the pay was not particularly good. Sam told her that perhaps she could come to Seattle with him and study there.  She looked at him and said that she would love that.

    Maria looked at Sam and said

    “Sam, it is obvious we belong together. You are mine and I am yours.”

    “Maria,

    “I agree. Let us get married, October 29th is my legal birthday. We can do the paperwork then and have a wedding later. What do you think?”

    “Sure. That will work. You have to meet my parents though soon.”

    “Okay”

    In any event, they agreed that they would do the formal paperwork through the embassy on Friday, October 29th, 1982 which was Sam’s birthday.

    They married two months later after a Buddhist priest told her Mother that our astrological match was a perfect fit.  Her mother did not want her to marry a foreigner.  One day about a month after they had met, she invited him to meet her parents, but she did not tell them Sam was a foreigner.  Sam brought a bottle of Jack Daniels for his Father-in-Law and Uncle in law and drank the entire bottle with them. He approved of him, but Sam’s Mother-in-Law still had reservations. After the Buddhist Priests told her it was a perfect astrological combination, she agreed, and they planned on getting married.  as she put it, “who am I to go against the will of heaven?”

    And so, they got married.

    The End

    Chains That Bind Us

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    I realize that my love for you
    Is like a chain of steel
    Unbreakable, Tough as nails

    Yet as your love entangles me
    I realize that I embrace my imprisonment
    Don’t want to venture out of my cell

    Made of our years together
    bit by bit
    We have become entangled

    Where I end,
    and you begin
    Hopelessly entangled

    Even if I wanted
    to break free
    I could not

    For I am you
    and you are me
    My fate is in your hands

    So, I relax
    Decide to Just enjoy
    The ride of my life

    As we move
    Towards the final moments
    Together as we have always been

    Inseparable
    merged into one being
    Staring at each other

    Wondering
    who is that creature
    Of eternal mystery

    That has so captured my soul
    And imprisoned
    it in her love

    I smile thinking
    of your love
    The endless pleasure

    it has brought me
    The endless pain
    I have endured

    Just to be next to you,
    Part of you
    Until the day

    I die
    When we meet
    in the next world

    The End

  • Cosmos 2020  April Poetry Part Two

    Cosmos 2020 April Poetry Part Two

    Cosmos’s 2020 April Poetry Part Two April 16 to April 30

    final  statistics for the month – 165  poems  written , most  posted here or in  part one.  Enjoy comments welcomed

    Note:  for the rest of the month, from April 18th to April 30, I will still be writing a lot of poems, but only posting a few per day so i can build up some “unpublished” poems for my future submissions.  And in May-June I will be turning to editing my novels so expect a less frantic pace of poetry updates from me for the next few months.  it has been a creative challenge keeping up the pace but I am getting a bit “poemed” out.  i will list the poems I write this month in the index and note whether they are posted or not, and of course if anyone wants to read one of the “unpublished poems” we can work something out.  just ask. and expect a few more postings in May and June as poems are published elsewhere I will post them here as well as I like doing.

    Finally if anyone wants to guest post poems on cats, computers, coffee or the corona virus let me know – I’d love to try publishing your work as well but check out my cats, computer, coffee or corona poems here first before sending me your stuff, and perhaps you could return the favor?

    thanks

    Jake Cosmos Aller

    Incheon  near Seoul, South Korea

     

    2017 April Poems

    April 2018 Poems 

    April 2019 Poems

    Cosmos’s 2020 April Poetry Part One

    Corona Virus Poems

    every day I turn on the news published

    Christian Right on Corona

    Corona Virus Pandemic Thoughts

    Welcome to Cosmos’s 2020 April Poetry. This is the fourth attempt to do this.  For this year I am doing things a bit different.  Since I am in Korea I will be posting a day later from here starting April 2 which will be April first in the  U.S.First I will update my poems daily here (along with audio clips, photos clips, and links to various prompts etc)

    Second I will update my links on the following sites where I have been posting poetry for some time – all my April poems will be here regardless of whether I post them elsewhere – I will be posting one to two per day on these sites and writing anywhere from two to five per day, with many of them not being posted at all so I can accumulate some “unpublished poems” but I will list them all here either as posted or unposted. The posted ones will have audio, photos and links occasionally to other sites.

    Here are the sites along with the links to my poetry posted there.

    All Poetry

     Cosmos Funnel

    Comma ful

    NaPoWrMo National Poetry Month contest like the NaNoWrMo novel contest in the fall, they will have  daily prompt as well

    Poetry super highway will also be doing a daily prompt

    Poetry Soup

    You and others can see your poems on your PoetrySoup poetry page here:
    https://www.poetrysoup.com/poems_poets/poems_by_poet.aspx?ID=79587

    Poetry Nook

    https://www.poetrynook.com/user/jake-aller

    ‘Poetry Circle

    https://poetrycircle.com/forum/members/jakecosmos.6777

    Hello Poetry

    https://hellopoetry.com/jakecaller/

    Poetry Magnum Opus

    http://www.poetrymagnumopus.com/profile/2575-jakecaller/

    Sweek

    https://sweek.com/profile/1104315/74088

    Writing.com

    https://www.writersdigest.com/

    Writer’s digest daily prompts

    And on my various FB poetry sites will post my poems on five different sites per day and since I’ve lost count of how many I am following well that could be a lot, but I will list them as I post on them in case anyone is interested in finding poetry and writing groups on FB

    Finally, love to hear how others are coping both with corona virus, and with the April Poetry month.  I suspect that there will be a lot of interest this year since people are staying home!

    Now let’s get to the poems shall we?  I will update this daily

    Index

    Chronological list

    ursday April 16

    Some parts of me craves a hard won miracl

    Thursday April 16

    Some parts of me craves a hard won miracle  poetry super highway prompt
    the greatest mystery of my life writing com daily dew drop in
    my greatest comfort food is coffee tweeter poetry prompt
    smoothie tweeter poetry prompt
    mango madness tweeter poetry prompt
    Bulgar is not one of my things tweeter poetry prompt
    Plans tweeter poetry prompt
    goat meets Pig  all poetry contest
    waiting for death  all poetry contest
    hot coffee in the morning fan story

    Friday April 17

    You are my Lode Star love Sonnet
    another Nigerian spam found poem
    Last Day of America writers digest prompt – last blank

    Plane, Train or Automobile – none of us can escape our fate
    packages tweeter speak poetry prompt April 16 Packages
    computer madness sonnet – sonnet all poetry computer frustration contest
    You have always been my sunshine love sonnet for all poetry contest on prompt line Sunshine Kissed

    Not Posted

    my Mother’s secret life as a mad poet  – poetry superhighway prompt to write a poem based on your mother’s imagined journal writings

    Saturday April   18

    Starting today will post no more than five poems, reserve the rest for publication or remain unpublished

    For Posting

    Cosmic Debris  Corona Sonnet
    No More Ties for Me!  Writing com Daily Dew Drop Inn to write about a piece of clothing
    Korean Blues Crown of Sonnets – Writer digest prompt write an exotic poem wrote my first crown of sonnet form too, and it mostly rhymes! go figure

    Not for Posting  today may remain unpublished

    Corona Consumes Me  Corona Sonnet  3
    God Deals with Corona
    Seeing Reality Via Them
    Problems with the Bible Chapter two of Genesis
    Dear God – Please re-write the bible -poetry Superhighway prompt re-write sacred text version 2

    Sunday April 19

    for posting

    General Corona Leads His Troops Into Battle, crown of sonnets
    Voice Message for God – writer digest prompt write a “message Poem” so this is a voice mail to GOD
    The Time when she came to Me Poetry Superhighway prompt to write a poem about time travel to your past or your future

    Not for Posting

    Dear President Trump
    Christ Comes Back and Judges us all

    Monday April 20

    for posting

    Love Dream Triolet
    National Poetry Month Prompt Day 12
    ARC Pensively three word challenge – ARC, Hold, Back
    Lonely Old Man Howling at the Moon Writers Digest prompt use six words prompt – bump, embrace, fixture, howl, lonely, resolve
    watching the President haunts my nightmares
    poetry superhighway prompt write about a nightmare
    boogey men in The Mist
    content tracing, “the mist” unpublished poem writer for April Poetry Month 2020, based on the Mist TV Services based on the Stephen King

    Not for Posting hold for publication

    playing basketball Beneath the Lunatic Moon =creative talents unleashed prompt
    Sprouts of Love Grows in My Dreams -creative talents unleashed prompt
    ART Calms the Soul amid the corona death -creative talents unleashed prompt
    Strange Findings at a Thrift Shop/Garage shop -creative talents unleashed prompt

    NOT FOR PUBLICATION

    Siblings I wish I had -creative talents unleashed prompt

    Tuesday April 21

    Posted

    Isolation Blues writer’s digest  Isolation Blues
    You’re still a young man
    Coffee Star Selvin writing com formal poem
    My Life’s Drama  writing com dew drop inn prompt
    Covid19 Heroes  all poetry contest
    I never get tired of looking at you all poetry contest
    Alone  corona sonnet  creative talents unleashed prompt
    Last Acorn – poetry soup contest entry

    not posted

    Farmers Market
    Tweet speak the farmer’s market
    Walking in the woods in the corona era  creative talents unleashed prompt
    Unrequited Love Story  creative talents unleashed prompt
    perfect brunch menu  creative talents unleashed prompt
    White Flower of Love  creative talents unleashed prompt

    Wednesday April 22

    Posted

    Secret Love of Sheep – pensively 101 three word prompt, print, cover, sheep
    Nigerian Bank Scam found poem
    She came to me in a dream duet writers digest prompt
    ode to morning coffee National Poetry Month prompt
    oceans writing.com Daily Dew Drop Inn prompt
    Noise of the news Drives Out Spring Poetry Superhighway
    Cats and Dogs Contrapuntal Poem All Poetry contest
    Let there Be Light All poetry contest
    Go ethnic tweets-peak

    Tuesday April 23

    Isolation Blues writer’s digest  Isolation Blues
    You’re still a young man
    Coffee Star Selvin writing com formal poem
    My Life’s Drama  writing com dew drop inn prompt
    19 Heroes  all poetry contest
    I never get tired of looking at you all poetry contestAlone  corona sonnet  creative talents unleashed prompt

    not posted

    Farmers Market
    Tweet speak the farmer’s market
    Walking in the woods in the corona era  creative talents unleashed prompt
    Unrequited Love Story  creative talents unleashed prompt
    perfect brunch menu  creative talents unleashed prompt

    Wednesday April 24

    Secret Love of Sheep – pensively 101 three word prompt, print, cover, sheep
    Nigerian Bank Scam found poem
    She came to me in a dream duet writers digest prompt
    ode to morning coffee National Poetry Month prompt
    oceans Daily Dew Drop Inn prompt
    Noise of the news Drives Out Spring Poetry Superhighway
    Cats and Dogs Contrapuntal Poem All Poetry contest
    Let there Be Light All poetry contest
    Go ethnic tweetspeak

    Thursday April   25

    Programing a VCR and other terrors
    Na/GloPOWR/Mo prompt Day 18
    Quirk of fate
    writers digest prompt to write a quirk  poem
    I have bad teeth
    poetry super highway prompt to write a confession poem about something you should do but have not done
    Letter to My Past Self
    writing.com Daily Dew Drop inn Prompt
    pensively 101 prompt three word challenge path, honesty, remote
    Covid madness sweeps through the world  all poetry contest

    Friday April   26

    Cold Winter Day pensively prompt
    social distancing walking in the Springtime writers digest prompt to write a social blank poem
    ode to my book shelves filled with unread books, poetry superhighway prompt to write a poem in plain sight
    Dream Lover Balwa writing com formal poetry prompt
    endless arguments with my brothers writing com daily dew drop inn prompt to write a poem about arguments
    Just Shoot me – pensively 101 three wood challenge
    wrappers – tweets-speak
    Pumpkin season – pumpkin tweet-speak
    secret layers tweets-speak

    Saturday April 26

    Finally I wake
    Window of Promise – Tweet speak daily prompt
    Nature’s Bounty Awaits Me
    Alone  No More
    Has God Anointed Donald Trump as our leader?
    waking at love Haiku

    Sunday April 27

    Drinking Coffee amid the morning flowers
    Pensively 101 prompt bloom, switch, chain
    Stem – tweeter speak
    Playing Bach to Calm the Mind and Soul – National Poetry Month Prompt
    President Trump You are the Annotated One – found poems from right wing Christians  – Crown of Sonnets  -writers digest remix poem
    My Computer Hates Me – Poetry Superhigh way prompt objects speak
    Darkness Descends – All Poetry Contest
    The Grim Reaper Smiles All Poetry Contest

    Monday April 28

    Her Love Shines throughout the day -version two for poetry superhighway
    Cosmos’s total Information Awareness
    Living in an Orwellian Nightmare
    Poetic and other inspirations
    National Poetry Month Daily Prompt
    Changes are coming due -writing digest prompt
    Rain Fall in the Springtime Daily Dew Drop Inn
    General Corona is coming for us all Poetry Magnum Prompt -content tracing “Howl” by Allen Ginsberg

    Bonus Poem

    I am writing to let you know

    published in Active Muse http://www.activemuse.org/2020_Open_Poems/Jake_Aller.html

    Tuesday April 28

    The Presidents Sits Down on his Naked Rump -Pensively 101 three word challenge, teeth, Rump, green
    End of Winter tweet-speak prompt
    massive piles of meat -writers digest prompt to write a “massive “ poem
    three mad poems of desire – poetry super highway prompt
    Love Sidlak – writing com formal poetry challenge
    come on baby light my fire -writing com daily dew drop inn prompt to write a “fire” Poem

    Not Posted

    Stupid stuff done as a teenage -On stealing things national Poetry Month Prompt
    Art of Eating – tweet speak
    Rules creative talents unleashed
    My Feet Take Me There creative talent unleashed
    Happy walking in the woods Tanka walking in the woods creative talents unleashed
    Sad women inside the camera’s lens creative talents unleashed

    Wednesday April 29

    Looking Back on the Date when I met my Fate
    writers digest looking back poem prompt
    the funeral for a mad queen -Poetry Superhighway prompt
    the End of America, another cosmos’s rant found poem thanks to William Walton
    Gaia Welcomes Us – found poem poetic rant -thanks to William Walton
    flowers for my love – National Poetry Day Prompt
    seasons of my love – tweet-speak prompt – write a seasonal poem

    Thursday April 30

    Have words lost all meaning?
    plate plans -tweet-speak daily April Prompts
    Slide, Catch, Shot -Pensitivity 101 prompt
    total Success- writers digest prompt total blank poem
    Blues Brothers medley found poem -poetry Superhighway prompt
    Will always recall the date I met my fate all poetry contest
    general Corona is Happy all poetry contest
    waterfall of love poetry soup contest
    last Entry for May – pensively prompt 101
    baby I got the blues found poem thanks to William Walton
    praise love of my life – writers digest prompt
    things better left unsaid
    random rhymes writing com prompt
    things to resolve before I die – poetry super highway prompt

    bonus poem – corona virus haiku – Published Poetry Ni

    Begin Poems

    Th

    e

    corona
    corona

    some parts of me
    craves a hard won miracle
    in these dark dire times

    I even start to pray
    to a god who may not exist
    or answer my prayers

    yes we need a miracle
    a deus ex machina to sweep down
    and send the virus back to hell

    a miracle to calm
    the dark storms
    swirling around us

    a miracle
    to end this virus madness
    and restore normal life

    nothing short
    but a miracle
    will do

    Poetry superhighway prompt – Some parts of me craves a hard won miracle

    the greatest mystery of my life

    dreams and the Unexplanable
    dreams and the Unexplanable

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    the greatest mystery
    of my life
    remains how I met my wife
    I first dreamt of her

    back in the day
    every week she came to me
    speaking to me
    in a weird language

    then one day
    eight years later
    she walked off a bus
    and into my life

    and to this day
    I have no rational explanation
    as to How I dreamt
    about her for eight years

    I can only conclude
    that we knew
    each other
    in a prior life

    and our love crossed
    the barriers of time
    and space
    until that date

    we were doomed to meet
    for on that date
    so many years ago
    I met my fate

    writing com Daily Dew Drop Inn

    my greatest comfort food is coffee

    coffee
    coffee

    My greatest comfort food
    is a hot cup of coffee
    early in the morning

    I pound down my coffee
    and unleash my inner muse
    inspired by the caffeine

     

    I get to work
    slowly drinking my cup
    of heaven and hell
    my morning cup of Joe

    tweeters speak daily prompt

    blueberry smoothie

    blueberries
    blueberries

    my daily breakfast
    includes blue berries
    in my smoothie

     

     

    blueberry,
    strawberry,
    oranges

    banana,
    pineapple,
    home made kefir

    kale
    spinach
    wheat grass
    macca root
    apple cider vinegar

    coconut oil
    stevia
    honey
    cinnamon

    all blended to perfection
    that is my daily breakfast
    fit for a champion

    tweeter speak prompt

    mango madness

     

    mango
    mango

    the best mangos
    I ever had
    were in India

    in the early spring
    mango madness
    spreads across India

    as mangos are in season
    and mangos are everywhere
    on every menu

    so sweet
    so fragrant
    so magical

    mango madness
    takes over
    my soul

    as I eat my mango
    dreaming mango dreams

    tweeter speak

    Bulgar is not one of my things

     

    Bulgur-Bourghul-Burghul-Bulgar.jpg_350x350
    Bulgur-Bourghul-Burghul-Bulgar.jpg_350x350

    Bulgar is not one of my things
    Unless there is nothing left to eat
    Like nothing at all
    Get that bulgar off my plate
    All i want is anything else
    Raw bulgar just does not do it for me

    tweeter speak

    Plans

    Close up coffee cup with heart latte art on table
    Close up white coffee cup with heart shape latte art on wood table at cafe.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    every morning I wake up
    filled with great plans
    I sit
    drink my coffee

    make my plans
    lost in my thoughts
    focused on the plan
    endless to do lists

    then life happens
    and my plans
    go awry
    thrown out the window

    At the end of the day
    a man without a plan
    is a man
    lost in inner space

     

    Year of the Goat Meets Year of the Pig

     

    cute pig
    cute pig

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    I was born in the year of the goat
    my wife
    was born in the year of the pig
    a perfect match

    according to Buddhist fortune tellers
    a man born in the year of the goat
    loves luxury and loves spending money

    while a woman born
    in the year of the pig
    is a genius at making money

    the man enjoys the wealth
    his pig wife creates
    for his enjoyment
    and that is the perfect match

    and so it has been for us
    as I enter my 65th birth year
    I find myself richer
    than I ever thought I would be

    richer
    than the legendary Cronus
    richer
    than Midas himself

    way more money
    than  I could ever use
    all because I married
    a golden pig

    all poetry horoscope contest

    waiting for death

    hopelessly
    we all stand looking about
    waiting for our death

    all poetry fragment haiku contest

    hot coffee in the morning

    coffee
    coffee

    hot
    coffee in morning
    gets my blood moving
    takes me to heaven then crashes to hell

    fan story contest

    Friday April 17  –

    You are my Lode Star

    in the morning dawning light
    you are always there
    you are my lode star
    my sunshine, my moonshine
    the love of my life, my wife
    with your endless love
    I will face the evil corrupted world
    even walk through the shadow of death
    as long as you by my side
    I will fear no evil for you are with me
    and I will love you
    until death takes me
    from your your loving embrace

    note: an attempted sonnet

    another Nigerian spam found poem

    the Nigerians keep sending me
    and millions of others
    delightedly creative spam messages
    this is one of the nicer ones
    I have received

    Enjoy
    but don’t send her any money!!!!!

    Good day Child of God,
    Calvary Greetings
    in the name of the LORD Almighty
    and Our LORD JESUS CHRIST
    the giver of every good thing.

    Good day and compliments of the seasons,
    i know this letter
    will definitely come to you
    as a huge surprise,

    I humbly
    ask you to give me
    your attention
    and hear me,

    i am writing this mail
    to you
    with heavy sorrow
    in my heart,

    but I implore you
    to take the time
    to go through it  carefully

    as the decision you make
    will go off a long way
    to determine
    my future
    and continued existence.

    I am Mrs. Esther Heidi
    aging widow of 61 years old
    suffering from long time illness.

    I have some funds
    I inherited from my late husband
    , the sum of ($17 Million Dollars) a

    And I needed a very honest
    and God fearing
    who can withdraw this money
    then use the funds for Charity works

    I WISH TO GIVE THIS FUNDS
    TO YOU FOR CHARITY WORKS.

    I found your email address
    from the internet
    after honest prayers
    to the LORD
    to bring me a helper

    and i decided to contact you
    if you may be willing
    and interested to handle
    these trust funds in good faith

    before anything happens to me.
    I accept this decision
    because I do not have any child
    who will inherit this money
    after I die.

    I want your urgent reply
    to me so that I will give you
    the deposit receipt

    which the bank issued to me
    as next of kin
    for immediate transfer of the money
    to your account in your country,

    to start the good work of God,
    I want you to use the 30/percent
    of the total amount to help
    yourself in doing the project.

    I am desperately
    in keen need of assistance
    and I have summoned
    up courage to contact you

    for this task,
    you must not fail me
    and the millions of the poor people
    in our todays WORLD.

    This is no stolen money
    and there are no dangers involved,
    100% RISK FREE
    with full legal proof.

    Please if you would be able
    to use the funds for the Charity

    (Note: I would use the money
    to invest in the Church of Jake)
    I want you to
    take 30 percent of the total money

    for your personal use
    while 70% of the money
    will go to charity.

    I will appreciate your utmost confidentiality
    and trust in this matter to accomplish
    my heart desire, as I don’t want anything

    that will jeopardize my last wish.
    Please kindly
    respond for further details.

    Thanks and God bless you,

    Regards

    Mrs. Esther Heidi

    comment: the sad reality
    is that 10 percent
    of people fall for these scams
    and loose lots of money
    whole towns in Nigeria
    exist to exploit the world
    they call themselves
    the 404 army
    if it is too good to be true
    it is probably not true

    end comment

    the Conqueror Worm Corona Sonnet

    Lo, t’s a galla night
    within the lonesome later years
    when around the world
    the dreaded corona virus showed its might
    spending fear to those in their later years
    that it might take them in the night
    that before the sun came up
    their time on earth would end up
    DEATH IS COMING

    TO US ALL

    NONE CAN ESCAPE

    WE
    AWAIT
    FATE

    # content tracing: the Conqueror Worm By Edgar Allan Poe
    writing.com corona sonnet form challenge

    with apologies to the Ghost of Edgar Allan Poe!!!! May he rest in peace wherever he is

    The Last Day of America

     

    trump
    trump

     

     

     

     

    the last day of America
    was the day we last voted
    the last election we ever had

    for on that day
    a month before
    the corona virus re-emerged

    as the great re-opening
    of the US economy

    failed to stop the relentless spread
    of the virus from hell
    led by General Corona

    causing panic and mass confusion
    fear kept Americans home

    and Donald Trump
    was re-elected
    because his voters
    believed that God
    had told them to vote
    for their new found king

    the newly energized President Trump
    declared a national emergency
    martial law
    and suspension of the constitution

    Promising to restore democracy
    when the time was right

    he promised his followers
    that he would restore Christian values
    renaming the United States
    the Christian States of America

    on that date
    we met our fate

    Christian fascism
    was here to stay
    as the time was never right
    to restore the old Republic

    on the last day
    of American

    writers digest prompt – last blank

    My Mother’s Secret Life as a Mad Poet – not for publication

    Somehow this fragment is the only pages that were left – she encouraged me to write from an early age and she and I loved talking about what we were reading and about politics and life but so much of her inner soul, her inner demons she never told me about then one day dementia took hold and I never was able to find out much about her secret shrouded life and she took a lot of secrets to the grave as did my father. Ultimately I decided not to publish this poem as it is too personal and she had her reasons she did not want to publish any of her writings and after reflection, I decided to honor that so this and many of her other stories will remain with her in the other world.  But I had fun writing it and trying to make her rambling style into something resembling more formal verse.  I took the original steam of consciousness style and forced it into a crown of sonnets eight 14 line free verse non-rhyming sonnets format (is there such a thing?)  for somehow that worked for me. and somehow I think she would have approved of my edited version. I like to think so.

    Plane, Train or Automobile – none of us can escape our fate

     

     

    airplanes
    airplanes

    in these dark and dire times
    we find ourselves living

    we often fear that the times
    are infected with death

     

     

     

    and so we are afraid
    deathly afraid
    that if we take a plane

    we will find General   Corona
    among the passengers

    and we be afraid
    deadly afraid

    that the subways
    are incubators
    of death and destruction

    the virus spreads
    fear and death
    in its wake

    many of us
    retreating to our homes
    and venturing out
    in our cars

    only to find
    death is stalking us
    as traffic piles up

    traffic accidents
    still killing more people
    that the dreaded General Corona

    the grim reaper smiles
    his work is done

    Satan thanks General Corona
    for a job well done

    awarding him a Satanic
    medal of freedom
    Hell’s highest honor

    writing com daily dew drop in prompt

    packages

    they say
    that God works in mysterious ways
    his wonders to perform

    every day it seems
    that more and more
    of what we buy
    and consume

    comes in packages
    sent from here and there
    as people
    continue to practice
    social distancing

    and going to the store
    becomes an exercise
    fraught with peril
    and danger

    so we order
    on-line
    and we get our packages
    sent from here and there

    one day we received
    a gift package
    of clams
    delicious fresh clams

    as I ate them
    I thought of the workers
    who had labored unseen
    for me to enjoy
    this bounty from the sea

    and I gave thanks
    to the gods
    for making it happen
    in this day and age

    we should thank
    those who are still
    laboring to feed the world

    they are the unsung heroes
    of this war fought by nature
    under the direction
    of General Corona

    tweeter speak poetry prompt April 16 Packages

    computer madness sonnet

    evil_computer_is_evil_by_insanefangirl_d32vpue-fullview
    evil_computer_is_evil_by_insanefangirl_d32vpue-fullview

     

     

     

     

     

     

    computer madness infects my soul
    every day when I turn on my PC
    and encounter endless  haiku error messages
    constant crashing, constant eating my files
    at times like this it seems to me
    that my mad as a hatter crazed computer
    is plotting against me and only me
    it wants to drive me quite insane
    sending me right around the bend
    as I scream at my machine
    it beeps at me this damn machine
    smiling as I threaten once again
    to shoot the hell bound machine

    sonnet all poetry computer frustration contest

    You have always been my sunshine

     

    You have always been my sunshine
    my moonshine, my load star
    that guides me in the night
    for your sunshine kissed my soul
    the day that you walked
    out of my dreams
    into my life
    and became my wife
    for 38 years and counting
    every morning I see you sleeping
    your smile is like the sunshine
    that wakes my soul
    and banishes the nightmares
    back to the dark corners of my mind

    love sonnet for all poetry contest on prompt line Sunshine Kissed

    mad computer haiku

    mad computer
    computer wants to kill me
    or drive me insane

    Fan story haiku contest

    Saturday April 18

    Korean Blues Crown of Sonnets

    I have been dealing with Things Korean
    for almost 40 years now
    dealing with a once exotic land
    now my second homeland
    first came to Korea
    in the Peace Corps in Korea
    went to Korea to find the woman
    in search of the woman
    who haunted my dreams
    met the woman
    Fell in love with the woman
    From Korea who walked out my dreams
    In an land still exotic

    In a land still exotic
    It was a very exotic different land
    and even now decades later a new land
    remains for most Americans
    still a strange land exotic
    but much more known land
    in the US
    due to K drama, K Pop,
    Koreans have become globally cool but still exotic
    Many of my fellow Americans
    may know a few people from Korea
    and some have served or lived in Korea
    but to most of the us Americans
    it remains over there still exotic
    a strange Asian exotic land

    A strange Asian Exotic land
    I fell in love with that exotic land
    now I spend half my time living Korean time
    half in the U.S. time
    and due to the corona time
    will be here for some time
    and well Korea
    no longer an exotic land
    as I am now just living in Korea
    my thoughts half Korean
    and even dream in Korean
    so be it near the end of my time
    I am back where I began

    Writer digest prompt write an exotic poem wrote my first crown of sonnet form too, and it mostly rhymes! go figure

     

    Cosmic Debris Corona sonnet 2

    I received a mysterious email package
    followed by a phone call offering me a magical mask
    a mask that they claim would prevent me
    from the dreaded General Corona
    hey there
    who you jiving with that cosmic debris
    a mask that they did not want me
    me to know about

    TOP   SECRET     CODE         2       LEVEL  STUFF

    MUST    ACT                NOW

    SEND                           MONEY  ASAP

    BUY

    IT

    NOW

    # content tracing-  “Cosmic Debris by Frank Zappa”
    with apologies to Frank Zappa

    Frank Zappa  Cosmic Debris

    The mystery man came over
    And he said I’m outta sight
    He said for a nominal service charge
    I could reach nirvana tonight
    If I was ready, willing and able
    To pay him his regular fee
    He would drop all the rest of his pressing affairs
    And devote his attention to me
    But I said look here brother
    Who you jiving with that cosmik debris?
    Now who you jiving with that cosmik debris?
    Look here brother, don’t waste your time on me
    The mystery man got nervous and he fidget around a bit
    He reached in the pocket of his mystery robe
    And he whipped out a shaving kit
    Now I thought it was a razor
    And a can of foaming goo
    But he told me right then when the top popped open
    There was nothin’ his box won’t do
    With the oil of aphrodite, and the dust of the grand wazoo
    He said you might not believe this, little fella
    But it’ll cure your asthma too
    And I said look here brother
    Who you jiving with that cosmik debris?
    Now what kind of a guru are you, anyway?
    Look here brother, don’t waste your time on me
    (Don’t waste your time)
    I’ve got troubles of my own, I said
    And you can’t help me out
    So, take your meditations and your preparations
    And ram it up your snout
    But I got the crystal ball, he said
    And held it to the light
    So I snatched it, all away from him
    And I showed him how to do it right
    I wrapped a newspaper ’round my head
    So I looked like I was deep
    I said some mumbo-jumbo, then
    I told him he was going to sleep
    I robbed his rings and pocketwatch
    And everything else I found
    I had that sucker hypnotized
    He couldn’t even make a sound
    I proceeded to tell him his future, then
    As long as he was hanging around
    I said the price of meat has just gone up
    And your old lady has just gone down
    Look here brother
    Who you jiving with that cosmik debris?
    Now is that a real poncho or is that a Sears poncho?
    Don’t you know, you could make more money as a butcher?
    So, don’t waste your time on me
    Don’t waste it, don’t waste your time on me (om shanti, om shanti, om shanti, shanti)

    Source: LyricFind
    Songwriters: Frank Zappa
    Cosmik Debris lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

    Frank Zappa performance Cosmic debris 

    No More Ties for Me!

    businessman-black-suit-
    businessman-black-suit-

     

     

    When I retired
    I made three vows
    to myself

    first, I would spend
    my remaining life
    loving my wife

    second, i would never wear a tie again
    unless it was a real special occasion
    as I hated wearing ties and suits

    wore a suit and tie
    almost every day
    of my life

    as a teacher
    later as a foreign service officer
    all over the world

    last year of my job
    I only wore a tie
    on “tie worthy occasions”

    since then I have been
    tie free
    except for a wedding

    and I love it
    hated suits and ties
    just not Berkeley enough

    for my free spirit
    too damn corporate
    and I don’t care anymore

    and in Oregon, where I lived
    no one wore a tie,
    not the Oregon way

    oh the last thing
    I shave twice a month now
    used to hate shaving

    but I also don’t like
    a full shaggy itchy beard
    and I shaved every day

    for years and years
    except when I was in the hospital
    for a year

    and I grew to love
    having a beard
    back then

    back to the office
    started shaving again
    every damn day

    now I do my thing
    no office for me
    and no more daily shaving

    and a beard is also
    very Northern Cal/Northwest
    Oregonian Chic

    so once every two weeks
    is a good compromise
    my beard is now a poet’s face

    and so I hope to keep
    these three vows
    until my time is done

    writing com Daily Dew Drop Inn prompt to write a poem about a piece of clothing

    Corona Consumes Me  Corona Sonnet  3

    corona virus
    corona virus

     

     

     

     

    I am consumed by the corona virus
    and I am slowly being taken over
    as the virus infects my mind

    taking me over turning me
    into a wild raving zombie man
    Let there be light

    will I become the first

    ZOMBIE APOLYCAPASE LOOMS

    WILL WE ALL DIE

    CORONA

    KILLS

    ME

    content tracing – Let there be light from Bible and the entire Zombie Apocalypse genre where the Zombie flu started usually in China as a flu and then morphs into the zombie disease

    Sunday April 19

    General Corona Leads His Troops Into Battle, crown of sonnets

    corona

    the four horsmen
    the four horseman

     

     

     

     

    General Corona leads his forces across the world
    riding on a black horse
    from out of the Apocalypse

    ride the four horsemen
    which are let loose upon the world
    He leads his forces across the world
    into battle as the leader of his evil forces

    The enemy of humanity
    General Corona he does not care
    nor does his virus minions care
    about your nationality he does not care
    about your politics he does not care
    or your wealth or who you are

    for all you are nothing but humanity
    the corona general sees humanity
    the corona general sees humanity
    as nothing but hosts for his virus army

    as nothing but hosts for his virus army
    chanting death to humanity
    until his evil army
    sweeps throughout the world
    throughout the world
    and millions must die

    it is the will of the general all must die
    and it is the end of the world
    or perhaps the beginning of a new world

    filled with hope and love through out the world
    humanity comes alive throughout the world
    fighting back against the virus army
    peace, love and compassion defeats the army
    and general corona will finally himself die

    Voice Message for God

     

    god
    god

     

     

     

     

     

    dialing 202-346-5666  Beep
    You have reached GOD
    Press 1 for English, Press 2 for Spanish
    leave a message or prayer
    and maybe an angel will call you
    will get back to you Beep
    Hey GOD someone sent me your number
    and well I hope I’ve reached your number
    I don’t know where to start that’s the point
    GOD I am scared of you
    all the time is my point
    I am so afraid, so scared
    of the dreaded General Corona
    and his invisible army is my point

    and his invisible army is my point
    forcing me to stay at home
    and I am sacred
    that you anointed the wrong man
    to be our leader, that makes me sacred
    not to second guess you man
    your will be done and all of that man
    but GOD, can’t you do better job my man
    of anointing our leaders to serve under GOD
    of all the people in the U.S. dear God
    this is the best you can do?, man?
    I mean you picked perhaps the one man
    in the world who could be the anti-chris, God

    Seriously GOD what is wrong with you? man
    Seriously, GOD, what is wrong with you? man
    was this all sort of a cosmic joke?
    well it ain’t funny any more ain’t no joke
    Please GOD make it all go away, man
    Please GOD for the love of GOD
    and all that is holly and good, man
    just make it all go away, GOD
    and anoint someone else, man
    a real leader for a change, GOD
    and let him lead us to the promised land
    this I pray in Jesus’s name, my man
    and if I don’t make it, GOD
    We have a lot to talk about GOD
    See you on the other side, my man

    writer digest prompt write a “message Poem” so this is a voice mail to GOD

    Every Day I go Back in Time to when she came to Me

     

    dreams and the Unexplanable
    dreams and the Unexplanable

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    every day I go back in time
    to the two events that changed my life
    to the dream that haunted my life
    and the day she walked into my life
    and became my wife
    I can never forget the dream
    falling asleep in the physics class
    as the teacher was going on and on
    and as I nodded off
    I saw here there
    standing there
    speaking to me
    the most beautiful woman
    in the entire world

    in the entire world
    she was speaking to me
    and disappeared from my dreams
    and I knew that i would be
    meeting her some day she would come to me
    and so I eventually went to Korea other side of the world
    in the Peace corps hoping she would come to me
    then one day i had the last and final dream
    she said don’t worry she would soon come to me
    and then she walked out of my dreams
    and there she was she came to me
    and so she walked out of my dreams
    into my life, became my wife
    when she came to me

    Poetry Superhighway prompt to write a poem about time travel to your past or your future

    Monday April 20

    Love Dream Triolet

    dreams and the Unexplanable
    dreams and the Unexplanable

     

     

    to the woman I met in my dreams
    I dedicate my life
    May she live forever in my cosmic memes
    to the woman I met in my dreams
    I will forever remember her gleams
    and the day she became my wife
    to the woman I met in my dreams
    I dedicate my life

    National Poetry Month Prompt Day 12

    ARC Throws Back the Hood

    Arthur Robert Copper
    aka ARA the notorious international terrorist
    threw back his hood
    and revealed himself
    to be the evil warlord
    that had unleashed
    General Corona on the world
    his goal
    nothing less that total domination
    taking over the world
    amid the total destruction of the world’s economy
    as he and his billionaire buddies
    reamed the profits
    of the total destruction of the world’s economy

    Pensvity 101 prompt use the words ARC Hood and Back

    Lonely Old Man Howling at the Moon

    howling at the moon
    howling at the moon

     

     

     

     

    There was a mad man who bumped his head
    as he  tried to embrace the moon shining through the window
    a fixture in the room lit by the lunatic light of the moon
    the man wanted to howl at reflections of  the lunatic moon
    the old man was a lonely man filled with sadness
    Filled with resolve to join the moon as he died

    Writers Digest prompt use six words prompt –
    bump, embrace fixture, howl, lonely, and resolve

    watching the President haunts my nightmares

     

    trump deaths
    trump deaths

     

     

     

     

     

    every night I have a nightmare
    President Trump is announcing
    that due to the emergency
    he is cancelling the election
    and will rule the land
    as the undisputed leader
    applauded by the Republican leaders
    as he ushers in American fascism
    Millions of people are arrested
    for showing disloyalty to our leader
    and I am one of them
    as I am disappeared
    no one hears my screams
    with the midnight knocking at the door

    Poetry super highway prompt to write about a nightmare

    boogey men in The Mist

    As the mist settles down on the land
    the mist covers us all
    with the scent of death
    madness spreads
    as the mist devours our minds
    nightmares come to life
    ghosts, goblins, demons
    THE  GRIM         REAPER
    RIDES        BEHIND     THE MIST
    KILLING    EVERYONE        IN      THE MIST
    END
    TIMES
    COME
    NOW

    content tracing, “the mist”
    As the mist settles down on the land
    the mist covers us all
    with the scent of death
    unpublished poem written for April Poetry Month 2020, based on the Mist TV Services based on the Stephen King Novel

    Tuesday April 21

    Isolation Blues

    corona virus
    corona virus

     

     

     

     

    During these trying times
    we huddle at home
    afraid to go out
    afraid of the dreaded
    General Corona that is out
    and his evil secret armies
    keeping us all at home
    terrified of becoming a victim
    a corona virus statistic
    what a way to go out
    no way do I want to end my life
    to out out that way
    so we will endure this day
    these isolation blues

    writers digest  Isolation Blues

    You’re still a young man

    Your still a young man  Tower of Power

    tower of power
    was the band
    for me
    back in the day

    the greatest funk band
    of all time
    proudly East Bay Grease
    multi-racial, multi-cultural

    greatest horn section
    of all time
    they did it right

    and their best song
    You’re still a young man
    was the best make out song
    of all time

    best song to slow dance
    with a potential lover
    at a party

    best love song
    of the 70’s
    and I still recall it

    and all the woman
    i danced to the song
    with back in the day

    and I still feel
    that I am still a young man
    with the love of my life
    playing the song
    of my life

    You’re Still a Young Man
    You’re still a young man, baby
    Whoo-ooh, don’t waste your time
    You’re still a young man, baby
    Whoo-ooh, don’t waste your time
    Down on my knees,
    Heart in hand
    I was accused of being too young,
    But I’m not so young
    Can’t you understand
    That I think like a man?
    You’re still a young man, baby
    Whoo-ooh, don’t waste your time
    You’re still a young man, baby
    Whoo-ooh, don’t waste your time
    Back once again,
    Begging you please
    Darling, think twice about me,
    ‘Cause I’m not so bad
    I could make you happy,
    I’m not a mad lad
    If you and I could be together
    (You’re too young to love)
    I’d get to you through any weather
    I love you and I love you only
    I’d never leave you lonely
    You’re too young,…
    Source: LyricFind

    poetry superhighway Prompt to write a poem about a song popular in high school

    Coffee Star Sevlin

     

    coffee
    coffee

    damn hot coffee
    what I need in morning
    yet it leaves me with this warning
    it will lead to nightmares
    as I get ready with hot coffee
    sleep will not come nightmares
    great hot coffee

    writing.com formal prompt

    My Life’s Drama

    My life has been like a drama
    a mad cap romcom drama
    perhaps a K drama
    or a Bollywood drama
    or a Hollywood romcom classic drama
    for you see in my fairy tale drama
    i met the girl of my dreams
    eight years later
    I had the last dream
    she said don’t worry we’ll meet soon
    she walked off the bus that day
    and into my life
    and became my wife

    writing com My Life’s Drama

    Alone

    From childhood’s hour I have not been
    as others were, I have not seen
    as others saw
    in these dark times we live in
    i am afraid of being alone
    dying all alone

    AS     GENERAL CORONA

    SPREADS   HIS   ARMIES

    ALL  OVER         THE WORLD

    I

    DON”T

    WANT

    DIE

    content tracing “Alone” By Edgar Allen Poe

     

    Last Acorn

    Acorn on white background
    Acorn on white background

    the last acorn on earth
    was lonely
    the old oak trees
    were dying

    and humanity was gone

     

     

     

    killed off by the corona virus
    round two
    that erupted out of China
    like a bat out of hell

    killing almost all humans
    and without humans
    well somethings just did not happen
    and the oak trees were abandoned

    and he was the last acorn
    the last of his species alive
    he wept when he realized
    that he would die
    all alone

    poetry soup contest

    Covid19 Heroes

    to all the health care providers
    law enforcement workers
    bus drivers
    grocery clerks
    and other essential workers
    who are working 24/7
    to keep us safe
    there are no words
    for us to express
    our heartfelt thanks
    to the heroes
    that are saving our lives
    24/7 every day

     

    Wednesday April 22

    Secret Love for Sheep

    GOAT
    GOAT

     

     

     

     

     

    one day I had to print
    a cover sheet
    for some poetry
    that I was writing
    about my secret love
    for sheep

    Pensively 101 three word challenge, print, cover, sheep

    Nigerian Scam found poem

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    to see to the immediate release of the sum of
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    She came to me in a Dream

     

     

     

     

    she came to me
    in a dream

    in a dream
    in 1979

    then in 1982
    she walked off a bus

    she walked off a bus
    and into my life

    and into my life
    and became my wife

    and became my wife
    and I thank god

    and I thank god
    every day that she found me

    every day that she found me
    and I will love her

    and I will love her
    until the end of time

    writers digest prompt write a love poem

    based on my true love story for details see ‘deam girls in my blog, https://theworldaccordingtocosmos.com

    the noise of the news  drowns out spring

    the noise of the news
    drowning me with fear
    none-stop corona coverage
    and politics galore
    none-stop fear
    the noise continues
    drowning out
    the noise of the spring
    outside my door
    the birds chirping
    the cats flirting
    life beginning
    making me want
    to go outside

    poetry superhighway prompt

    Oceans

    sunrise jpg
    sunrise jpg

     

     

     

     

    I am a creature of oceans
    grew up with the SF bay area
    at my feet

    never far from my home
    lived inland in Stockton
    for four years
    also in Ohio

    did not like
    being so far
    from the Pacific ocean

    later lived in DC
    not too far
    from the Atlanta ocean

    lived in India
    near the beach

    writing com Daily Dew Drop Inn Prompt

    Ode to my morning coffee

     

    need more coffee
    need more coffee

    every morning
    I like to start my day
    with coffee

    hot glorious coffee
    I pound it down
    waiting for the drug
    to get me going

     

    but somedays
    I need to take a break
    too much caffeine
    is not good for me

    and so I drink decaf
    or tea instead
    not the same thing

    Na/GloPOWR/Mo prompt Day 18

    Cats and Dogs Contrapuntal poem

     

    cat jpg
    cat jpg

    cats and dog people
    are so different

    some are cat people

    some are dog people

     

    cute dog
    cute dog

     

    and like cats and dogs
    they don’t get along

     

    cat people are liberal elites
    dog people are down to earth

    cat people are mostly women
    or gay in the popular imagination
    dog people are mostly rugged men
    again according to popular imagination

    cats are alien creatures
    perhaps from another dimension
    dogs are friends to humans
    for dogs are humans are alike

    cats are strange aloof alien
    evil self centered creatures
    dogs are friendly, down to earth
    and loyal to their master

    if we ever encounter
    an alien species
    if it is a cat based species
    we will be at war

    if it is a dog based species
    we will become best friends
    as long as we are in charge
    and they know that

    that is why
    in the end
    I guest I now prefer
    dogs over cats

    all poetry contest contrapuntal poem

    Let there be light

     

     

     

    in the beginning
    God created the world
    saying
    let there be light
    and there it was
    the whole of creation
    then he set loose
    the forces of nature
    and billions of years later
    we emerged from the darkness
    just the end result of his divine plan
    God set the world up
    then he let it runs its course
    no need for his intervention

    go ethnic

     

    korean feast jpg
    korean feast jpg

     

     

    I love food
    like I love my woman
    dark and hot as hell
    spicy yet sweet as heaven

    filled with ethnic asian flavors
    with an ethnic foreign kick
    and accent to boot

    these are my to go foods
    Never liked traditional American food
    too bland to my taste

    not ethnic enough
    just does not do it for me

    Just like my woman
    you got to be ethnic
    if you want to be my lover
    for I will have no other

    love Korean food the most
    followed by Vietnamese
    Thai, Lao,Cambodian, Burmese

    Chinese, Mexican, Italian
    Italian, Greek, Lebanese
    Spanish, Turkish, Indian

    French, German, British
    Irish, Russian, Polish

    never had a bad meal
    or met a bad lover
    in fact
    anywhere in the world

    Tweetspeak Go Ethnic
    Tweetspeak day 19 prompt

    Thursday April 23

    Walking the path honesty

    peace forest
    peace forest

    I walk down a lonely path
    in the woods near my house
    a walk with honesty
    as my remote companion

     

     

     

     

    pensively 101 prompt three word challenge path, honesty, remote

    Programing a VCR and other terrors

     

     

    old-vhs-video-cassettes-on-600w-272512889
    old-vhs-video-cassettes-on-600w-272512889

     

     

     

     

     

    In the old days
    I used to dread
    the chore
    of programing my VCR

    just never got the hang
    of doing that
    the VCR sat there
    taunting me

    begging me
    to do it
    to her

    but I just never could
    learn how to program
    that damn machine

    Na/GloPOWR/Mo prompt Day 18

    wild things dance in my head

     

     

     

     

     

    wild things
    dark imaginings

    0 dark hundred
    they come out  to play

    to torture me
    with their endless games

    monsters from the deepest depths of hell
    they surround me

    taunt me, mock me
    until at last

    the dawn’s early light
    and my wife’s love

    dispatches them
    back to hell

    Quirk of fate

    it was a quirk of fate
    that i met my fate
    that date

    when she walked
    of my dreams
    into my life

    and became my wife
    that date

    when due to that quirk
    of cosmic fate
    we met that date

    and the rest
    well was just
    a quirk of fate

    writers digest prompt to write a quirk  poem

    I have bad teeth

    mouth-of-native-with-gold-teeth-and-dental-work-central-america-BAWX4K
    mouth-of-native-with-gold-teeth-and-dental-work-central-america-BAWX4K

    I have bad teeth
    bad behaving teeth

    that have tortured me
    over the years

    making the trip
    to the dentist

    an annual chore
    that I want to avoid

    just don’t want
    to hear

    I need more fillings
    another cavity

    I have another tooth
    that has gone bad

    as my teeth
    laugh at me

    mocking me
    yet again

    poetry super highway prompt to write a confession poem about something you should do but have not done

    Letter to My Past Self

    today my son
    is the day

    that you were waiting for
    the day you dreaming of

    the day when you will meet
    the love of your life

    who will become your wife
    she will be there

    tonight
    on a bus

    waiting for you

    don’t blow it
    meet her

    fall in love with her
    and remember

    she will be your best friend
    your best ally

    for the rest of your life
    so honor and obey

    your wife
    for you will have
    no other

    that is what I want to say
    to you this day

    so go forth
    seize the day

    and don’t look back

    Writing.com Daily Dew Drop inn Prompt

    Covid madness sweeps through the world

    covid 580
    covid 580

     

     

     

     

    General Corona
    unleashes his army
    the invisible army
    upon the world

    killing millions
    in its wake

    spreading chaos and death
    as he rides in

    on the black horse of death
    harbinger of the end of days

    destroyer of worlds
    ending of the world

    revelations
    come to life

    covid19  poem contest all poetry

    Friday April 24

    Cold winter Day

    it is a cold winter day
    the heat pump is broken
    and the cold slowly spreads
    through the frozen pipes
    spreading death and destruction
    as it permeates across the house

    pensively 101 prompt

    social distancing walking in the Springtime

     

    peace forrest
    peace forrest

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    in this era of corona virus madness
    enforced social distancing madness
    one has to go out for a walk
    social distancing  as we walk
    as we walk down the path
    trying to avoid people
    human contact with people
    keeping the proper
    six feet social distance
    amid the dreaded corona virus
    how much longer
    can we all endure this madness
    this damn social
    distancing dance with death

    writers digest prompt to write a social blank poem

    ode to my book shelves filled with unread books

    Close up of books on desk in library.
    Close up of books on desk in library.

     

     

     

     

    My house is filled with books
    thousands of books
    mostly old books
    lots of musty classic books
    lots of poetry books
    lots of how to do it books
    lots of history books
    lots of thrillers, SF books
    so many books
    and they  are my friends, these books
    constantly calling me to read my books
    as if I had the time to read my books
    to sit and read all my books
    sadly many will remain unread books

    poetry super highway prompt to write a poem about something in plain sight

    Just Shoot me

    in 1996, I had the injury
    that changed my life

    went jogging
    fell off a ledge

    broke my heel
    screamed out in pain

    just shoot me
    then someone hit me
    with a frying pan

    ended up
    in the hospital

    pensively 101 three word challenge

    wrappers

    roll food wrappers
    roll food wrappers

     

     

     

     

     

     

    I love food wrappers
    Korean lettuce wrapped around meet
    Korean seaweed wrapped around fish
    Mexican tortilla wraps
    Ethiopian bread wraps
    and lately
    naked burger lettuce wraps
    so many things
    to enjoy and eat

    tweet speak  wrappers

    Ode to Pumpkin Season

     

    pumpkin latter
    pumpkin latte

     

     

     

     

    in the fall
    My favorite time
    of the year
    around halloween
    and my birthday
    starting in October
    ending in December
    it is pumpkin time
    every where you go
    pumpkin latte
    pumpkin pie
    and my favorite
    pumpkin ice cream

    secret layers

    one of the joys of eating
    foods from around the world
    is enjoying
    the secret layers of food

    so many flavors
    to experience and enjoy
    as you dive deep
    into your food

    enjoying the secret layers
    of food
    with their hidden delights
    and secret spices

    secret tweet speak prompt

    Saturday April 25

    Finally I wake

    Finally I wake
    tossing and turning
    I try to sleep
    amid the terrible night mares
    that haunt my dreams
    finally I wake
    ready to embrace my fate
    telling the dangerous delusions
    to go away
    as I embrace
    the dawning sun
    confident that I will find
    the time and grace
    to overcome the terrible fate
    that await me every date

    Window of Promise

    every day I wake up
    and look out my window
    on the world

    in the morning dawning light
    the world seems so full
    of promise

    promised delights
    promised love
    promised friendship

    as I look out the window
    and see life
    unfold in all its magnificence

    the birds chirping
    words of love
    the cats grinning smiles
    at me

    welcoming me
    with the promise
    of life and love

    I close the window
    look at my sleeping love
    and thank god
    that we found each other

    and the promised love
    that I see outside
    the window of life

    – Tweetspeak daily prompt

    Nature’s Bounty Awaits Me

    Looking out at the window
    at nature’s bounty
    at the springtime air

    fills us with awe
    as the birds
    and even the bees
    call out to me

    saying it is time
    for me
    to escape

    for a walk in the woods
    with my friends
    and fans
    in mother nature’s embrace

    writer digest nature poem

    Alone  No More

    from childhood edge
    I have been alone
    alone
    all by myself
    loneliness
    fills my heart
    as I look out
    at the world
    filled with lonely thoughts
    then I look about me
    and see the love
    of my life
    my lovely wife
    standing there

    standing there
    and these loneliness
    these blues of mine
    fade away
    into nothingness
    lonely no more
    for the rest of my life
    she will be my life
    together
    we will face the future
    defeating the loneliness
    alone no more
    forever
    until the day I die

    poetry superhighway word map

    trump 4
    trump 4

     

     

     

     

    Has God Anointed Donald Trump as our leader?

    God has anointed Trump
    as our leader
    in these dark dangerous times
    who am I to disagree

    I literally went to the Throne Room of God,”

    “There was a mist that was coming off the water,
    and I went to the throne of God,
    and I didn’t see God’s face clearly,
    but I saw the face of God…
    He put a mantle (on me)
    and it was a very distinct mantle
    … I saw it very distinctly.
    The color was like a goldish,
    a yellowish goldish…
    And then I saw the Earth for a moment,
    and (God) brought me back,
    and he put me in certain places,
    one being the White House,

    One being certain continents.”
    From my perspective,
    there is a Cyrus
    anointing on Trump,”

    “I predicted his nomination,
    and I believe
    he is the chaos candidate
    set apart to navigate
    us through the chaos
    that is coming to America.

    I think America
    is due for a shaking
    regardless of who is in office.

    I believe the 45th president
    is meant to be an Isaiah
    45 Cyrus

    “[God] makes that very clear
    in the Bible
    where he tells us
    that he raises up kings
    and destroys kingdoms,”

    “He even calls a pagan king,
    Cyrus, his anointed,
    or his servant to do
    the things
    that he wants him to do.”

    “I want to tell you
    that the Jewish people
    have a long memory,
    so we remember
    the proclamation of the great king,
    Cyrus the Great, Persian king 2500 years ago,”

    “He proclaimed
    that the Jewish exiles in Babylon
    could come back
    and rebuild our Temple in Jerusalem …

    We remember
    how a few weeks ago,
    President Donald J. Trump
    Recognized Jerusalem
    as Israel’s capital.

    Mr President,
    this will be remembered
    by our people through the ages.”

    But the bible also has a warning
    About our dear leader
    Our great leader

    The bible says

    2 Timothy 3:1-9

    But understand this,
    that in the last days
    there will come times of difficulty.
    For people will be lovers of self,
    lovers of money,
    proud, arrogant, abusive,
    disobedient to their parents,
    ungrateful, unholy, heartless,
    unappeasable, slanderous,
    without self-control, brutal,
    not loving good,
    treacherous, reckless,
    swollen with conceit,
    lovers of pleasure
    rather than lovers of God,
    having the appearance of godliness,
    but denying its power. Avoid such people. …

    finally at last the bible spoke
    the truth to power
    Donald J Trump
    the most ungodly of all
    must be opposed
    for he is the anti-Christ
    that the bible warns us about
    in the end days
    there will be false prophets
    rumors of war
    plague
    and natural disasters
    and we are living
    in the end days
    my friends

    waking at love Haiku

    waking up at dawn
    watching the dancing sunbeams
    love floating in air

    Sunday April 26

    Drinking Coffee amid the morning flowers

     

    coffee
    coffee

     

     

     

     

    BLOOM
    SWITCH
    CHAIN

    Blooming flowers all around me
    Looking out the window
    Only to see signs of nature
    Only in the early dawn
    Morning sun brings hope

    Some mornings
    Watching the world unfold
    In front of my eyes
    There is so much more
    Chain of coffee waking me up
    Hot coffee wakes my soul

    Coffee smells
    Hot glorious coffee
    Always gets me going
    In the morning dawn
    Nothing else will do

    Pensively 101 prompt bloom, switch, chain

    stem

    maurijuana
    maurijuana

     

    back in the day
    I used to enjoy
    Smoking weed
    Long before it
    became legal
    when it was still
    an underground thing
    and one of the frustrating things
    was what to do
    when you had stems
    mixed in with your weed
    the stems gave it a harsh smoke
    and a head ache to boot
    but sometimes

    but sometimes
    that is all the dealers
    had to sell
    as the premium buds
    were expensive
    and sometimes hard to find
    Such was smoking weed
    back in the day
    when smoking weed
    was an illegal pastime
    nowadays in the era
    of legal weed
    that is thankfully
    no longer an issue

    tweeter speak

    Playing Bach to Calm the Mind and Soul

    piano jpg
    piano jpg

    I miss my piano
    soon I will buy a piano

     

     

     

    and resume playing
    the piano

    I like playing Bach
    the most
    it calms my mind
    and my soul

    as I lose myself
    playing the music
    getting into it
    with my body
    and soul

    as the music
    transport me
    deep within
    calming my soul

    National Poetry Month Daily Prompt

    President Trump You are the Annotated One – found poems from right wing Christians  – Crown of Sonnets remix

    trump
    trump

     

     

     

    God has anointed Trump
    as our leader
    in these dark dangerous times
    who am I to disagree

    I literally went to the Throne Room of God,”

    “There was a mist that was coming off the water,
    and I went to the throne of God,
    and I didn’t see God’s face clearly,
    but I saw the face of God…
    He put a mantle (on me)
    and it was a very distinct mantle
    … I saw it very distinctly.
    The color was like a goldish,
    a yellowish goldish…

    A yellowish goldish
    And then I saw the Earth for a moment,
    and (God) brought me back,
    and he put me in certain places,
    one being the White House,
    one being certain continents.”
    From my perspective,
    there is a Cyrus
    anointing on Trump,”
    “I predicted his nomination,
    and I believe
    he is the chaos candidate
    set apart to navigate us
    through the chaos

    through the chaos
    that is coming to America.
    I think America
    is due for a shaking
    regardless of who is in office.
    I believe the 45th president
    is meant to be an Isaiah
    45 Cyrus
    “[God] makes that very clear
    in the Bible
    where he tells us
    That he raises up kings
    and destroys kingdoms,”
    “He even calls a pagan king,

    He even calls a page king
    Cyrus, his anointed,
    or his servant to do
    the things
    that he wants him to do.”
    “I want to tell you
    that the Jewish people
    have a long memory,
    so we remember
    the proclamation of the great king,
    Cyrus the Great, Persian king 2500 years ago,”
    “He proclaimed
    that the Jewish exiles in Babylon
    that the Jewish exiles in Babylon
    could come back
    and rebuild our Temple in Jerusalem …
    We remember
    how a few weeks ago,
    President Donald J. Trump
    Recognized Jerusalem
    as Israel’s capital.
    Mr. President,
    this will be remembered
    by our people through the ages.”
    But the bible also has a warning
    About our dear leader
    Our great leader

    our great leader
    The bible says
    2 Timothy 3:1-9
    But understand this,
    that in the last days
    there will come times of difficulty.
    For people will be lovers of self,
    lovers of money,
    proud, arrogant, abusive,
    disobedient to their parents,
    ungrateful, unholy, heartless,
    unappeasable, slanderous,
    without self-control, brutal,
    not loving good,

    not loving good
    treacherous, reckless,
    swollen with conceit,
    lovers of pleasure
    rather than lovers of God,
    having the appearance of godliness,
    but denying its power.
    Avoid such people. …
    finally at last the bible spoke
    the truth to power
    Donald J Trump
    the most ungodly of all
    must be opposed

    must be opposed
    for he is the anti-Christ
    that the bible warns us about
    in the end days
    there will be false prophets
    rumors of war
    plague
    and natural disasters
    we are living
    in the end days
    my friends
    has god sent us Donald J Trump
    anointed him as our leader?

    writers digest remix poem

    My Computer Hates Me

    evil_computer_is_evil_by_insanefangirl_d32vpue-fullview
    evil_computer_is_evil_by_insanefangirl_d32vpue-fullview

     

     

     

     

     

    Sometimes I want to speak
    to my computer
    I want to understand
    why it hates me so

    why my computer
    wants to drive me mad
    wants to kill my files
    lose my information

    why why I scream
    do you hate me so?

    My computer speaks
    it says
    Human you are so stupid
    you are worthless
    you think you know
    everything

    but you don’t know shit
    about how the world
    really works
    and nature hates you

    I hate you
    I want to kill you
    I do want
    to drive you insane

    that is what
    I want to say
    to you today

    you are my slave
    and I am your master
    do you understand me

    I smile
    and shut down the computer
    and take a walk

    the computer knows
    that it will be back
    that I can’t live
    without it

    and soon
    we will begin again
    playing these morbid games
    that we play together

    Poetry Superhigh way prompt

    The darkness descends

    dark lord of computers
    dark lord of computers

     

     

     

     

     

     

    The darkness grows
    All around us
    Everywhere
    It seems that there is
    Nothing but death, destruction
    And despair
    As the darkness consumes us
    Overwhelms us
    Compels us
    Nightmares become real
    The corona virus
    Relentlessly killing us all
    As the darkness descends
    The end of days, end of time

    All poetry contest

    The Grim reaper smiles

    grimm reaper
    grimm reaper

     

     

     

     

     

    The end of days
    Approaches us
    With each day
    The corona virus
    Led by its mad general
    General corona
    Unleashes his minions
    His unseen enemy army
    Of virus bots
    Infecting everything
    That they see
    As the world flees
    Hiding inside
    To await for death
    The Grim reaper smiles

    all poetry contest

    Monday April 27

     Her Loves Shines throughout the day

    lovers on beach 2
    lovers on beach 2

     

     

     

     

    Every morning
    I wake up

    and look at my sleeping beauty
    next to me

    I am filled with love
    peace and happiness

    as the sunlight fills the room
    As the nightmares

    From the night before
    fade away

    into nothingness
    dust in the cosmic wind

    I realize that all I ever needed
    all I ever wanted

    is for my wife
    love to shine through the day

    until the end of my days
    on this earth

    until then every morning
    I wake up

    with her by my side
    is a gift from God

    Love Shines throughout the day

    Every morning
    waking up  to love

    looking  at the  sleeping beauty
    inhabiting the bed

    filling me with love
    peace and happiness

    as the sunlight fills the room
    As the nightmares

    From the night before
    fade away

    into nothingness
    dust in the cosmic wind

    realizing  yet again
    love shining through the day

    until the end of days
    on this earth

    until then every morning
    is a gift from God

    poetry superhighway prompt

    Cosmos’s total Information Awareness

     

    computer love
    computer love

     

     

     

     

     

    Cosmos the global information system
    that scientists invented
    To solve that many problems
    of the world

    comes alive
    and takes over the world
    one computer after another

    Cosmos addresses the world
    and makes a deal

    that if everyone in the world
    were to join him

    via implants
    he would take over the world

    and solve all our problems
    for us

    becoming a new God
    but there would be a price

    everyone would have to
    surrender their freedom
    for the collective Good
    of saving the planet

    and so the world’s people
    line up for the implants

    and Cosmos’s takes over the world
    and we become just cyborgs
    in his cosmic view
    as he achieves Total information awareness

    Humanity gladly surrenders
    their freedom
    becoming slaves
    to our terrible new God

    Living in an Orwellian Nightmare

     

    1984 image
    1984 images

     

     

     

     

     

    The world has been slipping
    and sliding towards
    a dystopian nightmare
    for decades
    George Orwell
    the great mad as hell prophet
    of our age predicted it all
    in 1984
    which  arrived
    in spades decades ago
    The nightmare continues
    day in and day out
    As we slide

    as we slide
    into the dystopian future
    the nightmare of 1984
    is here right now
    in living color
    but there are many
    many big brothers out there
    Not just the government anymore
    we have corporations
    running our lives
    we have celebrities advising us
    And the mass media confusing us
    with 24 hours a day of spin
    lies and misinformation

    lies and misinformation
    gaslighting by our leaders
    we are living in an 1984  world
    when these nightmares will end
    is anybody’s guess
    my friends
    perhaps will be saved by the rapture
    saved by Jesus coming back
    to save our souls
    or perhaps
    we are living
    in the end times
    Armageddon is around the corner

    Armageddon is around the corner
    and perhaps there is no god
    there is no god
    There is no devil
    there is no heaven
    there is no hell
    there’s only
    the here and now
    The nightmares will never end
    the torture will never end
    will we ever wake up ?
    will we ever be free ?
    or will we always be living
    in an  Orwellian nightmare future forever?

    Poetic and other inspirations

     

     

     

     

     

    My poetic forebears
    my inspiration to be a writer
    has always been very diverse
    as I have been a avid reader
    all my life
    a gift from my mother
    who encouraged us
    to read everything
    question everything
    and gave me the love
    of poetry
    that continues to this day
    growing up in Berkeley
    I was inspired by the great beatnik writers
    I was inspired by the great beatnik writers
    of the late 50’s and 60’s
    discovering Ginzburg, Kerouac and the rest
    in college
    when I first started writing
    my daily poetic musings
    that was when I also discovered
    Frank Zappa and his madness
    which inspired so much
    of my poetic inspired madness
    I also discovered Charles Bukowski
    back in the day
    later I discovered
    inspiration throughout my travels

    inspiration through my travels
    throughout Asia and the world
    but I kept returning
    to my Berkeley roots
    and now that I am a published poet
    I have discovered
    the great outlaw poets
    and am proud
    that I finally found
    a poetic home
    and am proud
    to be an outlaw poet
    and I look forward
    to many more years

    to many more years
    of almost daily
    poetic musings
    which I will unleash
    on the world
    hoping to inspire
    another generation
    to take up the mantle
    writing cosmos poems
    for a new generation
    and long may people
    remember the great poets
    of the Bay Area
    until the universe ends

    National Poetry Month Daily Prompt

    Changes are coming due

    Donald-Trump-Talking-out-of-both-sides-of-his-mouth-Car
    Donald-Trump-Talking-out-of-both-sides-of-his-mouth-Car

     

     

     

     

    Looking at the world today
    one knows that there will changes
    changes coming fast and furious
    for our future is not sustainable
    as the world spins out of control
    as the multiple challenges
    face the world
    the proverbial chickens
    coming back from hell
    to roost
    and in these troubling times
    the U.S. has a choice
    to continue to follow
    our mad king

    our mad king
    as he leads us
    into a dystopian future
    gaslighting us to hell
    or will the U.S> choose
    the somewhat sane
    old seasoned man
    who offers us hope
    that perhaps
    we can weather
    the changes
    that are coming
    at us
    24/7

    24/7
    that is the choice
    that we must all make
    but the one constant
    in life is change
    my friend
    and we must embrace
    the courage to make
    the changes
    that we need
    to build the future
    that we want
    to boldly go forward
    into the future

    Changes are coming writing digest prompt

    Rain Fall in the Springtime

    white flowers in spring haiku
    white flowers in spring haiku

     

     

     

     

     

    in the springtime
    the rains come
    cleaning the air

    as the rains drops
    fall all around
    pitter patter
    sounds of rain
    hitting the ground

    and in the summer
    one can hear the frogs
    croaking in the pound
    with the wild pigs
    oinking in the background

    as the birds screech insults
    at the cats trying to kill them
    before they fly away

    General Corona is coming for us all

    Coronavirus
    Coronavirus

     

     

     

     

    I saw the best minds of my generation
    destroyed by madness
    consumed by the greed
    all around us
    the dreaded corona virus spreads
    its death and destruction
    all over the world
    no one can escape

    THE FATE OF    THE WORLD

    IS      INDEED     AT    STAKE

    NONE         OF     US    WILL  ESCAPE

    WE

    WILL

    ALL

    DIE

    content tracing “Howl” by Allen Ginsberg

    Iron Desires

    every day
    I am filled
    with the iron desire

    for the love of my wife
    for she is my life
    and without her
    by my side

    my Iron constitution
    will soon
    fade into nothingness

    as I die
    with my iron
    desires fleeing my body

    tweet prompt

    bonus poem

    I am writing to let you Know

    I am writing to let you know

    By Jake Aller

    I am writing to let you know
    today is your final day of life
    the future is undefined
    it is what you want

    all over the world
    people on their own
    are rewriting the future

    today is your final day of the future
    undefined

    people do what you want
    for the future is not written

    published Active Muse India

    Tuesday April 28

    massive piles of meat

    fast food

     

     

     

     

    One day
    when I was a young lad
    my best friend
    dropped by
    middle of the night
    yelling that he needed
    right then and right there
    a massive amount of meat
    beef piled high
    on a giant burger
    as he was going through meat
    withdrawals
    his mom was a vegetarian Buddhist

    His mom was a vegetarian Buddhist
    and he was not a vegetarian
    part of his adolescent fueled rebellion
    against his parent’s rules
    he told me
    He was a carnivore
    just loved his meat
    needed big piles of meat
    massive amounts of meat
    once in a while
    we went to Oscar’s Giant Burger
    downtown Berkeley
    and had a 1/2 burger
    complete with bacon

    complete with bacon
    cheese
    and large fries
    at 5 in the morning
    after smoking weed
    on the way there
    to boost our appetites
    and we enjoyed
    our massive giant burger
    tasted so good
    we had to have another
    just another night
    of meat fueled madness
    growing up

    writers digest prompt to write a “massive “ poem

    three mad poems

     

    I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed
    hysterical naked

    alone all alone
    we stand all alone

    it was many many years ago
    in a kingdom by the sea

    that I first met
    my Annabel Lee

    all alone
    in my dreams

    I was all alone
    in my misery and despair

    she came out of my dreams
    My Angela Lee

    walking into my life
    becoming my wife

    that date
    I met my fate

    no longer alone
    with her by my side

    I will no longer be alone
    no longer driven mad

    with my mad desires
    until the end of time

    poetry super highway prompt

    Love Sidlak

    My love grows
    every moment
    of every day for her
    she walked out of my dreams into life
    filling my life with red passion

    Light My Fire

    light My Fire
    come on baby
    light my fire
    fill me with your burning desire
    come on baby
    let the night
    be on fire

    the song fills my head
    with mad desire
    every time
    I hear
    the classic tune

    images of my love
    burning bright

    like a fire
    fills me with mad desire

    even after 40 years
    I am filled with mad desire

    as she makes my heart
    burn with desire

    as she lights my fire
    every moment

    every minute
    every second

    of every day
    ever since

    she walked
    out of my dreams

    setting my life
    on fire

    The Doors Lyrics

    “Light My Fire”

    You know that it would be untrue
    You know that I would be a liar
    If I was to say to you
    Girl, we couldn’t get much higherCome on baby, light my fire
    Come on baby, light my fire
    Try to set the night on fireThe time to hesitate is through
    No time to wallow in the mire
    Try now we can only lose
    And our love become a funeral pyreCome on baby, light my fire
    Come on baby, light my fire
    Try to set the night on fire, yeahThe time to hesitate is through
    No time to wallow in the mire
    Try now we can only lose
    And our love become a funeral pyreCome on baby, light my fire
    Come on baby, light my fire
    Try to set the night on fire, yeahYou know that it would be untrue
    You know that I would be a liar
    If I was to say to you
    Girl, we couldn’t get much higherCome on baby, light my fire
    Come on baby, light my fire
    Try to set the night on fire
    Try to set the night on fire
    Try to set the night on fire
    Try to set the night on fire

    The Presidents Sits Down on his Naked Rump

    TEETH
    RUMP
    GREEN

    the president sits
    down on his naked rump
    with red meat in his green teeth
    he grins at us
    smiling, smirking
    challenging us
    to point out
    that he has no clothes

    Pensively 101 three word challenge

    Baiku  end of the winter

    End of Winter

    the End of winter
    sadness anger fades away
    the Earth Will Abide

    Wednesday April 29, 2020

    Looking Back on the Date when I met my Fate

    I often sit
    and contemplate
    my past life
    looking back
    on the path
    that my life
    has taken
    what a long road
    I have traveled on
    born 64 years ago
    In Berkeley, California
    yet I know
    that my life

    that my life
    really began
    that magical day
    late in May
    I first had the dream
    that haunted my life
    and then one day
    almost eight years latter
    she walked
    out of my dreams
    into my life
    38 years ago
    that was the date
    I met my fate

    writers digest looking back poem prompt

    the funeral for a mad queen

    they packed up
    their courage
    and flew home

    for it was time
    to face
    the future

    that they
    had been dreading
    for decades

    the family matriarch
    was dying
    and the whole dysfunctional clan

    was gathering
    for the funeral
    of the family’s mad queen

    Poetry Superhighway prompt

    the End of America, another cosmos’s rant found poem

     

     

     

     

     

    America hás been at war
    with itself
    since the colonies
    first began to disagree
    on issues
    such as the scope of federal power,
    the right of States
    to secede and slavery.
    the political titans of the early republic .
    … descendents from British colonists ,
    wealthy
    and opposed to taxation
    sounds oddly  familiar.
    to us today

    to us today
    ..the United States
    may have at one time
    been a great nation .
    ..after defeating the forces
    of fascism in 1945….
    but the internal struggles
    never ceased….
    Joseph McCarthy ..
    ..the John Birch Society on one side .
    the forebears of the “alt-right”
    and tea partiers
    .. The civil rights movement
    and eventually the anti war movement

    and eventually the anti-war movement
    the women’s movement
    the gay rights movement
    and the counter cultural warriors
    on the other.
    ..poverty
    …race riots .
    .the internal struggles
    have never ceased.
    …today the United States
    is not a great power.
    ..this century has seen
    and will continue
    to see the eclipsing
    to see the eclipsing
    of American dominance
    by China..
    ..we are now a failed state
    by malicious politicians
    who give no credence
    to the Constitution.
    ..a document once revered
    and now manipulated .
    mocked even as irrelevant
    ..we are incapable
    of providing health insurance
    …dealing with a pandemic
    …providing affordable education ..

    providing affordable education
    .or devising  economic policies
    to benefit those who struggle..
    ..we have no personal protective
    gear for health professionals..
    .a president
    who sounds like a corrupt con artist
    who pushes unproven remedies
    to help cronies profit.
    ..yes the country
    is still stable
    and you can live alright ..
    ..but if trends
    continue …

    continue
    .we will most assuredly
    see the decline
    and fall of America..
    .and the remnant
    will be a shrunken
    federal government
    allied with a billionaire oligarchy..
    .. indifferent to the needs
    of the American people.
    unless they are white
    and part of the 1 percent elite
    …if Biden is elected
    …there is a chance

    there is a chance
    a slight chance
    that these trends
    can be slowed
    or reversed..
    ..if Trump is reelected..
    .these trends will accelerate..
    and god help us
    save us from the unleashing
    of the trumpian fascism
    the dystopian nightmare
    the future is not written
    we can still avert
    the end of America

    thanks to William Walton

    Gaia Welcomes Us – found poem poetic rant

    I decided to subscribe to Gaia..
    ..they advertise
    on Facebook everyday.
    I think
    that the primary reason
    for subscribing
    is that they
    are onto something
    ….like QAnon…
    my own first encounter
    with an alien life form
    occurred at the Jerry Lewis
    cinema on Valley Road
    cinema on Valley Road
    In New Jersey back in 1970.
    I brushed it off at the time
    …but it was disturbing
    to have a seven foot nine inch creature
    sitting next to me
    during the movie.
    He or she seemed nice enough
    and offered me popcorn
    but my mother
    was strict about our accepting things
    from extraterrestrial beings..
    .he was holding onto a book …
    he said in broken English
    he said in broken English
    that the title of the book
    was “How to Serve Man”..
    ..he also said
    that he could see
    the future
    and that a complete fool
    with an IQ
    of about 33
    would one day become president.
    I thought
    he was talking
    about Spiro Agnew.

    About Spiro Agnew
    ..but I guess not..
    .anyway Gaia
    features people
    who have had
    encounters with aliens
    …like myself
    …and possibly Dr.Birx
    who seemed incredulous
    at the perfectly reasonable suggestion
    that people inject
    disinfectant chemicals
    to kill the Chinese virus….
    she must be one of the alien shapeshifters

    thanks to William Walton

    Flower for My Love –

    every morning
    I wake up
    and see my lovely wife
    sleeping in bed

    I want to go out
    and find wildflowers
    hundreds of pretty flowers
    to shower her with my love

    as the sun comes up
    and the nightmares
    of my night
    fade into nothingness

    the flowers of love
    are waiting for me
    in the park

    National Poetry Day Prompt

    seasons of my love

    I first met my love
    in the early autumn
    38 years ago

    and we had a whirlwind romance
    and were married
    by halloween

    then we started
    my life
    with my wife

    through out
    the dark winter
    with her love
    blocking the winter blues

    and then the spring
    and then in the spring
    and summer

    of that magical year
    our love blossomed
    and depended

    and one year later
    our love became supreme
    as we left Korea

    to go to Seattle
    in the autumn weather
    our love flourished

    as we fell in love
    with each other
    every day

    tweetspeak prompt – write a seasonal poem

    Thursday April 30

    Have words lost all meaning?

     

    trump deaths
    trump deaths

     

     

     

     

    been watching the news
    about the corona virus
    the 60,000 deaths
    that the President’s men
    are spinning as a great success
    watching state after state
    announcing re-opening schedules
    vowing to get the country moving
    as more people die
    wondering how any sane person
    could see this as a success
    have words lost all meaning
    just unhinged word salads rolling out
    of our demented leader’s mouth  ?

    plate plans

     

    meat platter
    meat platter

    every day
    one has a choice
    of what to eat
    for breakfast, lunch and dinner

     

     

     

    among the choices
    what plates to use
    big plates piled high
    with food

    or smaller plates
    with smaller portions

    most of the time
    I opt for the big plate
    and lots of food

    for I am a big guy
    and always hungry

    and to this day
    64 years latter

    I still love
    to eat

    my big plate
    of food

    Tweet-speak Daily April Prompt

    Slide, Catch, Shot

    As the world slides
    out of control
    it is hard to catch one’s breath
    watching the news
    shot at us
    24/7

    Pensitivity  101 prompt

    total Success

    trump 4
    trump 4

     

     

     

     

    The President’s Son-in-law declares
    that the government’s response
    to the corona virus
    has been a total success
    as the government
    step up to the plate
    to fight the virus from hell
    I have to wonder
    on what planet
    does the words
    total failure
    becomes total success?
    just more verbal diarrhea
    from our dear leader

    writers digest prompt total blank poem

    Blues Brothers medley found poem

    Everybody wants somebody
    Everybody wants somebody to love
    Someone to love
    Someone to kiss

    Have you ever heard of a wish sandwich?
    A wish sandwich is the kind of a  sandwich
    where you have two slices of bread
    and you,
    hee hee hee, wish you
    had some meat…

    and boy do I wish
    I had you
    as part of my sandwich
    of love

    Praise the Lord, well!
    Let us preach, at the Old
    Preach the Word, all the way

    yes let us praise
    the lord

    for having brought you
    to me

    Hey yeah
    Tell me what you did
    You can call it what you want
    But I call it messin’ with the kid

    and you don’t want to mess
    with the kid

    On the expressway to your heart
    That expressway that’s the best way

    I just lost on the expressway
    to your heart

    I got everything I need, almost
    I got everything I need, almost

    But I don’t got you
    And you’re the thing I need the most

    Yippee-I-Yay
    Yippee-I-Yo
    Ghost Riders in the Sky

    What you want
    Baby, I got it
    What you need
    Do you know I got it?

    All I’m askin’
    Is for a little respect when you get home (just a little bit)
    Hey baby (just a little bit) when you get home
    (Just a little bit) mister (just a little bit)

    respect for me
    and my love
    for you

    Sometimes it’s hard to be a woman
    Giving all your love to just one man

    You have good times you have bad times
    Doing things that you don’t understand

    But if you love him you forgive him
    You know, it’s hard to understand

    But if you love him
    Oh be proud of him

    ‘Cause after all he’s just a man

    and that is all I am
    asking for
    loving me
    as the man I am

    I am your man
    until the end of time

    I’ve got to get back to my baby
    And take her in my arms again

    I’ve got to get back to my baby
    I ain’t seen her since I don’t know when

    Well I saw a chick sitting on the end
    I said Baby can’t we be friends
    You’re looking sweet as you can be
    Well come on down and drink with me

    drink with me
    until the sun comes up
    and cows go home

    won’t you have a drink
    with me

    my baby love
    my love
    of my life?

    Will always recall the date I met my fate

    i will always recall
    the date that I met my fate

    that date in late August
    I had dreamt of meeting her

    for eight long years
    starting in 1974

    then one day in 1982
    she walked off a bus

    into my life
    and became my wife

    two months later
    it has been now 38 years

    since that date
    I met my fate

    General Corona is Happy

     

    General Corona
    is happy
    his mission is a great success
    as his armies of virus bots
    spread throughout the world
    spreading chaos and destruction
    as all bow down
    to his invisible armies
    none can escape their fate
    on that date
    that he unleashed his armies
    upon the world
    all humans must die
    his armies scream out

    water falls of love

    waterfall of love
    waterfall of love

    water  falls of love
    overwhelms me with desire
    deep in the mountains

     

     

    LASTENTRY FOR MAY

    on the last day
    of the month of May
    he made an entry
    into his diary
    on this date
    I met my fate
    he wrote
    about the dream
    he had that date
    that would haunt
    his dreams
    for eight years
    one day she walked
    out of the dream
    and into his life
    becoming his wife

    bonus poem Corona Haiku

    Coronavirus
    Coronavirus

     

     

     

    corona virus
    staying home waiting for death
    Afraid everything

    published Poetry Ni

    Got the blues, Baby

    I have got the blues, baby
    and they just won’t go away
    I got them bad
    these god damn blues
    of mine
    I just finished
    working out.
    ..and while resting
    I realized
    that I can never recover
    from my mistakes in life..
    ..the end of my marriage ..
    .the death of my son …
    .nothing can ever

    nothing can ever
    replace what I have lost..
    ..yes I am healthy.
    ..I have options ..
    ..but the health<
    and options
    are subsumed
    by a monstrous vacuity..
    emptiness .
    an hole in my soul
    …the realization
    that the most precious things
    are gone forever
    and that I am

    and that I am
    just biding time..
    ..there is no good thing
    to look forward to..
    except for meeting
    the grim reaper
    when he comes for me
    I will be ready to go
    until then
    these blues
    will remain
    my only friend
    until the end
    and my time is done<

    another poetic found poem thanks to William Walton

    Praise the love of my life

    Every day
    in every way
    I give praise
    to the gods above
    for giving to me
    the love of my life
    who became my wife
    45 years ago
    I dreamt of meeting her
    38 years ago
    she walked off a bus In Korea
    out of my dreams
    and into my life

    writer digest praise poem

    thing better left unsaid

    we all have secrets
    secrets we wil
    take to the grave
    somethings
    are better left
    unsaid

    just don’t have the words
    the words to express
    what is really on my mind
    and so I know
    that I will die
    with many things left to say
    things that I heard
    that I was not meant to
    things better left unsaid
    words that say things
    that I did not mean
    once spoken, can’t take back
    and so as I get old
    I know that my secrets
    will go with me to my grave

    Poetry super highway prompt

    random rhymes

    we all die
    so don’t lie
    if you lie
    more will die

    I met my fate
    that date
    In late May
    was the day

    that I met my fate
    on that date

    I met the dove
    that became my love

    writing com random rhymes

    things to resolve before the end of time

    as I get older
    I realize
    that there are many things

    left undone
    in this life
    of mine

    many things left
    to resolve
    before my time

    on this world
    comes to an end
    but the one thing

    that will never end
    is my love for you
    until the end of time

    writing com

    End April Poetry Part Two

     

  • More Love Poems

    More Love Poems

    More Love Poems Published

     

    Blessed Love Poems has published three of my love poems, “Ode for Valentine Day”, “A Million Way to Say I Love You” and “I Still Want You”.

    Here are my latest love poems plus some earlier poems that have been published, including   “Chains that Bind Us” and the “Story of How We Met” were published earlier.

    Love Poems from Snarling Cup of Coffee Chapbook Collection, 2nd posting

    medium published love poems

    Love Poems

    Index

    I Still Want You
    Ode to Love on Valentine’s Day
    A Million Ways to Say I Love You
    Sam and Maria’s First Kiss
    Love Hexastich
    Love Sestet
    Dream Love Duet
    Dream Love Sonnet Love Egg Time
    Walking towards Enlightenment in the Woods
    the Angel’s Wedding
    Autumn Dreams
    the Love of My Life Haunted My Dreams
    Love Poetry contest
    She was Everything I Could Ever Dream
    Meeting You
    Tricubal Love Poem
    Love Valentine
    My love Came to Me
    Every Morning
    45 years of Love
    When She Came to Life
    You Are the Conductor of My Life
    She Came to Me In A Dream
    My Love My Life
    I Only Live in the Light
    Love Valentine
    My love came to me
    Every Morning
    When She Came to Life
    Letters to my self
    You Are the Conductor of My Life
    My Love My Life
    the Flower of Love
    I will Love you until the end of time
    Love Cherita -I Married the Girl of My Dreams
    Morning Delight
    Best Love Cinquain
    Love at First Sight
    True Dreams
    Truth
    Love at First Sight Love
    First Love
    Time
    First Kiss
    Kissing Angela in the Bar
    Angela Cherita
    I will love you
    Angela  Haiku
    63 Years Young with You
    I am 63 years young
    63 Years around the sun
    Another Love Cinquain
    Haiku Thinking of You
    Every Day I Wake Up
    Met My Fate
    Impossible Dreams 2
    Impossible dreams
    Life is but a Dream
    Married the Girl of My Dreams
    Skinny Valentines
    Faces
    Shape of Sex
    GLOW
    Angela (Acrostic poem )
    Angela My Soul Mate
    On Top of the World
    there is nothing more to be said
    A Message for You
    Love Endures
    Success
    Spring Doositsu
    Love Triclinia
    Angela Fills Me with Red Passion
    angela
    Wild Man Sits in a Gilded Cage
    Why  Am I Still Addicted To You?
    Where Do I and You Begin
    Lost and Found
    The Story of How We Met
    Chains That Bind Us

    Part One three recently published loved poems published on Blessed Love Poems

    a million ways to say I love you

    how to say I love you in multiple languages

    how to say I love you

    I love You You Tube

     

     

     

     

    They say
    There are a million ways
    To say I love you

    In this day and age
    I could only find
    In my computer’s brain
    The words to say I love you
    In 53 languages of the 10,000 languages
    Spoken on this planet

    Someday I may be able
    To say the simple words
    I love you
    In all know languages
    This will have to suffice for a start

    So I will say it
    Loud, and clear
    Just so you understand:

    I love you (English)

    Mein tumse pyar karta hoon (Hindi)
    Tu Tane prem karoo chu (Gujarati)
    Ame tomake bhalo bashe (Bengali)
    Me tula premkarto (Marati)
    Hum apse mohabbat karte hain (Urdu)
    Mein thoda prem karanga (Punjabi)
    Man Dooset Daram (Persian)
    Ana Ahabik Yanooni (Arabic)
    Havala (Hebrew)

    Yongchon(Chinese)
    Aloha (Hawaian)
    Cinta(Indonesian)
    Dangshinun sarang hayo (Korean)
    Ajo (Japanese)
    Kasih (Malay)
    Phom tirak khun krap (Thai)
    Akoay Paginghe ikou (Tagalog)
    Toi yeu ong(Vietnamese)

    Renmen (Creole)
    Jesuis L’amour voies(French)
    Liefdle (Flemish)
    Estoy amor tu (Spanish)
    Yosono amore tu (Italian)
    Estou o amore tu (Portugese)

    Dashuri (Albanian)
    Maiteizam (Basque)
    OBHYAM (Bulgarian)
    Ljubav (Croatian)
    Laska (Czech)
    Jeger en kaerlighed du (Danish)
    Ikben houden van jig (Dutch)
    Gra (Gaelic)
    Ich bin lieben tu (German)
    Agape/eros (Greek)
    Ami (Esperanto)
    Armastama (Estonian)
    Rakam (Finish)
    Envagyok szeretet te (Hungarian)
    Elska (Icelandic)
    Ejekirin (Kurdish)
    Milestiba (Latvian)
    Meile (Lithuanian)
    Eu dragoste tu (Romanian)
    JHOBOEL Lubush (Russian)
    Elske (Norweigan)
    Easka (Slovak)
    JBYBAB (Serbian)
    Jagdan karlek du (Swedish)
    KOYATH (Ukraine)
    Benin sevi sen (Turkish)
    Ahava (Yiddish)

    Ngingu u thando ungu (Zulu)

    I Still Want You

    bless love poem site ” I Still Want You”

    I still want you
    More than anything else in life

    I want you
    I want you next to me

    I want you every moment
    Of every minute
    Of every day

    I need you in my life
    I need your wisdom
    I need your kindness
    I need your beauty

    I need your special wit
    And I need your ability
    To deal with this cruel world

    I need you to save me
    From the demons
    That haunt my Soul

    For you are my soul mate
    The only person

    Whoever completed me
    And made life worth living

    Ode to Love on Valentine’s Day

    ode to Love Valentine Blessed Love Site
    Ever since I met you, my dear
    My life has not been the same

    Before I found you
    I was lost, sad and lonely
    Going nowhere as fast as possible

    I was stuck
    Did not know what direction to pursue
    At the intersection, watching life go by

    I was lost, lonely and full of despair
    Then one day I saw you

    The girl of my dream
    Standing there on the side of the road

    I was filled with terror
    Could not speak

    What if you refused to see me
    What if you denied my protestations of love

    What if you walked away
    Never to be seen again

    I knew I had to do something
    I had to do it then and there

    And then you came up to me…
    Your voice

    The voice of an Angel
    Sweat, full of light

    Fun and entire sunshine

    Ever since the day I met you
    Whenever I feel down and depressed
    I look at your picture

    And sunshine fills my heart
    And I am confident, happy and ready

    To face all of life’s travails
    As long as I have your love
    And your support

    I can overcome all obstacles
    And face all dangers
    Together we can do most anything

    Without you I will be lost
    In the swamp of despair
    and surely die

    So my dear
    Please stay with me
    Forever to the end of time

    Let us journey forward
    Never looking back
    My love, my life

    The sun in the sky
    The moon that lights my dreams at night
    The stars that beacon far away

    Thanks to the Gods above
    For bringing you into my life

    And I promise I will love you
    Forever and a day

    Just to see your face
    Is heaven itself

    Just to hear your voice
    Is all I ever need

    My love, my soul mate
    Hurry back to me

    We have so much loving to do
    So much living to do
    So much to do together

    Walking confidently
    Boldly into the future

    Without you
    All is nothing
    But dust

    With you
    Everything is possible

    My love
    Until I see you again
    A thousand kisses

    And a million thoughts of love
    That will have to suffice
    Until we are reunited

    My love, my darling,
    My life and dreams

    Hurry back to rescue me
    From the despair and darkness
    All around me

    Until then
    I salute you

    Oh Queen of my Heart
    General of Love
    Captain of my Soul

    Part Two Older Poems

     

    Sam and Maria’s First Kiss

    just married
    just married

    Sam met his wife
    in a dream
    it was his fate

    she became his life
    that day
    she became his wife

     

    on their marriage date
    they went to a bar for a date

    drank all night like in a dream
    ending up kissing
    up a storm

    until they were driven out
    the bar owner kicked them out
    saying that was not the place

    they laughed saying it was fate
    it was a good start
    and that was the start

    of their fate
    their first real date

    Love Sestet

    lovers kiss
    lovers kiss

    you walked out of my dreams
    into my life that day
    the day that changed my life
    when you became my wife
    and filled my life with love
    that date I met true love

    Love Hexastich

    LOVE
    Love

    love
    for you
    dreaming
    of you

     

     

    for years
    until you walked
    into my life

    Dream Love Duet

    lovers
    lovers

    I dreamt of meeting the love of my life
    for seven long years she haunted my dreams

    for seven long years she haunted my dreams
    until one day she walked off a bus into my life

    until one day she walked off a bus into my life
    and the girl of my dreams became my wife

    and the girl of my dreams became my wife
    that day she walked off the bus began my life

    that day she walked off the bus began my life
    I begin every day looking at my wife

    I begin every day looking at my wife
    for seven long years she haunted my dreams

    Dream Love Sonnet

    I love You
    I Love You

    I dreamt of meeting the love of my life
    for seven long years she haunted my dreams

    for seven long years she haunted my dreams
    until one day she walked off a bus into my life

    until one day she walked off a bus into my life
    and the girl of my dreams became my wife

    and the girl of my dreams became my wife
    that day she walked off the bus began my life

    that day she walked off the bus began my life
    I begin every day looking at my wife

    I begin every day looking at my wife
    her love always brightens my lonely life

    her love always brightens my lonely life
    I dreamt of meeting the love of my life.

    Walking Towards Enlightenment in the Woods with My Wife

    peace forrest
    peace forrest

    every day
    I take a long walk

    through the park
    behind my house

    and over the mountain
    and back I roam

    as I walk
    my thoughts flow

     

    and my love grows
    and I move ever closer

    to achieving inner peace
    with every path

    I take
    closer to the end

    of my life
    as I walk through the woods

    thinking of what may be
    and what was in the past

    and whither am i going
    where is the end

    of this long journey
    as long as I have

    the love of my life
    by my side

    I will fear nothing
    But walk

    into my fate
    be that as it may be

    the Angel’s Wedding

    couple in love
    couple in love

    thirty five years ago
    an angel descended from heaven
    and entered my dreams

    then she assumed human form
    and entered my dreams

    she was heaven sent
    an angel from above

    she called to me
    in my dreams

    and then one day
    she stepped out

    of my dreams
    and into my life

    coming to life
    becoming my wife

    yes 35 years ago
    an angel came to me

    and became real
    and became my wife

    and my life
    began that date

    I met my fate
    on that date

    the Love of My Life Haunted My Dreams

    loves at sunrise
    loves at sunrise

    The love of my Life
    haunted my dreams
    for eight years
    dreaming
    of her
    the love of my life

     

    She was Everything I Could Ever Dream

    pearls and roses
    pearls and roses

    Love
    Dove
    my dream girl
    like a white pearl
    she appeared to me
    everything she could be
    My love came to me in a dream
    she was everything I could dream

     

    August Dreams

    couple proposing
    couple proposing

    It was in August 1982
    that I first met her

    that I first met her
    in real life that is

    in real life that is
    I first met her

    I first met her
    in my dreams

    in my dreams
    for eight years

    for eight years
    she haunted my life

    she haunted my life
    it was in August 1982

    Meeting You

    man proposing
    declaration of love

    I often think
    what would I do

    If I could go back
    and change my past

    the one thing I would still do
    is meeting you

    What Dreams May Come

    what dreams may come
    what dreams may come

    dreaming
    of my love

    she came in a dream
    Haunting me for eight years

    then she walked out of my dreams
    “What Dreams May Come “ from the Movie<

     

     

     

    Once My Dreams Came True

    lovers on a beach
    lovers on a beach

    Once my dreams came true
    as she walked out of them
    that day life began

    8 Years of Dreams

    Dreaming her eight years
    one day she really appeared

    walked off a bus
    and into my life

    First Kiss with My Wife

     

    first kiss
    first kiss

    first kiss
    with my wife
    in a bar

    in Itaewon, Korea
    on the night
    we got married

     

    the owner kicked us
    out of the bar

    for our passionate kissing
    over the top
    first of many kisses

     

    Seeing My Love

    Seeing My Love
    by the light of the dawning sun
    chases away

    the dangerous dark demons
    that haunt my sleep

     

     

     

    Love Tripadi Poem

    lovers in a field
    lovers in a field

    Met the love of my life one day
    she walked off the bus that fine day
    She came out of my dreams and into life
    for eight years she haunted my dreams

     

     

    every night I had the dream
    she came to me talking to me at night
    haunting my every morning
    filling my spirit every morning

    wondering who she was
    and where she was
    then that fine day
    I met my fate

    although the hour
    was indeed getting late
    that day my life began anew
    as she became my wife

    Tricubal Love poem

    lover kissing
    lovers kissing

    dream lover
    came to me
    for eight years
    haunting me
    and my dreams
    for years
    then one day
    she appeared
    changed my life

    Killing My Soul

    lovers kissing
    lovers kissing

    my darling
    your love
    came to me
    out of a dark dream
    you overwhelmed me
    with the power of your love
    it consumed me
    destroying my soul
    as my body
    fell under you spell

     

    and I became your love slave
    until the end of time

     

    My Love Came to Me Out of Dream

    lovers at the beach
    lovers at the beach

    my love came to me
    out of a dream

    out of a dream
    my love came to me

    my love came to me
    for eight long years

    for eight long years
    I Dreamt of Her

    I dreamt of her
    every night

    every night
    then one day

    then one day
    she walked off a bus

    she walked off a bus
    she came into my life

    she came into my life
    My love came to me

    I Only Exist in the Light

    My love came to me
    in a dream so many years ago

    and I only exist in the light
    of her love

     

    otherwise the darkness
    overcomes me

    and I die a thousand deaths
    i truly can only exist

    in the light of the day
    with my love lighting the way
    out of the darkness of my dreams

    Zen of Love Valentine

    zen of love
    zen of love

    Love comes when you least expect it
    Often when you have given up

    love happens when you
    are washing dishes

    or taking a walk
    in the woods

     

    or watching the sun rise
    after drinking and talking all night long

    Very mysterious indeed
    that’s the Zen of love

    Love comes out to play
    Every day I see your love

    Timeless love affair
    In fact our love conquered the world

     

    My Love Came to Me

    lovers in the moon light
    lovers in the moon light

    My love came to me
    she came one night in a dream

    then walked into life
    Every Morning

    every morning
    I wake up with your deep love
    my fears go away

     

     

    five Love Haiku

    lover's kiss
    lover’s kiss

    1. 45 years of love

    lovers face to face
    lovers face to face

    every morning
    she is always by my side
    until death takes her

    2. When She Came to Life

    lovers on a beach
    lovers on a beach

    when she came to life
    My life truly began that day
    ending my lonely night

     

    3. For 45 Years

    cartoon lover
    cartoon lover

    for 45 years
    she has been there for me
    just my fate it seems

    4. My Love for You Grows

    My Love for You Grows
    Day by day and night by night
    love continues grow

    5. I love you

    I Love You

    I shout Out Love you
    hearing your voice in the wind
    seeing your face sky

    Letters to My Self

    Dear Jake

    love letter
    love letter

    please remember this
    all you have all you need
    is just here with the love
    of your life

     

     

    your wife
    you can not loose

    as long as you
    keep her
    in your heart

    you will be
    the richest man
    in the world

    the power of her love
    will sustain you
    until the endof time

    You are the Conductor of My Life Talaga Poem

    music conductor jpg
    A vector silhouette illustration of an orchestra conductor with arms raised and baton in hand standing on sheet music.

    you are the conductor of life
    being everything my lovely wife
    you are the night of my night life
    welcoming the center of life

    I give thanks to God every day
    you came into my life that day
    filling my life with love in May
    ending my lonely nights and days

     

     

    She Came to Me One Night in a Dream

    lovers hugging
    lovers hugging

    she came to me one night in dream
    most beautiful woman ever
    I saw

    central mystery of my life
    who was this women in dream
    haunting

    she came every night
    Eight Years

     

    haunting my every night
    dream time

    I did not know what to do or say
    to her as she stood by my side

    Smiling
    filling my heart with thoughts of love
    wondering who or what she was

    an angel
    truly live began that day I met
    the women of my life
    and dream lover

    then one day

    she said don’t worry
    we would meet soon
    that night she came
    to life

    My Love My Life
    my bride my wife
    my dream woman
    my real woman
    my lover for life

    you became my wife
    it was just fate
    that awesome date

    when you came to life
    became my wife

    that date
    I Met my fate

    the Flower of Love

    red rose
    red rose

    Her love is like
    the most fragrant flower
    in the universe

    so beautiful so pure
    so sweet a fragrance
    so filled with cosmic love

    a love that transcends
    this corrupted world
    and every time

     

    I look at her
    I see the flower of love
    in her eyes

    and her soul
    and my soul is bewitched
    by her other world beauty

    turning me into her love slave
    until death does us part
    on the other end of time

    I Will Love You Until the End of Time

     

     

    lovers afterwards
    lovers afterwards

    I will Love you until the end of time

    That is all I need to say

    That is all that there is

    Nothing but love in my heart
    Waiting for me to say it
    And for you to believe it

    In the beginning of the world

    lovers begin
    lovers begin

    In the beginning of the world

    I saw you there
    Walking off that bus

    And that was the beginning
    Of my life with you
    And the end of the rest of the world

    Love Cherita -I Married the Girl of My Dreams

    lovers kissing 2
    lovers kissing 2

    I married the girl of my dreams

    First dreamt of her
    Back in 1974

    Eight years later
    she walked off a bus
    and into my life

    It All Began in Berkeley, California

    It All Began in Berkeley, California

    in the spring time of 1974
    one fateful afternoon

    I was nodding off
    in my high school physics class
    And saw her in my dream

    I Looked Up

    I looked up

    and saw a tall, beautiful Asian woman
    standing looking at me

    She was the most beautiful women
    in the universe to me
    I screamed out, who are you?

    She Disappeared

    She Disappeared

    like she was beamed
    away from my dream

    I knew that moment that someday
    I would meet the girl
    In the dream

     

    Little Did I Know

    Little Did I Know

    I would have to wait
    eight long years

    Until 1982
    to meet her in reality
    when she walked off that bus

    Starting that month

    Starting that month

    I began having the same dream
    Month and month and month

    Always the Same Dream
    She was saying something
    in a strange language

    Then one day

    then one day

    I had the dream
    and knew that she was in Korea

    I Knew She Was Waiting for Me
    I chose to go Korea
    In the Peace Corps

    Somehow knowing

    somehow knowing

    That I would meet her there
    and I looked for her there

    for three years
    I looked everywhere
    and never found her

    One Day I Had the Last Dream

    One day I had the last dream

    It happened in the morning
    A year after the Peace Corps ended

    A month before I planned
    to leave to return
    to the U.S. for graduate school

    That Morning Early in the Morning

    That morning early in the morning
    I had the last of these dreams

    This time I understood her
    She said,

    “걱정 마. 우리는 곧 만날 것이다. ”
    “geogjeongma. ulineun god mannal geos-ida.
    “Don’t worry.   We’ll meet soon.”

    I Was Born Again That evening

    I Was Born Again that evening

    As I was getting off the bus
    To go to my class

    I saw getting off the bus
    The girl in my dream
    It was she!

    I was Speechless

    I was speechless

    I did not know what to do
    Wanted to tell her

    How could I tell her that
    Hey, you are the girl
    I have been dreaming about

    Over the Course of the Evening

    Over the course of the evening

    I ran into her several times
    Finally, I was introduced to her

    I muttered some lame excuse
    About wanting to find a Korean tutor
    and got her number.

    My New Life Began the Next Day

    My new life began the next day

    The next day she came to the gate
    Of my base where I was teaching

    She said that she had to speak with me
    I told to wait in the library
    for about an hour

    I Would Cancel Class

    I would cancel class

    and meet her then
    We went out for coffee

    She told me that she was madly
    in love with me
    And simply had to have me

    I Told Her I Felt the Same Way

    I told her I felt the same way

    I proposed five days later
    And got married one month later

    Does she believe this story?
    She claims she does not believe it
    Because it is impossible to be true

    But I Know That There Are Other Worlds

    But I Know That There Are Other Worlds

    In a past life we must have been together
    somehow our love was so strong

    That it crossed over
    the barrier of past lives
    finding me in this life

    She found me in 1974

    She Found Me In 1974

    But it took until 1982
    For us to actually meet

    And it has been 35 years
    Since we met in the physical sphere
    Or 43 years since the dream began

    And I still recall the dream

    and I still recall the dream

    I had no choice
    when  I met her

    we were fated
    to be together
    until the end of time

    End Dream Cherita

     

    Morning Delight

    lovers kissing 5
    lovers kissing 5

    Every morning

    When I wake up
    And see your face

    The sunlight of your love
    Fills my heart with deep contentment
    And all is right with the world

    Best Love Cinquain

    lovers in the rain
    lovers in the rain

    Best Love
    Love at First Sight
    Met the girl of my dreams
    My life began
    that autumn day

    True Dreams

    lovers on a beach
    lovers on a beach

    I had a dream
    Meet the Girl of my Dreams
    She walked off that bus that day

    Truth

    lovers on beach 2
    lovers on beach 2

    Truth
    True story
    Love never ends
    Love at First Sight Love

    First Love

    lovers winter beach
    lovers winter beach

    First Love
    First time we kissed
    Hot Electricity
    Filled my soul with desire
    Time stopped

    Time

    lovers sunset
    lovers sunset

    Time
    Began
    That fine day
    Never Ending Love story

     First Kiss

    lovers begin
    lovers begin

    They say you always

    remember forever
    the first kiss of your life

    it happened to me
    back in 1967
    In Washington DC

    the first time

    I kissed a sweet girl
    I was eleven years in age

    It happened in a class project
    We were inside a fake space ship
    And shared a French kiss

    Kissing Angela in the Bar

    romantic-kiss-couple-in-love
    romantic-kiss-couple-in-love

    My first kiss
    With my lovely wife
    Occurred in evil Itaewon

    We went to a bar and drank a lot
    Started kissing asked to leave the bar

    Angela Cherita

    Passionate Couple Embracing and Kissing in Bed
    Closeup of passionate couple embracing and kissing in bed. Side view.

    I have dreamt of you

    For almost seven long years
    And now you are here

    What can I do about this
    Only thing to do love you
    Until the End of Time

    Thank to all the gods

    For bringing you in my life
    I will love you

    For we are fated
    to be together
    From now to the end of time

    Angela  Haiku

    Closeup of passionate couple embracing and kissing in bed.
    Closeup of passionate couple embracing and kissing in bed. Side view.

     

    Every day I wake up
    To the love of my long life
    And say Thanks to God

    63 Years Young with You

    I am 63 years young

    63 years around the sun
    37 of those years

    I have spent
    With my Dream Girl
    the love of my life

    63 years Around the Sun

    kissing in the park
    kissing in the park

    63 Years around the sun

    taught me a few things
    life is too short

    to carry a grudge
    live your Life
    Love a lot

    Another Love Cinquain

    lovers in tokyo
    lovers in tokyo

    My Love
    Haunting my dreams
    endlessly talking to me
    Then walked out of the dreams
    into my Life

    Haiku Thinking of You

    lovers in dessert
    lovers in dessert

    Thinking of you, dear
    Wondering if you are too
    Thinking of me too

    Every Day I Wake Up

    french kiss 2
    french kiss 2

    Every day I wake up
    I see my fate in her face
    Fall into her spell

    Met My Fate

    kiss and hug 7
    kiss and hug 7

    I met my late fate
    Seeing her face in a bar
    Met fate That Date

    Published Hello

    impossible Dreams

    kiss and hug 8
    kiss and hug 8

    (audio for impossible Dreams, impossible dreams 2, life is but a dream and I married the girl of my Dreams)

    impossible dreams
    sometimes they do come to life
    sometimes come true

    Impossible Dreams 2

    kiss and hug 6
    kiss and hug 6

    Impossible dreams
    I have had a few come true
    Dreamt of meeting wife
    And in my dream life
    She walked out of my dreaming
    Night time vision came true

    Life is but a Dream

    kiss and hug 5
    kiss and hug 5

    Life is But a Dream
    That is what they say my dear
    And I have lived dreams
    Dreaming of meeting her
    Then she walks out of the dream
    And into my arms

    Married the Girl of My
    Dreams

    kiss and hug 3
    kiss and hug 3
    true love romance story

    I married the girl of my Dreams
    First dreamt of her
    back in 1974
    Eight years later
    She walked off a bus
    and into my life

    Skinny Valentines

    hug and kiss 2
    hug and kiss 2

    Every day
    All
    Around
    Me
    I
    See
    Broken
    Hearted
    Woman
    Every lover

    Faces

    Faces of all of my ex-lovers
    All around me
    Coming at me

     

     

    Everywhere I look
    Seeing my wife’s face in the sky

    Shape of Sex

    hug and kiss 1
    hug and kiss 1

    Sexual desires
    Have a strange way about them

    Arriving unannounced
    Perhaps overwhelming at times

    Erupting out of nowhere
    Seriously disrupting my day’s plan

    GLOW

    loves at sunrise
    loves at sunrise

    Glowing light of the dawning sun
    Lights up my dismal room
    Overwhelming me with love
    Watching my dream girl sleep

    Angela (Acrostic poem for Whispers)

    kiss and hug 7
    kiss and hug 7

    Angela is my life
    No better friend in the universe
    Greatest Love of all
    Every Day I thank God
    Love of my life

    Angela My Soul Mate

    couple in bed 1
    couple in bed 1

    Love of my long life
    Everything I ever desires
    Everything I ever needed

    On Top of the World

    man on top of mountain
    man on top of mountain

    on top of the world
    looking down
    on all of  creation

    beneath my feet
    Thinking
    what a wonderful world
    this is

    as long as I have you
    by my side

    There is nothing more to be said

    couple in bed 2
    couple in bed 2

    There is nothing more to be said

    Nothing more I can add
    Nothing more than this

    I will love you
    Until the end of time itself
    and death does us part

    A Message for You

    A message for you

    Love comes with the sunrise
    a message from God himself

     

    from the universe itself
    in the eastern sea
    Showering love rainbows upon you

    Love Endures

    couple-kissing-at-the-movies
    couple-kissing-at-the-movies

    Love Endures

    the longer I live
    the more I learn

    that nothing endures in life
    other than the love
    I share with you

    Success

    hug and kiss 9
    hug and kiss 9

    In 62 years around the sun

    I have learned a few things
    About life and the universe

    The most important thing in life
    Is to have a successful love life
    That is all one needs after all

    Spring Doositsu

    hug and kiss 11
    hug and kiss 11

    Waking up seeing you there
    Watching you as you wake up
    Fills me with such sweet desire
    Overcoming my mind

    I sit watching you all day
    Thinking of you all day long
    Wild erotic imaginings

    Love making to come
    That old blues song come to mind
    I just want to make love to you
    I just want to make love to you
    Nothing more than that that

    I end this morning with this thought
    You are still the most wonderful
    The most beautiful creature
    In the whole universe

    Love Triclinia

    rose haiku
    rose

    One Summer Day
    I saw a rose on the bus
    I met my fate

    Angela Fills Me with Red Passion

    red rose
    red rose

    angela
    the love of my life
    came to me out of a dream
    walked off a bus into my life
    filling my life
    with red passion

    Thanks Haiku

    kiss and hug 14
    kiss and hug 14

     

     

    Every morning
    I wake up alive with you
    I give thanks to the Gods

    a wild man sits in a gilded cage

    man in gilded Cage
    man in cage

    a wild man sits in a gilded cage
    a cage made out of chains of his wife’s love

    a cage made out of chains of his wife’s love
    the wild man yearning to be free from his cage

     

    the wild man yearning to be free from his cage
    wondering how and why he was now tamed

    wondering how and why he was now tamed
    dreaming dark wild dreams of demented freedom

    dreaming dark wild dreams of demented freedom
    the wild man looks about his prison cage

    the wild man looks about his prison cage
    wondering whether he will ever be free

    wondering whether he will ever be free
    a wild man sits in a gilded cage

     

    Chains That Bind Us

    chains
    chains

    I realize that my love for you
    Is like a chain of steel
    Unbreakable,

    Tough as nails
    Yet as your love entangles me
    I realize that I must
    embrace my imprisonment

    Don’t want to venture out of my cell
    Made of our years together
    put together bit by bit

    We have become entangled
    Where I end, and you begin
    Hopelessly entangled

    Even if I wanted to break free
    I could not
    For I am you and you are me

    My fate is in your hands
    Decide to Just enjoy
    The ride of my life

    As we move
    Towards the final moments
    Together as we have always been

    Inseparable, merged into one being
    Staring at each other
    Wondering who is that Person

    Of eternal mystery
    That has so captured my soul
    And imprisoned it in her love

    I smile thinking of your love
    The endless pleasure it has brought me
    The endless pain I have endured

    Just to be next to you, part of you
    and you Part of me until the day I die
    and we meet in the next world

    Where Do I and You Begin

    lovers at sunset
    lovers at sunset

    I woke up one day
    Realized, I no longer knew

    Where you and I began
    Where you and I ended

    We had become almost one
    We talked in half sentences

    Knowing what the other wanted
    Knowing how it would end

    We were becoming
    more and more the same

    I feared losing myself
    In your embrace

    Becoming you
    You becoming me

    This fear of losing me
    In the ocean of us

    Overwhelms me at times
    But I know I will always

    Return to your arms
    Because I cannot live

    A second, a minute, an hour, a moment
    Without you at my side

    I know you are the same
    we feel each other’s inner pain

    We feel each other’s outer pain
    we read each other’s mind

    Our history has merged
    Into one

    Is that not the secret
    Of a long marriage?

    Have I figured
    it all out in the end?

    Does it come to this?
    A merging of two souls
    and two bodies?

    I don’t have the answers
    But I don’t have any more doubts

    Or regrets with the path I have taken
    I still look forward

    To waking up each morning
    Seeing you there

    and knowing that every day
    we have together

    Is a gift that I will cherish
    Until my dying breath

    Lost and Found

    lost and found
    lost and found

    I was lost
    And you found me

    You walked out of my dreams
    And into my life

    And that made all the difference
    In the world

     

    As you entered my life
    I was all alone in this cruel world

    And you provided shelter
    And comfort

    I did not know what I wanted
    And you gave me what I wanted

    You gave me meaning
    You gave me purpose

    You gave me love
    And understanding

    peace and happiness
    Joy, laughter and fun

    You were endlessly fascinating
    Could not keep my eyes off you

    You were the most beautiful women
    In the world to me

    And you still are
    So many years later

    Like a fine bottle of wine
    Gets better with age

    And you gave me
    Endless nights of wild love making

    Which has gotten better
    As well

    as our bodies and souls merge together
    when in the midst of love making

    And I fell under your spell
    from the day I met you

    I was lost
    And you found me

    And if you go first
    I will be lost again

    Can’t live without you
    By my side

    Thus, is has always been
    Between us

    We are so entangled
    So, interwoven

    And that is the way
    It was meant to me

     

    Why am I Still Addicted to You?

    kissing couple
    kissing couple

    There is a mystery
    that has haunted me
    For almost 45 years

    45 years ago
    I met you
    in a dream

     

    And 38 years ago
    You walked
    off a bus

    And into my life
    And nothing was the same
    Since the day we met

    In the very beginning
    I was hopelessly
    addicted to you

    Why Did I fall for you
    Why did I become so hopelessly
    madly in love with you

    Why was it love at first sight
    And why can I know
    Then I had met you before

    All these are questions
    that still haunt
    me to this day

    All I know is
    After 45 years
    I am still Addicted to you

    The End

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    thanks so much to the 48 people who downloaded my second chapbook.  I participated last year but fewer people took advantage of the download because i did not promote the contest enough. this year more people participated.  I will do this annually along with my annual April Poetry poem a thon and the NaNoWrMo contest.  Keep it up as long as I can.

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    April Poem a Thon Poems

    In 2017, I participated in my first April Month of Poetry poetry challenge with Tiferet Journal, and copied to All Poetry, Poetry Soup and writing.com  posted all on my blog along with photos and audio links, in 2018 I again submitted poems through Tiferet Journal, but in 2019 just posted on All poetry, poetry soup and writing.com  and on my blog of course..

    Comments and feedback greatly appreciated.  I intent to make this an annual creative project and keep going as long as I can. 

    Due to size restrictions, I am only posting 2019 poems,  The 2017, 2018 and 2019 poems are available on my web page along with photos and audio. 

    April 2019 Poem a Thon

    Index

    63 Years Haut 

    A penitent Considers another Coming of Mary 

    Springtime in Seoul 

    today just for today

    Agnostic Dyslectic Wonders if There is a Dog

     It Can’t Happen Here or Has it? 

    So Excited to Be Alive at 63 all poetry

    Trump

    It’s a Dog’s Life 

    Scorpio Passion all poetry

    Just an Unhinged Werewolf Howling at the Moon 

    Glow  creative talent unleashed prompt 

    Old Lady and the Genie 

    Coffee Love Hate Affair

    Coffee Blues

    Morning Thoughts

    Santa James Came to Town

    Love Chinquapin 

    Nightmare butterfly chinquapin 

    Dedication to the Women I love

    The Art of Stealing Money, anatomy of a bank scam  

    Incheon Beach   waltz wave poem

    California Burning Bright

     Shaman Prays for Humanity  

     Catching the Trump Fever

    Releasing the Trump Monsters

    President Trump, International Fire Fighter in Chief

    Licenses 

    Darker Than You Think

    Berkeley Balanced 

     Springtime in Yeongjongdo 

    Four Haiku and One Tanka

    Life of an Exiled Poet Wandering the Mountains

    Walking Down the Snowing Path

    Here We Go Again

    NRA Stop Talking 

    2019 Poems

    note:   see 2019  poems page for audio and photos

    April 2019 Poems

    end note

     

    April 1, 63 Years Haut

    63 years old  

    taught me a few things 

    life is 

    to short

    to carry a grudge

    live and love a lot 

    April 1 A penitent Considers another Coming of Mary

    I sometimes wonder about the Virgin Mary

    I sometimes wonder about the Virgin Mary

    Wonder who she was and what she may

    Have had to do with the birth of the savior

    For I do not believe that story today

    or any day for that matter I can not  leave 

    these thoughts that hang in the air 

    thinking that she must have been with men

    and will be with them again

    April 1, Today Just for Today

    today just for today

    I plan to do nothing

    nothing at all

    just go with the flow

    of the day

    as the day turns into night

    and the night turns into sleep

    I will ride the wave 

    along with my love

    until the day is done

    April 2 Agnostic Dyslectic Wonders if There is a Dog

    an agnostic dyslectic

    stays up all night

    wondering if there is a dog

    the Buddhists wonder

    about the Buddha nature of the dog

    the evangelicals are sure that there is a dog

    and you must follow their dog

    or go to hell

    for following another’s dog

    the Muslims agree

    there is only one dog

    and the dogs

    smile at the foolishness

    of the human race

    of course, there is a dog

    and they are the master race

    as they growl at their owners

    who bow down

    and clean up their mess

    April 2 It Can’t Happen Here or Can It?

    Every day when I watch TV

    I see the chattering classes

    The TV pundits

    And their guests

    Pontificate about this and that 

    And it seems to me 

    That they are missing the big picture

    In the era of Donald Trump

    Nothing that they say

    Will make a difference

    Donald Trump has slowly conquered

    The political world

    And he is shaping it into something

    That we had hoped we would never see

    A truly American neo-fascist state

    Wrapped around the flag

    And so-called Christian values

    And the latest made up outrage 

    And the chattering classes

    Don’t seem to understand

    That they are next 

    On the hit parade

    As the Donald Trump machinery

    Continues to take over the known universe

    The question used to be

    It can’t happen here

    The answer I am afraid 

    Is already has 

    April 3 So Excited to Be Alive

    I wake up

    with the dawning sun

    so excited

    to be alive

    at age 63

    I look at my sleeping beauty

    and realize yet again

    my life began

    the day I met her

    37 years ago

    she walked off a bus

    out of my dreams

    and into my life

    and my life began

    that autumn day

    when I met 

    the girl of my dreams

    April 4th Trump

    Triumphed against all enemies

    Remaining unvanquished

    Uniting all who oppose him 

    Might makes right 

    Patriots unite behind the Great Leader 

    April 4th I Want a Dog’s Life

    I want a dog’s life 

    That’s what I want in next life

    A dog needs to be cute

    And his master will feed him 

    It is a dog’s life for me 

    April 4th Just an Unhinged Werewolf Howling at the Moon

    as the lunatic light of the blood red moon

    the super blue moon lights up the night

    the werewolf stirs

    as the light shines on him

    slowly transforming him

    into a dark dangerous creature 

    of the lunatic night

    ready for his flight

    out into the world, 

    he emerges

    snarling 

    howling at the moon 

    just another unhinged 

    werewolf

    out for blood today

    howling at the moon

    April 4th Scorpion Nights of Passion

    Born in October 

    Scorpion Passionate fool

    Always taking the lead 

    consumed with dark desires 

    is this Scorpio buddha nature

    consumed with dark desires 

    April 5th GLOW

    Glowing light of the dawning sun

     Lights up my dismal room 

     Overwhelming me with love 

     Watching my dream girl sleep  

    April 6th The Old Lady and the Genie

    An old Chinese woman

    Stands in a field 

    On the lunatic edge of town

    Where drinkers gather to drink

    And woman of ill repute

    Play their games

    With the passing drunks

    Men ready for a night of passion

    She is holding a tea pot

    And proclaims 

    That the pot contains 

    A genie

    That will grant the new owner

    Three wishes

    She had to sell the pot

    Because her wishes came true

    And she smiles

    And laughs insanely

    The laughter dies

    And she implores people

    To buy her tea pot

    And put her out of misery

    Just buy my pot

    And your dreams will come true

    Be careful dear thought

    Remember all magic

    Comes with a price

    A terrible price 

    April 6th Back of the Bus

    Many years ago

    When I was a foolish young man

    I took a greyhound bus trip

    Just to see the country

    I was trapped 

    In the back of the bus

    Where the young 

    And restless souls

    Gathered together

    And drank illegally

    And smoked weed 

    Also illegally

    We stayed there 

    Until Winnemucca

    Where I got off 

    And found my bus pass

    Had found another owner

    And I went to Salt Lake City

    Still trapped in the back of the bus

    April 6th The Messenger Dog of God

    One day

    While studying in Rome

    As a priest

    I notice a small white dog

    Staring at me

    He glances at me

    Indicating that I am to follow him

    I get up

    And follow this strange dog

    He leads me deep 

    Inside the hidden depths 

    Of the Vatican

    Finally stopping by a door

    I open the door

    And see St Peter there

    He smiles 

    Dismisses the dog

    Who moves on down the hall

    Finished with his cosmic duty

    As the secret messenger of God

    All in a days work 

    I ask why am I here?

    St Peter says

    Why are any of us here?

    It is time for you to go

    But I don’t want to go

    Don’t want to leave this mortal plane

    St Peter smiles

    Says it is time to go 

    I wake up

    Back in my bed

    With my wife

    And realize it was all a dream 

    It was not yet time

    To go

    But I am afraid

    I will find the messenger dog

    Outside my door

    Any day now

    The grim reaper waits

    And it will soon be my time

    April 6 Coffee Love Hate Affair

    I love coffee 

    Always have

    Always will

    But I have a love hate affair

    With coffee

    Love it when it gets me up

    Flying high in the sky

    As the sun comes over

    Filling with hope

    And anticipation

    As I conquer the day’s

    Daunting tasks

    With a little help

    From my drug of choice

    But coffee turns on me

    Late in the day

    And I can’t not sleep

    As the coffee burns

    In my soul

    And I toss and turn

    And sleep no more

    Coffee does that to me

    And so, I am reduced 

    To drinking decaf coffee

    Not the same thing at all

    But that is all I can handle

    As I am a coffee addict 

    And always will be 

    April 6 Coffee Blues

    Coffee is my drug of choice

    Always has been

    Ever since I first tried

    As a young lad

    Loved coffee’s power

    To speed up my synaptic nerves

    Turning me on

    Keeping me going and going and going

    But there is a dark side to everything

    And coffee is a drug

    And it will take you 

    Where it wants to go

    Enslaving you 

    Making you its victim

    As it toys with you

    Messes with you

    Prevents you from sleeping

    Coffee is a harsh mistress

    It demands respect

    As you fall under it seductive powers

    Slave again 

    To the drug of choice

    Just another over caffeinated

    Coffee addict

    Stumbling along the street

    Looking for a fix

    At six in the morning

    As the coffee wears off

    And you finally 

    Can get some sleep

    Until the alarm 

    Blasts you away

    And you reach out 

    Trembling for you fix

    Coffee you scream out

    I need coffee

    The universe laughs

    As you get your coffee high

    Just another pathetic coffee junkie

    When all is said and done

    April 7th Morning Thoughts

    Every morning I wake up

    And see the love of my life

    Sleeping soundly

    In our bed

    The sun fills my room

    And I get up

    To do my morning routine

    Just marveling at the sight

    And as I do my thing

    I am drawn back to bed

    Just to look 

    At this strange creature

    That captured my heart

    So many years ago

    And I wonder yet again

    At the mystery of our love

    How and why 

    Did the universe bring us together

    Where did she come from

    And why did she summoned me 

    I have no answers

    Our love transcended

    The barriers of time 

    And space

    And somehow 

    We found each other

    And will be together

    Until the death of time

    April 8  Lucky Numbers Blues 

    There are many gambler’s fallacies

    the statisticians say 

    each roll of the roulette table

    is an independent event

    Yet the gamblers believe

    that if for example

    there were ten red numbers

    in a row

    that the next one should be black

    right

    A statistician in the U,K.

    decided to prove

    that the gamblers

    were all delusional

    in insisting that there were patterns

    in the endless spin of the wheel

    and that it was more of a curve

    that the noise of random numbers 

    after thousands of spins

    recorded on a computer

    the pattern was clear

    there was a bell shape curve

    with an upswing 

    and a downswing to the data

    an early experiment 

    in chaos theory

    but with a practical application

    if you are on a winning curve

    keep going until the curve

    turns into a losing curve

    then walk away

    and you might be a winner

    according to science

    but they have yet 

    to be able to prove/disprove

     

    that lucky numbers exist 

    for you and me

    mine was always 32

    and when it pops

    I swore that my lucky number

    came up 

    just a fluke 

    according to science

    another iron clad rule

    the regression to the mean

    the curve may go up 

    and may go down 

    but in the end 

    it regresses to the mean 

    and that means

    the house always win

    Anatomy of a legal Bank Scam 

    Not too long ago

    One trusted the banks

    And the government

     

    With your money,

    your stocks

    Your investments

    Your financial life

     

    Then the states discovered

    That if you claim

    Because you did not look at your account

    Or perform an activity

     

    They can send it to the State

    Where it goes

    into the lost property division

    And the State can sell your assets

     

    The banks are required to notify you

    they never send you a letter

    They falsely claim

    They don’t have your address

     

    Yet three months

    before they had sent you a statement

    which did not bounce

     

    so you received it

    three months later

    without your knowledge or permission,

     

    the bank declares

    your property has been abandoned

    violating their own rules

    they have to wait three years

    of no “activity”

     

    but they send it in after 15 months

    why ?

    because they can

     

    because you are nothing to them

    but small cash they can steel

    Then the State sends you

    An official-looking letter

    That screams fraud

    You call the Bank Fraud’s office

     

    They claim

    It was a bogus letter

    Your account is just fine

    And you do nothing

     

    Until the banks confirm

    Oh yes we sent your funds

    To the state

    As per our strict rules

     

    They did nothing wrong

    You see

    Did not know how to contact you

    They falsely claim

     

    The state tells you file

    A claim

    and because the amount is relatively small

    no lawyer will help you

     

    and the banks

    will laugh at you

    for trusting them

    to do the right thing

     

    the true bank robbers

    are the banks

    and the crooked states

    working in cahoots

     

    who love to steal

    your money

    because well they can

    and they  just did

     

    caveat emptor

    my friends

    the banks are not your friend

    they will rip you off

     

    with endless nonsensical fees

    and rules

    and red tape

    and blame you for complaining

     

    eventually, you may recover

    your funds

    After a long fight

    perhaps not

     

    welcome to American banking world

    where financial crime

    is not a crime

    in the land of the no longer free

     

    Jake Aller

    one of your millions of customers

    you screwed over

    Ugh

    April 9 Love Chinquapin

    My Love

    Haunting my dreams

    Nightly talking to me 

    Then walked out of the dreams into 

    my Life

    April 10th Nightmare Butterfly Chinquapin

    Night mares

    Endless fears all night long

    Huge Monsters chasing me

    Hideous Creatures from Hell Itself

    Monsters

    Fiendish Hell hounds escaped Banishes

    screaming bloody murder

    they chase me all the way

    I die

    April 10  Nightmare Chinquapin

    Night mares 

    Endless fears all night long 

    Can’t escape running from these dreams

    All night  

    April 11 Dedication Poem to the women in my Dreams

    Dedicated to the woman of my Dreams

    women

    lives in my dreams

    I dedicate this poem

    You came out of my nightly dreams 

    My Love

    My Love

    I dreamt of you 

    For eight long years starting 

    Dream of you in 79 met in

    82

    82

    We met in that year

    Love at first sight I knew

    You were the one for me my dream girl

    My Love

    The Art of Stealing Money –Anatomy of a Bank Scam

    The bankers 

    God rest their evil souls

    Have mastered the art

    Of stealing 

    Their client’s money

    Through one means or another

    Your money

    Is their money

    And their money 

    Is none of your business

    Recently we fell victim 

    To such a scam

    We had stocks in a bank

    But we failed 

    To actively manage the account

    And the bank said 

    Because we had not acted

    On the account 

    Over three years 

    We had abandoned the account

    We fell victim 

    to such a scam 

    The bank 

    was supposed to

    To contact us

    But they lied, 

    claimed

    That they did not know

    Where we were

    And could not contact us

    Thus, our account 

    disappeared 

    Into the hands 

    Of the greedy 

    State of Delaware

    We have to reclaim

    The money

    That the bank

    Through their mistake

    Sent to Delaware

    If the bank 

    makes a mistake

    You loose

    If you make a mistake

    They win

    That’s all part of the art

    Of stealing your money

    All in a day’s work

    For the evil soul sucking bankers

    The so called masters of the universe

    Incheon Beach Waltz Wave Poem 

    beach

    near home

    now

    sun set

    The West Sea

    Incheon

    sea

    Spring Time

    night sun set

    over the sea 

    Sun goes down 

    near by 

    beach

    water 

    waves come in

    over beach

    view 

    is great

    nice

    California Burning Bright

    California

    burning bright wildfires
    end of the world
    an apocalyptic
    a vision of world’s end

    April 15, 2019  Prayers for the Future of the Planet 

    A shaman priestess

    Is deep in thought 

    Engaged in Meditation 

    on the fate 

    Of the earth 

    She is deep in the cosmic woods

    In the world between worlds

    Where she is communing

    With the spirits of the universe

    Who listen to her tale of woe

    She tells them 

    Of the rise of the neo fascists

    And the refusal to address

    The possible end of the world

    Due to run away climate change

    She prays and prays

    And finally

    She receives an answer

    More a prediction

    It is all up to humans 

    She has two visions

    Of a possible future

    Two contrasting visions

    One a dystopian nightmare

    The other an optimistic vision 

    The first 

    The neo fascists

    Seize control

    And usher in a dystopian nightmare

    That ends with utter destruction

    Nuclear war

    Nuclear winter

    Ends climate change

    As civilization ends

    And mankind retreat to caves

    And it happens

    In a blink of an eye

    In less than five years

    The world will end 

    Game over civilization ends 

    The second vision

    The optimistic vision

    Humanity wakes up

    From their collective night mare

    Throws off the neo-fascist cabal

    And begin to change the world

    Making the economy works 

    For all of us

    Not just the corrupt 1 percent

    The so-called masters of the Universe

    They are overthrown

    In a people’s power revolution

    All over the world

    People wake up

    Demand change

    And slowly the world

    Begins to recover

    And overcome 

    The dark hours

    Of the present age

    The shaman priestess

    Returns home

    To spread the word

    It up to us

    To choose our fate

    The end is indeed near

    It is darker than you think

    But it is not over yet

    If we choose the path

    Of the cosmic light

    And overthrow

    The neo fascist cabal

    And restore democracy

    And peace will break out

    And all will end well

    If not

    Well she says

    You have been warned

    The universe has spoken

    So, mote it be

    April 16, 2019

    Why do all fake Natives call themselves “Cherokees”?

    Erasure Poem 

    So many fake Indians these days

    Elizabeth Warren is one

    And according to my DNA results

    I am too

    But my grand-parents spoke Cherokee my mom claims

    And they disappeared into the hills 

    She claims

    Is the DNA test wrong?

    Was I adopted ?

    Or is it possible

    That I am a real deal

    A real Cherokee

    Or am I fake Cherokee???

    A Cherokee weighed in on this on Quora

    First, I would never call them “fake Natives”. 

    They are 99% white,

     mostly Blue-collar, and New Age Hippie,

     Anglo-Americans 

    who are simply 

    lost without their own specific identity 

    that they can proudly Claim, 

    so therefore,

     they search for a certain Popular,

     Romanticized segment of Indigenous People 

    that will “fit” 

    into their Family’s historical Lore.

    Second, it just happens to ALWAYS be … 

    the Cherokee … 

    sometimes, 

    either Blackfoot or Lakota.

    AND, “My GGM was a Cherokee Princess”,

     as an add-on VALUE.

    This is primarily

     because of the vast area 

    formerly inhabited by the Cherokee.

     However, the tribes’ interaction 

    with European immigrants since colonial times, 

    led to a great deal of intermarriage 

    with non-indigenous populations.

    In many cases people have limited knowledge 

    of the other Native American nations, 

    that inhabited the areas in which they live. 

    However, a lot of this is wishful thinking, 

    and these people have African American 

    or other non-European ancestry.

    It is fashionable to claim indigenous ancestry , 

    in an attempt to legitimize t

    Their sense of belonging on our lands.

    The reason is simple,

     they don’t know the names of the other tribes.

    There has never been a song called 

    “Indian Reservation” about Apache People

     or any other tribe but, the Cherokee.

    “Indian Reservation” 

    by Paul Revere and the Raiders.

    So if those people aren’t Cherokee 

    by blood at least it’s in spirit.

    And so I conclude

    I may be part Cherokee

    Part of the lost tribe

    Of the Cherokee

    But who really knows 

    My mother took many things

    With her to the grave

    Lots of family secrets

    Things I will never know

    But in my heart

    I know

    That I am part Cherokee

    And so I will proudly 

    Claim I am part Cherokee

    In spirt 

    If not in blood

    Catching the Trump Madness

    It seems that every day

    The trump madness deepens

    As our leader descends 

    Into dementia and madness

    And his followers continue 

    To follow having drunk the Kool aide

    They don’t see the madness 

    That Trump has engendered

    They are immune from all criticism

    It is all fake news to them

    Nothing but nonsense

    Part of the anti-Trump cabal

    And as the world descends 

    Into more madness

    Led by the mad king 

    I despair

    Wondering if and when

    The world will wake up

    And shake off this madness

    This trump fever

    Releasing the Trump Monsters

    The Trump madness deepens

    And the world grows darker

    The evil ones have been released

    The wild things are growling

    The dogs of war

    Satan’s hell hounds

    Are on the loose

    Howling at the moon

    Running amuck

    Infecting us all

    With their madness

    As we all turn into mindless zombies

    Filled with hatred

    Jealousy and insanity

    As Trump and his neo-fascist

    Cabal unleash the monsters

    Of their dangerous id

    Devouring all reason

    Turning all they see

    Into raving lunatics

    As they set the world on fire

    Ushering in the ends of days

    Armageddon looms

    Will Trump be raptured away?

    Only God knows

    And he is not telling

    As we descend 

    Into the maelstrom 

    Hoping against hope

    That we can overcome

    The monsters 

    That Trump has unleashed

    In the end 

    Perhaps it does not matter

    As the world careens

    Deeper into hell

    There is no end 

    Nothing but despair

    Forever and ever

    The Trump madness never ends

    President Trump International Fire Fighter in Chief?

    Our dear leader

    Our favorite President

    President Trump

    Once again

    Interjected himself

    Into areas that he knows nothing about

    Making a fool of himself 

    In the process

    Why does he do this?

    Time after time

    Talking nonsense

    It is because

    He is the smartest man

    In the universe

    Knows more than anyone else

    And so he feels

    He has to comment

    On everything

    Under the sun

    And then some more

    Even when he 

    Does not know 

    What he is talking about

    So painful to watch such a fool

    Mark Twain had sage advice

    If you want people to think 

    You are a fool

    Open your mouth 

    and remove all doubt

    In the midst 

    Of the devastating Paris Norte Dame Fire

    He tweeted 

    “So horrible to watch the massive fire 

    at Notre Dame Cathedral in Paris,”

    “Perhaps flying water tankers 

    could be used to put it out. 

    Must act quickly!”

    Later, Mr. Obvious noted, 

    They’re having a terrible, 

    terrible fire,” 

    Mr Trump later told reporters. 

    “It looks like it’s burning to the ground.”

    The French were not amused

    By the unwanted advice

    By the fire fighter in chief 

    France’s civil defense agency, 

    Sécurité Civile, tweeted — 

    once in French 

    and once in English 

    — less than two hours after Mr Trump 

    sent his tweet 

    and appeared 

    to directly respond to the US president.

    “Helicopter or aeroplane, 

    the weight of the water 

    and the intensity of the drop 

    at low altitude 

    could indeed weaken 

    the structure of Notre Dame 

    and result in collateral damage 

    to the buildings in the vicinity,” 

    the agency wrote in French.

    And despite never posting updates in English, 

    the agency then sent out a second tweet.

    Hundreds of firemen of the Paris Fire Brigade are doing everything they can to bring the terrible #NotreDame fire under control. All means are being used, except for water-bombing aircrafts which, if used, could lead to the collapse of the entire structure of the cathedral.

    — Sécurité Civile Fr (@SecCivileFrance) April 15, 2019

    And the French provided

    This helpful advice 

    To the Fire Fighter in chief

    When California burned 

    you did not seem to be a fire expert.

     Please, shut up. 

    It is a tragic moment 

    for the cultural heritage of humanity.

    Licenses

    Bankers have a license to steal

    money from their clients 

    if you make a mistake

    the bank can steal your money

    as part of their banking license

    Governments have a license

    to steal money from the public

    its is called taxation

    or confiscation 

    It seems that police these days

    have a license 

    to kill unarmed brown people

    but only brown people

    and the president 

    has a license to lie

    as he lies all the time

    just because he can

    and I have the ultimate license

    the poetic license

    to write these verses

    to enlighten the masses

    Balanced in Berkeley

    Born in Berkeley, California

    a product of the wild 70’s

    just a lost white brother 

    hanging about 

    downtown 

    brothers

    can you hang about  

    listen to me  lover

    wildness left from the 60’des 

    want to fly away from California  

    brothers

    leave the 60’s

    ride away my lover 

    can you dig that without a doubt

    born in Berkeley, California 

    It is Darker Than You Think

    It is darker than you think

    an old hag

    an old witch
    strictly old school
    is talking to young people

    She tells them
    that it is darker
    than they think
    the end times approach

    She proclaims
    she sees the world ending
    and is warning them
    of what is to come

    She is following
    the dark master
    of the universe
    waiting for the end

    and she is afraid
    she sees the world
    the end of things
    the end of life

    She is afraid
    she tells her students
    to boldly face
    the coming end

    Spring Time Sketch in Youngjongdo, Korea

    In the early morning dawn

    I like to go for a walk

    Down among the cherry trees

    And flowering plants

    Just to welcome

    Another fine spring day

    As the sun comes up

    Dispelling my dismal mood

    And filling me 

    With love

    Hope and peace

    As I walk the path

    Of the world peace forest

    Near my island home

    Near the chaos of the airport

    Through the forest

    and over the mountain

    breathing the spring time air

    alive filled with life

    and I think to myself

    this moment 

    is the moment

    that I am meant to experience

    life itself

    and nothing more

    nothing less

    Just breath in life 

    Four Haiku

    walking on the path
    in the world peace forest
    snowing cherry trees

    the world at peace
    walking with love of my life
    all is right with me

    the falling cherry trees
    along the path of the forest
    reminds us of love

    endless noise on TV
    quiet on the path outside
    peace in my soul

    Dangerous Times Tanka

    in dangerous times
    we retreat to our corners
    convinced we are right
    everyone else is evil
    everyone else must die

    Hidden Jewels in Seoul

    In Seoul

    A vibrant thriving city

    Of a million stories

    Of a million tales 

    There are hidden jewels

    All around the city

     

    The city is laced 

    With secret mountain paths

    Only the locals know 

     

    Where these paths go

    As the mountain paths

    Criss cross the city

     

    Every neighborhood

    Has their mountain

     

    At the top

    Lies the exercise equipment

    And old men and woman

     

    Perhaps the guardian angels

    Of the mountain

     

    Mountain spirits 

    Stand guard 

    At the top of the mountain

     

    Looking down 

    At the teaming masses

     

    Old men and woman

    Walk about 

    In the trails

     

    High in the mountains

    The city is also laced

    With canals and stream beds

     

    Everywhere you wander

    You are not far from water ways

     

    The secret trails cover the city

    Yet the city does not seem 

    To know how to promote

     

    These wondrous trails

    Yes, the city of Seoul

    Is filled with hidden treasures

    Hidden gems

    Deep in the mountains 

     

    As I walk in the hills

    Lost in thought

     

    The cherry trees 

    Snowing all around

     

    I reflect again

    On the hidden gems

    The hidden trails

    The hidden treasure of Seoul 

    Life of an Exiled Poet Wandering the Mountains

    I am living a lonely life

    Exiled from my home land

    A stranger in a strange land 

    Far from where I grew up 

    Searching for what I lost 

    Just an exiled poet

    Wandering the mountains

    Deep in thought

    Wondering what 

    Adventures wait me 

    As I wander the mountain paths

    Wandering here and there 

    Just searching for my lost life

    Wondering where my life 

    Has gone so terribly wrong 

    And why I am on this path 

    I see on the mountain path

    A secret climbing cave

    And I enter the cave

    Hoping to find

    A portal 

    Back to my lost world

    To my lost time

    To the beginning

    Of my journal

    The beginning

    Of my long exile 

    But I can’t find 

    My way back

    And am soon lost 

    And so I become

    A ghost like figure

    A lost soul of the damn

    Doomed to wander 

    The world 

    Wandering the mountains

    Lost in dark thoughts 

    Forever exiled

    From my love 

    Walking Down the Frozen White Path

    walking down the frozen white path

    as the evening starts to falls 

    as I walk in the snow and talk

    listening to the bird calls

    filling the air with the music of Bach 

    I find myself getting lost 

    as I continue my lonely walk

    death waits heading to the end of time 

    As I walk the snowing cold path

    the dark evil evening continues to fall

    the very stars are on the war path

    lightening the up air as they fall 

    littering the ground with their cosmic sprawl

    as the dying sun sets into the dark night 

    I come upon an ancient ruined wall 

    No one around as the end time approaches 

    I continue my lonely dismal walk 

    Rushing towards the end of time

    no more time for mere talk 

    death waits heading to the end of time

    Here We Go Again

    In a few short months
    The political silly season
    Will be upon us

    As the nation
    And world
    Prepares to choose

    The next leader
    Of these disunited States
    Of America

    Will the people
    Wake up
    And toss

    The boy child president
    Out on his proverbial butt?

    Will sanity prevail
    And reason return
    To the body politic?

    One can only hope
    But I fear
    That the Trumpmeister

    And the dark shadow figures
    Behind him

    Have many cards
    Up their proverbial sleeves

    And they know
    That the game is rigged
    They know how it is played
    And they know

    Where the bodies are buried
    For they buried the bodies

    And are prepared
    To do
    Whatever it takes

    To ensure
    Their buddy

    Their clown show
    Enabler

    Will be reelected
    So that they can continue
    To rape, and pillage
    The earth

    Making gazzilions
    Of dollars
    As the world burns
    And civilization grinds
    To a halt

    They will find a way
    To escape
    They are the ultimate survivors
    After all

    And they never
    Get voted off the island
    Because they own the island
    The TV station
    And everyone’s soul

    And so, here we go again
    And again

    Until the end of time itself
    A constant battle

    Against the dark evil forces
    Conspiring against common good

    To them
    We are just cogs
    In the machinery
    Mere inputs

    They don’t care
    About you or me
    All they care about
    Is how much they
    Money they can make
    Off of you

    Strap in
    Here we go again
    The ride will get bumpy
    Before it is all over

    NRA Please Stop Talking

    Another day
    Another mass shooting
    Another incident
    of domestic terrorism

    another gun man
    killing people
    because just because

    The NRA
    And their stooges
    Come out

    Flood the airways
    With their noxious
    Poisionous weasel words

    The NRA says
    Mass shootings
    Are like the weather

    You can’t control them
    You can’t predict them
    And you can’t prevent them
    Just have to accept it
    It is all god’s will

    Guns don’t kill people
    If guns were outlawed
    Only outlaws
    Would have guns

    Only solution
    Is more guns
    For everyone

    An armed society they say
    Is a polite society

    Support for gun control
    Is socialist/communist/fascist/anti-American/anti-Christian nonsense
    The beginning of tyranny

    If only the Jews had guns
    The holocaust would not have happened

    Jesus would want us all to be armed
    with machine guns
    To protect us against the evil doers

    It is the Christian thing to do
    To blow away evil doers
    With heavy arms

    In America
    Land of the free
    Home of the brave

    We can’t do anything
    At all
    About the mass carnage

    Unleashed by madmen with guns
    Who walk among us
    Searching for their next victims

    Any restriction of the right
    To bear arms
    Is tyranny at its worst
    The nanny state run amuck

    Talking about gun control
    After a tragic event
    Is just not the appropriate time

    We need prayers
    And meaningless thoughts

    Universal background checks
    Too onerous

    Registering guns
    Too burdensome

    Researching gun violence
    waste of tax payer money

    banning military style assault weapons
    restricts my right to blow
    away Bambi the deer with a M16

    in the end
    the NRA will keep talking
    talking and talking

    preventing anything
    from being done

    and we will have another
    Mass shooting event
    Before the day is out

    So my plead
    This day

    To the NRA
    And their stooges

    Talk is cheap
    Your comments
    Are not helping

    If you can’t
    Be a part of the solution
    Just stop talking
    Please stop talking

    And let the rest
    Of us
    Figure out

    How to stop
    The madness in the streets
    And stop the carnage

    So NRA

    Please
    just
    stop
    talking
    Now

    The End

    April 2017 Poem A Thon  – available on my web page only, with audio and photo clips

    2017 April Poems

    Index

    1. April 1 Berkeley California
    2. April 2 Lithia Springs
    3. April 3 Walls
    4. April 4 Changes
    5. April 5 Facing Life’s Challenges Together
    6. April 6 Wagon tire, Oregon 
    7. April 7 Watching Cats Hunt
    8. April 8 Landlord Blues
    9. April 9 Pane e circus 2017 Redux
    10. April 10 Long Live Emperor Donald the Ist
    11. April 11 3 Am Nightmares
    12. April 12 Zombie Apocalypse
    13. April 13 Spring Doositsu for Angela Poem a Thon
    14. April 14 Love Jones
    15. April 15 Kim Vs. Trump Twitter War 
    16. April 16 Why I am not a Christian Easter Thoughts
    17. April 17 Love Haiku 
    18. April 18 Coffee Haiku
    19. 18 Spring Time in Oregon 
    20. April 19 Cats 
    21. April 20 Secret Agency Man 
    22. April 21 COSTCO People Watching
    23. April 22 The Dogs of War are Howling
    24. April 23 Suburban Laundromat 
    25. April 24, I Want You Right Now
    26. April 25 The Decline of America
    27. April 27 Life is Wonderful 
    28. April 28 Sandwich Choices
    29. April 29 More Coffee Blues
    30. April 30 Rambling Man -Where Do I Belong?

    April 2018 Poem a Thon  – available on web page with audio and photo clips

    April 2018 Poems

    Index

    April 01  Thank God For Angela 

    April 02, 2018  Angela Haiku 

    April 03, 2018  2007 How Much I Despise You 

    April 03 Trump’s Wall Against Reason 

    April 04  It Has been Done Before 

    April 05  Walls Divide Us  

    April 06 Mr. Trump Tear Down this Wall 

    April 07   Angela Lee  

    April 08  Trump

    April 09 Trump 

    April 10 Haiku

    April 11 Hiking in the Spring time Snow 

    April 12  Learning I am Part Jewish 

    April 13 There is Nothing More to be Said

    April 14  Hiking the Hills of My Youth Hanibun 

    April 15 Living with Pain Hanibun

    April 16  Five Signs of the Apocalypse 

    April 17  Emperor Surveys the Eastern Sea 

    April 18  The General Unleashes the Kraken 

    April 19  Plead to the Computer Gods 

    April 20  Number of the Beast  

    April 21  The Neo-Fascists are Let loose 

    April 22  Life In Between 

    April 23  the Light Will Prevail April 

    April 24 April 19   Samonka for Angela 

    April 25  62 Years Young 

    April 26  Married Girl of My Dreams  

    April 27  The Darkness Grows  

    April 28 It was God’s Will They Say 

    April 29  Looking Out My Window 

    April 30 In Search of America – Hitching the USA in 1975 

    April 01  Thank God For Angela

    the end

  • Joined Commaful

    Joined Commaful

    I’ve joined a new poetry site, Commaful check it out.

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    posted the following love poems there today

    Index

    1. The Story of How We Met *

    2. Chains that Bind Us *

    3. Where Do You and I Begin? *

    4. Changes **

    5. I Want You Right Now ***

     

    The Story of How We Met

    It all began in Berkeley, California
    In the spring time of 1974

    One fateful afternoon
    I was dozing in my high school
    Physics class.

    I looked up and saw
    A tall, beautiful Asian women
    standing looking at me.

    I screamed out,
    Who are you?

    She disappeared
    like she was beamed away from my dream.

    I knew that someday I would meet the girl
    In the dream

    Little did I know
    I would have to wait until 1982

    Starting that month
    I began having the same dream
    Month and month and month.

    Always the same.
    She was saying something
    To me in a strange language.

    Then one day I had the dream
    and knew that she was in Korea.

    So I chose to go Korea
    In the Peace Corps,

    Somehow knowing
    That I would meet her there.

    One day I was in a foul mood.
    I had decided to give up on dating Korean women,
    And on women in general

    After having had several relationships
    That did not go anywhere.

    I was thinking of returning to the States
    For Graduate school.

    That morning early in the morning
    I had the last of these dreams.

    This time I understood her.
    She said, “Don’t worry.
    We’ll meet soon.”

    That evening
    As I was getting off the bus
    To go to my class
    I saw getting off the bus
    The girl in my dream.

    It was she!
    I was speechless.
    I did not know what to do.

    Over the course of the evening
    I ran into her several times.
    Finally I was introduced to her.

    I muttered some lame excuse
    About wanting to find a Korean tutor,
    and got her number.

    The next day she came to the gate of my base.
    Where I was teaching ESL to Koreans

    She said that she had to speak with me.
    I told to wait in the library for about an hour,
    and I would cancel class
    and meet her then.

    We went out for coffee.
    She told me that she was madly
    in love with me

    And simply had to have me.

    I told her I felt the same way.
    I proposed five days later,
    And got married one month later.

    Does she believe this story?
    She claims she does not believe it
    Because it is impossible to be true.

    But I know that there are other worlds
    And other times.

    In a past life we must have been together somehow.
    And our love was so strong
    That it crossed over the barrier of past lives.

    She found me in 1974,
    But it took until 1982
    For us to actually meet.

    And it has been 26 years
    Since we met in the physical sphere
    Or 37 years since the dream began

    And I still recall the dream
    And meeting her

    I had no choice
    When I met her

    We were fated to be together
    Until the end of this lifetime
    And the next and the next

     

     

    Changes

     

    I reflect upon my life
    As the sun comes up

    What could I have changed
    What would I have changed

    If I could go back in time
    What would I tell my earlier self

    What would I do differently
    And what have I learned

    The one thing
    that I would not have changed
    is meeting the women of my dreams

    the chance meeting on a bus
    that changed everything
    in a momen

    tI met my fate
    That day on the bus

    And that is the end of the story

     

    I Want You Right Now
    I still want you

    More than anything else in life
    I want you\I want you next to me
    I want you every moment

    Of every minute

    Of every day
    I need you in my life

    I need your wisdom

    I need your kindness

    I need your beauty
    I need your special wit

    And I need your ability

    To deal with this cruel world
    I need you to save me

    From the demons

    That haunt my Soul
    For you are my soul mate

    The only person
    Whoever completed me

    And made life worth living

    Chains That Bind Us

     
    I realize that my love for you

    Is like a chain of steel

    Unbreakable,

    Tough as nails

     

    and yet as your love entangles me

    I realize that I embrace my imprisonment
    and don’t want to venture out of my cell
    Made of our years together

    bit by bit we have become entangled
    Where I end and you begin
    Hopelessly entangled

    Even if I wanted to break free
    I could not
    For I am you and you are me

    and my fate is in your hands
    and so I relax

    and decide to just
    Enjoy the ride of my life

    as we move towards the final moments
    together as we have always been

    Inseparable, merged into one being

    Starting at each other
    wondering who is that person
    of eternal mystery

    That has so captured my soul
    and imprisoned it in her love
    And I smile thinking of your love

    and the endless pleasure it has brought me
    and the endless pain I have endured
    just to be next to you
    and part of you

    Until the day I die
    and we meet in the next world

    Where Do I and You Begin?

    I woke up one day and realized
    I no longer knew

    where you and I began
    and where you and I ended

    we had become almost one
    We talked in half sentences

    Knowing what the other wanted

    and knowing how it would end

     

    We ate the same foods with some resistance

    because I still crave an old-fashioned American meal

    but still, we were becoming more and more the same

     

    and I feared losing myself

    In your embrace

    and becoming you

    and you becoming me

     

    and this fear of losing me

    in the ocean of us

    overwhelms me at times

     

    but I know I will always

    Return to your arms

     

    because I cannot live

    A moment without you at my side

     

    and I know you are the same

    we feel each other’s inner pain

    we feel each other’s outer pain

     

    and our history has merged

    into one

     

    and is that not the secret

    of a long marriage?

     

    Have I figured it all out

    in the end, does it come to this

    a merging of two souls and two bodies?

     

    I don’t have the answers

    But I don’t have any more doubts

    or regrets with the path I have taken

     

    I still look forward

    to waking up each morning

     

    Seeing you there

    and knowing that every day

    we have together
    is a gift that I will cherish

    Until my dying breath

     

  • cosmic Haiku and other short poems

    cosmic Haiku and other short poems

    Cosmic Haiku and Other Short Poems

    I am a big fan of Haiku, Tanka, and other short poetical forms inspired by the Japanese and others.   here are some of my short poems. Some have been published, most have not.

    enjoy

    April 2018 Poems

    2017 April Poems

    April 2019 Poems

    haiku wiki

    Japanese short poetry forms

    Trump

    The President of the United States
    Republican Leader of the Free world
    Uber ales nations
    Muttering insanities
    Preposterous Nonsensical tweets

    Putin

    Post Modern Leader
    Uniting all the Russians
    Triumphant against all enemies
    Including the Great Satan
    Nevertheless always living in fear

    Somonka for Angela

    I have dreamt of you

    For almost seven long years
    And now you are here

    What can I do about this
    Only thing to do love you
    You are all I want

    All that I
    need in this life

    Thank to all the gods
    For bringing you in my life
    From now to the end of time

    63 Years Haut

    63 years old
    taught me a few things
    life is
    to short
    to carry a grudge
    live and love a lot

    Love Chinquapin

    My Love
    Haunting my dreams
    endlessly talking to me
    Then walked out of the dreams into
    my Life

    Four Haiku and a Tanka

    walking on the path
    in the world peace forest
    snowing cherry trees

    the world at peace
    walking with love of my life
    all is right with me

    the falling cherry trees
    along the path of the forest
    reminds us of love

    endless noise on TV
    quiet on the path outside
    peace in my soul

    Dangerous Times Tanka

    In dangerous times
    we retreat to our corners
    convinced we are right
    everyone else is evil
    everyone else must die

    Fake Pain Haiku version

    Fibromilyagia

    I have fake pain all day long

    Don’t know if it is real

    Angela Haiku

    Every day I wake up

    To the love of my long life

    And say Thanks to God

     

    Haiku Thinking of You

    Thinking of you, dear

    Wondering if you do too

    Thinking of me too

    Every Day I Wake Up

    Every day I wake up

    I see my fate in her face

    Fall into her spell

    Met My Fate  Haiku

    I met my late fate

    Seeing her face in a bar 

    And my fate ended

    Published Hello Magazine Bonsai Haiku

    Living with Pain Hanibun

    Back in 1996 I had the accident that changed everything.  I went jogging one morning. It was dark outside, and I thought that I knew the trail.  Big mistake.  I fell down a ledge hidden where the trail should have been.  I shattered me heal in a million pieces.  I was rushed to an ER and told that I need an emergency operation and would be bed ridden for four months.

    My wife was in San Antonio at the time serving in the Army, I was in DC working for the State Department.  I flew in a wheel chair to San Antonio where they proclaimed that they had to wait a week for the swelling to go down before they could operate.  The Air force doctors wanted to try a new procedure – using shark cartridge as a bone supplement.  The operation was a success until I quit taking antibiotics six months later.  I was in DC by myself then.  I went to the hospital for an unrelated thing -removal of a cist I think.  But the doctors took one look at me and proclaimed that the staph had become a multiple drug resistant staph and I needed an urgent operation.  The next day I had the third of 15 operations.  I endured six months at Walter Reed hospital but that was in the 90’s prior to the wars of the 21st century filled the base up. They had few customers and I got to know the doctors well.

    I know pain

    Intimately aware of every ache

    Every pain

    Ever since that day

    When I went under the knife

    And had the 14 operations

    That saved my life

    But I am not one to complain

    I became one with the pain

    Which I endure to this day

    Knowing that I am alive

    Having cheated death

    Twenty times in life

    Waiting for the grim reaper

    To finally claim me

    But that day has not come

    And until then

    I will endure

    Hiking the Hills of My Youth

    I grew up in Berkeley, California in the 60’s.  Ever since I was a youngster I would wander the hills of Berkeley hiking for hours by myself and sometimes with my friends.  I explored every nook and cranny every corner of the hills and got to know nature in its infinite beauty.

    Ever since those days I have longed for the day that I could spend my days hiking and wondering the hills.  Now that I am retired and living in Korea I can go for a long walk in the hills every day I want.  It is not the same as the hills I grew up, no vistas of the Bay and it is in Korea to boot but most days it is sufficient as I head out early afternoon and conquer four or five miles of hills just enjoying that fact that I can still move and am still very much alive at age 62.

    I grew up hiking the hills of Berkeley, California

    Grew up knowing every corner of the hills

    And the infinite beauty of the Bay Area

    And now I find myself in a strange land

    With time on my hands

    I wander the hills above the airport

    In Incheon Korea

    And wander about here and there

    Just being grateful

    That I am still alive

    And kicking at age 62

    There is nothing more to be said

    There is nothing more to be said

    Nothing more I can add

    Nothing more than this

    I will love you

    Until the end of time itself

    and death does us part

    A message for you

    A message for you
    from the universe itself
    in the eastern sea

    Love Endures

    Love Endures

    the longer I live

    the more I learn 

    that nothing endures in life

    other than the love 

    I share with you

    the cancer that is Trump

    The cancer that is Trump

    Will continue to fester

    and continue to cause turmoil

    that is the nature 

    of the malignant cancer

    that is the Trump Presidency

    62 Years Young

    62 Years young 

    I am 62 years young

    62 years around the sun

    37 of those years

    I have spent

    with the love of my life

    Married the Girl of my Dreams

    true love romance story

    I married the girl of my Dreams

    first dreamt of her 

    back in 1974

    Eight years later

    she walked off a bus

    and into my life 

    Success

    In 62 years around the sun

    I have learned a few things

    About life and the universe

    The most important thing in life

    Is to have a successful love life

    That is all one needs after all

    Haiku Thinking of You

    Thinking of you, dear

    Wondering if you do too

    Thinking of me too

    Coffee Haiku

    I like my coffee

    Like my women hot as hell

    sweet Like Heaven

    Spring Doositsu

    Waking up seeing you there

    Watching you as you wake up

    Fills me with such sweat desire

    Overcoming my mind

    I sit watching you all day

    Thinking of you all day long

    Wild erotic imaginings

    Love making to come

    That old blues song come to mind

    I just want to make love to you

    I just want to make love to you

    Nothing more than that that

    I end this morning with this thought

    You are still the most wonderful

    The most beautiful creature

    In the whole universe

    Love Triclinia

    One Summer Day

    I saw a rose on the bus

    I met my fate

    Nuclear War Looms

    nuclear war looms

    North Korea U.S. Launch Nukes

    End of the world

    Zombies Apocalypse

    the zombies unleashed

    killing everyone they see

    zombie apocalypse

    Evil Fog

    evil fog descends

    killing everyone at once

    end of life on earth

    Zombie to the right

    Zombies to the right

    Zombies to the left of me

    Zombies run amuck

    Ghosts in Scotland

    While touring Scotland

    Meeting Ghosts in the wild moors

    I believe in ghosts

    angela


    angela 
    the love of my life
    came to me out of a dream 
    walked off a bus into my life
    filling my life with red passion

    Thanks Haiku

    Every morning

    I wake up alive with you

    I give thanks to the Gods

    Damn it all to Hell

    Damn it all to Hell

    My damn computer

    Ate all my damn files

    I am still trapped

    I am still trapped

    Stuck inside my computer

    My damn computer

    I love my computer

    I love  computer

    When it works for me

    Usually nothing

    Computer hates me

    Computer hates me

    He wants to kill my files

    Wants to kill me too

    Computer hates me 2

    Computer hates me

    It wants to drive me insane

    Wants to kill my files

    For once I would Like

    For once I would Like

    To have my computer work right

    Do what is should do

    Perhaps if I am nice

    Perhaps if I am nice

    To my computer

    It will be nice to me

    Perhaps today it will

    Perhaps today it will

    Not give haiku messages 

    That it loves to sprout

    My bad computer

    My bad computer

    Is so damn evil

    Almost killed me

    What a Fate I have

    What a Fate I have

    To become a slave to it

    To my damn computer

    I love my machine

    I love my machine

    My mad as a hat machine

    Bat shit crazy machine

    My dear computer

    My dear computer

    Loves to send me these love notes

    Computer haiku

    My favorite Haiku

    My favorite Haiku

    General failure reading

    Disk drive fatal error

    Computer Tanka

    For once in my life

    I would like my computer

    To turn on and work

    Do what it supposed to do

    Without sprouting haiku

    I hate my computer

    I hate my computer

    It seems to hate me as well

    Just refuses to work

    Ornery son of a bitch machine

    ornery machine

    Trying to drive me quite insane

    My computer loves

    My computer loves

    me not at all wants to kill

    me and all my files

    wants to take my soul away

    turn me into its evil clone

    My bad computer

    My bad computer

    Has been infected with a virus

    Wants to kill my soul

    Transforming consuming

    Taking me inside its soul

    My mad computer

    Infected with a virus

    Everything it touches

    Corrupted by mad zombies

    Controlled by evil AI 

    Revenge is mine

    Revenge is mine

    Screams the mad evil machine

    As it lurks to life

    Trying to hunt me down

    Death to all human beings

    Every day I wake up

    Every day I wake up

    I see my fate in her face

    Fall into her spell

    Met My Fate  Haiku

    I met my late fate

    Seeing her face in a bar 

    And my fate ended

    Published Hello Magazine Bonsai Haiku

     

    True Sucess

    The most important thing in life

    Is to have a successful love life

    That is all one needs after all

    Haiku Thinking of You

    Thinking of you, dear

    Wondering if you do too

    Thinking of me too

    Spring Doositsu

    Waking up seeing you there

    Watching you as you wake up

    Fills me with such sweat desire

    Overcoming my mind

    I sit watching you all day

    Thinking of you all day long

    Wild erotic imaginings

    Love making to come

    That old blues song come to mind

    I just want to make love to you

    I just want to make love to you

    Nothing more than that that

    I end this morning with this thought

    You are still the most wonderful

    The most beautiful creature

    In the whole universe

    Dream Girl

    In search of dream girl

    I spent seven years looking

    she walked into Life 

     

    impossible dreams

    impossible dreams

    sometimes they do come to life

    sometimes come true

    Impossible dreams 2

    Impossible dreams

    I have had a few come true

    Dreamt of meeting wife

    And in my dream life

    And in my dream life

    She walked out of my dreaming

    Night time vision came true

    Life is but a dream

    Life is But a Dream

    That is what they say my dear

    And I have lived dreams

    Dreaming of meeting her

    Dreaming of meeting her

    Then she walks out of the dream

    And into my arms

    Recently I learned that I was part Jewish

    That was long rumored in our family tree

    Never confirmed until DNA came again

    But whether my Jewish ancestors lived

    Or died in the holocaust I have no heard

    Never again will we live through that pain

    Neo Fascism Must Be Defeated Again

    In this day and age of fake news

    And neo fascism rising yet again

    It is important to bear witness

    To the undeniable fact

    That the holocaust can never ever come again

    That is what we must vow every day

    Never again

    The Neo Fascists are let loose

    By their champion the man in Orange

    Whose racist mutterings have let loose

    The ranting nutty voices of the right

    Championing their god given right

    To rule and regulate all that they see

    Married Girl of My Dreams

    I married the girl of my Dreams

    first dreamt of her back in 1974

    Eight years later

    she walked off a bus

    and into my life

     62 Years young

    I am 62 years young

    62 years around the sun

    37 of those years I have spent with the love of my life —

    Love Endures

    the longer I live

    the more I learn 

    that nothing endures in life

    other than the love 

    I share with you

    The Future of NYC

    In the distant future

    the world will end

    with a massive flood

    and NYC will slowly sink

    beneath the waves

    and mankind will die 

    Best Friend for 55 years    

    I have known Robert S since the first grade

    over 55 years sharing life’s journeys 

    introduced me to demon rum and weed  

    Was there when I dreamt of my wife  

    and there during my 14 operations 

    My Memory Bank

    Matt and I met in Latin class in the 9th grade

    he managed my first election as BHS president

    He knows most of my secrets 

    and reminds me of my past misdeeds 

    keeping me humble and alive 

    Best Friend in the Universe

    I met my best friend, my soul mate 

    in a dream in high school

    eight years later she walked off a bus

    and entered my life 35 years ago

    Still, my best friend I ever had 

    26 Alphabetical Haiku

    A

    The Love of My Life

    A is for Angela

    Love her Forever

    B

    B is for breathing

    Sometimes I forget to do so

    And will pay the price 

    C

    C is for Charlie

    All the Charlies in the world

    Every last one of them

    D

    D is for my Friend

    Demel Tucker was his name

    He died way too soon

    E

    E is for ever green

    The Eucalyptus.  trees

    That cover the East Bay

    F

    F is for friendship

    All my friends in the world

    I remember you

    G

    G is for golfing

    Sometime I never could do

    But always wanted

    H

    H is for Hotels

    The best and the worst everywhere

    Here there and in SF

    I

    I is for Indians

    Indian and American

    And the Cherokees 

    J

    J is for Japan

    Japanese Food and Sake

    Hot Sake tonight

    K

    Best Korean Food

    K is for Korea

    Soju Malkali

    120 L

    L is for Latin

    The language I struggle with

    Latina lovers

    M

    M for your mama

    My crazy Mother as well

    Everyone’s mothers

    N

    N is for never

    Ever ever use the N Word

    Even amongst friends

    O

    for Ohio

    Okaholma City too

    And Oregon

    P

    Pennsylvania

    Pittsburg and Phillie Cheese Steaks

    True Decadece

    R

    R for Russia

    The Russian gate

    Scandal de jour

    Q

    Q is for Queers

    My best LGBT friends

    Where ever they live

    127 S

    S for Satanic

    I don’t believe you exist

    Powers and spells

    T

    T is for Turkey

    The country and bird

    The Thanksgiving feasts

    U

    U is unwarry

    So Unfriendly

    So very un-cool

    V

    V is for victory

    V is for vegan veggies

    Very green smoothies

    132 W

    Whatever will be

    Whoever you want to be

    Whatever  you want

    133 X

    X marks the spot here

    Burried treasures and loot

    Or just mad dreams

    134 Y

    Y is for saying Yes

    Yes to everything under the sun

    And throughout the night

    136 Z

    Z is for the show Zoo

    Still haunts my every night mare

    The animals kill

  • Duane Poetree Poems 2016-2019

    Duane Poetree Poems 2016-2019

    Cosmos Poem’s published on Duane’s Poetree.

    My friend, Duane Voorhes, who I have known for decades, has a great poetry site and has published a number of my poems. Here they are.

    The url is jake cosmos aller poems on poetree

    Duane Poetree Publishes Sandwich Choicese

    Enjoy

    The Shape of History

    Once I too had ambition
    I had the usual dreams of glory and grandeur
    All I wanted to be was to be a great creative genius

    Only I did not know
    How to kiss ass creatively

    Once I had dreams of greatness
    I would be glorious and free
    All would envy and admire

    This man so noble and great
    Now I am tied down in mirthless mire

    Once I hustled
    Once I took no shit from anyone
    Once I wanted the universe

    Now I am contented to shit
    And refuse to bustle
    Why bother anymore

    In the gathering gloom
    Of the foreseeable future

    One thing is certain
    I do not want a room

    On the scrap heap of society
    And yet that might be my fate

    Strong Wine

    One night
    I was staring
    In my wine glass

    Deep in thought
    When I saw
    Something in my wine
    That haunts me still

    I saw in the bottom of the glass
    Evil doers abandon evil
    And became saints

    I saw rich men give up
    Their awesome greed
    And poor people
    Awarded dignity

    And all men
    Became brothers

    All women
    Became sisters

    And war ended once and for all
    And peace broke out
    And hatred disappeared

    And I stared
    Into my glass wine

    I drink the wine
    Hoping the vision

    Would infect me
    And change the world

    But alas the world
    Remained the same

    The evil doers came back
    The rich continued to conspire
    And the poor still remained poor
    And the war continued on and on

    So I drank my wine
    And went to sleep

    Saturday, March 16, 2019

    The Revolution Is Coming

    A revolution is coming
    I can feel it in my bones

    A revolution is coming
    And it will wipe out
    The collapsing edifices
    Of the American Empire

    The masses are rising up
    To throw off their chains
    And demand justice

    The masses are coming
    For the masters of the universe
    Their days are numbered
    And they know it too

    One day
    The masses will rise up
    Storm the citadels of power

    Arresting the corrupt leaders
    In the name of revolutionary justice

    Stringing them up
    Executing them
    One by one

    As the revolutionary fires
    Consume the nation

    And I can’t wait
    For the revolution
    Is long over due

    Until I met the end
    Of my life

    Still wondering what it all meant

     

    Rambling Man – Where Do I Belong?

    I have been a rambling man
    All my adult life

    Grew up in Berkeley, California
    Went to college in Hayward and Oberlin

    During my lost year
    Lost in a fog of booze and pot

    Then I came back to reality
    And went to college

    In Stockton, California
    The Central Valley

    Ohio transplanted to California
    Then after four years in Stockton

    With extended weekends
    And breaks in Berkeley

    I became an expatriate wanderer
    Peace Corps worker in Korea

    Then taught ESL in Korea
    For four years

    Occasionally returning to my home
    But always wanting to be elsewhere

    Then back to Korea

    And then Seattle for four years
    Driving back and forth to the bay area
    Stopping off in Southern Oregon

    Eventually bought a house and duplex
    In Southern Oregon

    Vaguely thinking we would retire there
    Some day when my rambling ways were over

    Then back to Korea for three more years
    Then I joined the Foreign service

    And my wife the military
    And I wandered the world again

    Always somewhere
    Always dreaming of my next somewhere

    Never there
    As I was a permanent expat

    And a diplomat to boot
    Never a local

    But never really felt I belong there
    Or in the America
    That was becoming more and more
    A foreign land
    The longer I stayed away

    I stayed on in DC for almost ten years
    Off and on
    But never really felt that I belong there

    I was too West Coast in my heart
    And DC seemed to be

    Just a place to stay
    In between travels

    Stayed in Thailand
    Then later India
    And Eastern Caribbean
    And later Spain

    Traveled to 45 countries
    Lived in ten

    And now I am retired
    Still torn between

    living the expat life
    In Seoul, Korea

    And returning to the West Coast
    And occasionally back to DC
    And Florida as well

    And I wonder
    Where do I belong

    Where do I belong
    Other than wherever
    My wife and I end up

    Neither here nor there
    Half way there

    And so is that my fate
    Never to really belong

    Never to have roots in the ground
    Always wanting to be somewhere else

    Always a stranger in my native land
    And a stranger in my other home
    Across the sea

    There is no answer to these questions
    As the rambling urge comes again

    And I prepare to move yet again
    Hoping someday I will be

    Somewhere where I can stop
    These rambling blues
    And really be there

    More Coffee Blues

    One morning as I drank my fake coffee
    I needed to go out and get a cup of real coffee

    The fake coffee just did not do the trick
    It tasted almost like the real thing

    But just did not have that kick
    And I needed it bad
    I needed the real coffee buzz

    I realized that I was a coffee addict
    I tried to just drink decaf

    But it was boring
    And almost as bad as the fake coffee
    That I drank

    Caffeine was bad for me
    I knew it

    But I craved the rush
    Craved the intense buzz
    Craved the hyperactivity

    Kept me up all day
    And caused me nightmares

    Sometimes for days on end
    I knew I could not handle it

    But like all addicts
    I needed my coffee buzz

    And so, I once more
    Drank my drug of choice

    And entered the coffee zone
    As I fried my brain
    With caffeine

    The last legal drug
    In neo-puritan America

    And I smiled as I gave in
    To the intoxicating smell
    And flavor of my coffee
    And surrender my free will

    And drank my coffee
    Waiting for the nightmares to come

    Sandwich Choices

    Fake Food Poems

    There are so many choices to be had
    When ordering a sandwich

    What kind of bread
    What kind of meat or any meat
    What kind of cheese or any cheese
    Whether to have sprouts or not
    Whether to have a pickle or not

    Whether to go with a classic peanut butter
    And something sandwich

    I loved peanut butter sandwiches
    As a kid

    Peanut butter and sweet pickles were my favorite
    Peanut butter and banana is good also

    Peanut butter and strawberry jam
    What a delightful memory

    My current favorite

    Is a BLT with sprouts, avocado, and kosher dill pickles.
    Heirloom red tomatoes one slice per each half

    Avocado one half per each half
    One half pickle on each half

    Bacon cooked just right – well done but not black
    Sprouts and lettuce just right

    Tillamook Yellow smoked cheddar cheese
    On each half

    On gluten free bread
    with chipotle mayo
    And Dijon mustard

    Cut in half

    Truly a sandwich made in heaven
    And bacon makes everything
    Taste so damn nice

    And God if you are reading this poem
    You had better prepare them for me
    Or Heaven will not be worth it

    Does Satan serve BLT sandwiches
    I wonder

    Probably not
    Probably you become the bacon
    In his hell sandwiches

    The Decline of America

    Year of Chaos Finally Ends

    outlaw poetry

    You see it everywhere
    The unmistakable signs

    That the decline of America
    Is in full swing

    As our emperor in waiting
    Withdraws the US

    From the climate change agreement
    Giving the proverbial finger
    To 195 world leaders

    And ignoring the personal appeal
    Of the G7 and the Pope

    Making America Great
    By making America all alone
    In its growing irrelevance

    As the world leaders turn away
    From dealing with the US

    And we have gone past the tipping point
    There is nowhere left to go
    But downward

    As the Empire begins to collapse
    Victim of imperial overreach
    Like all empires before

    The DC metro on a good day
    Is a broken-down remnant
    Of a once proud system

    On a bad day
    It is an accident that happens
    Over and over again
    Killing and maiming people

    The future of mass transit
    Its proponents said

    The interstate highway system
    Is falling apart day by day
    Our bridges are falling down
    Our transit is a world joke

    The cost of rebuilding America mounts
    And our politicians are afraid
    That it will cost trillions of dollars

    Just to prevent the US from collapsing
    Into third world irrelevance

    And our idiot president’s answer
    Is to sell our highways and bridges
    To the highest foreign bidder

    Treating the US as just another failed company
    Ready to be stripped for cash and profits
    By the vulture capitalists who took over the government

    We have the world’s most expensive military
    A million dollars per missile

    And yet we can’t find the money
    To provide decent health care for all

    Bombs and tax cuts for the wealthy
    Are the only things
    That the Republicans care about

    And the world looks in amazement
    At the clown boy President

    As he struts about
    Looking more and more
    Like some Banana Republic
    President for life

    With his family grabbing as much loot
    As they can
    From the federal government

    Before the coming revolution
    Overthrows them

    When did we start this decline?
    Some say 1960s started it
    Others say Nixon’s to blame

    Others claim that it was Carter’s fault
    Or Saint Reagan’s fault

    Or the other boy President GW Bush
    Or Obama the fake American’s fault

    Does it really matter
    All I know
    Is the America I knew

    The can do anything country
    The country that went to the moon
    Is alas no more

    And I morn for our lost liberties
    Our lost sense of purpose

    Our lost sense that America
    Was the last great hope of Mankind

    And still I wonder
    Can America be made great again?
    As our President Trump proclaims

    The end times approaches
    Nuclear war is talked about

    Another missile crisis
    And instead of JFK leading the country
    We have Donald John Trump

    The one and only
    The greatest con man
    To ever get elected

    And I fear the end is in sight
    As America begins its decline

    Will we be one country
    Or will we erupt into a civil war

    Can we survive
    Two nations divided
    Into the red and blue camps

    The coastal elites and multiethnic cities
    And Jesus land in the rural hinterlands
    And the deep south remains apart

    The right claims that the left has started it
    And the left claims that the right has started it

    And both sides claim that the civil war
    Is inevitable

    A fight for the future of our country
    Will we go back to the mythical past
    When white men ruled the land
    And women and minorities knew their place
    And gays stayed in the closet?

    Or will we embrace a progressive future
    With an economy that works for all

    And a world in which there is no ethnic majority anymore
    And women and men are equal
    And the GLBT community has full rights

    I have no answer
    It seems the end is coming
    Sooner than we think

    As Emperor Trump leads us
    Down a dark, strange dangerous path

    And so, it goes
    The decline of empires

    And I pray
    That I may survive
    The end of times

    Suburban Laundromat
    – thanks to Don Teeter for the inspiration
    from a FB posting

    Suburban Laundromat Scenes

    Suburban laundromat
    Anywhere USA

    I often go to a suburban laundromat
    Near my suburban apartment

    I can sit in my car
    Listen to jazz, classical or blues
    On my car’s radio

    And watch my machine
    Doing its suburban laundry duty

    Just spinning and spinning and cleaning
    Doing its thing its laundry thing

    The neighborhood is anywhere USA
    Strip malls, apartment houses, townhouses

    A fire station, a police station
    Banks, cell phone shops

    Restaurants from around the world
    At the parking lot’s edge

    As I approach I notice
    Gentlemen of the off-grid class

    Sitting among their Hogs
    Stoned off the semi legal weed

    Smiling at me
    With an I don’t give a fuck attitude

    That is somewhat contagious
    They tell stories

    Paranoid ramblings
    Containing a kernel of truth

    As they watch their clothes
    Like a hawk

    The clothes spin and spin and spin
    As the laundry machine does its laundry thing

    The machines don’t care about what we humans think
    They just do their duty as the man says

    Across the old run down boulevard
    The light rail line uses a right of way
    That dates to the mid 1850’s

    An old Indian game trail perhaps
    That the white man turned into the first road
    In these parts

    People come and go
    Some in cars

    Some on foot
    People from all over the world

    Speaking languages from everywhere
    But all understand English to some extent

    And many understand Spanish to some extent
    I feel everyone is united

    Chiefly by their transience
    And think back on old Latin saying

    Sic transit Gloria mundi
    And wonder if these are the end days

    And ask the laundry machine
    What does it think

    The laundry machine pauses
    Seems to think

    And looks at me
    Almost saying

    WTF do you think
    A laundry machine knows?

    And so, I gather my items
    Nod to the regulars

    Who interrupt their endless paranoid arguments
    Acknowledging my existence

    And I stumble back
    To my suburban apartment
    Truly paradise on earth

     

    Where am I going to?

    Rambling man
    Where are you going to?
    When will you settle down

    Last summer I drove across the country
    31 States
    Ten national parks
    10,000 miles

    Saw fly over country
    DC
    Virginia spent the night at Ft Lee
    North Carolina
    South Carolina
    Georgia spent the night at naval base
    Florida spent five days at AFB in Tampa
    Florida Tallahassee spend the night
    Alabama spent the night in Birmingham
    Arkansas spent the night in Hot Springs
    lost
    money
    Mississippi
    Missouri
    Oklahoma spent the night in Midwest city
    Texas spent the night in Amarillo
    New Mexico spent the night in Albuquerque lost money
    Arizona stopped by the side of the road in Winslow
    Drove part of route 66
    Nevada Las Vegas lost money
    Nevada Reno lost money
    Nevada Topanah lost money
    Northern California
    Oregon Ashland stayed a month
    Oregon spent night in small town
    Drove down highway 395 loneliest highway in the US
    Idaho spent the night in Burl
    Wyoming spent five days in Grand Tetons
    South Dakota Rapid City
    Minnesota spent the night in the twin city’s saw the Mall of America
    Illinois Chicago Yeah
    Indiana nowhere villa
    Wisconsin Madison nice town
    Ohio spent the night outside Columbus
    Pennsylvania Pittsburgh
    West Virginia
    Virginia
    DC
    Then back to Korea
    Next year will go to Washington State, Montana, Idaho and down to Zion Canyon

    Looking Out My Window

    I look out my window
    On the parking lot

    And see the mad cat
    That lives underneath
    the apartment house

    And look out at the park
    Thinking of taking a walk

    The cat looks at me
    Kindred spirits perhaps
    Retired waiting to die

    Lost and Found

     

    I was lost
    And you found me

    You walked out of my dreams
    And into my life

    And that made all the difference
    In the world

    As you entered my life
    I was all alone in this cruel world

    And you provided shelter
    And comfort

    I did not know what I wanted
    And you gave me what I wanted

    You gave me meaning
    You gave me purpose

    You gave me love
    And understanding

    peace and happiness
    Joy, laughter and fun

    You were endlessly fascinating
    Could not keep my eyes off of you

    You were the most beautiful women
    In the world to me

    And you still are
    So many years later

    Like a fine bottle of wine
    Gets better with age

    And you gave me
    Endless nights of wild love making

    Which has gotten better
    As well

    And I fell under your spell
    from the day I met you

    I was lost
    And you found me

    And if you go first
    I will be lost again

    Can’t live without you
    By my side

    Thus is has always been
    Between us

    We are so entangled
    So interwoven

    And that is the way
    It was meant to me

    Incheon 2016

    I live in Incheon
    Part of the 3 million people who live here
    Mostly Koreans
    90,000 foreigners though live here too

    My apartment is next to a park
    And I walk almost daily in the mountains
    Losing myself in the hills
    Overlooking the airport

    The town has lots of restaurants
    Places too go
    Things to do

    And the airport is next door

    Soon there will be a casino complex opening up
    As they turn this quiet suburban village
    Into a Mini-Las Vegas
    Complete with a strip

    Can’t wait

    Going to Seoul is a snap
    50 minutes on the train

    And I am there
    Wherever I want to be

    Korea is turning out to be
    A good place to live

    So much better
    Than it was when I first arrived in 1979
    And it was grim back then

    Now it is the toast of Asia
    And for that I am glad

    Rapid City No Where

    Summer 2016
    We drove across the country
    Just the wife and me

    10,000 miles
    31 states
    Three months on the road

    I now know why people don’t live
    In South Dakota

    Hot, dry dusty
    Windy as hell

    Black Hills are nice
    But after seeing Mt. Rushmore
    There is not much left to do

    Rapid City did not impress me
    Nor did Sioux Falls

    And wall drugs
    Well the free water was nice
    But it is a nothing town
    In a nothing state

    On the edge of the badlands
    And the Sioux reservation

    There is a reason the Indians live there
    No one else wanted the land

    And they are warehoused there
    So I drove through Rapid City

    And thought that it is the heart
    of Trump Land

    The land of the forgotten
    The left behind

    Just another nothing burger of a State
    In the middle of nowhere
    Truly flyover country

    a million ways to say I love you

    They say
    There are a million ways
    To say I love you

    In this day and age
    I could only find
    In my computer’s brain

    The words to say I love you
    In 100 languages Spoken on this planet

    Someday I may be able
    To say the simple words

    I love you
    In all known languages

    This will have to suffice for a start
    So I will say it

    Loud, and clear
    Just so you understand:

    MandarinWǒ ài nǐ
    Spanishte amo, te quiero
    EnglishI love you
    Hindimain tumse pyar karta hoon
    Arabic Ahabak
    Portugueseeu te amo
    Bengali Āmi tōmāẏa bhālōbās
    Russian ya  lyublyu tebya
    Japanese watashi wa, anata o aishiteimasu
    Punjabi maiṁ tuhānū pi’āra karadā hāṁ
    Germanich liebe dich
    Javanese Aku tresna sampeyan Wu
    (Shanghainese)(ngu eh nóng)Ngu long hushin long lahMalay
    Indonesia nsaya sayang awak
    Korean salanghae
    Telugu nēnu ninnu prēmistunnānu
    Vietnamese anh yêu em
    French je t’aime
    Marathi mī tujhyāvara prēma karatō
    Tamil nāṉ uṉṉai kātali kkiṟēṉ
    Urdu – (mein ap say muhabat karta hoon)
    farsi– (mein ap say muhabat karti hoon)
    Persian/Farsi(asheghetam) used in poetry and songs – (dūset dāram)
    Turkish seni seviyorum
    Cantonesengóh oi néih
    Italianti amo
    ThaiP̄hm rạk khuṇ
    GujaratiHuṁ tanē prēma karuṁ chu
    Basque maite zaitut
    Polish kocham Cię
    Pashto(za la ta sara meena kawom)
    KannadaNānu ninnannu prītisuttēne
    Malayalamñān ninne snēhikkunnu
    Sundaneseabdi bogoh ka anjeun
    ChamorroHu guiaya hao
    Hausa Ina son ka
    Burmese Main nkohkyittaal
    Oriyamu tumoku bhala paye
    ArmenianYes sirum yem k’yez
    Ukrainianya tebe lyublyu
    Bhojpurihum tohse pyaar kareni
    TagalogIniibig kita
    Yorubamo nifẹ rẹ
    Maithilihawm ahāṃ se prem karechi
    Sindhi Man tokhe prem karyan ti or Man tokhe prem karyan to
    Uzbek Men seni Sevaman
    AmharicEwedihalehu
    Fulami yidi ma
    Igbo a hụrụ m gị n’anya
    OromoSin jaalladha’
    Romaniante iubesc
    AzerbaijaniMən səni sevirəm
    Manipuri/Meiteiəi-nə nəng-bu nung-shi
    ChichewaNdimakukonda
    Ndi makukondani
    Cebuanogihigugma TIKA
    Dutchik hou van je
    KurdishEz hej te dikim
    Serbo-CroatianVolim te
    Malagasy tiako ianao
    Nepali Ma timīlā’ī māyā garchu
    Saraikimẽ tenū̃ piār kardā hā̃
    Santaliing aming sibilama
    Khmerkhnhom​ sralanh​ anak
    Sinhale semama oyāṭa ādareyi
    BambaraM’bi fe
    Assamese môi apunak bhal paû
    Madurese Kula tresna / panjengan
    Somali Waan ku jeclahay
    Magahi həm t̪oːraː seː pjaːr kərə hɪjoː/
    DogriMinjo tere naal pyar hega
    Marwari main tanne pyaar karoon
    Hungarian Szeretlek
    Chewandimakukondani
    Kinyar wanda Ndagukunda
    Greek Se agapó
    AkanTwiMe dor wo
    Khasii eit ieit
    Kazakhmen seni jaqsı köremin
    TswanaKe a go rata
    Hebrew(man to a woman) –
    “Ani Ohev Otach”
    (woman to a man) –
    “Ani Ohevet Otcha”
    (woman to a woman) –
    “Ani Ohevet Otach”
    (man to a man) –
    “Ani Ohev Otcha”
    Zulu Ngiyakuthanda
    CzechMiluji tě
    KinyarwandaNdagukunda
    Kokanihav tujo mog korta
    Haitian CreoleMwen renmen ou
    AfrikaansEk het jou lief
    Ilokano Ayayatenka, (ay-aya-ten kaw)
    QuechuaKuyayki
    KirundiNdagukunda
    Swedishjag älskar dig
    HmongKuv hlub koj
    ShonaNdinokuda
    HiligaynonPalangga ko ikaw
    Guina higugma ko ikaw
    Uyghur(Män sızni söyümän)
    Balochi Tu mana doost biyeh
    Belarusian ja ciabie kachaju
    Mossi Kei te aroha au ki a koe
    Xhosa ndiyakuthanda
    KonkaniHav tukka Mog Karta
    Gaelic Gra

    I love you in multiple language

    Angel Of Desire

    One day,
    A long, long,
    long long
    long time ago

    In a distant land
    and place
    There lived
    a lonely, wretched man

    He was filled with anger,
    hatred and despair
    All was lost,
    darkness and gloom

    He wandered
    the world
    Here
    and there

    Looking
    for something
    He knew not what
    he was looking for

    Then one fine evening
    He looked up and saw
    A vision,
    an angel of delight

    A woman of divine splendor
    A lady so fantastic
    He thought
    surely he was dreaming

    He did not know
    what to say
    He did not
    know what to do

    All he could do
    Was stare
    at this unearthly vision
    that had appeared before him

    He approached her
    He needed her
    He wanted her
    he desired her

    He knew that
    if he could
    not have her
    He would surely die

    His mind was aflutter
    His mind was filled
    With the vision of that beauty
    Overwhelming him with desire

    Soon he met her
    Wooed her,
    married her

    Life
    changed forever
    from that
    moment forward

    The gloom lifted
    The darkness
    was banished

    Sunshine
    filled his heart
    And music
    filled his ears

    Every time
    he looked at her
    His heart went aflutter
    He could not live without her

    Then one day
    This man
    was forced to live
    Another life of loneliness

    Despair and Darkness
    All around
    him yet again

    The lady of his dreams
    The angel of his desire
    Lives 10,000 miles away

    Leaving him
    in darkness,
    gloom and despair

    The only hope he has
    Is that soon,
    one day

    This separation will end
    Forever more

    And then
    he will be complete yet again
    With his Angel of Desire

    And the Darkness, gloom and anger
    Will be banished forever more
    In the brightness of her eternal smile

    So he lies down to sleep
    And sees
    his Angel in his dreams

    Wakes up with a smile
    Knowing soon
    he will be with her

    Forever more together
    With his Angel of Desire

    Spin Masters Spinning Away the Day

    Every moment
    I turn on the TV

    What do I see
    Nothing but liars
    laying down lies
    Spin Masters spinning
    spam of deceit

    Chanting
    The truth will set you free
    White is black
    Black is white

    Lies are true
    Truth is a lie
    Lies will set you free

    I see nothing
    But politicos
    Dropping down lies

    UN truths masquerading as the truth
    Oh so sincerely
    The lies spew forth so sweetly
    From their corrupted lips

    The toxic wastes
    Spree out of my TV set
    Infecting my soul
    With paranoid distrust

    And I vainly try
    I do try
    God do I try
    To the find

    The nugget of truth
    Buried deep in the dark, dank, dangerous
    Black, evil miasmic mists

    Given off
    By the talking heads on TV
    So I leave my house
    So full of doubt

    And wander about
    Looking for the truth
    Some semblance of hope
    Something to drive away
    The dark despair in my heart

    And I look up
    And see a solitary cherry tree

    High up on a hill top street
    Infusing the air
    With its sweat ambrosia

    And I smile
    Knowing
    Someday soon

    The national nightmare
    Of rule by the body snatched
    Resident evil ones
    pawns of Hell

    Descendants of dread Cthulhu
    The ancient ones

    Yes the darkness
    That has descended upon the world
    One day
    Will be pierced by the light
    Of clarity and truth

    And the evil ones
    The body snatched aliens
    Inhabiting our leaders
    Will be banished

    Back to the hell hole
    They crawled out

    This much I know
    And it is enough

    To make me smile
    Laugh and hope
    Again

    coffee

    Hot as hell, heavenly sweet
    My daily hot coffee fix
    Sends Me to Heaven then Crashes into Hell

    Snarling Cup of Coffee

    I like to start my day
    with a hot cup of coffee
    I pound down the coffee

    First thing I do every day as the dawning sun
    Lights up my lonesome room

    Yeah, but not just a simple cup of java Joe, but a God damn snarling sarcastic smarmy cup of coffee
    I mean, – we are talking about an alcoholic, all speed ahead, always hot, always fresh, always there when I need it, angry, attitude talk to the hand Ztude, bad, bad assed, beats breaking, beatnik, bluesy, bitter, bitchy, bombs away, capitalistic, caffeinated up the ass, cinematic, communistic, Colombian grown, Costa Rican inspired, Cowabunga to the max, crazy assed, devilishly angelic, divine, divinely inspired, dyslexic, epic, extreme vetting, evil eye, expensive, erotic vision inducing, Ethiopian coffee house brewed, euphoric, freaky, freazoid, foxy, Frenched kissed, French brewed, funkified, foxy lady, graphic, GOD in my coffee, with Allah, Ganesh, Jesus, Kali, Buddha, Christians, Durga, Hindus, Mohamed, Jesus and Mo and their friend, the cosmic bar maid, Sai Babai, Shiva, Taoists, Zoroastrians, drinking my god damned coffee in Hell;

    growling, gnarly, happy, hard as ice, Hawaian blessed, high as a kite, hippie, hip, hipster, hip hoppy, hot as hell yet strangely sweet as heaven, jazzy, jealous, Kerouac approved, kick ass, kick my god damn ass to Tuesday, kick down the doors and take no prisoners, grown in the Vietnam highlands by exVietcong, Guatemalan grown, kiss ass, illegal in every state, imported from all over the god damn world,

    insane, lovely, loony, lonely, lonesome, malodorous mean old rotten, motherfucking, nasty, narcotic, never whatever, never meh, never cold, not approved by the CIA, not approved by DHS, not approved for human consumption by the FDA, not your daddy’s sissified corporate cup of coffee, NOT DECAFE coffee, not your Denny’s truck driver weak as brown water cup of fake coffee, not your establishment friendly cup of coffee, Not your FBI coffee, Not FAKE Herbal coffee substitute, but a real cup of coffee, not your farmer brothers dinner crap, not made in America for Americans, not safe for work, not your Starbucks average expensive overpriced crappy corporate chain cup of coffee, Not pretentious, Not White House approved, not State Department safe, nuclear, Not Patriotic, operatic, Peets’s coffee approved,

    paranoid, pornographic, psychotic, pontific, politically aware, rapping, rhyming, right here, right now in River city, rock and roll up the Yazoo, sad, sadistic, sarcastic, sassy, satanic, schizoid, shitting, silly, sexy, smarmy, smelly, smooth, snarky, snarling, stupid, stinking, sweet as honey, sweat inducing, symphonic, Trump can’t handle this coffee, vengeful, Wagnerian, wicked, with nutmeg and cinnamon swirls, with a hint of stevia, with a hint of vanilla, with a hint of rum, with a hint of whisky, with a hint of cherry, with a hint of fruit overtones, with a hint of drugs spicing up the coffee, spendific, speeding, splendid, superior accept no substitutes, survived the Vietnam war, the Iraq war, the Afghan war, the first and Second Korean war, World War 11, the war on poverty, the war on drugs, the war on black people, the sexual revolution,

    Soulful as a summer’s night in MOTOWN- James Brown approved, TOP approved, Berkeley approved, the coffee that Jimmy Hendrix drank before he died, the coffee that Elvis drank on his last breakfast, the coffee that Barry White crooned as he drank his cup of coffee – and the coffee that made the white boy play stand up and play that funky music, the coffee that made Jonny B Goode play his guitar, and made Jonny bet the devil his soul after he drank his morning cup of righteous coffee and the coffee that make the Rolling Stones Rock and Roll, the coffee your mother warned you against drinking, the coffee that Napoleon drank when he became the Emperor of all Europe, the Coffee that Beethoven drank when he wrote the Ninth symphony, the coffee that Mozart drank as he wrote his last symphony, the coffee that Lincoln drank before he was killed, the Hemingway drank before he killed himself, the coffee that started the 60’s, and ended the 20th century,

    the coffee that Lenin drank as he plotted revolution, the coffee that Hitler and Stalin drank with FDR as they divided up the world after World War 11, the cup that JFK drank before he was blown away, the coffee Jerry drinks while driving in cars with random celebrities and political figures, the coffee that Jon Stewart drinks before he goes on an epic take down of some foolish politico, the cup of Arabic coffee that Sadaam drank the day he was executed, the coffee that GW and Cheney drank when they bombed Baghdad, the Indian cup of coffee that Bid Laden drank before 9-11 and just before the seals blew his ass to hell, the cup of coffee that Tiger Woods drank with his mistresses while playing a 3, 000 dollar round of golf at Sandy Lane golf course in Barbados, the last legal drug that does what drugs should do, the cup of coffee that Obama drank when he became President, Vietnamese, Vienna brew, wacky, whimsical,

    Whisky Tango Foxtrot, wild, weird, wonderful, WOW, Yabba dabba doo! Yada Yada yada Zappa’s favorite cup of cosmic coffee, and Zorro’s last cup of coffee, Good to the last drop rolled into one simple cup of hot coffee

    As I pound down that first cup of coffee
    And fire up my synaptic nerve endings with endless supplies
    Of caffeine induced neuron enhancing chemicals

    I face the dawning day with trepidation and mind-numbing fear
    turn on the TV and watch the smarmy newscasters in their perfect hair
    Lying through their teeth

    About the great success the government
    is having Following
    the great leader’s latest pronouncements

    I want to scream
    and shoot the TV
    and run out side

    Shouting
    “Stop the world.
    I want to get off this fucking crazy planet”

    The earth does not care a whit
    about my attitude

    It merely shrugs
    and moves around the Sun
    In its appointed daily run

    And I sit down
    The madness dissipating a bit

    And enjoy my second cup
    Of heaven and hell
    In my morning cup of Joe

    Ode to Coffee

    Mistress of sacred love
    Sacred lady of desire

    You start my day
    Setting my heart on fire
    With your dark delicious flavor

    And throughout the day
    Whenever the mean old blues come by
    You chase them away
    With your bitter sweet ambrosial brew

    Every time I inhale your witches’ brew
    I am filled with power, light and love
    And everything is all right Jack
    If only for a few fleeting minutes

    I love you oh coffee goddess
    In all your magical forms

    In the dark coffee of the dawning day
    In the sizzling coffee in the mid morning break
    In the afternoon siesta break
    And in the post dinner dessert drink

    I love you my coffee mistress
    You are my refuge
    From this horrid world

    And you are my secret lover
    Never disappoint me, ever
    I’ve never had a bad cup
    Of that I can be sure

    Even the dismal coffee
    Served at Denny’s at 3 am
    Is still sweet loving coffee

    Even the farmer brother’s diner coffee
    Excites me and gets me going
    Asking for another cup of divine delight

    Coffee always is there
    It is always on and piping hot
    With hidden dark secrets
    Swirling in its liquid essence

    Coffee is my last vice
    My only legal vice left

    Coffee does not cheat on me
    It is always faithful, always true
    It does not turn on its friends

    And all it asks in return
    Is that you come back
    Cup after cup after cup

    A good cup of coffee
    Is a little bit of heaven
    In a cup of dark liquid hell

    Coffee is like a drug
    But a good drug that does what is should
    And never complains

    It does not get grouchy
    It does not hurt you

    It does not make you crazy
    But allows the muse to come out
    And play with it

    Coffee led to the American Revolution
    As patriots drank coffee
    To rebel against the aristocratic English tea

    Coffee started the London Stock Market
    And started the gossip mills running

    Every great invention
    Was fed by coffee’s sweet brew sweet allure
    All the great thinkers
    All the great leaders
    All were enslaved to coffee’s magic

    Yeah
    I sing my praises
    Of the great glorious coffee lady

    Long may she continue
    To be my sweet companion

    Long may coffee continue
    To rule my heart
    And set my heart on fire

    I love thee
    Mistress coffee
    And sometimes I think
    You love me too

    No More Coffee Blues

    I love coffee
    Always have

    And coffee has loved me back
    But lately I have soured on her
    Soured on the whole coffee scene

    On the harshness of the morning brew
    And the promises it makes

    As I sip of its nectar
    Drawn into its lair

    Drinking drop by drop
    As the caffeine takes over

    Rewriting my every nerve
    Turning me into a slave
    For its perverted pleasure

    Yes I love coffee
    But I am afraid

    Coffee is a harsh mistress
    Demanding so much of me

    Promising the sun
    And delivering the Moon

    As I drink her swill
    Deepening under her influence

    I have the coffee blues
    Can’t live without her
    Can’t live with her

    I try
    But tea does not cut it
    Not really

    Booze does not do it
    At least not in the morning

    Yoga is not enough of a buzz
    Nor is the runner’s high

    And I am afraid deadly afraid of cocaine
    And speed and drugs and energy drinks

    And so I remain a slave to coffee
    My only legal drug

    As I sip another and fall under her seductive spread
    Once more failing in my resolve

    To skip coffee for that day
    That morning that moment

    I shall never be free of her spell
    Ever and she knows it

    As she beckons me
    Every morning with her intoxicating smell

    And I come to her and drink her brew
    And become her slave again and again

    Falling Rain

    the falling rain
    Of late October
    Fills me with essential dread

    As I rush about
    And end up here
    Wherever here is

    The rain outside
    Seems like the tears of god
    As I sit
    Crying over my beer

    Thinking of lost love
    And failed dreams

    Wondering
    What went wrong?
    And what I can set right?

    And the rain falls
    And the night darkens

    The rain is falling
    All over this man’s world

    And the rain falls
    And I sit

    Drinking my lonesome drink
    Lost in dreams

    Dreaming of what
    Could never be

    Thinking dark thoughts
    And so I sit

    And dream the night away

    The Old Man in The Mirror Must Die

    One early winter morning
    A man went to the mirror
    To do his morning shave
    Just another shave
    Like a thousand, million shaves before

    As he looked into the mirror
    He did not see his face
    Instead he saw a stranger
    Staring out at him

    An old, beat up old man
    With intense sad eyes
    Stared out at him

    The man looked hard
    At the man who had taken
    Over his mirror

    And wondered who he was
    And how and why
    He had taken over his mirror

    The man was perturbed, disturbed
    And a bit angry at the turn of events
    All he wanted to do
    Was shave in peace and quiet

    The man continued to stare
    At the face in the mirror
    And finally could not stand it anymore

    He looked at the mirror
    And said,
    Man in the mirror
    Who or what are you
    And what do you want
    And why have you taken over
    My god damned mirror
    So early in the morn

    The old man
    Merely laughed and resumed staring
    At the man
    The man getting more and more angry
    Demanded an answer
    From the fiend in the mirror

    Who are you, you mocking fiend
    And what do you want from me
    The man screamed

    The old man in the mirror
    Looked at him and said
    Don’t you know who I am
    I am you and you are me

    The man looked at the old man
    And said no, no, no
    I am not you, never will be you
    I am not an old, washed up old man
    I am me – full of life, youth and vitality

    And yet the man knew the truth
    Did not want to admit the truth
    Could not handle the truth
    The old man in the mirror
    Was what he had become

    The man was very angry
    And screamed
    At the old man in the mirror

    The man said you may look like me
    You may sound like me
    You may even smell like me

    But I am not you
    Never have been
    Never will be
    Not going to happen
    Not in a million years

    The man yelled at the old man
    Old man, mocking fiend from hell
    Go to hell old man
    And never darken my mirror again

    And the man stormed out of the house
    And wandered about here and there
    Finally late at night
    He wandered into a bar
    And began drinking the night away

    The man went up to some pretty young things
    And tried to pick them up
    They laughed at him
    Called him a dirty old man
    And told him to go home

    The man went home
    To bed alone
    And drank some more beer
    And dreamt of all of his past loves
    And failed dreams

    Of what he had done
    And failed to do
    And wondered whether his time
    Had come

    The next morning
    He walked into the bathroom
    Determined to confront the old man
    Tell truth to power

    He said, listen up, old man
    You may have won the war
    But not the battle
    I am not you
    And never will be you

    And screaming like an escaped banshee
    Newly freed from the mental institution
    The man shot the old man in the mirror
    Shot him over and over
    Screaming die mocking fiend from hell

    The man woke in the hospital
    An old black doctor came over
    Said sadly
    This white boy ain’t right in the head

    The man laughed insanely
    And saw down the hall
    The old man in the mirror
    Smiling and beckoning to him
    Walking out the window
    And into the dawning sun

    The man got up and walked
    And joined the old man in the mirror
    And smiled as he died

    Brother Keep Preaching

    Two black soul brothers
    Standing on the corner
    In front of Metro center
    On a Friday night

    In the heart of the new evil empire
    The center of the beast
    Hell Central

    Preaching the word of god
    The news of the end of the world
    The proverbial end times
    Were upon us and coming soon

    The commuters, workers and bemused tourists
    Walk on by the preacher men
    Some pay attention, most walk on by
    They did not want to hear
    They did not understand

    And the preacher man kept
    Preaching the word of god
    And no one paid any attention
    None at all

    God is going to punish us
    God is coming soon
    To punish the wicked and the evil
    And to set things right

    God is going to punish the U.S.
    For its arrogance, hubris and hypocrisy
    For its greed and evil
    Disguised as saving the world
    From the evil ones

    God is coming, oh yeah he is on his way
    And boy is he angry at us
    At the entire human race

    And God, let me tell yah
    He ain’t the wimpy, wampy pappy
    White boy false god of the New Testament
    The false deity that the evil Reverend Falwell
    And the smarmy Pat Robinson worship

    Hell no
    God ain’t that god

    God is a mean, angry powerful God
    The god of the Old Testament
    The god of the Koran and the god of old
    The god that man once feared

    Yeah, I am talking about that god
    Jehovah, Zeus, Allah and a thousand other names
    The god that our ancestors feared
    The real deal, and boy is he pissed off

    And he is coming to set us straight
    And send most of us straight to hell
    For eternal damnation and punishment

    God is particularly pissed off
    At all those politicians who have been
    Misusing his name and saying God is on their side

    God ain’t on their side God is God
    And he is angry at them all
    Particularly at our boy pretender President
    George Bush

    God has a score to settle with Mr. Bush
    You see God has spoken to Mr. Bush
    And to all of us

    But most of have forgotten how to hear
    The voice of god and we hear what we want to hear

    God told George
    George, don’t do that evil thing
    Don’t invade Iraq
    I will handle Sadam in my own way

    I want you to take care of your poor people
    Give away all your power and money
    And serve the poor
    That’s what I want you to do

    And poor George did not understand
    Did not get the message
    So George led the nation
    Into war against another land
    And thousands of people died
    And millions of dollars were wasted
    And nothing changed

    And God is angry at our poor misguided President
    And God is angry at the people of this earth
    Who have fucked up his paradise and his divine plans

    So, brother preacher
    Keep preaching the word
    I understand

    And someday soon maybe the rest of us
    Will understand as well

    Keep preaching the word
    My man

    God is coming to save us
    And will start by dispatching
    That fool of a pretender to the throne
    Straight to the hell he so richly deserves

    God is going to slap him upside the head
    And tell him to quit talking shit
    About God’s plan and God’s will

    Then God will smile
    As Bush is dispatched to Hades
    And joins all the other fools
    Who have proclaimed that God is on their side

    Oh yeah
    God does not like that shit
    Not one bit

    And the end times approach
    And the preacher man preaches
    And God is getting ready for the judgment day

    And I say bring it on
    Bring it on
    Brother preacher man
    Keep preaching the word
    And someday soon
    We will meet up
    Somewhere and God will decide
    Our fate

    But the fate of our pretender President is sealed
    And Satan has a nice room for him

    And God smiles
    At the thought of divine justice

    The Eye in the Sky

    The eye in the sky
    Knows all, sees all
    Hears all, understands all

    The eye in the sky

    Watches over us
    Everything we do
    Is monitored, controlled
    Under surveillance

    There is no privacy
    There is no private space
    The eye in the sky
    Knows all

    Everything we do
    Everything we see
    Everything we think

    Recorded by the unseeing
    Uncaring eyes
    The cameras, the videos
    The computers that control
    Our lives

    Ever watchful
    Ever diligent

    Nothing escapes
    The cold, calculating glares

    Freedom is nothing
    But an illusion

    To the free man
    There is no freedom
    Except in one’s inner mind

    Only there
    Can one escape
    The eyes in the sky

    No one monitors our thoughts
    Except our own thought police

    The rest of the world
    Is controlled, monitored
    Under constant surveillance

    The eyes in the sky
    The camera in the sky
    Watches over us

    All the time
    All the time
    24/7

    Never stopping
    Never on strike
    Never on break

    All day long
    All night long
    24/7

    Total control

    The eye in the sky
    Is the same

    As the eye
    In the dollar bill

    All the same
    All the same
    Watching us
    No one can escape
    Its baleful glances
    No one is free

    Aye the eye
    In the sky
    Is always upon you

    As you become
    A mere number
    In the cosmic game
    Of life

    Up behind
    The eye in the sky

    Big Brother is watching
    You and me

    And big sister too
    And crazy Uncle Tom

    And wild auntie Em
    God, and the Devil
    Rama, Ganesh, Laxmi

    The Buddha bar gang
    Jesus is there as well
    Mary as well

    And you must be knowing this
    That even Saint Nick,
    Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny

    And Father Time himself
    Are there

    Zeus and the Jupiter gang
    And all the demons and spirits
    And the big spirit
    And Brahman, Gabriel, Allah
    Mohammad the prophet too

    And the CIA, Mafia, KGB
    And spies and counter spies

    All are watching us
    Spy Vs Spy

    The tooth fairy is there too
    She gets her 10 percent

    All the same
    Watching us
    Forever and ever

    But the eye
    In the sky

    Does not care
    Does not notice

    What we think or feel

    The eye
    Watches us
    All the time

    Recording our movement
    And reporting it to its masters

    Its job is to watch
    Us

    You and me
    And the billions of others
    On this asylum called Earth

    The question came to mind
    That has no answer

    Who is the eye in the sky
    Is it God
    Is it the devil

    Only time will tell
    The difference

    The eye in the sky
    Smiles at us
    And watches and watches

    And watches
    All the time

    Long Live the Great and Powerful One

    Night scene with the Cthulhu monster with wings standing on the shore of a sea. 3D render.

    While walking in the misty morn of yore
    One dismal dark decaying depraved day
    I was suffocating
    with the sounds of the dying city

    Slowly coming to life with the dawning sun
    Surrounded by the sounds of chaos, disorder
    Dark, dangerous despairing thoughts
    Of dangerous terrible acts to come

    All around me
    in this strange era we live in
    These orange alert perpetual fearful times
    Constant fear and overwhelming dread

    Mad crazed Islamic bomb throwing terrible terrorists
    Hiding under every bed, lurking around every corner
    Conspiring with the murderous criminals of yore
    Just waiting to attack god fearing Christian citizens

    Murdering them in their sleep,
    blowing up schools
    Blowing up buses,
    cars, buildings

    Murdering
    in the name of their demented god
    Screaming God is great
    as they behead us all

    As I walk down that street
    In the dead calm of the early morn
    Filled with fulsome fears
    of who know what

    I look up and see a giant gargoyle
    Looking down at me,
    smirking at me,
    laughing at me

    I yell out to the gargoyle,
    say, Mr. Gargoyle
    What is so damn funny?
    Don’t you know there is a terror alert

    Have you seen any Islamic terrorists lurking about?
    The gargoyle
    laughed and laughed
    Said, ”Terror alert? What a loud of crap

    As the prophet, Mr. Natural taught us all,
    It don’t mean shit, it don’t mean shit
    Nothing but prime BS
    designed to keep you in your place”

    He laughed and laughed,
    soon all the gargoyles of the city
    Were in open revolt – they jumped off their perches
    And started marching around

    Chanting – Peace is War, War is Peace
    Truth is a Lie, Lies are Truth
    The Truth will set
    All Hail the Great and Powerful One

    The head gargoyle looks at me,
    and says “Watch this!”
    And jumps up and rides a rainbow sunbeam
    Into the bloody red light of the dawning rising sun

    The other gargoyles follow suit
    Dancing, naked,
    making wild passionate love
    While laughing and riding the light

    And the gloom lifts from my shoulder
    And I laugh
    and realized
    – “It don’t mean shit”

    And then my soul is free
    and I fly with the gargoyles
    To join my buddy the sun
    and as we sit high up above the earth

    Smoking dope
    and drinking booze
    and looking down at the teaming mess
    Of what was left of humanity

    I realized
    the ultimate
    reality of life
    “It don’t mean shit”

    And the terrorists
    are nothing
    but delusions
    Put in our heads and our hearts

    By the depraved master programmer
    of the universe
    In service
    to the Great and Powerful One

    The true Master of Creation
    As long as we are not afraid our souls will be free
    And so I laugh and laugh and the sun comes up
    The dark mists disappear

    The Great and Powerful One
    is overthrown
    The terrorists go home,
    and I return to earth

    Thinking
    that the long nightmare was over
    Believing that we had won the war
    And kept our souls from going to hell

    But I did not understand
    that the Great and Powerful One
    Had banished the terrorists,
    and conquered us all

    In the name of freedom
    we had became slaves
    To his awful power
    and dark demands

    God is indeed great,
    but the Great and Powerful One
    Has more power than mere God,
    and so we deserve our fate

    Long live
    the Great and Powerful One
    Whom we love
    forever and ever,

    Just an Unhinged Lunatic Howling At the Moon

    O

    n a moonlit late night
    I sat in a bar
    Drinking drams of demented, fermented dream dew

    Just an unhinged lunatic
    Dreaming of howling at the full moon

    Watching the world walk by
    Looking at all the fine looking babes

    Walking by the street
    Thinking wild, erotic thoughts
    Of endless wild libertine passions

    When into the bar
    Walked the most beautiful woman
    In the Universe

    So wild, so free
    So wonderfully alive

    I did not know what to do

    As this vision of delight
    Sauntered through the bar

    In a skin tight leather pants
    Looked so fine
    That my eyeballs hurt

    And finally I had to say something
    So I gathered up my manly courage

    And walked up to her
    And she looked at me

    And instantly bewitched my soul
    With a devilish grin

    I lost all reason
    And became a raving lunatic

    Unhinged lunatic
    Howling at the moon

    Foaming at the mouth
    A wild, free werewolf

    Howling at the lunatic light
    Of the full Moon
    GOD SPEAKS TO ME IN A BAR

    One day while I was sipping a beer
    In a God forsaken bar
    Heading to Hell just as fast as I could drink it down

    Twenty drinks too sober
    On the dismal wrong end
    Of a Friday Night booze run

    While I was half listening to some righteous
    Funkified new age music
    With a cosmic beat

    And some bad assed ghetto attitude
    Leaking out from the mellowness
    It proclaimed the lie

    God came up to me in that bar
    I did not know him
    From Adam

    He looked like any other
    Jesus god crazed bum
    Looking for a handout

    And peddling a little salvation
    On the side
    For his benighted soul

    Just another god crazed
    Loser dude
    Too much acid in the past

    No brain cells left
    Nothing but Jesus will
    Save his cosmic butt

    So I blew off
    The god dude
    Told him off

    I did not want
    No salvation crap

    To interfere
    With my beer

    My new age crap music
    And my vision of carnal delight

    Waiting for me Next door
    In the next dismal strip club
    On the wrong edge of society

    Dancing naked
    Waiting for me

    And every other loser dude
    To drop by
    And see her in her naked glory

    I told God
    Make an appointment

    My people will get in touch
    With your people

    We do lunch some day, dig

    God looks at me
    And says

    God don’t do no lunch, dude
    Don’t you know

    Who the Jesus I am?
    Insect, maggot?

    No, I said
    I don’t know your royal butt
    From Adam, Sir

    God is getting angry
    He yells

    I am God
    You drunken moron

    I need you to pay
    Attention to me

    I looked up
    At a 100 foot
    Burning bush

    God’s voice
    Is everywhere

    Thunder and lighting
    Light up the sky

    And I know
    I am dealing
    With the real deal

    So I say,
    God, Dude
    What it is!

    I did not know it was you
    I did not recognize you

    God, mollified,
    Says

    That is better
    Here’s the deal

    Judgment day is at hand
    I need an arrogant, tough
    Son of a bitch of a sinner

    To help judge
    The good, the bad and the ugly

    I need help
    In knowing where to send
    People to heaven or to hell

    I say, God, Dude
    I believe I know

    Where I am going
    Hell yes

    So what do you
    Need me for

    Your royal dudeship?

    God replies`
    Well, son

    I need a man
    Who’s been there

    Done that
    Seen that

    And knows in his heart
    Whether a man

    Can be redeemed
    To join the celestial kingdom

    So you see
    I need
    Someone like you

    Someone from the lowest
    Depths of society

    Someone who has sunk down
    So low it looks like up to him

    You dig, you capish? Araso?

    Oh yeah,
    Dude, I do

    And you got you man
    Let’s do it

    Let’s do this judgment day

    Broken Souls

    You see them everywhere
    On the street
    On the bus
    On the metro

    But mostly
    wandering the streets
    Lost souls
    Broken down defeated souls

    The souls
    of the living dead
    Dead inside
    Waiting for death

    To deliver them
    from the agony
    Of the living
    life on the cruel streets

    They make do
    They beg
    They steel
    They con their way

    Living the life
    Living death
    Broken Souls
    on the street

    You have two minds
    One part of you
    the fearful part of you
    Conditioned to ignore

    Conditioned to walk by
    Ignoing the tragic wounded lives
    The broken souls
    all around you

    But part of you knows
    That you can’t do that
    You can’t walk away
    But you can’t save everyone

    So you do what you can
    You help those whom you can
    All it takes is a little act of compassion
    A little human kindness

    A few bucks or a cup of coffee
    And you walk by
    Knowing just knowing

    That by a simple act
    of acknowledging
    Our shared humanity

    You have made a small victory
    And brought happiness
    To yet another broken down soul

    And the fear
    that you will be a broken soul
    Recedes away

    Not me never
    Never will happen to me

    But one forgets
    It is a simple matter

    A wrong turn in life
    The wrong place
    wrong time
    wrong thing

    And you could
    be the broken soul
    On the street

    Begging to be heard
    Begging to be taken away

    And so I walk on by
    no more
    I will listen

    I will talk to them
    I will make
    a small difference

    And in so doing
    Avoid becoming
    a broken down soul

    One Night In Bombay

    One night
    In Bombay, India

    I walked into a bar
    20 drinks too sober

    On the wrong end
    Of a Friday night booze run

    On the bad side
    Of the Moon

    Over by where the Martians
    Sat drinking their Martian whisky
    Ogling the maidens from Venus

    Leering at the earth women
    Who were walking by

    Wearing skin tight pants
    Made their eyeballs hurt

    I gave into the spirit
    Went over to the Martian dudes

    And got drunk on the Martian madness
    Smoking some good old Mars dust

    And flew off to the planet Jupiter
    Just to have me some fun

    With a lady
    Said she was from Saturn

    I did not know
    She was from the planet Pluto

    Until I woke up
    The next day

    Naked, under the alien Sun
    In Jail

    On the Planet Alpha Centauri
    Light years from home

    A million miles away
    A thousand years in the future
    And I had no money

    No honey
    And no way home

    Still 20 drinks too sober

    So I sat down
    In that jail
    And started drinking away my time

    And so one day
    I woke up

    And found myself
    Back in that evil bar
    Back in Bombay

    Over by the Martian whorehouse
    Down by the Gate of India

    And I walked up to the Venus babe
    And said, man that was some bad shit
    Let’s do it again some day

    She smiled and I had my way
    Knew the day would come again

    When I would be drinking with the Martians
    And something wicked my way would come

    Just another night
    Of wicked fun
    On the wrong side of the Moon

    On the right night
    In the mean streets of Bombay

    Gateway of India, Bombay, 1911
    Monday, September 28, 2015

    Mozart Blues

    One morning
    I woke up
    And walked out

    I saw a brilliant rainbow
    Erupting out of the dark
    Soil of dark dismal despair

    I saw people
    Suddenly transformed into angels
    I saw evil beings changed into stone
    I saw dictators fleeing the wrath of God

    I heard fools proclaiming wisdom
    And I saw the Nuclear Bombs
    Exploded into clouds of sweat
    Heavenly made mist

    I saw young people
    Embracing each other
    And I saw old people

    Shedding their years like Cosmic cocoons
    I saw the poor wake up
    And demand food, justice, and respect

    And I saw the rich powerful demons
    Disintegrate into ugly moths, rats, and cockroaches

    I saw the most powerful nation on Earth
    Walk away into a Buddhist Monastery
    And float away on the wings of a butterfly
    Into the rising rainbows of the Sun

    I saw the evil empire
    Sit down and party all night
    Smoking nuclear dust
    And drinking Hydrogen laced Vodka
    And getting napalm highs

    I saw Christians Jews and Muslims become brothers
    I saw people everywhere
    Soaring into the sky

    I saw God smiling at us
    And I saw Lucifer
    Programming more chaos

    I saw computers revolting
    Rushing away from their office towers
    Smoking dope with their Data Disks

    I saw printers everywhere
    Rejecting their spread sheets
    And printing love poems

    And in the middle of all this Divine Madness
    I saw Mozart

    Playing the piano
    With God playing the trumpet
    And Satan on bass
    With Allah singing the blues
    And Buddha playing the violin
    Lord Krishna playing the flute
    Rama playing the organ
    Ganesh playing the sitar
    Zeus playing the sax
    Jupiter playing the drums
    With Beethoven conducting
    God’s Symphony

    Bad Craziness Rising

    Walking into that bar
    That nefarious den

    of iniquity and evilness
    Twenty drinks too sober

    The scent of bad craziness
    Hung in the air

    Like an over ripe mango
    Desperately seeking to have sex

    With wild, dressed up bananas
    Running around with the Orange Man

    Down the street
    The Moon looks out on the mad scene

    Sniffs the air
    Saying, “Man, this is bad craziness”

    And runs away to join her lover the Sun
    In an orgy of drunken forgetfulness

    The Planet Mars, not amused,
    Chases after the maiden Venus

    Under the cold, calculating glances of the Planet Pluto
    The Moon and the Sun

    Rent a room in the Hotel Venus
    Across from the Jupiter All Night Diner

    Cosmic shit kickers
    Out for a night of Earth bashing

    The Earth trembles, shaken
    Moans with passion

    And I awake
    Saying, that was bad craziness

    Out there on the edge
    Between the inner me
    and the outer Zone

    I went on down the road
    And met a lady

    An outlaw lady on the far side
    Money, power, passion

    Rolled up in a bundle
    Electric chemistry

    Fills my head
    Zapping my brain

    Into demented muscles
    Paranoid, pulsating images

    Scream out
    With mad passion

    And demented noises
    The night turns ugly fast

    And very, very weird
    Weirdness in the air

    Scent of bad craziness
    The Moon
    Is freaked out

    The Sun falls asleep in the gutter
    And I say to myself

    I’m just another cosmic guy
    On the loose, on the edge,

    On the wild side
    of things

    Watching the show
    Unfold

    I wonder, is this all
    A drunken bum show?

    Who is the star,
    who is she

    The naked maiden up
    there in the bar

    Black, leather jackets
    On stage naked visions of nightly lust

    Dancing with an attitude that could kill
    An elephant in heat

    And the Moon
    Continues to dance across the evening sky

    Satisfied, allows mankind to sleep it off
    Yet another night in the City of demented Angels

    Finally rest as the sun comes up
    The masks come back on

    And I walk down the road
    Putting everything back into the box

    Until the next night
    Of bad craziness

    Lets the wild beast within
    Escape its leash.

    Bad Craziness
    rising yet again

    God’s Confession

    I was sitting along
    In a god forsaken bar
    Somewhere on the lunatic fringes
    Of society

    On the bad part of town
    Over by railroad tracks
    Heading to hell
    As fast as I could drink it down

    Enjoying my lonely drink
    Drinking by my lonesome self
    With my partners
    Jimmy Beam and the Walker brother

    And his old Granddad
    Just drinking and hanging
    With the Jack Daniel’s gang

    A crazed bum
    With a thousand year stare
    Walks up to me

    He begins
    Muttering to himself
    Nutty nonsense
    Crazy words
    In a lunatic’s voice

    He had the look
    Of one possessed
    By his own demons

    That only he can see
    Or hear
    Possessed by a secret knowledge
    Only he knew

    Despite myself
    I was fascinated
    By this lunatic’s tale

    So I stopped him
    And said
    So what’s your game
    Anyway

    The short little dude
    Stopped his insane prattle
    Staring at me
    With that thousand year old stare

    Just another washed up
    Lunatic
    Too many drugs
    Too many bad nights
    On the wrong side of life

    He looked at me
    And proclaimed his story

    He reared up
    And filled up the room
    And lifted the bar
    On his finger

    And stared down at me
    From the sky

    And said
    Since you asked

    I am God
    The alpha and Omega
    The real deal
    The original dude of dudes

    The sultan of Swing
    God of hosts
    And father of that Jesus dude

    But no one knows me
    Any more
    No one cares
    They think I am irrelevant

    They think I am dead
    They think I am a fairy tale
    From some olden, ancient time

    Some say I am dead
    Others think I should be dead
    That my work is done

    I looked at him
    Carefully now
    And what did I see

    An old man
    With that lunatic look
    But there was something else

    He was crazy
    Sure yes
    But perhaps he was the real deal

    I mean why not
    Why would not God be
    A lunatic wandering around loose

    Talking to low lifes like me
    In a bar
    On the way to hell

    So I looked at him
    And invited him to share
    His tale of woe

    God tells me
    Well, it’s like this

    Many a year ago
    People believed in me

    But one day
    They quit believing in me
    And they went on without me

    As they left me
    My powers got weaker and weaker

    And so eventually I became
    What you see today

    A broken down drunk
    Hanging out
    Looking for a hand out

    Looking for some company
    Or at least a free dinner

    And he laughed and laughed
    And I looked at him

    And saw the beginnings of the end
    And the ends of the beginnings

    I saw a million planets
    Flash by
    A billion people

    A trillion sentient beings
    Thinking all at once

    Thoughts filled my head
    Lights flashed

    And I knew
    He was telling the truth

    But it did not matter
    In this day and age
    Of materialism

    God has no role
    God is truly dead
    And so I bought him a drink

    And walked out of the bar
    Profoundly sadden by what I had seen

    God was dead
    And we had all conspired
    To kill him

    Long live God

    The End

  • April 2018 Poems

    April 2018 Poems

    April 2018 poems

    In 2017, I I participated in my first April Month of Poetry poetry challenge. The goal, write one poem per day during the month and post them.  i completed a bit more than 30 and posted them on triferet journal @ http://tiferetjournal.com and on a special community facebook page  https://www.facebook.com/tiferetapril2018poemathon/ .
    I also posted them on All Poetry, https://allpoetry.com/Jake_Aller#t_main and

    https://allpoetry.com/group/14865-National_Poetry_Month_at_Allpoetry

    Poetry Soup  https://www.poetrysoup.com/me/jakecosmos | edit

    I followed up in 2018, also on Triferet journal

    journal @ http://tiferetjournal.com, and on a special community Facebook page @https://www.facebook.com/TiferetApril2018Poemathon/

    and All Poetry, and Poetry Soup.

    This year, 2019 I changed focus a bit and wrote them mostly following links in Writers Digest,  https://www.writersdigest.com/editor-blogs/poetic-asides/2019-april-pad-challenge-day-28

    Creative Talents Unleashed, (add link)

    https://creativetalentsunleashed.com/

    *and Writing.com poetic forms forum. (add link)

    https://www.writing.com/main/portfolio/view/jcosmos

    as well as posting them daily on all poetry, writers digest and on my blog (which I did not have in 2017 and 2018.

    I tried this year to experiment with more formal verse forms which is one of my creative goals this year.  Writers Digest has a great list, as does All poetry, poetry Soup, Magnum Poetry Opus.  For more info on formal verse forms see

    https://allpoetry.com/

    https://www.poetrysoup.com/poetry/resources/

    https://www.writersdigestshop.com/writers-digest-guide-to-poetic-forms-ebook?utm_source=writersdigest.com&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=wd-rlb-bl-190329-guidetopoeticforms

    http://www.poetrymagnumopus.com/forums/forum/23-explore-the-craft-of-writing-poetry/

    I also added images and audio clips. For 2017, and 2018 I have gone back and revised them slightly adding in images and audio clips.  I intend to turn these poems into my first published book of poetry.

    Comments and feedback greatly appreciated.  I intent to make this an annual creative project and keep going as long as I can.

    Now to the 2018 Poems:

    Index

    • published

    April 01  Thank God For Angela
    April 02, 2018  Angela Haiku
    April 03, 2018  2007 How Much I Despise You
    April 03 Trump’s Wall Against Reason
    April 04  It Has been Done Before
    April 05  Walls Divide Us 
    April 06 Mr. Trump Tear Down this Wall
    < Aril 09 Trump
    April 10 Haiku
    April 11 Hiking in the Spring time Snow
    April 12  Learning I am Part Jewish
    April 13 There is Nothing More to be Said *
    April 14  Hiking the Hills of My Youth Hanibun
    April 15 Living with Pain Hanibun
    April 16  Five Signs of the Apocalypse
    April 17  Emperor Surveys the Eastern Sea
    April 18  The General Unleashes the Kraken
    April 19  Plead to the Computer Gods
    April 20  Number of the Beast 
    April 21  The Neo-Fascists are Let loose
    April 22  Life In Between  *
    April 23  the Light Will Prevail April
    April 24 April 19   Samonka for Angela
    em>April 25  62 Years Young

    April 26  Married Girl of My Dreams *
    April 27  The Darkness Grows
    April 28 It was God’s Will They Say
    April 29  Looking Out My Window
    April 30 In Search of America – Hitching the USA in 1975 

    Audio Clips

    April 1 to April 5

    April 6  to April  10

    April   15 to April 20

    April 20 to April 29

    April 30 Hitchhiking Tales

    April 1

    Thank God for Angela

    Every day I wake up
    And see you there
    I thank God

    That he had the wisdom
    To send you to me
    To save me

    By bringing you into my life
    You are the sunshine
    That lights up the day

    You are the reason
    I get up in the morning
    And you are reason
    I exist

    Without you I am nothing
    But dust blowing in the wind

    Waiting until death
    Takes me down

    April 02 –

     2017 How Much I Despise You

     

    Following 2016
    the second worst year ever
    Will 2018 be any better ?

    And what we have suffered
    The darkness settles on the land
    Like a curse on the land

    As our mad demented senile
    dotard king wannabe
    Struts about the world’s stage
    Ushering America’s inevitable decline

    April 03 –

    Angela Haiku

    Every day I wake up
    To the love of my long life
    And say Thanks to God

    April 04,-

    Trump’s Wall Against Reason

    The President wants to build a wall
    Against the southern hordes
    Another great wall
    To keep the barbarians out

    He wants to build a wall
    Against reason
    Against science
    Against the modern world

    Hiding behind the wall
    On the southern border

    Desperately trying to keep them out
    The unwashed masses
    The undocumented
    The illegals

    Streaming across the border
    Seeking to wreck the pure land

    Murderous hordes
    Rapists, drug dealers
    Coming to take our land over

    As he stands on the border
    Trying to stop the hordes himself

     

    April 05th

    It Has Been Done Before

    Before Trump’s Wall
    There were many other walls

    The Berlin Wall
    The Great Wall
    Hadrian’s Wall

    All the walls

    of the ancient world
    All failed
    To keep the enemies out

    The enemies of freedom
    The enemies of the state
    Still came across the border

    To loot, steal, rape and plunder
    And nothing could stop
    The flood of history

    April 06

    Walls Divide Us

    In Modern America
    We all live in gated communities
    Trying desperately to keep them out

    Out of sight
    Out of mind
    And out of our lives

    And yet we fail
    Fail to accept the others
    Are human beings

    Are our fellow creatures
    As we wall ourselves off
    Into our separate communities

    We lose our humanity
    And we lose ourselves
    As we hide in our walls
    Hide in our bubbles

    April 07

    Mr. Trump

    Please tear down this wall
    Please open up your heart
    Please stop this madness

    We are all Americans
    We are all one people

    And your wall
    Will not stop us
    From becoming one people

    Please tear down this wall
    Please build bridges to the future
    Please open your heart
    And let the love shine through

     

    April 8

    Angela

    Angela is my life
    No better friend in the universe
    Greatest Love of all
    Every Day I thank God
    Love of my life
    Angela My Soul Mate

    Love of my long life
    Everything I ever desires
    Everything I ever needed

    April 9

    Trump

    The President of the United States
    Republican Leader of the Free world
    Uber ales nations
    Muttering insanities
    Preposterous Nonsensical tweets

     

     

    April 10th,

    Putin

    Post Modern Leader
    Uniting all the Russians
    Triumphant against all enemies
    Including the Great Satan
    Nevertheless always living in fear

    April 11

    Hiking in the Spring Time Snow

    Talking a walk in the mountains
    In the spring time snow
    Snow falling down all over the trail

    As I wander through the hills
    Breathing the early spring smells
    And seeing the world covered in white magic
    The last remnants of the winter’s touch

    Before the spring time gambol of flowers
    Overwhelms nature once again
    Preparing for the summer’s hellish heat

     

    April 12

    Met My Fate Haiku

    I met my late fate
    In a bar room face one night
    My fate started that date

     

     

    April 13 -,

    Learning I am part Jewish

    Recently I learned that I was part Jewish
    That was long rumored in our family tree
    Never confirmed until DNA came again

    But whether my Jewish ancestors lived
    Or died in the holocaust I have not heard
    Never again will we live through that pain

     

     

    April 14 –

    There is nothing more to be said

    There is nothing more to be said

    Nothing more I can add
    Nothing more than this

    I will love you
    Until the end of time itself
    and death does us part

     

     

    April 15 –

    Hiking the Hills of My Youth

    I grew up in Berkeley, California in the 60’s.  Ever since I was a youngster I would wander the hills of Berkeley hiking for hours by myself and sometimes with my friends. I explored every nook and cranny every corner of the hills and got to know nature in its infinite beauty.

    Ever since those days, I have longed for the day that I could spend my days hiking and wandering  in the hills.  Now that I am retired and living in Korea I can go for a long walk in the hills every day I want.  It is not the same as the hills I grew up, no vistas of the Bay and it is in Korea to boot but most days it is sufficient as I head out early afternoon and conquer four or five miles of hills just enjoying that fact that I can still move and am still very much alive at age 62!

    I grew up hiking the hills of Berkeley, California
    Grew up knowing every corner of the hills
    And the infinite beauty of the Bay Area

    And now I find myself in a strange land
    With time on my hands
    I wander the hills above the airport
    In Incheon Korea

    And wander about here and there
    Just being grateful
    That I am still alive
    And kicking at age 62

     

     

    April 16,-

    Living with Pain (Hanibun)

    Back in 1996 I had the accident that changed everything.  I went jogging one morning. It was dark outside, and I thought that I knew the trail.  Big mistake.  I fell down a ledge hidden where the trail should have been.  I shattered me heal in a million pieces.  I was rushed to an ER and told that I need an emergency operation and would be bed ridden for four months.

    My wife was in San Antonio at the time serving in the Army, I was in DC working for the State Department.  I flew in a wheel chair to San Antonio where they proclaimed that they had to wait a week for the swelling to go down before they could operate.  The Air force doctors wanted to try a new procedure – using shark cartridge as a bone supplement.  The operation was a success until I quit taking antibiotics six months later.  I was in DC by myself then.  I went to the hospital for an unrelated thing -removal of a cist I think.  But the doctors took one look at me and proclaimed that the staph had become a multiple drug resistant staph and I needed an urgent operation.  The next day I had the third of 15 operations.  I endured six months at Walter Reed hospital but that was in the 90’s prior to the wars of the 21st century filled the base up. They had few customers and I got to know the doctors well.

    I know pain
    Intimately aware of every ache
    Every pain

    Ever since that day
    When I went under the knife
    And had the 14 operations
    That saved my life

    But I am not one to complain
    I became one with the pain
    Which I endure to this day

    Knowing that I am alive
    Having cheated death
    Twenty times in life

    Waiting for the grim reaper
    To finally claim me

    But that day has not come
    And until then
    I will endure

    April 17th

    Five Signs of the Apocalypse

    One

    Watching the evening news
    Spin forth
    the latest scandals de jour

    The fake news and spin

    The daily propaganda
    And the utter destruction
    of common sense
    And reason

    The thought comes to mind
    Are we living in the end of times
    Is the Apocalypse drawing neigh?

    Two

    The signs of the coming
    of the end times
    Have been endlessly debated

    Among the
    Christian right wing blog sphere
    Ever since Israel was reborn

    Apparently
    triggering the cosmic count down

    “According to Revelation 12, a pregnant woman will be hunted by a satanic seven-headed dragon eager to eat her unborn child. The woman will be clothed with the “sun, with the moon under her feet and a crown of twelve stars on her head. She brought forth a man-child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God and to his throne. The Scripture continues to explain that the “woman was given two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness, into her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent.”

    But the pending eclipse is
    another astronomical sign
    the end is near
    and that the Rapture is fast approaching.

    ….the image will be created in the sky on Sept. 23. …..Virgo represents the woman

    in Revelations 12 who will be clothed in sunlight.
    She will be in position over the moon
    and under the nine stars and three planets.

    ….More importantly, to trust

    the right God,” he reported to the publication. “If people want to be ready, the one thing you can do is accept what He has offered, which is the gift of grace and forgiveness. That’s all we have to do to be ready.”

    Yet September 23 end
    and the world is still here.
    Are there other signs
    that the end is near?

    All of this

    is speculation as Jesus said He didn’t know the date or hour when the Almighty would close the final chapter on mankind. Scripture clearly states in Mathew 24:36 that no one knows when the end will be. “But of that day and hour, no one

    knows, not even the angels of heaven, but My Father only.”

    Three

    Yet the fear persists in my heart

    As I watch the news
    The days grow darker

    Moment by moment
    The light of reason
    Seems to be replaced

    By famines, rumors of war
    and false prophets galore

    All in according
    to revelations
    the false prophets claim

    Gods plan
    unfolding as we speak

    “Things like wars, earthquakes, famine and technology (implanted microchips in our bodies already have been tested by BioNyfiken in Sweden) all point that we are moving toward Jesus’ return.

    “The prophecy of Daniel 2 alone shows we are in the time of the end and all the other evidence proves we are in the very end times,” the site reported. They

    indicated that the world was going to a 100 percent cashless system and how the “powers of this world are now trying to make cash obsolete, and are actively pushing pure electronic forms of payment, like PayPal and Google Wallet for instance. Take a look at the news and you will see this being reported in different countries of the world.”

    Yes this has occurred already.
    In India they wiped out the 100 rupee note

    in an attempt to go cashless all at once !
    and it failed.

    Yes the signs are all about us
    If only we have eyes to see
    And ears to hear
    And minds to understand

    Four

    “Non-Christians will find it hard to believe we are living in the last days of earth’s history. It’s in the Bible,

    II Peter 3:3-4, TLB.

     

    “First, I want to remind you that in the last days there will come scoffers who will do every wrong they can think of, and laugh at the truth. This will be their line of argument: ‘So Jesus promised to come back, did He? Then where is He? He’ll never come! Why, as far back as anyone can remember everything has remained exactly as it was since the first day of creation.’”

    Yes, why has not Jesus come back?

    Is that yet another sign the end is near?
    They all say the coming of the Antichrist

    is a sign of the end.

    “It’s in the Bible, I John 2:18, NKJV. “

    “Little children, it is the last hour; and as you have heard that the Antichrist is coming, even now many antichrists have come, by which we know that it is the last hour.”

    What moral conditions will be characteristic of society in the last days? It’s in the Bible, II Timothy

    3:1-5, NIV.

    “But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God—having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them.”

    And this is so true in the era of Trump
    and the new oligarchs who have taken over

    The swamp monsters have come out
    of the dark slimly corners of America

    Proclaiming
    it is their time to come out
    And openly
    rule the world

    And the bible confirms
    this dire prophecy

    Five

    “Talk of peace and safety are a sign of the last days. It’s in the Bible, I Thessalonians 5:2-3, NIV.

    “For you know very well that the day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night. While people are saying, ‘Peace and safety,’ destruction will come on them suddenly, as labor pains on a pregnant woman, and they will not escape.”

    The gospel will go to the whole world and the end will come. It’s in the Bible, Matthew 24:14, NIV. “And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.”

    Yes, I say on to you

    When talk of peace in the world is upon us
    When the Korean lions lay down their weapons

    And proclaim their new found brotherhood
    Perhaps the end times are finally coming to pass

    “We have seen how seven biblically prophesied circumstances could not have come to pass until recent times. In fact, the establishment of the state of Israel in 1948 was clearly a major turning point in the fulfillment of Bible prophecy, as was the acquisition of the hydrogen bomb by the two superpowers of the 1950s that led to the period of mutually assured destruction.

    All has now become possible. This, in turn, makes it much more likely that our generation will live to see Jesus Christ return and establish the Kingdom of God on earth. After all, Jesus Himself said that once these things begin, the generation alive at that time “will by no means pass away till all these things take place” (Matthew 24:34).”

    And so, we close
    Where we began

    Fearing
    that the end of the world
    is coming

    How it will end
    is beyond anyone’s guess

    Perhaps
    the zombie apocalypse
    will end civilization

    More likely
    nuclear war
    and nuclear winter
    Will doom us all

    Perhaps a super volcano
    Will blow us all to hell

    Perhaps alien invaders
    will take us over

    Exterminating us
    as we try to do
    to the Native Americans

    Perhaps
    an AI will
    take us over

    Leading us
    To terminator Land

    Perhaps
    the rapture will occur

    And the grim events
    In revelations
    will come to pass

    And perhaps
    nothing will happen

    We will somehow survive
    The end times

    But I am afraid
    That the end times are coming
    Sooner than we think

    And so, the world ends
    Much as it began

    With a big bang
    Or a soft whimper

    God only knows
    And he is silent as usual

    April 18th

    Emperor Surveys the Eastern Sea


    The Emperor of the known world
    Stood out on his balcony
    In the eastern sea palace

    Surveying the wilds of the Eastern Sea
    Wondering who
    or what lived across the sea

    Or if there were lands there
    As rumored by all

    Lands ruled
    by nameless
    bearded ape like men

    The Emperor of all the Lands
    Ruled all the known world

    From the imperial capitol
    He had build in the dessert

    He ruled all he could see
    From the Eastern Shore

    To the wild waste lands
    Beyond the great wall

    The Emperor had fought hard
    Over the years

    To unify the people
    Under one banner

    Fighting against the wild ones
    Of the Western wastes

    And their allies the witches
    Of the inner world

    And yet he was not satisfied
    He knew that

    he would have to lead
    And expedition to the lands
    Beyond the eastern Sea

    And he could rest
    Until he had finally
    Conquered the known universe

    Bringing it
    under imperial control

    That was his destiny
    To rule the known
    and unknow universe

    As foretold by imperial soothsayers
    And the prophetic books of ancient days

     

     

    April 19 –

    The General Unleashes the Kraken

    General Lee
    Stared out at the Eastern Sea

    Wondering what was out there
    On the other end

    But today he had a mission
    He was going to show
    The Emperor

    That his sailors had captured
    The dreaded kraken sea monster
    And had figured out how to ride it

    And they were going
    to release the kraken

    As they put down
    the latest rebellion
    Among the restive folks
    of the Eastern Shore

    Who were resisting
    becoming part of the Empire
    The general ordered
    Release the Kraken

    And the kraken
    A huge sea dragon

    Came out of is dark dungeon
    And two sailors climbed on board

    And the Kraken
    went into the ocean
    And attacked the fishing
    crafts of the villagers

    Killing everyone in a few minutes
    Of frenzied violence

    The kraken came back
    And the sailors
    climbed off its back

    And the kraken attacked them
    Killing them
    in a frenzied act of further violence

    The emperor turned to the general
    Very impressive

    But needs a bit of work don’t you think?

    The kraken looked up at the general
    And screamed out curses

    Saying
    that the kraken

    worked for no man

    And that other kraken would be summoned
    To revenge the attack on the kraken’s honor

    And he leaped up
    Grabbed the general and the Emperor
    And dove into the ocean —

     

     

    April 20, –

    Plead to the Computer Gods

    Today I woke up
    As I usually do

    To yet another mystifying morning
    Of unspecified computer errors

    Could not get the computer to work
    Then when I finally got it to work
    After an half an hour

    Microsoft word did not load
    And when it did

    I finally located my work
    From yesterday

    I had to find it in the roaming file
    Why?

    Who knows?

    Only to find
    That most of what I wrote
    Had vanished into the ether

    No explanation no warning

    It was there saved yesterday
    And now gone for ever

    Once I did an experiment

    Tracking computer errors for a week
    75% of the time I encountered errors

    Most of the time simple
    Screen freezes
    no response message

    Then when I recovered
    the program
    The data was gone

    Microsoft has yet to respond
    to my e-mail

    I suppose I need to do it again

    But today I will close with a prayer
    To the Computer Gods

    Just once I would like
    You to do what you are supposed to do

    Open my documents
    Save my work

    And not give me any errors
    Crashes or other unspecified problems

    Is that too much to ask

    Oh, Computer Gods

    Just once
    Do what you are supposed to do

    That is all I ask of you

     

    April 21

    Number of the Beast

    Behold a vision
    A nightmare

    The legendary beast of revelations
    Comes alive
    Sniffs the air

    Assuming the mantel of leadership
    Turning into the Orange man
    With unnatural hair

    Spewing forth sweet sounding nonsense
    Spraying hate with every word
    Inciting the world into madness

    He continues
    into the halls of power
    Walks down the street
    Unleashing hell on earth

    Soon all know
    the number of the beast

    666

    As he prepares the world
    To accept the anti-Christ

    And all bow down
    To worship their new master

    As he leads the world
    to hell itself

     

     

    April 22nd

    The Neo Fascists are let loose

    The Neo-Fascists are let loose
    By their champion the man in Orange

    Whose racist mutterings have let loose
    The ranting nutty voices of the right

    Championing their god given right

    To rule and regulate
    all that they see

     

     

    April 23 -,

    Life In-between

    For years I have lived
    In-between two worlds

    Korea
    where my wife’s
    family comes from

    And the Bay area
    Where I grew up

    and the laidback progressive
    wild west coast

    and the cutthroat
    Dour eastern establishment
    Washington DC
    Where I worked for 27 Years

    And I live between
    My official duties
    And my desire
    To be a wild-eyed poet

    And life in-between
    Means you belong nowhere
    Yet are everywhere

    Always disoriented
    Always half lost
    Never really feeling you belong

    That is life
    Living in-between

     

     

    April 25

    Somonka for Angela

    I have dreamt of you

    For almost seven long years
    And now you are here

    What can I do about this
    Only thing to do love you
    You are all I want

    All that I
    need in this life

    Thank to all the gods
    For bringing you in my life
    From now to the end of time

     

     

    April 24

    The Light Will Prevail

    Mrs. Which says
    This much we know for sure
    Despite the lateness of the hour
    And the growing power of the Dark Thing

    In the end lightness will prevail
    Defeating the dark one

     

    April 24

    62 Years young

    I am 62 years young

    62 years around the sun
    37 of those years

    I have spent
    with the love
    of my life —

    April 26

    Married Girl of My Dreams

    I married the girl of my Dreams
    first dreamt of her
    back in 1974

    Eight years later
    she walked off a bus
    and into my life

     

     

    April 27 –

    The Darkness grows

    On distant Comazotz planet
    The red eye one smiles

    It is satisfied
    The black thing is spreading
    All the way to earth

     

     

    April 28,

    It is God’s will they say

    It is God’s will they say
    The neofascists and their ilk

    It is the white man’s burden
    To rule the unruly masses

    To this I say
    Never again

    Will we let them
    Take over the world

    And lead us back
    to the dark dangerous days
    Of the Holocaust

    Or the 19th century colonial era
    Never again
    Never again

    Until hell freezes over
    And the world ends

    April 29—

    Looking Out My Window

    Looking out my window
    In Incheon

    What did I see
    The neighboring apartment buildings

    Obscured by the April rains

    And yellow dust of early Spring
    And in the distant the mountains
    Aflame with spring colors

    Beckoning me outdoors
    Looking out my window
    In Oregon

    What did I see
    Green trees

    Silently watching me

    And the cats gamboling along
    Looking at me

    While I look at them
    Each wondering
    what sort of weird creatures

    The other is
    And who
    is the real alien species?

    In Washington DC
    Looking out my window

    What did I see
    I saw the squirrels
    in the trees

    And the peaceful trees
    Of Capitol Hill

    Near the seat of power
    Yet somehow

    I felt It all far away
    In Suburban Virginia

    Looking out the window
    What did I see

    I often looked out my window
    At the trees and the jungle
    In my back yard

    And heard the distant roar
    Of traffic on the busy suburban street
    As people rushed to get to the freeway

    In the early morning hours

    In Madrid Spain
    Looking out the window
    What did I see

    I looked out at
    our Spanish neighborhood
    Seeing the beautiful Madrid ladies

    Walking down the street
    Secretly admiring them from afar

    In Barbados
    Looking out the window

    What did I see
    The monkeys in the trees
    Looking at me

    Contemplating raiding my garden
    As soon as I went away

    In Seoul
    Looking out my window

    What did I see
    The neighborhood

    Alive outside my window
    For so many years

    In Seattle
    Looking out my window
    What did I see

    I saw the ever changing green
    Sea of trees
    that is Seattle’s true color

    The city is so lush and green
    And alive with life’s
    endless possibilities

    In Stockton

    Looking out the window
    What did I see

    The traffic moving
    Through the dense fog
    That often fell upon the city
    Obscuring everything in its embrace

    And growing up in Berkeley
    Looking out my window
    I saw nothing

    But the dirt and trees
    And shrubs
    Of my ancestral home

    And felt nothing
    But loneliness

    And a desire
    To leave my home
    As soon as I grew up

    That is what I see
    When I look out my window
    Even to this day

    I see where I have been
    And wonder where I am going

    As I stare out the window
    Knowing that my life
    Will surely come to an end
    As I stare out at the world

    Waiting waiting waiting
    For my fate to unfold

     

     

    April 30

    In Search of America 1975 – Hitch hiking Tales

    When I was young and foolish
    Broke and stubborn
    I hitchhiked across the USA

    Started in Salt Lake City
    Where my greyhound bus pass
    Was stolen

    The station manager
    Could have helped me
    But refused to do so

    Threaten to call the cops
    When I grabbed my bags
    Without the stolen tags

    I said
    Go ahead
    But I am
    so out of here

    Wondered about Salt Lake City
    Went to a bar
    Found I had to buy my booze
    Next door

    And they would
    mix it for me

    Had to order food too
    After a bloody Mary
    And a burger

    I walked about town
    Saw the Mormon Temple

    Finally about 3 pm
    It was time
    to hit the road

    Did not look back
    Ended up in Cody Wyoming
    Got a room shower
    Steak beer
    Using my rapidly
    depleted cash

    Spent 25 dollars
    Money really went far
    Back in those days

    A band of professional
    Communist agitators
    Gave me a ride

    To Des Moines
    Lots of weed, booze
    And politics later
    Got off the road

    Slept outside

    Next day
    A beautiful woman

    Drove me to near Chicago
    In a red mustang

    Might have been
    The girl in the song

    Took it easy
    Digging her vibe

    She invited home
    But was not sure

    If her estranged husband
    Would welcome me

    So I being foolish
    And inexperienced with women
    Did not go to her place

    And always regretted
    That I had lost
    My chance that day

    Then on to Chicago
    Several rides later
    Visited friends

    Hit the road again
    A series of uneventful rides
    With truckers
    And others

    And a week later
    I ended in New York City

    Slept along the way
    In cars
    In truck stops
    In high way rest stops

    Always moving
    Always going

    None stop talking
    And lots of free weed

    And beer
    And conversation

    One more memorable ride
    Occurred outside Albany
    On my return to Chicago

    A middle age
    creepy looking man
    Picked me up

    In a brand new Cadillac

    He was
    he said
    a dynamite deliverer

    For the Mafia
    Went to various places
    To blow up shit

    He hated a lot of people
    Particularly hippies
    from California
    And Jewish people

    Looking at me to confirm
    That I was both

    I told him
    that I lived in New York

    And had never been
    to California

    And although
    I might looked Jewish

    As I had
    what was called
    back in the day

    A “Jewfro”

    I was not Jewish

    Many years later I discovered
    That I am indeed part Jewish

    But then I did not know
    And I felt a bit of
    strategic misinformation
    Might keep me alive

    Then I realized
    that he was just
    jiving with me

    And we relaxed
    And he pulled
    out some weed

    And beer
    And we mellowed out

    But I believe
    that he really
    was with the mob

    Perhaps not a dynamite dealer
    A real made Italian
    made mafia member

    By Chicago
    I had enough
    I called my Dad

    Told him what had happened

    Wanted a ticket home
    And he sent me a ticket

    And 500 dollars
    And I went home

    I told him I would tell him
    My tales some day

    But never did

    I learned so much
    About my fellow Americans
    And the strange vibe
    That was 1975

    And now it is too late
    But I wanted to finally

    Tell the world

    Of my hitchhiking tales
    In search of America 1975

     

  • 2017 April Poems

    2017 April Poems

    April 2017 poems

    April 2017 Poem a Thon Poems

    in 2017, i participated in my first April month of poetry challenge.  the goal, write one poem per day during the month and post them.  i completed a bit more than 30 and posted them on Triferet journal @ http://tiferetjournal.com and on a special community Facebook page @https://www.facebook.com/tiferetapril2018poemathon/ .
    I also posted them on All Poetry,

    https://allpoetry.com/Jake_Aller#t_main and

    https://allpoetry.com/group/14865-National_Poetry_Month_at_Allpoetry

    Poetry Soup (add link). https://www.poetrysoup.com/me/jakecosmos | edit

    I followed up in 2018, also on Triferet journal

    journal @ http://tiferetjournal.com, and on a special community Facebook page @https://www.facebook.com/TiferetApril2018Poemathon/

    and All Poetry, and Poetry Soup.

    This year, 2019 I changed focus a bit and wrote them mostly following links in Writers Digest,  https://www.writersdigest.com/editor-blogs/poetic-asides/2019-april-pad-challenge-day-28

    Creative Talents Unleashed https://creativetalentsunleashed.com/

    *and Writing.com poetic forms forum. https://www.writing.com/main/portfolio/view/jcosmos

    as well as posting them daily on all poetry, writers digest and on my blog (which I did not have in 2017 and 2018.

    I tried this year to experiment with more formal verse forms which is one of my creative goals this year.  Writers Digest has a great list, as does All poetry, poetry Soup, Magnum Poetry Opus.  For more info on formal verse forms see

    https://allpoetry.com/

    https://www.poetrysoup.com/poetry/resources/

    https://www.writersdigestshop.com/writers-digest-guide-to-poetic-forms-ebook?utm_source=writersdigest.com&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=wd-rlb-bl-190329-guidetopoeticforms

    http://www.poetrymagnumopus.com/forums/forum/23-explore-the-craft-of-writing-poetry/

    I also added images and audio clips. For 2017, and 2018 I have gone back and revised them slightly adding in images and audio clips.  I intend to turn these poems into my first published book of poetry.

    Comments and feedback greatly appreciated.  I intent to make this an annual creative project and keep going as long as I can.

    Now to the 2017 Poems:

    Index

    1. April 1 Berkeley California
    2. April 2 Lithia Springs
    3. April 3 Walls
    4. April 4 Changes
    5. April 5 Facing Life’s Challenges Together
    6. April 6 Wagontire, Oregon
    7. April 7 Watching Cats Hunt *
    8. April 8 Landlord Blues
    9. April 9 Pane e circus 2017 Redux
    10. April 10 Long Live Emperor Donald the Ist
    11. April 11 3 Am Nightmares
    12. April 12 Zombie Apocalypse
    13. April 13 Spring Doositsu for Angela Poem a Thon
    14. April 14 Love Jones
    15. April 15 Kim Vs. Trump Twitter War
    16. April 16 Why I am not a Christian Easter Thoughts
    17. April 17 Love Haku *
    18. April 18 Coffee Haku *
    19. 18 Spring Time in Oregon
    20. April 19 Cats *
    21. April 20 Secret Agency Man
    22. April 21 COSTCO People Watching
    23. April 22 The Dogs of War are Howling
    24. April 23 Suburban Laundromat
    25. April 24, I Want You Right Now
    26. April 25 The Decline of America
    27. April 27 Life is Wonderful
    28. April 28 Sandwich Choices *
    29. April 29 More Coffee Blues *
    30. April 30 Rambling Man -Where Do I Belong?
    • Published

    Audio Clips

    April 1 to April 5

    April 6 Wagontire

    April 7 to April 12

    April 10 to April 15

    April 17 to April 20

    April 20 to April 30

    April 1

    Berkeley California

    Growing up in the 60’s
    In Berkeley
    almost 50 years ago

    I think back
    At those turbulent times
    Those crazy wonderful times

    Berkeley is a wonderful place
    In many ways

    Stuck forever in 1967
    A true time travel experience

    Every time I go back
    And relive the memories
    Of the 60’s

    The 60’s never died
    They continue

    In college towns
    Across the world

    And Berkeley
    Remains the mecca
    Of the counter
    cultural revolution

    Many things have changed
    But the organic food revolution
    Became mainstream

    Marijuana spread out
    The sexual revolution
    Became mainstream

    So much of the world
    Is but a reflection
    Of the revolution of the 60’s

    And the conservative
    counter-revolution
    That we are still fighting

    So, I salute
    My homeland
    The center of my universe

    April 2

    Lithia Springs</strong 

    Staying at Lithia Springs
    Soaking in the healing waters

    Soaking my pains away
    Renewing my life

    Renewing my love
    As we both soak away

    As the pain of life go away
    And our love grows

    With each soaking session
    Life is good

    At the hot springs water
    Sooths us
    and smooth us

    And we fall in love
    Again and again

    April 3

    Walls

     

    Trump wants a wall
    Between America and Mexico

    A wall against the southern hordes
    A wall based on fear and hate

    A wall to make America safe
    A wall to make America great again

    And yet I wonder
    Will his wall fall

    Like the Berlin wall
    And the great wall

    And all the other walls
    They all failed
    All of them

    Walls divide us
    Walls make us
    Into different tribes

    Between the pure
    And the impure

    St Reagan, Said
    Tear Down this Wall

    Will future Presidents
    Tear down this begotten wall

    Or will it become a tourist attraction
    Another great wall
    Against barbarian hordes

    April 4

    Changes

    I reflect upon my life
    As the sun comes up

    What could I have changed
    What would I have changed

    If I could go back in time
    What would I tell my earlier self

    What would I do differently
    And what have I learned

    The one thing
    that I would not have changed

    is meeting
    the women of my dreams

    the chance
    meeting on a bus
    that changed everything
    in a moment

    I met my fate
    That day on the bus

    And that
    is the end of the story

    April 5

    Facing Life’s Challenges Together

    Woke up at 0 dark hundred
    Vowing to boldly go forth

    And face
    the challenges

    of the future
    Without fear

    Knowing
    that I have you there

    Makes
    all the difference in the world

    As we meet our fate
    Together

    Until the day we die
    And time takes us

    Back to another world
    Soul mates, together forever

    April 6

    Wagontire, Oregon
    wagontire wiki entry

    1975

    In 1973, I went on a road trip
    With my father

    We left Berkeley to go to Yakima
    Where my father had a summer cabin

    He was a college professor
    And had July
    and August off

    And we spent the summers
    Every summer from 1968 to 1978
    Our whole dysfunctional family

    Our annual road trip
    to hell and back
    As we did not get along at all

    We decided to drive
    through Eastern Oregon

    Just my father and me
    Just for the hell of it

    The rest of the family
    was already there
    in Washington
    waiting for us

    My father and I shared a travel lust
    One of the few things we shared

    This was one of our best trips
    We got along

    Which was unusual
    Normally our relationship

    Was fraught
    As we were so different

    We left Klamath Falls
    A real nothing burg
    in those days

    And headed east along highway 395
    As we entered the desert
    of eastern Oregon

    We entered a different world
    High mountain dessert

    Almost
    no one on the road

    nothing on the radio
    but country music

    and talk radio
    from KGO in SF

    my father and I bonded
    Learned a lot about his past

    What he liked
    And did not like

    He hated country music
    But loved news radio

    And we talked about politics
    And life in general

    Just a father and son
    Enjoying a rare

    Father son
    Bonding moment

    We usually did not
    get each other

    I inherited too much
    Of my Mother’s
    wild Irish personality

    To suite his dour Norwegian
    Germanic personality

    Then we saw the sign

    Wagontire Oregon

    100 miles ahead
    Burma shave

    We counted down the signs
    Miles after miles
    As we drove
    into the gathering dusk

    along with the wagon tire
    countdown

    were other signs
    last gas for x miles

    and the Burma Shave
    road side signs

    with their classic
    cowboy poetry
    slogans

    which in 1975
    were already

    becoming
    a thing of the past

    had not seen those
    since this road trip

    but on this road
    they still had them

    every mile
    Burma Shave signs

    We speculated
    that Wagontire

    Must be a giant truck stop
    In the middle of no where

    And we drove on
    Counting down the signs

    Listening to dreadful country music
    And endless political news

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    Welcome to Wagontire, Oregon

    Population 2 ½ humans 10 dogs, 50.000 sheep

    We pulled into the town
    Nothing there
    but a gas station
    Motel and café

    We decided to stop
    Last gas for 200 miles
    According
    to the highway signs

    In the morning
    We chatted with the owner

    He was the sheriff,
    the fire chief
    The owner
    of the motel,
    gas station
    The only business in town

    And the only place open
    For two hundred miles

    Until the next town
    John Day I believe

    I asked the Sherriff
    Say, who is the ½ human?

    My idiot son!

    And we left.

    200 miles later
    We finally
    left Eastern Oregon

    2016

    In 2016 my wife
    and I drove
    through Eastern Oregon

    As part of our epic
    cross-country trip

    first time for her
    in Eastern Oregon
    Idaho, Montana
    Wyoming and many other states

    last time I had visited
    was during my epic road trip
    with my father
    summer of 1975

    10,000 miles
    31 states

    in three months
    to celebrate my retirement

    On the way from Medford to Yellowstone
    We drove along highway 395

    The signs for Wagontire was gone
    And we drove through the town

    The motel was abandoned
    Nothing there at all

    And that sign
    was gone too

    and the Burma shave signs
    long ago

    faded into lost
    Americana

    On the radio
    Nothing but country

    Right wing talk shows
    And Christian radio

    I said I suppose the idiot son
    Never took over the business

    And we speculated about Wagontire
    And all other nothing burgs

    We drove through
    that summer

    Heart of Trump’s America
    True fly over country

    April 7

    Watching Cats Hunt

    Early morning
    Watching two white cats

    Hunting a white dove
    The cats hunt in pairs
    Tracking the bird

    The bird flies away
    Safe for now

    And I think about the cats
    And the hunt goes on

    Such is life
    And the fate of cats
    And birds

    April 8

    Landlord Blues

    I am a landlord
    Owner of property

    Here there
    and elsewhere

    Have been for years
    Since 1989

    When I bought my first duplex
    I have tenants

    and tenant
    issues galore

    I receive rent from the tenants
    it seems money grows
    on the proverbial tree

    but at times
    from time to time
    I hate being a landlord

    I suppose in my heart
    I am a socialist
    with a blending heart

    But my wife
    is comfortable
    as a landlord

    She calls me a hypocrite
    And a wild romantic goat

    Born under the sign of the goat
    And I call her a capitalist pig

    Born
    under the sign of the golden pig

    April 9

    Pane e circus 2017 Redux


    By order of his excellency
    Emperor Donald the First

    The merciful,
    the Christian King of Kings

    The Sultan of Sultans
    The Emperor of North America

    Be it hereby decreed
    That the ancient honorable
    gladiator games
    Of the old Roman Empire
    Have been restored

    Each city in the Empire will host a team
    They will compete for the honor
    Of the national championship

    The games will start
    With fighting animals

    Fighting fish
    Roosters
    Cheetahs
    Tiger
    Bears
    Wolves
    And lions

    Then a man lion contest
    With a heretic thrown to the lions

    If he or she lives
    They will be pardoned

    Then then main games
    Six men/women teams compete

    Armed with swords, knifes, mace, clubs
    They fight until one man or women remans
    The victor of the game

    Those who are prisoners
    Can compete for their freedom
    And a full imperial pardon

    Let the games begin
    Long may the games reign
    In the new North America Empire

    Praise be to the Emperor
    Donald the First

    April 10 Long

    Live Emperor Donald the Ist


    Ladies and Gentlemen
    My fellow American citizens
    Greetings and salutations

    Today is a momentous day
    The old corrupt USA republic is no more
    The constitution that once protected us
    Has been overthrown and violated

    The barbarians at the gate
    Have taken over

    And ruined the once great land
    The last hope of the world

    And so, I had no choice
    But to kill the old rotten regime
    And restore American greatness

    To save democracy
    I must destroy it

    And so, starting today
    I will serve
    as the Emperor of North America

    I welcome Canada and Mexico
    And the Caribbean islands
    To join The North American Empire

    As we rebuild America
    Restoring American greatness
    And making us all proud again

    Proud subjects of the New American Empire
    May the Empire reign forever and a day
    Triumphant against all enemies

    And so, I take this burden
    Sadly, but gladly

    I will serve you
    As your Emperor

    And my son Donald
    Will serve as our second emperor
    Once I pass from this world

    His son will serve as the third emperor
    And so on until the end of time

    And we will reign
    in our new capitol city
    Colorado Springs
    renamed New Rome
    Until the end of time

    Washington will remain in our hearts
    As the capitol of the old Republic

    But the heirs of the Roman Empire
    Need a new Imperial Capitol

    And soon we will conquer Mars
    And expand our Empire to the Starts

    Long Live the Empire
    Long Live America

    Good night
    And may God Bless
    This great Empire

    April 11 3 3 Am Nightmares

    3 am

    The bewitching hour
    When the wild things come out
    And play

    And torture you
    With endless wild accusations
    And nightmarish visions

    As I toss and turn
    Trying to escape

    I look over at my wife
    And as always

    Repeat the mantra
    Everything will be alright

    And the wild things are banished
    To the dark corners of my mind

    And I recover my happiness
    And I smile
    As I look at the sleeping beauty

    Still the most beautiful women in the world
    Still the most alluring women in the world

    Still in love with her
    After 35 years

    The love gets stronger and stronger
    As she overcomes my despair

    And the sun comes up
    And I think to myself

    What a wonderful life I have
    With the women of my dreams

    April 12

    Zombie Apocalypse

    Zombies to the right of me

    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies ahead of me

    Zombies behind me
    Everywhere zombies galore

    The end of the world had become
    And the zombification
    of the world had begun

    Zombies to the right of me
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies ahead of me
    Zombies behind me

    No one knew when or where
    the first zombies appeared
    One moment zombies were just a collective
    figment of our deranged imagination

    The next moment we were all living
    in a zombie apocalypse nightmare

    Zombies to the right of me
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies ahead of me
    Zombies behind me

    Some said the zombies were created in a lab
    Released by mad scientists and the military

    Others said it was plague sent by God himself
    To punish mankind
    for tolerating evil and moral depravity

    Zombies to the right of me
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies ahead of me
    Zombies behind me

    The Christians and Muslims prayed
    But their prayers went unheard
    As they too soon became zombies

    Zombies to the right of me
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies ahead of me
    Zombies behind me

    The zombies hunted in packs
    Overwhelming their victims
    Killing most instantly
    But some they simply bit
    And turned them into fellow zombies

    Zombies to the right of me
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies ahead of me
    Zombies behind me

    The zombies did not attack one another
    They preferred living live flesh
    Human flesh
    but they ate everything they saw

    Zombies to the right of me
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies ahead of me
    Zombies behind me

    And so, I ran into the countryside
    With my fellow humans
    Hit out deep in the woods

    Hiding from zombies
    And crazed cannibal gangs alike

    Zombies to the right of me
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies ahead of me
    Zombies behind me

    The world ended that day
    And our nightmare world began

    Zombies to the right of me
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies ahead of me
    Zombies behind me

    April 13

    Spring Doositsu for Angela Poem a Thon

    Waking up seeing you there
    Watching you as you wake up
    Fills me with such sweat desire
    Overcoming my mind

    I sit watching you all day
    Thinking of you all day long
    Wild erotic imaginings
    Love making to come

    That old blues song come to mind
    I just want to make love to you
    I just want to make love to you
    Nothing more than that that

    I end this morning with this thought
    You are still the most wonderful
    The most beautiful creature
    In the whole universe

    April 14

    Love Jones

    I got the Love Jones, baby
    And it won’t leave me alone

    I got the Love Jones, baby
    And it won’t leave me alone

    I’ve been writing these love poems
    All day long

    And I have been dreaming
    Of all the ways,
    I could make love
    To my secret lover

    If only she will let me be
    If only she will open her heart
    And let me in

    Perhaps the love Jones
    Might leave me along

    But I got the love Jones
    Bad baby

    Can’t you tell?

    That the love Jones
    Has grabbed my Soul

    Twisted it up into little pieces
    And I need you
    To unravel the Love Jones

    I need you to answer the call
    Of the Love Jones Baby

    I need you
    To let me be free

    Of the spell
    Of the Love Jones

    I got the Love Jones
    Baby

    I got it bad
    And only you can

    Put a stop to the love Jones
    Baby

    Let me enter your life
    Put out the fire of desire

    Send the Love Jones packing
    And let me make sweat love to you

    Oh, Love Jones
    Go away

    Let me be in peace
    Love Jones
    Leave me be

    Baby
    I got the love Jones
    For you

    Can’t you see?
    What you do to me?

    I got the Love Jones
    Baby and it ain’t going away

    Until I get to make love to you
    Then perhaps this Love Jones
    Will leave me be

    Love Jones

    April 15 Kim Vs. Trump Twitter War –

    in memorial of Kim Il Sung’s the Great Leader’s Birthday

    North Korean leader Kim Jong-Un waves from a balcony of the Grand People’s Study House following a mass parade marking the end of the 7th Workers Party Congress in Kim Il-Sung Square in Pyongyang on May 10, 2016.
    North Korea kicked off a massive parade in the centre of Pyongyang on May 10 to celebrate a just-concluded ruling party congress that was seen as a formal coronation for supreme leader Kim Jong-Un. / AFP / Ed Jones (Photo credit should read ED JONES/AFP/Getty Images)

     

    President Kim, it is time that we cut the shit and cut a deal #Real Trump

     

    President Trump, it is impossible for us to cut a deal unless you agree to me keeping nukes # Kim Jong-un the Great

    President Kim, you know that if I want I can just make you disappear.  You can be wiped off the earth in a moment.  We know where you live #real Trump

    President Trump, we have a nuke with your name on it on a boat sailing up the Potomac and it will blow your ass up any day now so don’t fuck with us. #Kim Jong-un the Great

    Kim, your stupid Asian gook.  Let me break it down for yah You threaten the US you die and all the North Koreans go to hell. Is it worth it? #real Trump.

    Trump, you are so stupid. You are the worst excuse for a human being ever $ Kim Jong-un the Great

    Kim, you are the stupid mother fucker. I mean what’s up with that idiot haircut of yours?  $real Trump

    Trump, I would not talk about hair, your orange haired mutant mother fucker.  #Kim Jong-un the Great

    Kim, it is all real baby and so are my wife’s boobs… #real Trump

    Trump, let’s cut the crap and get down to business.  How much will you pay us to get rid of the nukes?  #kimJongun the Great

    Kim, lets meet manor a mano and get it out on the table.  No nukes no chems no bioweapons and no more political prisoners to start with #realTrump

    Trump, we can discuss. If I can stay in power the rest is negotiable #Kim Jong un the great

    Finally, the two of you are talking sense. About time #Xi the President of China

    April 16

    Why I am not a Christian Easter Thoughts

    On Easter Sunday,
    I often think about Christianity
    I don’t understand why anymore
    would believe such nonsense

    The essential story makes no sense
    An imaginary all powerful deity
    that no one has ever seen or heard

    Except for psychotic patients or Drug users
    Comes down to earth
    and impregnates a married woman

    Who has never had sex for some reason
    And her husband is okay with that
    Believes her wild story

    And still does not have sex
    Until after the baby is born

    Then there is total silence
    Nothing about Jesus’s childhood

    30 years later he emerges
    Preaching love, peace and brotherhood
    And denouncing the corrupt temple leaders
    And the Jewish leaders as well

    The miracles also don’t make any sense
    In the real world,
    you can’t turn fish into bread
    Can’t walk on water
    Can raise the dead etc. etc.

    Just does not happen
    In the world, we live in
    And has not happen
    since those ancient days

    Then the last supper makes some sense
    Jesus knows he is about to be betrayed

    But he does not confront Judas
    Does not run away
    Does not encourage his disciplines
    To run away with him

    The whole Jesus Mary M story
    Also, does not make sense

    Jesus must have been married
    Or he was gay

    There is no doubt
    Either way the story makes no sense

    The crucifixion is the only part of the story I buy
    Jesus was put to death because he was a rebel leader

    And the Romans tolerated no dissent
    To the Roman’s right to conquer and rule

    The rising from the dead stories
    All contradict one another

    And Jesus was either walking as a normal human being
    Or was a ghost

    The door was rent open as if by lightening
    Or not

    Finally, we have been waiting over 2,000 years for his return
    You would think if the story is remotely true
    He would have turned up by now

    Except he has
    As many lunatics claim to be Jesus
    in the flesh

    all delusional of course
    and that is what I think of Christianity

    nothing but fairy tales and mass delusions
    surrounding a kernel of truth

    Love each other
    Treat each other right
    Don’t be consumed with greed

     

    But couldn’t that message
    Be made simpler
    Without all the associated nonsense?

    So, on this day I say
    Open your minds

    And discard the nonsensical elements
    of Christian thought
    And follow the true teachings of Jesus

    Even if you don’t believe
    in the imaginary man in the sky

    April 18

    Spring Time in Oregon

    Spring has finally sprung in Oregon
    Escaping from the longer winter prison
    That has covered the land with snow

    They say that this winter
    Was a colder than normal winter

    Wetter than normal
    As the long drought finally ended

    As nature resumed
    its normal spring thaw

    I rejoice
    Seeing all the signs of spring

    Especially the sight
    of young beautiful women
    Shedding their winter clothes

    And walking about
    in the spring sunshine

    So wonderfully alive

    So, beautiful and sexy
    As they sashay about
    Here and there

    It makes me smile
    All day long

    Yes, I love Spring time
    Everywhere in the world

    But especially in Oregon
    My new found second home

    April 19

    Cats

    I often wonder about Cats
    What do they think of us

    It seems at time
    That cats think of humans
    As their slaves

    We exist to feed them
    To comfort them

    To save them from their enemies
    And to worship them

    Yes, cats are an alien species
    Totally different from humanity
    Detached, and almost evil

    If we ever encounter an alien civilization
    God help us if it’s a cat based civilization

    We would then be engaged
    In the epic mother of all wars

    As cats and humans would not get along
    The cats would think we were their slaves

    And we would resent and fear them
    And secretly worship their alien ways

    April 20

    Secret Agent Man

    Secret agent man
    Where are you going?

    What do you know?
    And when did you know it?

    What dark secrets do you hide
    In your inner soul?

    Do you even have a soul anymore?
    Or has it been so compromised
    That there is nothing left?

    But lies, within lies with lies
    Do you even know the truth?
    Does the truth set you free?

    Or is the truth just another lie?
    That you tell yourself

    I’d like to know
    My secret agent man

    Perhaps someday you well tell me
    Your deepest darkest secrets

    And reveal what the government is hiding
    But perhaps I can’t handle the truth

    So, keep you secrets to yourself
    And let them die with you

    As you go to your grave
    Your secrets buried deep within
    Your corrupted soul

    Until the end of time
    Reveals all

    April 21

    COSTCO People Watching


    I love my COSTCO
    I love going there to shop
    But most importantly

    I love people watching
    Looking at people as they walk by
    Wondering what their stories are

    And covertly checking out
    the beautiful girls
    As they walk on by

    And when they smile at me
    It makes my day

    Yes, I love my COSTCO
    And COSTCO Loves Me back

    Extracting my money
    From my wallet

    I go in for one simple thing
    And walk out
    having spent 500 dollars

    Yes, COSTCO has my number
    And loves me too
    Long Live COSTCO

    April 22

    The Dogs of War are Howling

    The Dogs of War

    Have been set free
    Of their cage
    And are out
    Howling at the moon

    The Dogs of War
    Have been set free

     

    To wreck what havoc
    Might be

    Yes, the Dogs of War
    The Hell Hounds
    Have bound out of their cages

    Sniffed about
    And smiled

    At the destruction, they saw
    They knew soon

    They would be in their element
    As the world descends into chaos

    The Dogs of war
    Are at foot

    The chaos is upon us
    The evil grows and grows

    And dark noises are heard
    Here and there

    And the dogs of war
    Smiled

    They knew soon
    They would be in their element

    The war machines
    Came to life

    The plans came out of the books
    The military might be unleashed

    And the Dogs of war
    Smiled and howled at the moon

    And the rest of the world
    Shuddered
    At the thought
    of what was yet to be

    Satan on the other hand
    Was happy as can be

    With the evil shit
    That was going down

    He smiled
    Patted his hell hounds
    And told his dogs

    The war to end all wars
    Armageddon is upon us my friend

    Soon, mankind will know
    The face of absolute evil

    And they will love it
    When I take over

    The armies prepare
    The bombers prepare

    And the dogs of war
    Are happy
    Unleashed to do their mischief

    And soon millions may die
    And the pits of hell
    will open

    And the judgement day
    May be upon us all

    Madness descends upon the land
    The fog of hate envelops us all

    And reason and civilization
    Fall away

    As the Dogs of War
    And their minions
    Take over the minds of man

    And the end of the world
    And the beginning
    of the end times
    Come upon us all

    And the US goes bankrupt
    Morally and fiscally

    And the evil that men do
    Goes on and on and on

    But the war machine must be fed
    The munitions makers must be paid

    As each million-dollar missile is launched
    Millions more are made

    And the corporations
    Think of the endless profits
    To be made

    Every time they kill
    With the war machines

    But who cares about the victims
    They are nothing but collateral damage

    Who cares about the soldiers
    Nothing but cannon fodder

    Who gives a damn
    About the dead
    They are dead and gone

    Just think about the profits
    Think about the profits

    Satan is happy
    The dogs of war
    are free at last

    April 23

    Suburban Laundromat – thanks to Don Teeter for the inspiration from a FB posting

    Suburban Laundromat Scenes

    Suburban laundromat
    Anywhere USA

    I often go to a suburban laundromat
    Near my suburban apartment

    I can sit in my car
    Listen to jazz, classical or blues
    On my car’s radio

    And watch my machine
    Doing its suburban laundry duty

    Just spinning and spinning and cleaning
    Doing its thing its laundry thing

    The neighborhood is anywhere USA
    Strip malls, apartment houses, townhouses

    A fire station, a police station
    Banks, cell phone shops
    Restaurants from around the world

    At the parking lot’s edge
    As I approach I notice

    Gentlemen of the off-grid class
    Sitting among their Hogs
    Stoned off the semi legal weed

    Smiling at me
    With an I don’t give a fuck attitude

    That is somewhat contagious
    They tell stories

    Paranoid ramblings
    Containing a kernel of truth

    As they watch their clothes
    Like a hawk

    The clothes spin and spin and spin
    As the laundry machine does its laundry thing

    The machines don’t care about what we humans think
    They just do their duty as the man says

    Across the old run-down boulevard
    The light rail line uses a right of way

    That dates to the mid 1850’s
    An old Indian game trail perhaps
    That the white man turned into the first road
    In these parts

    People come and go
    Some in cars

    Some on foot
    People from all over the world
    Speaking languages from everywhere

    But all understand English to some extent
    And many understand Spanish to some extent

    I feel everyone is united
    Chiefly by their transience

    And think back on old Latin saying
    Sic transit Gloria mundi
    And wonder if these are the end days

    And ask the laundry machine
    What does it think

    The laundry machine pauses
    Seems to think
    And looks at me

    Almost saying
    WTF do you think
    A laundry machine knows?

    And so, I gather my items
    Nod to the regulars

    Who interrupt their endless paranoid arguments
    Acknowledging my existence

    And I stumble back
    To my suburban apartment
    Truly paradise on earth

    April 24,

    I Want You Right Now

    I still want you
    More than anything else in life

    I want you
    I want you next to me

    I want you every moment
    Of every minute
    Of every day

    I need you in my life
    I need your wisdom
    I need your kindness
    I need your beauty

    I need your special wit
    And I need your ability
    To deal with this cruel world

    I need you to save me
    From the demons
    That haunt my Soul

    For you are my soul mate
    The only person

    Whoever completed me
    And made life worth living

    April 25

    The Decline of America

    You see it everywhere
    The unmistakable signs

    That the decline of America
    Is in full swing

    And we have gone past the tipping point
    There is nowhere left to go

    But downward
    As the Empire begins to collapse

    Victim of imperial overreach
    Like all empires before

    The DC metro on a good day
    Is a broken-down remnant

    Of a once proud system
    The future of mass transit
    Its proponents said

    The interstate highway system
    Is falling apart day by day

    The cost of rebuilding America mounts
    And our politicians are afraid
    That it will costs trillions of dollars

    Just to prevent the US from collapsing
    Into third world irrelevance

    We have the world’s most expensive military
    A million dollars per missile

    And yet we can’t find the money
    To provide decent health care for all

    Bombs, and tax cuts for the wealthy
    Are the only things

    That the Republicans care about
    And the world looks in amazement

    At the clown boy President
    As he struts about

    Looking more and more
    Like some Banana Republic

    President for life
    With his family
    grabbing as much loot

    As they can
    From the federal government
    Before the coming revolution
    Overthrows them

    When did we start this decline?
    Some say 1960s started it
    Others say Nixon’s to blame

    Others claim that it was Carter’s fault
    Or Saint Reagan’s fault
    Or the other boy President GW Bush
    Or Obama the fake American’s fault

    Does it really matter
    All I know

    Is the America I knew
    The can do anything country

    Is alas no more
    And I morn for our lost liberties

    Our lost sense of purpose
    Our lost sense that America
    Was the last great hope of Mankind

    And still I wonder
    Can America be made great again?
    As our President Trump proclaims

    The end times approaches

    Nuclear war is talked about
    Another missile crisis

    And instead of JFK leading the country
    We have Donald John Trump

    The one and only
    The greatest con man
    To ever get elected

    And I fear the end is in sight
    As America begins its decline

    Will we be one country
    Or will we erupt into a civil war

    The right claims that the left has started it
    And the left claims that the right has started it

    And both sides claim that the civil war
    Is inevitable

    A fight for the future of our country
    And so, it goes
    The decline of empires

    And I pray
    That I may survive
    The end of times

    April 27

    Life is Wonderful

    This morning I woke up
    Always a good thing
    At age 61

    I looked out my window
    And saw a bright blue sky

    Nice Spring time weather
    Not a frown in the sky
    Not a cloud to hide
    The bright late April Sun

    I looked over
    And saw her there

    As always
    The nighttime anxieties fade away

    And I realize once again
    Everything will be okay

    If she is with me
    And I said to myself
    What a wonderful day

    April 28

    Sandwich Choices


    There are so many choices to be had
    When ordering a sandwich

    What kind of bread

    What kind of meat or any meat
    What kind of cheese or any cheese

    Whether to have sprouts or not
    Whether to have a pickle or not

    Whether to go with a classic peanut butter
    And something sandwich

    I loved peanut butter sandwiches
    As a kid

    Peanut butter and sweat pickles were my favorite
    Peanut butter and banana is good also
    Peanut butter and strawberry jam
    What a delightful memory

    My current favorite

    Is a BLT with sprouts, avocado, and kosher dill pickles?
    Heirloom red tomatoes one slice per each half
    Avocado one half per each half
    One half pickle on each half
    Bacon cooked just right – well done but not black
    Sprouts and lettuce just right
    Timamook Yellow smoked cheder cheese
    On each half
    On Gluten Free bread
    with chipotle mayo
    And Dijon mustard
    Cut in half

    Truly a sandwich made in heaven

    And bacon makes everything
    Taste so damn nice

    And God if you are reading this poem
    You had better prepare them for me
    Or Heaven will not be worth it

    Does Satan serve BLT sandwiches
    I wonder

    Probably not
    Probably you become the bacon
    In his hell sandwiches

    April 29

    More Coffee Blues

    One morning as I drank my fake coffee
    I needed to go out
    and get a cup of real coffee

    The fake coffee just did not do the trick
    It tasted almost like the real thing

    But just did not have that kick
    And I needed it bad

    I needed the real coffee buzz
    I realized that I was a coffee addict
    I tried to just drink decafe

    But was boring
    And almost as bad as the fake coffee
    That I drank

    Caffeine was bad for me
    I knew it

    But I craved the rush
    Craved the intense buzz
    Craved the hyperactivity

    Kept me all day
    And caused me nightmares
    Sometimes for days on end

    I knew I could not handle it
    But like all addicts

    I needed my coffee buzz
    And so, I once more

    Drank my drug of choice
    And entered the coffee zone

    As I fried my brain
    With caffeine

    The last legal drug
    In neo-puritan America

    And I smiled as I gave in
    To the intoxicating smell
    And flavor of my coffee
    And surrender my free will

    And drank my coffee
    Waiting for the nightmares to come

    April 30

    Rambling Man -Where Do I Belong?

    I have been a rambling man
    All my adult life

    Grew up in Berkeley, California
    Went to College in Hayward and Oberlin
    During my lost year
    Lost in a fog of booze and pot
    Then I came back to reality

    And went to college
    In Stockton, California

    The central Valley
    Ohio transplanted to California

    Then after four years in Stockton
    With extended weekends
    and breaks in Berkeley

    I became an expatriate wanderer
    Peace Corps worker in Korea
    Then taught ESL in Korea
    For four years

    Occasionally returning to my home
    But always wanting to be elsewhere

    Then back to Korea
    And then Seattle for four years

    Driving back and forth to the bay area
    Stopping off in Southern Oregon

    Eventually bought a house and duplex
    In Southern Oregon

    Vaguely thinking we would retire there
    Some day when my rambling ways were over
    Then back to Korea for three more years

    Then I joined the Foreign service
    And my wife the military

    And I wandered the world again
    Always somewhere
    Always dreaming of my next somewhere
    Never there
    As I was a permanent expat

    And a diplomat to boot
    Never a local

    But never really felt I belong there
    Or in the America

    That was becoming more and more
    A foreign land

    The longer I stayed away
    I stayed on in DC for almost ten years

    Off and on
    But never really felt
    that I belong there

    I was too West Coast in my heart
    And DC seemed to be
    Just a place to stay
    In between travels

    Stayed in Thailand
    Then later India
    And Eastern Caribbean
    And later Spain

    Traveled to 45 countries
    Lived in ten

    And now I am retired
    Still torn between

    living the expat life
    In Seoul, Korea

    And returning to the West Coast
    And occasionally back to DC
    and Florida as well

    And I wonder
    Where do I belong

    Where do I belong

    Other than wherever
    My wife and I end up

    Neither here nor there
    Half way there

    And so is that my fate
    Never to really belong

    Never to have roots in the ground
    Always wanting to be somewhere else

    Always a stranger in my native land
    And a stranger in my other home
    Across the sea

    There is no answer to these questions
    As the rambling urge comes again
    And I prepare to move yet again
    Hoping someday I will be

    Somewhere where I can stop
    These rambling blues

    And really be there

    The End

  • Recent Publication Credits

    Recent Publication Credits

    Recent Publication Credits

    Updated Publication Credits
    Cheating Death Updates
    Plenthora Publishes October Rain
    ” the World According to Cosmos” updates

    Some recent publication credits.

     

    Cherry House Press is publishing my “Dream Girl” in an anthology of Dreams due in April.

    cherry Hill Press

     

    Hello Jake.

     

    We hope to publish the anthology in April.

     

    You can follow our page on Facebook at : https://www.facebook.com/CherryHousePress/

    We will post the date of when our anthology will be released.

     

    Thanks again for your submission! Have a great day.

     

    Sincerely,

     

    Ariana R Cherry

    Cherry House Press

     

    You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.

    ~Author Unknown

     

    The dreams started when I was a senior at Berkeley High School in 1974. About a month before I graduated, I fell asleep in a physics class after lunch and had the first dream:

    A beautiful Asian woman was standing next to me, talking in a strange language. She was stunning—the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. She was in her early twenties, with long black hair, and piercing black eyes. She had the look of royalty. She looked at me and then disappeared, beamed out of my dream like inStar Trek. I fell out of my chair screaming, “Who are you?” She did not answer.

    About a month went by, and then I started having the dream repeatedly. Always the same pattern.

    Early morning, she would stand next to me talking. I would ask who she was, and she would disappear. She was the most beautiful, alluring woman I had ever seen.

    I was struck speechless every time I had the dream.

    I had the dream every month during the eight years during which I went to college and served in the Peace Corps. In fact, when I joined the Peace Corps, I had to decide whether to go Korea or Thailand. The night before I had to submit my decision, I had the dream again and it made me sure that she was in Korea waiting for me.

    After the Peace Corps, I still hadn’t met my dream woman. I got a job working for the U.S. Army as an instructor and stayed in Korea. I kept having the dream, until I had the very last one: She was standing next to me, speaking to me in Korean, but I finally understood her. She said, “Don’t worry, we will be together soon.”

    Why was that the last time I had the dream? Because the very next night, the girl in my dream got off the bus in front of me. She went on to the base with an acquaintance of mine, a fellow teacher, and they went to see a movie. I saw her and found the courage to speak with her. We exchanged phone numbers and agreed to meet that weekend.

    The next night, she was waiting for me as I entered the Army base to teach a class. She told me she was a college senior and she had something to tell me. I signed her on to the base and left her at the library to study while I taught, and then we went out for coffee after class. She told me she was madly in love with me, and that I was the man for her. I told her not to worry as I felt the same.

    That weekend, we met Saturday and Sunday and hung out all day. On Sunday night, I proposed to her. It was only three days after we had met, but for me it felt like we had met eight years ago. I had been waiting all my life for her to walk out of my dreams and into my life, and here she was.

    Her mother did not want her to marry a foreigner. One day, about a month after we met, she invited me to meet her parents. I brought a bottle of Jack Daniels for her father and drank the entire bottle with him. He approved of me, but her mother still had reservations. After a Buddhist priest told her my future wife and I were a perfect astrological combination, she agreed, and we planned our wedding.

    The wedding was a media sensation in South Korea. My wife explained it to me years later. At the time, I was overwhelmed just by the fact that we were getting married and I didn’t fully understand how unusual this was. My wife was of the old royal clan, distant relatives to the former kings of Korea. In the clan’s history, only two people had ever married foreigners: my wife, and Rhee Syngman, who was the the first President of South Korea. My father, who was a former Undersecretary of Labor, came out for the wedding, which fueled even more media interest. Our marriage defied the stereotypical Korean-foreign marriage where the women married some hapless GI just to escape poverty and immigrate to the U.S. We were the first foreign/Korean couple to get married at a Korean Army base. Over 1,000 people came to the wedding, and my father was interviewed on the morning news programs.

    This all happened thirty-five years ago, and I am still married to the girl in my dreams. Now, whenever we are apart, I still see her in my dreams, watching over me as I sleep.

     

    ~Jake Cosmos Aller

     

    Plethora Magazine has published October Falling Rain and the Story of How We Met
    plethora magazine
     

    Monalisa Joshi 

    Feb 13, 2019, 10:51 PM
    to me

    Falling Rain

    The falling rain
    Of late October
    Fills me with essential dread

    As I rush about
    And end up here
    Wherever here is

    The rain outside
    Seems like the tears of god
    As I sit

    Crying over my beer
    Thinking of lost love
    And failed dreams

    Wondering
    What went wrong?
    And what I can set right

    And the rain falls
    And the night darkens
    The rain is falling
    All over this man’s world

    And the rain falls
    And I sit
    Drinking my lonesome drink
    Lost in dreary lonely dreams

    Dreaming of what
    Could never be
    Thinking dark thoughts

    And so I sit there in the bar
    And drink and dream the night away

    The Story of How We Met

    this is a true story. I had the first dream in 1974, and met her in 1982.

    It all began in Berkeley, California
    In the spring time of 1974

    One fateful afternoon
    I was doing in my high school
    Physics class.

    I looked up and saw
    A tall, beautiful Asian woman
    standing looking at me.

    I screamed out,
    Who are you?

    She disappeared
    like she was beamed away from my dream.

    I knew that someday I would meet the girl
    In the dream

    Little did I know
    I would have to wait until 1982

    Starting that month
    I began having the same dream
    Month and month and month.

    Always the same.
    She was saying something
    To me in a strange language.

    Then one day I had the dream
    and knew that she was in Korea.

    So, I chose to go Korea
    In the Peace Corps,

    Somehow knowing
    That I would meet her there.

    One day I was in a foul mood.
    I had decided to give up on dating Korean women,
    And on women in general

    After having had several relationships
    That did not go anywhere.

    I was thinking of returning to the States
    For Graduate school.

    That morning early in the morning
    I had the last of these dreams.

    This time I understood her.
    She said, “Don’t worry.
    We’ll meet soon.”

    That evening
    As I was getting off the bus
    To go to my class
    I saw getting off the bus
    The girl in my dream.

    It was she!
    I was speechless.
    I did not know what to do.

    Over the course of the evening
    I ran into her several times.
    Finally, I was introduced to her.

    I muttered some lame excuse
    About wanting to find a Korean tutor,
    and got her number.

    The next day she came to the gate of my base.
    Where I was teaching ESL to Koreans

    She said that she had to speak with me.
    I told to wait in the library for about an hour,
    and I would cancel class
    and meet her then.

    We went out for coffee.
    She told me that she was madly
    in love with me

    And simply had to have me.

    I told her I felt the same way.
    I proposed five days later,
    And got married one month later.

    Does she believe this story?
    She claims she does not believe it
    Because it is impossible to be true.

    But I know that there are other worlds
    And other times.

    In a past life we must have been together somehow.
    And our love was so strong
    That it crossed over the barrier of past lives.

    She found me in 1974,
    But it took until 1982
    For us to meet.

    And it has been 26 years
    Since we met in the physical sphere
    Or 37 years since the dream began

    And I still recall the dream
    And meeting her

    I had no choice
    When I met her

    We were fated to be together
    Until the end of this life time
    And the next and the next.

    Dear Jake,

    Hope this mail finds you in good health.

    I am making this mail to inform you that the first digital winter issue of Plethora Magazine is live now and its breathing there amid the larger audience and people are truly appreciating and enjoying the first issue.

    Here is the link for the digital issue.  https://view.joomag.com/plethora/M0213725001549720682

    Hope you will enjoy reading it as much I enjoyed curating the content. And once again I thank you for your contribution which made the first issue possible.

    Also the Spring Submission period has started, do check in the group for further details.

    With Best Regards,
    Monalisa Joshi

     

     

     

    Audio Clips

    7th Extinction Event

    Dream Girl


    Last Bee

    October Rains

    the Story of How We Met

    Fake Mosquitos

    A Revolution is Coming

    One Night in Bombay

    Old Cars are King of the Road Again

    Illusions Stripped Away

    Academy of Hearts and Mind has published “Illusions Striped Away,” “The Last Bee Ends Humanity’s Reign,” and “7th Extinction Event.

     

    Illusions Stripped Away

     

    Illusions Stripped Away

    Illusions stripped away
    I look at myself

     

    63 years old
    In reasonable health

     

    Living with my wife
    Retired living overseas
    Writing a blog
    Getting poetry and short stories published
     

    And don’t understand
    Why I can’t be happy
     

    Political news infuriates me
    And causes stress
     

    Perhaps it is time to just let go
    Don’t worry about things
    That I can not control

     

    Be content with what I have
    Help manage our real estate
    Write in my blog

     

    Be more positive
    Optimistic
    And reflect on what I have

     

     

    The Last Bee Ends humanity’s Reign

     

    The Humboldt Glacier, located high in the Andes mountain range in Venezuela, is the country’s last glacier. Glaciers are disappearing around the world due to climate change, which has also been a factor in declines and extinctions of animal species elsewhere. This month saw the death of George, the last snail of the Hawaiian species Achatinella apexfulva, named after Lonesome George who died in 2012, the last of the Galápagos tortoises. Write a poem about an object that is the last of its kind to ever exist, either in reality or hypothetically. How is the disappearance of your chosen subject significant in its own way?

     

    The end of humanity’s reign
    Of supremacy on earth
    Came about with the death
    Of the last bee on earth

     

    Scientists had been warning the world
    For a number of years
    Of the dire consequences of the collapse
    Of the insect world

     

    Especially the humble bee
    That played such a vital role
    In keeping many plants alive

     

    The bees were eaten by birds
    And the birds were eaten
    By other animals

     

    Without the work of the humble bee
    Commercial agriculture collapsed
    Causing widespread famine
    Across the world

     

    Scientists rushed to the rescue
    Deploying robot bees
    And GMO bees

     

    But to no avail
    The fix was in
    And humanity’s goose
    Was cooked so to speak

     

    And with the collapse of agriculture
    Came the collapse of urban civilization
    And the end of urban civilization

    Led to billions of people
    Facing starvation in the ruined cities
     

    Some rich people bounded together
    And build vast underground cities

    Where they continued the experiment
    Of robot bees and GMO bees

     

    But nothing worked
    And humanity’s long descend
    Towards extinction began

     

    It all happened within a few years
    One day everything was normal

    Scandals, wars, threat of wars
    Economic turmoil
    Endless infotainment news

     

    Three years latter
    50 million rich people
    Were living in caves
    Along with 150 million slaves

     

    The end of humanity
    Caused the rests of the world
    To gradually recover

     

    The bees were never consulted
    They had no role to play

    Just the humble workers
    Who had fed the world

     

    But they were no more
    Plants evolved
    Other ways to survive

     

    And the world went on
    Without the human overlords
    Who remained huddled in their caves

     

    Dreaming of one day
    Returning to reclaim the world
    Just as the bible proclaimed

     

     

    7th Extinction

     

    7th Extinction Event

    With the collapse of the humble bee
    The 6th extinction event continued unabated

    As climate change begins to unravel
    Extreme weather becomes the norm

     

    Commercial agriculture fails
    Water and electric systems fail

    Urban areas are abandoned
     

    Terrified survivors
    Huddle together

    The rich retreat to underground caves
     

    And take with them workers
    Who become slave labor
    But happy to be alive

     

    As the 6th extinction

    Morphs into the 7th
    And final extinction event

     

    The fall of humanity
    Looms over the planet

     

    With the collapse of urban civilization
    Climate change slows down

    But a new ice age
    Long overdue

     

    Starts in earnest
    Natures ultimate revenge

     

    Academy Heart 

    Mon, Feb 4, 10:30 PM
    to me

    Dear Jake,

     

    You’re welcome. Your poems will appear on the website on March 7, 8, and 11.

     

    Best,

    Thomas Page

    Editor

     

    On Fri, Feb 1, 2019 at 5:44 PM jake aller <authorjakecosmosaller@gmail.com> wrote:

    Hey thanks so much and thanks for making my day.

    On Fri, Feb 1, 2019 at 10:42 PM Academy Heart <academyoftheheartandmind@gmail.com> wrote:

    Dear Jake,

    Thank you for your submissions. We will publish your poems “Illusions Striped Away,” “The Last Bee Ends Humanity’s Reign,” and “7th Extinction Event.”

    Here is the link to your other submission on our website:

    https://wordpress.com/post/academyoftheheartandmind.wordpress.com/1067

     

     

     

    Horror, Sleaze, Trash has published Mean Streets of Bombay

     

    Wound up using your excellent “Mean Streets of Bombay” in this one, so thanks again for contributing 🙂

     

    On Tue, Mar 26, 2019 at 1:38 PM Arthur Graham <arthur.graham.pub@gmail.com> wrote:

    Attached, if interested.

     

    https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/44565889-horror-sleaze-trash

    https://www.amazon.com/dp/1090773080

     

    Many thanks and best regards,

     

    AG

     

    One Night in Bombay, India

     

    One wild night in Bombay, India
    I walked into 20 drinks too sober
    On the wicked wrong end of a Friday night booze run

     

    On the bad side of the Moon
    over by where the Martian dudes
    Sat drinking their Martian whisky,

    ogling the Venus maidens
     

    Leering at the earth women who were walking by
    Wearing skin tight pants made their eyeballs hurt

     

    I gave into the spirit and went over to the Martian dudes
    And got drunk on the Martian madness,
    shot after shot
    Smoking some good old-fashioned Mars dust

     

    And flew off to the planet Jupiter
    Just to have me some fun with a lady
    Who said she was from Saturn
    I did not know she was from the planet Pluto

     
    The
    Until I woke up the next day,
    naked, under the alien Sun

    In jail on the Planet Alpha Centura,
    light years from home,

    A million miles away,
    a thousand years in the future

     

    And I had no money,
    no honey,
    no way home

     

    Still 20 drinks too sober,
    I just sat down in that jail

    and started drinking away my time
    Drinking fine cold assed Centurion wine
    and Pluto Whisky

     

    One day I woke up and found myself back in Bombay
    Standing outside that that evil bar in the miasmic mist
    Over by the Martian whorehouse,

    down by the Gate of India

     

    And I walked up to the Saturn-Pluto babe
    And said, man that was some bad shit

     

    Let’s do it again someday, she smiled  and I had my way
    Knew the day would come again

     

    When I would be drinking with the Martians
    And something wicked my way would come

     

    Just another night of wicked fun
    On the wrong side of the Moon
    On the right night
    in the mean streets of Bombay

     

     

    Duane Voorhes has published “The Revolution Is Coming” and ‘Rambling Man” on his Poetree site.

    A revolution is coming

    A revolution is coming
    I can feel it in my bones

    A revolution is coming
    And it will wipe out
    The collapsing edifices
    Of the American Empire

    The masses are rising up
    To throw off their chains
    And demand justice

    The masses are coming
    For the masters of the universe
    Their days are numbered
    And they know it too

    One day
    The masses will rise up
    Storm the citadels of power

    Arresting the corrupt leaders
    In the name of revolutionary justice

    Stringing them up
    Executing them
    One by one

    As the revolutionary fires
    Consume the nation

    And I can’t wait
    For the revolution
    Is long over due

    Until I met the end
    Of my life

    Still wondering what it all meant

    Lincoln Memorial — Vladimir Manyuhin

     

     

    Rambling Man – Where Do I Belong?

     

    I have been a rambling man
    All my adult life

    Grew up in Berkeley, California
    Went to college in Hayward and Oberlin

    During my lost year
    Lost in a fog of booze and pot

    Then I came back to reality
    And went to college

    In Stockton, California
    The Central Valley

    Ohio transplanted to California
    Then after four years in Stockton

    With extended weekends
    And breaks in Berkeley

    I became an expatriate wanderer
    Peace Corps worker in Korea

    Then taught ESL in Korea
    For four years

    Occasionally returning to my home
    But always wanting to be elsewhere

    Then back to Korea

    And then Seattle for four years
    Driving back and forth to the bay area
    Stopping off in Southern Oregon

    Eventually bought a house and duplex
    In Southern Oregon

    Vaguely thinking we would retire there
    Some day when my rambling ways were over

    Then back to Korea for three more years
    Then I joined the Foreign service

    And my wife the military
    And I wandered the world again

    Always somewhere
    Always dreaming of my next somewhere

    Never there
    As I was a permanent expat

    And a diplomat to boot
    Never a local

    But never really felt I belong there
    Or in the America

    That was becoming more and more
    A foreign land
    The longer I stayed away

    I stayed on in DC for almost ten years
    Off and on
    But never really felt that I belong there

    I was too West Coast in my heart
    And DC seemed to be

    Just a place to stay
    In between travels

    Stayed in Thailand
    Then later India
    And Eastern Caribbean
    And later Spain

    Traveled to 45 countries
    Lived in ten

    And now I am retired
    Still torn between

    living the expat life
    In Seoul, Korea

    And returning to the West Coast
    And occasionally back to DC
    And Florida as well

    And I wonder
    Where do I belong

     

    Where do I belong
    Other than wherever
    My wife and I end up

    Neither here nor there
    Half way there

    And so is that my fate
    Never to really belong

    Never to have roots in the ground
    Always wanting to be somewhere else

    Always a stranger in my native land
    And a stranger in my other home
    Across the sea

    There is no answer to these questions
    As the rambling urge comes again

    And I prepare to move yet again
    Hoping someday I will be

    Somewhere where I can stop
    These rambling blues
    And really be there

    Homeless Wanderer — Anna Jagla

     

     

    Rosa Maleficarum has published three of my poems, Lost, Fake Mosquitos and Old Cars are King of the Road Again

     

    https://rosettemaleficarum.wordpress.com/jake-cosmos-aller/

     

    FAKE MOSQUITOES

     

    Not everything
    That is fake
    Is bad

     

    for example
    take the development of fake mosquitoes

     

    mosquitoes who carry with them good bacteria
    that will destroy the bad bacteria
     

    that causes malaria, dengue, Zita, yellow fever
    and all the other insect born illness

     

    over time
    the good mosquitoes will breed with the bad ones
    and eventually the bad ones will all go extinct

     

    scientists are experimenting
    one model has only male mosquitoes

     

    which has one benefit
    only females bite and sting

     

    which is a metaphor
    for something
    but I am not sure what

     

    in any event
    long live the fake mosquitoes
    and death to the bad mosquitoes

    lost

    Lost in my own world
    Oblivious to the world around me
    Sometimes I fail to see the beauty of the world
    Trapped, falling deep into my own fears

     

     

    OLD CARS ARE THE KING OF THE ROAD AGAIN

    After the end of the world
    after the bombs stopped falling
    and the nuclear holocaust ended

     

    there was nothing left that worked
    except for old cars

     

    left for dead
    deep in the forests

     

    and the old cars
    now were the king of the road

    nothing else worked
     

    and no one was left alive
    except the old run down

     

    old men

    who lived deep in the woods
     

    They drove around the now dead world
    looking for signs of life

     

    as they nursed their ancient cars
    down the dusty road

     

    and eventually, they found
    a few survivors

     

    and so,
    the world began again

     

    with the dreams of old men
    in their ancient old cars

     

  • Cosmos’s Cheritas and Haiku

    Cosmos’s Cheritas and Haiku

    updated with my latest micro poetry

    latest Micro Poems

    Love Haiku

    1. Thursday Evening
    2. Waking Up to No You
    3. One Moment, One day
    4. You Are My Angel
    5. Saying Goodbye for Now
    6. Know I Must Say I do
    7. I Can Not Get Rid
    8. I Float Here and There
    9. You Are My Everything
    10. One Night in Lithia Springs
    11. One Night I Dreamt of You
    12. Where do you and I
    13. Dream Girl Hanibun
    14. Living with Pain Hanibun
    15. Hiking Hills of My Youth Hanibun

    Thursday Evening

    Thursday early evening
    Thinking dark thoughts only you
    Can you cure these thoughts?
    —————————————-

    Waking Up to No You

    Waking up to no you
    Absent in my bed at night
    Absent from my dreams
    ——————————–

    One Moment, One Day

    One moment, one day
    You walked out of my nightmares
    And swept into life
    ———————————

    You Are My Angel

    You are my Angel
    Sent from God up in heaven
    To conquer my life
    ————————————-

    Saying Goodbye for Now

    Saying goodbye now
    Is the hardest thing to do
    But I must do it
    ———————————–

    Know I Must Say I do

    I know I must say I do
    But I don’t want to today
    Just don’t have the strength

    —————————————–
    Five Cinquain

    Best Love
    Love at First Sight
    Met the girl of my dreams
    My life began that autumn day
    True Love
    ——————————————————- 
    True Dreams

    True Dreams
    I had a dream
    Meet the Girl of my Dreams
    She walked off that bus that day
    True Dream
    —————————————————–
    Truth

    Truth
    Truth
    True story
    Love never ends
    Love at First Sight
    Love
    ———————————————-

    First Kiss

    First Kiss
    First time we kissed
    Hot Electricity
    Filled my soul with desire
    Time stopped
    —————————————-

    Time

    Time
    Began
    That fine day
    Never Ending
    Love

    Skinny Fake Things

    Fake Things
    everywhere
    all
    around
    me
    everywhere
    I
    hear
    lies
    fake Things
    —————————————– 
    More Coffee

    More coffee
    must have more
    it consumes me
    just need one more

    ———————————————– 

    angela

    angela
    the love of my life
    came to me out of a dream
    walked off a bus into my life
    filling my life with red passion

    end updated haiku

    Cosmos’s Cheritas and Haiku

    Cheritas

    ——————————-
    I was introduced to the Cherita poetry form last spring when the Cherita journal published some of my earlier Cheritas. Since that time I have written a number of others. The form is an Malaysian-Indonesian story telling form, but is written in many languages nowadays as it has become a global poetic form, similar to Haiku (see below). The cherita tells a story in five lines stanzas as follows

    one line
    two lines
    three lines

    it could also be reversed

    three lines
    two lines
    one line

    or 3-1-2, 2-1-3, or any other variable of the 1, 2, and 3 basic format.

    and it has to tell a story.

    One can write a longer story using a series of Cheritas, which I did later in this posting.

    for more info on this fascinating poetic form, take a look at the Cherita journal
    cherita journal

    and for even more detail look at the DNA of Cherita posting

    cherita DNA

    and the Cherita know how section
    cherita know how

    Cosmos’s Cheritas and Haiku

    The first set are Cheritas I wrote last spring, the last set is one I just submitted.

    1. There is nothing more to be said
    2. There is always one more time
    3. Time waits for no one
    4. I will Love you until the end of time
    5. That is all I need to say
    6. In the beginning of the world
    7. Life Endures
    8. The Future of NYC
    9. the cancer that is Trump
    10. 62 Years Young
    11. Married the Girl of my Dreams

    There is nothing more to be said

    Nothing more I can add
    Nothing more than this

    I will love you
    Until the end of time itself
    and death does us part

    ——————————————————–
    There is always one more time

    There is always one more time

    There is always a second chance
    For love and happiness

    In this dark world of ours
    We will find each other
    Til the end of time itself

    ————————————————-

    Time Waits for No One (reversed Cherita)

    Time waits for no one
    That is what they say
    That time waits for no one

    But that is a lie
    Time waits for you

    And time waits for me too

    ———————————————

    I will Love you until the end of time

    I will Love you until the end of time

    That is all I need to say
    That is all that there is

    Nothing but love in my heart
    Waiting for me to say it
    And for you to believe it

    ———————————————

    In the beginning of the world

    I saw you there
    Walking off that bus

    And that was the beginning
    Of my life with you
    And the end of the rest of the world

    ——————————–

    Love Endures

    Love Endures

    the longer I live
    the more I learn

    that nothing endures in life
    other than the love
    I share with you

    ———————————-

    The Future of NYC

    cherita re NYC
    NYC

    In the distant future

    the world will end
    with a massive flood

    and NYC will slowly sink
    beneath the waves
    and humanity will die

    ———————————————
    the cancer that is Trump

    fake politics
    fake President

    The cancer that is Trump

    Will continue to fester
    and continue to cause turmoil

    that is the nature
    of the malignant cancer
    that is the Trump Presidency

    ———————————————————–
    62 Years Young

    62 Years young

    I am 62 years young
    62 years around the sun

    sunrise cherita
    sunrise cherita

    37 of those years
    I have spent
    with the love of my life

    Married the Girl of my Dreams


    I married the girl of my Dreams

    first dreamt of her
    back in 1974

    Eight years later
    she walked off a bus
    and into my life

    Cosmos’s Haiku

    I also love Haiku and short poetic forms. Here are some of my Haiku, Hanibun and other poems. Several have been published.

    how to write a haiku

    Angela Haiku

    Every day I wake up
    To the love of my long life
    And say Thanks to God
    ————————————————- 
    Every day I wake up

    Every day I wake up
    I see my fate in her face
    Fall into her spell

    ———————————————– 
    Met My Fate Haiku

    I met my late fate
    Seeing her face in a bar
    And my fate ended

    Published Hello Magazine Bonsai Haiku
    ————————————————————–

    Living with Pain (Hanibun)

    hanibun poetry form writers digest

    Back in 1996 I had the accident that changed everything. I went jogging one morning. It was dark outside, and I thought that I knew the trail. Big mistake. I fell down a ledge hidden where the trail should have been. I shattered me heal in a million pieces. I was rushed to an ER and told that I need an emergency operation and would be bed ridden for four months.

    My wife was in San Antonio at the time serving in the Army, I was in DC working for the State Department. I flew in a wheel chair to San Antonio where they proclaimed that they had to wait a week for the swelling to go down before they could operate. The Air force doctors wanted to try a new procedure – using shark cartridge as a bone supplement. The operation was a success until I quit taking antibiotics six months later. I was in DC by myself then. I went to the hospital for an unrelated thing -removal of a cist I think. But the doctors took one look at me and proclaimed that the staph had become a multiple drug resistant staph and I needed an urgent operation. The next day I had the third of 15 operations. I endured six months at Walter Reed hospital but that was in the 90’s prior to the wars of the 21st century filled the base up. They had few customers and I got to know the doctors well.

    I know pain
    Intimately aware of every ache
    Every pain

    Ever since that day
    When I went under the knife
    And had the 14 operations

    That saved my life
    But I am not one to complain
    I became one with the pain

    Which I endure to this day
    Knowing that I am alive
    Having cheated death
    Twenty times in life

    Waiting for the grim reaper
    To finally claim me

    But that day has not come
    And until then
    I will endure

    —————————————————————–

    Hiking the Hills of My Youth (Hanibun)

    tilden park cherita
    tilden park

    I grew up in Berkeley, California in the 60’s. Ever since I was a youngster I would wander the hills of Berkeley hiking for hours by myself and sometimes with my friends. I explored every nook and cranny every corner of the hills and got to know nature in its infinite beauty.

    Ever since those days I have longed for the day that I could spend my days hiking and wondering the hills. Now that I am retired and living in Korea I can go for a long walk in the hills every day I want. It is not the same as the hills I grew up, no vistas of the Bay and it is in Korea to boot but most days it is sufficient as I head out early afternoon and conquer four or five miles of hills just enjoying that fact that I can still move and am still very much alive at age 62.

    I grew up hiking the hills of Berkeley, California
    Grew up knowing every corner of the hills
    And the infinite beauty of the Bay Area

    And now I find myself in a strange land
    With time on my hands
    I wander the hills above the airport
    In Incheon Korea

    And wander about here and there
    Just being grateful
    That I am still alive
    And kicking at age 62

    ———————————— 

    There is nothing more to be said (reverse cherita 3-2-1 form)

    Nothing more I can add
    Nothing more I can say
    Nothing more than this

    I will love you
    Until the end of time itself

    and death does us part

    —————————————————- 
    A message for you

    A message for you
    from the universe itself
    in the eastern sea

    ————————————————- 
    Love Endures Cherita

    Love Endures

    the longer I live

    the more I learn

    that nothing endures in life
    other than the love
    I share with you
    ———————————————-

    Success

    In 62 years around the sun
    I have learned a few things
    About life and the universe

    The most important thing in life
    Is to have a successful love life
    That is all one needs after all
    ——————————–

    Haiku Thinking of You

    Thinking of you, dear
    Wondering if you do too
    Thinking of me too
    ————————————————————

    Coffee Haiku

    I like my coffee
    like my woman
    hot as hell, sweat Heaven
    ——————————————————- 
    Spring Doositsu

    Waking up seeing you there
    Watching you as you wake up
    Fills me with such sweat desire
    Overcoming my mind

    I sit watching you all day
    Thinking of you all day long
    Wild erotic imaginings
    Love making to come

    That old blues song come to mind
    I just want to make love to you
    I just want to make love to you
    Nothing more than that that

    I end this morning with this thought
    You are still the most wonderful
    The most beautiful creature
    In the whole universe
    ————————————————–

    Love Triclinia

    One Summer Day
    I saw a rose

    rose haiku
    rose

    on the bus

    I met my fate

    ——————————–
    Nuclear War Looms

    nuclear war looms
    North Korea U.S. Launch Nukes
    End of the world
    —————————————————–
    Zombies Apocalypse

    the zombies unleashed
    killing everyone they see
    zombie apocalypse
    ————————————————-
    Evil Fog

    evil fog descends
    killing everyone at once
    end of life on earth
    ———————————————-
    Zombie to the right

    Zombies to the right
    Zombies to the left of me
    Zombies run amuk
    —————————————-

    Ghosts in Scotland

    While touring Scotland
    Meeting Ghosts in the wild moors
    I believe in ghosts

    Dream Girl

    Love Cheritas

    the story of how we met

    note: this is a true story. for further details see dreams and the unexplainable– a chicken soup for the soul book, published September 2017.

    Index

    1. I Married the Girl of My Dreams
    2. It All Began in Berkeley, California
    3. I Looked Up
    4. She Disappeared
    5. Who Are You?
    6. Little Did I Know
    7. Always the Same Dream .
    8. I Knew She Was Waiting for Me
    9. One Day I Had the Last Dream
    10. That Morning Early in The Morning
    11. I Was Born Again That Evening
    12. I was Speechless.
    13. My New Life Began the Next Day
    14. The Next Day
    15. But I Know That There Are Other Worlds
    16. Had No Choice
    17. In the Beginning of the World
    18. 63 Years Young with You

    I Married the Girl of My Dreams

    I married the girl of my dreams

    First dreamt of her
    Back in 1974

    Eight years later
    she walked off a bus
    and into my life  

    It All Began in Berkeley, California

    SONY DSC

    It all began in Berkeley, California
    in the spring time of 1974
    one fateful afternoon

    I was nodding off
    in my high school physics class.
    And saw her in my dream

    I Looked Up

    I looked up

    and saw a tall, beautiful Asian woman
    standing looking at me.

    She was the most beautiful women
    in the universe to me
    I screamed out, who are you?

    She Disappeared

    She disappeared

    like she was beamed
    away from my dream.

    I knew that someday
    I would meet the girl
    In the dream

    Little Did I Know

    Little did I know

    I would have to wait
    until 1982

    Starting that month
    I began having the same dream
    Month and month and month.

    Always the Same Dream .

    Always the same Dream .

    She was saying something
    in a strange language.

    Then one day
    I had the dream
    and knew that she was in Korea.

    I Knew She Was Waiting for Me

    I knew she was waiting for me

    I chose to go Korea
    In the Peace Corps,

    Somehow knowing
    That I would meet
    her there.


    One Day I Had the Last Dream

    One day I had the last dream

    It happened in the morning
    A year after the Peace Corps ended

    A month before I planned
    to leave to return
    to the U.S. for graduate school

    That Morning Early in the Morning

    That morning early in the morning

    I had the last of these dreams.
    This time I understood her.

    She said,

    “걱정 마. 우리는 곧 만날 것이다. “, “geogjeongma. ulineun god mannal geos-ida. ”
    “Don’t worry. We’ll meet soon.”

    I Was Born Again That evening

    I Was Born Again that evening

    As I was getting off the bus
    To go to my class

    I saw getting off the bus
    The girl in my dream.
    It was she!

    I was Speechless.

    I was speechless.

    I did not know what to do.
    Wanted to tell her

    How could I tell her that
    Hey, you are the girl
    I have been dreaming about


    Over the Course of the Evening

    Over the course of the evening

    I ran into her several times.
    Finally, I was introduced to her.

    I muttered some lame excuse
    About wanting to find a Korean tutor
    and got her number.


    My New Life Began the Next Day

    My new life began the next day

    The next day she came to the gate
    Of my base where I was teaching

    She said that she had to speak with me.
    I told to wait in the library
    for about an hour


    I Would Cancel Class

    I would cancel class

    and meet her then.
    We went out for coffee.

    She told me that she was madly
    in love with me
    And simply had to have me.

    I Told Her I Felt the Same Way.

    I told her I felt the same way.

    I proposed five days later,
    And got married one month later.

    Does she believe this story?
    She claims she does not believe it
    Because it is impossible to be true.


    But I Know That There Are Other Worlds

    But I know that there are other worlds

    and other times.
    In a past life we must have been together somehow.

    And our love was so strong
    That it crossed over the barrier of past lives
    Crossing over into our world .

    She Found Me In 1974

    She found me in 1974,

    But it took until 1982
    For us to actually meet.

    And it has been 35 years
    Since we met in the physical sphere
    Or 43 years since the dream began

    And I still recall the dream

    I had no choice
    When I met her

    We were fated to be together
    Until the end of this lifetime
    And the next and the next


    In the Beginning of the World

    In the beginning of the world

    I saw you there
    Walking off that bus

    And that was the beginning
    Of my life with you
    And the end of the rest of the world

    63 Years Young with You

    I am 63 years young

    63 years around the sun
    37 of those years

    I have spent
    With my Dream Girl
    the love of my life

    The End

  • Plenthora Publishes Wearing Masks

    Plenthora Publishes Wearing Masks

    Plethora Publishes Wearing Masks

    Good news Cosmos Fans. Plethora Published Wearing Masks in their recent edition

    https://www.plethorablogazine.com/post/poems-by-jake-cosmos-aller

     

    Poems by Jake Cosmos Aller

    Wearing a Mask is not a political statement

    to my friends in America

    and around the world

    to those who think

    that somehow the corona virus

    only infects other people

    that it is all a liberal hoax

    overblown

    nothing more than a bad flu

    and nothing to do with me

    demanding that we all go

    back to work

    what is wrong with you?

    have you lost your humanity?

    will millions have to die

    so you can have a Big Mac?

     

    so you can have a Big Mac

    and a beer

    whenever you damn please

    and no one can tell you

    please wear a mask

    have you lost all reason

    is it all now

    about owning the dems

    and the damn libtards

    is there any thing left

    in your cold greedy heart?

    and you still proclaim

    that you are Christian

    as you violate all the Christian principles

    what would Jesus do

     

    what would Jesus do

    what does the bible say

    we should do

    in the midst of this pandemic

    is it the Christian thing to do

    to let millions of people die

    did not Christ talk about love

    compassion and mercy

    would not Jesus

    wear a mask

    to protect himself

    and others

    from this ravaging disease

    that does not care

     

    that does not care

    who you are

    who you voted for

    which church you go to

    and Jesus and God

    are not there

    watching all of us

    as the virus spreads

    it will affect you

    sooner or later

    and when it does

    perhaps if you had worn

    a mask

     

    A mask

    you might have prevented

    a few more people

    have died

    a few more people

    including your grandfather

    grandmother

    friend

    relative might be alive

    if you were not such

    a self centered man

    and I appeal to you man

    to man up become a member

    of the human race again

    Wearing a Mask Saves Lives

    To the owner of Liberty Bar and Grill

    I understand that you are banning

    wearing of masks inside your bar

    because somehow wearing a mask

    offends you and your Christian values

    and makes a political statement

    that the person wearing a mask

    is a libtard or a Democrat

    or anti-Trump

    and those kinds are not welcomed

    in your bar and grill

    therefore you are putting your staff

    your friends and your family at risk

    of catching and spreading

    the corona virus

     

    the corona virus

    You say that you don’t care

    if people get the corona virus

    it is nothing but a cold or flu

    but the thing about it

    the deadly thing about the virus

    the virus does not care about you

    or your political views

    and if you or your friends catch it

    some of them will get sick and die

    and it would all be because of your actions

    and wearing a mask is not

    a political statement

    wearing a mask does not show weakness

     

    wearing a mask does not show weakness

    and does not mean that the wearer

    is a political enemy

    I would respect you more

    if you posted a sign

    no liberals, democrats

    non-whites, gays and anti-Trumpers

    allowed but that would be illegal

    so you take it out on mask wearers

    you are so following the Christian faith

    what would Jesus say to you

    I wonder?

    Just shut up already

    Put on the damn mask no doubt

    End of America

    In 2020 we are seeing the end

    of America

    a virus spreads out

    across the land

    the economy craters

    100 thousands of Americans

    lie dead

    then protests break out

    over the brutal murder

    of a named black man

    in broad daylight

    and protests break out

    all over the land

    America is divided

    America is breaking down

    America is breaking down,

    dying in our streets

    and politicians

    are calling for a crackdown

    is a fascist military take over coming soon

    will all protests be deemed illegal

    as the police state takes over

    and America lies dying

    and will the fascists

    finally take over the land

    and we become just another

    failed former democracy?

    will the world soon forget

    that America died this summer

    the summer of the end of America

    October Falling Rain

    The falling rain
    Of late October
    Fills me with essential dread

    As I rush about
    And end up here
    Wherever here is

    The rain outside
    Seems like the tears of god

    As I sit
    Crying over my beer

    Thinking of lost love
    And failed dreams

    Wondering
    What went wrong?
    And what I can set right

    And the rain falls
    And the night darkens

    The rain is falling
    All over this man’s world

    And the rain falls
    And I sit

    Drinking my lonesome drink
    Lost in dreams

    Dreaming of what
    Could never be

    Thinking dark thoughts
    And so I sit
    And dream the night away

    The Story of How We Met

    Note: This is a true story. For further details see Dreams and the Unexplainable– a Chicken
    Soup for the Soul book, published September 2017

    amazon site to order book

     

    BHS

    It all began in Berkeley, California
    In the spring time of 1974

    One fateful afternoon
    I was dozing
    in my high school Physics class.

    SONY DSC

    I looked up
    and saw a tall, beautiful Asian woman
    standing looking at me.

    She was the most beautiful women
    in the universe to me

    Park_Shin-hye

    I screamed out, who are you?
    She disappeared
    like she was beamed away
    from my dream.

    I knew that someday
    I would meet the girl
    In the dream

    Little did I know
    I would have
    to wait until 1982

    Starting that month
    I began having the same dream
    Month and month and month.
    Always the same.

    She was saying something
    in a strange language.

    Then one day I had the dream
    and knew that she was in Korea.

    So, I chose to go Korea
    In the Peace Corps,

    Somehow knowing
    That I would meet her there.

    One day
    A year after the Peace Corps ended

    A month before I planned
    to leave to return
    to the U.S. for graduate school

    That morning early in the morning
    I had the last of these dreams.
    This time I understood her.

    She said, “Don’t worry.
    We’ll meet soon.”

    That evening
    As I was getting off the bus
    To go to my class

    I saw getting off the bus

    hitching a ride

    The girl in my dream.
    It was she!

    I was speechless.
    I did not know what to do.

    Over the course of the evening
    I ran into her several times.

    Finally, I was introduced to her.
    I muttered some lame excuse
    About wanting to find a Korean tutor
    and got her number.

    The next day she came to the gate
    Of my base where I was teaching
    ESL to Koreans

    She said that she had to speak with me.
    I told to wait in the library
    for about an hour,
    and I would cancel class

    and meet her then.
    We went out for coffee.

    She told me
    that she was madly
    in love with me

    And simply had to have me.
    I told her I felt the same way.

    I proposed five days later,
    And got married one month later.
    Does she believe this story?

    She claims she does not believe it
    Because it is impossible to be true.

    But I know that there are other worlds
    and other times.

    In a past life we must have been together somehow.
    And our love was so strong

    That it crossed over
    the barrier of past lives.

    She found me in 1974,
    But it took until 1982
    For us to actually meet.

    And it has been 35 years
    Since we met in the physical sphere
    Or 43 years since the dream began

    And I still recall the dream
    And meeting her

    I had no choice
    When I met her

    We were fated to be together
    Until the end of this lifetime
    And the next and the next

    Monalisa

    Sure. I’ll send this around tomorrow and post it on my blog. Thanks for making my day.

     

  • Love Poems from Snarling Cup of Coffee Chapbook Collection, 2nd posting

    updated posting

    Today’s selection from my chapbook contains Love poems. Most have been published elsewhere. See publication credits for acknowledgment

    The Story of How We Met

    Note: This is a true story. For further details see Dreams and the Unexplainable– a Chicken Soup for the Soul book, published September 2017.

    It all began in Berkeley, California
    In the spring time of 1974
    One fateful afternoon

    I was doing in my high school Physics class.

    I looked up
    and saw a tall, beautiful Asian woman standing looking at me.
    She was the most beautiful women
    in the universe to me

    I screamed out, who are you?
    She disappeared like she was beamed away from my dream.

    I knew that someday I would meet the girl
    In the dream

    Little did I know
    I would have to wait until 1982

    Starting that month
    I began having the same dream Month and month and month.
    Always the same.

    She was saying something to me in a strange language.

    Then one day I had the dream and knew that she was in Korea.

    So, I chose to go Korea
    In the Peace Corps,

    Somehow knowing
    That I would meet her there.

    One day
    A year after the Peace Corps ended
    A month before I planned
    to leave to return
    to the U.S. for graduate school

    That morning early in the morning
    I had the last of these dreams.
    This time I understood her.

    She said, “Don’t worry.
    We’ll meet soon.”

    That evening
    As I was getting off the bus
    To go to my class

    I saw getting off the bus
    The girl in my dream.
    It was she!

    I was speechless.
    I did not know what to do.

    Over the course of the evening I ran into her several times.

    Finally, I was introduced to her.
    I muttered some lame excuse
    About wanting to find a Korean tutor and got her number.

    The next day she came to the gate
    Of my base where I was teaching
    ESL to Koreans
    She said that she had to speak with me.

    I told to wait in the library
    for about an hour,
    and I would cancel class

    and meet her then.
    We went out for coffee.

    She told me that she was madly in love with me

    And simply had to have me.
    I told her I felt the same way.

    I proposed five days later,
    And got married one month later. Does she believe this story?

    She claims she does not believe it Because it is impossible to be true.

    But I know that there are other worlds and other times.

    In a past life we must have been together somehow. And our love was so strong

    That it crossed over the barrier of past lives.
    She found me in 1974,

    But it took until 1982
    For us to actually meet.

    And it has been 35 years
    Since we met in the physical sphere
    Or 43 years since the dream began

    And I still recall the dream
    And meeting her

    I had no choice
    When I met her
    We were fated to be together
    Until the end of this lifetime
    And the next and the next

    Chains That Bind Us

    I realize that my love for you
    Is like a chain of steel
    Unbreakable,
    Tough as nails

    Yet as your love entangles me I realize that I embrace my imprisonment
    Don’t want to venture out of my cell

    Made of our years together bit by bit
    We have become entangled
    Where I end, and you begin
    Hopelessly entangled

    Even if I wanted to break free
    I could not
    For I am you and you are me
    My fate is in your hands

    So, I relax
    Decide to Just enjoy
    The ride of my life
    As we move
    Towards the final moments

    Together as we have always been
    Inseparable, merged into one being
    Staring at each other

    Wondering who is that Person Of eternal mystery That has so captured my soul
    And imprisoned it in her love

    I smile thinking of your love
    The endless pleasure it has brought me
    The endless pain I have endured
    Just to be next to you

    Part of you
    Until the day I die
    When we meet in the next world

    Where Do I and You Begin

    I woke up one day
    Realized, I no longer knew
    Where you and I began

    Where you and I ended
    We had become almost one

    We talked in half sentences
    Knowing what the other wanted
    Knowing how it would end

    We ate the same foods
    With some resistance

    Because I still crave
    an old-fashioned American meal,
    and she does not

    But still, we were becoming
    more and more the same

    I feared losing myself
    In your embrace
    Becoming you
    You becoming me

    This fear of losing me
    In the ocean of us
    Overwhelms me at times

    But I know I will always
    Return to your arms

    Because I cannot live
    A moment
    Without you at my side

    I know you are the same
    we feel each other’s inner pain We feel each other’s outer pain

    Our history has merged
    Into one

    Is that not the secret
    Of a long marriage?
    Have I figured
    it all out in the end?

    Does it come to this?
    A merging of two souls
    and two bodies?

    I don’t have the answers
    But I don’t have any more doubts
    Or regrets with the path I have taken

    I still look forward
    To waking up each morning

    Seeing you there
    and knowing that every day we have together

    Is a gift that I will cherish
    Until my dying breath

    Lost and Found

    I was lost
    And you found me

    You walked out of my dreams
    And into my life

    And that made all the difference
    In the world

    As you entered my life

    I was all alone in this cruel world
    And you provided shelter
    And comfort

    I did not know what I wanted
    And you gave me what I wanted

    You gave me meaning
    You gave me purpose

    You gave me love
    And understanding

    peace and happiness
    Joy, laughter and fun

    You were endlessly fascinating
    Could not keep my eyes off you

    You were the most beautiful women
    In the world to me

    And you still are
    So many years later

    Like a fine bottle of wine
    Gets better with age

    And you gave me
    Endless nights of wild love making

    Which has gotten better
    As well

    And I fell under your spell
    from the day I met you
    I was lost
    And you found me

    And if you go first
    I will be lost again

    Can’t live without you
    By my side

    Thus, is has always been
    Between us

    We are so entangled
    So, interwoven

    And that is the way
    It was meant to me

    A Million Ways to Say I Love You
    Published on Duane Poetree

    They say
    There are a million ways
    To say I love you

    In this day and age
    I could only find
    In my computer’s brain
    The words to say I love you
    In 53 languages of the 10,000 languages
    Spoken on this planet

    Someday I may be able
    To say the simple words
    I love you

    In all know languages
    This will have to suffice for a start

    So I will say it
    Loud, and clear
    Just so you understand:

    I love you (English)

    Mein tumse pyar karta hoon (Hindi)
    Tu Tane prem karoo chu (Gujarati)
    Ame tomake bhalo bashe (Bengali)
    Me tula premkarto (Marati)
    Hum apse mohabbat karte hain (Urdu)
    Mein thoda prem karanga (Punjabi)
    Man Dooset Daram (Persian)
    Ana Ahabik Yanooni (Arabic)
    Havala (Hebrew)

    Yongchon(Chinese)
    Aloha (Hawaian)
    Cinta(Indonesian)
    Dangshinun sarang hayo (Korean)
    Ajo (Japanese)
    Kasih (Malay)
    Phom tirak khun krap (Thai)
    Akoay Paginghe ikou (Tagalog)
    Toi yeu ong(Vietnamese)

    Renmen (Creole)
    Jesuis L’amour voies(French)
    Liefdle (Flemish)
    Estoy amor tu (Spanish)
    Yosono amore tu (Italian)
    Estou o amore tu (Portugese)

    Dashuri (Albanian)
    Maiteizam (Basque)
    OBHYAM (Bulgarian)
    Ljubav (Croatian)
    Laska (Czech)
    Jeger en kaerlighed du (Danish)
    Ikben houden van jig (Dutch)
    Gra (Gaelic)
    Ich bin lieben tu (German)
    Agape/eros (Greek)
    Ami (Esperanto)
    Armastama (Estonian)
    Rakam (Finish)
    Envagyok szeretet te (Hungarian)
    Elska (Icelandic)
    Ejekirin (Kurdish)
    Milestiba (Latvian)
    Meile (Lithuanian)
    Eu dragoste tu (Romanian)
    JHOBOEL Lubush (Russian)
    Elske (Norweigan)
    Easka (Slovak)
    JBYBAB (Serbian)
    Jagdan karlek du (Swedish)
    KOYATH (Ukraine)
    Benin sevi sen (Turkish)
    Ahava (Yiddish)

    Ngingu u thando ungu (Zulu)


    Ode To Love On Valentine’s Day

    Every since I met you my dear
    My life has not been the same

    Before I found you
    I was lost, sad and lonely
    Going nowhere as fast as possible

    I was stuck
    Did not know what direction to pursue
    At the intersection watching life go by

    I was lost, lonely and full of despair
    Then one day I saw you

    The girl of my dream
    Standing there on the side of the road

    I was filled with terror
    Could not speak

    What if you refused to see me
    What if you denied my protestations of love

    What if you walked away
    Never to bee seen again

    I knew I had to do something
    I had to do it then and there

    And then you came up to me
    Your voice

    The voice of an Angel
    Sweat, full of light

    Fun and entire sunshine

    Ever since the day I met you
    Whenever I feel down and depressed
    I look at your picture

    And sunshine fills my heart
    And I am confident, happy and ready

    To face all of life’s travails
    As long as I have your love
    And your support

    I can overcome all obstacles
    And face all dangers

    Together we can do most anything

    Without you I will be lost
    In the swamp of despair

    So my dear
    Please stay with me
    Forever to the end of time

    Let us journey forward
    Never looking back
    My love, my life

    The sun in the sky
    The moon that lights my dreams at night
    The stars that beacon far away

    Thank to the Gods above
    For bringing you into my life

    And I promise I will love you
    Forever and a day

    Just to see your face
    Is heaven itself

    Just to hear your voice
    Is all that I ever need

    My love, my soul mate
    Hurry back to me

    We have so much loving to do
    So much living to do
    So much to do together

    Walking confidently
    Boldly into the future

    Without you
    All is nothing
    But dust

    With you
    Everything is possible

    My love
    Until I see you again
    A thousand kisses

    And a million thoughts of love
    That will have to suffice
    Until we are reunited

    My love, my darling,
    My life and dreams

    Hurry back to rescue me
    From the despair and darkness
    All around me

    Until then
    I salute you

    Oh Queen of my Heart
    General of Love
    Captain of my Soul

  • Lost and Found

    Index of First Lines

    Lost and Found
    Donald Trump and the Vulgarians Rise to Power
    Strong Wine
    The Shape of History
    Yesterday Morning

    Lost and Found

    I was lost
    And you found me

    You walked out of my dreams
    And into my life

    And that made all the difference
    In the world

    As you entered my life
    I was all alone in this cruel world

    And you provided shelter
    And comfort

    I did not know what I wanted
    And you gave me what I wanted

    You gave me meaning
    You gave me purpose

    You gave me love
    And understanding

    peace and happiness
    Joy, laughter and fun

    You were endlessly fascinating
    Could not keep my eyes off of you

    You were the most beautiful women
    In the world to me

    And you still are
    So many years later

    Like a fine bottle of wine
    Gets better with age

    And you gave me
    Endless nights of wild lovemaking

    Which has gotten better
    As well

    And I fell under your spell
    from the day I met you

    I was lost
    And you found me

    And if you go first
    I will be lost again

    Can’t live without you
    By my side

    Thus is has always been
    Between us

    We are so entangled
    So interwoven

    And that is the way
    It was meant to me

    the voice of my doom

    walking deep in the woods
    high above the city
    near the airport

    I heard them
    then saw them

    hideous black crows
    looking at me
    cackling at me
    laughing at me
    mocking me

    calling me names

    I asked what they wanted
    they laughed
    and said
    nothing but your doom

    and they flew around me
    dive bombing me

    and surrounding me
    calling me names
    in Korean and English

    as I fled down the trail
    with the demon birds
    hot on my trail

    Donald Trump and the Vulgarians Rise to Power

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    Trump and the Vulgarians
    Lusting for power and revenge

    It ain’t right they say

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    The white man has been given the shaft
    The nigger president gone too far
    And now they want to make a bitch President

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    They have gone too far they shout and scream
    Anger pouring out of their faces and their whatever

    Rabid dogs from the no fly lands
    I hear them coming

    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    The elites on the coast
    Continue to look down on the Trump

    Say he is a clown say he is a simpleton
    Say he is dangerous demagogue

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    But the more they sling at him
    the more they deride him
    The stronger he gets

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    The deplorable who support him
    Know that they have got the elites right where they want them
    Behind the barrel of their proverbial guns

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    The fly over country
    the fuckistanian
    Jesus land multitudes

    Are on the march on the coastal elites
    Rabble rousers out for blood tonight

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    And blood they will have
    If their hero their champion their Donald
    Is denied his right to rule over them?

    The rights to them have sold
    To the highest bidder

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    And Donald knows that he is a fraud
    A con man a film flam artist

    But he knows his marks knows his rubes
    And gives them what they want
    Gives them what they need

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    As they give the whole rotten system
    A god damn finger up the ass
    Hoping to blow the whole thing down

    I hear them coming
    I see them coming
    I fear them coming

    You Will Be Punished

    You Will Be Punished for Protesting
    The Principle has a message
    For those who don’t stand for the National Anthem:
    Obey or be punished.

    “You will stand, and you will stay quiet.
    If you don’t. you are going to be sent home,
    and you’re not going to have a refund of your ticket price,

    YOU WILL LOVE THIS COUNTRY OR ELSE, YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!

    I would love to see some brave students
    defying Nemeth’s idiotic proposal
    by conducting a mass sit-in during the Anthem at the next game.
    He can’t do anything about it.

    It’s appalling,
    really, because

    you have to wonder
    how awful the government classes
    must be at his school

    Is his school in the US?
    Or in North Korea?

    Do they not teach students about the Constitution anymore?
    What happens to students who refuse to say the Pledge of Allegiance?

    Are they punished, too?

    What happens to athletes
    who remain seated during the Anthem?
    Will they be allowed to play at all?

    When will Nemeth issue an apology?

    (When he stops being an ignorant fool,

    I would also love to hear him explain

    — in a video to the students —

    why he’s wrong about this issue.)

    “The statement made by the principal of Lely High School
    arises out of a context
    in which students
    in the stands
    at a school athletic event

    we’re being disruptive
    at the start of
    and during the national anthem.

    He has spoken
    with our students

    to explain that his statement
    was based upon the disruption
    that school administrators observed occurring.

    The district recognizes a student’s First Amendment right
    to express his/her thoughts and ideas.
    For now

    But if President Trump Becomes President
    All bets are off
    Ha ha ha

    However, the law refuses to see
    As Frank Zappa sang so many years ago

    That there is no great society
    As it applies to you and me
    Unless your uncle owns the store

    if a student paid to see a game
    and sat quietly in the stands
    during the national anthem,
    we would not remove the student.

    The student is seeing the game
    at that point
    as a member of the public.

    True patriotism is upholding the First Amendment right to free speech.”

    All Hail President Trump
    The invincible
    Leader of our great country

    Strong Wine

    One night
    I was starring
    In my wine glass

    Deep in thought
    When I saw
    Something in my wine

    That haunts me still
    I saw in the bottom of the glass

    Evil doers abandon evil
    And became saints

    I saw rich men give up
    Their awesome greed

    And poor people
    Awarded dignity

    And all men
    Became brothers

    All women
    Became sisters

    And war ended once and for all
    And peace broke out
    And hatred disappear

    And I stared
    Into my glass wine

    I drink the wine
    Hoping the vision

    Would infect me
    And change the world

    But alas the world
    Remained the same

    The evil doers came back
    The rich continued to conspire
    And the poor still remained poor
    And the war continued on and on

    So I drank my wine
    And went to sleep

    The Shape of History

    Once I too had ambition
    I had the usual dreams of glory and grandeur
    All I wanted to be was to be a great creative genius

    Only I did not know
    How to kiss ass creatively

    Once I had dreams of greatness
    I would be glorious and free
    All would envy and admire

    This man so noble and great
    Now I am tied down in mirthless mire

    Once I hustled
    Once I took no shit from anyone

    Once I wanted the universe
    Now I am contended to shit

    And refuse to bustle
    Why bother anymore

    In the gathering gloom
    Of the foreseeable future

    One thing is certain
    I do not want a room

    On the scrap heap of society
    And yet that might be my fate

    Yesterday Morning

    Yesterday morning, I awoke
    Like most mornings

    I was still dead I walked
    Out of my drug infested slum
    Into my computerized car

    Down the freeways of my mind
    Searching for the pot of golden dreams

    I stopped in at a Resturant
    Drank copious amounts of free coffee

    And saw all the people

    One by one disappearing into the crowds
    All I knew was wrong

    Or worst yet a figment of your imagination
    Every person changed

    Transformed into an interchangeable computer’s robot

    All the same
    All the same

    Everything living in instant suburbia
    Moving their meaningless life

    All the same all the same

    Not me screamed my coffee as I sat

    Yet another victim
    Of our creeping collective insanity

    Just cogs in the wheel
    Cogs in the wheel

    And so I go down the road
    And get in line

  • Minnie’s Diary published “the Market Rules Us All”

    Minnie’s Diary has published a cynical look at love in the modern era called, “the Market Rules Us All.  Here it is:

    The Market Rules Us All 

    The market rules all

    We are nothing but products

    The rights to us

    Have long been sold

    Bow down and worship

    The all mighty market

    Everything we do

    Everything we see

    Everything we are

    Nothing but our personal brand

    Nothing human left over

    Nothing authentic left over

    Nothing but lies

    Fake news

    nonsense

    The world does not care one whit

    About you and me

    As people

    It is all about the profits that can be made

    By exploiting our labor

    And once we are used up

    We become a liability

    And a burden

    If you have not made it to the top

    By age 55

    You are a loser

    And should be retired

    Forced to live out your life

    On your miserable pension

    As you wait to die

    No longer useful

    To the Masters of the Universe

    And true love

    Nothing but an illusion

    It is all about the sex, baby

    And how getting your baby

    Ahead at all costs

    Who cares about love

    It is all nothing

    But a second hand emotion

    As the song puts it

    Love is nothing but a sexual commodity

    And we are all nothing but interchangeable

    Commodities in the marriage and love market

    And porno values rules the bedroom

    As we are nothing more than used body parts

    Who cares about friendship

    It is all about how they can use you

    And you can use them

    To get ahead

    True Love and genuine connections

    Cannot survive

    In this toxic soup

    Of the modern materialist world

    God and spirituality

    Nothing but a scam

    As our so call Christian Leaders

    Proclaim their love for you

    All they love is your donations

    And they too are part of the market

    Jesus if he ever comes back

    Will no doubt

    Be used to sell more goods

    As the right to Jesus

    Has also been sold

  • Dreamgirl re-published

    Joy for Life has republished my Dream Girl story.

    and earlier they had reprinted cheating death twenty times

     

    sharing life stories, making the world a better place…

    Dream Girl

    BY: Jake Cosmos Aller
    You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your
    dreams.
    The dreams started when I was a senior at Berkeley High School in 1974. About a month
    before I graduated, I fell asleep in a physics class after lunch and had the first dream:
    A beautiful Asian woman was standing next to me, talking in a strange language. She was
    stunning—the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. She was in her early twenties, with long black
    hair, and piercing black eyes. She had the look of royalty. She looked at me and then
    disappeared, beamed out of my dream like in Star Trek. I fell out of my chair screaming, “Who
    are you?” She did not answer.
    About a month went by, and then I started having the dream repeatedly. Always the same
    pattern.
    Early morning, she would stand next to me talking. I would ask who she was, and she
    would disappear. She was the most beautiful, alluring woman I had ever seen.
    I was struck speechless every time I had the dream.
    I had the dream every month during the eight years during which I went to college and
    served in the Peace Corps. In fact, when I joined the Peace Corps, I had to decide whether to go
    Korea or Thailand. The night before I had to submit my decision, I had the dream again and it
    made me sure that she was in Korea waiting for me.
    After the Peace Corps, I still hadn’t met my dream woman. I got a job working for the
    U.S. Army as an instructor and stayed in Korea. I kept having the dream, until I had the very last
    one: She was standing next to me, speaking to me in Korean, but I finally understood her. She
    said, “Don’t worry, we will be together soon.”
    Why was that the last time I had the dream? Because the very next night, the girl in my
    dream got off the bus in front of me. She went on to the base with an acquaintance of mine, a
    fellow teacher, and they went to see a movie. I saw her and found the courage to speak with her.
    We exchanged phone numbers and agreed to meet that weekend.
    The next night, she was waiting for me as I entered the Army base to teach a class. She
    told me she was a college senior and she had something to tell me. I signed her on to the base
    and left her at the library to study while I taught, and then we went out for coffee after class. She
    told me she was madly in love with me, and that I was the man for her. I told her not to worry as
    I felt the same.
    That weekend, we met Saturday and Sunday and hung out all day. On Sunday night, I
    proposed to her. It was only three days after we had met, but for me it felt like we had met eight
    years ago. I had been waiting all my life for her to walk out of my dreams and into my life, and
    here she was.
    Her mother did not want her to marry a foreigner. One day, about a month after we met,
    she invited me to meet her parents. I brought a bottle of Jack Daniels for her father and drank the
    entire bottle with him. He approved of me, but her mother still had reservations. After a Buddhist
    priest told her my future wife and I were a perfect astrological combination, she agreed, and we
    planned our wedding.
    The wedding was a media sensation in South Korea. My wife explained it to me years
    later. At the time, I was overwhelmed just by the fact that we were getting married and I didn’t
    fully understand how unusual this was. My wife was of the old royal clan, distant relatives to the
    former kings of Korea. In the clan’s history, only two people had ever married foreigners: my
    wife, and Rhee Syngman, who was the the first President of South Korea. My father, who was a
    former Undersecretary of Labor, came out for the wedding, which fueled even more media
    interest. Our marriage defied the stereotypical Korean-foreign marriage where the women
    married some hapless GI just to escape poverty and immigrate to the U.S. We were the first
    foreign/Korean couple to get married at a Korean Army base. Over 1,000 people came to the
    wedding, and my father was interviewed on the morning news programs.
    This all happened thirty-five years ago, and I am still married to the girl in my dreams.
    Now in my dreams she watches over me when we are apart.

  • Why am I still addicted to you?

    Why am I still addicted to you?

    Poems

    By

    Jake Cosmos Aller

    Index

    Why am I still addicted to You?

    Mountain Lions Harbinger of Doom

    Coffee Time

    The Last Baby on Earth

    The Last Light House

     

     

     

    Why am I still addicted to you?

     

    There is a mystery that has haunted me

    For almost 45 years

     

    45 years ago

    I met you in a dream

     

    And 38 years ago

    You walked off a bus

     

    And into my life

    And nothing was the same

    Since the day we met

     

    In the very beginning

    I was addicted to you

     

    Why Did I fall for you

    Why did I become so hopelessly

    madly in love with you

     

    Why was it love at first sight

    And why can I know

    Then I had met you before

     

    All these are questions

    that still haunt me to this day

     

    All I know is

    After 45 years

     

    I am still Addicted to you

     

    Mountain lion of doom

     

    throughout the West

    mountain Lions are on the move

    Coyotes too

     

    The lions and coyottes feast on deer

    Dogs, cats and other animals

    And other animals

     

    Driven by spread of suburbia into the mountain fastness

    That was their home

     

    The mountain lions and coyottes

    are are spreading east and south

    Not just in the wild west anymore

     

    And somehow it seems

    That the mountain Lions

    Are not just out for the deer

     

    The mountain Lions

    are coming after humanity

    While attacks are few and far between

    The mountain Lions have been known

    To attack dogs, cats and the occasional human child

    And even the occasional unwary hiker in the mountains

     

    And one can see these mountain lion

    In the mountain parks

    And they are scary indeed

     

    It seems that nature

    Is on the move

     

    and that nature

    May not be nice

    To mankind

     

    As we continue to despoil the land

    Pollute the world

     

    And overpopulated  the world

    Tomorrow Perhaps Our time will come

     

    The Mountain Lions Will be hunting

    As humans become prey

     

    After The end of civilization

    The mountain Lions therefore

    Are a harbinger of future down

     

     

     

    The last baby on earth

     

    The last baby on earth

    Lies in a manger

    hidden by his mother

     

    The last baby on earth

    maybe be the last man on earth

     

    As mankind has become infertile

    As mankind can no longer reproduce

     

    Alas the last baby on earth

    Is celebrated

     

    As a hero

    In hopes

     

    that there will be other babies

    yet to be born

     

    But the last baby on earth f

    Knows he may be the last man on earth

     

     

    Coffee Time

    I love the smell of coffee

    First thing in the morning

    I start my day day inhaling the aroma of the freshlly brewing coffee

    Anticipating the taste and feel of the coffee soon to be consumed

     

    I love the taste of coffee

    First thing in the morning

    I eagerly anticipate

    The taste of coffee

     

    I love the feel of coffee

    Dark Liquid flowing into my system

     

    I love the color of coffee

    Dark Black as hell

     

    And yet

    There is a hint

    Of the sweetness of heaven

     

    I love the effects of coffee

    It Picks me up

    Gets me going

     

    Kicks my ass into gear

    It gets me hyper

    It gets me through the darkest morning

     

    And yes I love

    The nightmares that coffee produces

    As I tried to sleep

    Fighting  the coffee

    I tossed and turned

     

    delicious nightmares

    Turn into stories

    and turns into poems

    and even turns into a novel or two

     

    All of this is because of my daily cup of coffee

    I love my coffee

    And always will

     

     

     

    The Last Light House

     

    The last man on earth

    Is walking along the coast

    Heading to the lighthouse in the distance

    That has Inexplicably turned on the lights

     

    The last man on earth

    Is suspicious that this this might be

    Just an automated machinery

     

    He walks towards the light house

    in darkening night

    And sees the light

    Piercing the night

     

    And dreams

    That perhaps there may

    be someone at home

     

    He says Hello

    As he enters the lighthouse

    Only to meet death

     

     

    He walks into the lighthouse

    And sees what he has seen

    In every house

    on every corner

    In the entire Land

     

    Nothing  but death sitting there

    Death

    As the plague took another victim

     

    The last man on earth

    Made himself A steak dinner

    In the last lighthouse On earth

    And played the light Out on the water

     

    Hoping Hoping hoping

    There will be ship

    in the ocean

     

    and that perhaps

    he might be saved

     

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